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🎤 、AIDOAB / Assigned Idol At Birth A neoagab for when one feels that they were assigned idol at birth/their gender assigned at birth was idol! Coined by The Prophetess (or as far as hir knowledge goes,,)
tags: @radiomogai
[PT: AIDOAB/Assigned Idol At Birth
A neoagab for when one feels that they were assigned idol at birth/their gender assigned at birth was idol!
Coined by The Prophetess (or as far as hir knowledge goes)
tags: @/radiomogai /End PT]
#✿ 🎀 𓂃⊹ ִֶָ#cw eyestrain#i think its eyestrain idk its bright#cw bright#aidoab#assigned idol at birth#hello tag readers im planning on doing vtuber at birth too :3#the autism got me#mogai coining#neoagab#neo agab#liom safe#mogai gender#mogai term#mogai flag#mogai#liom#liomogai#liom term#liom community#liom coining#liom flag#gender coining#random niccolo trivia: english is my first language but also not at the same time. i learned it first whenever i was little but then#i forgot it mostly idk why#then i relearned english#all is well guys🙏
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsuki’s home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isn’t anything surprising or something you wouldn’t be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma it’s just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal it’s just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if I’m stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsuki’s whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsuki’s background is so funny because she doesn’t like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we don’t know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes there’s dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and it’s probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether there’s physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so it’s basically just Schrödinger’s physical abuse for no reason#I’m not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if I’m just stupid but there’s multiple interpretations but it’s seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk it’s weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again I’m sorry gang I’m not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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I got bored.
For those occasions when the straights can't fathom why you ship The Gays™
#i was inspired#mostly i just saw deadpool vs wolverine but it got me thinking#made because my sister didn't completely understand why we all thought the honda scene was gay#and because the few times we share a fandom she doesn't always understand why i ship something#ill use this to make her understand now#also considering making some specifically for yuri polycules asexuals and various genders lol#but for now its just the gays™#“why do you think they're gay?” bingo#shipping#crack shipping#gay ships#gay shipping#yaoi#fujoshi#i dont consider myself that last one but i feel like they'd appreciate this <3#uhhh and other tags idk#aml speaks#bingo card#bingo#this was made at like 7am idc if it looks good or not it was just for fun#ship bingo#shipping bingo#gay ship bingo#gay ships bingo#gay shipping bingo#listen im just trying to cover all my bases here ok#and yk what only cause i mentioned it in the tags#poolverine#aml memes#forgot about that one lol
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"Oh! If only she wasn't a cop," Amanda sighs endlessly as if she wasn't an infamous pig herself.
Perez did eventually confess to joining the forces for health insurance to fund her transition. Amanda then introduces her to the wonders of DIY HRT.
It's good to find somebody who gets you
#amanda young#lindsey perez#saw fanart#saw#saw movies#lindsey/amanda#sawtism#sawposting#FORGOT THE SHIP NAME#they’re just chilling idk why lindsey is being so intense i think its bc she hangs out with strahm too much#a choice i heard many americans consider but none i know ended up going this way for various reasons but mostly fuck that#drrbt art#drrbt talks#perezyoung
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gouache painting practice :3
#painted over an old ink doodle that looked kind eh#also forgot to add eyelashes but eh this was mostly to get used to gouache a little mroe and i almost got the hang of it#i think the problem is that its not greattttt for layering. like u can and i do lol but idk#also its cheap gouache so that might also be why lol#anyways i mainly just need a better more opaque white and ill probably be better at painting lol cause i only have a small tube of white so#dont use as much paint as ai porbably should#anyways i have a few more practice piece that i might finish up digitally eventuall ymaybe lol#art#doodle#gouache#painting#gouache practice
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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new di x warrior cats
name explanations and more info below :3
basic stuff
-each agency is a clan, not each unit. 14-15 clans would be silly and then we would have some clans with 5 cats and some with 2.
-starpro -> lightclan. i couldn’t call them “starclan” for obvious reasons. light is somewhat synonymous with star, so i’m going with that.
