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The overwhelming way in which I want this 🤦
#healing#miniatures#beautiful art#art#saving money#i hate being responsible#what good is having adult money if I can't buy pretty things
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taught my 6 year old sister the H-O-T-T-O-G-O and she tried to teach it to her kindergarten teacher😭😭😭 girl you can not go around repeating everything we do/say at home everywhere you go I thought we went through that
#one time she sang vampire by olivia rodrigo in a grocery store#the price of growing up as the youngest child with at least a 7 year age gap with all her siblings#like man i cuss constantly and it wasn't that much of a problem until like a few months ago#because if my 12 yo sister goes around saying “fuck” and “shit” that's fine imo#IF MY 5 YEAR OLD (at the time) SISTER DOES THAT ON THE OTHER HAND#girl also has an awful sleep schedule#she goes to sleep waaaaay too late for her age#worst of all she looks up to me so much#which makes a lot of sense as i'm her older sister#but i'm not a good role model. i don't know how to life.#i also don't like dealing with children and she's only an exception sometimes#i hate being responsible#especially for anyone who isn't me#ughhhhhhh when will the day i stop typing ; instead of ' come
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man i don't have ria or ellie to tell me to go to bed
tf is this
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It's ok, Minato asked for permission first
#naruto fanart#naruto#naruto uzumaki#uzumaki naruto#fukasaku#I know the headcanon that Minato got the “flee on sight” order because he killed a thousand iwa nin (in the anime) is super popular#but I always thought it was more likely that he got that order on him because anyone he touched became a security risk#I know in my heart Minato learnt how to teleport bijudamas by using the Hiraishin and sending them to Iwa#Minato put a finger on you? good luck#now if you ever put a foot in your village it can and will get nuked :)#or in the best-case scenario he will simply appear in the middle of your camp and murder all of you#I also like the idea of Minato putting a kunai in the middle of one of the oil ponds in Mount Myoboku#and use the Hiraishin to send his enemies there#puff now you're a toad statue#ahh so many possibilities...#Kishi missed making Minato a true nightmare in the 4th war *sigh*#I understand though. A clever Minato with the Hiraishin would be too OP#they had to dumb him down. Cowards all of them *sigh again*#my hate for that arc knows no bounds#but it's ok it's ok I got your back Minato <3#also updating the tags a day later because I totally forgot to talk about the drawing itself lol#but I think it’s actually extremely weird that supposedly so many people turned to stone while training with the toads#the scroll Naruto signed only had 5 names on it despite being passed down for generations#and even if there were more scrolls around or people simply went to Mt Myoboku to train in senjutsu#I don't think the toads would let them turn into statues???#they clearly care about their students and go through great lengths so Jiraiya DOESN'T turn to stone while using SM#so there being so many statues around of people failing SM training never made much sense to me#so I decided Minato (during the 3rd war) was the one responsible for that#he deserves it ✨
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being an adult is so lame i used black friday to buy new glasses (it was an amazing deal and i got 4 pairs for under $200), an annual wax pass, and wax melts as a treat
#i’m not even 30 i should be in the club#i hate being RESPONSIBLE#on the bright side i also knocked out most of my christmas shopping so i can chill all next month
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Weekend went by too quickly...
I hate being up in the morning, I think that's really the problem. I hate having to wake up early and be drowsy for several hours as my mind and body get into sync with one another.
I won't be done until 3:30 today. Damn I complain a lot. Complaining is the only thing I have going for me. When I stop complaining I know that things are really bad, because that means I've given up.
I could play sick. I haven't played sick yet this school year, which isn't saying much as it's barely November. But I don't need to. I'm awake, I can take it sorta slow still. Take a shower, maybe help me wake up.
But now that I mention it, I do feel sick... That's probably my mind playing tricks on me. I could SO call off. It's early enough. I could even ask to just do it tomorrow. The longer I debate, the less likely it is I do it. I'm convincing myself to call off work right now...
No, I'll feel better when I get there. I'll take a hot shower and try to psych myself up for the day...
#personal#public private journal#i hate being responsible#i just want to call off work#i don't want anyone to have to depend upon me for anything
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When the Sun rise is beautiful 😍
But the only reason you woke up and had to see it is because you have to go to work 😔
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it's so over this SUCKS
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Dangit, I can’t finish good omens because I have a job!! 😫😫
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Part four :)
<<FIRST<< <PREVIOUS< Update I finally did the thing! Oh and cami and fishlegs will show up pretty soon so you can look forward to that.
