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do all the characters have dragons? are they dragons? what does a world with dragons look like? i want to know more
okay so!! this specifically is an au where abilities are dragons (but i will probably make an au later where they are dragons, i enjoy designing creatures <3)!
it's fairly httyd inspired because i really love httyd, so it's not modern, though.. maybe that'll be a seperate au later haha
BUT!! for this au specifically, there is a focus on dragon racing in the main plot; atsushi gets roped into joining the twilight agency (aka the ada here) when it turns out the dragon that he thinks has been chasing him is actually one he bonded with when it was little, it got seperated from him, and then went to find him again.
the twilight agency both races and investigates suspicious going ons and possible cheating in said races! i didn't finish up organizing the google doc, i'll admit, so i don't have everyone's roles written down, but:
atsushi and juni'chiro tend to race most often, ranpo is one of their usual investigators (ranpo claims to have a small feathered wyvern, but.. it is actually a golden eagle that fukuzawa gave him as a baby in that universe's version of untold origins), and they have clerks as well (naomi and haruno, though naomi races too when her brother can't, due to the fact that their dragon listens to both of them).
the night wardens are heavily involved in seaside transactions, transports when needed.. and cheating, it’s rumored, although no one can find any proof. they race too, though they did lose their BEST racers a while ago (those being the flags).
mori himself doesn't have a racing dragon. in fact, his dragon elise is more akin to a very, very cranky chihuahua crossed with the dangerousness of a poison dart frog. she's tiny, bad tempered for nearly everyone, venomous, has sharp claws, among other things.
those are the two organizations i have figured out the most ^^
but for how the world actually looks, that's a fun question!!
i've always really loved the design of berk revamped to fit the dragons :P so something like that, but yokohama
(i couldn't find any other good imgs </3)
the twilight agency's building has a stable for the dragons, the port has plenty of places to put (or hide, if you're tachihara michizo and your brother's dragon has just tracked you down and won't leave despite how much you tell it to) dragons.
one BIG change is that the moby dick is now a dragon; a giant, very old one who despite this is tasked with carrying the guild around. at the end of the arc it and melville disappear to finally actually retire.
i'm not entirely sure how accurately the arcs play out, though i know it's not.. too different, i think? i'm still working on it!
ty for the ask! <3
#triplethewinds#bsd#bungo stray dragon riders#my aus#my bsd aus#bsd au#dino answers#asks#ty for the ask :D#if you wanna hear more about the dragons in specific then feel free to ask#i have thought a lot ab them
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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i cant let you love me like this
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#the witcher#geraskier#geralt of rivia#jaskier#twn#the witcher netflix#i have lots of thoughts ab them
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Okay so I've held onto this one for quite a while bc I was self-conscious ab my art style and how it doesn't look nearly as good as a ton of other prohibited wish artists on here but I think it's time to share it-
I had this idea in my head and I just needed to get it out sooo um.
Sorry for the pain
Also I was testing out how I draw maskless Scarab (which is partially inspired by the INCREDIBLE @time-woods's design for their Carma sorry for the @ I just wanted to credit you for the inspo- btw) so it's changed a bit since I drew this bc Ive gotten more used to drawing him-
I have a ton more art in my backlog I'm just,,, self-conscious lol. trying to get better-
PLEASE [tumblr] fix the quality when I post this bc it looks like ass in the editor as Im looking at it rn
#prohibitedwish#prohibited wish#the scarab#scarab the god auditor#prismo the wishmaster#prismo x scarab#adventure time#fionna and cake#this is intended to be implied prisjake in case that wasn't clear#in my mind and in the context of this it was like. A crush that was never verbalized bc Prismo didnt want to put that pressure on him#with 1. Jake already having a partner and 2. the power imbalance inherent with Prismo being a god and Jake being a mortal#I have a lot of thoughts ab them lol#Poor Prismo is not coping#tw character death#tw implied character death#my art#scarlet speaks#scarlet draws
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girls we might have a problem (i couldnt sleep last night because i was thinking about her, i havent stopped thinking about her since yesterday, ive been rereading our texts for the past hour)
#this wont be a problem righttttt ahahhaha#no because i already like someone but she just came and crashed it all like girl how dare you#but shes so pretty dude#shes so lovely too she gets me#shes so silly#she makes me feel so pretty#“good night darling” marry me#shes like everything i want ever#i feel so conflicted about this#girlblogging#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#AND SHE LETS ME TALK AND SHE DOESNT FIND ME ANNOYING#LIKE SHES SO AHDHSJSJSSJS#WE HAVE DIFFERENT INTERESTS FOR A LOT OF THINGS BUT SHE ALWAYS LETS ME TALK AB THEM#chat is this infatuation#chat im scared#chat i love her#my princess ୨𖹭୧
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pls share your ocd Bruce thoughts. as in your thoughts about Bruce having ocd. Pls and tanks
[big warning for intrusive thoughts, compulsions, paranoia. i do list specific ocd thoughts in this post. please be careful and don't read if those might affect you in any negative way.]
