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Yeah... I think you need more lessons from your "Kungfu master"
#Accidentally posts goat bros again???#But make it a comic#which i havent done in forever wowowowow#HATE where it cuts in the middle but thats bad planning for you ;')#ted spankoffski#peter spankoffski#npmd#tgwdlm#nerdy prudes must die#the guy who didnât like musicals#hatchetfield#starkid#There will be a third goat bros after this i just know it#i feel it in my bones and in my soul#//Komic
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I've seen a lot of people writing Danny as a space ancient and Dan and Dani as ghosts with moon and sun cores, being sort of parts, versions of Danny and therefore weaker. Now, consider: Dan and Dani are both powerful ghosts with really cool cores and stuff but Danny is just some guyâ˘
Dan, who came from an alternate timeline and is kind of from the future but also not, is Clockwork's apprentice and will eventually become an ancient of time. He probably only agreed to have some lessons with Clockwork to understand better what happened to him, but he enjoys his apprenticeship now.
Dani, with her love of travelling, loves seeing all the different places the world offers to her, and that includes space and different planets and maybe even parallel universes, and she accidentally ends up being an apprentice of the space ancient. For now she's probably a baby ancient of freedom or something like that, but she might become an ancient of space in the future.
We can also have something like Dan having a core of destruction or Dani being the Speed Force if you want it to be dcxdp, or any headcanon of yours about their cool powers.
And then there's Danny. And yeah, everyone knows that he's super powerful, but also he's just some guy.
It can go different routes. Does everyone know that Danny is just Danny? Or do they think that with siblings (well, technically a clone and an alternate version, but whatever) so powerful, he must be even stronger? Is Danny actually something terrifyingly eldritch and ancient and strong, almost a god, but he just doesn't know himself? Or is he just really some guy?
Now, because it's obvious that I have a dcxdp brainrot, have a regular "JL summons/meets a powerful ghost" but its Dan and Dani, and they keep mentioning their original/brother who won a fight against them at some point. The JL is very concerned about Dan and Dani's godlike powers, and they can't imagine what Danny is like. And then they meet him (in his human form), and it's just a young adult in casual clothes, very friendly and helpful, with no evident powers. Imagine the confusion. Imagine Dan and Dani, radiating power, in their eldritch ghost forms, admitting that fighting Danny for real is the dumbest thing to do and not even they would succeed... And then there's Danny is jeans and silly t-shirt, waving shyly.
#DO YOU SEE MY VISION#please#I'm not getting enough sleep#my brain is obsessed with weird stuff#I want Sam who barely looks human because she's one with nature#I want Tucker who looks regal and dangerous in his pharaoh clothes#I want Dan look like he can destruct the Earth with a wave of his hand#I want Dani who is everything there is in the world and you feel it in your bones#I want Jazz who sees your soul and your mind and you know it and there's nowhere to run#I want JL to meet all of them before meeting Danny#I want all of them to admit in their different ways that Danny is the greatest of them#I want JL to be VERY worried about meeting Danny#and then I want Danny to be as normal and friendly as possible#and I want him to treat all those eldritch creatures (his family and friends) as they're regular humans and nothing is weird about them#just hugs and love and praises#because it would cause so much confusion#this is NOT ghost king Danny#unless it is but he doesn't know (and either no one knows or no one told him because it's funnier this way and he's super oblivious)#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp x dc#dc x dp#DPxDC#DCxDP#danny phantom#isn't a crossover if you don't want it to be#could be any crossover if you do want it to be
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my motorcycle got a flat tire and i deadass dragged my motorcycle to my home which means i dragged that motherfucker for approximately 1.5 kmâŚ..
