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And here is the bull himself >:)
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I was like, ah I should make the shadow something interesting, and then I'm like GIVE HIM BULL HORNS???? OKAY SURE !!!!! I'm glad such thoughts can strike at 7 in the morning....thanks brain. But hehehe I'm glad bcs now this matches up super well with the Nando one!

New ship dynamic: who's the bull and who's the matador :)
I think, in this AU, Fernando is generally pretty fond of Seb when he first meets him. Like "ah yes my very own protĂ©gĂ©, very nice, I shall mold him in my image." But then Seb starts veering off that course. Bullfighting is all about being dramatic, but Seb maybe has a bit too much(đ€) flair for the dramatic. This escalation starts while he's still Fernando's assistant but he keeps it generally at bay. But god when he becomes a matador himself, he's just off the rails insane.
Bullfighting, to me, is a sport about reckless endangerment of one's self in the pursuit of drama and performance(its literally described as a tragedy in three acts.) But Fernando thinks Seb endangers himself *too* much, not because he cares or anything, but he's making a mockery of the sport!! Especially when Seb starts doing that bull hand symbol(seen above), Fernando just keeps become more enraged with him, not anything to do with the fact that Seb is threatening his records and threatening his own wellbeing, nah of course not.
Seb's gesture is making a mockery of the sport, he's disrespecting the culture, the very nature of it, blah blah blah. Jenson once asks Fernando, after noticing him seething while watching Seb do his gesture, "Which bull are you really trying to defeat?" One could also describe Fernando and Seb's relationship as a "tragedy with three acts."
Anyways Fernando gets very tied up with this rivalry. Even after suffering a severe injury(I have yet to decide, but y'know mchonda electrocution core), he quickly returns to the sport, loath to let Seb get any more headway. And then Seb gets injured, poor little sweet Seb, and neither of them can handle it. Though I already covered this in my prev lore post đ€ and I think I put it pretty viscerally there so!! I digress.
They're both matadors, but the bull itself is not the only bull Fernando wants to conquer. Conquer as in death? Hm.
#i love matador au all my homies love matador au#<- its a lot of fun for me to draw and easy to have ref for :) so its like my little comfort drawings#even tho i want to sob every time i write any of the lore down bcs it is so </3#ah i just like how visceral it is ig#f1 is a dangerous sport but bullfighting is just. such another level of maniacs đ#ive talked abt this a lot w cofi lmao its just super interesting to me. just the whole mentality and display and culture of it#also just: trajes de luces go brrrrrrr#ah one day ill draw both of them in green suits đ€đ€#i had a chibi art of this au i was working on bcs i didnt have mental energy for a full thing#or at least i THOUGHT so#ive had the refs for this since 2 wks and im like YOU WILL FINISH THIS bcs i rly liked the pose đ#so then i just drew for like 5 hours straight. yknow as one does#and wrote this post at uh. 8 am. normal time for one to be drawing and writing. as one does.#WELL ANYWAYS PLEASE ENJOY MATADOR SEB#this au grips me the throat đ i rly enjoy it đ#i have a lot of thoughts ab the au lore itself but also drawing these is very no thoughts head empty <3#also god side note. pink stockinks. i hated the idea of them at first. but now im like hehe hot pink time đ„°đ„°#its crazy how it doesnt clash that much??? i thought it would ruin the outfit but ah they suit everything p well#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#catie.art.#matador au
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ranking the sdr2 cast by how much their formal wear hits
this is just my opinion, but my opinions are great and i know what iâm talking about! this will be long so itâs under a cut
S TIER:
s tier is reserved for only the best of them all, the cream of the crop, the fit that i would gladly lay down my life for. s tier is the crown jewel. s tier is what everyone else should strive to be... but only one can take the prize.
#1: AKANE OWARI
the undisputed champion. this look is everything to me. EVERYTHING. the red-trim cape with the fur. the contrast of the airy, gathered blouse with those skin-tight shiny (leather? vinyl??) pants. the pumps. the belt that screams disco style. the necklace accentuating the tasteful titty window. the red white and gold color scheme are you FUCKING WITH ME miss owari this look could bring ARMIES to their KNEES in an INSTANT. whoever drew this deserves full creative control of the danganronpa franchise and iâm not kidding
A TIER:
a tier is for the fits that frankly own bones. theyâre not as jaw-dropping and legendary as owari, but theyâre still razor as hell and deserve to be met with riotous applause.
