forever-1ntime

[forever-1ntime]

is it fine if i hope the stars fall and bury me in my sleep, if i wish id never been born so id have never lived.

[forever-1ntime]

16/09/23

And for all i am and all ill ever be - i would give anything and everything in this world , right now , to just not be .

This is how I be feeling sometimes,

[forever-1ntime]

There's a certain kind of sickness I feel tonight . It's inexplicable ,

I feel it when I'm sitting watching the telly and everyone's laughing ; I try but there's a tickling in my throat and it feels like I'm about to throw up , so I have to get up and go outside , happiness feels foreign to me;

This sickness has its symptoms- it makes me feel empty , even when I'm with my family .

Alone even when I'm with my friends . It stops me from saying anything , ties my tongue and holds me close . This sickness has been with me for life and it's the only thing I know - which is close to peace .