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sleep deprivation is starting to make me a terrible person
#for the void#im gonna need to my friends to look the other way for a minute#im so fucking tired already#its so bad#im angry over the smallest things#and im seriously thinking about quitting my job its getting so awful#the joys of academic burnout not even 4 weeks into the semester#i have 11 more weeks of this#i am starting to legitimately think i wont ever make it to med school at this rate
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House M.D. but it's when Wilson says House's name
#house md#james wilson#prince's talk tag#finally!!! it's done! this and the house version took almost two weeks to do#first off thank you to the clinic-duty team on livejournal for making the transcripts for these episodes#because this video would be near impossible to make without their clear transcripts. I hope y'all are doing well#ive been reading a lot of fics with these two and i see how the authors have the characters refer to each other in their fics#and that got me wondering how much do they say each other's name in the show and how do they refer to each other#since this is the wilson video ill put his stats here#s1 was 11 times s2 was 18 s3 was 45 s4 was 32 s5 was 41 s6 was 60 s7 was 47 and s8 was 48#in total he says his name 302 times. Mostly refers to him just by House#the only time I've heard him say his first name its when he's being professional or when he's really angry (and that one time he proposed)#and even then it's always the full name not just the first name#the only instance I've seen him use just his first name was on that note he put on House's xmas gift that we see in season 5#and as much as I wanted to put that moment in here he never actually says the contents of the note out loud so i had to leave it out#but what surprised me was he says House's name more than House says his name#especially when the earlier seasons didn't have him say his name as much
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were you the og banana twink bill artist???
of specifically that design yeah o7 but not tumblr sexyman bill if thats what you mean
#i think i was like 11 when they made him i couldnt have drawn that#this is first sketch of the one i posted a week ago tho#i prob should have messed around with the design more but i just really wanted to draw human bill with big shoulder pads#i think it fits he is trying to make himself look bigger than he is
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Pocky Valen when?
#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#kamen rider valen#hanto karakida#pocky day#tokusatsu#fanart#artists on tumblr#did this in a bit of a rush bc i just caught up on my job this afternoon#BUT I MADE IT IN TIME for my timezone at least lol#sorry but no i aint creating new forms or gochizos now pls im tired and overworked lkjhgfddfghjk#have the big pocky bat as a treat instead#me @ valen: i would like to award you the highest honor i can bestow — and its my 1st gavv art#and while i dont draw more gavv he'll stay as an honorary member of my kr geats folder and help balancing the non-buffa scale in vain#speaking of which i still wanna draw a shippy thing for 11/11 for my own buccoon needs but it'll probably stay as a sketch#just two more weeks and i'll be free from my overworking routine........... just a lil bit longer......
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wunderbar !
#nightmaretheater#sasha nein#psychonauts#Sorry i just really like drawing distressed sasha#This art is directed at me. It tells a story only i know#sometjing skmetjing younger sasha bejng stressed and a complete foreigner being askedsooo many wuestiosn Wahhh#….Was fun to play with restricted colors to :) love restricting my colors#to the one person (me) who knows what this is refferencing ;#Yes there was gonna be a 4th image but i ddint do ti Giggle#The color choice and shapes are intentional. By the way. Walks off#anyways *stretches* Back to the art caves#…his hair is kind of annoying 2 draw sometimes. giggle#Lso my art style changed mid drawinf bc i took a break from it Lol#also i will not stand down let a woman have veiny hands#rRHRHFHGJJJggahdhfhhGgsh chews up the walls of my room#11 hours on canvas + prolly more btw#started this like a week or so ago Giggles
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I like that the Raven Queen, who made the decision to take on an immense and (at least to her understanding at the time) unending responsibility is the one who calls Bells Hells out on their endless indecision.
It's been...interesting, shall we say, tracking this "party of NPCs," and tracking the fandom response throughout. The initial reception to "party of NPCs" was actually a rather cold one. This took place early in the campaign, prior to the Gnarlrock fight, and at the time a lot of people who shipped Imogen and Laudna were actually extremely resistant to the idea that Imogen was the "main character" of the campaign (as seen in the fallout from the gnarlrock fight, in which the bulk of attacks from the fandom were on Imogen). I've had complicated feelings on Taliesin's reads of this campaign specifically - he tends to have a very good understanding of his own characters that doesn't necessarily expand beyond them - but that phrase was indeed pretty valid. I think about the WBN interludes, in fact, in which the cast plays using NPC statblocks, and what a true party of NPCs for Bells Hells would look like, since it would be quite simple to draw up.
