#i feel bad for disliking my dad. but he does shit to me that makes me dislike him
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batqueers Ā· 1 year ago
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ā€œare you sleepā€ no im not sleep you ran over me with a 16 wheeler
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fueioekjfisks Ā· 7 months ago
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Im so sorry im losing my absolute mind but please hear me out for a second.
Mild tw for implied SA - NOTHING ACTUALLY HAPPENED PEOPLE JUST THINK IT HAPPENED
You know the common misunderstanding au in the danny phandom rn about vlad being a creep and people thinking hes like a CREEPY CREEP and not just a supervillain creep?
Well imagine danny is going on break or something and his dad wants to bring the whole family up to vlads castle for whatever reason.
Danny, obviously, does not want to waste his ONE FREAKING CHANCE of getting some god damn sleep being tormented by vlad and his stupid birds. Plus, vlad will probably plan some big murder plot for his dad and danny CAN. NOT. HANDLE. THAT. RIGHT. NOW.
So danny decides to make a PowerPoint presentation about why he doesnt want to go.
Obviously he cant reveal vlad or his own halfa status so its mostly just really jumbled information about vlad being creepy.
He gets backup from sam, tucker, jazz, and even val. He also knows his mom already dislikes vlad and knows hes a total creep so all he really needs to do is convince his dad.
But??? As hes compiling evidence??? And rehearsing his presentation with hes friends??? He realizes that it sounds super fucked up???
And like, itā€™s mostly just bad without all the context. But he realizes that Vlad is actually kinda sick in the head. Danny knows he would never actually do something that terrible, but its supper concering how similar his actions are to like, actual bad people.
Danny isnt mad about it or anything, heā€™s actually just worried about it Vlad.
Danny is not perfect by any means. But Vlad is the only other member of his species besides, like, his fucking clone (which holy shit Vlad what the fuck) or maybe dan who is also fucked up.
Danny knew that Vlads death definitely messed him up, but he never really thought about Vlads actions beyond ā€œobsessive fruitloop, at it again :/ā€œ and is just now realizing that vlad might need psychological help. Which he feels pretty (REALLY) bad about.
Danny has no idea what to do, and no idea who to go to.
So he sneaks out, doesnt even go ghost as he takes the powerpoint to vlad who obviously freaks tf out because holy shit thats SO MUCH WORSE THAN ANYTHING HE COULD HAVE POSSIBLY IMAGINED. What if he had actually hurt daniel? What if he had hurt his precious Madeline?? He needs help like yesterday! How did he ever get so bad???!
So Vlad freaks, trashes his own house, apologizes to danny, and books it through the portal to find the far frozen or somewhere else he can get help.
Danny is somewhat shellshocked about the whole situation. It doesnt get better when people start investigating Vlads disappearance.
The state of the manor indicates foul play and the police look into it further. Find security tapes. They see danny, frazzled and paranoid, enter Vlads property, everything goes to static, and only danny leaves.
Hes arrested of course, and he and his friends/family are interrogated.
Everybody vehemently denies that Danny would ever do such a thing, but when they are asked if danny has potential motives everyone (except for jack) gets all squeamish.
Its practically common knowledge in Amity Park that the mayor and the weird Fenton child had beef. People just were unsure why.
I think it would be really cool to focus a story around the polices pov of the investigation/ random Amity Parkers interpretation of the events.
Danny being kinda creepy after the accident (because death) could totally make people assume he did it and that would be awesome.
We can also add in de-aged Dani/Ellie and or Dan for that extra spice.
Imagine the fentons finding out about Dannys supposed kids in the context that they are MOTIVES FOR THEIR SON TO MURDER THEIR COLLAGE FRIEND ( AND DANNYS OWN GODFATHER) WHO APPARENTLY GROOMED HIM???!? AND THEY DIDNT EVEN NOTICE??!?
This could totally be a crossover too. Lucifer tv show. Batman. Supernatural. All are good.
Anyway, thought this could be kinda interesting
Please continue if you want
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hotdaemondtargaryen Ā· 5 months ago
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TOM GLYNN-CARNEY INTERVIEWED FOR DEADLINE MAGAZINE.
IS THAT YOU LYING IN BED IN EPISODE 5, GETTING THE BURNT VALYRIAN STEEL PEELED OFF OF YOUR BODY?
"It certainly is me."
I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. SO YOU'RE NOT DEAD YET?
"I say a word ā€¦ unless dead people can speak."
SO YOU ARE SURE AS YOU'RE SITTING HERE, YOU ARE NOT DEAD.
"Iā€™m not dead yet."
LET'S BACK UP TO THE DAY WHEN YOU SHOT THAT EPIC DRAGON FIGHT.
"Well, that day was, in fact, probably about three weeks work, trying to get all these certain angles and these set pieces together."
"It takes a while to coordinate something like that."
"And it was great fun."
"It was a little different."
"The stuff I had to do previously with the big dialogue, the heavy council scenes and the moments in the pub ā€¦ that felt more theatrical."
"And by theatrical, I donā€™t mean hammy and stuff, I mean being in theater and doing a play."
"But this [dragon fight] felt very filmic, being strapped into this crane and having this big camera on a long hydraulic arm thrown in your face."
"There were lots of green screens and gray screens and tennis balls on sticks and wind machines."
"It was great."
"It was a big learning curve for me as well, because Iā€™ve never done anything quite as elaborate as that before in terms of CGI work."
DO YOU THINK CRISTON SAW WHAT AEMOND DID TO AEGON'S DRAGON IN THAT FIGHT? THAG AEMOND IS TO BLAME?
"Criston definitely sees Aegon on the ground and Aemond near him with his sword drawn."
"So he can make his own mind up about Aemondā€™s intentions, which is still unclear even to me."
"Iā€™m not sure the story was there."
"There could be various outcomes."
WHAT HAS IT BEEN LIKE TO PLAY SOMEBODY WHO'S SO BLOODY UNLIKABLE?
"So youā€™re not team Aegon, then?"
"Who wants to be liked?"
"Whereā€™s the fun in that?"
"I think itā€™s great playing someone like Aegon because heā€™s so unpredictable."
"Heā€™s so volatile."
"Heā€™s not just someone who people donā€™t like."
"Heā€™s a tragic case."
"Heā€™s a complete and utter tragedy of a person, and I feel deeply, deeply sorry for him."
"And I guess thatā€™s kind of why Iā€™ve wanted to investigate his vulnerabilities, his fragilities and his boyishness, all the things that he lacks in his life that kind of inform his decisions, that have given him a certain reputation."
"Thereā€™s a lot to unpack in him."
"Heā€™s way more layered and complex than just an unlikable character."
IT'S BEEN AN INTERESTING JOURNEY WATCHING AEGON AND AEMOND BECAUSE THEY'RE OBVIOUSLY BAD KIDS, WHICH DOESN'T MAKE SENSE BECAUSE IT'S NOT LIKE THEIR DAD WAS AN AWFUL GUY. SO WHERE DOES THAT BADNESS COME FROM?
"I dunno."
"I mean, theyā€™ve got Targaryen blood running through them, so thereā€™s going to be an element of madness somewhere."