-cospro -> nightclan. i don’t think the cats in warriors know the word “cosmic”, but cosmic implies cosmos implies night sky, so we’re going with night
-rhyth lin -> rippleclan. ripple is sort of a synonym to rhythm….? this one was hard
-new di -> fortuneclan. this one is a stretch but neither “new” or “dimension” have synonyms that really fit a clan name. fortune is something that relates to multiple characters in new di though
-starclan still sort of exists, but the cats do not believe in them the way they do in warriors. they are more of a nursery tale than anything, and select cats (ex: tatsumi) believe in them, but it is not written into their code. medicine cats can still interpret signs, but they do not necessarily think of them as coming from starclan.
-medicine cat forbidden romance is not a thing here
-intermingling of clans is ok and common
-there’s like. other cats in their clans besides just the enstars cast i assume
cat names/why i chose them
fortuneclan:
knights
-tsukasa -> scarletstar (scarletblossom) . he is the leader of fortuneclan because he is one of the new di reps for the summits. both scarlet and blossom were chosen bc of his last name (scarlet is a red color… kinda similar to cherry…. and blossom for the cherry blossom).
-leo -> lionheart. ok this one is kind of cheating because lionheart is already an existing warrior, but…come on….
-izumi -> silverspring. sora describes his color as silver, and spring is in his first name
-ritsu -> frostmoon. his first name means cold moon according to the wiki so i just rehashed it
-naru -> goldenroar. since she doesn’t like her first name i didn’t want to use “storm”, and her last name can be read as “thunder” but that’s a little too close to storm? so golden for her hair and roar for her last name
switch
-natsume -> sageeye. a sage is similar to a wizard, and eye is in his first name . also the “dovesong” mentioned is wataru :)
-tsumugi -> bluewing. he is a bluebird. warrior cats probably wouldn’t straight up call a cat “bluebird” so i put wing there instead. deputy cause he’s the vp
-sora -> skyspring . sora means sky. spring is in his last name. i could have used “stream” instead to differentiate him from sena but i think spring is cuter
mam/df
-madara -> tawnystripe . tawny bc it’s like kind of close to calico if you squint. stripe(s) is in his last name
#my art#enstars#ok so maybe we WOULD have 5 clans bc guess what was announced today#a new agency. and a new unit (or fucking 5? idk)#BUTWHATEVER#um i don’t know why i did this it was a joke at first but#then i started getting really into choosing names….#like originally it was just gonna be switch but then i was like hmmm… what if the agency is the clan#i’ve been reading so so much warrior cats i’m about to finish avos and then i’ll be caught back up to where i was#when i started this rereading journey last year#so like i have to apply it to my other interests#i’m proud of the names i chose i think they’re fun#yes leo’s is a cheat but idc#i hope someone else will appreciate this it’s mostly just me doing stuff for fun#i want to do the other units/agencies too but that might be a while cause yall this took#like a week . granted i’m busy rn but god damn picking designs for cats is hard!!#that’s why so many ended up being tabbies i just can’t resist they’re my favorites i’m definitely not biased#but also realistically tabby is a pretty common pattern so it’s fine#my fave design is naru’s btw i wanted to make her really pretty and i think i did ok#ok i’m going to bed bye#also forgot to mention i wanted to keep the names as close to canon warriors as i could so i had to find words similar to things that#the cats in warriors would know#sage is pushing it i don’t think they use sage in medicine . they def don’t know what a fortune is either but i don’t care
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idfk just look at the babygirls :)
#NOOO I FORGOT THE BALD SHINE :(#it's funky to me :)) idk :))#someone said saying XD is cringe so I drew Mikey saying it because IT'S FUN AND SILLY AND YOUR JUST A MEANIE >:(((#drew these while listening to some guy talk about crime? I think mostly..ALSO MY DUDE WENDIGOON; LOVE THAT GUY#bby gurl has her first encounter (jesus that was hard to spell) with transfem voice training?#ig? uhm I first found out of it from One Topic covering a Trans subreddit...I don't remember which-- uh#I have school in like 3-ish hours :) fuckingkillmegoddamnitfuckshirbitchUGGHHIWANNAKMS/SOBBING/MYPARENTSSAYohitsnotthatbadBUTITIS:(((((#hahah now back my regularly silly little guy persona xPP!!#OMFG WHY DID N O O N E TELL ME '03 IS SO FUN AND GREAT AND AAAA (how can I do the shakey stim hands through text—)ANYWAY IT SO FUN ILOVE#oh! OH! UHMM so my mom apparently got me a trisaratops plush for Valentines:)) but I didn't get it till a few days ago because I just went#over a few days ago :p my sister got a bear it kind of looks like a Care Bear yaknow??