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Those age regression fics where either Dazai or Chuuya turns into a 5 year old child? And we get all the childhood trauma and angst we could wish for? Put in your ex partner taking care of you while you are a smol troublesome creature and we get some of the best fics out there.
#smol chuuya#i m literally swooning over him#i have been reading too many fics#thare is one with child dazai too#he is still a lil shit lol#just more polite#i mean we can imagine any number of scenarios to what they were like#soukoku#skk#bungou stray dogs
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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some haikyuus
#i think i have posted like. one hq fanart on this blog before#ok i checked and there are 2#both r bokutos too so#uh#3 for 3 with bokuto helphelphelp#haikyuu#akaashi keiji#bokuto koutarou#bokuaka#hinata shoyo#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#iwaoi#i hate them anythuwajsfjhdaf#kyoutani kentarou#yahaba shigeru#kyouhaba#WHEN I TELL YOU I HAVE BEEN READING TOO MANY KYOUHABA FICS.... its so bad its o bad oh ym fucking god#my art#magma#rereading haikyuu at a snails pace where i read maybe a few chapters every five days
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isat: explores the concept of found family outside of the expected nuclear family dynamic. goes even further by being explicitly against the idea of a found family always being nuclear, and shows this by having the characters cringe and express discomfort at the idea of being assigned specific roles. wants you to accept its found family being an amorphous blob
isat fans who don't understand themes outside of fandomized incorrect quote blogs: okay but what if odile was the mom friend and the rest of the group are her kids
#bwark#odile: i have issues with the idea of motherhood because of my upbringing#isat fans: that won't stop me because i can't read#also the siffrin infantilization has been driving me bonkers for a while#so many post canon fics have them be coddled and helicoptered around by the rest of the group#and like ofc the group being concerned and supportive and looking out for his wellbeing is one thing#but most of the time it's taken too far and siffrin pretty much loses their autonomy#i think this could be an interesting conceot to explore with siffrin feeling suffocated but usually the coddling is seen as a good thing#and not a problem. like how do expect siffrin to really start being able to recover like that#isat spoilers
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"I can't ignore what's under dancefloor boards, The rhythm of my heart a dead-as-disco beat, But I still move my feet, to slip out of this groove, I'm free" ~ 2econd 2ight 2eer, Will Wood, The Normal Album
I have been plagued with visions of LDR Sun every time I listen to this song and I NEEDED to get this out of my system @spadillelicious when do we get to smooch the boy pLEASE
v textless version and close ups under cut!! v
#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf dca#dca au#dca fanart#dca fandom#Love Death and Rollerskates#LDR sun#will wood#2econd 2ight 2eer#the normal album#tw eyestrain#cw guns#if you see any mistakes in the text no you didn't#took me way too long to get everything lined up and readable PLEASE--#just bear with me on this one i am going FERAL#story of my life but this was going to be a simple sketch to reward myself between deadlines and then it became a WHOLE thing /pos#(i still don't understand how to draw rollerskates!!!! or guns!!!)#but my LDR brainworms were soooo happy to get spotlight on this one akjshdsg#i am screaming endlessly about this fic I had been wanting to draw sun and his funky windbreaker for MONTHS!!#and every time you mention crescent eyes my little brain is like āDRAW THATā kasjfhdf#but so many other things kept coming up and i kept having to put it off#and then this song came along and i was like. ENOUGH. IT IS TIME!!!!!#An allusion to The Tell-Tale Heart AND disco dancing?! HELL FREAKING YEAH!!!!!#and then several reference image hunts and a LOT of colour happened and here we are :3#okay okay tag rambling is being cut off now but i just akjhsdg am thrilled to finally share this--#Please go read Love Death and Rollerskates by spadillelicious it is FANTASTIC
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Human Stolas screencap redraw cause he doesnt get enough love and the new hb trailer has me in a chokehold
#helluva boss#stolas#helluva boss stolas#helluva fanart#human stolas#fanart#i saw this rainbow brush thingie on the app and i knew i had to use it for stolas#his expression in this scene was gold btw#feels like me while waiting for the new episodes#stolas goetia#art#have i been reading too many human au fics recently? definitely
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sigh feeling nostalgic for my old fics/the old community these days. I miss it man.