#art#artwork#illustration#fanart#digital art#httyd books#httyd fanart#how to train your dragon books#book hiccup#hiccup httyd#Httyd books/movie crossover au#Sorry about my bad handwriting and stuff#Y’all I’m watching rtte and like I can’t get over how people call hiccup “hiccup haddock”#Like I know it’s technically correct but it feels wrong not being the full thing ya know?#Also my favorite character I dagger just like if you were wondering.#Another thing that bugs me is spitelout. Like why couldn’t they have just kept his original name??#Idk I’m just loyal to my love for the books i guess. I don’t wanna hate too hard but I can’t help but feel a little disappointed about them#Also#You KNOW book hiccup would ABSOLUTELY DESTROY movie hiccup in a fight. Like there would be no competition.#Also it’s interesting how rtte mainly focuses on like dragon trafficking#While the books look more at enslavemnt for both species and how it’s wrong on all accounts#Movie hiccup just wants to help the dragons while book hiccup has the responsibility to save both humans and dragons from eachother#I could rant about this stuff for hours…#I should probably make that a separate post or something though…
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MDZS x Firefly AU: A ragtag crew.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#firefly#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#lan wangji#jiang yanli#Wen Ning#Wen Qing#nie huaisang#xue yang#A-qing#That's right! this month's flavour of MDZS AU is Space Western!#I recently rewatched the show and forgot that the lore essentially made everyone bilingual in Mandarin and English.#It's fun to hear characters talk in mandarin and now understand a little bit of what they're saying!#A Firefly AU fits them so well and I need to talk about it.#I have strong thoughts about my placement for all of these characters. Let's start with the most likely to be contraversial:#I think a less thought-out AU would pitch Wei Wuxian as the Captain or a Companion.#But there are a several reasons why that would simply not be the case:#Wei Wuxian is smart! He's good at what he finds a passion and interest in! Piloting is a complex skill that grants him a freedom to explore#He wants to kick back and chill! He would hate the responsibility of being the captain! That's JC's job!#In my heart he's also second in command - which does make WWX essentially Zoe and Wash smashed together.#Companions are also persons of high rank in this universe. Something WWX is very...not defined as.#Someone beautiful of higher social rank...someone who yearns for someone they want to explode in their mind...It was no contest.#I think there are a lot if really interesting things to explore with LWJ as a companion. Functionally they are similar to Courtesans -#But it isn't always about the sex - A Lan Wangji who sees himself only through the wants and needs of others -#is a really interesting angle I have been pondering a lot about.#Final thought to close up this long ramble: Yes. It is so essential that every space crew have a 'Weird Teen (girl optional) on board'.#Will I post more of this? Maybe! If people want to see more!
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wont have time to work on anything for a few days probably, so uh, since i love reading comments/tags of people sharing their experiences- as part of the preparation for the totk rant script i got another question to ask :3
if you dont like tears of the kingdom, was there a moment that "broke" you, as in, the moment you knew this game is worse than you thought/hoped, and if so what was it?
personally, while i was suspicious after seeing its last trailer, i told myself its just me again and i kept up my hopes for a long time into my playthrough- its hard to point to a specific point since it was a growing feeling of something being off, things didnt make sense and i ever so more wondered how they would pull this all together (they didnt)- i do think the moment i stopped being in denial about it was when i found the shrine of life, the beginning of botw, and found .. nothing, a dingy cave practically licked clean of any traces of the shiekah tech like it never existed, instead of the medical bed a pathetic puddle of water that healed you, no one caring at all, like it actually never happened- i felt like the game pointed and laughed at me for caring about botw, pretty sure i was struggeling to keep it together on stream bc it forced me to realize this game truly is everything i hoped it wouldnt be, even if that sounds a little weird, at that time zelda and especially botw was so much more important to me, a passion for the franchise this game really did end up killing.
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk critical#i probably wont be gettign as much response as back when it was newer and the rage was fresh (lol)#but you know#its interesting to know that#to be fair the game was filled with disappointments but i think that part was what really broke me#in the sense of .... well as i explained#okay this is bad ... is it gonna get worse (it will)#idk it was so devasting to stand in that stupid cave and all there was was what .. one dumbass construct with a yiga thing?#in a “secret” extra cave#and i think there was a big sea of healing water beneath it in the undergroudn as well#which felt like even more of a FUCK YOU to me bc oh .. so the sonau/zonai discovered that first like everything apparently#and also i guess it wasnt shiekah tech that made it possible no no its just dumbass healing water shuuuuut up#i hate how totk basically undermines everythign the shiekah achieved by saying - well the sonau were there first and did it better#on top of kinda .. stealing their symbols too in a way#anyway- other than in skitties video and for them that moment being the labyrinths which ... yeah#i think i went there later so i was already in >:( mood#i dont remember anyone elses but that might be my memory- either way im gonna keep this posts link so i can go back if need to
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P5R Akechi confidant by the time he pulls out the "I hate you" I was like yeah you judgey bitch I know lmao. Guy literally went you have to be this smart and this hot to be seen with me. Half the conversations were either trying to assess Joker's skills or digging for personal info. Further along everything about him screams lonely boy making connections, he's constantly comparing himself to Joker, but Joker actually has other friends and loved ones. Dude literally brings up he eats alone at home. Mr. Detective Prince puts so much effort into his miserable life and he looks over and here's a guy who's seemingly tripped and fallen into a much better one, except oh wait actually his life sucked too he just dealt with it better and also he's just as good as you in everything. Akechi you burning coal of jealousy, of course you hate Joker.