#I should....add real tags....#uhm ok#2012 tmnt#2k12 tmnt#mikey 2012#michelangelo 2012#leo 2012#leonardo 2012#transfem leo#<-wait does that always have to be tagged? well..I guess for the people who have it blocked yeah :^ I'll leave it:)#my friend....just that thats it just her#idk I was gonna say something but then forgor :((((#okay so I've only seen 8 ep of s1 in 03 and ive seen 12 and rise so I'm gonna put my fav from each so far :))#uhm okay 03: Raph; Mikey; Donnie; Leo. 12: Mikey; Leo; Donnie; Raph. Rise: I have rewatch it :( but from how brain going rn#Lee;Dee;Mike;Raph :)))#or Dee;Lee;Raph;Mike...OR—#okay i'll stop now#OH MY FUCKING GOD I JUST LOOKED AT HOW MANY TAGS I ADDED AND JESUS FUCK HOLY SHIT#if you read all of these...I...Ijust...damn..thank you for listening to my stupid thoughts <3
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Really the best I could make it look; this was drawn on a notepad with yellow paper. Also the "connect to desktop" app apparently likes to spontaneously select whether it's working or not; I wanted to try using it to get this on my computer easier, but I wound up having to do things the old fashioned way, i.e. sending to myself via email and downloading it from there. Boo.
Anyways, it's the boy!! Isn't that grand? I really like the boy, you know.
If you're wondering about the eyes; that's completely intentional! Cobalt was sometimes depicted in the manga as finding humans to be strange, in a way that almost seemed like he found them nonsensical at times, even.
(Like eating through their mouths, for instance; that's irrelevant to my particular take on him, however.)
So I took that a step further and made him... somewhat bad at being "human-like", more so than either of his siblings. Though it's also completely canon that he's not that great at being a robot, either... at least not in all the ways that he was originally designed to be, no matter which origin story you consult for this information.
Thus, a sort of static, mildly unsettling "pleasant" expression as a default; otherwise he'd probably be kind of blank. He doesn't want to unsettle humans, but this is the least unsettling he's capable of making it... at least, for now. He doesn't necessarily want humans to know what he's thinking or feeling at any given moment outside of what he tells them, either, though.
#Mighty Atom/Astro Boy#Mun Post#My Art#Mun Art#Cobalt#... I forgot I was going to give him a tail#idk why but I just feel like this guy Needs a tail; yannow? a cable-like one with a tip a bit like an oversized cable jack#like on headphones or smth. a bit outdated but it's for the Aesthetic™; u know?#eh that'd be hard to make look good with pencil anyways I suppose. plus I already signed it so that'd be in the way...#also it wouldn't Actually be a jack; but it Could function as one; mostly my having multiple moving parts built into it#basically a fancy multitool. he can even use it to plug into things to charge up#not in the same way as recharging his energy/fuel; tho. I've actually got Designs for this... design. heh. been thinkin about my Boy
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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i want more what ever these 3 dynamics are
#milkpost#cult of the lamb#LOLLL LIKE#i think i know mostly the aritrst depicts crown as like third well but i like to think maybe#thr crown manifests of both#Which is why i think somewhat i okay#to enjoyed these trio dynamics#;#Idk i fuckin forgot about the dynamics like said#siffrin is basically what turning to stardust or the head floating one so#Idkkkkkkkkk UHHGHg#Maybe is like the crown stardust is basically what siffrin is and i think the crown is manifest of both consedering theyr eboth wielder and#crown just keep theyre both manage#i will maybe do mine own au fanart thing with this but#OH WAIT I ReMBER#so like you jnow how said 4 or 5 like cthe creakings#And i heard basically is the heartthat controls the creakings to soo#Said this the Heart is basically like the lamb like either or both wileds it narriader#which i thin is okay idkkk i forgot uhhhhhhhg#so basically theyre many people but its only one person controls is basically what crown was#expect its sentients i might well write whole ass google doc about it#but basically is just crown was just like the creaking and lamb was the heart#so ifuess it works#althought it'll be fun to explore more this dynamics trio toooo
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the boys straight out of simripper vs. after i mess w them in blender