Allied NPCs in TTRPGs rarely act without guidance from the PCs. I've cast a critical eye in the past towards certain meta (particularly romantic in nature, regarding Yeza or Essek or Gilmore not making moves) for this reason, because while villains and antagonists move throughout the world generating obstacles, allies exist to be directed. They have their limits, of course; they have their own priorities and motivations and cannot be persuaded against their nature, but they can be guided at oblique angles from the GMs initial intent given enough work from the PCs. They're still people with thoughts and feelings and dreams, to an extent, but rarely do they make decisions that would conflict with those of the PCs.
That's the problem with a party of NPCs. NPCs take direction. They serve as support, but they're not in the driver's seat. And the Raven Queen has noticed.
The attitude within the fandom towards "Party of NPCs" became far more positive over time, and I wonder if it should have. People began to lean perhaps too heavily on how Bells Hells were people from nothing and nowhere, discarded. This is of course objectively false when comparing across parties (can we really say Imogen had a worse childhood than Vex? Chetney to Caleb? Even Ashton to Fjord?) but were it true, that in and of itself wouldn't be a problem. D&D backstories are often tear-stained and blood-soaked, full of unjust accusations, dead or neglectful parents, failure and regret. D&D is a game about coming from very little but a disproportionately good stat block for a commoner. It is unavoidably about amassing power. Starting off as a party of NPCs is fine. You should not still be a party of NPCs at the endgame.
I mentioned the gnarlrock, and I've mentioned an emphasis (or overemphasis) on this party's lack of agency and I think that remains the problem. Ludinus's villainy is rich, complex, and multifaceted, but a consistent element of it is his eternal false insistence that he - Martinet, founder and head of the Cerberus Assembly, Archmage - is just a little guy, chaff in the wind of the will of the gods, without free will of his own (he says, as he places his thread outside the reach of the Matron). That too is a theme in fandom discourse: free will and intent. Is Imogen justified in being angry at Laudna for breaking the rock if that wasn't Laudna's intent? (yes.) Is Orym on a quest of vengeance, with a death wish? (no, but if he were it wouldn't matter.) Was it wrong to pressure Fearne to take the shard instead of letting her make her own choices? (yes.)
Did any of you, perhaps in preschool or kindergarten, since that's about the age when this happens, have someone pull your hair and for adults to say "it's because they like you?" I find this is a good way to convey the importance, or unimportance, or intent. Because when your hair is being pulled, at least if that is the extent of the problem, it doesn't matter if it comes from the misguided affections of a four-year-old admirer who doesn't know how to use their words, or a six-year-old who just grabbed the most obvious material with which to test the limits of the safety scissors, or an eleven-year-old bully. Your hair is being pulled and you want it to stop. It doesn't matter if the person secretly likes you or if they want to hurt you; it matters that no matter the intent behind it, they are doing so. And if you reject the affections of your fellow preschool classmate because you think they might pull your hair, that's a fair consequence.
Bells Hells' indecision is some sort of cosmic hair pulling. They have reasons for faltering, and some of those reasons are understandable balking at an immense weight placed upon them and some of those reasons come from a deeply self-centered place in which their individual pain is used to blot out the suffering of countless others. But in the end, even that doesn't matter. Their histories don't matter. We don't need another series of introductions of where they come from and what they've done. We need people who can make decisions and who will act.
The Raven Queen seems to have been convinced they will. I'm not sure. But I think we are in agreement that inaction is, regardless of the intent behind it, no different than active harm. It would be irresponsible to continue to be a party of NPCs; if they truly are lost and forgotten fuck-ups, they have a responsibility (as the god of death once did) to abdicate and find a replacement.
#critical role#cr spoilers#bells hells#much as i remain intrigued by the February 11 2021 dropoff it feels a LOT of people hit a specific wall this week#and since i'm more aware of it i think it's a combination of last ep + tlovm airing#but i suspect some of it is the issue being stated so nakedly. should have happened a WHILE back as several people have mentioned#long post
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Me possessed by a triangle
The joke is that I would act normal possessed
@frayedcircus thanks for wanting to see this! Lamo hope ya like it<3
#0m3n#yeah another installment of me thinking I’m funny#might reblog this on my evil account with what I said but typed as I realized it might be hard to read what I wrote#bill cipher#gravity falls#haha yeah fulfilling 11 years old me fantasy of being in gravity falls#yeah I would be some cryptic working at the mystery shack#also gravity falls is so great because one best twin rep second I have a twin so it’s so me and him fr#short comic#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#mindlessly doodling#hehehe yeah I really do think I’m funny#stan pines#sorry bby I didn’t use reference#I really do like possessed stories though lamo was thinking about doing that with Otto/Yog but I dunnno#yeah I’m extremely burnt out on drawing so be prepared for like two weeks silence#I meant to post this like a week ago!! SORRY#ok yeah I lied I have more art#but still burnt out
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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neji and tenten doodle page
#ganon draws#naruto#team gai#nejiten#neji hyuga#tenten#i have more headcanons like a lot actually#for their dynamic + all of team gai + their relationships with the other konoha 11#but that is for another day#also hello naruto community i have been into this since i was 11 but my interest would come and go#like one week a year but this wave has been stronger and more sickening
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It’s been 0 weeks since the World Cup finale, 17 weeks to go until sgp and 34 weeks to go until next season.
