#i feel like I'm going crazy

[simplydnp]

do you. do you understand. do you understand.

[warlenys]

house md, 3x21. // hannibal, 3x07.

[pocketgalaxies]

"12 damage to each of you from four wish spells. :)"

[lesbianforlottie]

taste by sabrina carpenter is so fucking gay

"you'll just have to taste me when he's kissing you"

come onnnnnnnnn fucking fa-

[spicy-apple-pie]

Did Nicolas Cantu actually post that Leo hates pigs (very clearly meaning cops) on his instagram story and later deleted it and said he meant BeBop, or did I just dream that??

[jula483]

it might mean nothing but — i just noticed that after they wake up their duvets are sewn together??

[fangoffenharel]

Orym: So, my family was killed by Ludinus Everyone else: What if we just heard him out though?

[dasniichts]

guys help did they also replace h.uohuo or am i just going crazy and she's always sounded this high pitched?

[grimmywrites]

DO NOT POST MY WORK TO GOODREADS OR ANYWHERE ELSE

I’m fuming. I do not care how much anyone likes my work and I cannot believe I have to say this: DO NOT STEAL MY WORK AND POST IT ELSEWHERE! Luckily, Goodreads took my stories down after I proved they were mine, but only three of the works! The fourth they put as “invalid” and I’ll post the response I got:

“Thanks for your email. Unfortunately, we have a strict policy against deleting books from the database. Goodreads is striving to be a complete database of all published works, including works that are out-of-print. We like our members to be able to add the exact edition of their books to their virtual shelves. However, a one time exception was granted and your three books were set as deleted and one as invalid (the system did not allow me the record, because it was the last in the catalogue).” Under the ‘invalid’ link, they state that they DO list long, finished fanfiction as books. However, this should be only when you are the actual author. I do NOT post my work anywhere but here, ao3, and there are some remnants on deviantart. I certainly have never posted it to goodreads.

If you see my work elsewhere, please contact me so I can report it. (And maybe you could report it too, after you’ve notified me, if you feel so inclined.) Ultimately, I find it distasteful to even refer to fanfiction, especially my own, as books. I said as much in my response:

My response: “Thanks for the deletion but I have a problem with your phrasing. These pieces are not *books*, they're fanfiction. They were not published, they were *posted* to a free website for fanfic writers. Books are created primarily for profit and with original characters. You cannot write a book about someone else's characters, that is plagiarism. Saying that fanfiction is a book or even implying that there was any sort of monetary gain around it could result in legal trouble for me (and I would assume for you). I suggest you take that under advisement because if I see my work there again I will continue messaging you until it is all removed. That's my work, I decide where it goes, not you and not random people on the internet stealing it to post to your site.” I’m livid, and I know a lot of people are. Between this, AI being allowed to write stories for people to be posted on ao3, allowing AI to trawl our work, and the overall lack of engagement in fan spaces, I’m inching closer and closer to deleting everything I ever posted.

[strawberryblondebutch]

Here’s the thing I do think RBG probably should have retired during Obama’s second term and we all have to live with the consequences of her not doing that but if you’re whining about Elena Kagan not stepping down please take a step back and realize that the health calculus of a 64-year-old with an active lifestyle is markedly different than that of someone 20 years older with a history of cancer and heart disease

[supernaturalkickparty]

Going to try to do everything in my power to get me and my child out of my mother's house.

She's manipulative, she's petty as hell, shes very passive aggressive, she has threatened me numerous times that she will take him from me because she has grandparents rights and feels that me and my husband will not be able to provide for him.

We pay her 350 twice a month for rent on top of paying certain bills for her, our car payment, insurance, buying 500 plus worth of groceries every 2 weeks for not just for me and my child but for the entire household(there's 8 of us total and I'm responsible for everyone apparently)

Me my husband and my child are all stuck in one bedroom and the room is so cramped, granted he has his own bed but we need to leave. I can't keep raising him in a small bedroom.

I have been through so damn much with her narcissistic self and I can't take it anymore.

I feel like I'm dying.

[widowed-mistress]

I feel like I'm going crazy. Does anyone remember a animated trailer back from the 2010s or 2000s where it's like

The Colors Inside Your Phone. And the creators have an insight about the character's design and personality after the trailer. And like the main guy is this blue color and the saturation of a person determines how much money they have and he finds this girl who doesn't speak and is grey (never seen before) and for some reason THE PHONE GOVERNMNET is trying to go after her for seemingly NO reason until she apperantly appears to be a secret badass with weapons hurt into her????

And the characters in the main group have a Five Man Band trope going on with the brains and the lancers and the heart. Does anyone remember this?

I keep trying to look it up online to prove it's real but I can't find it anywhere.

Did I make this up??? Somebody please help me.

[coolgirlkoi]

SHAWOLS I NEED TO KNOW!!

[srvipers]

i'm going crazy- WHAT WAS THE GLITCHING ABOUT IN THE FNAF MOVIE. I saw it on opening day and there was glitching throughout the whole movie. I don't remember now if it pops up for certain people/situations, I just remember that it happened a few times through the whole movie. BUT WHEN I STREAMED IT ON PEACOCK THERE WAS NO GLITCHING AT ALL?????? I haven't had a chance to go back to the theaters to check if it's just a movie theatre thing, but trying to look it up online is a nightmare. A few people noticed it and commented on it, but no one is actually talking about it!!! Do the glitches mean nothing then? Am I putting too much thought on something that ultimately doesn't mean anything????

