#i have a problem. ahah.
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A large burning canvas could be seen in the distance.
The neat fingers, full of small dents from the friction of the sword handle, caught a small flame, which immediately went out from faint pressure.
There was silence, a living silence, one of those that strains with its sound. A warm wind heated his battered, but carefully polished armor.
"You want to say something"
"I want" Blurr answered, turning sharply to the dark silhouette behind him that was quietly watching him until now. He clenched his fist with a grinding sound, where the spark died out, and demonstratively opened it towards the darkness. "And this is how you are paid for making the world freer! This is what remains of your legacy, and you react as if it doesn’t concern you at all!"
"It does not concern me anymore" the figure answered him calmly.
"Shockwave, stop!"
"Is that an order?"
"It's a request” His angry expression made it clear that this request was an obligation. “I just don't recognize you for these few months." His hand shook slightly with anger. Black smoke seeped through the cracks in his armor.
"I don't recognize myself for even longer time." Blurr visibly trembled at these words, realizing where the dialogue was leading. Shockwave slowly approached, his long, deformed fingers, three times longer than one of Blurr's fingers, carefully reached out to his hand and wrapped his palms in his huge paws, kneeling down to be on the same level with him. "Blurr, I-"
Blurr turned his head away so as not to see one piercing, but such a swampy dim light of his terrifying eye, which had become more precious to him than his weekly knightly brigandage. "Shut up. It's too early, we haven't agreed on when exactly to do this"
The dull mass of metal, which was only a tangible casing, after some hope of catching at least a spark of doubt, only lowered its head heavily. The crackling of the fire continued to be heard around. The soot reached them, gifting them with at least some warm light among the shades of cold before dying. Realization, regret, reluctance were not reflected in the knight's optics. His armor, always proudly looking into the face of danger, now reflected only the cowardly lights of the fire from behind. Despite this, he did not remove his hand from the strong lock until the blades themselves parted. Shockwave disappeared. Disappeared as he had done for the past few months.
Blurr turned back to the burning wall. From afar were heard screams, squeals, grinding, clanking. The column of fire did not subside, as if it was fed by fuel from secret reserves. It had been burning like that for hours, as if to show the greatness of this building over others that would have left only a column of smoke long ago.
Shockwave's last school of dark magic was burning out, as was the will of its creator to live.
#*gets in the shelter* Don't bite me don't look at me I don't exist#Just had a lil thought but sparing the hand from intense drawing sounds like a good idea... yet I barely even can properly convey 1/10 of#characters#If no one will see it means that my plan worked perfectly XDD#Spellbound au#Having a whole damn intense movie trailer inside your head is a torture#And having different characters come across in the same places#Like ahah... welp I imagined that Ratchet Orion and Drift are the ones who tried to prevent it#I don't know... somehow my head ended up with the concept of functionalism revolution and the school wasn't conveying their ways#So we have like... clear oppositions going on but don't see them directly affect characters#okay *opening my cage* *gets in* I like writing I did it a few times when was little but I have problems with a few structures and the way#I write. It is so much easier to portrait everything properly in the doodles
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Them: /talking about how Cloud Light Sword is so cool and can destroy all illusions and whatnot/
Me: /can only see Zhuo Yichen taking Zhao Yuanzhou's hand himself and putting it on his glowing sword XD/
The gentle hand grip, the fingers...
I mean the symbolism... the symbolism...
#do I have a problem with phallic symbols?#none at all :D#I live for them ahah#ZYC's sword in this show seems to have a life of its own#I love that little extra spice it adds#fangs of fortune#fof#zhao yuanzhou#zhuo yichen#the symbolism :D#fangs of fortune ep.5#Freud is fanning himself in the corner because of how hot this scene is XD#I'm alright why thank you for asking#so I'm giffing now I guess huh
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Welp… Had to send in my car for repairs…and well that’s gonna run me $1800 :,] (T hat’s also just to fix the things to make it safe to drive, not all the issues it has 😭)
If you have a couple bucks to spare, I set up a kofi goal for rent + bills this month to maybe help balance things out. Shares are appreciated 🫶
#art#car problems#repairs#rent#bills#I feel like I’m non-stop running and never have a moment to stop and breathe ahah..
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and some old panels i never used
#my art#homestuck#homestuck oc#homestuck fantroll#fantroll#troll oc#hs oc#hs ocs#i have a problem. ahah.#palrose posting#paluli anriqi#morose keypir#the second paluli....shes so cutes
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This may be a strange question but have you ever been bullied in the tbhk fandom? I am having a hard time here
Heya no worries at all for the question! This is an important thing and if you needed to have a place to say it I am happy you did!
I really hope people will be nicer to you :// There is never a good reason for bullying unfortunately it happens a lot on internet QvQ my only advice would be to block those people and/or delete anonymous asks for a while if people are just putting stuff as anonymous :///
To answer your questions, idk if it counts as bullying but I was the target of some stuff like that yep, and tbh I don't really know why. People can have the opinions they want but I will be honest in the tbhk fandom you like a character or a ship that is not 'what everyone in the fandom should like' and people start menacing you for no reason.