#2: KAZUICHI SOUDA
kazuichi, i didnât know you had it in you, but this FUCKS. the character of the pins on the lapels, the sneakers, and the mispinned tie. the absolute CLASS of the suspenders, watch, and tiny round glasses. the handsome slick in the hair now that the greasy beanie is gone. the tasteful highwater. he looks like the host of the larry king show if the larry king show was exclusively about ska bands and he has never looked better
#3: HIYOKO SAIONJI
tell me this isnât the cutest shit. the colors here are EXQUISITE. the bright notes from the blue on top, the way the soft pink is a perfect middle ground of the pink + white flowers on her sleeves, the subtle way the green in her bow matches the green in her collar, the white petals breaking up the sky blue that might otherwise look out of place? remarkable. stunning.
#4: PEKO PEKOYAMA
the ELEGANCE is EVERYTHING here. the monochrome is offset by just a splash of red that ties everything together with her eyes and the flower in her hair, the checkerboard pattern is visually interesting but not distracting, and her hair in that loose ponytail with the little white ribbon? ugh. ADORABLE! but most of all, look at those BOOTS. those CUTE LITTLE HEELS on those SICK LACE-UP BOOTS..... QUEEN shit!!!
#5: CHIAKI NANAMI
rounding out our a tier is chiaki in this adorable little dress just LOOK at her!!! she looks like a little rose, a perfect flouncy skirt with a glittery mesh overlay, a fun and fresh over-the-shoulder collar, a fucking big old bow tied in the back?? i can literally feel the way this dress would feel in my hands. itâs simple and perfect and frankly a GORGEOUS color on her this is flawless
B TIER:
b tier is a perfectly respectable place to be. these fits lack the lustre and flavor of the a tier entries, but theyâre still dressed to impress and they still look fine as hell.
#6: TERUTERU HANAMURA
say what you will about teruteru (and i do) but this suit is ADORABLE and it fits in with his theme + talent better than any other mfer on this list. the tasteful white/brown/red palette gives it a flashy chocolate cookie look, which is amplified in the fun pattern on the jacket. the chefâs hat switching out for a little top hat and the way the cumberbund looks a lil bit like a chocolate bar is also VERY cute
#7: THE IMPOSTOR
now on its own, the suit is just alright. a vibrant pinstripe blue three-piece with the classic red tie wouldnât land the impostor in b tier on its own... but that FUR COAT, LUXURIOUSLY DRAPED OVER THE SHOULDERS does WONDERS to pull this look together. not only is it worn with âyeah, itâs real mink, no, you canât touch itâ confidence, but it also ties the otherwise arbitrary white loafers into the structure of the look. itâs subtle and class as hell.
C TIER
c tier is full of looks that are... fine, but ultimately either are boring, lack cohesion, or have a confusing design choice or two that make it hard to get all that amped about. c tier is a passing grade, but nothing more.
#8: NAGITO KOMAEDA
thereâs a lot thatâs good about this outfit, but thereâs also a lot that doesnât really work. letâs start with the good: the slutty loose bowtie and collar, the tight-fitting vest that ends before the hipbones so you can see the belt, the cute little ponytail? (chefs kiss) exquisite, all of it. but the suit itself is boring as sing, and who the hell decided to put the t-shirt symbol on the sleeves??? was it to add visual flavor to an otherwise bland suit? this does NOT have the black/white/red elegance that peko had.
#9: FUYUHIKO KUZURYUU
the silver and gold mob-boss look, complete with matching shoes vest and fedora, are a nice nod to fuyuhikoâs talent! the plaid is teetering on the edge between fun and garish to me, but the fact that itâs consistent and the only pattern means it isnât too offensive. quick question though: why are his pant legs rolled up like that?? this isnât a cute âcuffed at the ankleâ look, dude looks like he had to wade across a pond to get to the venue. what gives
#10: GUNDAM TANAKA
out of everyone here, gundamâs suit might be the most boring of all. the scarf is just his normal scarf. the red tie and trim donât do anything to tie the look together. the only mild point of interest is the asymmetrical vest, and i canât even tell if thatâs intentional. simply put, this âââfancyâââ outfit isnât even in the same ZIP CODE as the level of ostentatious chuuni that gundam serves us every single day in his casual wear. maybe even worse than being ugly... itâs disappointing.