#this post is brought to you by the fact that I've been rereading world forgetting the past few days#I've reread parts of it plenty of times#but I haven't actually reread the fic in full... since I wrote it maybe?#does that even count as reading it#it's a fundamentally different experience I think so#anyway I miss having that level of brainrot...#I cringe so much at a lot of the stuff in that fic#but man there were so many great moments#ngl as my 'big fic' i'm most unhappy with I do sometimes think about rewriting some of it#not that theres much of an audience for it anymore#but also that would take too much time and I wouldn't have the patience for it#plus I don't even know how I'd fix it theres so much wrong structurally#it would have to be so much longer which is the opposite of what I'd want for it#I literally am way too busy for that anyway so#ramblings
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Badly made comic of And So The Moon Wept bc it just finished and Iām devastated
ā¼ļøCHAPTER 15 SPOILERSā¼ļø
I wanted to make one more page between the second and third bc pacing, but I didnāt wanna rethink all three of those pagesā compositions. Itās pretty ass bc itās all sketches, but the last ones came out pretty decent I thinkš
(Donāt look at the house too closely, I really didnāt wanna look at a reference so I just freestyled it)
Scrapped versions bc idk
Now that thatās out the way, Iāll start with the ranting, you can leave now this is for me
THE ENDINGāļø DAMNāļøāļøāļø
I would start rereading immediately to see all the details and analyze the psychology of the ātsukuyomi worldā characters BUT I unfortunately have my global exams next week š„²
Warning for -1000 media literacyā¼ļø while writing all this I remembered that my memory is bad an my analytical skills are even worse! So be warned :p
BUT ANYWAY!! This was a top tear fanfic, seriously at no point did I consider the infinite tsukuyomi as a possibility. And I think this has to do with the fact that the psychology and individual lives of the characters in this dream were so well developed. Thereās so many POVs! And theyāre so complex and detailed!! Really makes you wonder if this was really the tsukuyomi or if Kakashiās consciousness was sent to a different world all together. Which is what makes it so terribly tragic. Kakashi lived so many years in this perfect world just to regain all his memories and find out that it really was all fake, a world made up entirely of his own fantasies.
Oh and what a fantasy it was, getting hit by that boulder and fucking dying! The only reason he got to live was bc of āHoundā (which could be interpreted as his consciousness telling him to wake tf up). Everything felt so wrong to Kakashi not because he noticed this things werenāt right, but bc he was never meant to live in this world. This was the prefect reality for everyone around him, his dream, a world without him (FUCK BROšššš). Which is the reason why I think the characters are so three dimensional in this dream, maybe, idk bro I just made this up.
But even then, things donāt exactly add up (if you think about it they do BUT SHHHHHH LET ME DREAM). Why did some characters suffer so much if this was meant to be a better world for everyone else? Why did Rinās parentās die? Why did Sakumo try suicide so many times?
We know Rinās and Obitoās relationship started declining when Rin didnāt believe Obito when he swore up and down that Kakashi was somehow alive (which IS Houndās fault in a way, he saved Kakashi and thatās why Obito saw Kakashi sinking into the ground, making him believe that Kakashi didnāt die), but it goes farther than that. Rinās real problem with Obito was that he was so stuck on his dead teammate that he neglected the rest of his living team, Kakashi was literally everything he thought about to the point it started negatively affecting others (which, yeah him being obsessed is pretty normal considering that Kakashi was part of the reason he activated his sharingan and THE reason he activated the Mangekyo). So what did he do? Go hang out with the one other person who would ALSO only think of Kakashi all day, Sakumo. Obito eventually accepted that Kakashi was dead, but he and Rin never reconnected.
Was this really the perfect ending for them? Come on tsukuyomi, youāre more creative than that.
For some reason I think that the tsukuyomi was freestyling all this. Bc (by my interpretation) the point of Kakashiās dream was that he died at Kannabi Bridge instead of Obito, period. The rest is extra stuff bc their lives have to go on ig? Or maybe the infinite tsukuyomi is really big brained and depicted a realistic depiction of šļøšļøšļøHOLD THE FUCK UP IāM DUMB I JUST FIGURED SMTH OUT
Bro this is why I need to reread this instead of talking to myself when I donāt remember half the details in the fic.