#and we are back 🫠👍#first countdown post is always the worst one#but it will get better just not now or the next weeks#trying to uphold some sense of community with these countdowns#i am not ready for the tag to die#and to not have any comps in the foreseeable future and with that no sj content#I'm fine this is fine#😭😭😭#oh I forgot this is also the first post that gets the offseason tag this is bad#someone sedate me until next winter#yeah I am feeling totally normal about this sure that's a completely healthy reaction#the range of emotions I went through preparing this post#and in case you're wondering I always plan to prepare these posts for a few weeks or the whole offseason in advance and never do it#so of course I frantically open tumblr at 11:59 am on sundays accompanied by muttering shit shit shit and type the post and tags#plans made but chaos reigns#there are no fixed calendars out yet they are usually discussed and approved in the spring meeting in april#but I based this on the last years so it should be more or less accurate :)#ski jumping#offseason2024#sgp countdown 24#actually it's 25 because it counts as part of the new season but that seem awfully confusing so it stays 24 here#sj countdown 24#same with this one technically it's 24/25 but yeaaahhh the season starts in 24 so it's fine
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First Fukase Friday of 2024! This one took 5hrs lol I wanna to be so extra (─‿─)
#vocaloid#art#fanart#vocaart#fukase#procreate#fukase friday#FIVE HOURS OF MY LIFE#But actually I was working on it for a week on then off so the total time was 5 hours and 11 minutes of insanity#I love creating new outfits so much like designing clothes is sm fun#I was trying to make it steampunk but then it started looking harajuku now I have no idea what it is lol#I feel bad that I had nothing for his birthday but I’m always late for VocalSynth birthdays anyway sooooi#ALSO I SAW THAT SOMEONE SAID MY ART INSPIRES THEM AND OMG I’VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPH#I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I MISSED YOUUUUUUUU#I tried to make this extra extra detailed which is why it took so long#usually I finished artworks in like an hour hour and a half#but I wanted this one to be ✨special✨#ALSO can I just say January was like the hardest month of my life? it was so mentally draining and exhausting#I started spending more time with my siblings and now I can’t get away from them lol I love them with my whole soul#no like fr they keep me going and I’ve never been happier#maybe isolating yourself when you’re sad ISNT a good idea and you SHOULD socialize?#I’m big dumb okay#anyway happy Fukase Friday and belated birthday to my special boy#ALSO I REALIZED THAT I’VE NEVER DRAWN HIM WITH HIS MARK???? WHY????
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Every once in a while something will happen in naruto that just makes me go,,, Kishimoto,,, have you ever actually interacted with a child,,,
#11 year old Itachi: I must stop this coup and prevent war from overtaking my home. I will risk my life for this.#Me like a week ago watching a group of 10ish year olds try to build up the courage amongst themselves to ask if they can have a second egg:#Kakashi: Graduating from the ninja academy at 6#Me thinking back to the number of times I woke up with my 6 - 8 year old sibling sleeping beside me because they got scared: HM#Naruto and Sasuke: Living by themselves at age like 6/7#Me literally yesterday having to explain that No We Will Not Be Wandering Into The Woods At 11pm Bc You Heard A Dog (/coyote most likely)#Ik these characters are more traumatized shaped by the world around them it's fantasy etc etc#But every time someone's like. Kakashi graduated at 6...itachi at 7...how badass...I'm like...#Those kids couldn't read let alone write not a chance#Naruto is lucky he's durable he 100% tried getting bread out of the toaster with a fork#Don't take this too seriously I'm just saying shit rn
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Reblog if you love this girl ❤️
#mel's musings#iris hawthorne#iris fey#iris of hazakura temple#aa#MY IRIS DOC IS FINALLY DONE Y’ALL#TWENTY SEVEN PAGES AND COUNTING OF THINGS I LOVE ABOUT THIS WOMAN#soon enough i'll be converting much of it into meta that will be posted here because good golly do i have Thoughts i want to share#assuming i don't get overtaken with other shit i need to do in the coming weeks. but that's future mel's problem#today we celebrate HER. my wife my love my everything 🩷💞💜💝💓💕❤️💗 i don't know what we did to deserve her but i am SO glad she exists#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11
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Was Celia drunk as fuck or is this something supernatural?? 👀
Who the fuck is Jack?? 👀
Alice is such a delight, I love her!
