#i have a lot of feelings rn
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I know there's so much to unpack about the character development of Stolas and Blitz, but I just want to talk about Loona for a sec.
She seems so much happier! And they didn't show that by drastically changing her personality - she's still blunt and brash and a little lacking in tact. But when she joined the gang on their mission, she not only immediately clocked when Blitz was upset, but offered actual comfort. She called him dad, put an arm around him, and even gently volunteered to get the job done for him.
During the fight at the palace, she got stuck right in to help save Stolas - but most of all, it wasn't until Andrealphus was directly threatening Blitz that she brought out her full hellhound form. She almost lost her dad once to that prick, and she sure as hell wasn't gonna let it happen again.
And she has friends! Other hellhound friends! Friends that she invites to holiday parties at her house. Friends that she isn't embarrassed to introduce to her dad, and who in fact seem to like Blitz. Most of all, Loona wanted Blitz to come hang with her and her friends during the party.
Though we don't know the exact details, we do know that Loona had a rough life before Blitz - clearly abandoned by whatever biological family she had, trapped in the hellhound equivalent of an orphanage/residential home, and facing the imminent threat of being thrown out on the streets. During the trial, she almost lost her second family, the one she's been able to scrape together over the years, and I think it made her confront how much she's been holding the world at arm's length this whole time.
I'm just so happy she finally feels safe enough to bring down that prickly shield and let people into her heart. And I really hope we get to see that develop more through season 3, with not just Blitz but Stolas too (can you imagine them bonding over making bitchy comments about the clients that come in to the office I need it directly in my veins)
#helluva boss#helluva boss season 2#loona#blitzø#stolas#mastermind spoilers#sinsmas spoilers#I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS RN
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I may actually never forgive sega if they give a level based on the movie to shadow and don't give one to Sonic 😩 Like wtf 💀
#Sonic Wachowski my love you deserve better 😞#its DLC surely you can make one for Sonic too!#plz#for me 🥺#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie#sonic x shadow generations#sonic generations#sonic movie 3#shadow the hedgehog#im already confused about shadow having a choas island level???#like if you wanted a frontiers level in generations just make one for Sonic#he was THERE#shadow does not need to be shoved into frontiers#put him in frontiers 2 ig but leave him out of the first game#he does not need to be there#im so sory for ranting 😩#i have a lot of feelings rn
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Ok. So this new doctor thinks i might have me/cfs and i kinda just. Idk. It is one of the first things i thought of when i got sick, but then pushed it aside but i've done some more research into it and fuck, it really sounds like me and my symptoms. The doctor i went to said she'd try to get me an appointment with the specialist clinic in my country so i hope i might get an appointment there and they can give me more answers. The information i found are all very bleak and serious, so i am a bit scared. Does anybody have any tips for managing sth like me/cfs? I know a bit about pacing but i'm still struggeling to put it into practice...
#me/cfs#? i guess#chronically ill#spoonie#chronic fatigue#fuck#i have a lot of feelings rn#not many of them are good lol
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What if Shauna dies in Callie's arms or near her in general but she sees Jackie instead
#yellowjackets#shauna sadecki#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackieshauna#callie sadecki#i have a lot of feelings rn
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not me marking like 200 my hero academia fics for later
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"what kind of name is [insert preferred name] 💀💀"
BETTER THAN YOURS THATS WHAT
SHOUTOUT TO ALL MY HOMIES NAMED WORM OR ARSON OR SOME COOL ASS NAME WITH A NUMBER IN IT OR SMTH
YALL ARE VALID AND I LOVE YALL (/P OFC) - some lad on the internet named KETCHUP 💪💪
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wearing my toronto six hat to classes to trick these unsuspecting fools into giving me an excuse
#I have a lot of feelings rn#and im gonna make my love for these women everyone elses problem#what team is this? only the best phf team#winners of the Isobel cup
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I was with him yesterday. He ate his favorite cakes from Christina Tosi. Sam was KTLA. I am honored to have worked with such an icon as Sam Rubin.
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shujin trio!!!
#persona 5#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#ryuji sakamoto#ann takamaki#shujin trio#p5 prot#duke draws#havent used this blog in so long but everywhere else feels scary to post art to rn#i have a lot of persona doodles i havent posted anywhere cus im shy so they might go on here for the time being
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practicing self care (projecting my stims on my blorbos)
greyscale vers below the cut!