[halfdeadwallfly]

the hand towel in my bathroom legitimately, somehow, smells exactly like the middle school i went to

i've spent the last like five minutes just breathing in air through a damp towel

it's so fucking weird and intense

like i can actively, all at the same time, feel myself sitting at a bookshelf by the radiator and writing a report about bridge to terabithia and hiding behind the bleachers during dodge ball and doing practice scholar bowl matches and taking ar tests and cutting out construction paper and singing church music and swinging sideways on the swings and singing duets with my friends and messing with powerpoint in the computer lab and playing uno on the floor and drying my hands on brown paper towels and walking slowly down the hall during class and researching confirmation saints and and diagramming sentences and-

yeah no it's really fucking weird

[broxklynn]

just a little rant, because i need to type this out. my younger cousin is having two friends over for a week - she told us a week prior, so we were surprised, i could change some plans and go back to the city to give them some privacy, but what's done is done and i suppose they wouldn't mind having us upstairs. and let me tell you - they don't mind one bit. for context, the house we have in the countryside is my gran's, she built it and used to live there before moving with my mum to the city and everyone from her side of the family stays there during summer - my mum, my aunt & her husband, my two cousins, my brother, sister and obviously my gran. most of the time, we are not there at the same time, because everyone aside from my cousins has work or higher studies. i sometimes stay in the city, but still the countryside's my main vacation destination, it's very calming and fresh - helps me relax and everything you can imagine.

i decided to stay out of their way for the most part, because there was no use interrupting their shenanigans and all i could offer is my hospitality. i said welcome, hope you have a great stay and stay out of trouble, so you know, the basics. but their behaviour is so surprising to me? when i was younger, whenever i'd drop by my friend's house i'd make sure i wasn't - you know - troubling them in any way shape, or form. i wouldn't trash anything, be kind & respectful, quiet - you know - the bare minimum? because i'm the guest. when i'd stay over or my friends would, we'd make sure we were mindful of everyone in the house. i remember when i invited my friend to drop by my place to have some study sessions on the weekend, and when my gran visited us the second day and she made my friend goffers, she was so kind and even a little embarrassed, which you know, was completely unnecessary, but it was still lovely of her to show gratitude. while my cousin's friends are only a year younger than me (or 2) and their attitude is so different? i clearly didn't expect them to cook their own food or whatever, because they're the guests, but they are so unappreciative of everything?

cooked them dinner, because my gran was picking fruits, no thank you, no anything - they didn't even at it all and then complained they were my gran was picking fruits, they, later on, complained they were hungry - not to me, to my cousin, who then told me about it. i'm one year their senior, they are old enough to make themselves a sandwich? i'm not the best cook, but my spaghetti wasn't uneatable, come on. they're also very loud, and i mean very, very loud. but you know, i decided i'll let it slide, because we are young, it's the day and the summer there's no point in making a scene over teenagers having fun - i had an issue with it, because - as all my family now - i have a diagnosis, which makes me overstimulated very easily, so in order to work or study, i need to avoid unnecessary stimuli - thus, i went to the countryside for some peace and quiet, but at the same time, it's solely my problem and they shouldn't stop having fun, just because it makes me crazy. so i changed my routine, a bit - take meds a bit later and study during the night. you'll never guess who loves to scream around, play music & laugh in the middle of the night. you'll never guess. my sister and & i are very bothered by it. my brother - on the other hand - sleeps like a rock, so once he manages to fall asleep, he doesn't mind. my gran, on the other hand, sleeps downstairs, so she doesn't hear one bit. i honestly told my cousin about this, i didn't want to make a scene, because that would put the girls and her in an awkward position, so i just said if she could make sure they wouldn't be as loud during the nighttime. she apologized. guess what happened the next night. i decided i'd bring it up to her once the girls are away and work around it until then.

changed my entire routine, started studying downstairs - the internet connection sucks, decided to change the subject i was studying and read some books and make notes - can't do, because as my gran said it "i'm occupying girls' space, that's where they eat dinner". yikes, drove a bike to a nearby river, where i could sit and read, but for obvious reasons, the "taking notes" part is quite difficult, also, i have to do it in the morning because i've lent one of the girls my bike. yup. that's the whole entire thing, my cousin asked me if one of the girls could take my bike because she didn't bring one and i said yes because i could always go cycling in the morning. sadly, they ride on their bikes at least once a day, in the afternoon, and after (trying) to pull an all-nighter, it's i have a very small window of time to study before i have to ride back and give them the bike. frankly, i didn't even mind it, because that meant i could study in peace upstairs. but the worst part is, the bike, after 5 days of usage got more dirty than i've ever seen it in 3,5 years of riding it. i used to own an all-terrain bike, so cycling in rough conditions is something i'm familiar with, but my current bike is definitly not right for that and oh my god, i've never seen a bike more dirty, and as i said, i've been to some messy places with my old one. and again, i wouldn't mind it if she at least cleaned it afterward? she just left me with it, like oh my fucking lord. and it's not the end either! they make a huge mess both downstairs; in the kitchen & dining area and in their room. obviously, the room can be excused, because it's their space, but the kitchen? the dining room? they also like to displace things, like the basketball or their clothes. what's going on. they're leaving on friday - until then, i will stay out of their way and try to be as productive as i can, so i haven't wasted this entire week. i will bring it up with my cousin because that's her job to keep her friends in check. i'll also mention this to my auntie and uncle, because if that's how it's going to be, next time i'll simply go back to the city, ong.

i don't want to make girls feel unwelcome, i really don't. but at the same time, i have some crazy-ass friends, who are the loudest and the craziest at the parties, but whenever they stay over and they're NOT ALONE, they are angels. everyone my age (that i know, obviously) has always been so aware of their manners. every time we've organized a party, they could trash the place up like there's no tomorrow and then help to clean it. when they'd stay over, they'd make their food, or at least clean after themselves. or SAY THANK YOU if someone else did it for them. i've met people who can be the meanest person to you, but when they're at someone else's place, they'd at least be respectful. it's so frustrating to see the difference. or am i crazy.