#i hate waking up in the morning
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im literally so alone😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 just so so lonely like i truly have nobody except for myself yoyok fr..... yoyok FR...
#all my friends are gone#my family has moved on#ive been pushed aside#all i have is myself now and i dont know what to do#im just so sad you guys#so sad#so alone#i hate waking up in the morning#i hate going to sleep because i know i will have to wake up#i just don't want to wake up!!!!!#my thoughts
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god i hate my life
#i hate school#i hate working#i hate waking up in the morning#i hate talking to people#i hate not taking to people#i hate being so damn lonely#i hate feeling like I'm gonna die alone#i hate that i haven't already died alone#i hate taking my pills#but this is what i get when i don't#the problem is it's not much better when i do#so why bother#God just fucking kill me already#we all know I'm not gonna be a great archivist#I'm not a great student#I'm not even a good writer which is the only thing I'm vaguely passionate about#I'm never gonna get published and I'm gonna hate anything else i do with my life#so why keep up the charade?#just put me out of my fucking misery
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Make some noise in the club if you're the most boring person alive!!!!! 🥳🎉✨️❤️🥰🤩💅😘‼️🙏🏆😍💋💋💋💖❤️🔥💕💞❤️💝💗💘💫🪷🌸🌹🥂🍾
#I hate myself so much#I'm actually so boring#I'm not good at anything and I'm barely even able to do anything due to mental and chronic illness#I'm actually the shittiest person alive#I hate waking up in the morning
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i have a slightly insane relationship with window curtains/blinds and i need to know if im alone
#for context#i never shut my blinds#theyre always open#i know a lot of people cant sleep with their blinds open#bc of the light in the morning#but i find curtains being closed SUFFOCATING#and i hate waking up in a dark room
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continuing my “aziracrow are married and retired on permanent holiday” agenda... I think they would greatly enjoy the tourist™️ experience
wacky fashion choices, funky drinks, sightseeing tours, annoying and confusing the hell out of humans talking historical facts like they’ve personally been there (they have), raising havoc in general wherever they go... idk fun times 🍹⛱️✨
#good omens#good omens fanart#aziracrow#crowley x aziraphale#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#neil gaiman#my art#just realised I spent the whole night finishing this and it's now morning...oops?#I better go to sleep and hope I don't notice some unfixable mistake and completely hate it by the time I wake up#or I'll just have to live with it ig 🤷🏻♀️
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I think one of the major reasons the goyische left is falling fast down the Jew-hate rabbit hole recently is that they know antisemitism is bad, but not the how and why besides Discrimination Is Bad And Also The Holocaust Happened. Unlike with other minorities who's history and culture they actually give a shit about, they've never really bothered with learning ours. They don't know the history of pogroms, they don't know the timeless pattern of Jews being the scapegoat, they don't know of Jewish history in the levant and the middle east, they just don't know their shit when it comes to us since let's face it, we've never mattered as much to them as other minorities. And that's how we get a new wave of antisemitism, tropes and conspiracies galore, but with a progressive coat of paint. Replace Jews and Judaism woth a couple of buzzwords and you're fine! Because what is antisemitism? It's hating Jews, there couldn't possibly be more to it. You don't hate Jews on a conscious level, do you? Then you're not antisemitic, congratulations! Actually bothering to learn our history and culture would hit them with the hard truth that antisemitism doesn't just come out of nowhere in the 1930s and it isn't just nazi germany or the white supremacist who lives down the street, but rather the most timeless, subconscious and insidious form of bigotry that no one, no one is immune to.
#drilling it into your head that antisemitism has always been about finding an acceptable way to hate jews#why can leftists understand the complexity of other forms of bigotry but when it comes to antisemitism they go#“i don't wake up every morning and go ”i hate the jews“ so i should be fine!”#they're trying so hard to find a way where they can be not antisemitic while simultaneously giving as little of a shit about us as possible#because. they don't wanna.#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#jumblr#hila has spoken
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You know what’s wild about being a fictive? Missing your old life even though it was shitty because it’s a shittiness you were used to. The life you’re living now is a new kind of shitty that feels unpleasant in a different way.
#maybe it’s stupid to miss the life I had#it sucked#so much#I hated it actually#I prayed every night that I wouldn’t wake up the next morning and cried when I did#I’m still doing that tbh#this is a different kind of suck though#I want my old life back#those people were shitty but they were MY shitty people#maybe I just got used to the horrible conditions I was living in#and now I miss it even though it was horrible#just because it’s familiar to me#maybe it’s the difference between the physical discomfort I felt in my old life#vs the emotional discomfort I feel now#maybe I should talk to my therapist#or go to bed#did system#plural#plurality#actually plural#actually did#plural system#system things#dissociative system#fictive#fictives#fictive culture#system culture#plural culture
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kiss me once, kiss me twice, and, dare i say, kiss me three times
(progress posts: sketch, line art progress)
#when i started drawing this i didn’t intend to much more than maybe line art but here we are#this is the first time i tried out this kind of style for rendering so i hope it turned out ok!#i meant to have this done by the end of pride month too but life happened yknow how it is#better late than never amirite#i’m probably gonna wake up in the morning and hate this but who cares!!#kingdom hearts#kh#sora#kh sora#riku#kh riku#soriku#parker draws
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PLEASE READ! URGENT!
Good morning to all my lovely tumblr writers. I never thought I’d had to make a post like this but it’s clearly need to be brought to the attention of others so please share this, reblog this and tell your mutuals.