#11: IBUKI MIODA
now, look. is this dress buckwild and ugly as hell? yes. but you know what else it is? it is IBUKI MIODAâS DRESS. there might not be a single cohesive thing about this dress aside from its color scheme. the huge poofy ruffles of the skirt and arm things with the spiked bow and corset are baffling. the artist somehow managed to draw the awkward, clumping shape of the skirt to make it look exactly like an emergency cosplay sewn four hours before a convention. frankly, i canât justify ranking it as a c! but iâm doing it anyway, because the sheer level of craftsmanship demands it, and in this house we respect diy queens that are totally off the shits.
D TIER:
d tier is for outfits that arenât offensive, exactly... but like, they sure donât look good! d tier is not a respectable place to be. those in d tier wonât be laughed out of the ceremony in shame, but they should really run their outfit by someone else first next time.
#12: NEKOMARU NIDAI
now donât get me wrong: i have nothing but respect for the titties-out look. keeping the shirt unbuttoned all the way down to where the lapels of the jacket end? thatâs sexy as hell. however, this flawless idea has a confusing execution. why emerald green and orange? whatâs with the... long-sleeved printed (hawaiian?) shirt? why the red pocket square? and the jacket itself, while fitted perfectly along the chest and midsection, has a weird, unflattering scallop shape flaring out at the bottom. i want to like this fit, but there are just too many bad choices.
#13: HAJIME HINATA
oh, hajime... literally nothing about this ensemble is it. the creamy manila suit might have had potential if there were literally any color variation in the vest (or potentially shoes) to give it a little more shape, or even if you just went with a white shirt underneath it! i could get behind a light, off-monochrome look! but that leprechaun-green shirt is downright perplexing to me. it looks like a mistake! did you get dressed in the dark? did you spill something on your other shirt? this is a mess.
F TIER:
f tier is inexcusable. f tier should never have happened. how does it get this bad. who did this? whoâs responsible for this?
#14: SONIA NEVERMIND
yâknow, the colors are pretty! i dig the white and teal! but... girl... what the fuck is this construction. the ruffles are all over the place. the bodice looks like it has less fabric than space it needs to cover. the bottom half of the skirt looks like it was sewn on as an afterthought because the top half was too short for dress code. whatâs with the weird choker collar detached from everything else. why is the hairband a slightly different shade of green. so many decisions were made here and none of them are flattering
#15: MAHIRU KOIZUMI
yknow, i like the idea behind this. i can see what you were going for! the dress on its own might have worked, even! but everything else about it is just... so ugly. what the fuck is happening with those shoes??? the sheer black tights arenât the sexy OL look you think they are. the collar of the dress looks like itâs... braided for some reason??? those earrings are so huge for no payoff, statement jewelry with nothing to say, and worst of all... that headband. GIRL. that headband and that belt...... thereâs nothing here. also i love orange but itâs not her color.
and finally... the worst.
#16: MIKAN TSUMIKI
what the fuck. what the fuck is this. this is straight up cheap rubber fetish gear. why is the HAT rubber? that skirt ruffle makes this look like fucking polly pocket clothes. why the fuck is she wearing that. the clothes are so bad that it makes her hair look like rubber too. was she dared to wear this? is this some cruel punishment? i donât even know what to say. this is the worst possible outfit. there is not even one redeeming quality about it.
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âSoba ni ite Hoshiiâ
Hinata Shouyo x Reader
Introduction: Hinata has seen you as someone special, but couldnât take the courage to say it out loud. He begged his team to help him out and give him a step up, but anything they adviced didnât work out like they imagined it would. There was this upcoming school festival for Karasuno High. Will Hinata finally grab the chance to tell you or would it take him much longer to be ready.
Anime: Haikyuu!!
Genre: Fluff
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[âHey y/n.â
âMmmm?â
âYou never knew what Soba no ite hoshii meant right?â
âNah. You did tease me about it though.â
âThen Iâll tell you.â
âWill you really?â
âYes. Y/n⊠Soba no ite hoshii!â Hinata blurted out loud without hesitation.
â? Weâre you saying that to me? Because if it was, I didnât understand haha. Sorry Hinata.â
âIâll tell you, y/n⊠do you-â]
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âY/N!!â Hinata shouted your name while waving his hands and running towards you. âThanks again for the meat buns you bought me yesterday. Youâre a real lifesaver!â. Yesterday Hinata walked with you because your houses were close. He got really angry and told you he forgot his wallet at home, so you bought him some of his favorite, meat buns.
