#i feel taken for a FOOL
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every once in a while I’m forced to remember what a crazy loophole they tried to pull with Amok Time, essentially hearing “even though I didn’t sex or die, the shock of.. uhm killing the captain! Made me forget all my feelings for T’Pring! Crazy right! Wild how everything works out haha” after watching Spock and Kirk roll around in the dirt for a couple minutes was fucking wild
#i feel taken for a FOOL#do you really expect me to believe he beat the ‘fuck or die’ primal urges via a fight :/#smth must’ve happened between then and now#surely there was enough friction involved for something to go on#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#spock#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#amok time
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@songandflame
Although accustomed to putting on an act, Benjamin was not used to the rampant filth, flirtatious jeers, and stench of ill repute found along these P.arisian docks. A leering woman with rotting, yellowed teeth all but fell into him and he jerked aside, tugging his coat in closer, lest he find himself robbed of his hard-earned coin.
This was a mistake, he thought. But no...L.afayette had insisted upon this area being prime for potential targets. Men became foolish in the arms of women -- sadly, Benjamin knew this from personal experience -- and attempting to breathe through his mouth to avoid the sour, suffocating stench of human waste, he quickened his step until he was in the heart of debauchery.
There were women all around him -- some young, some old, some robust, while others were barely standing. Benjamin pitied these poor waifs. Avoiding their eyes, if only to fight against his natural impulse to soothe, to aid, he faltered once he spotted a young woman with hair the color of bottled sunshine.
The sun... It hadn't been out in days, and helpless but to gravitate toward her equally crystalline eyes, Benjamin approached the woman with a nervous tremor to his step. He would never, ever debase a human being in such a way, and yet he forced himself to maintain the act as he lifted his coat, revealing a coin purse strapped to his hip. "I..." He cleared his throat, hating how damnably dry his mouth felt. "A moment of your time, Miss. Please?"
A wave of shame rushed over him -- most especially once the other women started catcalling how they were better or more suitable for his needs -- and grateful when she started leading him off toward what he presumed to be her chambers, he held his breath before offering, "My name is John... If you promise to do everything I say, I can guarantee a lot more than coin."
The name was a lie; he didn't yet know if this thin, ashen woman could be trusted -- and offering her what he hoped to be an appeasing smile, his heart knocked up into his throat once the door closed behind them with a loud and final click. "Ah..." Nervously, he reached inside his coat before presenting the coin purse. "Name your price, and I'll see if I can double it. What I've come calling for is unlike anything you're accustomed."
#songandflame#where your treasure lies#//don't feel the need to match me i always ramble like a fool in my starters lol#i'll reel it in on my next reply! hopefully xD#and i only c.ensor words on my OP since i don't want it appearing in the search#that'll be gone next too#i'm also bad at titles lol#but this one is taken from ''for where your treasure is there will your heart be also''#cuz that's obviously c.osette for her
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what everybody else sees:
kit and ty inside:
#this was literally both of them in that sobh scene#i am so messed up bc this scene just confirmed that ty feels exactly the same as kit#like his breath was freaking taken away?!? CMON#even livvy is like “ya'll good or????”#these fools are so gone for each other and they don't even realise they are both pining like mad :')#i've never been the same after this scene#unhealthily obsessed with it ngl#i will actually sob when we get both their povs in twp#im so so so so so so excited#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#secrets of blackthorn hall#the wicked powers#sobh#twp#tsc
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Beginning/Previous/Next
#the sims 4#sims 4 story#sims 4 vampires#DARKER#sasha#gideon#i don't think gideon's ever taken a bus before#sasha shut up#no need to go into detail about the mystery stain#but he's oddly proud of his housekeeping skillz#gideon just wants sasha#it was a misunderstanding#but we communicate#use our wordsesses#they're keeping it all so PrOfEsSIoNal!#*golf clap*#no feelings have been developed here#nope#love my fools
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Relationship status...