Words can NOT explain how pissed off I am at this. Take a minute to just read what it says. I went to this woman’s page. She’s 32, hating on a 19 year old girl. I know my writing isn’t freaking poetry like Edgar Allen Poe or anything fancy like that. But don’t you EVER come into my safe space, into my blog saying the n-word and you are white. I checked her page, she’s homophonic and racist she has used the n-word in her pinned post and it’s just utterly disgusting. It’s taking everything in me not to say something so disrespectful right now. So if you could please, find her and report her and block her. This not only goes out to all my beautiful WOC creators but it goes to my LGBTQ+ writers as well. I’m utterly disgusted. Thank you.
Taglist: @muchosbesitos @murdrdocs @ribbonprincess @dollyfl1rt
@rafescokewhore @cherryredstars @princessbrunette @sinsandsweetness @yanderestarangel @partycatty @luvlydeja @willyoubemycherryy @liliesdiary @dustbunniess @number1gal @versatilehater @chaotic-iguana @justjasminne @writella @catt-leya @neteyamssyulang @neteyamyawne @luvrxbunny @carlsdarling @crimsonbubble @pandorxxx @celtic-crossbow and anyone else you can think of!
#Insulting#and just sad#I hate people like this#if you don't like my content get off#like what the hll#this fucking blows#ruined my whole morning#I just wake up to see this shit#unaccptable#you really can't be happy in this fucked up world
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Oh my god this story is amazingggg IM in love with celine
I hope you continue the story because you are so talented I was gonna ask when are you gonna release another chapter?
the next chapter is still in the works lmao, but i would say the estimate is early 2025. for now, i’m taking a small break from writing the main story since i’d been consistently doing that for the past three months without taking a day off 💀
in the meantime, i’m working on the AU for C and W love triangle and it’ll be out this december or january. it’ll be released on patreon and if there’s enough good feedback, imma probably do a public release of it when summer arrives.
#bruh it’s so cold#i hate waking up in the morning during winters#if: the ballad of the young gods#interactive fiction#interactive novel#interactive story#twine wip#ro: c lacroix#progress update
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Their sleeping position are either Joey being the big spoon, because Seto needs love & protection and secretly enjoys it, or Joey spreading over Seto hugging him like a koala, and Seto just sleeping like a vampire Both often end up with a sleepy Joey hugging Seto even when his alarm goes off and he tries to get up. Also, Joey always has to nestle his face against Seto's shoulder.
#joukaiweek2024#yugioh#puppyshipping#violetshipping#seto kaiba#jounouchi katsuya#joey wheeler#ygo#I believe Kaiba hates mornings#him being used to waking up early does not mean he likes it#veronarts
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So, I wasn't going to say anything about this because responding to anon hate doesn't accomplish anything, but this one I got this morning stuck out to me, and it's just because of one line.
"...someone you hurt is gonna expose you for every single evil thing you've done."
It's just such an interesting thing to say to someone you don't know and never will know.
I mean, I'm a normal person. Raised by parents who loved me and tried their best. Participated in middle school plays. Had high school drama. Tried an instrument for a year. Juggled college and a job. Lost some people. Y'know, ordinary life experiences for someone my age.
I haven't done anything "evil," believe it or not. I'm a good boy who obeys laws and I don't enjoy hurting people.
If you talked to old friends who ended it on bad terms with me, I'm sure they'd have a whole list of my bad qualities. Off-color jokes that I made, selfish decisions, accidents that snowballed.
But that's just... Normal? I'm sure this anon has done bad things, too. That's just life.
When I was five, I punched my little brother so hard that he got a bloody nose. Is that "evil"?
When I was nine, I stole some loose change from a friend of mine. Is that "evil"?
When I was fifteen, my friend told me that she was planning to commit suicide in December, and I was scared so I told her parents even though she expressly did not want them to know. Is that "evil"?
Fandom antis are so fascinating. The use of the word "evil" says all that I need to know about how this person thinks; enough that anything else they think is automatically worthless to me.
People can't be split into good and evil and, even if they could be, you can't tell that about someone just because of what art they create.
Would it make you feel better if I was "evil," anon? Would you feel vindicated if I hurt people, if I caused suffering in the world, if people had their lives ruined by me, all because I write about the "wrong" fictional characters kissing? That's pathetic, and sad.
I hope you find happiness in your life, anon. Seems like you need it.
#anon hate#proship#this ''evil'' nonsense. ugh. antis and christofascists come from the same school of thought#i have actually gotten quite a few anon hate messages recently all from the same person (or group of people)#and it's gone from amusing to just. sad.#like i wake up in the morning and have things to do and friends to talk to and hobbies I want to indulge in#and these strangers have nothing better to do than try and make me feel a little bit worse about myself#it's so pathetic i almost feel bad for them
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My ✨Lestappen interview photodump✨
The way i am OBSESSED WITH THEM
They should do every interview together from now on, period
#charles leclerc#max verstappen#f1#lestappen#formula 1#redbull racing#ferrari#they are so#everything#I’ll never be the same#waking up this morning to this interview was the best thing EVER#Guess I don’t completely hate Vegas
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#poetry#angels#gotta thank tumblr user boykeats honestly he got me REALLL into angel poetry#poets on tumblr#getting drunk and waking up at 7:30am the morning after leads to fun poetry ideas#the words of a fudgecake#I am so self conscious about poetry as a guy who does not do a lot of poetry or studies it#also as a guy who hates sharing Why somethings up but happily talks about the fact something is up#so like maybe delete later who knows! you can rb though#[scheduled] edit i lied about this apparently it chose not to
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nice argument! unfortunately, TORMENTUM
I might colour him eventually... who knows...
#soxendanso draws#finished piece#sketch#bg3 fanart#gale#bg3 gale#bg3 gale fanart#gale fanart#magic missile#bg3 magic missile#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#im going to wake up to him being posted and i will most likely hate the drawing when i see it in the morning#but alas#drawing gale after a long day of preparing for my a levels#needed
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
★ version without text + reference image under cut :
★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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