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uuuhhghhh that picky eater post is making me think about stuff again. no making me sit at the table for hours until i finished didnt make me not picky it just made me want to kill myself over eating
#jasper speaks#is this too personal yeah probably#tw ed#<- not really but like.. catch all ig#i will literally flat out refuse to sit and eat at the dinner table. i havent in years.#at friends houses i still dont exactly like it but in the name of being polite i just eat whatever im given#it was worse at my moms but my dad also used to try and push things a lot until he realised it was not helpful at all#and he does still cook things i dont like but at least he TELLS ME. AND GIVES ME OPTIONS IF I DONT WANT TO TRY IT.#or rather not gives me options but. lets me make my own stuff which i prefer to do.#idk. i think if u hate picky eaters u shall be met with the wrath of 1000 suns#tw suicide#tw suicide mention
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whole cake island live doodle reaction
#jo catch up on one piece tag#my art#made this 3 days ago forgot to post cause wano is hypnotizing ig. my conclusion to one piece so far is i need to draw everyone hugging. the#all love each others so much. need to draw kid and killer hugging next specifically because MANNN#also if i had to pick a fav episode im thinking 957+some of 958?(im watching the kai version so idk) i just love the geopolitics of it all.#everytime i see those seagulls im so happy because it means stuff is happening and thats so cool. also the animation at morgans' office was#sooooo good. the whole ep really. like everything has consequences on the world thats one of my fav thing about one piece#undescribed
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One of these days I will catch up with Blades lol
#i dont know why but like i am a lot more invested in the storyline outside of the party#dont get me wrong the side quests the social interactions are great and ofc the party is like a microcosm almost to what happens outside#but ig mc's whole past and storyline and all that doesn't really compel me as it should#and i wish there were more interactive flashback scenes or the past reflecting into the future than#idk what im rambling about lol but yeah#i havent played a ton of chapters since december i think and I'll have to catch up soon#edit: i dont know where i left off but like yeah i do love beach episodes and the idea of filler chapters#but some scenes just drag on for a long time and I would rather have that conversation play out in a more energetic setting#and have that reflect onto the character themselves does that make any sense?
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11/03/2023
umm, stampede saturday
#daily bunny#070#fan bunny#trigun#trigun stampede#vash#vash the stampede#I hope everyone is enjoying watching me catch diff kinds of brainworms in real time sdfgdhf#the line he's saying is actually the catchphrase of leopold the cat#one day I'll do a redraw bc it's really fitting like sfdghf#yellow pacifist little creature#wiki said this is the eng translation But Actually it's a lil different#the original is lets all live together peacefully#this is more catchy ig tho
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algerian trans women arent able to compete in women sports at all, but yeah its makes no sense to call khelif tme. youre so fucking smart.
(this is a response to this post) i see you don't believe that i'm quoting one of the trans women in my life about that, which is your prerogative. it's also your right to miss my point entirely both about the ways this alienates intersex people and about the rigidity of a binary that comes down to the same shrinking circles terfs draw when they try to quantify what a woman is (speak up for women, the most organised nz group, have now submitted on the human rights act suggesting that all babies be karyotyped at birth and the results be public, bc they can't establish any other definition they agree on. absolutely fucking nobody, not even their christian or conspiracist allies, agrees with them on this one.)
but you don't have to take my word for it! when i was at that consultation with the nz law commission, i was in a room with many other intersex and trans people, including trans athletes and trans women like lexie matheson who consult on trans inclusion in sports at a high national level. i don't think there's a single person in that room who did not name what was happening to khelif as we spoke as transmisogyny, who did not speak of her as part of a group with whom we all shared something.
at the end of the day, prison abolition informs all of my politics. i believe that we must look clearly and carefully at harm and distinguish it from discomfort or disagreement, and identify its structural sources and true perpetrators. i believe that to build a better future we must be capable of imagining one. i believe that we can build a world where suffering is not the metric by which we determine value or punishment or righteousness. i believe that we can build a world where we centre and uplift those who are most hurt, in every arena — black and brown trans women, here; in some of my other work, it's incarcerated intellectually disabled people, or asian migrant sex workers affected by section 19, the list goes on — without then pitting them against other people who share some of the same story and will benefit from the same deconstruction of the systems that hold them down. i believe we can build a world in which asab doesn't affect so much of your life by beginning that work now.