âNah dude, donât mention it! You donât have to owe me even if I always buy you food after schoolâ. He smiled widely and went to Kageyama, supposedly to discuss about their quick, which just ended with them bickering at each other.
Tanaka walked over to you and got close to your ears and whispered. âHey y/n, mmmmmm is it just me or you and Hinata auhhhh⊠have gotten closer?â
âHm? Well dUh. We walk to school together, we walk home together, weâre in the same grade, weâve been friends since middle school, and were basically neighbors. Are you stupid?â
âTHatS nOt wHat i mEanT- yknow what, nevermindâ he said as he walked away to Daichi and spoke to him.
You noticed your phone ringingâŠ
Unread Messages
Y/n where are You? I thought that you agreed to hang out with us after school today.
âAh. Sorry. I forgot. Iâll be there, so wait for me.â
Are you with Hinata and his volleyball team again? You spend your after school hours there, so hang out with us for a chance.
âFine fine. Iâll tell them that I have stuff to take care of. But ill only do this today.â
Thanks y/n!!
You looked up from your phone.
âDaichi-san, Iâm really sorry but I have to go. I have some outside school things to take care of, but only for today! Iâll make sure to come tomorrow.â
âOh y/n. Of course you can!â
âK guys! Iâll head out now.â You said as you waves your hand above your head and rushed out.
[â€: Even if y/n is gone, the story continues on even without her, and in this part the perspective is 3rd person to narrate everyoneâs perspective]
The end of practice drew closer, and the boys went to their clubroom to change.
âCrap. Exams are drawing near, and after that, a 3-day festival, and after are the finals.â Yamaguchi said.
âYeahâŠwait. E-exams? C r a p.â Hinata said
âKshh, oooooh thatâs gonna hurt.â Suga said
âN-nevermind! Iâll just ask y/n for help! Sheâs really smart and good in teaching, and sheâs also really nice.â Hinata said
âYeah. If you pass the exam period, you can still enjoy the festival.â Daichi said
âHey Hinata. Since yknow, y/n has helped you alot till now, especially during exams right? So donât you like, wanna repay her back somehow?â Ennoshita said
âYeah, like inviting her to the festival and yknow, finally tell her how you feel, or something?â Tanaka said teasingly
Hinataâs cheeks grew bright red and instantly looked away. âWha-? W-what are you s-saying?â He stuttered
âOh c'mon Hinata, itâs hella obvious that you both like eachother. Anyone could tell, even the dumbest person we know can.â Suga said
âN-no I donât! Besides, weâve been friends for so long, sheâs seen how stupid I am, so obviously sheâll never like me. I canât even gather up the courage to tell her, heck, I donât even know how to set the right time to let her know!â Hinata said
âMmmmmmâŠ. then.. weâll help you out! How âbout asking her to teach you? So if you confess by then, you both would have fUn together at the festival. Or at least hint it, yknow?â Nishinoya said
âDuring a study session? Noya thatâs like the worst time to tell someone your feelings. This is why Kiyoko doe- u r g h-â Noya screams at the top of his lungs to overlap what Suga was saying
âMmmmm⊠Iâm not sure about this. I can barely stay focus when with her.. maybe we- I shouldnât.â
âDumbass. If you wonât do it now, when will you? Youâre just gonna sit there till she finds someone else? If you really donât want to lose her, then at least make your move now. One day youâll regret not telling her if you donât, so get moving and let us- I mean tHEm help you.â Kageyama said wow some actually good advice from kags. How rare.
âWow. Who knew? Kageyama can actually say stuff that are helpful?â
âK r00d.â Kageyama snarled
âHeh. Fine. Since youâre all willing to help, I guess the least I can do is set your plans to work.â Hinata said.
âOk. Since weâve been planning for this day since the time you introduced y/n to us, we have a plan in mind already. Care to say it Suga?â Daichi said
âOk. Y/n sucks at Japanese right? So hereâs what you have to doâŠ.. did you get that?â Suga asked
âMmmm⊠yeah. Kindaâ Hinata said
They all called it a day and went straight home.
You were about to sleep when you heard your phone buzz, revealing a message.
Ah. Y/n. Sorry for messaging you this late
âMmm Hinata? No no itâs Fine! Whatâs up?â
Well Iâm pretty sure you have like alot to do and Iâm just being a bother because I always ask you about this buuuuttttt
âMmmmmm itâs about the exams isnât it? Itâs fine! Iâll help you study, and you can even bring Kageyama too, maybe Noya-san and Tanaka-san too.â
Haha yeah. I forgot that your knowledge is actually advanced, so youâre capable of teaching upperclassmen.
