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EXCUSE ME WHtAT??? ADAM IS A TØP FAN????
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Why, oh why?
(hint of suicide, self harm and most likely horrible grammar)
The door creaks as I push my contused hand against the wood material, pushing it with a small force. Just enough to get it open, the room eerily quiet just as if something is waiting for me to notice it.
My eyes dart around the lowly lit room before realisation hit me like ice cold water on a frosty, gloomy night, I hesitate before moving my sore eyelids up to what was causing the petrifying shadow, for a few moments the world seemed to stop. the silence was thick, it was so loud, yet so quiet.
Choking over my own words, coming out as frantic sobs as my guilt seemingly starting to form a hollow, deep pit in my stomach
There he laid, stiff like a chopping board, his wrists red and dripping just like after you would cut up a tomato.
I finally managed to choke out my words, spewing them out like vomit almost
Why, oh why did I speak such crude words?
It looked as if there was a subtle gust of wind in the room, though that was unlikely, since when did such words spoken without a thought make such an impact upon him?
No note, nothing left to cherish his mere existence that was such short lived.
the words I was thinking of all seemed to just gush out of my mouth
Oh my dear friend, I apologise with all my sorrow, such words that I spoke were mere mistakes.
I sit there, on his cold, yet so warm floor weeping over him. Why had he come to the decision to cut his very own life short, did the words that spilt out my mouth sound like poison and thorns to him?
I could now only wish to see him once more, to cherish his touch or to be engulfed in the warmness he always shared with others.
#angst#i have no idea where to post this#not proofread#1st person pov#touch of suicide#just writing for fun#grief#loss#oh wowww sad story#drabble#no happy ending#i miss him#this feels like hell#new writer boost#uneasy#pls blow up magically
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almost blown out bsky / twt / ig
#illustration#digital art#original art#artists on tumblr#character art#marcia#marciaillust#lowkey a rkgk but a true Marcia rkgk would not be getting posted at all#ive had this babygirl in the dumpster folder for a while but i fished her out to finish her#dumpster folder is where drawings go to play with other drawings and run around the farm before i move them to the external drive#the reason she was in there was um i gave up when drawing her feet#truly feet are the hands of the legs#i wouldnt say i mastered hands but i feel pretty comfortable drawing them nowadays#feet on the other hand? jesus christ#someone make them make sense#I MIGHT HAVE FINISHED MY WORK SEASON FOR 2024 BTW#work as in dayjob as in brawl stars#it depends on what my boss will say monday and if there is any actionable feedback#i am in desperate need of free time#bro you have no idea the way ill go to SLEEP WHEN I CAN#OHHHHHOHOHOHOHO#orion hit on the head has nothing on the speed with which i will collapse#the alternative caption on this post was 'you best not be trying to blow out my flame bro' but i chickened out
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praying for your mutuals is honestly so freaking funny
#my art#doodles#i have no idea how to tag this#im just gonna leave this here and see where it will go#be free post!
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"So, handling your archnemesis," Danny starts. The room falls quiet, heads slowly turning to look at the man as he writes the words on the chalkboard. When finished, the characters somehow both messy and neat at once, Danny places the chalk back down and claps his hands.
"I typically call them fruitloops. Often they're in a better position than you are- older, richer, more powerful. They may have some sort of status that protects them when facing the public."
Tim wondered where Dick was right now, and if he was laughing. His brain was lagging like a computer as he tried to process what Danny was saying, and how seriously a few of his fellow teen vigilantes were taking this.
"Some of their more common tactics are-" the chalk was picked back up, and Danny writes as he speaks.
"Manipulation, isolation, conditioning, and empathy."
MICE.
Tim stares at the board, and quietly slips put his phone.
-What have I done to deserve this.
Enjoy your lessons Tim-
His head thumps against the desk. Conner leans over, gives him a pat on the shoulder but returns to taking notes as Danny goes on to explain the conditioning tactic.