#friend was already taken and college drinking buddy didn't feel right/didn't work. and fool's gold is just too good#also the actual scene of stewy saying that line didn't work with the blending so i went with the friend card part#successionedit#succession#tabitha succession#naomi pierce#naetabs#kendall roy#stewy hosseini#kenstewy#kenstew#lisa arthur#shiv roy#shivlisa#beegifs
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hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔
#sylph.txt#everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is#but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho#idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship)#and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past#to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work#it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool#it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up#we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party#but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao#(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers)#(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that)#when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is#but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him#i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did#and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me!#senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself#w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party#similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter#idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny#but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with#that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao
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I FORGOT THAT THE NEXT GUILTY GEAR X2 CHARACTER STORY MODE I NEEDED TO WATCH WAS I-NO…
I abandoned my girl I’m a fake fan…
#it wouldn’t have taken me so long to get back to it if I remembered that!!#the way I-no is written makes me so curious about her…#I’m not sure if her being a time traveler is relevant yet but it *feels* like it is#it seems like she knows what to do to domino affect things going the way she wants them to#and because of that I feel like she’s done a bit of trial and error with the people she’s interacted with before now#maybe even to the point that she’s gotten a little jaded and cynical#… if that makes sense?#my bad if I’m wrong-#I’m a fool. I know nothing. I may sound like a silly clown disclaimer as always#this is theory talk
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while i dont like dream myself and tend to stay away from the main group he hangs out with now (whatever he's even doing these days idk i dont keep up), it baffles me when ppl are like "i dont watch (x) bc they've talked to dream / they're friends with friends of his / etc" like. do you know how many people he's talked to. do you know how many friends of friends he has. most of the popular guys are probably two degrees of separation from him at best 😭
#i wanted to tack this onto a post i was gonna reblog but discourse-ish posts can be taken wrong VERY easily#and i didnt wanna get yelled at kjfghd#i wanna talk im going insane today has been ROUGH and if i dont yell i will collapse#im seeing friends tomorrow all is well. just have to survive tonight. and then survive tuesday.#wanted to get on skyblock but i simply dont have it in me. wanted to draw but i got a bit sick earlier and didnt feel up to that either#on the bright side i found ANOTHER busted computer yayyyyy yippeeeeee new toy#the cmos battery is dead and windows is beyond repair but i have some options to attempt a repair#so im gonna try some of those tomorrow probably#the one i tried today didnt work#and i dont wanna be fooling with it all night#chat
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me wanting to reblog a meme is always an hour of me looking for the perfect meme and 9 times out of 10 not finding the one that scratches the particular itch and then giving up
#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#if i ever fool anyone into thinking i have my shit together on tumblr dot com.... i do not lmao#still not sure if i will find one tonight to reblog we will see#fyi i am still cranking my way through veilguard at my own pace#maybe another week and i'll be done ? and then i can actually give some more detailed thoughts#because i have Things to say. not all of them positive#but we'll see ! this will likely be my one and only playthrough for a while so i don't want to burn out#in the meantime my writing here is dictated by whoever is feeling loud and we all know who /that/ has been lately
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out nowhere i decided to watch focalors' execution again and i feel like crying i love focalors so much
you know she's that highly respected when the other 4 archons had something good to say about her
#by far the best. archon quest#focalors even with her little screentime - has taken my attention so fast. i have heen fooled from the start of the quest#i wasnt the biggest fan of furina's attitude but now seeing what this all means i cant help but feel so bad for thr act furina has to pull#all for focalors. and her grand scheme to outwit celestia#i love focalors so much there's something so fascinating about how whimsical she is with a sword ready to kill her above. chills#i feel so much for neuvilette as well#im not the biggest archon fan until focalors came around ngl#i wonder if natlan is doing any better than this arv#arc*
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To each of the prisoners: Define love.
To each of the guards: Define justice.
OH THIS ONE IS INTERESTING...
Akio: Do I have to answer this.. Why would you ask me that anyway? Is this because of the answer I gave during my second interrogation?.. Fine. I think love is.. Always staying by your lover's side. Never leaving them. Never betraying them. Always being honest with them. Being so loyal to them, you could die for them. Um.. Haha, so he never did any of those things..
Aimi: Hmm, I've never had a significant other, so it's hard to say, haha.. Well, I think love is when you two feel safe around each other! It's when you can trust your partner with anything and know that they won't break their promise and they won't leave you no matter what you do. And no matter what, they will never judge you. Ah, I think you can say the same about platonic and familial love too!
