#unhealthily obsessed with it ngl

[wikitpowers]

what everybody else sees:

kit and ty inside:

[florencechase]

“They were all in love with him. He had that effect on everyone. He was…”

“A natural?”

“Entirely unnatural.”

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I guess it’s not a secret that he also has that effect on me, so I drew him, because what else would I do? So here’s Lestat in one of my favorite outfits of his

[deus-ex-mona]

still thinking about why she chose to work at a maid cafe of all places l i k e

[wryuxim]

this has been in my drafts way too long, and again, i suck at writing, but i’ve really needed to say this. how the hell is millionsummers so normalized in the fandom? well i know why, but it’s honestly crazy to me how 90% of the pretty small amount of legato fans in existence ship him with knives. like do you even understand his character? sure if you haven’t read trimax (like too many people) you literally wouldn’t know anything significant about him since he’s just kinda there in the other iterations. all you’d see is evil guy x bootlicker right hand that have minimal interactions with each other. don’t get me wrong, i could get behind that. like it even. but the issue is that there’s more to it than just that. even if you haven’t gotten to legato’s backstory in the manga, it’s clear from the start that the way that knives treats him crosses the line of average evil toxic yaoi bull. like literally the very first time we see them interact knives casually shatters every bone in legato’s body bro. causing irreparable damage and rendering someone a quadriplegic(?) after they were probably trying to get you a new body for the past 7ish years is so romantic, right!! He also just disregards him as a person and is generally shitty and all that which is kinda mean of him to do ngl. yeah you could say erm actually knives does care about legato though, he’s just too much of a stubborn bitch to show it!1!1!!1!! and i agree with that (to an extent, not getting into it though) but like…that doesn’t excuse the fact that he’s literally abusive. and that wasn’t even considering literally everything about legato himself. he was horrifically abused for as long as he could remember. he doesn’t know what a healthy relationship of any kind is. he chose to serve knives (despite being well aware of how he was) because he never knew a life outside of that. he thinks that’s all he’s good for and knows he won’t be anything more to knives, yet still kills himself trying to prove his worth. knives is someone he is unhealthily dependent on who causes him to become more and more self-destructive. just because knives isn’t the same as his previous abusers doesn’t mean it’s not just another shitty situation he fell into. i do think legato’s feelings towards knives could be some sort of crush, but it’s more of a one-sided obsession than anything. to think that it’s an actually good cute little pairing baffles me. i think what i’ve said so far is enough of an argument, but there’s still my main point left. i held back on this till now because of the crazy amount of people say he wasn’t for whatever reason, but legato was a CHILD when they met. like do y’all SERIOUSLY think he’s an adult here??

i really don’t want to pull up panels from his backstory flashback, but you literally cannot convince me. nightow didn’t need to state it outright for it to be pretty obvious that he was a kid. we see how he draws other characters when they were younger as reference so you can clearly see the differences in proportion. i mean just compare it to how he looks throughout the rest of the manga, especially near the end. just because he doesn’t have a confirmed canon age doesn’t mean that there wasn’t an intent there. y’all are grasping at straws to justify it.

also the same applies to elendira (x knives) because of the super secret third legato flashback:

i won’t count this as proof for legato because tristamp (though a separate canon) kinda muddies it, but woah she’s not an adult. also irrelevant but knives was smiling at him 😞😞 i’d like to think he was nice to them at one point but this isn’t about that. the fact that people probably take this to fuel their millionsummers makes me very very sad.

back on topic though, there’s another side of the copium spectrum. i can’t believe i have to say this, but i’ve no joke seen people say that legato and knives were both teenagers when they met as if that makes any damn sense. the twins are both confirmed over 150 years old. in trimax, the july incident happened ten years by the date before the events of the last few volumes (cited in my last post), and legato doesn’t look all that different in the two flashbacks. and the flashbacks or any other evidence i could pull out my ass don’t even actually matter because knives is old as fuck and legato is obviously a normal human age. again, it’s just straw grasping bro so please give up 😭🙏

and if you don’t give a shit and loooove grooming mentally ill teenagers you pick up off the streets then fuck off?? you’re gross and legato would hate your ass. i probably have more to say but i can’t think of anything rn so that’s it for now. millionsummers is cringe and this fandom is a prison. but like a cartoon one where the bars have large enough gaps between them to walk through.

