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zwath · 10 months ago

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art trade wtih DizzyD00dles on DA:

I used a tutorial for the eyes, link here: https://www.deviantart.com/killingnightmare01/art/GIMP-wolf-cat-eye-tutorial-READ-THE-DESCRIPTION-547774518

#i don't usually do art trades but it was the perfect oppurtunity to draw eyes and test out some lighting techniques #definetly had a lot of fun just toying around with the lighting and colors here #it might be a bit messy but i think thats the beauty of art sometimes #ive learned that in order to make good art #i have to stop making it look realistic #which is why i forced myself to not use black or any dark or grey colors in this artwork #i tried to mainly use bright reds and hot pinks #i think i couldve done the fur pattern better tho #but i just dont really know how to do that yet #i tried searching up tutorials n stuff but i wanted to get this artwork out relatively quickly so ye :P #thanks for reading the tags btw #i know that not many people do that #wanted to let you know that i do appreciate that :)#but yeah that was it for the commentary tags #now im just going to put tags that describe the artwork #starting.....now:#cat #pink cat #strawberry #strawberries #digital art

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thegurlwhoisntthere · 5 months ago

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Fun little thought I thought I’d share 😋

Imagine, it’s the big showdown between Red Hood and Batman, Joker’s unconscious form slumped nearby, completely bound.

Red hood, Jason, demands that Batman kill him. That after everything he’s done, all the people he’s killed, he pleads with his dad to kill the Batman (although he’d never admit that he still loves the man as a father, not yet).

There’s some dramatic back and forth where Batman refuses and Red Hood insists pleads that Batman Bruce kill the joker, until Bruce rips off the cowl and reveals that he did!

He did kill the Joker! He wore his favorite suit and grabbed two $1000 watches and used them as brass knuckles and beat the fucker to death! He burned his body and buried the ashes outside of the goddamn Fortress of Solitude so no one would find them! He folded up the bloodied suit and boxed them with the broken watches and put them a hidden compartment in the base of Jason’s memorial in the cave, where no one would ever touch or find them! He waited until Superman was off world so he wouldn’t stop him again and told no one of what he did!

And how that ends is up to y’all. I just think that it’s interesting how there are canonically 3 Jokers (possibly more if dc changes their mind) and wouldn’t it be fun if Bruce knowingly murdered one of them only for another to pop up and make him suicidal to the point where a little Timothy Drake needs to blackmail his way into being Robin so he doesn’t kill himself?

#batfam #batman #dc #batfamily #jason todd red hood #jason todd robin #jason todd #bruce wayne #bruce wayne batman #joker dc #joker #the joker #what if Batman did kill the joker #and then another one popped up #because say what you want #make all the arguments you can #but this man canonically wanted to kill the joker and only didn’t because he had diplomatic immunity AND Superman stopped him #I don’t even think that Bruce should HAVE to kill the joker #like fans shouldn’t act like he’s obligated to #but I think he would’ve #genuinely #he got dark in those months after #it’s completely realistic to imagine that he as Bruce killed the man and didn’t tell anyone in order to separate it from Batman as much as #possible #look me in the eye and tell me I’m wrong #queue me closing my eyes because I’m not willing to take critics on this #Alfred knows but never mentions it and that’s why he hasn’t just killed the joker himself #Bruce doesn’t know he knows and it will stay that way

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ifyougiveuptoday · 10 days ago

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we need to let them loose in a shopping mall with unlimited budget NOW!!!

#mine #pfar #windlifter #maru #planes fire and rescue #granted i dont think windy would be very big on hefty consumerism but he will indulge in some hijinks #he'd enjoy going to a record store too. idk i hc him as a music buff #maru encourages him to indulge in more stupid stuff though #maru probably gets an rc car or something to terrorize people in the mall and later at PPAA with. he'll probably soup it up back at the bas #and make it cracked #and make it look scary too #and chase people around with it #takes it to the lodge and harasses cad spinner from a distance before blade tells him to stop #wind tells maru not to get the mall sushi. maru gets the mall sushi against even his own better judgement #the mall sushi causes regrets #realistically do they have the time to go to the mall. probably not the nearest one i do not imagine is very close #but it is very funny #sillyposting

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tyrannosnore · 2 years ago

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okay consider this

#kaeya #rex.png #genshin impact fanart #kaeya fanart #kaeya genshin impact #this is a render of my sister's sketch who supposedly hates kaeya. like okay girl have fun with your low contrast symmetrical blond girlie!#no hate. just think she needs to be realistic #+ the thing to consider is baby kaeya. but in rui prsk clothes. because i dont know anything about sekai but i think the clowns are so fun #my main idea for this was someone saying to blend characters into the bg to make it look more like an oil painting #like idk why or who it was even but i cannot stop thinking about it because they were so right it looks so good

