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Collection of bg3 sketches I've been nibbling at over the month. teehee
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#astarion#karlach#shadowheart#gale dekarios#tav#orin the red#bg3 tav#oc.nawen#I'm soooo normal about these characters like so so normal not obsessed w them at all#still upset u can't sleep w orin tho#you can sleep w mizora but not w her??? I've never been so heartbroken#ALSO I've had to reject gale after astarion confesses his feelings and oh my god#he looked at me with the hugest roundest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen#I still feel bad abt it tbh#the image of him looking at me like that. burned into my mind#sleepyscribble
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daily ramblings in the notes (3 am adition)
is anyone else rlly worried abt being boring to other ppl?? or is that just me lol
#my friends have made jokes multiple times about me not being able to hold a conversation#and i worry that im actually boring and not fun to be around.#just today i was hanging out with a friend#different friend#and usually its super chill w them#but today it was like awkward and shit#like i had nothing to talk abt#maybe im just empty minded or smth#head in the clouds lol#idk i also made him feel rlly bad at one point#i feel bad abt that#even tho he said it was fine or whatever#idk im still thinkng abt it#hopefully were still chill#i was just generally a bitch today ugh#idk#sometimes i feel like when i do talk and not be boring its like detrimental to the experience#like i end up hurting someone or being weird and shit#ik i shouldnt care abt being weird#i dont rlly#its crazy because this is all just stemming from a fear of being boring and/ or awkward#i word things so terribly in real life like im not witty at all lol#(as if im witty online either lmao)#so when i go to make a joke about something sometimes it jsut comes out weirdly long#or i just say smth awkward in general lol#and im also not great with body language either#i mean i understand body language and stuff#im just so awkward about it#because i fear being awkward#its a gross self-fuffiling prophecy
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i cannot stress this enough: if your reasoning for clowning on the mcu is "they overwork their cg artists and animators" i 1000% guarantee that a show or movie you have been stanning for years also abused their artists and you just haven't heard about it because the production companies aren't in the spotlight like mcu productions are. that cartoon for kids? that incredibly animated movie? that non-marvel superhero movie? i've seen people declare their hatred for the way the mcu treats their workers and then turn around and gush about a show that i know for a fact was hell for the artists attached
and no this is NOT me saying "this means you should stop hating on the mcu uwu" it's me saying you gotta be aware that this shit is an INDUSTRY WIDE PROBLEM. you CANNOT "fix" it by refusing to watch mcu movies and feeling good about it. you have to be aware that it's EVERYWHERE. why do you think so many animation and vfx productions are sourced in canada? in india and the phillipines? we are not unionized.
i know it's hard to face the idea that your favourite show might have been made unethically especially when you've spent so much time hating the mcu for doing the same thing. you don't have to start hating your favourite show. just like...be aware. don't be smarmy about it. don't claim without research that a beautifully animated movie Must mean the animators were not working 16 hour days and weekends. i do think we can fix this 👍 but we can't fix it if 90% of us don't even realize what the problem really is
#uhhhh me#with the recession coming up a lot of my coworkers have come out of the woodworks to talk abt their experiences#and i feel like i've been wearing rose tinted glasses abt my company (bc i work here and i like my supervisors!)#i knew ofc that aniamtion studios here aren't always on the up and up but i did Not know how bad it got#and it just! sucks! that whenever ppl online talk abt shitty treatment of artists they're only talking in regards to the mcu
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summer of junior year 06/11
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#the bad kids#this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao#I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc#gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol#summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me#it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen#between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao#but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm#grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think
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Birds of a Feather
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#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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He's just a dude, a birthday dude
#święto niepodległości?? nie to urodziny Zoro#zoro#roronoa zoro#I made this instead of working and the deadline is approaching agahshdjfj#must get my shit together#one piece#i like drawing Zoro all wrinkled and scrungly#*wondering if I'm using the word scrungly correctly bcs when I googled there's scrungly but also skrunkly which seems to be different*#i mean he's like idk a disheveled dirt boy#it just feels right to draw him with wrinkles on his face#once again I'm clueless abt chest and arms muscles but I did use refs so maybe it doesn't look too bad#ok i need to go eat sth#my art
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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago
#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas#or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it#my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT#IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently#most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of#smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say#its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words#its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me#5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention#doodles#diary#sona#puppysona#comics
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On Seatbelts and Sunsets - Hanif Abdurraqib
#hanif abdurraqib#julien baker#<- kinda#words#poetry#read this last night and cried the whole time <3 hanif youve done it again#but seriously i was thinking abt that exact julien baker song yesterday n listening to it when i came across this piece he wrote#around that very song....#anyway ms julien mr hanif thanks for writing those respectively but also maybe. be quiet#also i do feel a bit bad abt posting this part of it bc i think the full read that leads up to this makes it more beautiful#but well.
