#i get why but it just. it felt wrong.
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the more i think about the spoilers ive heard and also where i clicked āpauseā and never clicked āplayā again, the less inclined i am to finish Vikings Valhalla season 3 and goddddd that is so depressing because the first two seasons are SO good. far from perfect (i will never be over the audacity of killing both of Leifās female love interests) but so fucking enjoyable and while season 3 started well, where im at in it and where ive heard itās going is not making me wanna get to the end. iād rather pretend it ended at s2.
#vikings valhalla#look them killing Liv annoyed me especially when they brought her back so briefly to follow Leif around#but them killing Mariam is unforgivable š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤#and rn Leif has that one woman whose name i donāt think we learn and who only exists to sleep with him in s3#maybe she comes back and has more of a role#but after the glory that is Mariam? nah man#and the notion of Harald and Leif parting ways is unconscionable#their friendship and bond was one of my favorite things in the show#so to part ways in ep3? nope nope nope#from the spoilers ik they do meet up again#but also from the spoilers i know where the show ends them#and me no likey#also them having Leif burn all his research was just heartbreaking#i get why but it just. it felt wrong.#anyway#i need to vanish to edit bye āš»
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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way theyāve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and iām not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasnāt able to direct ppw in a way that didnāt make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and thatās why we keep having to deal the āno one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each otherā complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and donāt get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other oneās lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#iām sorry for picking on ppw but iām a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldnāt have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe iām completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and donāt get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if thereās a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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nobody ever talks about the fact that the elves and other species are right about humans. we have destroyed this planet and shannon is right to talk about it. but all anybody talks about is the "the elves hate humans unfairly!!!!" stuff like yeah. but also no. they have pretty valid reasons. imagine if there was some species ruining the ecosystem and your government was doing absolute jackshit about it, like it would be difficult not to feel superior about it
#it's so important to me that kotlc is a CRITICISM of US the HUMAN SPECIES#why does that fly over everybody's heads. why does nobody ever talk about it#all i've ever heard people be mad about is the āelves think they're better than us????ā thing and like. guys calm down. they're not WRONG#will you listen to the message for like zero point two seconds before getting your knickers in a knot#<- i'm not british i swear i just felt like saying that#not saying the elves are right to be so superior but guys there is NUANCE here#kotlc#kotlc lodestar#lodestar
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#Iāve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#Itās one part why I havenāt shared much art lately - I donāt get happy enough about the āqualityā#then just donāt share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because Iām not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isnāt even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CANāT do that - even if it wouldnāt fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep āfailingā at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarionās stupid chin OTL
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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.
#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic#ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries#hazbin hotel sera#seraphim#hazbin sera#emily hazbin hotel#hazbin emily#hazbin hotel emily#emily seraphim#hazbin hotel#PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S#I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH#I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES#i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags#sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so#charlie is ALSO trans because i said so#i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but#i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans#rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh#like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i š her#sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! šš#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... š#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg šØ#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ā¹ļø#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL#like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee šØ
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I think the real reason Zuko is my favourite is because he started out as an antagonist. And then became a protagonist.
I love the tortured character. And I love the dark and edgy aestheticābut purely as that, an aesthetic.
The problem, however, is that that aesthetic comes with the brand of male characters that are never narratively challenged. They're the poster children of cishet men with power in real world and they're just uwu wet kittens.
I know certain parts of the fandom treat Zuko like thatābut that's not what canon did. The narrative doesn't brush his wrong doings under the rugāwhich is where we come into the antagonist aspect. It's because he starts out as a bad guy, the narrative never has to defend himāhis whole deal is that he was wrong.
I think this whole thing happens because people (writers included) confuse protagonists and heroes. Your protagonist can be a jerk, but you have to narratively hold him accountable for that. Whether you redeem him or not.
But they never do that! Because that would mean your protagonist was never a hero!
Well, you wrote him to be a jerk, of course he ain't a hero. Why are you trying to bend the narrative to accomodate him when you didn't set him up as such?
In Zuko I had all the characteristics I like in that particular genre of character, without undue apologism. He's wrong and the narrative doesn't shy away from it. Eventually he gets better.
Honestly it's refreshing...
I like that we got this character archetype, because let's be honest, Zuko is a character archetypeābut we didn't have to see it through a male-gaze. I call it male-gaze because these kind of characters are always men.
#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#like we never get any apologia for him#mai calls him out on his entitlement#katara hating him is NEVER portrayed as her being in the wrong#etc.#it's why gangster movies are somewhat okay#the narrative doesn't try to defend them#but if it's a rich boyā¢#oh boy then we're in trouble#because EVERYONE'S gonna try and defend that#i just felt like word vomiting
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i tried so hard to fight it but im just actually so disappointed with veilguard.
as a video game, its fine! the gameplay is fun and itās visually stunning. but as a dragon age game itāsā¦ not good. even if we somehow ignore all the massive world breaking lore inconsistencies, itās supposed to be a story heavy RPG. but itās so shallow, so surface level. there are so many issues with so many of the decisions the devs or ea or whoever made leading to the final state of this game and itās actually so sad.
