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I'm normal about the wizard I promise
Larian can't hurt me with Gale's slow burn romance if I contribute to the pain
From the line he gives us, it seems Tara did the thinking in the way of using magic items. So the idea that Mr. Hermit never considered asking this of a person didn't feel like much of a stretch 🤣
Okay but joking aside, this idea occurred to me and I just. Needed to exorcise it out of my brain. I knew it wouldn't leave me alone until it existed outside of me lol
As tragic as Mystra's charge is, as far as I can tell Gale seems to avoid reciprocating Tav's advances until he's given it since.... y'know, he might not be around much longer;;;
The way Gale shakes in camp absolutely wrecks me. And I wanted so bad to help him more between when the last item stopped working and when he gets the charge. To do something for him, even if it was a temporary comfort (maybe lose a spell slot or two that day from the cost of something like this?). Larian has already done so, so much in the way of camp interactions like the ones with Astarion (the mirror, the scars, etc) and I am so thoroughly grateful and impressed with what we already get but aeugh, I WANT it haha
Small cameo from @chocolatefrizz89's durge on that last page since this is a multiplayer run~!
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale x tav#bg3#bg3 spoilers#bg3 gale#gale romance#baldurs gate gale#Baldur's Gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3 tav#tav#bg3 sorcerer#sorcerer tav#also can we talk about how CRAZY POWERFUL SORCERERS ARE?#bg3 is my introduction to DnD i basically knew nothing about it until this game#spellcasters intimidated me at first; the whole thing was a little overwhelming#but this sorcerer playthrough now that I'm getting the hang of things better? holy crap#sorcerer feels like cheating sometimes lmao#art#my art#myart
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sooo i found this picture of all-dolled-up mr marston and was asked to draw him <3 so i did
#ive been struggling with artblock NOW during ARTFIGHT and it has made me feel like#crap#soo i had to draw something no pressure#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#john marston#my art
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Dazai and Chuuya reverting to their old ways of bickering like they did as kids, but now I'm also thinking of Chuuya, after being provoked and falling for another bait of Dazai's, bringing up an incredibly specific instance he's still salty about:
Chuuya: "Remember all those times you kept beating me at fighting games?"
Dazai: "And how you lost miserably and, to top it off, you lost in our bet?"
Chuuya: "Not. The. Point. I realized it wasn't me, but you had been cheating every time we played, you asshole. You owe me a fair game."
And they actually go back to that same arcade they went to when they were 15 and Chuuya both miserably lost his bet and was publicly embarrassed being seen with Dazai at the time. Dazai asks him if he's feeling confident enough to bet this time around, and Chuuya thinks long and hard about it, but resists the urge to bet because he has a little pinch of doubt and doesn't want to be indebted to Dazai again.
Chuuya loses again. He flips out and points an accusing finger at Dazai for cheating AGAIN, but tries not to make too big of a scene because some school kids turned their heads to look at the commotion between these grown men bickering over a fighting game.
Dazai just shrugs with a smug smile and says, "Sucks to suck."
And it actually does annoy Chuuya because he's competitive and it's Dazai he wants to beat. But he's just too damn busy with work to be hanging out at the arcade figuring out the right fighting combos, and it's Dazai who has too much time on his hands.
When it's time to leave and Dazai heads back to the agency, if anyone asks, he just says he was hanging out at the arcade fighting crime.
