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On the string propaganda
Heeellll yeah
Bestie is an entire PLACE
I look at those guys and let me tell you the soul of that thing ain't just in the puppet, it's in all the neurons carrying the thoughts and emotions, it's in the power rails that serve as the heart. All the memories in the memory conflux and all the numbers we see flicker across displays, the flux condensers, the puppet; a little avatar.
No way these massive machines see life the same way we do. They have their own experiences and senses and things they hold dear. A world we can't imagine, a way of living we couldn't even comprehend.
I could never tear an iterator apart to be just a puppet. Who am I to decide how's life supposed to be enjoyed or perceived?
You treat your creechurs however you want- I ain't gonna dictate that. But damn, hearing the thrums and buzzes of the linear systems rail? They are alive with so much power, these mechanical beasts are exactly what they should be.
#sorry im just a really passionate on the string believer#you cant tell me that these massive structures kilometers wide capable of things we cant even image would look at something thats#thats comparable to a speck of dust and be like#yes i would like to rid myself of practically my entire body to be that tiny#this aint no “if i were a supercomputer i'd be sad i couldnt see the sky like i do now”#thats only because you have something to compare it to#if i were to suddenly loose everything to be just some microscopic creature i'd be miserable but only because i know what im loosing#id be loosing the ability to think like i do now id be loosing the ability to enjoy the things i do now#i dont know what life is like as a microscopic creature but i wouldnt be willing to give up my life as i know it now#and i think with iterators are the same#just how different is their life from ours and what things can they see that we are missing out on?#give up everything comfortable and known and for what??#to feel the sun? they absolutely have various temperature sensors#see the sky? those overseers were made to see things those visuals are in 4k#other animal comforts?? what about computer comforts??#what makes a lil creature happy may not necessary make a massive supercomputer happy#sorry big rant in the tags um just wanna say this is no hate to anyone who wants their creatures off the string#these are fictional beings and you do whatever makes you happy take them off the string set them loose yess enjoy little robots running#around be happy i love reading ya alls off the string shenanigans#rain world#iterator#drawins#oc veil of dreams#rw talk#rain world oc#iterator oc
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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uuuhhghhh that picky eater post is making me think about stuff again. no making me sit at the table for hours until i finished didnt make me not picky it just made me want to kill myself over eating
#jasper speaks#is this too personal yeah probably#tw ed#<- not really but like.. catch all ig#i will literally flat out refuse to sit and eat at the dinner table. i havent in years.#at friends houses i still dont exactly like it but in the name of being polite i just eat whatever im given#it was worse at my moms but my dad also used to try and push things a lot until he realised it was not helpful at all#and he does still cook things i dont like but at least he TELLS ME. AND GIVES ME OPTIONS IF I DONT WANT TO TRY IT.#or rather not gives me options but. lets me make my own stuff which i prefer to do.#idk. i think if u hate picky eaters u shall be met with the wrath of 1000 suns#tw suicide#tw suicide mention
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#sometimes i think about the fact that I am:#A. born and raised on a small island#B. Daughter of a fisherman#C. Learned to walk as a wee babe on a ship out to sea in a storm#and D. hated being on the beach but LOVED swimming in the ocean as a child... you could never catch me sun bathing. I was diving or swimmin#in the waters all summer :)#So how/why am i not a mermaid already lol#or a selkie 🤔😢#anyway. During this hot weather I'm remembering my silly childhood at the beach imagining that I was secretly the#grandchild of a selkie or mermaid empress and as the 7th born child#in my family I was somehow the chosen heir to inherit the ocean kingdoms X)#anyway. Missing the beach and ocean today :')#I should make a webtoon/webcomic based on this fanciful childhood fairytale wish of mine lol
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Choji’s Team:
Cinderace (Partner Pokemon)
Monferno
Torracat
Castform (Sunny Day Form)
Litleo
Charcadet
Yes, Choji has three starter pokemon evolutions on his team. I couldn’t help myself and neither could he, apparently. Choji’s definitely been abroad a fair few times, both before and after becoming his town’s gym leader, and it’s like he’s got a sixth sense for finding the pokemon in each region that are going to give him the biggest challenge. The rarest and most difficult to catch have all been starter pokemon so far (and Castform, which he may or may not have stolen/liberated from a weather research facility in Hoenn). Cinderace is his ace (ha) pokemon, and it’s… totally because he’s got the kanji for rabbit in his name (correct me if I’m wrong but that’s why everyone uses the rabbit emoji for him, right?). Also fire types just felt fitting for Choji. Bright and burning like the sun, just like him! Hence why Castform is perpetually in its Sunny Day form. Monferno matches his acrobatics in a fight and Torracat is for Shishitoren!