I feel like im grieving what couldāve been, making new saves in hopes itāll somehow be better this time around, and it just isnāt.
#dragon age critical#veilguard critical#dragon age#spoilers#dragon age spoilers#the more i think about it the more i realize how much is wrong#even little things like why lyrium is red#or like why is neve/bellara just fine after being completely blighted?#why do we get a little -blighted- status effect that means absolutely nothing?#why are all the factions sterilized#why canāt I be an asshole? why do all my choices end up coming out kind of snarky goofy like they chose my personality for me?#why canāt I even be a properly SERIOUS or stoic char like#I know itās not an open world but it actually feels like it too. there are other way better games that are closed world but it doesnāt FEEL#closed world#only arlathan felt open. every other location was so underwhelming#idk itās so sad bc iāve been waiting so long and I rlly tried to give it a chance but itās just so disappointing#idk thereās too many things to even list here#im just sad :/ and I think im done playing#da:tv
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i know for a fact i have made this post before but for me it's very important that bbc merlin is a pointless tragedy. it wouldn't be good (it's frequently not good anyway but it would be a lot further away from good) if it wasn't a pointless tragedy! it's simply not arthuriana if it doesn't go past the high point of the heroic/legendary/high medieval romance stuff and end with detailed rundowns of exactly how everybody got betrayed and died like that is what makes it real arthuriana to me and not just a silly show about a wizard
#'why did he die at the end! why did they make us miserable? why can't we have nice things!'#BECAUSE IT'S ARTHURIANA OKAY .that's what HAPPENS#if you're doing arthuriana you're not doing it right unless when you finally get to the end of this endless string of knight adventures#the main guy is like. dead and you're like well . what am i supposed to do now#like when i first read the great illustrated classic abridged king arthur in third grade and got to the end ofi t#and guinevere had been sent to a nunnery and half the nights had died in this battle or that one and merlin had been stuck in a cave#and then arthur dies and bedivere chucks his sword in a lake and then the book just ENDS#and i sat there consumed with emotions id never felt before. well i would've been disappointed if the end of bbc merlin had#NOT made me feel those emotions again#but it did. to me that is in fact its greatest success#merlin#q#like. dont get me wrong i like a fixfic as much as the next guy and in fact i plot them out all the time#but you cant DO that if the original material is. like. already happy#or meant to be
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People don't want character redemption they want a revenge plot from a story that was never supposed to be about revenge
#this is about#katsuki bakugou#guys izuku never wanted revenge on him š#āhe never received punishmentā yes one of the story points is that hero society created an environment that was lenient towards bad behavior#katsuki had a strong quirk so people just wanted to be in his good graces. he was never taught that he was wrong.#that's one of the problems with hero society.#also he never received direct punishment however throughout the story he experiences many misfortunes that are directly#related to izuku which ultimately lead to them getting closer and him realizing l#BY HIMSELF that he was wrong#and then he started to atone for it in whatever way he could#but i don't know what the fuck you guys ever expected him to do#he apologized. he got impaled for izuku. he died because he was close to him. he devoted the next eight years of his life to funding#a project that could allow him to be a hero in a society where that is unheard of and discouraged to say the least#like what fucking else do you want him to do??? omg?????#he even stopped calling izuku ādekuā even though the name no longer held a negative connotation because he felt like it was wrong for him to#continue using it as the person who gave him that negative nickname in the first place even though izuku said āyou don't have to#force yourself to call me izukuā#why do y'all care about the punishment of a bully more than the person who got bullied cares about it#āhe doesn't feel guiltyā POINTS SO HARD TO CHAPTER 424 WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKERS READ#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#bkdk
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so that's it huh
#*sigh*#i have........... thoughts#not all good ones#don't get me wrong this show is incredible no matter what... but season 2 felt so rushed & act 3 was by far the worst offender of that#like why the hell did we barely got any vi & jinx scenes in act 3 when the story is supposed to be centred primarily around them?????????#it felt so focused around jayce & viktor - yes we needed their resolution like i *get* that - but what about the SISTERS???????#and you're telling me that jinx never even referenced isha after she died???? just nothing????????#plus apparently no one cares that heimerdinger died?! is the tree okay?? how did sevika end up on the council??? hUH????????#i will say though i loved mel's & ekko's storylines like they were the most interesting characters for me & also the absolute mvps of act 3#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane act 3#act 3 spoilers#arcane 2x07#arcane 2x08#arcane 2x09#arcane fandom#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane series 2#tv show tag#tv shows#spoilers#league of legends#arcane netflix#arcane league of legends#arcane: league of legends#riot games#fortiche#major spoilers
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#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ā¤ļøāš©¹
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i'm so proud of myself bc someone in a class yesterday claimed that the word dƤmlich changed meaning and used to mean something like damenhaft originally ā and i didn't correct them!! bc as we all know people ~in the past~ HATED women so of course they changed it to meaning stupid š¤š¤ ā which of course is untrue both generally and especially in this case... and it's not like i have to be right about everything all the time but i hate misinformation especially when it assumes that everything in the past has always been done with malicious intent, so i have to let at least you know that:
a) dƤmlich has the same origin as dumm, deriving from something meaning foggy-brained and very originally deriving from meaning dark (hence also DƤmmerung)
b) Dame of course derived from lat. domina, lit. meaning Herrin
#lin#and i never get why the teachers don't correct things like these#i felt (almost) like when that one person said that Der Spiegel was an example for a tabloid newspaper#to this day i wonder what went wrong there#and i can only assume that they had never read an actual newspaper in their life#and literally just confused the words Bild and Spiegel#because they are kind of similar when you look at them just as words?!??