"I think if they had a different upbringing and a different experience of childhood, things may have been different."
"If they had the treatment that Rhaenyra got, for example, their lives could be different."
"She was very much the golden child."
"She came first."
"She was the one whose picture was on the fridge."
"So yeah, I think that in many ways theyā€™re a product of their history and their upbringing."
"But then again, theyā€™re spoiled as well."
"Theyā€™ve never had to work for anything and that can have its effects."
"Thatā€™s probably a question for a psychologist, not for me."
WHY DOES HE DISLIKE HIS BROTHER SO MUCH?
"I donā€™t think he does."
BUT HE WAS SUCH A SHIT TO HIM IN THAT BROTHEL SCENE.
"Thatā€™s brothers."
"Aegon was pissed off that for weeks that Aemond has been in the small council and heā€™d been conniving and plotting with Criston behind his back."
"That kind of clique-ness and keeping Aegon out of the situation for Aemondā€™s own self-gain, knowing that Aegon would take over the position of King should he get the opportunity, Aegon needed to bring him down a peg."
"I donā€™t think it come from a place of disliking him."
It comes from a place of being like, ā€˜you are my little brother, know your place.ā€™
"Itā€™s dismissiveness and also, Iā€™m from Manchester."
"From where Iā€™m from, there are so many sibling relationships that are completely flawed and fractured."
"Itā€™s very normal for me."
"Iā€™m lucky I have a great relationship with my sibling, but itā€™s very normal and not out of the ordinary at all for you to see two siblings who actively want to hurt each other."
"It doesnā€™t come from hatred."
"Thatā€™s just the way people behave."
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DAI x BG3 matchups I need to see. Iā€™m not good at writing crossovers nor am I clever at all. This is very much non-exhaustive and very much not the end point of these charactersā€™ potential interactions with each other.
Karlach + Sera + Iron Bull
The absolute chaos. The absolute CHAOS. A powerhouse. Putting aside Karlachā€™s demon heritage aside, she and Iron Bull tossing back tankards and swapping war stories as vets that have been dealt shitty hands but continue to chug along despite it. Karlach and Sera connecting over growing up mainly on the streets and having soft spots for little ragamuffins. Plus they all talk about womenā€™s tits a lot. I feel Sera would find Karlach sexy and funny.
Wyll + Cole
Like Solas and Varric, Wyll would take to Cole because he recognizes Coleā€™s desire to help others, even if his methods are a bit unorthodox. He would recognize Coleā€™s soul as gentle and kind, and his efforts to atone for the murders he committed in the Tower as proof of his humanity. He will join the Uncle-Dad Duo and complete the Uncle-Dad Trio. Cole would gravitate toward Wyllā€™s goodness in turn, and probably tell Wyll that him making a contract wasnā€™t foolish because in the end he saved a city, and if that was his desire, then he committed no sin in doing so.
Solas + Astarion
The messiest shit can only occur, and my messy bitch self wants to see it. Watch as Solasā€™s upright and stiff demeanor utterly bores Astarion. Watch as Astarionā€™s selfishness, penchant for violence, and casual disregard for the well-being of others utterly pisses Solas the fuck off. Watch as Astarion yawns or interrupts Solasā€™s lectures with a ā€œyes, yes, we get itā€ or the most dramatic eyeroll and overwrought ā€œughā€. Watch as Solas and Astarion immediately sniff each other out as liars and schemers from first jump and hold each other at a distance, the tension spiking at random moments early in them knowing each other where the other prods at their falsehoods. Watch as Astarion is dumbfounded by Solas expressing his condolences to Astarion upon learning of Astarionā€™s enslavement to his master, because how could a man who holds such reproach for him still manage to feel pity? ā€˜It is not pity, but compassion, which you are at liberty to reject. That is your right as a free man, just as it is my right to feel it.ā€™
In the best case scenario, Astarion calms down eventually, teasing Solas but still treating him like that friend of a friend that you grudgingly admit is useful. I think a part of Astarion would find Solasā€™s penchant dislike of him funny.
Vivienne + Astarion + Dorian
We are all doomed. The haughtiness will be scarcely contained. Dorian and Astarion are definitely flirting. Fucking? Not sure. But definitely flirting and enjoying killing bad guys, playfully arguing over wine, snickering over Solasā€™s shabby dress.
Shadowheart + Leliana
Tools forged to serve a religious order? Check. Crisis of faith? Check. Subterfuge preferred? Check.
Laeā€™zel + Cassandra
Soldiers recognizing soldiers. šŸ«” ā€˜Why are the men around me so annoying.ā€™
Minsc & Boo + Cole
Cole might be able to understand Boo! If not his speech, then his little hamster feelings. Minsc might be wary of Cole for the information that he manages to glean from Minscā€™s head, but his unquestioned understanding of Boo would probably smooth that bump in the road, right?
Solas + Gale
A friend remarked that Gale would remind Solas too much of himself (prideful, ambitious) and thus they would not get along. There is that. I think that Gale would get a small smile out of Solas every now and then with his quips, because Solas himself is clearly a fan of banter; Gale would provide more of the energy in the same way Dorian does with his and Solasā€™s more civil banters. Gale and Solas also both hold a great measure of respect and adoration for magic as a force, an element, a piece of entirety that is beautiful for its own existence. Not simply just what magic can do for them as wielders of magic, but what it is and how it does so much to enhance a personā€™s understanding and interaction with the world, as precious as sight or sound.
Minthara + Iron Bull
Oh she will have him cowed in a goddamn minute. Oh man. Oh no. ā€˜Yes maā€™amā€™, ā€˜no maā€™amā€™.
Minthara + Cassandra
Oh this would be so interesting. Disciplined, serious bulwarks with little time for silly little menā€”Minthara would share Cassandraā€™s frustration and lack of amusement with Varric, though Cassandra would consider her suggestions to maim him.
Solas + Halsin + Iron Bull
I see potential here. Iron Bull and Solas already have a dynamic of Iron Bullā€™s ā€œI have a pretty good idea of who you are, and itā€™s a liarā€ toward Solas, while Solas grudgingly respects Iron Bullā€™s strength and mental acumen in the same way you would respect a very intelligent bearā€”do not draw attention more than necessary, but stand tall lest it smell fear. Halsin feels like a softer Iron Bull, a mediation between the two. Like Iron Bull, his stature and build belies a thoughtful and sharp mind. Like Solas, he sees everything as connected, feeding into the other as part of a system, and would too feel a sense of loss at magic and mundane being so dramatically split as it is in Thedasā€”an aberration against what is natural. Also like Iron Bull, heā€™s frank with his sexuality. Iā€™m certain the two would swap stories over booze. The trio would be arguably the three most mature and experienced in a room in any given situation. Not only that, but Halsin is far more actively in touch with his heart and honest with his feelings than Solas or Iron Bull. The latter two very much care about their loved ones, but with Solas it is under the surface and with Iron Bull itā€™s mixed up in cultural trappings of romance not being a ā€œthingā€ in his culture, and thus both struggle with their feelings. Halsin however is very much in touch. There is next to nothing obstructing what his head and heart wants. He listens to his heart and he follows it. Solas and Iron Bull could learn a thing or two from him, tbh
Also I feel like Iron Bull, Halsin, and even Solas have a bit of a brat tamer streak in them so thereā€™s that
Also Astarion would outright reject the notion of drinking Cullenā€™s blood cuz it smells like battery acid.