#its 1:30 am#no automobile repair shop open anywhere. oh my god#i feel like#my soul has left my body#this is the most workout ive had in months#AKSHSKFKFKK#delete later#granted its not that far but i can feel my bones crackin#i smoked 3 cigarettes#pull up my big girl skirts#and dragged that shit for 20 minutes#KGFGJJFJKK
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This was supposed to be for vore day but Iâm lazy so here it is nearly a month late lmao. Anyways Vulcan innards are so fun to draw help
@vore-scientist enjoy :)
#I made the bile yellow cause. Like. Itâs usually lime green and I wanted to stay at least a little close to that#Plus yellow and green look nice together#Genuinely didnât realize how close the stomach and heart were for these guys until I did some mapping on myself and oh my gosh#The heart is just right there isnât it. Thatâs gotta be so loud#Anyways I have no clue how this happened but it was Kirkâs idea 100% and no one is even surprised anymore#idk I just think heâd like being ate I feel it in my soul#Bones ainât having it#Sp0ck. Doesnât mind#soft vore#safe vore#fandom vore#g/t vore#arts#vore trek#Because idk what else to tag it lmao#No shirt for Kirk thatâs just the rules
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uh. UUUUHHH!
#my posts#my art#st#tos#trek art#first time posting smth like this please be nice to me#also click for better quality#my friend said i should draw spock in some crop tops. i uh. didn't do that exactly but...#guys. spock's tummy hair has actually bewitched me body mind and soul i feel insane#should i even promote my commissions on this post#spock#bones#s'chn t'gai spock#mccoy#doctor mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#spock x bones#spirk#mcspirk#kirk/spock#captain kirk#kirk#k/s#the premise#star trek tos#star trek the original series#st tos#star trek fanart#nsf t#spones
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me every fucking day of my life:
#don't mind me i'm just#trauma dumping#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#supernatural fandom#dean#deanwinchester#spn edit#spn memes#jensen ackles#jackles#supernatural text post#supernatural crack#supernatural dean#spn dean#spn cast#winchester sister#winchester brothers#winchester family#sam winchester#castiel#mary winchester#jensen ross ackles#supernatural family#spn fandom#spn family#relatable#i feel this in my soul#i feel this in my bones
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"He was looking forward to this journey." "So he can pray over Hoskuld?" "He was looking forward to seeing you," Steapa said, "for some reason he likes you." âUhtred's Feast, Bernard Cornwell
#aka alfred being a pathetic miserable soul whenever uhtred is not in the same room as him#which is so funny because alfred looks both independent AND codependent#almost a âi want to be alone but not lonelyâ#which i feel deep *DEEP* in my bones#AND#i love how uhtred is so clueless about all of this#i have more to say about it but my brain won't connect SOOOO#another day#the last kingdom#michela's gifs#beocca#uhtred#steapa#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#ian hart#alexander dreymon#adrian bouchet#david dawson
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Thinking about Jesper and Nina as the last of the Crows. Thinking about Wylan, when he dies, and Inej and Kaz have gone already, and Jesper can't contain his grief. He throws himself at Nina, because she has power over the dead, doesn't she? That isn't how it works. But he isn't listening. He begs and pleads for her to bring Wylan back, to try at leastâbut she won't. She won't, no matter if he hates her for it, because all she can think of is the sight of Matthias and how wrong it was. How wrong to have tried to hold him back, to hold him to her.
She holds Jesper through the night as he sobs into her shoulder. She holds him tight even as he curses her. The both of them know he doesn't really mean it. They only have each other now...
But it isn't only them there.
Someone else is in the room, unseen, and he whispers into Nina's ear. Not her ear, exactly. More so her mind, but he sounds so present if she just closes her eyes. She wishes she could share this through more than translation, so Jesper would be sure... he's okay, he's okay.
He's somewhere else, but he's okay. And he loves you so much, Jes.
Her eyes are full of tears. She keeps them closed as not to let them fall. She whispers Wylan's words to Jesper. She feels him stilling in her arms and keeps on whispering until the words stop and she can't sense him anymore. He had to go, but he'll be waiting. He had to go, but you have time left. Don't rush to him. You'll have forever. It's just for now, so just be patient... you'll have forever. He'll be there waiting.
#wesper#jesper fahey#nina zenik#wylan van eck#six of crows#crooked kingdom#shadow and bone#cw death#soc spoilers#ck spoilers#how do I even tag this#it kinda turned into a drabble so#my drabbles#NO I'M NOT OKAY THANKS FOR ASKING DJKGDJKGD#THIS STRUCK ME LIKE A BOLT OF LIGHTNING#and I am not emotionally stable enough to write this as a fic#so you get it as a feverishly written up post that made me cry#because why did I get so deeply unfixably soul-level kinds of attached to the most tragic found family ever send help#I'm going to go lay in a ditch with my feelings GOOD BYE djakgkj
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Iâm going to look back on my life and say âI got everything I fucking wantedâ.