there's a politics of scarcity — you have it better than me, so we have nothing in common. i saw it all the time in brothels, the idea that the new girl is taking money out of your kids' mouths. the viciousness with which people who are struggling are so ready to abandon solidarity. is it so hard to demand better for everyone? to think less about the ways we're alone and more about the ways we're together?
maybe it is. i know that well enough as a prison abolitionist. people get scared. they swing at shadows, they swing at anyone who seems to be suffering less, they — we, i should say, i am certainly not immune — get blindingly jealous of people who seem to have it easier. that's grief! that's grief for the easier life that we deserve. and we get to mourn, and take that time to feel it, and then we can choose if we want to keep working hand in hand with each other toward a world where that grief is dwarfed by the promise of the future.
#tony muses#tony answers#or you could simply say that she's not a trans woman instead of trying to make these terms fit? 'exempt' does make no sense here#unfollow me if you don't like what i'm saying! i don't intend to harp on it i like my little corner of tumblr and don't want this to spread#rbs still turned off anons also going off bc frankly i need to catch up on all my irl commitments and on local organising#and on the day job which is international organising related lmao#i really really cannot say this enough: even for the people i know who are both terminally online in trans circles AND organising irl#committing to more of the latter makes you feel a lot better about the former#also as always: i live in new zealand. i think half the problem with trans discourse is that people cannot imagine not just a better future#but a present in which there are communities less dysfunctional irl than this big messy online one#and that's saying something given how much i've vented on here about local dysfunction#i know a lot of people — mostly trans women — on here + twitter who feel afraid to have these conversations in public bc ppl act like this#and they have better things to do#technically so do i but unfortunately last night i was upset so i've opened another can of worms ig#which fucking sucks for me because every single time i have this conversation it devolves into people refusing to believe my csa history#or that i was sexed the ways i was as a kid
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Hm... I do not have a good perspective on this, because I've only read an itty bitty bit of The Iliad and I am now about halfway through The Odyssey, but I think that Odysseus is a much more sympathetic character than Achilles.
#it's really interesting to me though because... like i imagine both were about equally sympathetic to the greeks? i'd imagine?#like it's interesting to me that it's probably just the cultural difference of. like. not a very “honor/glory in war” culture. i guess.#also it's interesting to me because i've read the aeneid... three times but always with a focus on the first half#so maybe odysseus is just more sympathetic to me because the first half of the aeneid is basically the odyssey#i still think of aeneas-at-the-end as somewhat sympathetic but it's because you see him devolve i guess? you see why he is like that#whereas. and again it may be because i haven't actually read very much of the iliad. i feel like achilles just starts off Like That#when i'm done with the odyssey i'll go back to the iliad and update my Takes on it.#i was supposed to read the whole iliad for class like for last week but i was so busy that i just. did not get to it.#i have to read the odyssey this weekend for class next week so. i figured it made more sense to read the Relevant Stuff rather than try to#catch up on both in one go. but i do hope to return to the iliad.#also god bless the emily wilson translations of these things. i don't know greek so ig i can't have an opinion but#the vibe i'm getting is that emily wilson translations are to greek epics what shadi bartsch translations are to roman ones#dante dicit#classics#aeneid#odyssey#iliad#oh also it's just SUPER interesting to see all the commonalities between the odyssey and aeneid. like “ohh so that's why there's a stag” et
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lilia is amazing humans took loved ones from him multiple times and he still chooses to love them
this is the type of shit that joker-fies characters and hes like nah i love my son and i would love for fae and humans to live among each other in peace
#ugh how HOW#theres ppl like this in real life u know#thats amazing!?#shit happens and im like “...i think im done here dont talk to me ever again.”#lilia vanrouge#twisted wonderland#god im not done yet catching up#but im guessing the knight of the dawn and raising silver really had an affect on his view of humans#...and then im sure with all his traveling that also had an affect#but even then#u think that would only really make him indifferent#its so easy to get caught up in negative feelings#but nah he seems to really like humans lol#ig his age would also be a factor#he has had a lot of time to process and mourn im sure#silver being the way he is makes more sense now lol
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here’s to hoping that hw manages to correct their typo in noontea’s post-chorus bg lyrics in time for the full release—