#small bit#i genuinely have been imagining bits where danny comes in as a classroom setting and just has a bunch of teen vigilantes and heroes#he records his lessons and offers them out so that if any other teen heroes not jl affiliated want some advice they can access it#danny phantom#dc comics#tim drake#dick grayson#fic idea#gonna call this vigilante tutor danny au#vigilante tutor danny au#danny fenton#dpxdc#in this au danny works more with JLD as a human and as an adviser to JL in general#but he actually likes focusing on his college degrees and learning magic on the side#he doesnt crack out his ghost form unless for emergencies or handling things in the Realms#none of the batfamily believed Dick when he said Danny was gonna have valuable advice for teen heroes#tim listens and realizes how much of this applies to him specifically#this sort of ties into the post i made about dc timelines with dp#roommates danny fenton and dick grayson
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People keep on asking for more Baby Robin and Papadile so here is more Baby Robin and Papadile. Now never ask anything from me ever again
#My art#One Piece#Long post#Sir Crocodile#Nico Robin#Alternatively panel 5 would've been a close up of Crocodile's face from Robin's POV where he looks like he's giving her a death glare#Not intentionally he's just a big scary bastard with a Resting Murder Face and Robin is a small traumatized child#But I wanted to focus on the silliness of the moment so you get the goofy version instead#IDK man there's just something very funny to me about the idea of Robin just randomly info-dumping about a subject she's read about#And Crocodile being like ''?????????????????????? The fuck you talking about??''#Robin leaves the ship's kitchen and Crocodile just stares at the tomato like ''...It's a fruit? Forreal?''#(Meanwhile Robin is sweating bullets like ''I called his favorite vegetable a FRUIT right in his FACE he's going to KILL ME'')#Robin grew extra feet from the bottom of her feet to reach the counter and that actually isn't me trying to explain bad art away#In the original Papadile comic there was a panel of Robin doing the dishes with extra feet to reach the sink but I cut it out#(It was a stress relief comic I did not feel like drawing a complicated background in detail) (BUT YES I THOUGHT OF IT)#Nico Robin Age 11 is *more* than capable of cooking Crocodile just does not trust her with his food. At least not yet#She did start doing the dishes unprompted and continues to do so (mostly out of fear). Croc told her she didn't have to but allows it#IDK a lot of people seem to headcanon Crocodile as incapable of cooking and like. Surely Mr ''I don't trust people'' knows how to cook#Like he doesn't have to be a master chef or anything but and maybe he enjoys not HAVING to cook (pain in the ass with one hand + knife/hook#But surely he can cook decent enough. SURELY#Botanists don't @ me I know the ''tomato is a fruit'' thing isn't fully accurate this is just a silly little haha comic
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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One of the only links i’d already redesigned but he gets an update too.
Hes tied with oot link for funniest yell
#tloz#princess zelda#tetra#link#wind waker#phantom hourglass#art#my art#redesign#loz redesigns round 2#i imagine link has dirty blond hair thats sun bleached to blond where tetra has blonde hair sun bleached to platinum#i gave him a blue waist scarf to mimic the lobster tunic pattern#but kept the bandana and vest idea#and made tetra more pirate captainy#of course they still have the boat of red lions#even if its no longer possessed by ghost dad#i have them around 15 16 here as of being post ph
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procrastinating on sleeping so heres another set of trafficposts ^_^
1 / 2 / 3 / 4
#the southerner one is based on last life lore okay i have no idea where they live irl#grian#mumbo jumbo#scott smajor#joel smallishbeans#geminitay#martyn inthelittlewood#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#impulsesv#jimmy solidarity#trafficblr#life series smp#3rd life#last life#limited life#double life#secret life#traffic text posts
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someone should stop them.
#911 abc#911edit#nymsedits#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#evanbucklyedit#eddiediazedit#buddieedit#bobby nash#hen wilson#chimney han#911 on abc#firefam#useralie#tuserzee#userisha#userceecee#laurenlook#usercorrine#userrin#useranniie#i would link my insp for this but unfortunately the account deactivated and i have no idea where to find it now rip#anyway welcome to the dumbest shit i've ever made probably#long post
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🐴 the coolest defense in the west.
#clementimes#art#ace attorney#aa4#kristoph gavin#cowboys#hi again hi again time for unintentional monthly post#i don’t even remember where this idea came from it’s just here now#i have been having some Thoughts abt it though …#we could make an au out of this#was gonna do sum sketches of him and phoenix but my motivation flew away before my eyes 😭 maybe later …#just … think about horse vongole for me . for now#orange queue glad i didn't say banana
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Fuck it. *Makes the old woman cry*
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#isat isabeau#my art#art#Wow. I am incredibly late for this.#I started this a few days before Odile's birthday thinking I would be able to finish it on time.#But I didn't#Anyways. This is based off of a little post-game headcanon of mine.#Sometime after the game the party started having the 'feelings talk' about the loops#It eventually evolved into a conversation how they were family#Not too dissimilar to the one during the friend quest loops.#This is where Siffrin got the idea to give Odile a Familytale for her birthday.#Sorry if the text is hard to read. I had to mostly draw it out because Krita started being stubborn when I tried typing.#Aside from the last panel#isat spoilers#SmokinArt
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i think people should talk more about the unique sense of hopelessness which stems from the realization that “help” in the form myth promised you does not exist; there is no help coming and you must create from scratch the tools that will dismantle (or at least diminish) your own suffering, and do this not once but every day for the rest of your life
#post#sisyphean task#like i WISH there was some solution where i could walk into a room with my problems#and walk out with fewer or at least some vague idea of how to tackle them#but that’s not the case#i’m just stumbling through the dark and each time you have to find a new way through#psych
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Me?? Posting three days in a row?? Apparently!!