A lot of people in this fandom are kids who sometimes don't get what insulting people do. (and not only kids but it is one of the reason, I feel like a lot don't have 'internet basis' like not saying everything about yourself on twitter help.)
Which is also one of the reason I am taking my distances with anyone in this fandom because I had too many unwanted stuff like when I was just trying to be nice and answer messages. It's not because we are in the same fandom that we are bffs.
This is sad to say but yes I don't think you can just have fun 'fun' in this fandom anymore, people will make sure you have a hard time for no reason and honestly I am tired of people who are unable to understand that we aren't just bots on the internet and that Surprise! people have feelings wow
I hope you will be better but don't hesitate to take some time off the fandom a bit ^^ I am being overly dramatic here because I had some bad experiences (I've been in the fandom since the start of 2020 so welp) but a lot of people are really nice and I am sure you can make some friends too ^^ (I did too! even if a lot aren't in the fandom anymore, it's nice seeing mutuals from far away doing their lives)
#I am so sorry for the wait on this ask#I really hope you have a better time now Anon#(and once again bullying is not okay#but there is a difference with people just living their lives and people who are straigth up creeps)#(I shouldn't have to mention basics stuff to anyone to understand that being an asshole is not gonna solve anything)#asks#tbhk#kind of a bad/sad topic but an important one I think#I say that kids are the ones who insult the most but I will be honest my main problem was with someone who was one year older than me lol#anyways this is my experience once again but I am sad to see that some people are being treated poorly ://#I honestly just stopped being active when it happened and honestly I would understand if you have this reaction too#and last but not least#don't let the fandom ruin the og work for you#because it happened way too much for me personnaly and that just makes me sad#(eg: I adore witch hat atelier but I am seeing some stuff from far away and I REALLY don't wanna interact with the fandom#I love this manga too much to be disgusted by it because of the fandom)#this is a lil bit salty but welp no one here should be surprised to see that I don't really like the fandom ahah#And I was a kid on internet once too#I tbh understand at some point to be angry at a lot of stuff and needing a place to talk/to have funB#I never understood the intention of hurting people willingly though#being an asshole and having opinions is different
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I wanna do a small census on the Ninjago fandom.
How many of yall are minors and how many of yall are over 18. (Press see answers if ur uncomfortable with answering)
This is just to get a feel of who is seeing the posts in #ninjago! I notice there are a lot of younger fans, and if the number of older fans is small enough I'd like to get to know you guys// I want to know how ur doing, what kind of jobs are common in this fandom, how do you afford ur merch, etc. :]
(DM me please I need more friends preferably in my age range [20s] to talk to about Ninjago things. Please for the love of god.)
#please dont use this to start an us vs them argument#ninjago#i also realise that i have a curated adult experience with other fandoms that i dont have with ninjago#im wondering if theres a discord available or if i should make one for grownups only so we can be cringe grownups who like a kids show#👉👈 mostly looking for fans i may have a better connection with to bond about grownup frustrations and problems with ahah#also dont want to keep accidentally stepping on kiddo's toes here ahahah
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i have so many tabs open of decently lengthy fics i wanna read aaahhhh there are so many with promising descriptions idk where to startttt lol
#a good problem to have ahah#man ive missed long fics so much#the fandom of a certain hedgehog mostly has oneshots.. i was getting sick of it 😔#i love a good oneshot but i neeeed a longfic to sink my teeth into every once in a while#i barely even found anything over 10k words it was maddening..#though now i have the luxury of seeking fics featuring a much more popular character#man that feels weird. i feel like knuckles is the more widely recognised character but. not many people do stuff centred around him#i was starving lmao#im glad gf dragged me back lol. it keeps me very well fed
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mission accomplished 😔
#I don’t have a problem with this series !!!#ahah#goodbye vens snack fund you will be missed#these books being 50 dollars each should be a federal crime actually#ooc.#I just want my gays
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I think my friend’s trying to set me up with my crush or something and I don’t know whether to murder her or let her do her thing
#what do i do#gay#crush#i have a problem#it’s an obsession#it’s not good#but like wtf#do I want her to or do I not#I’m also scared of rejection so there’s that ahAH#but like AaaAaAaHhHhH#my current existential crisis
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Trick or treat :D
You get a treat, as in 'Level-5 treat her well or say goodbye to your kneecaps' <3
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#Honestly I don't know much about her because I've only played Unwound Future#But I know that the problem I have with her is that she DOESN'T get to do ANYTHING#LET ME LOVE HER#I feel like I would love her backstory#Anyway sorry ahah#flora reinhold#Professor layton#Trick or treat