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campbell-rose Ā· 1 year ago
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Helluva Rewrite: Moxxie
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A big thing with Moxxie was just me wanting him to not look like a butler. I donā€™t know what it is with Viv and men in suits, but I'm not a fan. To keep his vest from blending into his pants, I untucked a bit of his undershirt. I want each member of IMP to stand out visually from one another (because all imps literally look related to some degree lol) so I gave Moxxie green in his color palette to contrast the orangish red tone I gave his skin. I also think green eyes will help him stand out very nicely from the group. Instead of striped I put gold rings on his tail and gave him a couple rings on his fingers because greed and gold. Since Viv loves bowties, I let Mox keep his but made it droopy because I think itā€™s cuter. Originally, I was going to keep his coattails, but I feel like with the shape of his legs it just muddies his silhouette.Ā 
With Moxxie there isnā€™t much about his character I have to gripe about or want to change. Heā€™s a skilled gunman with knowledge of the subject and history of guns. Cool, now for that, Iā€™m working in his greed traits and decided that he outright hoards guns (since viv wants to claim imps hoard things). Moxxie has a vast collection and is always keeping them nice and spiffy.Ā 
Now one thing I donā€™t like about Moxxie is his insecurity. Moreso the fact that itā€™s constantly being played up, like in Unhappy Campers where heā€™s like a crotchety old woman going through menopause because his wife is more popular than him. At that point itā€™s just stupid for the sake of drama. Since I made Millie the insecure one, Iā€™m going to play up Moxxieā€™s straight man status.Ā 
Moxxie is going to be the level headed cool sniper type I suppose. Heā€™s not going to be as expression as Millie, the blue oni to her red in a sense. I think the comedy of that could be when something does make him lose his composure (I think I'll draw up a redone scene as an example) like Millieā€™s parents outright disliking him or Striker singing about how he sucks and should go fuck himself. I like the idea that because of his childhood as the son of an abusive mob boss father heā€™s learned to shove bad feelings down rather than express them outright. This doesnā€™t mean I want him to be a stone faced rock. No, I mostly just want him to express surface level exasperation and frustration with BlitzĆøā€™s antics (like his big ā€œWHAT?ā€ when Blitz mentions he hired Strikker)Ā 
So an example of this could be Strikerā€™s song. After he tells Moxxie to go fuck himself, a close shot of Moxxieā€™s face shows it twitching. He adjusts his glasses, stands up, and excuses himself. (Millie recognizes that this is bad because she knows him and follows) But she loses him in Strikerā€™s fangirl crowd. Moxxie will be visibly upset as he climbs the stairs before hearing Millie calling for him and regaining his composure ā€“ until he notices the glow coming from Strikerā€™s room that catches his attention.Ā 
So I donā€™t want this Moxxie to be a straight-faced ass, just a more composed character.Ā 
Back to his insecurity real quick! Mozzie is a trained assassin but his is not physically strong enough to fight hand to hand. This is a weak spot for him because his father constantly shat all over him growing up and would literally smack him around and Moxxie was (in his own mind) too physically weak to stop it from happening.Ā 
As to how he met Blitzo... well in this I donā€™t want the bs jail in hell bit because there has been no justifiable ass pulls by Viv or the team. Idk I'm having trouble. Maybe they met through Millie? Like Moxxie meets Millie doing something and is like ā€˜holy shit I love this chick fuck you dad I'm out.ā€™Ā 
Idk thatā€™s what I'm going with I'll fix it later this took way too long to do and i'll still gotta do Blitzo and Stolas and maybe the other characters and then maybe rework season one idk i'll focus on just doing Blitzo and reworking my Loona again
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cheri-2047 Ā· 10 months ago
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Genshin angst headcanons
scaramouche lyney kaeya ga ming
my bad if I accidentally mischaracterized them
Scara:
He used to love hanging out with people. (Just like niwa) to make him feel like he has a heart. To try to get him to be human even if deep down he knows it will never happen. Whenever he is alone, he feels dead and empty.
he spaces out a lot, while walking, doing his homework and other shits. But when he does itā€™s because he wonders what would have happened if his mother loved him. He wonders if he would still be a monster
heā€™s the type to laugh the pain away, but when he does heā€™s still crying a lot (this is based on one of the lines he says)
He wonders if itā€™s really worth it. Like with relationships if itā€™s worth continuing. Deep down heā€™s still scared of being betrayed and abandoned again
lyney
He physically cannot cry around others. Even if he wanted to, he physically cannot. He has a hard time accepting himself and is always wondering if people would actually like him.
I bet he tried opening up before, he really did. But then people laughed it off, thinking it was a joke and taking it for a mere piece of entertainment.
i bet after arguing with freminet about his mask, he spent hours telling lynette how much he felt bad. He wanted to apologize but didnā€™t know how.
he cares for everyone, even if he has his own problems. He comforts people when they are down butā€¦he always wonders, who will comfort him when he is down?
if people were to criticize him then laugh, heā€™d laugh along. Like ā€œoh the magic trick u did earlier was so bad!! Haha!!ā€ And hee laugh along. He is used to this type of criticism but once everything piles up, he actually gets hurt.
Kaeya
Whenever heā€™s drunk, he drunk mumbles. Except heā€™s whispering too soft for anyone to hear.
he loves to drink because not only does it help him forget (he actually doesnā€™t forget) he likes the feeling of warmth. He missed the warmth of ā€œhomeā€
this man hates looking at himself without his eyepatch. He thinks that if he never interfered with diluc, diluc would have been happier. He thinks that itā€™s all his fault.
ga ming
When his dad sold all his dancing stuff, he cried and cried. Talking to the moon thinking itā€™s his mother. ā€œMomā€¦what do I do? Why..dad took away the one thing I loved and the archons took you away from me tooā€¦what more will they take?ā€ Typa stuff
heā€™s very uncomfy whenever people try to persuade him to go back home. He dislikes thinking about it and when he does, he keeps his mind busy. This kid barely ever has breaks because his mind is busy avoiding problems.
he canā€™t be sad, not because heā€™s scared but because he knows his mother wouldnā€™t want him to be. But he knows one day he will spill and everything will come out. Hes very scared for that day.
this was not proofread
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neptunescore Ā· 6 months ago
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k you asked for unpopular f1 opinions and idk if this even counts but i Do Not Like lando norris. i actively dislike him, actually. couldn't really tell you why, he's just really annoying. and that move with the fist pump during max's anthem at the canadian gp? not fucking cool. i also hate when people say shit like "omg he's so public school core" or "idk he just feels more authentic than the rest of them (drivers)" because most people didn't know he had money growing up. his dad is like a fucking billionaire (millionaire?) CEO like shut up. i just feel like he can't possibly be as nice as people think. also his win in miami had distinctly Weird Vibes. not necessarily bad, just Wrong. should not have happened. also that thing where he said "trump is someone you gotta have a lot of respect for" like no??? he's not??? he's a conservative right wing politician who was found guilty on all 34 counts in his hush money case. he's a white-collar criminal (the worst kind). he deserves no respect. shut up. it would be better to just not say anything at all. yeah.
