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agalaxyofjoy · 1 month ago

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turns out i won't be having Thanksgiving dinner with anyone.

#my ex and his gf are going to be at my friends house where i was gonnn #gonna go #and its not their fault #and theyre inviting me to have breakfast with them instead #but it just hammers home the fact that I am alone #i wwas invited to dinner but i wont be going #and this is hitting me much harder than it should #but i dont want to be alone #and i dont want to be alone on holidays #i want to celebrate Thanksgiving #and i probably won't.#reread my tags and i meant its not my friends fault #theyve been friends with my ex for a very long time #and it just kinda worked out that way this year #i feel like an outcast #i just. dont. want. to be. alone.#and thats all i am.

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rinnysmuses · 2 years ago

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I have to go to a family thing today and I dont wanna....]

#;ooc #i feel like dissolving into tears #i always end up an anxious mess #i get asked questions i have no desire to answer #i feel like an outcast #i get weirdly judged for wanting to go to WDW all the time #and then get weirdly judged again because i can afford go to go and go 'alot'#(my husband and i save... a lot)#and i know theyll think the same THRICEFOLD cause im going to vegas too #anyway... i just wanna stay home

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caprinetalisman · 7 months ago

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PLEASE VOTE BAD TOUCH FOR WORST HOMESTUCK SHIP.PLEALDR OELADR PLEASEDR if u love. Me u wwil... U DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE A HOMESTUCK TO KNOW IT'S 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 IN A BADE WAY,, LITERALLY LOOK AT THE SHIP NAME,, IM done,,

#Worst Homestuck Ship #badtouch ks so bad #i hate crotuna #nobody understands #i feel like an outcast #just like how i hate crokri #kannus #ot whatevr its valled #i js dont like jt #sorry mooties #ik some of my moots ship jt #i js dont see jt #😞

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trauma-bot · 1 month ago

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sin eater

#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however #when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane #uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will #which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity #if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good #finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously #and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person #thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #uzi murder drones #uzi doorman #uzi md #md uzi #uzi fanart

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bloominglegumes · 1 year ago

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our large bipedal son who we found on the street

#watch as i keep drawing things that r too dark to see #transformers idw #tf idw1 #soundwave #laserbeak #buzzsaw #ravage #my art #urhhfhdshhfh #deeply hurt every time i think about their backstory #because they found him they saved him they raised him and then they end up at the head of 4 million years of war and theyre #theyre no longer a group of unlucky outcasts theyre the face of the decepticon menace and u think of all the ways theyve twisted and changed #the other cassettes joined from force or the perceived necessity of it as a fighting advantage but these four. they are the family and #and near the end of the run its brought up again how theyre separated across .so so far and they feel each other fade out it messes me up so #so bad like so incredibly bad

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ministarfruit · 10 months ago

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day 28: made you smile ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

#minifemslashfeb2024 #ace attorney #dgs #tgaa #goulstrade #maria gorey #gina lestrade #GOD I MISS THEM #goulstrade is so funny to me. they're both freaks. they're both weirdos #BUT IT AIN'T EVEN ABOUT THAT #IT'S ABOUT THE PARALLELS (yes. again.) AND THE #THE FACT THAT NEITHER OF THEM HAD A NORMAL CHILDHOOD #both outcasts in different ways... both looked up to someone who ended up letting them down... hooh...#on a happier note I do think that maria would find gina endearing #I don't think maria knows what feelings are. exactly.#she just sort of goes 'it's that funny blonde girl again. day 130 of gina not agreeing to let me dissect her'#and gina is just like wat da hell. you're so scary. i need you in my life #girl knows if she befriends maria then she'll never have an enemy again #and she's right!#blah blah blah gina who has seen too much of the world and maria who has seen too little of it #thanks for coming to my goulstrade presentation where I make things up #I really enjoy them. teehee

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zivazivc · 7 months ago

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my brainrot about these two can be measured in liters

#dreamworks trolls #trolls #ex bandmates #trolls oc #hed #les #my art #this drawing is very old already but i really wanted to write a oneshot to go with it #because i have story in my mind that led to this particular moment #but ALAS. no motivation for writing #lets just say he had a shit class meeting about their end of elementary school prom where he got singled out and everyone collectively...#...decided that he can't participate in the traditional dance because he's too short (unless. an asshole classmate proposed. he finds...#..a dancing partner in like the 2nd grade. and the class teacher looked thoughtful instead of reprimanding that student.)#basically no one not even his friends stood up for him and it made him feel like a class nuisance they were trying to sweep under the rug #living in vibe city made him such an outcast in general. he did a lot of crying over wanting to be a funk troll and fit in :((#and of course les would blame himself for every one of his problems #ughuguguhugh #i have shed physical tears thinking about these two idiots who can't let go of resentment for each other but also love each other so so muc #fuck i'm crying again #someone put me out of my misery

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zehl0w · 4 months ago

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Zenitsu agatsuma has got to be the biggest egg I have ever seen in my entire life

