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linoprint test!
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#i had to make itttt#also the good final official other synonyms print looks terrible so im sticking with this one haha:)#only good thing about that one is that i kind of fixed the inside of the clouds#inspo is:#tired tired sea#linocut#print#lino print#im not sure about the english term#traditional#ink#home#sea
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cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, “comes back wrong” trope, implied fighting, angst
When Bakugou died, you’re not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldn’t find the energy to drown.
It’s why there’s a sudden uptick of energy when you’re promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what you’re about to witness. And you’re horrified, to say the least.
“This isn’t my husband.” Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband but—but his hair isn’t the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand but—but it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.
“Is that really my husband?” You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugou’s head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember but—they hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.
“I left you.” He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if it’ll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. He’s cold and his shoulders don’t hold the same mass and his back doesn’t carry the same scars. There’s one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think that’s where they slipped a new spine in.
“Welcome back home.” You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totally—Katsuki. He’s stiff and he doesn’t immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if you’ve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if he’ll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if he’ll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.
“I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after he’s moved back. You don’t know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but this…man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. It’s alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if he’s more robot than Frankenstein monster.
“Why did you come back to me like this?” You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that he’s sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, he’s never been so cold before, he’s never liked the cold.
“Is this considered cheating?” You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes too…un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.
“I’ll come back to you right this time.” Bakugou promises to you when he’s strapped down to leave for the lab and before he’s sedated. But you don’t believe him—you never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything you’ve lost and something you will never truly get back.
#I was writing this and then checked my dash and saw another post about this#and felt so guilty and almost didn’t post it aidjdkfj#but I love this trope too much to delete it!!!!!#I’ve written about this in my published book before and it’s one of my favorite things I’ve ever written#there’s just such a deep heartache about having to grieve someone#and then the grieving process being interrupted by the one you lost#and battling with their death even though you still look at them everyday again#but it’s just not right?? it’s not the same??#they have the same face (kinda) but it’s truly not hem#not them* heck#it reminds me of a convo I had in a psych class about making a new cloned version of yourself#where the question was ‘is the clone/new version still you? or are they an entirely new person now?’#and at first I said they’re still me you know? they have my face n body n memories#but my prof told me no!! after they have been cloned they are sentient and are now their own person making new memories apart from you#and I thought that was soooo interesting and it makes me fall in love w this trope every time#you’re my person but only a version. you’re who I love but a newer person. you’re not them. you’re everything I’ve missed about them#so heartbreaking I LOVE ITTTT#sorry I’m rapping it’s the sleep meds kicking in#okay bai#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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#I had 0 doubt about it#But they kinda nailed that#Bc I can certainly imagine I wouldn't be able to make eye contact lollll#she talks!#daft wee posts#dragon age#veilguard#the wigmaker job#Pls read tevinter nights its acc so good#lucanis dellamorte#datv#Yes unoriginal idea but I like itttt idc lol
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listened to anthems for a seventeen year old girl one too many times and now i’m having Feelings about the fact that mha is Over, which are nicely summed up by:
#can’t you come back :(#it always makes me so sad when a series i like ends#adventure time had me crying#but mha is on a whole other level#i’ve been into this since 2019#i can’t believe it’s seriously Finished HELLO#it’s the story of how izuku became the greatest hero and now he’s done telling itttt#wahhh wahhhhh#wahhh#i feel like a big baby when i talk about this to people but seriously it makes me feel so EUEUEUEUE#i grew up with this anime#the nostalgia mixed Something Else is unreal#i’m rewatching the early seasons and suddenly i’m 10 years old again#anyway#i love tjem so much#i miss tjem#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha#bnha#anthems for a seventeen year old girl
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2023 Hungarian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#ignore me ignore me i was doing this before the race but everything was fighting me#and then the beginning of the race i shouted omg omg#but heyyyyyyy loook at him hehehehehe#BUT SERIOUSLY WHY IS EVERYTHIGN FIGHTING ME THIS MORNING#the gif making my tv everything UGHHH#and im so stressed for the rest of this race#but i saw my boy so i had to!!!!!!!#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#fa14#2023 hungarian gp#2023 hungarian grand prix#not to be defeationist but ughhhh this kind of gif is like the only kind of content i envisioned for him before we knew the car was good#and now look whats happening...#I DONT WANT ITTTT ASTON FIX YOUR SHIT PLEASE#we do a little bit of f1
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the borgias is my favorite show and i think it's the best show ever made and all. however, there's just this one aspect that is genuinely hilarious to me and i mostly criticize the show for. the writers suddenly trying to make the viewers massively despise juan by turning against him and disingenuously writing him in his final moments so the watchers won't miss him or sympathize with him by making him a walking danger as an excuse to kill him off and prop up cesare's character. they wanted the audience to root for cesare at juan's expense and make his death seem necessary lol. they truly thought they served with this one, like maybe juan's character was shamefully abandoned by the writers (as well as his family except for rodrigo) but david oakes had many people sold with the way he played him to perfection, improvising and making juan remarkable, tremendous, and humane. the show is obviously a classic masterpiece, but in my opinion about the juan part, simply rushing the writing of a tragic dying character on a show for weak reasons is pure disrespect.