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What if I say that Stephanie Lauter's love languages are physical touch and doing acts of service, huh?
What if I say that Peter Spankoffski's are infodumping and gift giving?
What if I say that Grace Chasity's love languages are quality time and words of affirmation?
What if-?
#love language#i think about them so much guys I'm not even joking it might be a problem#npmd#lautskity#lautitski#lautski#i LOVE them#starkid#but please tell me you guys see it too?#bc i don't just see it i feel it#i feel it in my bones#i feel it in my soul#'these aren't correct' well they're correct to ME buddy and we're going to have a PROBLEM bc im not changing my mind#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#grace chasity#steph lauter#pete spankoffski
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Slowly, his limp pronounced but his back straight, Kaz made his way down the final flight of stairs, leaning heavily on the banister. When he reached the bottom, the remaining crowd parted.
Haskellâs grizzled face was red with fear and indignation. âYouâll never last, boy. Takes more than what you got to get past Pekka Rollins.â
Kaz snatched his cane from Per Haskellâs hand.
âYou have two minutes to get out of my house, old man. This cityâs price is blood,â said Kaz, âand Iâm happy to pay with yours.
Excerpt From Crooked Kingdom, Leigh Bardugo
#shadowandboneedit#sabedit#whumpedit#whump#shadow and bone#kaz brekker#freddy carter#per haskell#tim plester#my gifs#2x03#shadow and bone spoilers#i gasped! this was so sexy you donât understand#right after fighting off everyone with just his fit and cane⌠kaz is a sexy king doing sexy king shit#whenever i hear the book quotes it like an adrenaline shot to me i feel dizzy my insides get all warm and mushy it keeps me going#itâs like medicine to my aching soul
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ok yknow what else. I am so glad they're acknowledging the 180. I haven't really voiced this cuz I was otherwise so excited for this season but I really was on the verge of indignation about them just deciding to make gabriel a goofy sidekick after he was literally the biggest villain of season 1. it really felt like they weren't willing to acknowledge just how much pain he's actually caused aziraphale and crowley and, to be honest, it seemed a little out of the blue that aziraphale would try to help him. but no. they're actually talking about it. it's a central point of conflict for them that crowley rightfully wants nothing to do with this because it's GABRIEL, he tried to kill aziraphale, he's still understandably terrified that heaven will try to hurt him again, and now he wants this guy nowhere near either of them, and cannot understand why aziraphale would have him in his bookship after what he's done. and as for why aziraphale wants to help him, that seems like it's actually going to be explored rather than just accepted for the sake of the plot moving forward. not only have they not forgotten just what gabriel did or tried to do last season, they're placing that lasting fear and apprehension towards him front and centre and are going to have aziraphale and crowley conflict over whether or not he deserves their help. I'm honestly so relieved because I had always been staunchly anti-gabriel and never really enjoyed the fandom's overly jovial attitude towards him, and was genuinely really skeptical when it seemed they were going to make him a sympathetic character in the new season, especially since the trailer played the comedic angle for all it was worth. but it's not just absurdity for absurdity's sake. it's actually something for our main couple to work through. the writing knows this is a difficult shift in dynamic to contend with. and they're directly employing it as an obstacle for aziraphale and crowley. it's really good and it's put a lot of my worries about the overall tone and messaging of this season to rest
#not even getting into how this is literally the same conflict from season 1 but with a slightly different power dynamic#like aziraphale and crowley have the power to say no now. they can move on with their lives and not feel obligated to involve themselves#in heaven and hells business. and no doubt crowley wants to stay as far out of it as possible#hes content to just be a human now basically. and hes frustrated that at the first opportunity aziraphale is diving back into it#and once again crowley is forced to close ranks and focus on only protecting aziraphale. only now its more frustrating because#aziraphale can say no! crowley tried to get them out of there before but of course aziraphale couldnt. and crowley understood that#to some extent anyways#and now theyre finally free to do as they wish like he wanted and aziraphale still cant fully break away#he just wants them both to be safe but aziraphale makes that very difficult. he loves him of course but its so frustrating for crowley#like WHY cant he just enjoy their freedom. why cant he seize it with both hands. thats all hes every wanted for them#its the same conflict as in 1x04 but worse now. because aziraphale can say no and he can choose crowley over heaven. so why isnt he#ohhhhh the interpersonal conflict. its so juicy. its gonna be so good i can just feel it in my bones in my SOUL#good omens#good omens spoilers#ineffable husbands#meta tag