I have had SO MANY asks on lando, but i shall keep respondingšŸ˜¤.
No1. All the shit Lando has done. Ugh, dont even get me started on it, im just gonna link my old post bc im so done talking abt it.
No2. I don't hate lando, I'm not a lando 'hater', bc I feel like you can't really hate a person you have never met and don't know on a personal level. However, I do feel very strongly abt some of his actions, and I do think he should take accountability for shit he's done. Personally, I just don't like him that much, and so I stay away from his content and fans. If I see smthng funny he's done or see content abt him that I enjoy then I laugh and appreciate it, but recently he's just been irritating towards my beliefs and values, so I'm keeping my distance.
No3. I just wanna say, very gently, even if you dislike a driver, you shouldn't discredit their wins/ accomplishments bc in the end thats smthng they've earned, and it's literally their job, like for me, when I saw miami, I thought "good for him" and moved on. I did get really pissed abt his comments on trump tho, man really went and stained his first race win with all that shit.
No4. Ur point on the way ppl say, 'he's more authentic than the rest of the drivers'. Honestly, I've seen so many ppl have this opinion, and all I'm gonna say is: Every driver has a different pr strategy. Lando's whole strategy is being perceived as 'relateable' and 'quirky', and, by the looks of it, it's working really well. Obv we ā€“ as fans ā€“ will never know if he's genuinely like this in person or if it is just fully pr (same with all the other drivers), but from what's provided to us we're all free to make our own assumptions :]
I just feel like he can't possibly as nice as people think
I think, nonnie (and this is meant in the kindest way possible), assumptions like these are smthng we should avoid making. You don't know lando, and I don't know lando, so really we'll never know if he's truly as nice or not, and we shouldn't say stuff like this about ppl who've never actually done anything to be precieved that way. Like yes, we can talk abt how lando is ignorant and the type to either: 1. Not think bfr he speaks/ does smthng or 2. Has really bad political views and questionable morals (and if this option is fully confirmed, i will become a full hater, doesn't matter if hes nice or not). But what has he ever done that shows us he's not kind/ nice to his fans?
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delta-lethonomia Ā· 1 month ago
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18, 22, 25 if you like!!
18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping onā€¦
Ooooh. That's a good question. Ok, couple options: Wyll's repressed drive for power, and how much of that ties into how Mizora treats him. How him becoming Duke Ravenguard is obviously his bad ending, and how similar it is to his absolute ending. Karlach's absolute ending. The joys of Minthara/Gale. Minthara/Astarion. Wacky mom!Lae'zel adventures.
Worse - you forget to give the egg to Lae'zel, so there are newspaper articles about the gith baby hatching in the Elfsong tavern, wrecking havoc. Do Tav and Astarion adopt the baby gith they forgot????? Wait, worse - unromanced Astarion fucks off to the Elfsong like 3 days later, after everyone else has partied and left, and finds the egg just as it's hatching. They're both monsters hiding in the dark, forgotten: but now he feels just a tad responsible for it. Maybe it bites him and that's like, vampire bonding language, you know. feral cat vibes. gremlin vibes. I NEED THIS (I literally just mentioned how I dislike happy ending dad!astarion. This is different. This is "throw child at Astarion and watch him throw a fit." As it's a githyanki, they might actually survive the process once he figures out they need something more substantial than blood and bread.)
Anyway I also like putting Astarion in awkward positions like imagining him getting recognized in taverns he used to hunt in. That's why I wrote him being banned from Sharess' Caress: surely someone has caught onto what he's been doing, even though in SC they think he's a freelance prostitute stealing clients. Even though his lovers all disappear, someone must recognize him. Some people go to the same bar every day for years. It's impossible that no one knows him. Let some patriar recognize him! Let someone mention Cazador in a positive light to his face! Make him squirm.
22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
This is absolutely not a surprise to anyone but Cazador's mansion is my favorite part. There's so much mystery and hidden stories everywhere - how do the human servants interact with the spawn? How much do they see? Do the spawn get to kick them around? What's up with the werewolves? Cazador clearly can be diplomatic - how is he with them? Does he schmooze at parties? Do people think he's funny because he's very funny. I just - I feel like it implies that Cazador just roasts Astarion on occasion and elicits laughter from the other spawn. I think that's where a lot of Astarion's absolutely savage snark comes from. (I overthink how much of Astarion's demeanor looks like Cazador's. There are similarities!!!!) Astarion said the spawn weren't allowed to learn Kozakuran. Does this imply they tried? Did they try to gain favor with Cazador by learning his language? Does he leave notebooks in Kozakuran around, or books? (Remember, Astarion has never seen that gate to the ballroom closed.)
ok but ignores - honestly my brain is kind of fried at this point and I've just got Caz on the brain. I'll come back to this if anything else occurs to me!
25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing People complaining about "Save the Artist" in Act 3. It's not that hard. Yes, the camera sucks for different levels, but it's not that bad, and tbh I liked the storyline. I've seen some takes that absolutely shit on Oskar Fevras for bringing back his old flame to ask her if she killed herself over him, and yeah, it's short sighted, but emotionally I completely get where he's coming from. Dude's a dumbass who keeps knocking it out of the park with women who are too good for him, but I think anyone would feel the way he did in that circumstance. I liked the story and it's a freaking haunted mansion, dude, I will forgive a lot for that.
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butterrats Ā· 1 year ago
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ATTENTION 2012 TMNT FANBASE I HAVE A PSA
I love 2012 Donnie
I severely dislike 2012 April, one could say I hate her.
I am allowed to have my own opinions on these not-real-people characters because it. Is. A. Cartoon.
No, I am not a misogynist because I hate 2012 April. I actually love literally all five female characters they put in the show except her (Wow writers...) I'm a fucking feminist lesbian. Disliking a female character does not make you a misogynist. I honestly think a lot of her slander is undeserved, but I'd be a goddamn liar if I didn't say I kinda (ok I love it) enjoy participating in it. HOWEVER, I do not think she is a bad person. Is she snippy, rude, entitled, and kinda a brat in my eyes? Yeah, no dip. Do I think she's evil and intentionally trying to seduce every guy she sees into being her man slave? Uh no. I think she's annoying and I dislike her, but I don't want her to burn in hell. I want what I want for every character I see on a show: *clears throat* OWNING UP TO THEIR SHIT AND CHANGING FOR THE BETTER AND NOT BEING A MARY SUE AND MANY OTHER THINGS I DON'T FEEL LIKE GETTING INTO AT 11:30 PM. This goes for literally all the characters on the show. I wanna see Donnie and Casey apologize to April for being weird with her, AND I want April to apologize to them for being weird with them. THEY ALL DESERVED BETTER. They all could have developed amazingly if the writers didn't stick their heads up their asses and spew whatever shit they inhaled onto the script. I have so many other examples of this: I want Splinter to realize the generational trauma he's inflicting on his sons, Karai developing her relationships with all her brothers, Casey going into his backstory, insert other example.