Hinata told Tanaka and Nishinoya, as well as Kageyama and Yamaguchi what y/n told him. This boosted the chances of their plan and to offer Hinata support.
3 days till exams, 4 days till the festival, and 7 days till Finals. Goal, to carry out the plan before Finals comes.
Hinata and the others were able to come to your class during breaks and free periods and study hours.
âSo y/n, you sucked at Japanese literature, right? Even if you speak Japanese, itâs hard for you to actually write what certain words say.â Kageyama asked
âAh, yes thatâs true lol. But isnât that the subject that Hinataâs good at? Thatâs why I asked him to teach me thatâ you said
As time went by, you all continued to share learning and understandings, plus you were able to help even the second years alot.
âAh, Hinata! What does Soba ni Ite Hoshii mean?â
âMmmmm⊠that means-oWâ Hinata said, surprised. Tanaka gave him a soft kick on the leg and shot him a look. âAre you stupid Hi- ah- y/n? Everyone knows that!â Tanaka exclaimed.
You pouted. You were confused as to why they didnât tell you what it meant but teased you instead. But that didnât bother You, you wanted to focus on studying and to pass your exams to be able to enjoy the festival with your friends.
2 days till exams, 3 days till the festival, and 6 days till Finals. Goal, to carry out the plan before Finals comes.
âY/n!!!! How tf do you do that Pythagorean theorem nonsense whatever that shit is again??â
âOh! Tanaka-san! Iâll teach you, you do this and that then you do thatâ (â€: ok like I canât describe how this theorem stuff works so I ainât using my time to Google it and copy paste it here lmao)
âPsstt! Shou, whatâs Soba ni ite Hoshii meaannnnn??â You asked. âHmmmmm⊠Iâll tell you if you buy me 10 meat buns for the entire year.â He said. âGeEz fInE u d0nT hAvE t0 tElL mEâ Damn Shou be bullyin you nowadays.
âIâll tell you after examsâ he said as he half smiled at you. â0r mAyBe n0tâ. Damn Shou be savage.
Tomorrow are the exams, 2 days till the festival, and 5 days till Finals. Goal, to carry out the plan before Finals comes.
âHey y/n, after school today, want to stop by Ukai-sanâs shop and buy some meat buns?â. âShou we always stop by there and Iâm the one paying for our food.â
âOk guys. Tomorrow are the exams, so show me how much youâve learned from me by passing the exams so we can enjoy our 3-day festival to rest up before finalsâ
After studying together with the others, you finally wrapped up and separated ways, with you stopping by the shop to buy some snacks then walking home with Hinata.
Today are exams, tomorrow is the festival, and 4 days till Finals. Goal, to carry out the plan before Finals comes.
Time seemed slow. The entire class remained quiet, but deep inside, everyone was panicking. Today is the day of exams. Today is the day thatâll determine who gets to enjoy the festival and who wonât. It was obvious in the atmosphere surrounding the school that no one dared to make a single sound.
âTimeâs up class, pass em in. The results will come out by the end of the day, but for now, turn to page 345 of your Mathematics textbooks and answer the 50-item Chapter Review there.â The teacher said. You all watched the teacherâs every step as she exits the classroom. Once she closes the door, everyone breathed out a huge sigh of relief. You could hear everyone talking to one another, transferring seats, and talking about how hard the test was and what challenged them the most, but all you thought was I wonder how Shou and the others did⊠I hope they pass so that we can all enjoy the festival together.
Hours and hours passed by. You couldnât take it. You were minutes away from hearing about the results, and everyone was scared shitless. Everyone was restless, and you were sure that the only thing in everyoneâs minds was I hope i pass, even if I get the exact passing grade, just let me pass.
The teacher came in, carrying cards that probably contains your grades and how well you did. No one dared to breathe a single sound. Everyone barely moved. Everyone seemed to be stuck on their chairs, all eyes are focused unto the teacherâs hands.
âWell start with the students at the back row, once I call your surname, stand up and retrieve your grading cards. Weâll start with⊠NichiiyamaâŠâ
Nichiiyama stood up, his movements were stiff and his hands were shaking as he held his card, and quietly made his way to his chair. The teacher continued calling studentsâ names, until she called yours. You stood up stiffly, making your way to the front desk and held up your hands and- âGood work y/n.. You scored the top grades in the class. Continue your good work, alright?â The teacher whispered into your ear and patted your back. As you walked back, you opened your card and saw that your grades were either 1 or 2 in every subject. You sighed when a huge wave of relief came over you. The only thing youâre worried about now is how Hinata and the others did.