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#writing these tags like. an hour before posting. it’s 1 am rn#i do that little kieran pokemon hip tap sometimes so bonnie gets to do it too#they’re a kid!! they have a lot of energy!!!!!#i realize these are the first proper drawings of isa and mira ive posted here#i’ve drawn them before but they’re from like. May. and i’ve improved since then#so i don’t. really feel like posting those#idk. maybe one day i’ll say fuck it and drop that doodle page
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Instead of writing a fanfic like a normal person this oneshot turned into two separate, contextless things,
#sorry it’s how my brain works (sometimes can only see things in terms of tv scene-)#tumblr exclusive video fancy…#dcmk#my art#(quietly coughing and spluttering) OK alright I can feel the creative brain explosion slowing down. geez#coughs.#nyways. weird that there hasn’t really been a main case where poison is involved in a certain way#If I watch my own scribbled boards for too long im gonna get too embarrassed to post. Send post#Subarus hair is still infuriating by the way like take that off your normal hair is easier. The beanie is easier#you like Have to have the side corners on this haircut or it doesn’t look right#anyways. shiho ptsd moments I think she kind of gets irritated that shinichi doesn’t react the same so when he does she gets like#weirded out and vindicated and a little protective. Like woah wait. Love that you understand me rn don’t like that you feel bad I am going…#to…………. ssssssssssit here about it…………………………….. uhhhh. do you want. a rubix cube to get your mind off it#I don’t want to talk about my feelings I just want you to get it. you don’t wanna talk about your feelings either which is……………. Hmmmmmm#I like her. love of my life miyano shiho#masumi sera#conan edogawa#ai haibara#akai shuichi#let conan swear. HE SWEARS A LOT BUT LET HIM SWEAR IN ENGLISH I KNOW HE KNOWS THEM#man needs his emotional support akai family they like him#rigorous trials to being approved by the akai matriarch but everyone else likes him already and have already picked him up multiple times#and shuichi would let him swear
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.
these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)
#i like these a lot im happy w how they turned out art has been fun lately n im trying to hold onto that feeling n keep it alive#bro my brain wont let me finish the fkn. piece i have that i wanted to get done n post n ive been meaningto revisit my pinned post n redo i#but im stuck in my b#fuck mobile tagging sucks ass fuck this omg#but im stuck in my head w my interests rn n theyre beating my ass im losing so bad damn interests got hands#i jsut remembered i was gonna give these some other bg colors than the usual gray we use for the magma canvases..... orz#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#problem w me is i neevr remember how i tag things n characters#so i have to check#n apperantly i do tag hsr w hsr in the beginning#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#hsr blade#hsr firefly#hsr luka#welcome to my brain n my ...i forgor yhe word hold up. my .i my my idk process i feel like im losingit#my art#magma#i like the pjs one a lot a lot a lot. .... makes me unwell i need them cozy n happy help me#fuck theu got more shipnames#aventio#hsr golden ratio#theyve been gnawing away at my brain im doing. great
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felt like styling a couple of girls with my skirt!! i had fun doing these ones
#i wanted to make more but i feel like... 2 outfits is good for rn!!! i don't have a lot of time These Days (gestures vaguely)#made them appropriate for the summer-fall cusp too ofc.#sergle art#artists on tumblr#illustration#fashion#sergle skirts#character design#fat fashion#plus size#body posi#it's always weird calling them My skirts bc that's not really correct. but. the flowers are indeed mine!!!!
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And what if i said that Travis deserves better both in the show AND from the fandom? What then?
#that boy got fully assaulted by the girls and almost sacrificed#then he lost his brother trying to save the girl he loves#yes he was an asshole in the beginning#but every single characters in this show is flawed#but he gets the most hate and it makes me sad#no one gets him like i do#yellowjackets#yellowjackets showtime#yellowjackets travis#travis martinez#to get back on the assaulted part#yes all the girls were tripping balls and so was travis#but that's not an excuse ffs#i have a lot of feelings rn#might be hitting too close to home for me
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Coming back from thy break with an ookie spookie eye straining Narinder :)
color palette used:
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl fanart#cotl narinder#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl the one who waits#cotl toww#cw eyestrain#cw bright colors#mewnie art#Had a lot of fun with this! Been having an artblock so it feels nice to actually make a finished colored piece#also yes I am AWARE i fckin FORGOR his cuffs on his hands but like. Those chains took so fckin long#and I had already rendered his entire hand ;w;#maybe he's not in the void rn and he's just wearing this collar and chain for fashion or for kinky reasons you dont know#I could have prob worked even more on those chains but the clothes are already lacking in detail and itd prob just make that worse
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