No, I am not encouraging "nice guy" behavior by loving on Donnie. Oh wow, a kid with zero social interaction outside of his three brothers an strict dad gets weirdly obsessed with the first person he develops romantic feelings for? Who could've seen that coming? He should have left her alone when she wanted to be left alone and given her space, yes, but goddamn people, these characters are children. They're always making dumb choices. It's TEENAGE mutant ninja turtles. My boy never once tried to force himself on this girl. Never tried turning her no into a yes. Never wanted her to do anything she wasn't okay with. He's not a "nice guy" or an "incel" or a "stalker" he's a smart boy who made some very dumb choices. So did literally every other character in the goddamn show. You wanna talk creepy? Leo knowingly had the hots for his motherfudging sister but that's a whole 'nother can of worms I ain't touching tonight baby. I just personally think Donnie has so many more redeeming qualities to his character. Honestly, in my opinion, his apology to April was good enough for me. Not perfect by any means, but good enough. Donnie is literally one of the only characters who quickly owns up when he messes up, I think that' worth something considering the characters. Honestly, Donnie is a sweetheart, super smart, sassy, and fun to watch, and I think his qualities outweigh his flaws, unlike how I feel about April. (How I feel about her.)
My morality should not be called into question when I have an opinion on a fictional character for fuck's sake. This franchise is beloved, BELOVE IT. Have your opinions, love April, hate April, love Donnie, hate Donnie, just enjoy yourselves (except you, Tcesters, stay the fuck away from me and my son.) These characters aren't perfect, they're flawed, they're young, they're children. It's not their fault they were written like shit. They're ALL good people at the end of the day.
I hate 2012 April's guts and I love 2012 Donnie to death. But that doesn't mean you have to as well. LOVE YOUR CHARACTERS.
Holy jumping Jesus on a hoagie sandwich why did I waste an hour of my life writing this? I need to get to bed, I have work tomorrow. Anyways, hope this gets to someone who needs it, love yourself, love characters, don't fucking ship siblings, eat your homework, and enjoy your life. Love you <3
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amalatingz Ā· 3 months ago
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Marauders headcannons but is my version of the marauders
P.S, Iā€™m looking for criticism, tell me what you think I should change or if youā€™re confused about anything tysm!
James Potter:
Prideful guy, loves to be better
Maintain good sleep schedule only during quidditch season, unless there is a party
Jawline can slice through the damn earth
Don't let him give you a nickname, you'll never get past it
Laugh is insanely contagious
Very angsty
Swears he is superior (he isn't)
Uses his invisibility cloak to scare the shit out of everyone
Was questioning his sexuality, and crushed on a slytherin boy
Everyone thinks remus is the mom of the group, but it's really james, he keeps the boys clean, make sure they eat, etc
Stays healthy, goes on runs every morning, no matter the weather
Dislikes Severus because of jealousy and fear, jealous of him and Lily relationship and fears him because he thinks Severus could be better than him
Bi-curious because no one in the hp universe is straight
Life of the party
Dates a lot of people at a time when him and lily break up, but when sheā€™s single and ready to get back with James, he drops all of them for her
Highly oblivious
The biggest flirt/lover boy
Hates the black lagoon
Always breaking his glasses from not removing them while sleep
Mamaā€™s boy
ā€œFriendsā€ with regulus (they had some weird fling)
McGonagall is resident therapist
Amazing liar, but canā€™t read the room
Sirius is his brother (figuratively)
Sirius Black:
Has a muggle leather jacket he had since he was 12, keeps it hidden when he goes home for holidays and stuff(this isnā€™t mine, I just love this idea for him)
Always paints his black black or grey when he is at hogwarts or doesnā€™t have an event
Pansexual/ most days he prefers guys(aka Remus)
Fears that one day his life could be turned by his parentā€™s ideologies
Ran from home after horrible abuse and argument with his father
Only goes home for andromeda and regulus
Gifted student, just doesnā€™t put in the work
Scared to accept his feelings for Remus, so he dated anyone that peaked his interest, most of the guys he dated, had features that Remus has
Was in a weird state after finding out regulus was marked
Has jealous driven hatred towards Severus because he has a loving and unconditional family
PTSD from the abuse he endured
Sings in the showerā€¦ very very loud
Constantly fidgety
Good friends with Elias Knightley, considering their familyā€™s ties to each other. Loves his sons as well (Anthony(oc) and Blaise)
Loves playing catch in his dog form
Had a big emo phase in his 4th year
Survives of barely any sleep and lots of coffee
Never would hate Regulus no matter what he does
Whenā€™s he alone, he reads
Dreams about being apart of the potter family every night
Would secretly give Remus money when he found out he was broke
Sleeps in bed with Remus or James when he canā€™t sleep
Peter Pettigrew:
Shortest marauder, out of the boys at least
Introvertive around people he doesnā€™t know
Very perceptive, canā€™t hide anything from him
First one to notice siriusā€™s abuse, remusā€™s condition and james conflicted feelings for Regulus and Lily
Sneakiest one, knew everything
Loved divination but steered away from it when he joined the death eaters
Blames his friends and the order for having to kill marlene, he prayed that someone would came in, or stopped him
Was in love with marlene
Got chubby after graduating
OCD
Language nerd
Everytim he was with Marlene, he felt safe, like himself, he never felt that with James
The most loving and non judgemental, first to support sirius with his sexuality and the gender norms
Very ticklish
Loves jokes and pranks
He kept James glasses after his death
Gets jealous quickly
Loves goblincore
Was suicidal after betraying Marlene and Lily, didnā€™t feel too bad about James
Has monthly movie marathons with Marlene
Loves sleeping on the floor
Remus Lupin:
Dad of the group, making sure grades are good and that they get up in the morning
Smokes secretly, when heā€™s stressed
Doesnā€™t drink and encourages everyone else to stop
Tallest marauder
Hates when people pity him for being poor
Him and Doracas are a literal power couple (friendship and relationship wise)
Slouches when he stands because he rather be short than tall
Sleeps in class from trying to study, his life is highly chaotic
Treated with extra care when he was younger because everyone thought his werewolf side was caused by anger
Loves cinnamon abd chocolate flavors
Welsh(we can all agree with this one)
Mugs will always be a good gift to get him, he loves them
Into toxic love, itā€™s a turn on for him
Bookworm
Connects with the girls on a emotional level, better than the guys
Light sleeper
Barely wears matching socks
Went into a bad depression after the first wizarding war, never reached out to Mary
Still feels guilty about Sirius, and not validating his emotions
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yourlocalxiaosimp Ā· 3 months ago
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Hey idk if this is okay for me to do but I need someone to talk to and I feel like I can trust you, feel free to ignore this if youā€™re uncomfortable.
Iā€™m getting worried that my irl friends are starting to dislike me, they seem kind of distant and today they barely even talked to me, a couple didnā€™t talk to me at all. Iā€™m pretty used to this happening, I finally make some friends but they have better friends than me or I do something wrong and we canā€™t be friends anymore. But Iā€™m seriously tired of this, and itā€™s starting to get to me. I keep making them uncomfortable with my humor and overall actions. I want to change but I donā€™t know if thatā€™s even healthy or if I even can, I have ADHD so itā€™s hard for me to make differences in what I do. My girlfriend even told me one of my friends ā€œdoesnā€™t know how to feel about meā€.