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alright i finished this so i need to celebrate my accomplishment (???) by sharing it to the world
BETTER versions of my trio designs. because boo boo the other old ones were BORING and TOO SIMPLE and lowhighkey UGLY. i had no idea what i was thinking when i made this but i guess design notes before to see if i can figure out what the fuck these mean đ
killerđŞ:3
he got a GLOW UP!!! when i was figuring him out i was thinking like. this man needs to look combat ready he CANNOT look chill and relaxed he MUST look good to fight. killer can't catch a break đ anyways. it's ALSO not revealing (âËá´Ëâ) because i feel he would NOT wear that stuff cmon flirty =/= revealing. his charms are found through his words and actions (stabbing someone through the heart) (speaking of the heart i couldn't be bothered to draw his soul mb)
the gloves/shirt/leggings under his clothes may LOOK seperate. but its actually all one big piece!!! because i thought it would be silly and funny :3 but like on a serious note i like this because it provides an extra layer of protection (both in a fight and not) and like. a sense of anonymity i guess??? like you can't see killer's natural body you cant SEE who he was before because hes changed that much (or i guess HE cant see who he was b4 wtvr)
actually a lot of killer's outfit has meaning behind it. knee pads = unnatural body imitation killer is a whole new being now not monster (also adding 2 the combat look :3) belts = restraint killer needs to stay in line and do as he's ordered (i needed some visual interest đ) zippers on shoes?? actually no meaning i just thought it would be cute. somehow i managed to find meanings 4 all of the trio's zippers. killer's is jammed in that spot. show like idk he is irreversibly changed to what he is now (a lot of this makes no sense)
horror đŞ :3
if you remove all the rips in the clothes he'd be the most basic out of all of them. but theyre there so he's NOT the most basic! 4 horror i was thinking like "you can see he's fucked up but you can also see he's desperately trying to keep it together" type feel. i totally didnt steal those under socket lines (thank you mania and paranoia for donating to your og versions :3) to make horror look more đđđ (cannot describe it)
the cloak was stolen from undyne trust. he wears it as a power move FUCK YOU!!! to her :3 also it looks royal and regal which could kinda show like horror's power and sway over snowdin. he's DEFINITELY not a king but he is a provider and a lot of what he says goes around those parts. a lot of ppl look to him as like world's shittiest leader(ish). also i just wanted him to have something unique!
underneath horror's jacket his shirt is reaaaally torn he should probably replace it. there are some holes from when he was pinned down with spears during the core incident and then the whole lower half is just totally torn off from that one comic đ but thats why the jacket is zipped up! however the zipper broke and now the jacket can't unzip! (because horror struggles with the fact that horrortale ISNT gonna be perpetually shitty (everyone say thanks aliza) and would rather nobody see him vulnerable)
dustđ§Ł:3
i didn't change much about him lowkey he's pretty much wearing the same CLOTHES. just that the style and way he's wearing them changed. wanted him to give like,,,,, comfy (because bro did not change out of his sansish clothes) but also like FOCUSED o(â§ĺŁâŚ)o like horror he has the under socket line but thats just to make him look more stressed and tired
i moved around the scarf to NOT be around his neck bc it was sooo annoying drawing the hood and then having to account for the scarf. it kind gave him a baby face vibe which i did NOT like. also i think dust would wear the scarf however. very versatile as long as the scarf remains intact. so it COULD go around waist COULD be around neck COULD be around limbs
i didn't mean to do this but the black thingy around his shoulders (was originally there just to fill in the empty space without the scarf there đ) could be seen as like mourning wear. again with the silly zipper symbolism but dust's zipper is fine its not broken like horror or killer's are because he chose to go down this path. dust CHOSE to zip it up and now its too late to go back now (so bro MUST power through âźď¸âźď¸ he cant unzip the zipper now!!!!)