As for Litleo… gonna be totally honest here, I briefly forgot Torracat existed and thought this was the closest I was going to get to a tiger. And then I did find Torracat, and I thought about dropping Litleo from the line-up. The eyes, though. Litleo’s damn eyes reminded me too much of Choji, so I kept it. Also it’s cute and I can very vividly imagine Choji play-wrestling with it. And probably playing soccer/football with Cinderace. Choji would dominate in a lot of sports but I’m partial to soccer, so. Might as well tack that headcanon on.
(Also, hey. If my very tired brain is misfiring at the moment and shishitoren’s animal is a lion, not a tiger? I did Litleo on purpose)
Last but not least, Charcadet. I said this in another post but I literally have no idea what goes on in Scarlet and Violet. I don’t know if this is a rare pokemon, or one Choji could feasibly have without completing some plot-relevant quest. But we’re throwing logic out the window for this one because I took one look at Charcadet and said, yeah, that’s Choji’s. No need to look for a backup sixth pokemon, that’s him all over. Tiny fire child warrior!! No regrets.
#king’s court#wind breaker#pokemon: verdant winds#tomiyama choji#you get it from togame’s post but Choji is like. almost never at the gym#he’s off doing literally anything else that catches his fancy#he’s not really being neglectful. they’re the eighth and final gym so they’re not getting the sort of traffic the early gyms are#and he does make sure togame’s around before he takes off#but he hates being cooped up all day when more often than not they don’t even get trainers coming through the challenge him#choji is def one of those gym leaders in the games that you have to find and convince to return to the gym#he’s out there playing with the local kids or climbing trees or just vibing with his pokemon#and some poor trainer has to approach him like. sir. please. I just need one more badge#kame-chan is there though! he says#trainer surmises this is togame he’s talking about#togame-san said you have to battle at least one person a week. the poor trainer reminds him. trying not to sound pushy#trainer has to help Choji wrap up whatever he’s doing and then they’re good but there’s a nerve wracking few seconds where trainer thinks#Choji’s gonna throw some sort of fit#except he’s not because if kame-chan says so then it’s fine~#anyway this got away from me#also he’s BELOVED by the region#because he’s so well traveled and because he’s eager to take on whatever challenges they have for him#it’s like togame says. he’s like the sun ☀️#people flock to him
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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oh my god i’m so irrationally excited to be sleeping comfortably in my own bed tonight
#i’ve been offline for many reasons but a big part is my apt doesn’t have air conditioning and we have projected 105-110 degree highs for the#foreseeable future and the entire back wall of my apt is window that gets intense direct sun every morning#so i’ve been baking in here to the point where i’ve been bumming places to sleep the past few nights at friends houses#which requires SO MUCH socialization and it’s exhausting. i fucking hate being around people#but the nights i’ve had to stick to out and be here have been miserable like#ice shower immediately before bed 3 fans pointing directly at me and still sweating all night#today a local nonprofit helped me get one of those portable a/c units#but i’m still gonna pitch a fit to my leasing office (i screamed at them yesterday LOL) bc now my electric bill is gonna go crazy#anyway! we need affordable housing that is actually inhabitable!!!!
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me and what we want are going through a lovers spat rn because i desperately want to write more for it but i constantly feel like shit so its really getting in the way of our relationship. also if youve sent me any asks that i havent responded to i am geniunely so sorry about it i am in the trenches right now
#sophie speaks#the disability is disabling me and its PISSING ME OFF#just let me write bro its not that hard#aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#like im always thinking about it#drunk www!reader dancing to hot to go with the boys and every single one of them thinking about how bad they want to plow you as you-#jokingly flirt and wink and tease. and the entire time you have no idea theyre totally down 100% ready to go#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if it gives fun dumb party vibes it is for www.#www is about the hot girl mascara running end of the night heels in hand look#hundredth thing i said www is about but like. something something the beauty of life and kindness and love and hope vs hate and loneliness#anything even close to that ballpark is what we want#gonna cry i geniunely want to write for it so bad i know im just complaining over and over but being chronically ill sucks so much#chronic pain sucks so much like whyyyyyyyyy cant i even go out to a cafe to buy takeaway in the car whyyyyyyyyy is the sun painful#its not supposed to be like that man :(#god i want another few months of my fibro going into remission pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee january february i loved you more than anything ever ahhh#nnnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhhhh#ill. ill get there one day#so says most people#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#maybe ill just put in like the next hundred words or something#chugging along#so fucking slowly but yknow. literally have to spend basically all of the day inside my room because it hurts too much to be outside it#so. maybe i can give myself just a little slack. the tinniest bit
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Current mood: gaslighting myself that it is actually not Daytime Outside and Time is an Illusion but Bedtime is real and It Is Time For Bed Because Work is in (checks imaginary watch) Not Many Hours.