OK SO HOUND DID FUCK SHIT UPš„š„š„
I was trying to think why Sakumo would be alive (if my shit theory above was true, which it isnāt but Iām not deleting all that) AND IT WAS BC SAKUMO NOT KILLING HIMSELF IS HIS PERFECT WORLD šššš. The one thing Iām not so sure ab is Kannabi (I bet if I keep writing this Iāll find the answer) bc Obito WAS gonna get hit by that rock, but hey, he entered the dream after the Obito reveal so maybe his consciousness already knew he would survive, so maybe heād just appear later in the dream idk. BUT BRO šššššššššš WAS HE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO COME BACK HOME TO HIS DAD??? AND THEN HIS CONSCIOUSNESS KICKED IN AND HE SAVED OBITO INSTEAD??!!,.. oh Iām sick, this is so evil
That would literally make everything make sense. He derailed the dream so bad that it fucked everything up, making it no longer a perfect world but more similar to reality. If he really was supposed to die, then why did his death have such negative repercussions on everyone he loves? It that was his dream, wouldnāt it be a better world with everybody happy? He wasnāt supposed to die at Kannabi but Hound appeared and saved Obito from a rock, causing a massive butterfly effect.
Pretty romantic if you asked me, āI would leave behind my perfect world just to save you form getting hurtā like damn, itās not like he remembered that Obito survived at this point in time, but still STOPP IāM DOING IT AGAIN IāM FOCUSING ON THE DETAILS AND NOT THE BIGGER PICTURE AAAA
El cazador de elefantes by Def Con Dos is a pretty good song, hm
Where was I going with this? Donāt remember tbh
This is kinda long, Iām stopping here. Bye internet void āļø
#and so the moon wept#astmw#kakashi hatake#obkk#kakaobi#kkob#obikaka#obito uchiha#fic rec#bro imagine this wasnāt tsukuyomi but Kakashiās consciousness really was sent to another reality#obito salty bc itās midnight and they have a mission tomorrow: wtf do you mean what colour is the moon#kakashi stressed bc he just regained all his memories and all these years mightāve not been real: just respond bro#obito being sarcastic: well obviously itās red! šš#and then kakashi fucking dies#it would be so funny actually#oh YOUR kakashiās dead#ours is just fine over there#points at the most depressed man alive#the reading comprehension devil got me bro#dw I just need a few days to think all the story over#iām just too excited now that itās over and am focusing too much on details#and many of the details I donāt remember yet bc my memory is ass
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an assortment of my temeraireverse fic-dragons!
[cygnet and honorƩ are from fifteenth-century britain and france, aquilillus, flavia magna, and bƔn are from second-century britain, and cipachcoatzin is from sixteenth-century mesoamerica]
#em draws stuff#em is posting about temeraire#temeraire#temeraire worldbuilding collection#the eagle of the ninth#slightly belated summer of sutcliff#henry v 1989#our scene must to the battle fly#<- so many organizational tags on these. and something in the neighborhood of ten hours of drawing too (ouch my whole body)#real tags be upon you. on account of I've spent one million years on this.#another dispatch from the Em Refuses To Do Lineart Today collection. I was not spending Any more time on these.#actual notes of relevance: bƔn's relationship to people is Heavily borrowed from luzula's fic 'the flight of dragons' on ao3#(go read it go read it go read it it inspired a lot of what I try to do with the temverse worldbuilding / historical stuff)#aquilillus' name subject to change as I cannot seem to spell it the same twice [neon sign floats over me that says Sucks At Latin]#also. I'm holding cipacton in my arms like a ferret and saying He Is Not Incan over and over. because he isn't. By the way.#last point: an immense thanks to bestie jon's dad's Cheese playlist which I have been looping for this entire drawing time.#The Creation Of This Image was Sponsored By A Concerning Amount of Kenny Loggins and Other Such Silly Sounds.
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Your Favourite Author's Favourite Fic
in no way is this me sneakily trying to get fic recs out of people, but here's my new tag game!
Rules! When tagged, reblog with the fic you've written that you love the most
Not the fic with the most kudos, or the most comments, or the most hits, but the fic that you're the most proud of. I'm talking about the story that kept you up at night, the one that you still think about, the one that you wish more people would read
So, it's time to show off! I strongly encourage - in fact, I demand - that you give yourself some compliments, a well-deserved pat on the back, and tell us all the reasons why it's your favourite!