#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#soukoku#headcanon#i feel like skk fighting at an arcade over a video game is the pinnacle of their relationship#they'd pull this crap even now tbh
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Got so mad seeing a forced marriage plot for the 20th time that I got up to draw a design specifically to put a veil on him
#like not to victim blame but you’d think after the tenth time this happens covering up would just be more convenient#rip xuanzang you woulda loved face masks 🕊️#can’t believe he’s canonically such an irresistible pretty boy#I think I watched like two back to back marriagenapping plots and was flabbergasted#season 2 has so many of em…#whenever they start getting real close and touchy with him I get uncomfortable 😭#like girl does it have to be the MONK#surely he’s not the ONLY handsome dude you have access to!!!#they’re like all princesses or demon queens like you have OPTIONS boo 💀#damn put this boy in a veil the way he keeps getting bridenapped#I tried to make him look as tender and chewy as possible enjoy#he’s got the consistency of mochi I imagine 🤤#crap now I want to eat him…#digital art#my art#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw tripitaka#xuanzang#jttw sun wukong#big fan of his little face there#recognizing another bride plot coming up#put that hat back on or so help me!!!#I’m not drawing that nine ringed staff tf I look like an overachiever?? 🤨#I like the design but not satisfied with the way I executed it ya know?#I’m not Buddhist so do lemme know if any aspect of the design is disrespectful or wrong#feel like there should be more but I didn’t wanna go overboard but maybe I should’ve..#like ribbons and bells hanging off
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The thing I love about the ending of mha is not only that there's no conclusive "canon ship", but the way he ended it as sort of a new beginning, so anything could start to happen.
And specifically for bkdk, it's not canon but he gave us AN INCREDIBLE AMOUNT TO WORK WITH.
Katsuki leading the project to get Izuku a support suit so he could be a working hero again. Katsuki putting out a hand for izuku to take.
The forgone conclusion that Izuku and Katsuki will now be competing again as they ALWAYS WANTED. Their future could have them jockeying for rankings for the rest of their lives, constantly one upping each other, AND/OR they could become partners, or open their own agency!
The implication that Katsuki wanted a future WITH IZUKU so badly that he contributed a large chunk of his own money and resources to making it happen. That he MOST LIKELY was where they got a lot of the info on how the Quirks worked and how Izuku utilized them. Sure they have battle footage, but katsuki had intimate knowledge as Izukus closest person and sparring partner.
The fact that A PROPOSAL, A RING, AND A WEDDING WOULD HAVE BEEN CHEAPER.
Like there are so many little ideas buzzing around my head and it's not fair that I don't even have enough time to sit down with them for post epilogue fics 😅
And I want to know more about that suit. I hope they animate it more in the anime when the time comes bc I do want a little super suit fanservice.
#bakudeku#bnha spoilers#bkdk#post epilogue bkdk#like horikoshi gave us a HUGE BLANK CHECK#for us to draw our own conclusions#and the katsuki funding the suit thing alone is just SO RICH#the SUBTEXT HERE#holy crap#idk if a canon ending for them would have been this rewarding#i love this partnof the ending fr#no one won but i feel like we won???#stay winning#izuku as a sensei is great#but now with this twist of getting to be a pro hero again#like it opens a lot of interesting doors#particularly with like teamups#ranking#and then whatever the hell he has with kacchan#also we can make up for ourselves if they live with each other or move in together#the possibilities are endless
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There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.
It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).
He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.
Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.
It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.
There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.
But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.
(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.
"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)
#bakugou x reader#bakugo#this is what crocheting a baby hat does to u#no im jk i was just thinking abt bakugo being like 22 and awkward as h*ck bc he still hasnt recovered from the war#i wanna talk abt what he's like more but this is what came out instead LOL#like i think he's really stubborn abt ... coping with after effects of dying#and then before he knows it he has major depression LMFAOO#and he can like go to work get his degree do all he needs to do as a 20-something year guy#but he's not like. *there*. you know#and you meet him and he's a binch but he's not hard to get along with#and u just sorta take him in and drag him places like idk#your school's halloween night.. or even just a night out with ur friend (he doesn't even know how to order a drink)#and he doesnt even process it all until one day he's like 'dang it feels like ive been asleep for years'#and he kinda was#but he knows youre the one who helped him and now he wants to fix himself for you bc he remembers u being there for him#but he's so funny im imagining him with like. frat boy facial hair and a really outgrown ugly mullet type haircut#and lowkey with like. greasy skin (ik he's perfect but he's in a bad state and it shows) and he eats instant noodles ever day#and only watches japanese top gear#and goes on patrols where he beats the crap outta ppl and then doesnt remember it#DREAM BOY#and then he's big hero later#anyway#caitie post#gen
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RESPECT FANFIC AUTHORS.