his compulsions mostly lie around keeping his family safe. he spends a while each night after patrol doing a perimeter check and ensuring all the security is online/working (one night he accidentally fell asleep in the cave and didn't wake up until morning - alfred woke up startled to see bruce checking his pulse because you fell asleep without checking and now he's dead he's dead and it's your fault).
he struggles a lot with intrusive thoughts; they're quite difficult to combat because he knows they aren't real but also a fair few of them are based on things that have happened to him in the past so he's more than aware that they're still possible (e.g. your son is dead somewhere, go find him; your friend has turned evil, check you have your defence against them and get ready to use it). he often just gets incredibly graphic images in his head, and he digs his nails into his skin until it goes away.
another thought he struggles a lot with is 'this person is an imposter. they are wearing someone else's face. this is not the person you know'. this is one that he definitively knows isn't true but also it's happened before so it can happen again. it makes him feel a little silly whenever this happens, because his way around it is to find somebody he does trust in that moment and stay near them whilst keeping a subtle eye on the 'imposter', and it makes him feel like a little kid hiding behind his mother's legs at a gala all over again.
there are some positives though!! he's not too sure why but these paranoid thoughts aren't often in regards to j'onn, so occasionally he'll request for j'onn to scan someone's mind to check if they are who they say they are, and j'onn does it with no questions asked. j'onn doesn't fully understand why bruce needs him to do this but he does recognise the spike in anxiety just before bruce asks and the relief bruce feels after, and so he does it because he knows it helps his friend, even if he doesn't know why.
(sometimes, when it's just him and the 'imposter' in the room, he just leaves. he doesn't explain. he doesn't say goodbye. he just leaves. he tells himself that it's to ensure his own safety. he ignores the way it feels like fleeing.)
he has a lot of little compulsions too, like rapping his knuckles against a specific part of the wall before using the zeta tube (if he doesn't, the transport will rip them apart). whenever somebody questions it, he says it's for luck. this leads to the team believing batman to be incredibly superstitious. the only people that know the truth are dick, jason, tim and alfred. eventually he does tell clark and diana, and he stops trying to hide it around the rest of the batfamily, but he does not like people knowing about it.