âAaanddd thatâs all of You. Those who didnât make it, youâll be spending your 3-day break in Supplementary classes to retake your tests and pass, but those who passed, youâre free to enjoy the festival as you wish. Thatâs all for today, and letâs see eachother next week.â The teacher bowed and made their way to the door. Everyone started to pack up, chatting with eachother about how they did, or who passed. âHey y/n, did You pass?â Your friend asked. âYeah I did, how about you?â. âMan, I barElY made it, yknow? My scores were a solid 42 and around 40s, and my grades were Like, 3 and 3.5! I was lucky to make the 40-grade mark. Btw y/n, do you want to hang out after school today?â. âAh⊠Iâm not sure⊠I have to stop by the club today, but Iâll catch up with you.â
You rushed out of the classroom and to the gym. You arrived to the clubroom with the 3rd years inside already, and Ennoshita, Kinoshita, and Narita. âOh hey y/n, youâre here early. Your students arenât here yet, but they should be arriving soonâ Narita said. You waited and waited for them while playing animal crossing on your phone.
âY/n!! Y/n!! We passed! We fuckin passed! How in the world did I passs??â. Tanaka said running towards the room, teary- eyed. âIdiot! Itâs all because y/n helped us!â Noya said, smacking Tanakaâs back. âYeah, itâs all thanks to you, y/n. Weâll be able to enjoy the festival because of your work. Even I passed all of the exams.â Kageyama then bowed. âAh- no you donât need to thank me! I didnât do much, you should thank yourselves, for working hard to pass! All I did was help you get there.â You said. You turned to look for Hinata and hear about his results. âHeh. Yeah. Thanks so much y/n, we passed because of your help. So uh⊠because of your help and all uhm.. I wanted to somehow repay you and stuff..â Everyone turned their heads to Hinata and you, somehow expecting something or an answer. âWhat is it Shou?â You asked. âWell uh.. I was thinking that since you helped all of us and personally you help me alot everyday I was wondering if you wanted to come to the festival with me.. I mean all of us ofcourse!â He said shyly, his cheeks heating up a bit and fiddling with his fingers. Everyone looked like they were gonna laugh and some were smiling widely. âOfcourse Iâll go! I was planning to anyways, but I gotta go right now since my friends and I are going out for a bit, so Iâll meet you all by the entrance tomorrow! See ya.â You said as you rushed out of the room and met up with your friends. As you left, Hinata looked like he was about to faint and exploding.
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Geh. Iâm too early.. we all agreed to meet up by 3pm.. and look at this, itâs only 1:30pm and Iâm already here. Guess I should walk around for now till they come-
âY/n?â You were surprised to see the 3rd years standing by the entrance, along with the 2nd years and the 1st years, except one person..
âWhy isnât Hinata with you, y/n? Arenât you 2 neighbors?â Ennoshita asked. âMmmm, his mom said he might get there late and told me to get along, so I decided to wait for him here.â You told them.
âCrap.. If Hinata doesnât show up, whatâs the point of doing all this?â Tanaka whispered to Suga. âDonât say that, we just have to do as we planned. Iâll call Hinata to check up on him.â Suga whispered. âIâll go over there for a while to call someone, k?â Suga walked over by the trees and took out his phone and dialed Hinataâs number.
âHinata, where are you?â
Suga-san? Oh sorry, I didnât feel well when I woke up⊠My mom said that I should rest, Iâm really sorry⊠you all planned for this day, but I blew it, just because of a godDAMN fever-
âNono itâs fine Hinata. Donât apologize, I understand, these stuff happen unexpectedly, but itâs not like you lost your chance, alright? Remember, this plan is full proof and we have 3 days of the festival! Although Iâm not sure if you can heal up by Then, but weâll have to hope for the best. Just, rest up right now ok? So you can catch up.â
Alright Suga-san. Bye.