#i love the way juan was written off is something that didn't sit right with the rest of the cast either. they know david was done dirty#not to mention the corny ass hashtag they tried to trend to celebrate juan's death lmaoo 2012 was really something#it's why françois and david GET ITTTT#their insights literally go against what the writers were trying to make us Believe LOL françois and david were like No ❤️#you know when the actors get the characters more than the writers themselves because of how much they lived in them? YEAH!!!#they tried so badly to paint cesare gutting juan and throwing him off a bridge as “heroic” then BAM here comes king arnaud!!#calling cesare an envious monster SJSJJSNSEJ#françois literally admitted that he had the writing on his character's side meanwhile david's character was thrown under the bus#as if it wasn't enough for them to villainize juan by giving him all historical!cesare's negative characteristics !!#that being said. like or hate juan...his presence was truly missed in season 3 lol#juan borgia#cesare borgia#françois arnaud#the borgias#period dramas#period drama#neil jordan#david oakes#borgias#text post
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I think its really funny that this is the first thing i draw for this podcast. I dont really have a design for either of them yet so i just kinda went off the last fanart i saw.
#malevolent john#malevolent#malevolent arthur#malevolent fanart#Im at the end of 24 rn when arthur is hitting the guys and im just like “noooo stop itttt youre making it difficult to sympathiiizzzeeee”#“malevolent arthur... 😈”#The amount of times ive had to pause this episode to put my head in my hands and say “arthur please shut the fuck up” is astounding#I love it here
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Edit for my bf
#og post#project sekai#emurui#my edit#emu otori#rui kamishiro#it was just gonna be a black emu edit but my bf was so happy with the emurui crumbs I had to include that twink#this edit was originally a lot more pink and saturated but I wanted to keep it softer and winterly#but I was a bit too late into this edit to make it like that#I.e i was already so far into this edit so I got lazy lol#I have a lot of trouble using lighter and softer palettes I’m a huge saturated colors kind of boygirl#it’s fine tho I’ll just keep practicing#CLICK FOR VETTER QUALITY OH MY GODDDDD TUMBLR PLEASE STOP KILLING ITTTT
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can't remember if i posted this before but kevjean montage to jessie's girl and thea is jessie
#he wishes he had jessies girl for real.#cause shes watching him w those eyessss and shes loving him w that body i just know itttt#he wants that cookie so bad#txt#kevjean#thea is a friend.. yeah i know shes been a good friend of mine.. but lately somethings changed#and it aint hard to define#theas got herself a girl andi wanna make her mine :(
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i cant get screenshots of it because my laptop starts shitting itself every time i try but "i find my magnetic personality quite attractive" "and yet when youre near me i feel repulsed" LOVE LOSES 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#sorry i hate it when people make every little interaction they have about shipping but when i saw this i was like Lmao. love loses#simimlar energy as knuckles saying he would hate sonic if he was a worm in the twitter takeover#tailstube#tailstube spoilers#idk how to tag this#also if theyre doing a thing wiht talking to the hedgehog characters i kinda wish they had gotten silver and amy in there#not just sonic and shadow#but whateverrrr i get itttt its the year of shadow and theyre trying to talk about his Lore a little bit#and also 4 guests for a normal episode might have been a bit much#i know the holiday special had 6 guests (7 if you coutn eggman showing up at the last minute) but that episode is a bit different#in terms of what theyre actually doing so theres more room for more characters. does that make sense
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I apologise if it looks wrong or off in any way. 😓
CRYING SOBBING EVERYTHING OMFLLLL THANK YOUUUU BELLA LOOKS SO GOOD!!! YOU EVEN ADDED IN HER LEG AND THE HAIR DETAILS THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE IT 😭🥺😭🥺💖💖💖
#twisted wonderland confessions#twst confessions#father twist's preachings#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#twistedwonderland#lilo and stitch#twst yuu#I love this so much you don't understand omflll THANK YOU#This really make me think about what kind of look she'd have for the Stitch event like if she had scars from her time on Berk#or if she'd have long or short hair depending on when I'd place the Stitch event. She'd probably have her long hair actually lol.#Lore: The short haircut was done by Rook and Vil during Book 5 while she was sleeping and she was PISSED cause they cut off her braids too#WAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT ITTTT
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Happpyyyy cuz everyone is so nice to meeee