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #zenitsu agatsuma #nezuko kamado #there’s genuinely no way bro doesn’t have smth going on with his gender #nezukos bamboo necklace is chewlery btw hehe #I hope I was able to capture the expression of like #just genuine tender yearning #it’s something he’s always had the longing for but never quite understood where it came from #or even what it was #just a very empty hole in his body that he could only ever describe as self hatred and disgust even if he knew that wasn’t quite right #I think when they’re older nezuko would rlly help him like #get comfortable w the idea of actually exploring his identity #he’s spent so much of his life just truly and bitterly hating himself to the core #he couldn’t stomach the idea of thinking about who he was beyond the surface level #I think nezuko would make him feel so much more okay with himself and help try to get him to a point of at the very least knowing who he is #it’s a very long road that zenitsu really honestly isn’t sure if he’s comfortable with #but he can’t help but at least try #if not for himself but for the ache of the child inside himself who has so desperately longed for comfort and love and belonging #he wants to know that child who was so brutally outcasted could eventually find a home #he wants to believe there’s hope for himself #Zenko chan I love you so much #she is so important 2 me…..#sorry transed your zenitsu. no yeah we can’t undo it. yeah he’s a she now. sorry nothin I can do.

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fromtheseventhhell · 2 months ago

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I love how people are only ever interested in defending Arya's right to be weird-looking. It's never defending her intelligence from people who claim she's incapable of thinking for herself, highlighting her importance to the plot and refusing to see her as just a prop, acknowledging how much of her story gets stolen and given to other characters, talking about her trauma or how often it gets erased and overlooked, seeing her as more than just an attack dog/bodyguard, etc. Nope. It's just a "why can't people let Arya be ugly/unconventional looking? :(" post every other week because people are, for whatever reason, obsessed with how Arya is visually perceived. One of the most misinterpreted characters yet the issue is only ever with her being portrayed as "too pretty" or the wrong "type" of pretty. This fandom will entirely rewrite a character's motivations, values, and role in the story to the point that they consider references to canon "hate" but! The true injustice to canon is we acknowledge that she is described as pretty several times. Arya simply existing as her pretty, important, and non-conforming self is too complex and confusing for people to comprehend 😔.

#arya stark #asoiaf #fandom nonsense #how can Arya be considered pretty?! she's literally non-conforming?? being pretty belongs to /feminine/ female characters...right? 😱#I feel like these people tell on themselves with how much they value beauty because they make it /such/ a big deal #when her self-esteem issues regarding being a lady are infinitely more relevant to her story (and more interesting to discuss)#her being mocked for having the Stark look is a supporting story element that also reinforces her being an outcast considering #her mother + all of her trueborn siblings have a southern look and she was raised with southern standards #not to mention her non-conformity and often messy appearance heavily impacted how her looks were perceived #George writes Arya's non-conformity as parallel to traditional femininity so it makes sense that beauty is one of those aspects he subverts #(also why it makes sense that her future includes accepting her identity as a Lady while redefining the role but that's off topic)#this is why you need to look at the writing instead of judging based on the /type/ of character you think Arya is #and! it's truly not that serious 😭 I'm sure it will be a plot point eventually but it's not 98% of her story like these people pretend #Arya is such an interesting + well-written character but we constantly get people rewriting her and nonsense discourse around her looks #such rich material and all you can say is that she's an /odd-looking feral gremlin/ and I'm supposed to take your opinion seriously #at this point the obsession with Arya being /weird/ looking has to be some projection of personal self-esteem issues #there's no way /this/ is the hill you're willing to die on with all the terrible takes about Arya from this fandom #wish people who didn't care about her would just stop bringing her up so we could have our discussions about her in peace

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harriertail · 1 year ago

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WARRIOR CATS: SHADOWSIGHT'S SOLITUDE (release date unknown)

#warrior cats #shadowsight #the broken code #shadowpaw #shadowclan #cover illustration #okay i was gonna do this as a bit where i try convince everyone its a real SE but that relies on like. tumblr getting a joke lmao #but its about shadowsight feeling outcast after TBC and the clans not trusting him for 'bringing' ashfur in #harriertail

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thebestusernamepossible · 4 months ago

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I think a really underrated character duo in gravity falls is Dipper and Stan. Like one, I think they are way more similar than people give them credit for. Like Dipper is definitely the one who feels like the ‘inferior’ twin (internally on his part), something reflected in Stan. Also Dipper is generally pretty cunning and willing to throw punches in a Stan-way, you can see Stan rubbing off on him as the show progresses. Dipper in the Stan costume, and that one scene where Stan and Dipper both cross their fingers at the same time for the same promise, both live in my head rent free. In my heart of hearts I think Dipper picks up a bit of Stans con-man tricks in the future (and Mabel goes on some bonding missions w/ Ford, but this post isn’t abt them). Also I just want to say I bet Dipper reminded Stan of a young Ford and that informed some of their early dynamic. Anyway bye just needed this brainworm out