[crackl0verboy]

I need yall to hear me out on obsessive Alex. The thought wont leave my head im ngl every time i listen to this i can only think of HIM

IDC WHOS UNHEALTHILY OBSESSING OVER (Hcing its either Jay or Amy ngl)

[aihoshiino]

It was obvious Ai loved him…but seeing it said on screen still makes it tragic…i almost felt i had a lump in my stomach Hikaru could've been alright if they just had a happy family together but no 😭😭 with the dvd now revealed, do you think Ai would've gotten back together with Hikaru if she knew that "I can't love you" was a lie? Even as a family i feel like that's a possibility now

I've been thinking about this a lot lately, ngl… now we have the full context of the HKAI breakup and a better overall understanding of their r/s dynamic, I've actually been thinking about their first on-scree conversation in episode/volume 1 - where Ai speaks to him on the payphone. I'd always kind of zeroed in on it as important because it was the one and only time pre-flashback that we'd gotten an actual exchange between the two of them, one sided as it was. And I was especially always really curious about the "No, I'm not trying to get back together" line because it implies A Lot even when we just hear Ai's words.

And now that we know that the HKAI relationship was 1) so unhealthily codependent that Earth's Most Autistic Creature, Ai Hoshino noticed and went mmm i gotta get the fuck outta here 2) ended by Ai herself and 3) Hikaru met that breakup attempt with LET'S GET MARRIED I think it makes it clear that the moment Ai reached out to him he immediately leapt to thinking there was a chance of them getting back together, probably out of pure wishful thinking. And Ai, realizing that he hadn't moved on or been able to grow past her, had to gently but firmly turn him down. And keeping in with that theme of miscommunication tragedies, they were probably both having a VERY different conversation:

What Ai meant: "[I know I'd just be a burden to you, especially with the twins and I don't want to put that weight back on you so] I'm not trying to get back together." What Hikaru heard: "[You're a burden and I can't bear the weight of putting up with you so of course] I'm not trying to get back together."

Minor sidebar, but Takahashi actually highlights that moment in particular during her interview in First Report, the anime guidebook (I promise I'll get it translated soon… I promise…!!!), noting that Akasaka actually gave her the full details as to the HKAI dynamic so she knew how to properly convey Ai's feelings for him at that moment (then noted that as a fan of the original manga she has very mixed feelings about getting spoilers… bless her LOL). So Ai's vocal delivery in that scene can also be considered a pretty big clue…

ANYWAY UH. My point is that I don't think they'd ever get back together unless Hikaru got his shit together and was more stable & less prone to clinging onto Ai at the first opening. She herself even says that they broke up because his obsession with her was consuming him and she wanted him to be able to stand on his own without her, because she thought that was better for him. It's possible that him and Ai being in each other's lives vis-a-vis the twins and Ai being more able to set boundaries (in hindsight, her turning him down is actually really good progress for her!) he could've developed a more healthy relationship with her, but his fixation on her then and in the present day is so all consuming I guess it's hard for me to imagine.

[avipop]

SU headcannons

W Royale high and DTI because I have a…history with both lol

Steven would play Royale high and dress to impress

Connie would adore Royale high like she’d be obsESSED- she’d be very sad when her parents took away her phone and made her break her streak- she might even snEak to maintain it *gasp* she’d feel cray cray abt talking to ppl online in the trading hub too

Peridot would get Royale High FOMO and then get unhealthily addicted to it…then she’d lose her streak, have a panic attack and…Lapis and Steven would force her to stop playing (also she’d love the trading hub a lot)

Pearl would think both games are stupid and give u a good reason why they’re stupid like “Oh, Steven, your passion is admirable but…these dress up games won’t teach you any real life skills…plus they’re an overpriced money scam—HOLD UP HOW TF DO YOU HAVE 10K DIAMONDS????”

Amethyst would play DTI but not RH- she’d mostly play with Steven but I also feel like she’d love Roblox horror games lol- also yeah she’d bully the 8 year olds and probably get reported

Garnet would scam people in the trading hub w future vision lollll- I feel like she’d enjoy helping Steven play DTI

Ngl Pearl would play world zero

[playchoicesconfessions]

Sent by @cadybear420

‘NGL. It's actually kind of funny when CA is deemed better for being more realistic than OG HSS partly because the OG MC becomes universally popular relatively quickly, when CA has arguably done similar with Rory. No if anything, they handled it much worse with Rory. People like Clint, Natalie, and Danielle being unhealthily OBSESSED with Rory, to the point where Natalie straight up had a mental breakdown when Rory was taken by Danielle to hoco. I'd be fine with this if it actually contributed to Rory's character arc but holy fuck it felt way more like they were just trying to force them onto our MC and make them seem more desirable. OG MC may have been super popular but A) the story rarely if ever made a big deal of it, and B) everyone else existed very much so their own characters rather than as MC's cheerleaders who just blindly worshipped the very air they breathed.’

POST/CONFESSIONS DO NOT REFLECT THE MOD’S PERSONAL OPINIONS!