Even though it wasnā€™t explicitly said she doesnā€™t like me, itā€™s basically the same thing in my case. I know I messed up and I donā€™t know how to fix it and I feel like such a shitty person for doing this to her. I even came out to my girlfriend about my sexuality and how insecure I am about it and made her uncomfortable. For about a year now, Iā€™ve been really questioning whether having friends is really a good thing for me since all my friendships always end up making me feel like shit because of who I am. Iā€™ve had three friends now whose parents donā€™t like me because of who I am.
Iā€™ve also been getting bullied and harassed for being transgender and bi, and I got a no contact order against the main guy whoā€™s been doing it. People always keep asking me about my relationship with my girlfriend and whether weā€™re still together. I want to break up with her but I can because I know itā€™ll ruin her. She has depression and autism so if I were to do this to her, I donā€™t know what will happen. But I hate romance and only accepted being her boyfriend because she asked me first, and I didnā€™t have the heart to reject her, and I wanted to be in a romantic relationship at the time even though Iā€™m aromantic. I just want to be friends with her, but I donā€™t know how that will even work since she still has feelings for me.
My dad also is still getting angry over little things and making me hate myself even more. Everyone always has an excuse for why he does this, and while I acknowledge that and do feel bad that he feels that way, it doesnā€™t change the fact I feel so shitty because of him nor does it justify the way he treats me. I canā€™t even be upset about it because the older generations had worse childhoods than me.
I just hate myself so much and my depression isnā€™t getting any better, and I donā€™t know what to do. I donā€™t like therapy and my family is basically homeless so even if I was okay with therapy, my parents probably couldnā€™t pay for it anyway. I feel like such a terrible friend, son, brother, student, and just person in general. Sometimes I seriously question if I even deserve to live or if living is even worth it. Iā€™d probably kill myself already if I wasnā€™t so scared to do it.
Again, so sorry for putting all this on you, I just need to talk to someone and you can ignore or delete this if youā€™re too uncomfortable with it.
Thereā€™s no need to apologize. Sometimes you just gotta let it out. Iā€™ve actually had a similar experience with some of my irl friends.
Iā€™d only get a little wary if you were looking for advice. Iā€™m not good at giving that. The only ā€œadviceā€ Iā€™d be able to give is to not let the fact that older generations had ā€œworseā€ childhoods make you feel invalid. They were different eras, different standards, and different experiences. Their shitty isnā€™t gonna be the same as your shitty. No shitty time is worse than the other; just different.
I know itā€™s not much, but I sincerely hope things get better <3
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blue-banana-milk Ā· 7 months ago
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nah cause tell me why this man is my #1 brain parasite what the FUCK
okay, personal Diluc headcanos even tho Ive never played the game, shut up:
Cat person, shut up
Everyone mischaracterizes this man as an asshole and that's such bullshit
It's a front that he puts on but the moment he sees a little meow meow HE IS MELTING
If it's a kitten: is very careful and makes sure to guide them back to their litter/mom and gives them little head scratches
If it's a full grown cat: admires from affar with the urge to go up and pet them. let's them approach him as to not bother or scare off the cat
LOVES holding them in his arms so he can pet and nuzzle their little faces, it's his favorite way to relieve stress while working
bonus: has a very big soft spot for small animals in general
he has freckles, shut up, he does
he got teased for them when he was a kid and by proxy, doesn't like when people comment on them
Has burn scars that have caused severe damage to his hand and forearms, therefore wears lots of gloves and longsleves, is almost never seen without them
doesn't like taking them off and and especially not in front of others
he gives "loved school and was really good at it" vibes which came in handy later down the line
NON EXISTENT LOVE LIFE, this mf was busy on his killing spree, no time for ladies
but still upholds his gentleman virtues and treats everyone with basic respect cause he's not a dick he just is bad at expressing his emotions
He feels like the type of person to very heavily dislike the use of profanity but once HE starts using it, you know you fucked up BAD.
Bonus: is very careful with his wording around children
Speaking of kids, he can tolerate them and is kind of fascinated by them with the way they think
He's okay with not being the person the kids go up to, but on the rare occasion that one does, you better believe he is treating them so kindly and so sweetly, maybe even giving them a smile
Has adopted Donna in his mind and doesn't mind the fact that she seems to hate his guts, he still treats her kindly and respectfully, goes out of his way to protect and care for her like a big brother/dad
Same thing with Klee
He definitely donates his money, come on
he wears a nightgown to bed, COME ON
goes to bed with his hair down and wonders why his hair is all messy in the morning
Not all his scars from his years as a man on the run; some are from his childhood (aside from the mental scarring) like small scrapes or cuts from playing outside
Has a REALLY BAD habit of overworking himself but not to the point of getting himself sick/risking his health, still pushes himself a little too much tho
Has definitely fallen asleep at his desk more than once
Has definitely called Adelinde Mom/mother in both childhood and adulthood
She thinks it's adorable
THIS MAN IS STACKED AS FUCK
he is buff as fuck and forgets his own strength sometimes, especially when it's inventory day and hes moving a shit ton of boxes without breaking a sweat
uuuuuhhhhh
fat milkers, don't @ me
that's all folks
I'll probably do another one of these where's it's focused on Diluc as a romantic partner
also sorry for being so passive aggressive, I just really like Diluc :3
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seriouslysam8 Ā· 2 years ago
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A Little Ramble - Probably a Rant
I feel the need to say something for a very small percentage of people. Because most of my readers and reviewers are wonderful and I love them so much and I want to give you big, big, big hugs. You guys are amazing and you're the reason I can update consistently.
I get there are people upset with the way I write Hermione out of stories and how I cast her into the background. If you love Hermione, then my stories are not for you. She will never be a main character or even a side character. I will never write her POV. If that upsets you, there is an x in the corner. Utilize it.
I'll only talk about Brumous. This story is really a story about Harry and Sirius. It's about them finding the family they desperately needed for the past fourteen years. It's about Sirius learning to overcome his demons and step up as the godfather he was always supposed to be. It's about Harry learning to rely and accept help from others and learn what a family truly is. The main relationship, the main characters in this story are really Harry and Sirius.
This is not a story about Hermione. This isn't really even a story about Hinny or Remadora or Ron or anybody else. Yes, Hinny and Remadora are the main pairings in this story but Ginny and Remus are really the side POVs in this story. They do not always have a POV every chapter they do not drive the main plot forward, nor are they the center of it. That belongs to Harry and Sirius.
There is really no reason Hermione needs to be in the story. She holds no value, to be quite honest, as she doesn't have a purpose in this story like she does in the books. I'm not writing a character for the sake of writing them, especially when I dislike the character. I don't bash her, I don't make her look bad, I just push her into the background because she's not important to the storyline.
There are plenty of stories where Hermione is a main character, where she gets a POV, where she saves the day with her Mary Sue intellect. That's GREAT! I'm glad there's a bunch of stories people can read about what they like. But there also needs to be stories for people who don't want to read about her. THAT'S GREAT TOO.