Then tag five people and make them go through it, too š„°š©·
I'll tag @wolfjackle, @tourettesdog, @gilbirda, @die-erlkonigin6083, and @thewritingowl to get us started, please and thank you!!
#tag game#fic game#fanfic#ao3#fic recs#look. i've had a summer where i've not been able to catch up on anything#so this is my not so sneaky way of asking for your best reads lmao#also!!!! the fic that pops off is not necessarily the one that you think is the best!#a lot of what gets popular on ao3 is pure luck (like anything!)#and what you like the most might not be what's popular#and i would really love to give the chance for authors to showcase a fic they're proud of but might not get the most likes#or w/e idk - again i just want to read things š¤£#please link something š#also there's so many people i could have tagged up there#i decided on 5 so it would make it easier for other people to tag but like....#honestly might go back or reblog another chain of this with some more people š
#there are so many authors i love in this fandom ARHGHG you're all so talented!!!#i am incensed!! i want to tag more people!!!!#i'm coming for you fic authors#i'm gonna get ya with me tag games#anyway i'm gonna go to bed my tags are getting too rambly i am sorry#have fun!!!! thank you for playing!!!!
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itās like baby gorl thereās no way I, the author who wrote the fic youāre commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you šæš some things can just stay on your chest š
#thereās a threshold I think of what I accept in comments about characters#and their actions or about who is in the wrong or what should happen#because I do like reading peopleās opinions#and sometimes when someone is like I didnāt like obi-wan in this fic#Iām like makes sense! maybe you werenāt supposed to or maybe the argument they had was supposed to not be clear cut on who is right#because arguments in real life donāt always have a clear cut winner or morally superior person lmao#Iām ok with that Iām ok with comments saying boo this character is annoying#because sometimes they just are (eg the amount of people who just donāt like obiwan in pbatmb like?? yeah of course heās not gonna be nice#but I digress lol#anyway but thereās a threshold of when comments about not liking a character go too far and youāre just like.#saying mean things about the writing itself and thatās not something lm gonna allow to be normalized#no matter the intention behind it#you do not type a comment like this knowing it wil be send to an author#who will get an email notification about a comment#click on it and go oooo long comment :D and then go oh.#you donāt do that itās rude itās being a jerk#Iāve been here for like 3 almost 4 years I feel ancient in this fandom sometimes#and Iāve gotten so much feedback on my work through that time and so many nice comments and community#but mean comments can really hurt especially new writers#and they can make people who maybe would write fic for a fandom decide to not#like this isnāt even that mean I can almost see the writer just wanting to say how they feel#but sometimes you do not have to š#also I just think this understanding of the characterizations in the fic and probably their understanding of the characters in the films#is a wee bit trash but thatās for me to say in the long tags of my own blog post and not for me to comment on their fics for the fandom#(they donāt have any but I did check because 3am kit felt nosy)
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Apologies
#shadowpeach#six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkey king#liu'er mihou#I just think it'd be neat if they apologized to each other and then cried and hugged about it#(cuz on god they both have some shit they should get off their chests and own up to)#like holy blue hells they're both just like āI think i shall spend my immortal life ruminating on my greatest regret and letting it festerā#everytime i watch the scene where Macaque is like:#āits good to talk about feelings! obv i don't do itā#i turn into the hands on hips guy meme#DUDE GO TO THERAPY#wukong too lets be real#been reading jttw the west (haven't actually gotten to where SEM shows up in the book yet tho)#and i think that if therapy existed back then tripitaka and sha wujing would've been gently but firmly#herding wukong into the local therapist's waiting room in as many towns they pass as possible#he'd probly grab the door frame and have to be literally pried off#these hypothetical ancient-chinese therapists all have claw marks on the hallways and doors going into their offices#hey how about an au where shadowpeach get therapists who end up getting all the monkey drama news first#and end up on the business-rivals-to-drinking-buddies pipeline#stopped while drawing this like āhey why'd i make mac be touching wukong's face in both sketches?ā#and then i remembered that between the two mac's the one who wants to be something to the other#to the point of desperation#its like if they're both cats who got coned swk is the one who sits there miserably accepting his fate#while mac is that one video of the tuxedo cat shrieking and trying to paw it off#i'd read the hell out of a fic where they end up swapping attitudes about their dynamic#in canon wukong's the one who seems like he would like to never see mac again (at times) even tho he really regrets it and it hurts#like mac just gives up on trying to convince himself he can make swk see him as a significant part of his life again
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i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-
i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ
#the only way forward is to live in a state of denial#i need someone to talk to abt it but every time i even think too hard i start to shake like a wet dog#please please if you come across this in the void somehow and havent read it PLEASE give it a shot#actually pro tip- dont fucking do that#the will of the many#james islington#already read the one and only fic thank you for your service š#I wanna chat spoilers but honestly i dont even know where to start#if [redacted] doesn't come back its on sight#give me my scrungle or give me death#when i tell you i was ugly crying its an understatement.#SPEAKING OF#[redacted]/vis would have been cannon if the author wasn't such a- [GUNSHOTS] (/lh)#hi hello its been a day but im back bc i cant stop thinking about this#āim going to make sure you burn for thisā okay and im just supposed to be okay?? after all that??? IM JUST SUPOSED TO MOVE ON?????