Suga puts down his phone and walks over to where the others are. âWell, Hinata wouldnât make it today⊠heâs gotten a fever. But he said that heâll try his best to make it tomorrow though! So letâs enjoy this day and hope that he feels better, especially with Finals coming up soon.â
Damnit Shou. Youâre the one who invited me, then youâre the one who wouldnât make it.. sigh.. Iâll just drop by your house later I guess⊠I do hope that heâll feel better soon, I wanted to tell him something and decided that the festival would be niceâŠ
Despite Hinataâs absence, you all tried to enjoy the festival. Checking out every stall, entering games and winning them, and eating with the team. You decided to bring Hinata a stuffed crow you won at one of the shooting games, and to stop by a convenience store to buy him some food.
âAlright guys, weâll all meet by here tomorrow at the same time, if you can. But weâll all be there at the last day of this festival, okay? On the 3rd day thereâll be a fireworks showcasing, and i think thatâll be fun and calming so all should be present by Then, but for now, all of you go home and rest.â Daichi said. Everyone began to separate ways, including you. You walked lazily, not used to walking at night alone. Looking up at the sky, you remembered how you and your friends always went out stargazing during cold winter nights like this. Even if you were wearing a yukata that travelled along your feet, you could still feel the cold air breezing through. After stopping by the store to buy some food, you started walking up the mountain road towards home. You were cold and freezing. You were lonely.
âWalking home at nights like this without anyone to talk to sure is lonely.â You let out a little chuckle afterwards.
âIt sure is. Why didnât you call me that you were heading home? I couldâve walked with you.â You jolted. You were sure that you were alone while Walking, but as you faced infront of you, you saw Hinata in his pajamas, holding a jacket. âHere. You must be freezing.. Sugawara told me that you all went home, so I tried to get out to bring you home, but Natsu insisted me to stay. I had to give her one of those âPlay with Sister for 1 hour Couponâ just so I can leave lol.. ah! You must be freezing, here, wear this.â He said as he put on the jacket on you. You felt safe and warm, and complete with him. You both shared chars and laughs as you walked, which reminded you from when you were middle schoolers.
The next day you called Hinataâs house number, but his mom was the one who picked up, saying that he wouldnât be able to come again, but he was feeling a little bit better. You thanked her and dropped the phone. Heâs still not healed up yet, huh? What should I do for today? If I go to the festival, it would be boring because we already experienced all of it yesterday, and plus Hinata wouldnât even be able to come with us..
Since you werenât feeling like doing anything productive today, you just slept till afternoon.
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âShit-! I slepT an entire day? Is it seriously the last day of the festival?? I only planned to sleep till afternoon, so how is it the next day already?? Geh, fuck that. I should just get changed to meet up with the others. Especially that today is when all of us should be present..â either way, you got up and got dressed. After getting ready, you found yourself standing infront of Hinataâs doorstep. I probably shouldnât disturb him, he might still be resting. You decided to go on alone.
You met up with the others and surprisingly-
âHey y/n..â. You saw Hinata standing infront if everyone. âSorry I didnât tell you that I decided to go on ahead. I wanted to sorta⊠surprise you I guessâŠhahaâ Hinata said with a short laugh. âIt took awhile, but when he called up on me, he said that he was feeling a bit better, although he still has a bit if his fever.â Yamaguchi said
You were really happy that youâre able to spend the last day of the festival with him especially so that you could finally tell him.
You spent the entire day playing games, eating in every stall, and watching the bandâs perform. You all had an amazing time together. Suga and Daichi trying to contain Tanaka and Noya, Ennoshita, Kinoshita and Narita all sitting in a bench calmly, Tsukki and Yams playing with the fish thing, yknow⊠the one ripoff game where you catch fish using a paper on a handle thing but the fish wouldnât survive an entire month, Asahi and Kiyoko looking at souvenir shops, while you and Hinata, long with Kageyama, go around eating everywhere.
Finally, 8pm came around. The fireworks were said to start at 8:30, so you all decided to get a spot to put a tent on so you could all wait.
Hinata was with Tanaka, Noya, Kageyama, and Suga. âC'mon Hinata, now is nOt the time for you to back out! This is finally the moment you can tell her!â Suga said. âYeah! Shouyo, this is now or never, if you donât do it now, then when will You? Noya asked. âYou donât want to lose y/n right? Then take it now.â Kageyama said.