The beauty of fandom is that we can find stories for whatever we want. Hinny, Remadora, Jily, Drarry, Wolfstar, Dramoine, Romione, Panville, the list goes on and on and on! There's so many stories that have a wide variety of main characters too! You want to read about Harry: yep, there's that! You want to read about Remus: oh, yeah, there's a bunch of those too. You want Hermione, Ginny, Ron, Neville, James, Lily, Sirius, whoever the fuck you want, YEP THERE ARE THOSE STORIES OUT THERE. HP is a massive fandom with so many talented authors and art and just people in general. You can legit find whatever you want to read. If you don't, you write it yourself!
You want to know what I want to read but couldn't really find so I started to write myself? A story where Sirius lives and he's like a dad to Harry. A story where Hinny had more time together before shit hit the fan. A story where Harry and Ron have an amazing bromance. A story where Harry dealt with his childhood trauma and started trusting adults around him to help him. Finally, a story where Hermione wasn't the focal point and always solving all the issues.
So, please, don't call me disrespectful for pushing Hermione in the background. Don't tell me I ignore Ginny's faults while highlighting Hermione's. Don't tell me that you're disappointed in my writing because Hermione isn't a focal point. Because at the end of the day, this is my story. This is what I want to write. I'm not pandering to what you want. Just because you're disappointed in me or whatever doesn't mean I'm going to change my entire story to make you happy. Because I won't. I don't care. I especially don't care if you're some anonymous person leaving a review since I'm just going to delete your review and move on. Yes, I do delete guest reviews that annoy me. Yes, I block people on Tumblr who want to hound me on my stance with Hermione. I do it because I can and I want to and that's my choice in order to make the fandom experience I want to have.
So, while you're annoyed with my representation of Hermione in MY stories, I'm equally annoyed with you when you can't just let me write MY STORIES the way I want to. I write for free. You want me to write Hermione in some great positive light, then fucking pay me. Otherwise, just leave me alone. Nobody is forcing you to read my stories.
At the end of the day, people can read and write what they want to. If you don't like my opinions on my Tumblr, block me. I'm fine with that. If you don't like the way I portray characters, don't read my stories. I'm okay with that. I found my little niche and I'm happy. I make it very clear what I like and don't like so you know exactly what to expect in stories from me. So, find your niche and the authors who write exactly what you like and be happy.
I am tired of people constantly trying to convince me Hermione is a great character (save your breath because you won't change my mind) or people being rude and telling me my opinion about her is wrong (it's not since we're all allowed to have opinions because they're OPINIONS and not FACTS) or people calling me a Hermione basher (I'm not bashing anyone in my stories - except maybe, maybe Snape a teeny tiny bit but he's a fucking cockwombling asshole and I will not apologize for that. I cannot stop from constantly portraying him in a negative light. Okay, I'm guilty of that.) I'm really tired of answering asks about Hermione or having to explain my reasoning on why I don't like her. I just don't, okay? There's nothing wrong with that. People can like whoever they want to. I shouldn't have to constantly justify my opinion.
I dislike Wolfstar because I don't think it makes sense with canon and I hate the fandom versions of their characters. I do not read Wolfstar stories, I do not follow Wolfstar blogs, I do not bother people who love Wolfstar. They can read and love whatever they like. Good for you! That's amazing. I'll never argue with you about Wolfstar. Because that's your opinion and what you like.
So, I guess what I'm saying is, you don't need to read my stories or follow my Tumblr or bother me if my stance on Hermione bothers you that much. In words of Elsa, let it go!
I've ranted enough but it's just been something that's bothering me for awhile and I'm tired of deleting reviews, asks, or blocking tumblrs.
Anyway, thank you for coming to my TED talk.
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cringefaecompilation Ā· 5 months ago
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I know it wasn't the focus of your misogyny post so if I'm overstepping please ignore me, but it also really makes me mad when people "conveniently forget" that Ashton is nonbinary, especially when it justifies their shitty opinions (ie he's One Of The Boysā„¢ so he's always correct and can do no wrong thanks to his male-based intellect unlike the awful evil women or he's an Evil Manipulative Manā„¢ who's going out of his way to use his male-ness to harm these poor innocent helpless women because he said/did anything negative towards them). Like please y'all, they're not a man PLEASE they said their pronouns IN THE FIRST EPISODE PLEASE. Feel free to like/dislike Ashton all you want cause that's perfectly fair, but for the love of god don't be transphobic (especially to be sexist) when you do it??? Is that too much to ask??? Idk if I'm making sense/getting upset at nothing because I've seen a lot of people dismiss this as being silly or getting mad at nothing, but idk as a masc enby a lot of discussions around Ashton feel so gross? Idk though, once again ignore if I'm overstepping or anything
you are not being silly and you are not getting mad at nothing or overstepping. it's a huge problem.
i've seen way more of the former where he is misgendered as a cis male as a positive trait, so i'll be talking more about that. will be reposting my tags about this trend in fandom because i've already said my piece on it.
ashton is "schrodinger's man" to these people when they're bored with ignoring/erasing orym's respect and care towards the women in his life. they're nonbinary and trans when they're being directly defended against fans who only like the women, and they're a cis male who is a victim of violent misandry when complaining about previous drama or shipping laudmo/ore (willing to give the benefit of the doubt that maybe some of that blending is them including cis male actor taliesin jaffe but then again). the idea that shardgate was Feminism Going Too Far is an actual statement that i've seen going around the fandom, and it's gotten worse now with swordgate.
didja know there are people insisting laudna should have been abandoned by the hells or fearne should have gotten "harsher punishment" when her dad nearly killed her because both women did something selfish/impulsive and ashton was yelled at and punished for doing something selfish/impulsive? the They Only Were Upset With Ashton Because He Is A Man argument is so fucking dumb. bro almost nuked himself without telling anybody else and was the only one not forcing the shard down fearne's throat, of course they'd come to blows. and you wanna know why they didn't scream at fearne or laudna? BECAUSE THEY LEARNED TO NOT DO THAT. THEY HAD A THERAPY SESSION SPECIFICALLY TO AVOID DOING THAT SHIT AGAIN
and it really does make it obnoxious because i like him and orym's dynamic but it's so fucking frustrating seeing people make them into bell's hells leaders and Voices Of Reason just so they can say "orym is always correct because dead husband and imogen is a salty selfish bitch" or "ashton is always correct because tough love & street smarts and imogen is just a salty selfish bitch" that it immediately sets off red flags for me if someone says those guys are their favorite bh characters. and it sucks because i love orym and ashton too!
obligatory "both sides though" mention: yes. there are im/odna shippers that fantasize about "punishing" or murdering ashton. they do that to dorian and orym too. i am aware of them and i have seen them. i have 90% of them blocked lmao
and i have also talked about this before but the amount of people i've seen insisting callowm/oore is a bad homophobic cishet ship that erases fearne's pansexuality is BIZARRE. this argument was used to prop up fearn/iture which makes no fucking sense to me since chetney is, as far as we know, cisgender. we might not know ashton's sexuality proper but it's safe to assume they aren't heterosexual as they've flirted with people of many genders. also there was this genuine debate if as/hrym was a homophobic ship because orym only dates men... and. well. i don't think it'd be the same as shipping keyleth with orym, let's put it that way lol
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sarahlynn136 Ā· 6 days ago
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alright alright here's the cillian lore because you asked. this shit is crazy.