Shun: U-um.. Let's see.. Well, it's obviously going on dates and.. Uh.. Doing all the romantic stuff, y-you know?.. D-do I have to tell you all the details?.. Y-you're looking at me like I don't know anything about romance. And I do know about it, please believe me! I mean, I did have a girlfriend.. A-anyway, love is something that I will never be complete without. I need to be loved. It's like.. If I'm loved, it means someone in this world appreciates me, right? They would probably be sad if something happened to me..
Naomi: Um.. I never was that interested in romance, so I can't really- Hm? It doesn't have to be romantic? I see.. Well, I can't even tell you that much about platonic love.. I'm sorry, I'm really boring when it comes to that, haha. But if I had to think about it more.. Maybe it's when others don't expect anything from you? You can be anything you want to be and you're still wanted and appreciated.. It sounds nice when I think about it, actually.
Kei: Heyyyy, didn't you say that someone like me can't know anything about love? Haha, well, as I've said before, I believe that pain and love can't be separated. Why? The thing is, if someone puts you through so much pain every single day, but you still choose to stay with them and don't even think about leaving them.. Yeah, that's love to me. And if you truly love someone, you'll be okay with them hurting you in some way. That's what Mom used to say. And I love her. You love her too, Eiji. You've never even tried to run away, after all.
Eiko: You're probably not gonna believe me, but I actually wasn't interested in love at all until I.. well, met that guy. I thought it was just a stupid waste of time, just like friendship and all that stuff. But hey, of course I felt lonely. My relationships never had any meaning, the only somewhat deep relationship I have is the one with my dad. So, if you were to ask me about love.. I think love is when your relationship with someone has some kind of meaning. Maybe it makes you happy. Maybe it wants you to keep living. Maybe it makes you feel like you have some kind of purpose. You just know that if something happened to that person, you would feel like your life has become incomplete. That's love to me.
Asahi: E-eh?.. I know that I'm more mature than other kids, but like.. Ugh, fine. So, uh, I think love is when someone gives you everything you could ever want from them. N-no, I'm not just talking about food and toys and that stuff! Though that's also important, of course.. But like.. I-if you asked them for a hug, they'd be okay with it.. And if you asked them to spend time with you, they'd still agree even if they're busy.. A-anyway, I know I'll be popular when I grow up, but right now I don't care about all that. I just wanna have fun and I don't want to think about anything.. Uh, "serious".
Yurika: Your question is simple, so my answer will be the same. It's what I felt for my boss. S-she wasn't just a manager to me. She actually gave me a reason to live. She showed me that I still have worth even if I'm not that smart, not that hardworking and not that productive. She's not like my parents at all and those guys are rich, but still wanted me to work! H-huh?.. "Did you see your manager as your lover or your mother figure?".. Uh.. B-both?
Riku: Let me think.. Well, there's many different types of love, you know? I don't really know which one you want me to talk about.. Oh, so like, love in general? Um.. For some reason, it's still hard for me to think of an answer.. Maybe something like, even if you get sad or angry sometimes, they still understand you and still willing to listen to you? Like, they won't go "Come on, cheer up already!" Oh, also they respect your privacy and personal space, that one's important. Even if I love them, I don't want them to call me at 3 am and start telling me the tragic story of how their cat died when they were eight, thank you very much.. Y-yeah, that did happen to me once.
Reina: I don't know much about it, so I'm afraid my answer won't be that interesting. But maybe.. it's when someone still wants to be with you even if they've seen your worst qualities? No, I don't mean any of that "But I still find them beautiful" kind of stuff. That's actually kinda concerning. It's like, they won't leave you if they see you fighting with someone and yelling at them, but they also won't tell you that you were in the right for acting like that, if you really were in the wrong.
Eiji: It's when all sinners get what they deserve. They get the punishments that fit their sins and they have no choice but to accept it, meanwhile the innocent ones get to finally live a peaceful life. And before you ask me, no, nobody in this prison is innocent except me and Guard 002.
Miki: I'm not really as passionate about it as Eiji-san, but.. I think it's when people who did something bad without any reason and don't feel any remorse get.. I-I don't want to say "punished", but.. Basically, they're not able to do anything to the innocent people anymore. I want to believe that everyone in this prison is innocent and everyone had their own reasons and if it wasn't for those reasons, they would never kill anyone.. But I'm not so sure anymore. So if someone in this prison really is guilty.. I guess I'll have to make sure they don't hurt the innocent.