Let them write what they want to write and don't harass them because it's not exactly what YOU want to see. Writers don't owe anyone anything. We do this for fun (and for free), and to constantly see readers harassing authors about their works is making me so angry.
To see readers bullying writers into going back to writing something they were taking a break from to pursue other stories/aspirations? TERRIBLE. Support the writers with whatever they are writing if you love them that much.
Let them know how much you appreciate their FREE hard work!
We are not here to cater to anyone but ourselves - yes, we share our stories with people to build a conversation about the things we all love, but ultimately we create things for ourselves.
The bullying and harassment of writers needs to stop, or the writing stops. Be appreciative, be respectful, and show the authors love instead of tearing them down for other things they enjoy.
#razzy rants#i feel like this is all i do anymore#the treatment of fanfic writers lately is HORRIBLE#get it together guys because i am literally shaking i'm so mad right now#this crap is making it tougher to keep going as a writer#fanfic#writers of ao3#writers of tumblr
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Hey, Jake & Jack fans, is this anything?
Both men imprisoned (literal & metaphorical).
Both offered an out from their current predicament by an outside force (arguably in the case of Brain Ghost Dirk).
Both have loose ties to Lord English visually.
Yellow initial glow & Gamzee involvement too.
Sometimes a guy just needs to explode (same pose too).
Both dual wielding weapons.
That same said weapon type (for Jack Noir) having killed Jane Crocker.
It's really looking like Jake is going to do her in.
I would also like to point out that we've had interactions involving these three (Jane, Jake, and Brain Ghost Dirk) before that consisted of similar topics & themes.
Brain Ghost Dirk implying that he's just there as moral support, a manifestation of Jake's powers, and as a coping mechanism. Jane also talking about ruling an empire with him while talking down to him, similar to how she saw and/or still sees him in Beyond Canon's Candy timeline. Jake also being uncertain about doing anything to harm her despite all the bad things she's doing.
Brain Ghost Dirk going away tells us that Jake's more hopeful than he's ever been. This is the moment where he is the most sure of his decisions than he's ever been in his life, whatever those decisions may be in regards to Jane and how to handle this situation.
He is probably going to shoot Jane down, quite literally. I would also argue that after all this time, the lad isn't beating the Lord English allegations. We might as well have a parallel of him killing Jane much like how Jack Noir killed her right before he got possessed by Lil Cal & given some of Lord English's immense power.
Alternatively maybe we'll get to see what the power of hope or hope bullets can do to someone whose done so much wrong & come so far off the deep end in terms of moral wrongdoings. Maybe with every shot that hits her, she'll begin to be swayed to the side of good & start to self-reflect.
I'm still not fully convinced that Gamzee actually cured Tavros' peanut allergy, I mean just look at the panel.
This could absolutely be interpreted as Jake injecting his hope power into the epipen and by proxy injecting both his power & the epipen into his son! If younger Jake is strong enough to defeat Grimbark Jade, then adult Jake might just be strong enough to defeat a peanut allergy is all I'm saying! In fact, now that I'm rambling about it, this seems like the more likely outcome is Jake's hope power swaying or (in the very least) confusing Jane mid-fight. Hope bullets, they would look cool & would be pretty strong!
The power of believing in others & wanting things to change can be a strong tool indeed, Mister English.
If there's one person who still believes in changing Jane's mind (or bringing her back to proper canonicity depending on how you interpret the recent lore), it would be Jake English, the believer.
Okay, maybe this is something! Tally ho!