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#***not really a spoiler bc you can hear the lyrics in question in the crossfade itself#…though. i guess if it’s not a typo. um. it still makes sense… in a sense.#like. well. it could be a reason for why they seem to be speedrunning nghy’s story. um.#i really really love nghy but i do think their story’s a little rushed atm?? like slow downnnn let us see nagisa enroll in uni first pls—#ig i’d say that i love the ending but am a little unfulfilled by the journey…? if that makes sense…#man~~~~ *do* i have thoughts about this single lmao. i love seeing nghy canon but~~~~~~~ slow down plssss my aged brain cant catch up~~~~~#long story short: they p much yadda yadda yadda’d away nghy’s romantic development almost as bad as lxl’s falling for each other in meoto#and. aaaaaa. hiyori… wdym you’re only *now* thinking of yourself as a heroine once you got a bf…#said bf of yours has told you that you’ve always been his heroine… take his words to heart plsssssssss#**again; not really a spoiler: it’s right there in the description of the crossfade~~~#i do hope they release a nagisa answer song that covers his tokyo uni admissions + [noontea spoiler] moment and such…#give us more of their love story about the no. 1 most earnest love in the world!!!!!!!#they’re so stupid in love with each other p l s give us more of them auuuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa#y e s they’re finally canon but i need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#pls release the nghy merch hw~~~~~~~ stop forcing her to thirdwheel lxl and let her be happy with her bf~~~~~~~#a n y w a y s ~ ~ ~ let’s all tl herohero and noontea ✨together✨ the more interpretations the ✨merrier✨#(also bc herohero has some really confusing lines so i need confirmation bias lmaoooooo)#ahem. anyway. live laugh love nghy; nghy canon that’s all goodbye~~~~~~~~
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I get it was an important moment but... he's so cute when he's asleep!
#ash rambles 💚#in this scene you see ash next to him#and she takes her long coat off and drapes it over him like a blanket with a soft smile#my partner in (not) crime 🔍#I've got a real soft spot for him when he's sleepy#it was when i realized i had a thing for him ajdjajdh#didnt think much of him until that scene in the first game#where he was super drunk and passed out over the bar and made that cute sleepy noise when you pressed on him#all it took for me to fall in love was hearing him whimper apparently- yeah sounds like me BAHAHAHA#i adore him#ash and him have known each other since their 20s (didnt fall in love till their late 30s and early 40s) so they work really well together#they're a set <3 do not separate#man... him at the end of 6 is so sad-#but whatever#he's so cute when he's sleepy!#I've gotta get up early tomorrow.. gotta do some shit before class#also I'm gonna go visit my cousin! he's only a few days old. kinda ugly but he moved around and tried to open his eyes when i held him#so maybe he likes me? it's okay kiddo! I'm the coolest big sis you'll ever have!#when you're older I'm gonna make you play so many video games 🥰🥰🥰#anyways back to y.akuza#time to go catch some 💤s! preferably in D.ate's arms! my lovely detective!#and tomorrow after i study a bit (since i am determined to start this quarter off on a good note!) I'll play L.ost J.udgment!!!!#S.UGIURA TIME!!!! MY LOVEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i played only enough to see him lmao then i went back to y.akuza 6. but now i can focus on him!#okay goodnight for realsies#mask off 🎭#or good morning ig#good evening? afternoon?#good timezone.#yawwwwnnsss
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*staring blankly in a mirror* Made in Abyss sure is. a show
#thats literally all im willing to say about#a youtuber i like just posted this huge analysis on it. so im catching up#watched. well. two of the three movies (first two are kinda just recaps) now all i gotta do is watch season 2👍#but i got the ick on me now. the uhhh goop if u will#my love for really fucked up horror takes me to some wild places ig#one might say. to the abyss😏#also!!!! the movies are rated fucking pg13 on youtube????? girl help
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thinking about how one of byan's nicknames was originally supposed to be yanyan, hence the url byanyan, but it never caught on/stuck bc it was supposed to be specific to only certain people... so it just hasn't been a thing for three whole years but i haven't had the energy to come up with a new url