#shut up alli#i’ve talked about it before but artists who are enthusiastic abt being commissioned oc x canon all go to heaven forevah#like omggg everyone is so sweet about itttt yayyeee#idk WHAT about Hades kicked up this frenzy I haven’t had since I was like 12 but god i am very fixated rn#and now I have a job to fund it too HEHEHE (in moderation….i promise)#and you know me I go big for every character I make so my lil Hades oc has fun lore and in depth writing so it’s just neat :]#i will upload her to artfight soon…perhaps after I commission her a lil ref sheet from an artist I like#and you know maybe I’ll try and branch out and meet some friends in the fandom…uhhh i havent sought community in years but we’ll see#if I can be employeed I can make new friends cuz social anxiety is stupid as hell and non applicable when you work in customer service LMAO#anyway goodnightttttt
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trying to get over my dumb anxiety so i can share the art i commissioned and PAID FOR because my dumb brain tells me i'm not worthy of having art i PAID FORROROROOROR
#reminder i PAID FOR ITTTT#its so nice#its by an artist i adore and im so lucky i was able to get one of their last commission slots#but my anxious brain is like 'wow poor them they had to make art for your dumb fic and ideas'#shUT UPPPPPP
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Hello!!! Looking for help finding a fic
It’s a Nightwing/dc fic? I think it was called the Nightwing project or project Nightwing or something along those lines. I remember it being a pretty messed up sladick fic, mostly smut tbh but there was also some really good plot there, dick goes undercover as slades apprentice etc etc the usual spiel, I’ve looked everywhere and simply. Cannot find it. Any help would be appreciate its multi chapter and fantastic pls.
#dc#Nightwing#dick grayson#slade wilson#sladick#it was like. so good but so fucked up#i had it saved on my phone but just by name not by link and now I cannot find itttt#help#also open to similar fic suggestions tbh#young justices#the Nightwing project#batman#young justice#justice league#i remember Slade like makes dick fight sum guys in like the second chapter and then commits the unalive on them#i think Conner was in the last chapter????#same with the justice league
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is there anything worse than feeling like ur the only one putting any effort into all of your relationships. el oh el
#feels like this with all my friendships tbh#im like the only one ateting conversations individually or in the group chat#im the only one trying to make plans#(except when they make plans without me 😭)#ughhhh im trying not to be insecure and needy but its so hard bc it really does feel like nobody wants me around until they need something#and i cant even talk abt it bc first of all i dont want to upset anyone esp the one living w me rn#but also it feels like im already the one doing all the talking and i did share some personal stuff recently#i want to communicate and keep conversations going and open up bc we're usually all very supportive of eachother and share things#but i feel like im the only one doing that#anyway.#misery#this is a good problem to have compared to most of my life i've never really had close friends before this#its just depressing and upsetting#i was already in a pretty bad insecure place before all the drama lately amd hadn't shared bc i knew it was irrational#but now ita way worse and with everything going on i cant even talk abt itttt#i hate this i hate it#not to be bitter but i've been thinking abt that saying if you want a good friend be one and 🤨#all my friends do is use me honestlyyyyy ✌️🤪#they want a place to stay for free but can't be bothered to talk to me ever or invite me when they make plans with our friends lol#they're always begging me to put together these bonfire parties they like bc i have a nice yard but its a lot of work#and nobody helps me set it up and they begggg me to do it when the weather is bad and i dont want to but i do it anyway#then they exclude me from things#literally lisa simpson they're using you for your pool.gif#i dont even have a pool tho#anywayyy i hate feeling like an afterthought when im in the group and literally no one ever seeks me out unless they want something#and im trying so hard to be a good friend bc im just so glad to have friends but nobody seems to want me around or want to talk to me#and i dont want to be annoying 😭#also im the oldest in the group but not by choice there's just no girls my age in our orbit#my only adult friends are middle aged and the only one im close ish to just moved out of state#anyway im not that much older they're mostly young twentties and im mid twenties
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WINNIE WHAT THE FUCK??? WHY WOULD YOU???? PELANGI MAKES ME FEEL ALL GIDDY AND IN LOVE AND SWEET BUT THE LYRICS PUNCHED ME IN THE THROAT THEN DECKED ME IN THE FACE. IT’S SO BITTERSWEET. ADDED TO PLAYLIST.
SO true.
#moots — ♡#AAAAA I KNEW U WOULD LIKE ITTTT#THE VOCALS THE LYRICS THE MELODY THEY ALL MAKE ME SO LOVESTRUCK#oh my gosh let a whole UPRIGHT PIANO DROP ON TOP OF ME#idk why but it reminds me of winter???#AND GLANCING AT THOSE BUTTERY AND SWEET PASTRIES THROUGH THE GLASS AT A PATISSERIE#BUT NO THE LYRICS JUST HAD TO BE SO SAD??
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