Hiyuu: I think it's when all people are treated as equals. Even if someone is guilty, I won't treat them like a villain. I will punish them, because that's my job as a guard, but it doesn't mean I genuinely want their life to get worse and it doesn't mean I want them to die. I just want them to see what will happen if they continue to act this way. Pain is the worst thing that could ever happen to anyone, so I believe that even if that someone really did something bad, they should be treated with respect if they're in pain. So you can trust me, my punishments won't be that bad, haha.
#*grabbing the mic* DON'T LISTEN TO HIYUU HIS PUNISHMENTS WILL BE BAD. THEY WILL BE BAD HE'S TRYING TO FOOL YOU- *i get taken away*#i can talk for hours about the expectations duo btw.#both of them are so terrifying and will only get worse in s3 but i also feel so bad for them#tune in for another episode of “sanada family love each other so much but their relationship is so SO TOXIC” <3#if you're wondering yes yurika has accidentally called takame mommy at least once.#imagine me sitting with dark circles under my eyes and staring into emptiness while typing#“nobody is innocent except me and guard 002”#eiji.. sweetie.. are you sure about that..#AND YES MIKI IS GROWING SHE'S FINALLY ACCEPTING THAT SOME PEOPLE NEED TO BE PUNISHED YIPPEE YIPPEE THIS WON'T GO WRONG AT ALL!!#❔answering asks ❔#👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#🌿prisoner 004: chiba naomi🌿#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎#🍬prisoner 007: yano asahi 🍬#🎀prisoner 008: maruyama yurika 🎀#🎸prisoner 009: kuroki riku 🎸#🎭prisoner 010: himura reina🎭#🗡️guard 001: sanada eiji 🗡️#🌼guard 002: andou miki 🌼
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it's like a weird pull of "come on, it's not that bad to indulge a little, so what if you think of obsession and how nice it'd be? after all, wouldn't it be nice?" but i know for a fact if i entertain thoughts like that i'm going to A. spiral back into obsessiveness and become a really shitty partner and qpp or B. panic over the idea of becoming that way, and then suffer because i will become convinced that i am Evil and a Really Shitty Partner And QPP
#➳ the fool speaks#ask to tag#i used to look at ya.n stuff but it always just made me feel lonelier and worse#i have my world. i have people i care about greatly. but i really do love them - and being overly possessive and manipulating others and#only wanting them to be Happy With You And Only You is not love. y'know? that's how i see it at least#i don't need my brain absorbing info that is like ''your beloved should ONLY!!! ever talk to YOU!!!! and should reply to every msg 2#seconds after you send it otherwise they don't love you and you need to carve their name into your chest to prove that YOU love THEM so#they don't LEAVE YOU !!!! ^_^'' . because that's basically the message on there yk. i'd like to stay uh. a (vaguely) mentally healthy perso#because it has taken a lot to unfuck my brain and pick out the specks of possessiveness that stem from my experience with abandonment lol#just. augh. do not like seeing ya.n stuff man T_T#and i get obsessive thoughts sometimes but i squash em!! i don't tell anyone bc i feel like for Me that makes them worse. i don't post em
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#i can't live like this anymore.#no matter what happens it's always my fault. it can never be anyone else's. and when i try to contest that i get treated like a rabid dog#so youre saying the only role im fit for is 'alcoholic shut in?' is that what you're implying? because that's what it seems like#i can't believe i ever fooled myself into thinking anything would change as long as im here.#no matter how much medication i take this town will always make me fantasize about making myself suffer.#it's a black hole. it's a well of misery. no light escapes and it taints everything inside. i can't have anything good here#i know there's something wrong with me. i get it. but it's like being here makes it worse#im a bad person. i don't want to be a good person. it doesn't feel bad. it just feels warm.#but i can take that and put it in a box when im not here. but its like this place IS the box and when im here it just festers#and because of that i can't ever be taken seriously when i have a problem. im always too emotional and too angry and too sensitive#and even if I wasn't any of those things they wouldn't take me seriously anyway.#it's one thing to say your kitchen doesn't have a problem with women and it's another thing entirely to stay true to that.#if a ticket is too slow it's my fault. if the temp on a steak is wrong it's my (female) coworker's fault. if something's not organized#it's one of the girls that left it that way. always.#but whenever the guys have problems it's 'just how it is' but when uts any of us it warrants a talking to every time#if i were normal it wouldn't bother me this much but im not and it does. and no amount of reasoning will ever change a man's mind#this was good while it lasted but i need to leave. my life depends on it. i can't survive here.
