#i fucking hate it here sometimes

[neptune-scythe]

current mood is repulsed aroace pissed off at sexualization of my favourite characters when I was just trying to absorb some content about them and their personalities/aesthetics instead of just seeing a bunch of posts about them being thirsted over

[obayashi]

doing the country challenge on letterboxd (watching at least one film from each country on the LB world map) and as i work my way thru the short films from some of the smaller countries on the map and read reviews it's becoming so clear who actually enjoys engaging with + finds meaning in film and art in general and who looks at it as, like, a game that can be won or leveled up. there are so many comments on films produced in countries with no film industry to speak of, saying "i only watched this to turn the country green in my stats" and rating it two stars? like what do you mean you aren't overwhelmed by the inextinguishable human drive to create? so sorry that nauru, a country with a population of 12,000 whose land has been ravaged by phosphorous mining and public funds depleted by economic corruption, hasn't produced a coppola-level epic for you to watch. sorry the short film about a group of boys in eritrea who collect beles fruit and swim in the lake didn't have any 1:1 allegories for you to feel smart about picking up on. kill yourself

[cinamun]

2nd hard reboot of the day...

[halfberry]

I made a post a while back saying how disappointing it was that whenever I search tumblr for ED stuff to vent and talk about the frustrations of bullimia and binge eating disorder I get hit with a tsunami of pro ana people and every now and then I'll get a pro ana blog reblog/like it and come to my page and reblog my shit and call it "thinspiration" and it's such a fucking downer getting a notification like that. We are not agreeing we are very much disagreeing and I'm so sick of putting my mental health on the back burner to protect the fee fees of some manipulative, self centered narcissist and don't tell me that "they can't help it it's not their fault" fuck off with that I don't have to put up with their shitty lives negatively impacting mine. I don't want pro ana ANYTHING anywhere near my space at all so I'm just gonna ignore, block and report that shit whenever it comes up for me from now on. Sick of this detrimental shit on my journey when I need to vent.

[multidimensional-trashcan]

y'know one of the things that piss me off the most about the elections in germany? that the party (Freie Wähler) of the guy who didnt even apologise when it got out that antisemitic flyers had been found in his backpack at school had the biggest increase in voters in bayern (bavaria). and the nazi party (not the same btw. its called AfD) got the second most votes in hessen (hesse) and the third most votes in bavaria.

[finecutvoidsalt]

love it when I’m feeling overwhelmed in a building with bright lights and tons of people talking where I’m expected to be engaged and involved in conversation or at the very least be visibly paying attention (because I can’t just sit and listen with my eyes closed because the lights are too bright and my head hurts) and so I make the executive decision to sit in the bathroom with the lights off for the majority of the time and am then asked by my father what’s wrong, are you alright? And I respond with idk I just feel bad mentally. He says I’m sorry you aren’t feeling well, what do you think is causing this? and I say maybe it’s the fact I’ve been expending massive amounts of emotional energy every day for the past year or so with very few breaks because I’m taking care of my elderly grandmother who has the beginnings of dementia, and today I also spent 5 hours in a car and have been entertaining my very excitable 3 year old niece for several hours. and he says. this bitch fucking says I think you’re under a spiritual attack. ok then. you can keep your opinions to yourself preacher man

[hopelessrromantix]

I spend ONE NIGHT binging Wednesday and now everyone's talking about vanilla extract

[thisispersonal]

I swear to god.

[lotus-pear]

the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical

[cetoddle-archive]

i was trying so hard to come in in a good mood i even tried listening to my favorite music on the way here and as soon as i come in i’m getting bitched at abt random shit if it’s not one department it’s another

[sweetmapple]

Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too

[candycatstuffs]

screencap redraw + color palette fuckery bc the hyperfixation is reaching critical levels in my neural pathways

[ringosmistress]

[darknesspervades]

I LOVE BEING TRANS!!! I LOVE SEEING THE WORLD IN ITS SPECTRUM OF COLOUR AND BEING FREE TO EXPRESS MYSELF HOWEVER I WANT!!! I LOVE THAT I CAN EXPLORE MASCULINITY AND FEMININITY FREE OF RESTRICTIONS!!!!! I LOVE THAT I'M PART OF SUCH AN ACCEPTING COMMUNITY!!!! I LOVE BEING TRANSGENDER!!!!

[bunnyboy-juice]

bunny butt: shiny edition ✨

[op is a femme dyke, he/ze/bun pronouns]

[shrimpari]

“I made a pact with Vol, a pact of Blood”

Strahd von Zarovich and his very, very good friend.