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tamagotchikgs · 1 month ago

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i hate my face it needs to be softer and i hate my body it needs to be sharper

#there is nothing in the world i wished i had more than a smaller/rounder nose #why is that thang genuinely V #<#>#^#every direction sniffin #i want to bury my face in things and not impale them #i hate the way it looks when i smile #somehow it gets even bigger #and more downturned #and my body well . at least thats easier 2 change #im so hyper aware of how much i weigh i hate the number being known it makes me want to cry i feel too exposed #its like it being a secret keeps me safe #even though everyone can see my body anyway #if i just have that then im safe no one can hurt me #what if the number makes them see me differently #what if it changes the way i look in their eyes like it does in mine #what if the dysmorphia streaks out past just me #i know its stupid n realistically it doesnt matter at all but i am so Scared i am terrified #i hate my ed i hate everything it holds over me all the time everyday #every time i look at myself im different #n im worse #and no matter how much i suffer its never happy #im so sick rn im in pain but all i can think about is at least im not eating at least its stopping me from eating #i just want to be different i want to be anything else #i feel like im always going 2 be stuck as the grossest thing in the world #ill never get the chance to look at myself n see anything but that #i want to be better. i do. i want to just move on #im so tired. but im So awful looking. & everyone has always made sure i know it. made sure im lesser and i am #ive never had a real friend. theyve always hated me n kept be barely around because they feel bad for me. n just told me how bad i looked

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lilacerull0 · 1 month ago

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i feel like reading/watching mbf immediately means knowing who i am as a person and... i cannot allow this

#you all know that i can't stand gatekeeping and how that's why i bring up what i like all the time in various contexts #but the surprising thing with mbf for me is that i can't talk about it as freely to people who don't know me #because i can't find a way to translate it without having to offer some crucial segment of myself #i enjoy sharing ideas and thoughts more than anything else but i don't like sharing me the person behind them #because i really cherish my individuality as something important in spite of where it takes me sometimes #i don't want to tarnish it!!!! i don't want even the smallest piece of it to be missing because i wouldn't know what to do anymore #i'll stick to typing out thoughts here and to my mom and to my med textbooks #but i must say it feels strangely refreshing to have something that is only my own this way because i always have to put myself out there #and this way i am not giving anyone the opportunity to twist it into something terrible about me #my spontaneous outbursts might ruin this for me though #letters from stephanie*#i dislike that i can't step outside of my own experiences with this like i usually do because art should be shared #this is suchhh a crazy person post #i think i finally get what my dad means when we fight about how i shouldn't say everything i think all the time #he doesn't want me to filter myself he wants me to preserve who i am from harm because stepping up sometimes won't help #who i'm trying to help but it will ruin me in some way even if it just makes me upset #i think that's how he manages to be calm without betraying himself?#he isn't lying he's just saying what he thinks when it matters and to those that matter #like most of the time i am right to single myself out but there is a particular shade of grey when i shouldn't do it #idk this is literally donna telling the dr YOU CAN STOP NOW.#realistically i just need someone to calm me down when my passions turn against me #overly personal post once again i am sooo sorryyyy look away

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the-casbah-way · 1 year ago

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i’ve talked before about the fact that i like imagining down then left kahmunrah having some fancy rich fashion designer husband, and originally i was going to have this come up in the fic for plot related reasons (and the husband was going to be napoleon because i thought that would be funny) but the reason i ended up taking it out is because i became more obsessed with the idea of kahmunrah and al meeting each other through octavius and ahkmenrah and then ending up having a thing together but i didn’t have space to leave it in the fic

#al x kah is SO GOOD #just know that in my head al and kah end up having a thing #the horror on octavius and ahk’s faces when they release their best friend is fucking ahk’s brother #listen. gay friend groups are so messy with all the intertwining relationships and hookups i’m just making it realistic #i have this all planned out for no reason btw #al and kah meet because ahk’s friends have a dinner party thing to celebrate ahk getting his phd #this is after jed and octavius are together so jed is there too #they end up flirting and only ahk can tell because hes the only one who knows what flirty kah looks like #he drags octavius to the side and he’s like al is fucking hitting on my brother. octavius is like LMAO GIRL NOOO #jed is fucking oblivious and keeps interrupting the flirting by trying to join in with their conversation #octavius texts him under the table and is like stop fucking cock blocking al #i will say no more no one asked for this

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ilaiyayaya · 6 months ago

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It's crazy how wearing at least 1 piece of clothing that doesn't make me want to hang myself feels kinda good sometimes who would've guessed?

IT'S TOO BIG MAKE IT SMALLER I DON'T WANT IT TO TAKE UP MY ENTIRE MONITOR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Still kinda look bad, but like slightly less bad than average! If I don't remember to stop walking in circles and delete this within an hour I'll die a painful gory death and my corpse will idk I didn't think of an end to this sentence I'm just procrastinating posting this. I would just, not post it but I NEED to gain more confidence in looking at pictures of myself and mirrors and also not hiding all evidence of my physical existence.