#tbh I think they'd still love having it as a nickname bc it's very cutesy but again. only from certain people#they used to be like. a little more 'kawaii' focused than they are now#like they still ARE but they've leaned more punky than I originally intended#so now they're punk kawaii egirl where they used to be strictly kawaii#idk maybe I'll implement it into their history like I did the strictly cute all girly fashion#maybe between the ages of like 13-15ish they tried to make yanyan work while they were dressing entirely femme#but they didn't really have any friends - or at least none that lasted - so it just didn't last like they wanted 🤔#idk I'm in a weird place tonight so I'm thinking about oddly specific things lmao#honestly I think part of why the nickname didn't catch was bc I had a HELL of a time getting new mutuals that first year/year and a half#so there wasn't a whole lot of variety in people I was interacting with/muses byan was becoming friendly with?#they def haven't had enough friends who are as into cute things as they are 😔#but also byan is in itself a nickname so a nickname FROM a nickname is sorta weird too ig??#ahdgksg ignore me ignore me I'm a little unsober so I'm just rambling lmf#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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#bruh this t*eil news is fucking me UP!!!!!#for so many reasons#mostly bc its making me paranoid. i already was 👀 bc of all this news lately popping off about korean men#i was like 'wait...exo are korean 👀🤨😬' and this coming out of NOWHERE!!!! oooooooh my goooood bruh#i had to listen to please please please by sabrina carpenter and that shit hit TOOOOO hard#this is so crazy like a big fear of mine and why im so hesitant to trust men theyre so scary man#AND literally while watching yeols live last night i was fangirling but when i found myself giggling too hard my mind was like#'girl you dont know this nigga fr...what if hes...?' and then id get scared lol 😩#yet in the same breath....#chanyeol cant catch a damn break broooo like this news dropping on the day of his album release is killllling meeeeee#this debut is such a mess and i hope that he doesnt get effected by it the same way the other nct members are#lord help us all#i feel i have more to say but this is the main shit. like my brain is whirling and im getting really freaked out idk its just chilling#the world is a sick place frfr. and ig always just be prepared for the worst when it comes to your faves cause you really never know#anyways gonna listen to yeols album. the mv was cute but damn the song is so short 😭#justice for yeol 😔✊🏾#.#inner mono
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SIX SIX SIX FORBIDDEN ANGSTY ROMANCE WITH KAVEH?! Inspired from the song shameless by camilla cabello. Reader and kaveh are spies from opposing agencies and they encounter each other at a party (for one of the missions) inside a huge hotel.
When they both reach a VIP room to get their mission done, the owner of the room comes in and so they have to hide in a secret corner. Bodies touching, eyes searching for each other in the light sneaking in and breaths competing in speed.
All their previous encounters, rough words, soft touches and whispering conversations along their gazes come back like a bitter memory to them. They want to touch each other. Melt into one and fuck this forsaken life. But they cant. Their hands are just wandering over one another, fearing to touch another yet burning inside because of the intensity. So their glazed eyes try to satisfy what their heart and bodies cannot.
Anyways hows your day?🤩🤩
ok this took me a while to answer bc i was thinking about how i feel about this LMAO
mmm despite being on opposing agencies you two are on amicable terms, in fact you quite enjoy his company. and of course because your bosses hate each other, they would send their best to try to secure this highly classified and lucrative mission away from their rival.
and so all dolled up you get, in your best dress as you make your way into the ballroom, an intricately designed mask on your face as you scan the crowd for your target. but instead of the objective your eyes land on a familiar figure, one whose eyes are already looking at you.
despite the sea of people between you two and the mask covering half your face, you still managed to find each other. and maybe you could blame his brilliant red eyes for being hard to miss, but you have no excuse for how your legs start to walk towards him, nor the smile that graces your lips at the thought of meeting him once again.
kaveh can’t lie and say that he didn’t first think about possibly crossing paths with you again when he received this mission. knowing the importance his boss placed on it, it was obvious that part of the reason why was because his rival agency—your agency—would be competing for it as well. would it be unprofessional of him to be excited for a mission just because he might run into you? kaveh doesn’t spare it a second thought as he makes his way into the party, he himself dressed to the nines as per the dress code. though that isn’t the only reason he’s put in the extra effort to look nice.
his breath catches when he finally spots you, even with the mask on he knows it’s you. from the way you walked to your dazzling smile, kaveh feels his heartbeat quicken as you approached him, his own two feet taking him to you and meeting you halfway.
pleasantries and smiles exchanged as you spoke, keeping a comfortable distance between each other despite the small tug in your heart to take another step, lean a little closer. but you easily quash such thoughts, your mission still in mind as you spot your target out of your periphery.
with sharp eyes, you observed your target, disappearing behind a door with a lady on his arm. it doesn’t take much to piece together that they are looking for a more private spot, and if you were to get close you needed to blend in. a plan quickly formulates in your mind, your eyes shifting back to the man in front of you.