[jewishbarbies]

Joe definitely broke up with tay. there is no way in any universe that she would’ve ever broken up with him and anyone who thinks otherwise is delusional

I recommend watching antphrodite’s YouTube vids about them and their dynamic. So interesting and accurate (and kinda hot at some points ngl)

I love antphrodite!

i feel like via taylor’s own admission, she was unhealthily obsessed with joe for a long time before dating him and then she had him and he realized she wasn’t the fake persona she pretended to be to get him, so he broke up with her and it shattered her bc of that unhealthy obsession. and it’s bc of that obsession she felt so betrayed by it and had to publicly drag him and has been trying SO HARD to get at him with these destructive and fake relationships.

[felteverywhere]

gen v might legitimately inspire me to get active on here again ngl.......... unhealthily obsessed with it rn

[thatdayindecember]

Do yall remember the guy from the psych ward I was OBSESSED with? Idk what I said about him back then but I felt insanely connected to him but also quickly realized it was extremely unhealthy lol. We were admitted together twice and the second time, before I left, he asked me if I wanted to stay in touch but I chose to not do so bc of I knew I was unhealthily obsessed/attached. So we never spoke again.

I ran into him at the grocery store today. So surreal lol. First of all, why the fuck was I was obsessed with him lmao? Nah ik why, I was losttttt and that was my pattern yk, find a man to get attached too. Butttt it was nice seeing him tbh. I often wondered how he's doing nowadays. Turns out he's doing good! He's been clean and sober for 1.5 years, is engaged and also expecting a baby!

Happy for him. And for me for realizing how different everything is now. How different I am lol. I learned a lotttt over the past 2 years. Seeing him def made me realize that.

But ngl it's also lowkey triggering to be reminded of that time bc, in a mentally ill fucked up way, I still miss being sick like that sometimes yk. But life is so much better now and I will never go back, no matter how hard my brain tries to convince me to do so. That bitch a liar lol

[girls-are-weird]

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[haknew]

hey jess someone in the uquiz asked about what songs you're currently unhealthily obsessed with <3 you should link them here u.u

wow thanks person who asked me in the uquiz and jess for bringing this to my attention here they are: 

the “ 1am and you can't sleep, you're caught up in your own thoughts of a different time, and if you can only get through this dreamy night, maybe it'll all be okay” song is dreamy night by lilypichu

 “there's flashing lights, loud music you don't like, and this party where you don't know anyone, you know you don't quite belong” is don’t quite belong by dodie clark

 “wandering in flashing lights, you can barely walk straight, the world spinning how long has it been, as you try to run after the one you love, trying to catch them” IS TBH how long ... BUT !!! specifically jeon woong’s cover of it okay don’t laugh at me 

“a butterfly flies across a meadow, soft grass tickling your bare feet as you sit, sunshine welcoming you, a breeze whispering ‘i really love you"’ is jacob’s cover of ifly 

“the clock ticks time away, each sound echoes in the emptiness, you sit alone at a table glancing at the empty place across from you, wondering what kind of future could have been” is what kind of future by woozi

 “you have fallen down the rabbit hole, trapped in an alice in wonderland type tea party when you spot someone familiar across the room, trying to get away...” is get away ... by ... verivery ....

“a warm cup of coffee and a fading smile, the bittersweet taste of not just the drink, but also knowing this is the last cup of coffee you'll ever share with them” is last cup of coffee also by lilypichu ! but it’s unreleased so i listen to the longer cover version by natsumiii and valkyrae ! 

“imagine a sad emo jazz bar, you're drunk and alone and all you want is for someone to take you home” is take me home by ateez !

[tomriddlejustposted]

why do people think it’s funny that i've augmented my body to be resistant to most magical attacks? even those muggle magicians can’t pretend to steal my nose if there’s no nose to steal 

[evacado3]

I’m simping hard for samuel 😭😅😱 can I Nsfw for him anything is fine

Oh look what we have here~ Ngl I was literally think about this in class, and it’s my first time writing actual nsfw soooo it might be a little awkward, bare with me lmao 🤣

Make Me Yours

Warning: nsfw, mentions of yandere behavior

Word count: 760

He's staring again, you took a deep breath, recalling the past few days where you've caught Samuel looking a little longer than normal. Honestly you didn't mind, you wanted to know what made him like this, and what you should do to make him look at you more.

But the stack of work in front of you cut off your ideas, there's no way he's making you hand it all in tomorrow. Does he know what the word mercy means?

"Why are you still here."

That was more of a statement than a question, he adjusted his glasses before walking over to your desk.

"Uh, cause I haven't finished work?" you tilted your head, a bit confused about where this conversation's going.