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a little siffrin comic about touch, violence, and oranges
#please isat ppl… i worked so hard on this… (<- learned how to draw oranges)#anyways i was thinking about how siffrin says crushes feel like a disease sometimes. i was thinking abt his intrusive thoughts. and about#-bad touch. and about that orange poem. and about how he doesn’t know touch. how violence is easier. even if it feels bad.#siffrin#isat siffrin#isafrin#<- its more abt siff than isa but he is also there!! look those are his hands!! he’s important ok…#in stars and time#my art#also words r by me i forgort to mention#isat#100+#500+#1k+
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the longing looks Aziraphale gives Crowley after seeing Beelzebub and Gabriel get together... his eyes just scream "I want that for us too" and it's ruining me
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens S2 spoilers#ineffable husbands#ineffable bureaucracy#aziracrow#I feel so I'll thinking about it like the way he just grabs crowley when beez and gabe talk abt each other#the fondness and longing and warmth in his eyes#he can feel the love radiating out of them surely???#he wants that for them too so so bad#I'm in pain in every way imaginable
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i Love you wheelchair mabel art. i like the idea that pacifica has chronic leg pain and is nervous about using a cane or any kind of mobility aid, but seeing mabel and be bejewelled chair makes her more confident to use them
very loud correct buzzer THIS IS THE ONE ! i kind of forgot what the og ask was when i started drawing it and just went with mabel also bedazzles pacificas aids, but i might draw a followup thats closer to what u actually asked pls take this in the meantime
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#mabel pines#pacifica northwest#mabel pines fanart#pacifica northwest fanart#gravity falls pacifica#gravity falls mabel#mabel x pacifica#mabcifica#gf mabel#gf pacifica#honestly i just love getting to practice drawing mobility aids its been v fun#not sure how i feel abt how these came out#i keep switching between love and hate so i might draw more later#ask reply#anyways LOVE THEM BAD#the book of bill
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sanic ✌ for the au perhaps? idk
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#art#digital art#sonic#sth#fanart#ive been getting easily distracted from my aus recently which is horrible#but i guess im just too ambitious all the time and get scared -_-#idk ive been feeling really bad about drawing lately i just dont really feel good about any of my drawings rn#like i like this one but idk i just dont feel excited about it...#idk what to do abt it#id like to get into one of my aus for once#but i just feel nothing rn..#OK WAHTEVERRR this was a cool pose#so i gave him so shoes to go with it
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#enki ankarian#fear and hunger#cahara of the south#d’arce cataliss#ragnvaldr#funger#I feel like I’m spamming the Enki tag on tumblr and I feel bad LOL#sorrryyyyyyy am just autistic abt my wife#I’m not an artist by any means and I barely write anything worth sharing (but you best believe I write!!)#so instead I just silly mode this mf until I am blocked by 90% of tumblr for being too annoying#OHHH YEAH that’s what it is I’m scared that people will go thru the Enki tag to see something cool bc he is a rly neat guy#and instead they come across 70+ posts from tumblr user fearfulandhungry about Enki ripping my arms off and giggling#le sigh le sigh Le sigh
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Another blog noticed that Megumis scars are on the same position as Heian!Sukuna. And it's true! By that logic he should have scars under his armpits and on his belly (second arms and second mouth). You drawing it would be interesting
shoutout 2 megumi for making up fr all of yuuji's scars i no longer get to draw
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#i love it thank u i feel better abt yuuji's newly bare face#i mean . th nature of my art means tht these will b hidden th majority of the time sighs so its not Quite the same#but the knowledge that i Can draw them if i so choose is a balm on my soul#i want itfs to have matching chest scars SO bad . canon 2 me idc smile :)#anyway i thought abt rendering but i decided i stayed up all night and i don't feel like painting abs on all of 0 hours of sleep#normally i wld Jump on the opportunity to render shirtless torsos but i dont have it in me gomen hope u like grey :'>#been having fun with lines lately anyway ! found a new brush that layers over itself#either multiplies or burns on itself i cant tell either way i Love It#these scars r prime angst material also . looks at my writer mutuals w big yuuji style puppy eyes#:3
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“Is doctor who a good or bad person” theyre the kind of person to fly in a little blue box and go weeeeee
#some ppl took the driving question of capaldi being am a good man and went oh so there’s a right answer#like whyyyy does it matter whyyy do we always need to define fictional characters like this#12 was right. not a good or bad man. just an idiot. peace and love on doctor who#idek where this all came from bc I feel like previously everyone just kinda understood that the doctor is a complex character#and then earlier today I saw someone talking abt who the ‘villain’ of midsommar was..bro.#does everything have to be a morality play to you people#warlock wartalks
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girls night!!:) Check out my Patreon for the full pic mwah. or alternatively matching profile pics for u and the bestie
#goin over old sketches while listening to youtube<3 the fact that im drawing sweaty lesbo sex is irrelevant#nsft#only implied tho#suggestive#i actually really like how karlachs face came out here so i dont even feel bad just posting these crops#im so mad abt shad face tho cuz it gave me GRIEF. and in the end its slightly blurry bc i had to resize it and did NOT want to redraw#'hey bitch how abt using a reference'NO!!!!!#bg3#karlach#karlach cliffgate#shadowheart#fanart#art#baldurs gate 3#shadowlach
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