it doesn’t even take a second for kaveh to catch on, spotting the target of the mission and putting two and two together. in his mind he knows what you’re doing, he knows that as you take a step forward, closing the distance between you two, and your eyes softens and your body language takes on a more flirtatious undertone. he knows you’re just putting on a show, in a party full of masked people, it’s not uncommon for two people to meet and follow each other behind closed doors.
and so he lets it happen; he lets you lead him by his hands, your smile pulling him in and soon you find yourselves in a hallway right behind the same door the target has entered. just as quickly your body language changes again, now more professional and serious. although kaveh knows this mission is just as important to his agency as it is to yours, right now he just can’t find it in himself to care about it all. he’ll gladly let you take it, and face the consequences later.
he watches as you navigate your way in the unknown space, trailing behind you while still maintaining a keen eye of his surroundings—a skill that was drilled into him since his early days on the job. the hallway leads down several doors and prior reconnaissance of the building telling you which doors lead to what. if your target is as high-ranking as you were told, an intelligent guess leads you down the hallway, deeper into the building.
the further you go the less doors there are, now just a long continuous hallway turning into a corner. the carpeted floor helps to silence your steps, but in turn muffles the steps of waiter you can’t see just around the bend, exiting the room after serving an important guest that you can only assume to be your target.
with no where to hide in the empty hallway, getting caught sneaking around where you aren’t supposed to be would be detrimental to the mission. the server’s trolley was already turning the corner and you needed to do something now, something that no one would question what two people in a secluded hallway are doing. you’re quick to think your feet, an apologetic look in your eyes when you turn to kaveh before pushing him gently but as quickly as you can against the wall.
without a word you kissed him, hands finding its way to his cheeks as soft lips pressed against each other, albeit a little rough and messy. kaveh doesn’t need a word; his hands wrapping around your waist and he pulls you close, easily keeping up with you as the server lets out a shocked gasp when he finally turns the corner. you hear a flurry of sounds as the poor worker scurries past you two making out against the wall, apologising profusely with his head down.
out of the corner of your eye, you make sure the server was gone before pulling away, taking a generous step away as you compose yourself. not the most graceful kiss but you needed it to look believable. you bowed your head a little, muttering a stiff apology before continuing on your way, as if it was all in a day’s work.
kaveh doesn’t say a word, his eyes merely following your figure as you walked away. the wall behind him was cool in contrast to how hot his body felt, supporting him in such a crucial moment where he felt his legs turn to jelly with you so close to him, invading his senses so suddenly. no amount of providence could have possibly prepared him for how good it felt to have you close, how your body felt pressed against his. how right it was.
and he can’t say it doesn’t sting when you march on forward, seemingly unaffected with only the mission in mind while he was left reeling, a little out of breath and his mind a mess. what is a man to do? does he run after you? and what then, what could he possibly say to you? or does he leave quietly and give up probably the closest chance he has to learning how you feel? the seconds tick by as you get further and further from him, and kaveh makes up his mind.
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a/n: i think it’ll be funny if the bosses of the opposing agencies are actually like lovers to enemies and that’s why they hate each other LMAO also i hope that everyone that read through this whole thing was jebaited by suggestive angsty romance and instead got soft pining and longing YIPPEEE
#my day was great btw i went to watch barbie with my friend and got to catch up with her 🫶🏼#u guys remember when people were laughing about how ridiculous it is when in movies people can’t recognise each other with a mask on#and then covid happened and we all realised it is ACTUALLY difficult to recognise people when half their face is covered lol#anyway reader is ME btw#kaveh my love 🫶🏼💝💕💘💞🫶🏼🥰#my soft boy he deserves to be loved tenderly !!!!!#yea no angst bc i’m not in the mood for it#i like forced proximity but not ACTUALLY close bc i get lowkey claustrophobic#so just like forced to be in the same space#also i didn’t think i was gonna write this much#but there’s a lot of build up ig#i also listened to that camila cabello song in full for the first time bc of this ask#didn’t really vibe tbh but whatever#six.writes#genshin impact#genshin impact kaveh#kaveh x reader
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there are things that you don't do for a year or more and pick up just right where you left off and these days i fear loving you might be one of them