i met this guy back in 2022 and we weren't super close at first. then found out that we were gonna be in disney world at the same time. so we met up a few times over that trip and it was pretty great. he breaks up with his gf and tries to make me his rebound (i was identifying as a lesbian at this time i had little to no attraction to men so he was getting his hopes up for nothing) he was also close with my cousin and asked her to have sex with him, which her very Christian ass said "bitch fuck no"
he confesses his feelings for me and im like "sorry dude nuh uh". so we're planning our second time seeing each other and while we're there we hold hands and his (his hands were so damn sweaty) and yeah apparently his feelings never went away, and platonic hand holding doesn't exist to him
so in april of 2023 he gets with this aroace person, they break it off bcs well. they're aroace. and im attempting to comfort him and then he ghosts me for 3 days and i assume he's just dead. (this is where my dislike of ghosting first begins so yeah fuck you new person ghosting me WHO KNEW ALL ABOUT THIS. smh and people still try and defend them). anyways uh during this time i grow *feelings* because im left alone thinking he's dead. he comes back, does this whole apology thing, and then i start flirting with him because what else is my 14 year old ass supposed to do?
important uh. he's 3 years older than me. he just turned 19. this is uh. important
ok so during this time he meets my one irl friend and they get close. and he basically forces us into a love triangle. im having on and off feelings for him and become VERY codependent on him. so we meet up again and we kiss. it sucked. would not recommend. AND HE LIKE??? HADN'T SHAVED??? so yeah not a fan. anyways he then goes on to say my one friend is cute and it just puts a bad taste in my mouth.
now here's the wild shit.
after he leaves he sends me this what i like to call contract. in this contract it states that if we were to be together, i wouldn't be allowed to be with anyone else, no one could know until i was 19, and i would have to H A V E H I S C H I L D R E N.
IM BEING SO SERIOUS RIGHT NOW.
so i back off and we stay friends for a bit on and off flirting. he's uncomfortable with it though because he's "not gay" and im trans. so he just throws this whole fit about it and it's like. in some weird way kinda transphobic??? like it's weird.
so when he turns 18 he basically ghosts me, and im still very codependent on him and then i start to lose my mind. he's supposed to come and see me, but then cancels a week before. i break things off with him because i just can't do it anymore.
now we're nearly at the present day. in september i find out that he couldn't visit me BECAUSE HE WAS HOMELESS AND HIS PARENTS MOVED TO HAWAII AND HIS DAD GOT ARRESTED. WE THEN START TALKING AGAIN AND HE APOLOGIES FOR EVERYTHING AND IM JUST LOSING MY MIND.
and now. as of today. i find out that he is moving to germany in 8 months and im just like GIRL WHATTTT
and that's the very abridged cillian lore because there's so much more
bro this is so rigged.. dad lore goes crazy for my moots out there.. I dunno what to say, sorry, I'm terrible at this shit. Hope you get better? God, I sound like a fucking jerk but.. GOD DAMMIT I just hope ur better and uhhh stay manly dude!!!
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ozrockbitway Ā· 11 months ago
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Do you have any Vanguard OCs? šŸ‘€ (Or possibly any ones you'd want to see in a deck)
KICKS DOOR DOWN HELLO YES I DO HAVE SOME
no unit??? OCs??? YET....but I want my funny Solrairon/Kheios/Mikani ship to have a kid...who let you have 3 dads??? they could be related to glitter or be one of those duel nation units
anyway SLAPS DOWN MY OC info that I still have thank god I saved this- I really should use toy house............
I've only draw a semi full pic of Michi...everyone else has a picrew cuz Im lazzzyyyy...mamoeni kid does have a headshot tho
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Michi
renai fankid. Kagero user. Psyqualia. A really nice kid. A bit lethargic and has his head in the clouds. Heā€™s mostly daydreaming about vanguard and Cray. He keeps an optimistic attitude regardless of how others treat him. He can be a little sneaky and playful, using things to his own advantage (ie. using his cute charms for a headpat) but never had any ill intentions. Thanks to his best friend ā€˜motheringā€™ him he is a little spoiled and tends to expect the same from others. When he was younger, he was bullied and kept that to himself, not wanting to make his best friend or anyone else worried. He doesnā€™t want to feel like a burden to others. Is aware that he is a little ā€˜weirdā€™ and is labelled as an ā€˜outcastā€™ so doesnt want others to fall into that same pit.
Shiro
Link Joker user. transfer from Hong Kong (chinese/japanese) and knows the Soryuu family. Was supposed to be an Aqua Force user. A very serious cardfighter. Dislikes nicknames. Has a hard time getting along with others who are the ā€˜fooling aroundā€™ type. Isnā€™t mean but does speak his mind. He is actually a very chill and kind person but loses his chill when around kousuke and michi (mostly Michi). Doesnā€™t laugh a lot, more on the stoic side. Can knit. Might be nominated for Student Council president??
Momoka (Momo)
Mikuruā€™s daughter. Pale Moon user. A vanguard nerd who keeps up to date with everything, it helps that she works at card capital. Keeps her job a secret bcuz sheā€™s not supposed to have one but she doesnt work all the time. More like 1-2 days a week, 3 at most. Her mom wanted to be an idol and she does to so she has a stressed life. Sheā€™s not that popular, yet. Hardworking and determined but doesnā€™t really give herself a break. She comes off as tired but its worth seeing people smile, on or off the stage. Her stage name is the Pale Moon Witch? Uses a wig or lets her hair down as an idol, keeps it a secret.
Tatsunagi OC (I never named her cries)
Tatsunagi family (takes over after Nome). Like the others, she is simply an observer watching between Earth and Cray. Knows about the half units on Earth.
Kuro
Shadow Paladin half unit. One of the Dark Dragonā€™s Grade 4 kids. Meant to oppose the Ezel half unit. Emotionless and sticks to the mission. Is somewhat curious about Earth and doesnā€™t know how some things work. Goes to Fukuhara. Clueless about relationships and is just a pawn to the Dark Dragon.
Mamoeni fankid (never named her either RIP)
nonbinary? Angel Feather/Gear Chronicle. Good and quiet child with a heart of gold but stricken with an illness.
Sayako
Mamoruā€™s gf. Shadow Paladin user. Has a bad habit of smiling when nervous. Has to live up to older sisterā€™s legacy but canā€™t handle it so she tries to come off as indifferent/nonchalant. Family thinks sheā€™s heartless. Doesnā€™t know if she hates her sister or not because thanks! you left me with shit to deal with. Not lazy but hates being compared to her sister. Good but snarky.
Haru (not pictured here waaaaa)
Angel Feather user. sadistic/masochistic type of person. works as a bartender. an ex-delinquent. is still physically strong and can kick your ass outside a cardfight. doesnā€™t always think plays through, but lady luck is on his side so it turns out in his favor. doesnā€™t cuss at work but will 100% cuss outside of work.
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