#i think a lot of his creepy stalker tendencies come from it#like 'you have to follow your daughter home because if you don't then she won't make it there'#or 'sneak trackers onto their clothes or they'll go missing'#i think it first developed when he was a kid. before the alley. but it got much worse after.#like for a long while after he kept thinking that people were trying to kill him so he'd only eat food if it was from alfred#(on his worst nights he either didn't eat or he had to watch closely as alfred made it)#that doesnt stay with him too much after his training - he's immune to most poisons and confident in his ability to find/create an antidote#seb find a paranoid character and don't project onto them challenge failed#anon i love u for asking this i love talking ab this thank u. would have said more but the post was getting too long#bruce wayne#batman#ocd bruce#tw compulsions#tw intrusive thoughts#tw self harm#(the nail digging bit)#let me know if i've missed anything
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oc-tober day 11: zero escape au
i think joe should be in akane's situation i think it's like a natural progression for him i think he should be in the nonary games. i think if he were in there it would play out exactly the same
#artists on tumblr#my ocs#my oc#oc#joe#willow's art#NOT tagging the fandom this ain't for them IDUHALISUDH#there was gonna be a lot more to this but holy fuckkkk. 4 days for one sprite? i'm so tired bro#and i still have comic pages i gotta finalize today!!!!!!!#if you're looking at the tags tho hi funny lil secret info for you#i've also got thoughts about v1r (censored to keep out of tags) and i think that would be a separate thing#cause i j. i just wanna see joe in the ab game soooooo bad#he's gonna play that shit to win man#sweetest guy in the world but the moment he has a chance he is OUTTA here#he doesn't want to be part of this. this isn't his fucking problem. he's going home#i don't think he'd hit betray every single time in every timeline but he would certainly be considering it
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WHOS the yellowblood w the blacked out eyes in yr header so i can go thru their tag
That would be Bronte Voltej !
Bronte Vultej (she/they/ze) was a troll with renound psionics and a rebellious nature, but not enough gut to act on it. She stayed in a lowblood neighborhood, and helped out with local shops. Life was very good until a turf battle occurred in the town between loyalists and rebels. It was a very violent experience, and Bronte was caught in the crossfire. With all the chaos and distress, plus the violence she would inevitably get caught up in, their psionics went off with a bang, in a very literal sense. Zer psionics caught onto the nearby transformer, and executed a chain reaction to every transformer connected to the telephone lines.
Zey wake up disoriented, short circuiting, and with only the barest form of psionics keeping them alive despite what is, essentially void rot minus the rot. On top of this, she loses all of the memories of their former life. Bronte Vultej eats batteries to feed the psionics in her body, and has physical subconscious jerks + a stutter due to the physical trauma.
#bronte vultej#refs ; dutiful diagrams#fantroll#homestuck oc#hs oc#my art#my oc#oc ref#oc reference#homestuck fantroll#i dont draw this character a lot#she was made for a roleplay and ultimately the rp died#and theyre not a Session troll so i havent thought ab them too actively#but i was delighted to have someone ask ab one of my header trolls!!#i just like when people ask ab my trolls in general hehe
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And here is the bull himself >:)
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I was like, ah I should make the shadow something interesting, and then I'm like GIVE HIM BULL HORNS???? OKAY SURE !!!!! I'm glad such thoughts can strike at 7 in the morning....thanks brain. But hehehe I'm glad bcs now this matches up super well with the Nando one!
New ship dynamic: who's the bull and who's the matador :)
I think, in this AU, Fernando is generally pretty fond of Seb when he first meets him. Like "ah yes my very own protégé, very nice, I shall mold him in my image." But then Seb starts veering off that course. Bullfighting is all about being dramatic, but Seb maybe has a bit too much(🤏) flair for the dramatic. This escalation starts while he's still Fernando's assistant but he keeps it generally at bay. But god when he becomes a matador himself, he's just off the rails insane.
Bullfighting, to me, is a sport about reckless endangerment of one's self in the pursuit of drama and performance(its literally described as a tragedy in three acts.) But Fernando thinks Seb endangers himself *too* much, not because he cares or anything, but he's making a mockery of the sport!! Especially when Seb starts doing that bull hand symbol(seen above), Fernando just keeps become more enraged with him, not anything to do with the fact that Seb is threatening his records and threatening his own wellbeing, nah of course not.
Seb's gesture is making a mockery of the sport, he's disrespecting the culture, the very nature of it, blah blah blah. Jenson once asks Fernando, after noticing him seething while watching Seb do his gesture, "Which bull are you really trying to defeat?" One could also describe Fernando and Seb's relationship as a "tragedy with three acts."