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a doylist explanation for gnomes having a reputation as aggressively annoying-on-purpose obvious joke characters is that they get built that way by troll players because a lot of people, by and large, don't know how to square the concepts of 'people who proactively value joy and whimsy and having a laugh' and 'people who are capable of being well rounded and serious with actual thoughts and feelings' as things that can coexist
a watsonian explanation is that a lot of gnomes realize other races think they're stupid and ridiculous and are intentionally leaning in as hard as possible because they think it's really funny
#me-- overly sensitive about being flanderized and perceived as stupid: BEING SILLY DOES NOT PRECLUDE YOU FROM BEING A WHOLE PERSON#gnomes who have a better sense of humor than I do: OOHOHOOOO FIDDLE-DEE-DEE WHO WILL TRY MY RRRRIDDLES THREEEE#I'm 100% sure I've talked about this but 'you have to suck all the silliness out of something for it to be worth taking seriously'#is a particular axe of mine to grind#I have REALLY strong feelings about tolkien elves#and how the movies' portrayal of them has spun out into a broad cultural understanding of all elves as Very Stoic And Serious#insane to me. the hobbit specifically says 'lots of people dismiss elves as too silly to take seriously which is a deadly mistake'#AND NOW HERE WE ARE. INCAPABLE OF CONCEIVING OF CHARACTERS WHO ARE SILLY BUT SHOULD ALSO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY#INCAPABLE OF IMAGINING JOY AND WHIMSY AND A SENSE OF HUMOR AS EQUALLY VITAL FACETS OF A BALANCED LIFE#'elves are too wise to be silly' you fool. you fucking idiot. elves are too wise NOT to be silly.#.... anyway that was a very long tags tangent about elves in my post about gnomes dfkgjhgfdk#THE POINT STANDS. gnomes are like that.#gnome stuff#worldbuilding
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I’ve read some excellent one-shots but… Are there any longer Steddie fics where Steve doesn’t tell Eddie about the Russian torture trauma and agrees to be tied up but gets triggered by that?
#Steddie#torture mention#I couldn’t write this myself because I don’t do smut and I don't understand BDSM/bondage lmao but like#I had some specific Ideas#Steve not wanting to be difficult or whatever so he just goes along with it#can he hide his panicking? does he make an excuse to run off afterwards?#either way he’d be avoiding Eddie for a while. this wouldn't get resolved that night.#and Eddie might approach Robin about it because it turns out Steve is excellent at hasty exits#Robin would know because Steve would tell her and she’s the only person who would truly Get It#so she would be evasive too. it's not her place to say much.#god and what a difficult conversation for them if it's taken days to talk about it at all oof#as for why steve wouldn’t say anything during#I could imagine him getting really stuck in his head where#it becomes less about not disappointing Eddie and more about ‘there was nothing I could say that would make it stop’#and then he feels stupid afterwards because that wasn’t the case here at all#BUT ALSO. were they dating? or were they just fooling around? either way has its own horrible angst potential.
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oh my god. absolutely tragic. and confusing as hell.
#someone put a lot of effort into cleaning our bong properly + put fresh water in#bottled ofc and taken out of our drinking water stockpile. because my ocd has won and I'm unable to drink anything from the tap.#or smoke apparently#which isn't great during summer with only a window ac in the living room to keep us from boiling alive#I'm getting off track.#the screen in my bowl appears to have spontaneously disintegrated#and dumped a bunch of ash + bud into the water#it went like. fine > very clogged for a few seconds > suddenly no resistance#and I pulled up my phone's flashlight and it's just. gone???#theres no debris in the water and my percs would have caught anything I could potentially have inhaled#and it's just not in my bowl. its fucking GONE.#I'm baffled and feeling sorry for whoever goes to use it tomorrow and had to clean it AGAIN#edit. oh my god. I'm a fucking fool. I didn't realize the bowl was clean as well and dumped the screen out when I ashed my first bowl#then packed another without noticing it wasnt in there#brb. this is humiliating.
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