Hinata wasnât sure. All he could thing was what if she doesnât feel the same? If I told her and turns out it isnât mutual⊠wouldnât that make our friendship awkward? What if confessing just break the history we had? What if-
âIâm sorry guys⊠Iâm⊠just not sure I can. What if she doesnât feel the same? Then that would just ruin everything⊠maybe we should give this more thoughtâŠâ Hinata sighed. âYeah But.. Hinata what if-â. Suga was cut off by Hinata standing up. He smiled then said âIts alright⊠if she does find someone⊠then Iâll support her whole- heartedly.â
He stood up and walked over by the trees. âHinata wait-â
He sighed. âHeh. What was I thinking? Actually hoping that if I confess, it would work out? She probably doesnât like me at all honestly..â
20 minutes passed by. No one could find where Hinata went. âSuga! Dis you check any of the stalls?â âYes we did! But he wasn t there! I donât think heâs at the festival anymore..â âmaybe he went home already?â
You helped everyone search for him. What was he thinking? Wandering off like that out of nowhere.. Dammit Shou! Where are You? You saw a trail of footsteps towards the forest. You thought that just maybe, he might have went there..
You walked through⊠and as soon as you saw light, you saw..
âShou?â You asked quietly. He froze for a minute. When he turned around to face You, you noticed that he had tears running down his face.
âH-hey Shou⊠why are you- are you alright?â You asked. You walked towards him slowly
âY/n⊠I uh.. Iâm sorry for disappearing so suddenly.. I didnât mean to- i-â he stops. âI wasnt-â he pauses. He quickly wipes his tears and plaster a huge smile on his face
You instantly run up to him, and throw you arms around him, hugging him tightly. âIdiot. At least tell me if youâre going to disappear like that..â You release.
âHaha.. yeah.. sorry about that..â
Crap.. is it almost 8:30? We better get back to the others before we miss the firewo-
Just as you were tugging his shirt, signaling that you both go back, he grips your arm.
âMaybe we should stay. The view is nice out here.â He says with a soft voice
âYeah.. but what about the others?â You asked. âTheyâll be fine.. since you havenât come back yet itâs obvious that youâve found me already.â He says. You both stood next to eachother waiting for the fireworks. Hinata stood silently looking at the sky with a wide smile on his face.
âIts been a while since we went stargazing..â he said. âAh. Haha yes it has..â You said. There was a moment of silence and awkwardness. You wanted to break this unstoppable silence covering the two of you-
âHey y/n.. have I ever told you what Soba ni Ite Hoshii meant?â
âMmmmm⊠nah. You all teased me about not knowing it though..â
âThen Iâll tell You, right now..â
He takes a deep breath then.. âY/n! Soba ni Ite Hoshii-!â He takes a few steps back, trying to process what he has said without thinking.
âWhat? A sorry Shou⊠I didnât really know what it means lol⊠Maybe if you can tell me in English?â You laugh nervously.
âFine.. y/n.. I-â
You could hear the fireworks blasting off with your left ear. You both stood firmly from where you where standing. The fireworks were loud, loud enough to overlap what he meant. But You heard him loud and clear. What he said caused your heart to skip a beat. You couldnât process properly what you had heard. You thought that you were somewhat dreaming.
You both stood in silence, both yours and Hinataâs faces were red. You were speechless.
âShou.. i-â. âI get it y/n.. itâs not the same huh? Maybe we should just stay as friends.. or if thatâs too awkward for you-â he pauses. He turns back, waving his hand to signal you that you both should go back.
But I havenât given him my answer yetâŠ
You grip his arm, jerking him towards you. âShou please listen for a while..â
You told him everything youâve hidden since God knows when. All you could think was this is it. This is now or never. Thereâs no backing out now. If i donât tell him now, when will I? I donât want to lose him. You were speaking in a hushed tone, your face heating up, your heartbeat growing faster and faster, but you knew that you shouldnât stop. You didnât.
After you told him, you tried to avoid eye contact. He pulls you closely, your faces drawing nearer eachother. You felt his hands tightly behind you back, yours on his. His face resting in your shoulder, beside your face.
âDoes this mean we-â
âDammit Shou, donât make it more awkward than it is alreadyâ you laughed.
âHahaha yeah⊠but we should really go back to the others now y/n..â He said. âI guess we should lol.â You hold his hand tightly as you both walked towards your team.
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âCongrats on your win at the Finals, Shou.â You giggled as you both walked home. âThanks y/n, but I wouldnât have done my best without you watching us.â He says. âDamn, since when have you been romantic?â. âShut up.â Hinata says looking away.
âHey y/n⊠stay with me always, will You?â
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The cringe is unbearable in this one lol. Sorry for the late post and for being wAy t00 inactive lmao. It took me some time to decide what Iâm doing first but I finally finished this lol.
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