overall i like these. usually i like coming up with cool unique character designs its so fun but my trio was hard (im hard). probably bc i didnt wanna make then wear anything too weird Dx BUT NOW AT LEAST THEY ALL LOOK LESS BABY!!!! i think i depicted how i see them though like ughhh cannot explain but now they look like how i want them to sound
#i love love LOVE the cloak i gave horror its so fun and silly#it makes him feel so much more im better than you superior asshole vibes#these were inspired by like some old mtt but girl drawings i made a year ago and never showed anyone#so like. i feel like it shouldve been MORE fem looking than the olds ones but surprisingly not#they look gender neutral now!!!! YES!!!!!! mtt just skeletons could look fem or masc but i dont think they would#so they wear clothing in between!!! besides if i wanted to make them girly i have jk fashion au for that#i said no slutty killer but i feel that way for all of them. they wouldn't go around shirtless or wearing tight clothing#they are covered up i swear. none of these fucks are comfortable enough with themselves and anyone else to wear anything revealing#me when i see killer or horror with no shirt on (PUT ON A SHIRT!!! ESPECIALLY KILLER!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING SHIRTLESS THAT EXPOSES YOUR SOUL#and horror's probably scrawny and his bones are brittle so why would be expose them to the elements even more đđ AND he lives in snowdin#something something dust and horror have more classic similar smiles while killers isnt#i was just bullshitting with the mourning outfit dust thing but from the upper half he lowkey does look like it#like a grief stricken depressed maiden. what a surprise that he feels bad after killing everyone he loves#i drew killer with knives here but what i really wanted to draw were like chained blades. sickles. a sword. other blades than just a knife#i actually was gonna draw my trio with different weapons đđ but then i got sidetracked and just drew them with different clothes#when i was drawing dust i was like OH SHIT HE LOOKS WAAAAY TOO MUCH LIKE CLASSIC SANS.#it was unnerving. this is why i give them all different eye shapes to differentiate them!#now they all look more serious and grown up. even tho theyre all grown adult fucking men and damn horror's like 30#dust and killer look more ready to fight and horror looks more like. authoritative???? idk but its a good look 4 then#i desillyfied them. i /srsed them. i got rid of all the fun and whimsy but its ok i guess. maybe these will be easier to draw at least#UGHHH now i have to memorize these designs. only downside.....#now they all dont look similar or like branches of eachother. idk how to feel about that#prior they were clearly all connected. like a precure team they had differences but the overall vibe was the same#does this mean i have to change the mst's outfits to fit with the mtt's now đđ dont wanna!! i dont wanna redraw the mst!!!#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule art
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DND Characters!
They are....
Autora, the cleric/sorcerer wooden elf; Leah, the fighter half elf; and Sofia, the artificer half elf.
About them (VERY LONG TEXT):
Autora!
She was kidnapped as a child and raised by an adventurer's guild. Them believing that elves were naturally gaslight the tiny Autora into beeing a devotee of Demeter... it worked and was blessed by her!
But the methods of making her a devotee were physical and mental abuse so she would seek refuge on the only thing she had available, scrolls of different gods, and she chose Demeter maybe because of her love of nature, or perhaps of the kind and motherly figure shown in the pictures.
Thankfully she got other kids to play with not long after becoming a cleric (The guild said that they wandered in randomly, so it might be a reward for becoming a devotee!) They were; Leah a younger half-elf trained to be fighter and his little infant sister Sofia, whom he always carried on his arms even tho she knew how to walk.
After gaining her cleric powers, the abused calmed down but she was trained endlessly in order for her to improve her healing powers, and even took her to a lot of missions where she lost an arm.
When she came back, Leah saw her state, and the fact she couldn´t even heal her wounds because she had no magic left in her. And decided it was enough, and took her and her sister away of that place.
At first, Autora was sad about leaving since the adventurers didn't have another medic, and "not all of them were bad...", but Leah said they had a mission and Leah never lied before...