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#KYOUKAAAAAAA#I LOVE HER SO MUCH. THE PARALLELS BETWEEN HER AND ATSUSHI HIT ME SO SO HARD AND SO DOES THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THEM.#THEY GET ME SO EMOTIONAL I REALLY DON'T TALK ABOUT THEM ENOUGH BUT THE WAY THEIR BOND WAS BORN AND HOW THEY'VE MET EACH OTHER–#AND HOW THEY REMIND EACH OTHER EVERY DAY THAT PEOPLE WHO COMMITTED UNFORGIVABLE ATROCITIES ARE DESERVING OF LIVING TOO AND SO ARE THEMSELVE#AND JUST NNNGGGHHHHHHH#They're. so good. they're the spiritual opposite of ss/kk in the way seeing themselves in the other–#doesn't lead to hate but to compassion instead. Their relationship is truly so good#The last five minutes really make this whole episode!!!! This episode has everything. Yosano. Kyouka. Atsushi. Akutagawa.#Truly episode tailored on me specifically#(Although I must admit. While watching it I really felt “if this is the best episode of the season... We may have a problem”.#I suppose I'll never be able to truly enjoy b/sd ahah (╥﹏╥) )#random rambles
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at a drag show but I forgot my cane and they have way less seating than last time so I am feeling some kind of way about that also
#i kinda don't know what to do#like. today is not a day where i can compromise with my body#i came because i felt like i was going to have enough accomodations#like. this was all contingent on me being able to sit#even with my cane. standing for long periods wouldnt be good#my crutches were good for that. totally held me up for the mcr concert no problem#but they got stolen with our car so ahah lol
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v funny that I got this promotion (I think it’s a promotion) (the attorneys have reacted to the news as if it’s a promotion) (my title has not changed and I have not been informed of a raise but idk) when I did because now I can stop looking for a new job/making active plans to quit lmaoooo
#lot of my problems at work are no longer problems!!#and it's all thanks to my boss finally realizing the best way to utilize my skills!!#granted. i'm about to have a Lot of responsibilities i did not previously have#i'm about to straight-up be a one-person team ahah#independence 💖 but also accountability 🤢
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music ask: 4, 17, 23, 26
4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
Probably not the direction the question was going in, but I can't listen to any of the songs from Aurora's album All My Demons Greeting Me as a Friend because I listened to it on repeat while my brother was in hospital and we weren't certain if he was going to survive (he did!), like woof, makes me so anxious to listen to it now
17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That) - Meat Loaf - look. LOOK. I don't do karaoke, I don't know any duets, but I do know Meat Loaf would be fucking great to duet at karaoke with haha
23:A song that you think everybody should listen to
Sugar - Obongjayar - but only because I woke up thinking about it this morning and then had to listen to it on repeat while I was getting ready for work, it's the "shu shu shu shu shu shu shu shu sugar sugar" it just GETS ME and I can't explain it
26:A song that makes you want to fall in love
Every Other Freckle - alt-J - I want to fall in love with someone as completely as they do in this song, like I am obsessed with the way he writes about love ("turn you inside out and lick you like a crisp packet" like omg, "devour me" love as consumption BABEY, and then the "if you really think that you can stomach me" it does something to me)
#ask game#i am physically holding myself back from pretty much quoting the entire lyrics to every other freckle#i just love that song so much#it's about the all consuming love - the primal animalistic need to touch to see to feel to kiss the entirety of the person you love#i want to kiss you like the sun drowns you#that's POETRY#let me be the wallpaper that papers up your room#i just - i love it there's just something so intense about it#about surrounding the person you love to see them in their most private state to be a permanent fixture in their home#idk i love it (and i am also thinking way too much on it yes)#i won't apologise for meat loaf tho#i spent AGES trying to decide on a song for 23 what a hard question!!!!!#but i kinda wanted to do obongjayar because he deserves some love#ya'll should listen to Point and Kill by Little Simz ft Obongjayar it's SO GOOD#perhaps i should have linked that one instead#they're all too good that's the problem haha#also i wasn't lying about my music taste being.... eesh at best ahah#sorry. but also enjoy!!
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Hiii it's always me :)
#ik i have a big problem#but im rewatching so now i love him more that i already do#so dont judge me lol#but this shouldnt surprise u ahah#oh anyway have u guys noticed these nee cuties 🩷🩵#me#my blog
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The hilarious mental gymnastics of not wanting to eat but feeling tired but not wanting to do anything but remebering you have a karate lesson later and you actually want ot go and do well and you remember how it went the last time(s) you didnt eat lunch before going so you just gotta eat lunch right the fuck now but also you still dont want to eat. So you just stare at the dish. And hold chopsticks. Why chopsticks you may wonder. Well. Theyre fun.
#i realize i may or may not have a leeeeetle problem on my hands yes#but still#i feel so bloated honestly i dont feel like touching food at all#will i eat anyway? yes. probably. for sure. ...maybe.#this me vs food stare contest is starting to get boring#ill probably lose#funny thing is that i like the dish so its not that i dont want it bc i dont like it#ugh#sometimes i get stuck like this and i dont know what to do with myself#friendly reminder that this is just me ranting#ill probably eat after all#honest#also its almost four pm ahah what do you mean i should have lunch at lunch hours lalala suddenly i cant hear you#edit: behold! i have eaten. yay.
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