#they're actually bald straight out of simripper but#i thought i would spare you all of that#it's very weird to see them so.. idk. bare???#without shaders? & details?#dhestyn looks so pale. like. sickly pale.#idk why blender always washes him out so bad#obviously i figured out how to fix that now but like. man.#& kel just looks flat#like absolutely 2D#it's actually been so long since i've seen them straight out of simripper that i forgot what they look like#i did not realize i changed them that much#it's been mostly gradual changes over time & like. tweaking things here & there#but wow it adds up#rainyrambles
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fuck it, unedited snippet from an early early post-ph scene i decided to write one night
#uhhh. how do i tag this#post-ph#yeahhhhh#this is meant to be a bit after bellum runs into link and linebeck (mostly linebeck) and theyre just. talkin#like a day after running jnto each other so theyre just figuring things out with the shared theme of how tf are ypu alive#i like linebecks response it feels very. 19 years old idk. hes not like. entirely chill during this hes tired and wary#hes just got a lil more humor in thsi bit. writing this to try out how i might want to do bellum’s dialogue#and get his perspective on linebeck’s survival and just have a literal dialogue about that topic specifically#and also figure out some other ideas like linebeck waiting to actually tell link whi bellum is and whatnot#i think i like the idea of bellum having a slighrly childish side with the ‘youre the weird one’ line#some kinda balance between him using more complex phrases and ideas in his speech while also talking casually and roughly#and having little indignant childish moments usually in response to something or to demean someone#tbfh mostly posting this bc i wanted to work on it. cuz ive been reading scps and in my enjoyment of it as a cool fiction collection site#forgot that its like. horror. and fucked up some times. and its been a while since i delved into this kinda stuff and forgot my own limits#yknow how it is. prolly gonna play fire emblem or maybe smash bros havent touched that in a while#specifically smash 4 3ds havent played it in a while most been playing ultimate. i have 6 smash mains or w/e. characters i like#sheik ganondorf lucario greninja cloud corrin. used to do lucina but shes a bit too standard swordfighter to be fun for me so now corrin#anyways this is a decent snippet ig. its a lil funny and kinda gives an idea of the convo without giving too much away#not aure if i want rhem to more or less figure out why linebeck survived in this first interaction. tbh its not too hard i think#since bellum does some deductive reasoning comparing jt to past experiences and is like ah. maybe ill save it#maybe he gets conveniently cut off while theyre figuring it out. tbh it works wirh wanting to have link join in somewhat
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for your canon v fanon thing: ruth or mark :D
IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!!!!!! i got really busy as well as have been dealing with a slight artblock tbh :(
i hope you like them tho!!!!
#also PRETTY GIRL RUTH SUPREMACY!!!!!#also also dont mind my half alt mark he looks disgusting on the outside and i love it <33333#i tried making him look. slightly gross ngl bc he's technically still a rotting corpse the alt side of him has him mostly put together tho#mandela catalogue#the mandela catalogue#ruth weaver#mark heathcliff#suicidal remark#<- idk how to tag mark's finger gun to his head uuhhh :/#also god my style changes so much here..... e w#like when it comes to drawing their canon and fanon versions#idk why it changes DFCVGBHNJ#case closed#ask game#enjoy tho LMAO#(also i just realized i forgot to color in fanon mark's cross necklace but fuck it man)#a2t#friend tag
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YOOO just realized I can also redbubbleify all the embroidery designs I made for myself and never sewed
#it’s mostly bc I was like ‘ok. satin stitch tapestry 5x4ft’ out the gate. which. idk why.#point being when I embroider I do THAT and not the lil things#op#AND the tattoos I won’t get bc I’m picky but still drew. oh it’s so on#I forgot how much graphic shit I do
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was doing the cousin math on jake and baela. they are first cousins once removed (baela is rhaenyra’s cousin) and first cousins twice removed (rhaenys is viserys’ cousin) they are step siblings who share half siblings. if laenor was jake’s dad (he isnt) they would also be first cousins. none of this matters because they seem more like besties than lovers IMO
#and also because my guy is abt to get shish kebabed#sorry normal jake we hardly knew ye#she speaks#idk why i thought they were like 3rd cousins#i think because rhaenys nd viserys dont really give cousin and i keep forgetting that daemon is rhaena and baelas dad lol#also this is mostly from the top of my head. so if i forgot stuff.. say la vee
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