Oof so one or both of them have trauma involving grandparents then.
I love Samama & Alice so much. 💜 They have a great dynamic!
Oh shit, right, Gwen is probably still getting over Mr. Bonzo too. 👀
"I just… I dunno. When I left the coffee shop, it felt like someone was following me."
Please don't take away Alice, she's one of my faves! I hope this post doesn't age poorly. Watch me have to quote this post very soon.
OH NO, is it that [ERROR] following her??? 😰
"Don’t joke about that, mate. I was dreaming about it all day." Okay, yeah, that's a creature.
Sam & Alice are both about to run into a creature... 👀
"Classifying unspeakable horrors all night for no discernible reason?" @/entities-of-posts & @/which-entity-this-post-serves is that you? :]
Hmm, now why is this episode called "marked?" I assumed Mr. Bonzo was gonna find his mark, but maybe Alice is marked by an entity/creature that was locked in the Magnus Institute?
"giving up the ghost" okay so someone saw an apparition? Honestly not sure what entity this episode is about so far.
It's giving The Corruption ✨🧟♀️⚰️ (maybe The Buried)
"It’s just that one of the graves had a body in that was too well-preserved for the age it should have been." 👀👀👀
This thing is about to jump out of the grave & run off, isn't it? 🏃♂️
"The back was completely covered in this complicated tattoo of a ship sailing across an open sea towards an open horizon." Peter Lukas?!?!?
Oh 100% The Buried, without a shadow of a doubt.
Lots of tattoo & carvings in walls imagery in this sequel prequel sidequel, isn't there? 👀
Hey wait, that's Ink5oul from episode 2, isn't it? 👀 Ink5oul definitely feels like a conduit or vessel for The Flesh or some other kind of entity.
Okay, there's something weird going on with this place, the salt water & waves near this cemetery are kind of seemingly enticing them to come drown in it's waters. In the very least it's messing with these guys' mental states! Pretty freakkyyyy! 👀🌊
Also the repeated emphasis on dreams is interesting this episode, wonder if that'll play a part in something later on. 👀👀
"If it’s any consolation, he’s with the sea now. The deep will care for his bones." I literally called it!!
I think Gordon Alan Johnson also wants to be with David. 👀🌊🌊
I think Gordon Alan Johnson also wants to be with David. 👀🌊🌊
I don't know, Gordie, I think you did it! Unless Ink5oul is collecting tattoos like an alternate universe version of the Leitner books. Wait yeah, what if the tattoos are like conduits for the entities of this world or even the original one? 🖌
Another way to look at this is asking... Is The Deep a new entity/fear or is it a servant of a fear like The Vast? I stg there was a colossal water monster at some point in The Magnus Archives!
Okay so yeah, there's already a precedent for this. Also feels like The Lonely, The Buried, The Corruption, The Vast, & maybe even The Flesh are all involved in this one though I don't know if Flesh (Ink5oul) is working with or against the other fears at this time.
Gwen, you can tell your coworkers what's wrong, oh my fucking god. Please. Celia, you have me so invested in whatever is going on with you.
Weird unexplained noise at 17:44 too as Celia enters the office. Wonder what that's all about, maybe it'll come up later on.
"He is one of our Externals." Okay; so, there's more of them & they have their own secret hitman title too!
Mr. Bonzo when he was on TV
"And they usually like it." I bet fear creatures do like it when you scream. That makes a lot of sense actually.
Also what's that weird "boowomp" noise as they're talking or is it just the OST? 👀
Is Gwen going to be turned into something not quite human at some point? Just throwing darts at a board with that speculation, but wouldn't that be wild?
Okay; so, these little digitized noises are absolutely important!