#i should actually buy a real watch that would help with job much#and i need sneakers bc my other shoes are getting worn through again#i hate being an adult and Buying things#brb-rambles#brb-life#if i turn all the lights off and black out curtains this might work#The Sun Isn't Real And Can't Hurt Me Now#:)
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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.
#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there#im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold#at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire#theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade#of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about#the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc#its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a#metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm#just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long#sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone#its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it#everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much#damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i#collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells#me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my#wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im#excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it#feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun#is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's#what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy#but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire#unrelated#hm i should maybe add a tw to this#tw self injury#but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life#but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it
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i love when constant and deliberate sexual harassment and comments made towards me are always minimized and written off as a mere "joke" -- despite making it explicitly crystal clear and being forced to repeat myself for years on end that it makes me extremely uncomfortable and upset.
whenever i enforce my boundaries, it's always without fail met with guilt trips and bearing the brunt of it and their hateful and dismissive bullshit and making me feel like i'm a bitch for so much as saying something makes me uncomfortable.
#because out of nowhere telling me that you'll massage my butt for no absolutely damn reason is a just a wittle jokey joke - my bad!#you're beyond disgusting for saying something so vile to someone you EXPLICITLY KNOW IS UNCOMFORTABLE#and instantly playing the victim and justifying it and huffing and sighing loudly and acting hateful#as if you literally didn't just sexually harass me and me enforcing my boundaries is SUCH an inconvenience to you#try being on the receiving end of this bullshit your literal ENTIRE LIFE since you were a minor and villainizing me for it after#you lack all sense of basic decency and respect#and act like it's such a horrible thing for me to want to be treated like a human being and not a fucking piece of meat#you're a grown ass man but you always act like a petulant child whenever someone tells you something you did bothers them#and refuse to take accountability for your OWN CHOICES AND ACTIONS#the audacity of you to make every fucking excuse under the sun “oh it happened bc i'm tired” ???#i'm literally chronically ill and fatigued and exhausted EVERY DAY with zero relief#but does it mean i go around sexually harassing people? no!!!#being tired =/= sexually harassing people what kind of fucking twisted logic is that please do explain!!!
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oh i forgot about this today, i know i usually get misgendered or at least viewed as more femme than i am so i dont like going out much, add being disabled onto it and it sucks even more.
but i had a good disabled experience today!! i went to pick blueberries with my mum (she was testing prices to see if it was cheaper to fill a bucket ourselves or just buy from the market; she no longer cares. enough overripened blueberries splattered in her hand shes willing to pay for them already picked) and i knew i was going to have a fatigue day so i had my cane with me. i dont really like using it much but i painted flowers on it and its super cute and i figured id be able to hook the bucket over the handle if i held it backwards since it was just something to lean on rather than walk with.
the girl running the stall had to have been teens or early 20s, and she was super nice, and found us in the field about ten minutes after we got started to ask if i wanted a belt to hang the bucket on instead of trying to carry it and my cane at the same time. like that was so nice??? so thoughtful???? and she clearly was trying to decide if it would be rude to offer cause she seemed super nervous but definitely not pitying???? like thank you blueberry girl, i see your anxiety and i appreciate that you asked cause i didnt need it but the next person might
#kinda tired of my face and like ...all of me being in pain all the time and not being androgynous enough#but that was a small but very nice moment for me#until the sun and spiders ruined it thank you#and MOTHS#FUCKING BUTTERFLIES AND MOTHS FLYING DIRECTLY AT MY FACE.#my mum was shocked now thay shes actually seen it happen first hand and im like YEAH THEY GO FOR MY FACE AND IDK WHY BUT I HATE IT#i clocked out halfway through the bucket tbh#i was way too hot i couldnt breathe and it was swealtering in the sun#i definitely prefer picking fall fruits like apples to berries#but none of our bushes are producing many berries yet so it was worth it until my own garden grows more#and will have less spiders thank you#definitely not one the size of a mouse#the way my soul almost left my body whe. thay motherfucker poped out of the grass#ticks dont bother me but those bitches in fields???? fuck no im out#it made eye contact with me ans i just turned around and noped right the fuck out of that row of bushes#twice