This was all before and when she was 15.
When she was 16, Leah told her the truth about how this was never a mission and she understood.
When she was 18, Sofia made her an arm that allowed her to use mage hand in a way that simulated a true arm, not so strong but really helpful.
When she was 20, The whole team decided to build a home in a little town hidden between the mountains, where she became the medic, and once again started to use her magic until she passed out just to help.
And when she was 22, During an argument, Leah told her about how her cleric powers were planned from the start by the guild. Making her faith for Demeter break loosing her cleric powers.
Although she no longer was the town's cleric, and people were kind and understanding to her, she couldn't handle not longer having powers so went for a way to gain magic again anything at all, maybe she couldn't trust demetere anymore but... maybe another god? study it? anything.
Maybe in another life she would have become a warlord, but in this life, trying to find herself, the gods heard her cries one night lost in the forest and lead her to a lively village, that looked... oddly familiar.
It was her old home.
People knew instantly who she was and invited her to the village.
Her parent passed away, the elves didn't give her a lot of information, but some slip-ups led her to think that it wasn't murder nor natural causes, but their grief of their missing daughter after 10 years that lead to that outcome. She didn't mourn them, but she was sad about what it could have been...
The elders showed her the house where her parents used to reside, still filled with furniture since they didn't want to get rid of all before Autora came back first.
Autora spent a year in that town, reading the history of her family, meeting the villagers and family friends, discovering that her father was fond of clocks to the point he gain powers from them, and that her mother loved to tend the garden on her house and the village plaza.
As an exercise she fixed some clocks learning from the books her dad had... and after she fixed the last broken one in the house, she went to bed and woke up with clock hands in her eyes and a subtle shimmer on her skin... just like her father. She tended to the dead garden in her house and village, surprisingly easy as if she was naturally good with plants... maybe Demeter's gift was real, her mother did remind her of that old art she saw in the scrolls... After she put the last flower inside her mother's garden in a pot, and gave it to the elders, she felt a familiar wave of magic growing inside of her.
Then... and only them she mourned them, right in front of the elders, she cried for what it could have been, and the comfort they gave her even if they were not there anymore.
At age 24 she came back to the village where Leah and Sofia lived, and was welcomed with open arms and lots of tears from the siblings, and Leah apologizing for his harsh words, on his knees, although that was because Sofia kicked him harshly on the back of his knee.
They are good now
(The campaign where Autora was canceled so her story also is, she is now only an NPC)
Leah and Sofia
The half elf and his tiny sister were sold to an adventurer's guild for 10 gold coins by their parents when he was only 6 and she was 3.
It looked like their parents talked greatly about them; about how Leah was extremely agile and passionate on fighting even having a preference for shielding and strategy, and how SofĂa was extremely pretty, fully aware of it and using it on her advantage, also weirdly interested on breaking and fixing all her toys.
The adventurers welcomed them kindly, they talked about how it's great to have more kids in the team, that the only kid in their guild would be happy to have play mates.
They introduced them to Autora, and she was really nice and energetic, Sofia automatically warmed to her so Leah also did, not wanting to ruin her sister having another girl friend.
Leah thought training with the adventurers was a lot of fun, and SofĂa was allowed to read any books they had, which was limited to only magic books, he always thought that it was because some adventurers wanted to become wizards...
That was until he was 12, and heard the drunkards talking about the methods they used to make Autora a Cleric, and realized that if they had scrolls that SofĂa hadn't read... it possibly meant they were trying to lead his sister to also be a magic user.
When he was 13, Autora came back without an arm. And told her and Sofia that they were assigned a mission after her wound has treated.
They traveled throughout the forest, to the city and met sailors that took them far away.
When he was 14 he told the girls the truth, Autora took it well, and Sofia already knew... even the plan of the guild to make her a wizard. She wasn't one to do what people wanted her to do, so she used the spells as creativity for inventions she worked on in secret. Tiny confetti bombs inspired of a spell that made a strong noise, a hand that extended like a jack in a box that was controlled by strings, and other amazing stuff.
When SofĂa was 13, she completed her greatest invention! A hand for Autora, the girl that taught her Elven language and showed her support on her genius.