#god i need to get a camera my phone actually has the worst camera quality i've ever seen like how this phone is from like 2020 #would it be more or less embarrassing if i made up an excuse that i took this as art reference for clothing folds?#cuz that's not why i took it but i can act like it is if it makes me seem less weird #actually the low camera quality is a plus; no evidence of my absolutely fucked looking hand #if i see 1 note on this before i delete it i'm starting ragnarok early (the real life mythical event; not the mmo)#what if there were mythical event pokemon in real life? like i go to my local hospital/convenience store and some guy gives me a shaymin #what if pokemon was like real life and when the pokemon faint they actually DIE and realistic bloodshot eyes creepypasta #what if when they use their persona they actually shoot themselves with a real gun and die wouldn't that be funny sephiroth moment #it's been 20 minutes i gotta stop procrastinating #i can't believe yo*ng she*don ended that's crazy #why did i not include the top of my head in the censoring? top of my hair looks like SHIT #it's been 40 minutes i gotta stop procrastinating BUT I HAVE AN EXCUSE THIS TIME; DISORD!!!!#fuck it we triangle

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camellia-thea · 4 months ago

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#ohhhhh fear of the future. desperate yearning for things that might maybe make me feel better. yearning for not being afraid.#yearning for something impossible that would mean i was looked after forever and ever and never have to worry about being able to live #and take care of myself.#can someone give me a house with no mortgage and pay my student loans then also sort out ubi?#the idea of living another year without an animal and without a vague sense of stability is. more than distressing.#fight of plan for the future. thinking about what i actually want makes me feel incredible amounts of doom. stops planning.#feels like i have no idea what i want and no goal and realistic idea of what will happen which is terrifying #reach for escapism. end up back on the ''i'm terrified i've already ruined my adult life and i've barely started living''#i hate feeling like this. but it's not. something that can be fixed either.

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nixtorr · 1 year ago

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eight and liv but they enable eachother’s murderous tendancies instead of their actual dynamic

#eighth doctor #liv chenka #eight and liv but eight is the same eight who would have killed davros gladly if they were the only victims in terror firma #eight and liv but eight takes more traits from caerdroia’s the nasty one #eight and liv but eight resembles the eight who was like ‘give me the code and i shant break your arm’#gets the code and whomps the guy’s head against a wall in vanishing point #eight and liv but eights character actually makes sense to be like that after de1 #im sorry but eight is rarely an optimist. he is however a hopeful realist #‘despair accords with reality but i insist on hope’ and such #he KNOWS the universe is full of evil but #his hope never stops him from doing horrible things. like killing the clock faced people in anachrophobia #in de1 he is faced with his despair after the death of lucie in the face of ww1 and the daleks and the fake reality made to please him #and when he thought molly had died when she fell. he still had hope. he still climbed back up. but he was still ready to jump back down #with the risk of death #he was going to go to the end of the universe to look for hope. he hurt the tardis and himself for it.#thats all good. thats sexy. but why after all that is he so horribly an optimist #why does he believe that the eleven can change after he's been like that since his second incarnation. lumps of rock evolving into flowers #the only nice incarnation of his being the eight but he was like that since he was born and he was obviously struggling #why does he treat dickbag landlord from better watch out like he has any empathy in him before hes literally dragged to hell #anyway. bitchier eight and bitchier liv i think theyd be great together #actually. the amount of bitch liv is is great already

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weed666 · 1 year ago

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need to get away from the ‘trans ppl with skinny anime characters as their icons that use skinny anime characters in all their trans memes and only reblog skinny anime art’ section of tumblr and find more of the ‘trans ppl who appreciate body diversity and art of trans ppl that actually looks like the trans ppl i know irl and not like a conventionally attractive model’ section. where r y’all at. pls for the love of god help me get me out of here i’m fighting for my fucking life where is the fat hairy transgender art i can’t take this anymore

#it’s not even always abt fatness either like #there is a difference between drawing a skinny trans person where they look like an actual skinny trans person #and drawing an idealistic model body that looks like a cis person but with Trans Feature (like top scars or a girl bulge)#people always say that it like. makes them euphoric ???? ok. if you say so i guess that’s fine! if ur really happy!#if ur really happy idolizing an unrealistic body expectation that is nearly impossible to live up to! if that is what brings you joy!#then who am i to stop you!#i just don’t get it like how does that not make u feel detached from ur body #i already feel so detached from my body i need art that looks like me to feel like i own my body #if the answer is because ur doing it to purposefully detach urself from ur body i think u should rethink that #i don’t think that is healthy #i think u should try to work on loving you body and having realistic transition goals

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ichigosoju · 6 months ago

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