Anyways Fernando gets very tied up with this rivalry. Even after suffering a severe injury(I have yet to decide, but y'know mchonda electrocution core), he quickly returns to the sport, loath to let Seb get any more headway. And then Seb gets injured, poor little sweet Seb, and neither of them can handle it. Though I already covered this in my prev lore post 🤭 and I think I put it pretty viscerally there so!! I digress.
They're both matadors, but the bull itself is not the only bull Fernando wants to conquer. Conquer as in death? Hm.
#i love matador au all my homies love matador au#<- its a lot of fun for me to draw and easy to have ref for :) so its like my little comfort drawings#even tho i want to sob every time i write any of the lore down bcs it is so </3#ah i just like how visceral it is ig#f1 is a dangerous sport but bullfighting is just. such another level of maniacs 😭#ive talked abt this a lot w cofi lmao its just super interesting to me. just the whole mentality and display and culture of it#also just: trajes de luces go brrrrrrr#ah one day ill draw both of them in green suits 🤭🤭#i had a chibi art of this au i was working on bcs i didnt have mental energy for a full thing#or at least i THOUGHT so#ive had the refs for this since 2 wks and im like YOU WILL FINISH THIS bcs i rly liked the pose 😭#so then i just drew for like 5 hours straight. yknow as one does#and wrote this post at uh. 8 am. normal time for one to be drawing and writing. as one does.#WELL ANYWAYS PLEASE ENJOY MATADOR SEB#this au grips me the throat 😭 i rly enjoy it 😭#i have a lot of thoughts ab the au lore itself but also drawing these is very no thoughts head empty <3#also god side note. pink stockinks. i hated the idea of them at first. but now im like hehe hot pink time 🥰🥰#its crazy how it doesnt clash that much??? i thought it would ruin the outfit but ah they suit everything p well#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#catie.art.#matador au
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in a world with an aftg show (because it Has to be a show, not a movie) seth would have a Pretty Guy actor playing him who looked even prettier when he was sneering or scowling and people would make edits of him with the velocity + slo-mo effects and be like "i can fix him"
#and kevin would be it boy of the century and matt would be THE 2000s icon along with allison#neil's the one who looks scrappy and jumpy (which he is) but everyone's gonna be in love with his sharp tongue and hater behavior#everyone would either hate andrew or love him and obv i fall into the second category i'd be no. 1 andrew minyard apologist/defender/lover/#everyone (including myself) would love nicky if this adaptation of him didnt come with all those predatory jokes godbless#everyone else is an icon. yes even aaron who's way too detached from the foxes but he partially slays just being a fox and king of idgafdom#the girls are icons obviously duhhh#but i think with riko the actor would be soooo good and pretty like scary pretty that people make edits and the captions are like DISCLAIME#wymack would have sooo many edits with the sound of whatever's trending that's equivalent to the usher DADDY'S HOME one#i actually have so many thoughts ab an aftg show despite how much i dont want it like i cant help it! aftg slays too much!#these bitches r all too damaged! i love them all too much! i think ab them all the time!#lots of people hate but aftg and the foxes r genuinely some of the most well written relationships to me probably bc i can personally relat#and i think a show would allow for other scenes that we dont see in the book bc theyre all from neil's pov and we don't really find anythin#know anything ab the other foxes beyond what neil knows himself#and LEST I FORGET. JEAN MOREAU. ICON OF THE CENTURY METHINKS...!#neil josten#andrew minyard#kevin day#dan wilds#allison reynolds#renne walker#matt boyd#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#seth gordan#s4pphoiduser#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the king's men
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friend said if i was an animal id be a doe and i cant stop thinking ab it. like what
#they said partly its bc i have long legs which did make me feel nice as i have never thought of my legs as long before. i mean i am tall ig#before i wen tot college i never thought ab my nose either like never ever. dude peoples noses are a big deal to them apparently. like id n#ver thought about it positively or negatively before. lots of people want my nose. so strange.#ive always wanted to not have eye bags. idk#and ofc i want to be skinnier even though i think i shouldnt want to be skinnier. fucked up. endless cycle.
