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nevlartery · 15 days ago

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31. Celebration

[ID: A black and white sketch of Red Hood being accosted by children dressed as Robin for halloween]

#dc comics #jason todd #dick grayson #aaaaah i did it #i had a really terrible couple of days #and i feel bad that this isn't that good #but oh well #happy halloween everyone #red hood #nightwing #sketches #batober 2024

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al-luviec · 4 months ago

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juvie buddies

#alek art #td duncan #td mal #total drama #total drama all stars #(if i want to get technical)#2024 #duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16 #ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different #duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt #scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it #duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here #i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a #gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because #i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though 🙏 i dont #see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo #but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it #duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his #privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in #juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike #is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon #madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together #duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault #mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a #lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he #knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt #matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify #had me messed up

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yuseirra · 3 months ago

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Every time I revisit the comic I feel people around Ai were fortunate to have her

she's really kind inside. She loved everyone so much.. no wonder her name means love

#oshi no ko #oshi no ko spoilers #hikaai #hikaru kamiki #ai hoshino #many took her for granted..overlooked her pains!!! but they won't get someone as good as her so easy(that's why everyone misses her now)#I don't really want to blame her bf..he had terrible things going on and he was a kid too. he's all right on this regard in my opinion #BUT THE ADULTS #they just tossed her in the industry and thought she'd fare well all on her own and Ai really tried. She did her best. that's so realistic #hopefully people will be more attentive and kinder to each other in real life #doodle #spoilers #aand I'll be off for a trip.. I won't be able to draw the next couple days!#I'll miss drawing~

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moonchild-in-blue · 6 months ago

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#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them #and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual #and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it #i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha #it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing #that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before #my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up #is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop #and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it #maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but #man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc #idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later #probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void #anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself

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cacw · 6 months ago

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puppy barnes copium

#ed 2389473298 #ed tw #<- just in case. because i guess it kind of is #i think it's fun to think about the specific ways he would struggle #a couple years ago i stopped being able to eat meat for maybe 4ish months because seeing it made me feel sick #i think like w all the blood on his hands (even pre ws) he'd have a hard time going back to eating meat normally. does that make sense #like with that metabolism he would need a shit ton of food to get him through a day #so i'd imagine not being able to keep enough in to sustain himself would do a number on his recovery #it's probably something he would have dealt with for a long time too because once you fuck your body up like that #it's hard to come back from it. he could and WOULD it's important to note that he can (and did) heal #but i wish there was more in-universe content about what he was going through. alone #after eg in particular because he was obviously very lonely before fatws #he very obviously was doing terrible no friends no family and that therapist was doing an awful job. so #even in wakanda we don't really see him especially close with anyone at all. he had a bond with ayo clearly but it's hard to say how close #they were when none of it was showed #and then he fucks off at the end of fatws like no come back. you're not done #world's loneliest puppy #capwoof

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 2 days ago

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#I've been sick the last couple days and today i did a terrible job at hydrating so now its 1:30 AM and I have a migraine #haven't had one in a while and only just discovered i didn't put my soft ice pack back in the freezer so its not cold #so im stuck using a rigid one wrapped in a towel and it sucks ass #really want to take my migraine meds but in the past 10 hours I've already taken dayquil excedrin and my night time meds #which there were a couple hours between the dayquil and night time meds but i feel like theyre canceling each other out #don't have any nyquil unfortunately #kee speaks

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yooniesim · 1 year ago

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some ppl that work in healthcare... really shouldn't work in healthcare.

(heavy heavy tw for medical situations & death/child death in tags, do not read if you're sensitive to it... I'll delete this later just had to vent)

#ceci speaks #nonsims #delete later #was just thinking about all the terrible things ive heard while being a hcw #from fellow hcw #and reporting it never helped because it was all shitheads all the way up #then i see more assholes going into that work and its like #really #ive experienced so much death since covid started and truth be told #it messed me up pretty badly and changed me as a person #im not the same person i was four years ago #and i wonder #would it affect you the way it affected me #would you change and grow some empathy if you had to see that many people suffer and die #even with some of them being terrible people it still hits you somehow #you think youre tough and youre hot shit when youre in school #and a couple years later youre not even blinking when youre trying to get blood out of a dead three month old #but when you go home you hyperfixate on the fact that it could be you or anyone you know at any time #i remember the christmas i watched three people code and die the same day #and the baby that already had rigor in their little feet bc theyd been dead in the crib way before they were even brought in #im not even a nurse im in lab for gods sake #but lab and rad dont escape this shit either #and i think if youre already a person with low empathy #the trauma must turn you into some of the people i worked with that just hated everyone they came into contact with #being cruel to patients or discriminating against them #why even go into that work if youre that kind of person #and i dont mean hcw have to be angels #its a difficult and grueling line of work that is underpaid and understaffed #but how hard is it to not be fucking evil #dont become a hcw if youre a discrimatory evil fucking piece of shit is what im saying