#gravity falls #dipper pines #Stan pines #stanley pines #That one scene in Dreascapers where Stan talks abt how he sees himself in Dipper and that’s why he’s hard on him?#yeah #look the twins can obviously be put into their easy Mabel-Stan Dipper-Ford parallels #BUT I think it’s interesting to do it teh other way too #because Mabel and Ford are the weird twins of their pairs!!! they’re the outcasts who get picked on for being strange!#Also while I don’t think Mabel is Selfish (I love Mabel) she can be a little self-centered which is a good parallel to Ford who #is also kinda self centered #again I say this with love- Mabel did nothing wrong #similarly- Dipper can be mapped to the ‘Screw up twin’ (in his mind) the way Stan can #Dipper is a nerd but he’s not a super-genius like Ford was- so next to mabel he feels inferior #(I feel like he said something like this somewhere? the journal?)#anyway Stan is the same way #Also the way Dipper would fuck anyone up for hurting his family- even going as far to THREATEN bill in BOB #Tbf mabel does this too but it’s way less serious #anyway have this #gravity falls dipper #gravity falls stanley #wait I’m not over this actually #Mabel getting tricked by Bill pretending to be someone she trusted can be a Ford paralell actually #you know how bill sees himself in Ford despite the fact he’s WAYYY more like Stan??? that but mabel the opposite way. do you see the vision?#also the fact the two pines bill hates are Dipper and Stan. I win again #THE BILL-MABEL-FORD PARALELLE BUBBLE MIGHT NEED ITS OWN POST BC I HAVE THOUGHTS

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fluffywhiskers64 · 1 year ago

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I like them being childhood friends

#kirby #my art #galacta knight #fecto elfilis #headcanon #I feel like their relationship would be like 'outcast kid bonds with stray dog' movie but they both think the other is the dog #idk i was up too late making this

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caitas-cooing · 9 months ago

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#I feel like I could be a good phantom thief #they're already a group of outcasts #also I'm not doing 1 and 2 because they get outvoted and I would feel bad #also what would you even call the p1 team?#persona series

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skinnypaleangryperson · 1 year ago

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This show is so good at small little details to reveal what's going on in the characters headspace eventually. The way that he was so obviously in that blank stare and space feeling god knows what fighting a silent battle of what is probably profound suffering if you love deeply, which obviously Rick does, and then instantly bumbled up and made a little quirky joke and then smiled and went back to having that mellow but distant tired look on face, which we've seen him do plenty of times before-it just goes to show that it's all just a performance, and that he probably has been feeling this way the majority of the time.

I know that we already know that Rick is miserable, obviously, for a multitude of reasons, but this just really said in stone the extremely and deeply deeply depressed in pain that he's carrying around with him all the time.

#I feel like I'm an outcast consumer for feeling this way #but if you suffer from severe depression or from grief in some way #or alcoholism etc #these shows can be so cathartic to watch or at least as much as watching a show can be #rick and morty #rick sanchez #my baby ❤️#I'm so content to grieve with him for the rest of my life #I don't know how to explain it but with the way that he's written I can feel the stimulation of his pain as if it's a real person or as if #it's my own.#it's probably because we both feel and love and not get over things incredibly similar ways

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the-worms-in-your-bones · 4 months ago

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You guys ever think about how there is something deeply wrong with romana, and even though it clearly got worse after etra prime she’s probably always been like that, because I do

#do you think the fact that she was a social outcast and that none of her academy friends actually liked her contributed #do you think Gallifreys probably abysmal handling of mental health problems made things worse #romana you are everything to me and there’s something so wrong with you please get therapy #I think some one should also give her a hug and just like an opportunity to actually feel her emotions for once instead of hiding them #behind her title and responsibilities #doctor who #romana #romana i #romana ii #classic who #gallifrey #gallifrey audios

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anonymocha · 4 months ago

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finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i dont need to pretend to simp that Guy just because everyone else in my friend group does

#finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i can be insane abt women the same way my friends are insane abt men #life changing #mochats #im sorry to my friends who think me simping that guy was genuine #i was just trying to fit in #its a good time to admit that 90% of the time i also dont care abt male characters same way how-#-some straight women dont care abt female characters #i refuse to waste my power on a guy everyone else cares about #im tired enough and i have assignments to do #if i become an outcast for only sparing my energy on women then so be it.#i care about my friends and love them gushing abt a Guy but i personally cannot be made to care in a way they do #not just because i think (often neglected) female characters deserve more of my attention but also because-#-my attraction does influence my interest LETS BE FR HERE #growing up is realizing that putting attention on things you dont care about #is exhausting #as fuck #and i kind of hated how i feel like i wasted my youth energy drawing characters idc abt to please others #now im just tired all the time #while wishing i can draw more women more often #so like #dont do that #draw and write what YOU want #btw its not that i dont care abt men i just have such low energy lately that if i care for anything else but women — it may be unfulfilling #live laugh fatigue #every time i see a guy fanart i scroll past life has never felt so good #(unless its by a friend which i will appreciate dearly i love my friends art and how passionate they r)

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