#double meaning on that but. yeah.#it's like. i haven't touched the imaging software i use for an entire year. soldering iron in decades. pick it right back up. to my surpris#muscle memory is crazy#i don't draw for months and pick up right where i was with a few sketches bc the work you put in stays even when you don't actively practic#when it's something you've practiced weekly and daily it sticks with you and ig that's good#but then it's like. the horrors. that haunt you. yk? what if a part of me will always save a soft spot for my ex. what then.#what if I'm fine now and I'm doing okay and i don't miss it and I think i'm okay moving forward and i see her and suddenly I'm on the floor#what if some part of me that was in love never really went away what if i haven't managed to kill all of it yet#bc i genuinely would not know what to do. i. i don't want to admit it but one of my worst fears is liking someone who doesn't like you back#and what's even more horrifying is if it's obvious. if everyone can tell. and usually I'm good at hiding it! (not really) but it's just. id#it's shame in liking someone who you tell yourself you don't want to like and you know you shouldn't. and not having control over it.#hoping praying that either she does something that turns the little switch in my head that sends her into the unforgivable category#or that i become straight. or that i become straight. mhm. yep. or ig the other option is i get a crush on someone new but like. mm.#i kinda have gotten w every person I've had a crush on since hs and i kinda don't think im ready for another rs so soon.#the baggage i just got is. hm. idk i kinda don't wanna unpack it. it's something that can easily be done if i had the missing pieces but.#i don't think I'm ever gonna get them. so. instead I'm gonna take. maybe another 3 months or 5 months or a year or a few. to just. slowly.#idek. it's just triggering old things. bringing me back to when i was 14. i never really got closure from that either. it took me 3 years.#I'm sure this time it'll go away faster but idk experiencing it a second time has a different feel to it. idk. it's weird.#it's like. idk. it's like you're watching it happen and you're not even there anymore. idk. i really don't know.#oh. I've been dissociating.#idk maybe it's for the best i really don't know i really don't know and everyone says i have to do what's best for myself but idk what is#my life is on track things are moving forward I'm doing better and healing but i can't escape the feeling of dread#something is going to catch up with me sooner or later and idk what it is idk at what intensity and idk if i will be ready for it#but anyway. when you love someone intentionally every day for a while. when does it go away? will it go away?#or will i have to live haunted by ppl who are alive but changed. so practically dead w/o the opportunity to mourn. for the rest of my life?#like i don't think i get it. loving this person was like. cooking and eating. intentional. ingrained into everyday life. effortful.#what if my mind does forget but my body still remembers. what then. what if it's like searching for sth you don't remember having anymore#ig I'm just trying to figure out how much to forget these days. how much won't hurt if it all comes back to haunt me#delete later
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theres a chance a huge amount of stress will leave my body tomorrow
#if i 1. talk to my group and convince them to cut our interview plan in half due to time restraints#2. finish the first full draft of the thesis#im not sure if that’s going to be it bc there’s a chance i’ll have to write a methodology chapter#but that’s fine ig#like if by the time i have to do it i’ll have all the regular assignments sent out#then it should take me one afternoon which isn’t too bad#oh and the wretched email. ughhhhhhhhh#i cried really hard for like 40 minutes today#i was meant to finish this weekend but ofc i didn’t#but tomorrow. i will finish this finally#and maybe i’ll feel even kind of alive for the first time since february#📓#fingers crossed lol#i feel so behinddddd on everythinggggggg#and i need to ask my mom to give me money back and maybe order yarn later this week#and maybe finish the lacan book and this other short thing#and take them back to the library#and then when i have everything finished i’ll catch up on the crotchet blanket and read the novels ive been putting off bc of stress#and there should be adam i ewa on stream too……#and i’ll rewatch the lethal company vods too bc i just remembered how funny they are#god february was such a time
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Y'all what is it with 2024 and people saying (or have said) the n word left, right and centre??? is there something in the air rn bro cause what-
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idk whether it's cause it's happening more or if it's just there's more coverage but these are the ones in the past month but there are actually so many more like bro???
And that's not even accounting for other smaller creators or situations with like only 2 people covering it
#correlation ≠ causation but y'all idk im noticing some patterns here#like is it really that hard to just not? yk#people really just be collecting these -phobic and -ist like Pokémon#gotta catch em all ig#also unrelated but#I've been saying y'all a lot more lately#idk y tho#never spoken to someone who uses it often either lol#anyways sorry for the excessive tags#too many tags#too many thoughts#ALSO UNRELATED BUT MY HOZIER MERCH IS IN TODAY❗❗❗
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