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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give me more horrorkiller content i say as i proceed to post solely about full mtt/mttpoly. i cant I CANT i cant just SOLELY post about one of the duos...... i cant JUST post about 2/3 of them it upsets me. everything MUST be in a trio of else i merge into my bed and rip my skin off when i try to get up

#it physically upsets me when i make 2/3 mtt content #i literally feel EMPTY like.... THIS IS NOT COMPLETE!!!! THEYRE NOT COMPLETE!!!! I NEED THE THIRD OF THE SET OF THREE DOLLS!!!!!!#maybe its just because i have a tendency to want completed things. royale high back in the day was terrible for me the collector #me at miniso opening blindboxes until i get the very specific 3 that represent the mtt idc how much it costs #i just choked on spit while typing this thats how i know that mtt content without the third is a curse #even if i did make just solely a horrorkiller post id just bring dust up in tags 😭😭😭 it would just end up being mtt poly in the end anyways #horrordust but i physically cant resist the urge to type out killer in tags #the dynamic just doesnt feel complete and im being so fucking serious about this #there is something MISSING from horrordust. horrorkiller. kist. something very wrong missing #the ship hits because its mtt but it doesnt feel SATISFYING without all three #i just cant explain it but there is an inexplicable whole in my soul that cannot be filled unless its with full trio #like just..... theres an aspect to the perfect group that each of the trio satisfies #this is absolutely an old thought but one that will never leave my mind #when youve become so inlove with the mtt that you simply like the concept of three now on its own and cant fathom one or god forbid TWO #3 is my favorite number now..... bc of mtt....... ermmmm...........#orange is my favorite BUT like.... red blue and purple as a group are tied for it in my heart #a lot of my favorite things have shifted because of the mtt #so when you (me) ask me to do anything BUT in threes i ask you......................... do you want me to kill mysel #i pat my dog 3 times on the head to signal im done petting her #ive trained my hands to be able to shuffle between ✌️🤘🤙 on instinct now. its routine #god i make everything about the mtt its not even funny. only true mtt fans have made a song cover singing as them #i demoted myself to number 3 fan in my bio during my little mental break i had a couple days ago #but 3 is still high for the sheer amount of mtt fans that they are so i really dont care..... someone else can have spot 1 and 2 but 3 #tricule rant

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buttercup-art · 3 months ago

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#been thinking about Noa and Hugo lately #i know i've had him pine over her a lot #not like in a super pathetic way? i imagine he would play it cool most of the time. he's been rejected plenty of times before #but more like he wants her attention and approval but he doesn't exactly know why #i mean he wants her. he knows that #but i don't think he'd really say he's 'in love with her'#even if he really feels that way about her. even if her companionship is something he NEEDS as a human being #because i do think he's lonely. but i also imagine he'd be somewhat proud about that considering he has a massive ego #like he's cool and and a badass and doesn't need anyone. a lone wolf #but that lonely feeling does sting after a while #and it's kind of the same case with Noa. at least being lonely and desiring companionship #BOTH of them are asses and no one can really stand them being around tnem #but they CAN stand each other. they may be a little different but they're pretty like-minded #and that's what i love about them #because at the end of the day they're partners. both 'in crime' and romantically #it might take some time to get there though. and a whole lot of issues to work through together #but they do end up happy and being terrible to everyone else as a team #like an evil corporate power couple lol #sorry for rambling i just wanted to talk about this #it's been on my mind lately #otp: golden shot

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ghosts-of-love · 1 year ago

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not to be mentally ill but today when i went for a walk in a nature reserve i was climbing a hill and it was cold but so so sunny and everything looked beautiful and i saw so many cool things and i stood there and was like damn what's this feeling in my chest and why am i smiling so much?? my guy,, it's called fucking happiness. i was just present and content in the moment and couldn't contain myself so kept doing the silly arm shake thing i do and grinning at everything and then was like woah what's this feeling. fuckin, happiness dude.