By age 14 and 17, after travelling on multiple boats, they bought their own, and sailed far away completing missions, haunting animals and fishing to sell and fixing other people's boats to make money... although they never told Autora about it, wanting Autora to just enjoy freedom.
When they were 15 and 18 they went to a beautiful village hidden in the mountains, with a river to the open sea for them to continue adventuring if they wanted, nice people, and lots of artificers and fighters. The whole team decided that it was time to settle!
And everything went great until the people in town became... weird about the team cleric. People talked about Autora as an angel fallen from heave itself, kind, motherly, strong and with an innocent beauty... and those wonderful words put pressure on the girl.
Autora started working extra hard, using all her magic on fixing even the tiniest migraine for the town's people. SofĂa started to study medicine so she could help people too and perhaps lessen her burden... but people wanted Autora's "blessing".
And after a few years Leah was tired of Autora's healing magic, the fact that people talked about it as a blessing when it was all a sham, and how even SofĂa always told him to not tell her about the plan of their old guild.
But he didn't hear, and when Autora told him to stop being mean to the people that came for her aid... he screamed at Autora about being gullable and childish, about how she has nothing other than her magic which was planned from the start.
SofĂa tried to stop him, but he couldn't stop and only stopped after a punch in the face by his sister.
He left the house with SofĂa and got scolded. Leah didn't completely understand people's feelings but SofĂa did, SofĂa knew how to deal and understand people, she always understood that Autoras WAS raised to be a Cleric and nothing other than a Cleric, Autora wasn't raised to say no, to defend herself, to be selfish, and for SofĂa this whole travel was to help her find herself... and at the start Leah thought the same, but it might have forgotten along the way.
Leah slept on the boat that day, SofĂa told him to think about what he said and to apologize when he calmed down....
The next day Autora had no powers.
The next week Autora was nowhere to be seen.
And for the next 2 week Sofia and Leah didn't talk.
SofĂa was happy... kind of... and Leah couldn't understand why, their best friend disapeared and she was calm, Autora could have been kidnapped! But he assumed that maybe SofĂa knew something he didn't.
She did. In the room she shared with Autora, she left a card before leaving, explaining how "even if people were kind to her, she indeed was nothing without her magic, and she didn't want to just be sad for an indefinite amount of time, she was going to get magic again" and SofĂa knew Leah wouldn't like that.
He was pure muscles and although he was clever, it was only for fighting, introspection, "finding one selves" was dumb for him, and considering how over protective he was, Sofia knew he would search for their friend, not realizing that it was the first time Autora took a decisions for herself, and she didn't left with nothing, she took weapons, food, potions, one of their maps and, to Sofia's pleasure, her own money AND Leah's share, definitely as revenge since because of his mouth she lost her magic and SofĂa couldn't be prouder.
SofĂa told her brother to get over Autora, that she will come back, and to do something else, "stop moping" she said.
And a very offended Leah decided to go on a trip... specifically to their old adventurer's guild. While SofĂa stayed on the town waiting for Autora in case something happened.
The siblings talked a lot about one regret they had... not burning that place to the ground. And since Leah didn't have anything to do, might as well do it now.
It took about half a year to reach their old home, could have been less if he had realized sooner that his coin pouch didn't have coins but instead a lot of bombs... his sister definitely knew what he was going to do... he would have liked that she left her money tho. So he had to take some jobs along the way.
Sadly, when he reached the building, it was empty, asking in the town people told him how the adventurer's recently tried to kidnap the daughter of a noble high elf, and after her bodyguard saved her, he took it upon himself to kill majority of the guild.
Leah still burn the building but it wasn't the same, he wanted some revenge, and some point of his life he wanted to be strong so he could kill all of those bastards and now he felt kind of... lost...
He imagined that Autora felt the same.
He imagined that SofĂa perhaps knew about how he wouldn't get revenge.
And she did, she had known for a time that the guild was dead, after a conversation in a bar with one of the guilds survivors that was drunk and didn't realized it was the little girl the bought a while ago.