#wish there was an “i know” response because pffft the drama#probably sheer offense to that wdym you know#there should be a bad ending where joker acts smug towards akechi and akechi kills him on the spot#the akechi rivalry comes down to not being able to stand being just another friend to the guy he hates so much for being the better akechi#guy who kills you for not putting him in your myspace top 8#then 3rd sem rolls around and he gets to be all regretti spaghetti over that lmao#persona 5 royal#persona 5#goro akechi#joker persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#persona 5 spoilers#persona 5 royal spoilers#my post#i think i would tag their ship stuff here too but i forgot their ship names
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Marcus: Listen, I get you want to protect Diana but be rational. Just take her somewhere where she'll be safe and can lie low.
Matthew: You're right. I know just the place.
Marcus: Okay so you'll take her to Scotland or-
Matthew: Sept-Tours, to see Ysabeau.
Marcus:
#adow#amc adow#a discovery of witches#marcus whitmore#matthew de clermont#matthew clairmont#like marcus was in disbelief 😭#marcus: ysabeau as in the woman who not only hates witches but has wiped out entire covens too like that's where u want to take diana!?#and matthew's response being “It's my house too” like sir you're missing the point here#if i was diana i'd be so done with him he hardly gave her a warning either smh
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Bouncing off all of the fanfics where the Dead Boys are brought back to life again for a period of time to suggest that their thoughts on it are the opposite of what you’d anticipate based on their perception of the living while they’re ghosts. Charles sorely misses living while a ghost, despite all the awful, awful things he was subjected to. Edwin, despite 70+ years in Hell, is perfectly content as a ghost and finds the living distasteful to a degree.
But, when they get hit by an “aliving” spell, that’s not how it goes down at all.
Edwin has not been in a human body for over a century- and even then only got sixteen years of it- so he forgets how much he was missing as a ghost. Actually being able to feel things- the warmth of human touch, the breeze through his hair, the texture of worn book pages. The smell of petrichor after rain, a warm cup of sweet tea. Even just sleeping and having the ability to give his overactive mind a break. He’s forgotten how many good things there were about being alive.
Charles, as expected, is thrilled to be alive again and his first few days on solid ground are a whirlwind, but his energy is short lived. He frequently sleeps over 12 hours a night, and can’t bring himself to get out from under the covers for another hour longer. His appetite fades quickly, and he finds that foods he’s been craving for 35 years just don’t taste the same. Initially he chalks it up to his mind and body readjusting to human life (despite Edwin having none of the same issues), and continues enjoying what he can. But eventually, it becomes clear that something is very very wrong. His right arm that he shattered at age 14 (and didn’t get properly treated for days) begins to ache again. Sudden touches are no longer a gentle spectral sensation, but an unexpected pressure that he shrinks away from. His body feels heavy, and his energy drains quickly if he has any to begin with.
It turns out that over three decades of repressed physical and emotional trauma took its toll on him, and he had naïvely forgotten-or perhaps willfully omitted- the struggle that was his life when he wasn’t out kissing girls and pretending like his father didn’t exist.
Edwin feels a sense of freedom in being human again, away from all the supernatural trauma he has endured, while for Charles it is more of a burden than he ever recalled it being.
#just the idea of Charles ‘i hate being dead’ Rowland being just as miserable when he’s brought back to life#and also thoughts on how depression can fuck with your body#even when your mind isn’t aware of how much the rest of you is struggling to keep up with the responsibilities of life#but also Edwin rediscovering his love for life once he can experience it with people who care about him#ugh these two have me ill#payneland#dead boy detectives#dbda#save dbda#save dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#dbda au#dead boy detectives au#fanfic#kinda#jess’s thoughts
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hiiii can i request wheelchair user riz :)))) np ofc
-@transgenderfabianseacaster

YES PLEASE !!!!
#opened up the flood gates for the wheelchair user Riz headcanons I’ve been stirring up since I started FH#so in fy riz is already using mobility aids for his chronic fatigue but doesn’t prefer the wheelchair because the one he has is a-#secondhand hospital chair and the handles make it easy for people to direct him around which he HATES#so for most of fy he uses a cane (his dad’s old one that he thinks adds on to his cool detective aesthetic)#but in sy he essentially develops an autoimmune disease caused by kalina#(because he was born with her his body doesn’t know how to function once he’s cured and attacks itself in response. I’ve thought an it a lot#but it’s too much to put in tags)#it causes him a lot of pain and fatigue so he uses his Kalvaxus money to buy himself a better chair! yay!#he used to fall out a ton for various reasons so his mom made him get straps#I also spent like 20 minutes trying to figure out if being digitigrade would effect the structure of the chair? I came to zero conclusions#anyways#riz gukgak#fantasy high#d20#dimension 20#fhsy spoilers#undescribed#request#my art
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