#I have not seen anyone talk about the visual; story; & character parallels yet so allow me to jump up on this box real quick#gonna start shouting into this megaphone because holy crap I just now noticed this somehow only just now#I know & am aware some of these are probably a stretch & the order of events isn't exactly the same; but hear me out okay?#did the writing team remember & know they were doing this??? anyone feel free to answer or ask one of them on twitter I just want#to know out of pure curiosity though i can see how answering something like this might be spoiler territory this early into beyond canon#Jake is on the war path & I love that for him; I trust him to rage responsibly tbh#this started off as me being certain of one hs outcome; but now im more certain of the other; feel free to guess which is which#I'm not here to say whether I agree with Jake or disagree with how he's going to handle the Jane Crocker situation; I'm just doing analysis#& finding parallels that may or may not be intentional because at this point I'm honestly not sure; but i figured it was worth pointing out#jack noir lord english and jake english parallels real? only time will tell; but i look forward to the coming updates to hs^2 or hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck#jake english#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#jane crocker#jack noir#homestuck theory#brain ghost dirk#homestuck candy#cw blood#homestuck upd8#upd8#homestuck spoilers#also yes i avoided having the flashing images be flashing images on purpose; less hassle with tags & stuff & things even if it looks cool
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*looking at a guy who is as mentally ill as i am* phew thank god im normal
#homestuck#dirk strider#self#platonic selfship#selfshipping#TTAC#admin draws#fanart#another dump of these bugs. iykyk.#about time i start tagging it proper ogfgmg#anyways idk if i mentioned but i think the idea of them both being unstable and then instead of rotting together#they instead get the impulse to actually Be Well Adjusted or act that way at least#like you know how when ur watching a horror movie with a friend and normally youd be crapping your pants but theyre Clearly Scared#and you feel braver by just contrast lololol. its like that#u give ur friend advice and then are like well shit. am i gonna be a hypocrite now. i refuse to be caught slipping (this time)
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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care
#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month#i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it#oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion#‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to#be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really#even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his#father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus#imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re#going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on#account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated#the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and#fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions#you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking#he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time#he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again#house md#robert chase#caseyposting
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i cannot tell u how many times ive watched this in the last 12 hours
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#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#I ACTUALLY CANNOT THO I CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE IT HOLY CRAP#favorite animated work of tma atm like dear lord this is so absolutely beautiful and the AUDIO DESIGN IS PHENOMENAL#like the music syncs up so well both artistically and metaphorically#i love this song now#and i can watch the animatic in my head with it lmao#that ending sequence changed me#part of the reason i love this so much is cause the drawings are all very in character. i dont know what exactly it is but every frame feels#Right and Correct#yknow#idk man i just love it so much#the safehouse/cabin scenes felt very yummy (i may or may not have squealed)#URGH I LOVE IT SO MUCH THO it feels SOOOO CANONNN
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I've started playing Potion Permit, and so far it's one of my favorite games I've messed around with, but the most big brained move the devs made was giving you a dog on day 1, and then making that dog able to track NPCs and lead you directly to them no matter where they are in the town.