I wonder how many times & when people have lied so far throughout this season. 👁️👁️
#someone should draw those two ( sam & alice ) in the style of that show at this rate. I have more questions every week i stg#is mr. bonzo gonna find his mark or is Alice dyer marked by [ERROR] place your bets!#okay so themes of coffins; decay; & rotting things; feels like the corruption or maybe even the buried#I stg if that weirdly aged guy is Peter Lukas somehow I'm gonna scream; it's an AU; anything can happen#Love seeing Ink5oul again; it's cool that they aren't just a one off character & are getting involved in the greater story#leitner tattoos canon??? maybe?? is this the equivalent of jurgen leitner books?? perhaps#the big water monster is giving The Vast energy; a lot of these feel like fear entities collaborating in this world#now I'm curious who the other externals are... is ink5oul one of them? They seemed to delight in reactions.#is this government organization called the magnus institute or what do they call themselves now? also who is mr bonzo after?#I wonder if the black ops guys that showed up to that charity place on hilltop were a counter organization or the government?#mine#op#tmagp liveblog#tmagp 11#tmagp spoilers#tma spoilers#tma#tmagp#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol
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Knowing less about us is probably better for the mythology. You know, like 'What the hell is going on with those guys?' I like that.
- Russell Mael, 2008 (from Talent Is An Asset - The Story of Sparks by Daryl Easlea)
#this quote is making me mortally sorry that I've got a public blog XD#though I think the more people know about them they're either going to say this more - or they're going to be like 'yep. those are my guys.#plus there's the documentary now and we all know that many people thought it wasn't about a real band which proves that point :')#anyway I guess we need to spread a few more lies here and there.#cryptid sparks#russell mael#sparks#quote#(I am enjoying this book quite a bit. If everything in it is true I can't know but I am having a good time)#(had that book for about 11 years now. only just started last week :') I am terrible at reading books.)#talent is an asset - the story of sparks#sparks book#daryl easlea
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SKYTOBER 2022 ILLUSTRATION SERIES.
WEEK 2 (OCTOBER 9TH - OCTOBER 15TH).
WEEK 1 | x | WEEK 3 | WEEK 4
Week 2 of my SKYTOBER 2022 Illustration Series! Something about the prompts of that week *really* ignited my art muse, thus I began deviating from the original “only sketches” plan and let myself add color using different medium approaches! This week’s cover art is inspired by the works of 96YUZU, one of my all-time favorite Sky artists.
Art captions below the cut!
09 PERFORMANCE: “YO YO YO!! This is DJ KRILLIN’ AND PARTY KRILL, READY TO LIGHT UP THE STARS-!! LEMME HEAR THOSE SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAMS~!!!” Upon learning how to use a DJ set in realms beyond the Sky Kingdom, Azzarah and PARTY begin getting some special gigs to some parties!
10 MEDITATION: Kidde and Moro found a meditation candle from Roneku, and Kidde’s guts are busted!! Moro, however seems to not find his brother’s message as hilarious...
11 RAINBOW: “You’re the reason why I try my best to spread rainbows n’ good vibes everywhere I go .... ‘cuz you’re my rainbow in a dead kingdom. I’ll always adora ya, my beautiful little goddess. ♥”
12 NEW FRIEND: Upon the newly born Sissyin feeling overwhelmed from boisterous bullies, a smaller figure approaches. “Here. This is for you. I’ll take you to a less overwhelming place.”
13 FREE DAY: “I’ll triumph. Against all the odds that stand in my way.”
14 LAZY TIMES: If you find Kidde asleep, you may as well leave for a while; once she falls asleep, there’s no chance of waking her up! Thus she missed a candle run with her friends that day.
15 UNDERWATER: “Nothing will matter here. Not now. Or ever.” After having failed to safe The Primordial Moth from his corrupted brother and THE SEEKER, the other Elder of the Valley accepted their fate as they sank further and further into the infinite underwater abyss.
#sky cotl#sky children of the light#that sky game#skytober#skytober 2022#✧. MOTHGODDESS WORKS.#✧. ILLUSTRATION SERIES.#✧. SEMI-ILLUSTRATION WORKS.#✧. SKETCH WORKS.#✧. THE PRIMORDIAL MOTH (TELFOSO/KIDDE).#✧. HYPERACTIVE PINK FLOWER (SISSYIN).#✧. OPTIMISTIC TURTLE LOVING LOSER (MORO).#✧. THE HYPEST DJ EVER (AZZARAH/DJ KRILLIN).#✧. THE HYPEST KRILL EVER (PARTY).#✧. SERAPHIM OF THE VALLEY (SIR ELDER).#✧✧✧ COMMENTS:#looking back I should have added like - rainbow washi tapes to make day 11 less boring#next week gets more visually interesting though - regarding mixed media#ALSO I LOVE HOW ELDER-KUN'S TRIUMPHANT ASCENSION IS IN REVERSE#THIS IS ORDERED LIKE HE ASCENDED THEN GOT HIS ASS BEAT HARD#WHEN IT IS THE OPPOSITE!! NOOOO MY ELDER-KUN <3333
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