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okay in fleabag the fourth wall breaks are a metaphor for dissociation yes i will agree with that but i don’t see people talk about how it’s also her performing for an audience - she is using this imagined audience in order to feel seen and heard in a way she isn’t in her real life, a way for her to validate herself through the lens of others and when hot priest calls her out on it it’s because he is actually!!! seeing her!! and when they’re having sex it’s the first time she pushes that audience away and refuses to perform she is present in that real life moment and being seen etc by hot priest. i’d argue that the dissociation goes hand in hand with that performance like she dissociates in order to perform for an imagined audience and also i think that other interpretation of the fourth wall breaks are valid i don’t think there’s one complete and total explanation/answer as to what they mean. much like in real life our coping mechanisms are often used in response to a multitude of situations/traumas and can represent multiple things about our psyche !! anyway just wanted to share my thoughts
#obviously having lots of fleabag thoughts i had to get them out#i just think fleabag’s audience is a very very important part of her story and character#and how she is always performing for this imagine audience and for everyone in her life she is rarely being honest with the people she loves#because that is vulnerable terrifying too much etc !! She is Too much so she acts extroverted and funny and performs for everyone always#until the hot priest who cuts through it and sees her even when she’s still performing for him and she is forced to be honest#even when she is thinking only in terms of wanting to fuck him#and that is how she finds herself loving him abs also how their love/his love changes her for the better!!!!#anyway :-)#fleabag#fleabag meta#laura says some things
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ive been thinking more abt different pjsk characters recently (specifically emu kanade and mizuki because i like them a Lot) because 1. i genuinely just want to get. A better understanding of them and love them and 2. I keep hearing tsukasa saying different things in my head from different event + card stories and it’s getting On my Nerves. He’s great but his fans annoy me so badly and he can be a pain in the butt sometimes (doesn’t mean i love him any less but still)
#pjsk#prsk#rant#i guess#some sort of complaint#also keep getting bad brain fog#i keep having to reread the stories and all#send help…#sigh#anwyyas#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#mizuki akiyama#i want to write more ab leoni and niigo + emurui Theres a lot of thoughts i have about them but#i always go to sleep and then forget to write them down.#disappointed in myself
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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binged Villian to the Rescue like wow this isnt everything ive ever wanted.......DUDE
#6 novel tropes in one !!!!!! a relationship that transends mortality and time !!!!!! mental illness (i have Words ab it but i do enjoy how#they include it into his life instead of using it as a one off)#TENTECALE GOOP MONSTER BOYFRIEND......#pink haired protag and intrusive thoughts DUDEEE#ik a lot of people complained ab the first arc bc of the implications but IF YOU SEE THE VISION PKAY#IT WASNT LOVE !!!!!!! IT WAS OBSESSIONNNNNNNNN...........HE GOT ATTATCHED TO THE SMALL GESTURES AS A LIFE LINE........PLEKKDJJDJGID#the devotion across every world and the greater story behind each meeting THE FUCKING CAT !!!!!!! THE CAT........#dont get me started on the FL's i love them#the yaoi polygon.#need i say more#villian to the rescue#toe rambles#the art style too is delishHOW COULD O FORGET THE MERMAIDS.....
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Extremely burnt out unable to draw anything when I have both free time and shit ton of ideas hardest battles for the most already tired soldiers
#ive been trying to draw sybil for like a week#sybil and max meeting up post 305 being like youre alive/you had a baby??? at eachother#also the thought of sam and max babysitting for her because theres no way shes dodging all those jobs and a newborn#and we all know abe wont help for shit#she would be hesitant at leaving them alone with a newborn at first tho#sybil going to max like no offence but you guys are a bit extreme at times besides I don't think you have any experience with babies#and max would pull out a wallet out of nowhere that opens with a comically long collection of photos of them the geek john and sam jr#like the proud mother he is#i value their friendship a lot if you couldn't tell#alright got it out of my system im done now i think#tea talk
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