#im still early game but i like the play and the writing is passable#like#Theres a flatness#the characters Are distinct but theyre mostly just their jobs#with only a few who stand out and have like. something to really grab onto#Like rue? rues entire deal is little girl you can date. Nothing else behind those eyes. She has nothing better to talk to you about#than the fact her favorite color is red#Sorcelia? Sorcelia is a goth nun who loves singing and teaches one of the village children#Reynerd? sure is a guy#got nothing else to say about him. hes just a Guy™. Victor? Has ghost friends and loves bugs and cares deeply about the cemetery#he tends to. At the moment it feels like they're trying to imply there aren't actually ghosts. and hes just talking to himself/#insisting his imaginary friends are real people#and so far? The games been cool about it. Victor's a member of his community and his eccentricities are accepted and not ridiculed#all four characters ive mentioned are romance candidates. but its just as hit or miss with the regular towns folk#Opalheart is an older woman and a world renowned blacksmith who only takes jobs if they will do Good. regardless of whether or not they#pay well. She declines to make a dagger for a rich man but makes a helmet for a childs father bc the girl asked#and olive is here#anyways you can be best friends with a cat (shes just a regular cat) and i appreciate that#idk im putting it above sun haven in my ranking of life sim games#purely because there are older romance candidates.#no fat romance candidates. but sun haven doesn't have thise either.#and sdv has neither fat or old candidates Nor can you fuck a cat boy. it goes at the bottom.#gameplay wise sunhaven is at the bottom then sdv then potion permit at the top. sunhaven has the Most™ but having#a lot of crap doesn't mean its fun and it ends up making half the game feel really incomplete#idk. Sdv is a game you should've started playing a year ago. sun haven is a game that perpetually needs another year worth of updates#before id say its worth it bc the devs keep pushing content ™ updates instead of quality of life or polish so what is there is uh#Bad. plentiful. and a large portion is good#but a Lot is just bad.#its insincere and cant take itself seriously it gives you (the right dialogue option) an (the shit joke option) which is worse than just#i ram out of space. tldr. potion permit is good Now. sdv Was good. sun haven Might be great Eventually
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she was an empty shell of a person when Bienfu brought her to me
#tales of berseria#magilou mayvin#tales of#fanart#hi hello how are you supposed to finish magilou's sidequest and come out of it feeling normal???????#the things this woman went through...geez!!!!#like no wonder she doesn't give a crap about anything or anyone except herself#at first anyway#also i know i was a bienfu hater in the past but i've seen the error of my ways#he's been with her through everything and brought her to grimoirh#so now i am a bienfu supporter
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ワンルームエンジェル 第1・2話 one room angel - ep. 1&2
#just started watching this so i'm mad i juuust missed ep2 release on tver and now can't find a quality source for it sorry for this trash#a harada manga getting a live action... who would've ever thought. luckily i don't remember what happens in this one so it's a surprise#at least i feel like i remember this one being way less f'd up than the others so it's prob a good one to do a live action on haha#one room angel#jdrama#i'm happy i don't really remember what happens in this one but regardless it is harada so i'm guessing it won't be for everyone#but for people interested in Different stories with Different characters it's likely gonna be a refreshing one. a lot of moral greyness#this angel typing away on a smartphone and saying チン毛 like it's nothing... yeah that ep 3 reveal makes a lot of sense haha#i like how the dialogue is rly harada-esquely just Saying Shit so it's prob staying pretty close to the manga i think#honestly i just wanted to gif this mfer basically motorboating the wings hahahaa#but i don't have the ep in 1080p aaaaaaaaaaa so it looks like crap but it is what it is#mine
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They lost Stan and Sarah to the park.
(Btw the ones crossed out in red I wont be home for so I might post them late or not a all)
Tsp road trip idea and prompts by @employee052! I actually forgot what day it was and had to make this quickly- next one will be better and probably on paper
#tsproadtrip#tsp#the stanley parable#tspud#thestanleyparable#tsp narrator#tsp au#tsp art#sorry this looks like crap I forgot to weigh Natalies outfit lineart and it looks so weird blegh#ive gotten shitty sleep the past couple of day and I feel like im sick too#but lets hope I can distract myself with drawing now 🙏
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It's SO interesting to watch my testosterone changes. Before androgel, I already had areas with long thick hair on my chin, but they were quite light and I even had the thought “will I really have a light beard? o_o” But now, on testosterone, this hair has darkened and become even thicker (and gradually more hair is finally growing). Today I shaved my chin for the first time after the hair on it became thicker and I managed to cut myself lol BUT I'M SO EXCITED
I thought that I would need a normal shaving kit a little later, when I grow more facial hair… but it looks like I'll have to buy myself a normal razor and other stuff right now
...And my stomach has become even hairier than it was before lmao, I thought more body hair would start growing on my chest first
#body change diary lol.#FACIAL HAIR FACIAL HAIR FACIAL HAIR!!!!!!!#I'm so happy about this like a little kid oh my god I've been dreaming about stubble since I was 16 even before I realized I was trans lol#thinking about a beard is almost the only thing that makes me feel less like crap right now#personal
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