Not only that, but she gave them the idea of kidnapping the young elf noble. She recognized some of the stupident guild members a day she was at the bar with Autora, they were probably adventuring, so she started a conversation with her absolutely wasted friend about how "High elfs supposedly had powerful magic" and how she "met a pretty noble but she was also pretty dumb and got her to buy her some expensive jewels with the story that "they were stolen from her family", she even followed her to an alley without any issue!", all of that was complete lie, the only thing she knew is that high elf had a very blood thirsty bodyguard that was absolutely enamored with his client and wanted to see if they would bait.
She didn't expect the bodyguard to start a massacre but she guesses that kidnapping his beloved was a big deal.
Neither Leah or Autora know about all this of course.
And she didn't told her brother even after he came back from his trip.
Things were a little awkward when Leah came back, the town never really liked him, there were no news of Autora yet and his sister was still hold a tiny grudge about him hurting Autora's feelings. Still, they sat down and he told her about the adventure, about the missions he had to take and how it gave him some nostalgia to go back to the adventurer's life, and what happened to the guild. His sister heard the whole story attentively, even the parts she knew, and the air became a little easier to breathe.
Her plan was to make his brother go on a useless trip, she didn't expect him to actually miss the adventuring they used to have.
For SofĂa their adventure was to help her friend and to learn, If Autora didn't need her anymore, she still wanted to learn about becoming a better artificer.
For Leah this trip was simply to run and to find a home, he didn't expect that his home was just going to be the thrill of adventure more than a place.
Learning this was soothing...
Waiting for Autora to come back Leah started to take adventuring missions instead of just bodyguarding, and months later Autora came back, changed and so much happier.
She was welcomed with tears, hugs and a kneeling Leah begging for forgiveness on his knees, although the "on his knees" part was because Sofia kicked him on the back of them.
And things were good again.
Changed, since Leah and Sofia decided they wanted to travel again, and Autora wanted to move back to an elven village she found in the forest and make a home there.
It was going to be the first time they were going to be apart and surprisingly it wasn't as scary as the idea seemed before, when they were younger.
(Now, Leah is in one campaigned, he was teletransported to another world where they HATE magic, and he no longer shares that sentiment... and has a kind of romantic interest? there's a hot druid drow that is very intelligent and pretty dry like him.
Sofia is in another campaign that just started, for now she just started a fight in a bar, and is investigating what it seems to be a Mafia???)
#jei art#my art#artists on tumblr#dnd#dnd 5e#dnd 5e art#dnd character#dnd artificer#dnd cleric#dnd fighter#dnd sorcerer#jei oc#autora oc#leah oc#sofia oc#some interesting notes:#Leah and Autora had romantic feelings for each other but after their fight... it simply wasn't meant to be#Sofia is quite happy about it âAutora deserved betterâ she says#Autora is intersex#and a mechanical soul sorcerer#I couldnt show it as much but Sofia is an ABSOLUTE diva and hates getting dirty and it's pretty smart to avoid getting dirty#Sofia highest characteristic is Int and lowest is Dex since she always wears heels#Leah's highest it's Str and lowest are Car and Int#Autora has +2 on Car Int and Wis but has -1 in Str you CAN see her bones#Autora is 28 Leah is 26 and Sofia is 23 in their current campaigns#it's 2 am and this took me 3 hours ;)
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okay firstly I AM IN LOVE with milesâs new single, but secondly oh my GOD i have literally never encountered anyone whoâs so able to capture the profound and timeless heartbreak/elation/serenity emotional rollercoaster of a twin-flame kind of connection with someone
#iâm not saying who that twin flame is#(because although i have my own suspicions theyâre just that - i obviously donât know anything about the reality of his personal life)#but god#ârest your soul on me/rest your bones on me/take your toll on meâ#i feel this so deep in my bones#thank you miles for your ability to capture such huge emotions and turn them into such beautiful and relatable songs#this is going straight to the top of my list of favourite songs of his#đ#miles kane#the wonder#lulu posts
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day 1379 of me saying that gold rush is one of the most accurate tianshan songs I have ever heard
#19 days#tianshan#âI donât like that falling feels like flying til the bone crushâ HELLO????#Iâm not a die hard TS fan but gold rush and champagne problems cure something deep in my soul#those were truly her best albums and I donât know if anything she makes will ever top them
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