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if critiquing the actions of a flawed female character & acknowledging that she is flawed while still absolutely adoring her writing makes you misogynistic in the eyes of fandom i need to know what these people do about real fucking misogyny (Fucking Nothing)
#im not putting this in main tags but this is mostly about fan reception to people rightfully pointing out that mel did in fact manipulate +#jayce#like there are DEFINITELY PEOPLE BEING GROSS ABOUT IT#but being called everything under the sun by acknowledging her as a not great person is insane to me#like#none of the characters (minus ekko) (and id begin to argue vi as well) are wonderful people. they are all grey on the morality scale#every fucking character in this show is flawed i do want to talk on it without being treated like im hating the characters im speaking abou#please let me talk about the nuance without fearing people will take it the wrong way PLEAASEEE PLEASE PLEASEEEE#adding to this shes definitely a good person inherently but good people can make fucked up choices#her referring to jayce & vik as investments IS FUCKED UP GUYS. it IS FUCKED UP. NO MATTER HOW YOU TRY TO SPIN IT.#does that mean she did not care for jayce? no. does that make her a horrible person? also NO#i could go on and fucking on#mostly about how genuienly kindhearted of a person she is normally but i wish i was allowed to appreciate the nuance of her character witho#being afraid i will be treated poorly for pointing out in my own words that she is not a Perfect Person
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ouaaaaaghhh i've been on a bit of a pokemon binge lately......... i should crack open my old pokemon games and take a peek at my teams :,) i wish i still had my old copy of conquest and black 2 though............ :(
#gu6chan's musings#im so sad because literally ALL my pokemon games i've had as a teen i still have#up to sun and moon which i got on christmas when i was NINETEEN lmao!!!#but yeah pokemon was technically my first fandom ig???? i used to watch my brother play pokemon yellow and crystal a lot when i was TINY#but i never ACTUALLY played pokemon or video games in general myself until my older sister surprised me with my first video game console#and video game when she came up from florida 😭 a black dsi with pokemon black; i was 13 and my dad HATED her for it like 'Why are you#giving her videogames??? she's a girl :/' BUT I HAD IT!!!! MY FIRST EVER POKEMON GAME THAT BELONGED TO MEEEEE#i loved the SHIT out of that game and then got black 2; soulsilver and platinum; pokemon conquest; got the 3ds games...#i still have platinum/soulsilver as well as all the mainline 3ds games i believe#but conquest; black; and black 2 i lost :( literally my FAVOURITES i took them everywhere with me (which is why i lost them lmao)#funny enough i know exactly where black 2 IS though; its in the pocket of a jacket i owned but lost back between 2013-2014???#if i find the jacket it will 100% be in there; i just couldn't find the jacket and tbh idek if its still around anymore or is in storage#but if it is!!!! i'll literally cry lmao#black 2 is where i got my first level 100 pokemon; a magneton....... i ADORED that little bastard ouaaaghh....#i dont believe i ever managed to get past the league in black 2 though bc i remember being so pissed i couldnt get to see the other side of#the map beyond castelia city lmao#14-15 years old and i STILL didn't believe in stat moves 😭 i deserved to get shot#But fun fact: I DID get a new copy of Black a few years back!!! only it 1. already had save data on it and 2. it was full of rare/hacked#legendaries young me could only ever DREAM of having so i can't get myself to restart the save data even though i rlly want to.......#oh but funny enough!!! i also still have the 14 y/o dsi i was gifted back then; it still works though the battery cover is missing so you#have to hold it lol#but aaaaa so many fond memories of playing black and black 2... black 2 especially since i never really got to finish it lol#like#i finished the main CAMPAIGN with plasma and ghetsis trying to fucking kill you and all that (Something which i remember being so :0!!!?!?!#when i first saw it omgggg its such a clear memory aaaa) but i think like#i got up to the league and could never beat it........ so i just went back to training my mons till i got a level 100 magneton lmao#so many good memories; i hope i can get copies of black 2 and conquest again someday...
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I'm sorry, I know Tawnypelt is a fan favorite (maybe), but she has to be my least favorite wit how she's pissing me off. "I don't recall asking for a vote." SHUT THE
Did she wake up in a bad mood?? I'd roll my eyes too with this whole "I'm the leader you follow my word to the letter" thing she has going on. I'm starting to think Tigerstar II got his bastard-ness from his mother, holy shit.
It honestly makes me feel less sympathetic for this. I'm glad Tawnypelt feels grief thinking about Rowanclaw, but I wish they set up that grief a bit earlier to explain her attitude. But they didn't, and now I'm too irritated to feel empathetic.
Why does she want to scold them? To make sure they learn? Okay, grandma. Let's get the melatonin.
#changing skies#changing skies spoilers#IM SO SORRY BUT I HATE TAWNYPELT#i disliked her in earlier arcs but here?#i want to punt her into the sun#i simultaneously understand her - she's been through a lot - and i don't#because of THIS. she's noble and all but she's also a complete asshole#asshole characters are hit (Hawkheart) or miss (Tawnypelt)#like when she killed Berrynose. I heard from Tawny enthusiasts that it was out of character#i'm not going to comment on that because I am quite the opposite of a Tawnypelt enthusiast#but here it just feels like she's snapping for every small thing. like#EVERY. SMALL. THING.#Spireclaw and Bloompetal being happy with their catches? “They've got a bit of praise and not much scolding.” Shut it.#She's being annoying in a not-so-good way. Berrynose was funny. Tawnypelt isn't.
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