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Asuma is 5 years older than Iruka. 7 years before the start of the series, he left Konoha for an unspecified number of years to be one of the Daimyo's personal guards, so he would've left at around 20-21 when Iruka was 15-16, which is the same age that Iruka became chuunin and a teacher. Therefore, it is entirely possible that Asuma was his jounin-sensei as a genin, since he had to have been a jounin for a good many years prior to leaving, and we know via Kakashi and Shikamaru that it's possible to be given that rank in your teens
I only posit this because of my "Asuma and Iruka are pseudo brothers" agenda and I thus think it would be So Fucking Funny if Asuma became jounin at like 16-17 and immediately Hiruzen went "well done son. Here you can be Iruka's genin teacher. Have fun" and they both screamed "WHAT"
You are a newly graduated genin. You get assigned your genin team. Everything is looking fire. You are excited for this. And then you get told your jounin teacher is going to be your pseudo older brother figure who knows the full extent of what you can do with traps and seals and barriers and so will definitely not give you a single fucking break at all
You are a newly minted jounin. You get assigned a genin team, which you're not super surprised about, give your dad is the hokage and people expect a lot from you as a result. You look at the team you've been given. You see your pseudo younger brother figure staring right back at you. You are filled with nothing but horror
You are Iruka and Asuma and you are about to have The Worst Fucking Years Of Your Life Thus Far
#naruto#asuma sarutobi#iruka umino#I need to make a brother tag for them but ouuughhhh I'm lazy#I've read many fics where iruka's teacher was either inoichi yamanaka or yoshino nara and those are fine#but my brotherly agenda is too strong I NEED asuma to have been his teacher please you know it would be hilarious
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saturday night dance
#self-indulgent because ive been reading too many avery fics#and i now have a very very strong need for this good for nothing man.#avery the businessman#avery the businessperson#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#dol pc#eri the orpan#dol avery#avery x pc#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol related#i was rlly uncertain with how i was drawing him and then i gave him the maroon shirt#and i was rlly that kronk meme going āoh...its all coming togetherā#but again#i played too much with the filters#HBJREHBFHBJERBF#honestly i need to do a finished piece one day without the filters#but the sliders are so fun to go BWOOSH in
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thereās something so classic storybook romantic about syd and carmyās insistence on choosing each other. sydney chose an opportunity with carm to work with him and learn from him, carm chose to hire her and let her teach him too. syd chose to come back to the restaurant and start something new with carmy, carmy chose to believe that someone must be on his side that he miraculously got a second chance with her.
āI wouldnāt even want to do this without youā soulmate this soulmate that yeah we know but itās not even just that. itās the fact that in a million scenarios, in a million lifetimes, sydney will choose to come back. carmy will choose to believe he can make his brotherās dream a reality because syd exists and sheās there and sheās real. there is no one else either of them would want to be having this experience with.
itās I want you to have everything, and I want to be the one to give it to you, in any universe, every single time.
#if there are any tags to read itās these#please watch black mirror hang the dj and you will understand why this is so serious#but itās the fact that there are so many different ways the story could continue#ways that they could have pushed the other out of their life but they STAY#sydney STAYS and carmy LISTENS#a lot of the fics I read reflect this too and itās perfection#sydney x carmy#carmy x sydney#sydcarmy#the bear#itās been practically an entire summer and im still talking about them
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