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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and Iāll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail
sorry got in character for a second
Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though
congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)
#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it#honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest#idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in#nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial#fallen london#ask#it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up#and we LEAD with that?? Okay#definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way#i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like#and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here#HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire#nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again#i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru#but i do have a handful of thoughts on it#it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future#beyond the choice between rewards at the very end#and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time#im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes#anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even
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Day 301 | id in alt
I missed them even though I doodled em a day or two ago.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#inumaki toge#Inumaki you dont deserve the slander you get oh my fucking god#im sorry i saw a joke post that effectively put Inumaki n fucking griffith in the same place and i felt like everything was deeply wrong#even as a joke. mein gott why the hell are you puttin teenagers with an even worse version of hitler dawg#probably just me just sayin shit. m sorry berserk jusy kinda pisses me off#its mostly the people that basically dickride the bitch but y'know
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with peace and love and all the understanding that this is the least serious shit in the world bro what do you meaaaan mikeās love language isnāt words like brooo that boy is a yapperrr he tries desperately like once a season to tell eleven how he feels and is constantly telling her how amazing and important to him she is like his heart is constantly pouring out of his mouth so bad itās actually a problem for him. he couldnāt say āI love youā because it was too scary and vulnerable because the words mean so so much to him like. cmon.
#debate me stranger things fandom#this just feels like the one thing this side of the shipping wars gets wrong a lot and it drives me slightly insane#like cmon#Mike? not being able to use words?#I know heās awkward but boy is he trying and I would say mostly succeeding actually#also like#he explained exactly why he couldnāt say ily in the text#Iām not actually being smart here#whatever had to get this off my chest felt cute might delete
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Danse has to get homesick In Sanctuary. Like despite being uncertain of how much his past is real including times with the Brotherhood, those memories were home. The Brotherhood was home especially the Prydwen.
No matter all the comfort and the luxuries SoSu could put to make him feel more relaxed or like itās his space itās still not home. Itās so unique to him cause everyone else has a home in a sense. A thing or place they can come and go to as they please while Danse doesnāt. He can never go back to the people he considered family and they can never go to him without serious consequences. It doesnāt help that (due to his own faults and beliefs) a good majority of the new people in his life do not exactly like him.
Itās so isolating for him as the wasteland is also a different culture in general. Theres so much heās not used to vs what he is. But all in all I think thatās a good thing. I feel as if Danse had a better arc in game it would 100% have him learning or developing a sense of home before a sense of self. I think it gets overlooked that Danse is a person that likes or feels like he needs to belong to something. A cause, a philosophy, a mission. He needs a goal. He must learn to live for himself and his purpose but itās clear he wants to find that through something which is why he latches onto the Sole Survivor after rather than just wander the wastes. He needs something, anything to base a sense of self on at this point in time and who better than the person that opened their home to him in the first place.
Heās a dude that needs a foundation or home to ground himself on or else he doesnāt know what to do with himself or even start.
#my persona take it thatās why despite Danse being an ass to the other companions at time SoSu gets it cause they remember when they just#woke up from the vault#like the world was so different and the things they thought were outdated wrong or nonexistent by now#Danse has a long way to go but they know how hard and detrimental it can be to do it by yourself and they know Danse would get better if he#actually learned and lived under not the bigots of steel#cause I put him in sanctuary after and he always stays far from everyone like strong and patrols the edge like heās avoiding everyone or he#is not comfortable there so I imagine heās like getting used to and actually letting it settle heās a synth#his life if he wants to call it that is a lie and th wonky place he felt like he had a purpose now wants him dead#and finds him a disgrace and he certainly does to cause of bos propaganda#like heās racist but the story clearly shows you itās like this is what been enstilled in him cause he can get better that blind betrayal#and before I get someone being like but he only gets better cause he experiences the oppression and like yeah#he got yanked out of a pseudo religious organization with highly conservative views for the setting and was put at thr opposing end despite#all hes done and rhe brotherhoods supposed loyalty to each other doimg nothing tk belp#him and now hes realizing thag if he was a synth and didnt know ans lived a life fully beliving he was human#than maybe the brotherhood was wrong abouy things or at least synths#like hes not gonna change over night and bethany esda certainly does not know how to right charactwr arcs well in this game#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#paladin danse#danse fallout 4#talking about him like i ever side with the brotherhood
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