#and it's transformers again.. who woulda guessed lol#megatron#tfe megatron#optimus prime#tfe optimus prime#megop#tfe megop#karen croft#she's here#about to throw up#I've been giggling nonstop drawing this omg#maccadam#transformers#transformers earthspark#i probably have enough backlog of art to keep posting daily until Christmas#will I do that? perhaps#this fuckass drawing idea was spawned by someone telling me to draw a hot robot woman saying skibidi rizz#u don't wanna know where their other hands are (they're holding hands)#meemaw and peepaw are flirting in front of Karen again#tldr the autism has picked me up and is running face first into this hyperfixation
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Watching it 6 times in the theatres isn’t enough
I need more
‘’As usual have some shots without the text :)
I don’t even wanna know what some of yall will do with this image
#art#my art#fanart#transformers one#transformers#maccadams#optimus prime#orion pax#elita one#elita 1#b 127#bumblebee#badassatron#the mystery of where b heard the word ‘ass’ from continues#this was a trend that I couldn’t pass up#first thing he did upon getting a government job#I still have no idea how to tag for this fandom (#cross posted on tiktok#probably Insta too but I haven’t gotten around to that yet
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"If you're hurt by finding out that a person you admired did something bad or are worried about the idea they might, it shows you need to not form attachments to people you don't personally know."
I have bad news for you about how literally the entirety of human socialization and the human mind work. You can say "here's a stick from off the ground. his name is Stanley and he has a loving family" and then break the stick and people will feel hurt because they formed a positive connection to Stanley. Humans project attachment onto everything. Asking people not to feel connections to other humans is not feasible. It's not possible and, if it were, it sure as hell wouldn't be healthy.
You didn't do anything wrong if you feel hurt that someone you didn't personally know did something wrong. You're not parasitic or obsessive for wanting people you don't personally know to be good people. Being devastated that someone you liked did something horrible isn't a sign you liked them too much, it's a sign you have the basic human ability to form emotional and social connections. Your responsibility is being aware of those connections and behaving in ways that are healthy, respectful, and keep you and others safe.
Trying to just not admire people or not feel a connection to other humans won't work. Focus instead on being aware of what your relationships to other people are, what actions on your part are acceptable given that level of relationship, what actions are acceptable on their part, and what level of relationship it's realistic or healthy to project. And be ready, as with all things in life, to change your views on something or someone when presented with new information, even if you have very strong emotional connections to the subject. For example: "I'd love to get a cup of coffee with the celebrity I don't know and talk with them about a film they're in. I imagine that would be nice." <- normal human emotion "I will go to this celebrity I don't know and ask them, apropos of nothing, to get a coffee with me/I expect this celebrity I've never met WILL go to coffee with me" <- Unrealistic level of projected relationship. Crosses boundaries of normal human interactions between strangers.
"I'm devastated this actor I liked was an abuser" <- normal human emotion
"I won't believe that this actor was an abuser because I like him and therefore can tell he wouldn't do that" <- Unrealistic and unhealthy level of projected relationship. Unsafe for you and others.
You can't just "not admire" people, yes, even people you don't know personally. Instead, be careful to make sure your admiration of someone doesn't affect your ability to make judgements about them.
#i don't know#I see a lot of posts that are clearly well meaning and the idea of maintaining a realistic view of your connections to strangers is solid#but they always seem to rely on this underlying shame#and this idea that it's on you to never form positive feelings because what if they're wrong#it's not sustainable and frankly it's very easy to exploit#because if your philosophy boils down to 'don't ever have parasocial relationships'#(which is impossible to begin with#since humans feel connections with everyone all the time#and any "many-to-one' relationship of performer to audience is technically 'parasocial')#it means all someone has to do to circumvent it is convince you you're more than a fan and have a closer relationship than that#which is already where the danger is#be aware of the behaviors of everyone you interact with#and ready to adjust your behavior and your views on people when you need to especially when you don't know them well#you're just going to be fighting a losing battle trying to just not care about celebrities#it's on them for doing something horrible not on you for daring to form connections with other people
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