"No, I'm asking why are you in this company." he leaned forwards to you, giving a perfect view of his cold eyes.

Eyes of a born leader, no, dictator.

You gulped, not anyone would understand what he meant, but you knew well just what he's trying to say. Did he find out?

Find out about you're obsessed with him? Oh he knew that well, since the golden age of Big Deal, he's always spotted you around.

Being unhealthily obsessed is one thing, but the unwillingness to change is the real problem. The things you'd do just to be in his arms are preposterous, and so is your behavior.

From following him to all the way to Workers without a guaranteed position, working your own way up to assistant manager just for him to acknowledge you have been nothing but amusing to Samuel. Of course, he knows all your efforts, it was him who recommended you to the boss anyways.

"T-that's a weird question director, are you tired? Maybe you should go home first." you chuckled, so what if he knows, would he make a move? Obviously not, why would someone like him want to touch you?

His scent flowed to your nose which you had to resist taking a sniff. He smiled, a really fake smile, "Miss y/n, I think you comprehend me perfectly, is there an issue as to why you won't answer me?"

Now he's just teasing you, after a long day at work, you could slightly see the makeup fading away. His neck tattoos were slowly revealing themselves.

Samuel honestly didn't know what fueled him to make theses actions at this moment, all he knows right now is that your perfume smelt sweeter than usual. Bending down even more, his nose almost touching yours, he stared.

"Director?" you snapped him out of trance, he cleared his throat loudly before replying.

"Are you finished?"

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He flattened out his tongue on the crook of your neck, broken moans escaping from you in satisfaction.

You forgot how you ended up there, spread out nicely on his desk, waiting to be pleasured.

"I-hmm I never thought you would be interested," you breathed out, his hands busy fiddling with your bra. The blouse was already out of the way, his shirt torn in desperation, even his glasses were nowhere to be found.

"Sweetheart, you were the one who never approached me, was watching from afar that fun?" he whispered in your ears, hands trailing from your back to waist, squeezing softly.

Busted, Samuel has always knew. You whined in embarrassment, his grin didn't help you feel better about yourself. His hair was back down the way it was when he was still in the Gangseo Union, you didn't realize just how much you missed it.

He proceeded to connect his lips with yours, indulging you in a rough and passionate kiss. The faint taste of cigarettes laid on his tongue, looks like he never quitted smoking after all.

All that elegant facade to lure in clients has blinded you from his actual character. They say old habits die hard, they weren't lying.

Groaning lowly in your mouth, Samuel couldn't wait anymore, he was never a patient person to begin with. He could see you can't wait as well from the soft pleas falling out of your mouth.

"You're enjoying this a little too much aren't you," he taunted while unzipping his pants.

Bullshit, if you've waited after the same dick for years, naturally you'd be eager when he's finally in your palm.

"Put it in already," you gave out a needy cry, rubbing your thighs together to give yourself some pressure.

"What should I do, should I make you my little girlfriend?" he hummed, tearing your skirt apart to display your wet panties.

"Fuck Samuel, just make me yours already."

"Your wish is my command."

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Andddd my job here is done, please imagine the rest, I still can't write a full smut, man I'm getting there ok DO NOT JUDGE MY SMUT BROS

Sometimes I forget Samuel's a two faced bitch with a really pretty smile

[lispectore]

ngl dream and george probably felt pressured to say they are okay with nsfw and shipping in general because the way people were going about it was so thinly veiled and they also probably didn't want their fans to start infighting about shipping boundaries. sad that they didn't get to make an informed decision. like bruh i wish there was a youtube analysis video on the phandom and dan and phil because i would tape dreams eyelids open and force him to watch it so he can finally realize how dangerous and friendship-ruining shipping can be. obviously it seems fine now since dream is currently unhealthily obsessed with dnf 💀 but i wish he did more research into fandom culture, especially considering he only started using social media in his 20s...

i think you're overstepping now and projecting what ur thoughts are on it vs. what dream and george must think. i know that we talk a lot and make comparisons of dnf to dnp, bu they're extremely different. the way that dream and george have been shipping themselves before fame and knew each other years prior to becoming ccs means that their bond wouldn't be one to stop existing as soon as something bad happens. i think dream and george are extremely aware of how dangerous shipping real people can be and do you know what else i think? i think they don't give a fuck about people shipping them, we're talking about a different context and a different mentality when it comes to it. i think if there is someone who had enough time to research and talk about it with his friends about what makes them comfortable and what doesn't, it's dream. i also think the way you worded some of the stuff here makes it seem like dream coerced sapnap/george to accept his boundaries as their own as if george and sapnap aren't grown ups who can very well speak up. weirdass take ngl.