#i expected today to change tht

[snuffalufagus]

4 weeks before having an episode and crying in the uni bathroom that's a personal best 😌

[zeroseuniverse]

Introduce Yourself First

Word Count: 582

Warnings: None at all

pairing: San X fem reader

Summary: In which he doesn’t even wait to introduce himself before he attaches himself to his soulmate

His eyes were just black yesterday! And now he’s waking up to pink? How is that possible? He didn’t even have a color resembling blonde for if they bleached their hair, just black when he went to sleep and pink when he woke up. 

“Woah ho nice eyes.” Wooyoung grinned as San made his way to the meeting point so they could head to the company together, “They actually look good on you.”

“They seriously wasted no time changing their hair color, huh?” Mingi chuckled, shouldering his bag higher as they all climbed into the van.

“So we have to find someone with pink hair, tht makes it a lot easier than the black hair.” Jongho grinned, pulling his phone out to scroll.

“And they’ll have black eyes!” Seonghwa noted, happy that their search is finally getting somewhere.

They got to the company and looked around, seeing as they really couldn’t think of any other reason she’d have to change her hair overnight they thought maybe she’d be an idol. But they never saw anyone with pink hair before practice, leaving them all feeling a bit dejected.

“Ah give it time.” Wooyoung cooed, making San sigh as they headed into the practice room. 

–

“AH!” They heard as they were on their way to lunch making their heads snap up, not really hearing too many screams around the company too often, when they looked up they saw a smug looking woman with pink hair as what seemed to be her manager or group leader dragged her down the hall.

“I can’t believe you did this behind our backs!” The dragger hissed, making the pink haired woman’s grin grow.

“Oh come on, have you met my brother? He cut his own hair with kitchen scissors. There is no way you expected anything less of me than to do my hair myself.” 

“How’d you even bleach and dye your hair in the same night and it not look damaged?” 

Before she could answer; however, a body was thrown into her own, heat simmering where their skin met, illiciting gasps from both parties. San didn’t even attempt to stop himself from tackling the woman, clinging to her koala style on the floor like his life depended on it, meanwhile all of ateez except Yunho and Wooyoung cringed at the motion. The other two were howling like hyena’s with how loud their laughter was.

Watching San nuzzle into the stranger like a cat is what sent Seonghwa in a frenzy rushing forward to pull him off, despite his whines of protest in response. “You could’ve at least introduced yourself first.” He chuckled, watching San glare at Yeosang who moved to help the poor girl stand, his hands immediately going up in surrender when she was on her feet. Everyone knew not to mess with a newly bonded pair, the possessiveness was through the roof.

“Just what I needed today.” The manager groaned, throwing their hand over their face in frustration. 

“Hi, I’m Choi San.” He shyly introduced, leaning to bow even though his hands itched to grab ahold of her.

After introductions were out of the way, San instantaneously latched back on to the poor girl who was surprisingly more than okay with the contact, almost preening as San laced his fingers through her pink strands in awe. 

“Oh god it’s worse than him with Wooyoung.” Jongho groaned, turning to walk away, wanting to bleach his eyes before they had those images engraved in them.

[glasskey]

Justice THT Style - Part 4 - Tuello

Today I’m going to be discussing Tuello and all his various forms of justice. Tuello���s had quite a journey lately and as his allegiance to June grows, so too his sense of Justice must also change.

In season 4, when Fred was at the top of everyone’s shit list, we were finally given a proper introduction to Mark Tuello (YAY). As a character he seems to have an almost Teflon like quality, he’s likeable to the point of being cuddly, and even when he does fuck up he seems to redeem himself without so much as a scratch. I love Tuello, he’s extremely layered and I’m always on board for the onions in any cast of characters. Tuello is, for all intents and purposes, the Nick Blaine of Canada. They both occupy positions of power and judgement and like Blaine, Tuello acts like a light in the dark whenever June needs to find safe harbour.

As a diplomat it’s expected that Tuello’s sense of justice is strictly procedural and in season 4 he bargains with Fred to acquire him as an asset. But he’s a complicated guy, Tuello feels Junes rage and frustration, he knows Fred is a POS who doesn’t deserve immunity and a quiet house in the suburbs. He knows full well that by handing over Fred to Gilead he’ll be sentencing him to death, but regardless he marches him with firm righteousness across the border and does just that.

The similarities between this and Blaine's walk with Fred through the woods seemed to foretell the partnership between these two men in delivering justice that was at last cemented in season 5. With both men Fred stops mid walk to rage indignantly at them, only to be brutally rebuffed each time. I am not joking when I say the very SECOND I saw Blaine jump out of that truck and flash those suspenders (sweet mother of Mary) I knew their partnership would come to pass.

Like Blaine he’s not really one to revel in retributive justice, but in this case he was happy to partake and in season 5 he stopped by Junes’ house to give her an unexpected pat on the back for her murderous endeavours. Tuello also seemed to have an intimate knowledge of what this would ultimately cost June personally…..the figurative second grave.

Tuello may be truly benevolent, but every move he makes is a precise and purposeful attempt at the restoration of democracy to a broken country. Tuello likes Blaine, he honestly believes he is an “honourable man” and he’s truly awed by Nicks love for June. He’s a romantic and he simply can’t understand why Serena would go back to Fred or why Nick didn’t run away with June. He’s visibly heart broken when Blaine professes that he feels worthless and I was utterly convinced in that moment that Tuello would need to light the way, if Nick was ever to hope to make it back to June.

As romantic as he may be, he’s no fool, he makes Nick sign a contract and he intends to hold him to it. Nick Blaine is a HUGE asset to Tuello, ultimately taking the place that Fred would have occupied as a source of information about the inner workings of Gilead, this may mean that Nick is in for a long haul as a double agent. Tuello is ultimately a real messenger of peace; his kindness towards Blaine, his repeated attempts to help Serena, his attempt to rescue Hannah and his warnings about New Bethlehem, all testify to this. Everything about Tuello is designed to command respect, but in his case its done with a kind word and a contract instead of a noose. Tuello has been constructed to be almost father figure like in nature. There’s something wonderfully comforting about his presence; he has a voice that could read you off into a blissful slumber and he’s rarely seen dressed in anything but a well tailored suit.

Tuello is remarkably cool headed in most situations, even those that should send him into a tail spin. I’ve only seen him get slightly flustered once or twice, the most notable being when June neglected to make an appointment and surprised him jogging. To be fair, no one looks their best clammy and gasping for breath, and lets face it their last encounter didn’t really end on a high note.

While I’m thrilled to have Tuello along as an ally, I’m acutely aware that everything about him screams (in a warm caramel voice) the virtues of restorative justice, and I’m wondering how well our lovely diplomat will fair once he’s seen some actual corpses swing. Tuello, like Blaine, may want to stick to the rule of moral and law, but I fear that as Gilead seeps across the border, he may quickly come to realise that stronger methods will be required in order to restore peace. Next time I’ll be discussing the use of Tokens in THT. What are they and what do they mean? See you then.

[elliscousland]

there has been a shift in how i write ellis from how he began & how i write him now. this is to be expected with any muse, when we write we are constantly working on evolving & building on our characters.

but since i retook ellis' mbti test recently (+bonus post) it kind of dawned on me how different he is? a few years ago when i started working on him i do believe he was an istp but that has changed over the years & when i retook the test i got enfp for him ( which i think fits really well before the blight & in his bg3 verse but i think afterwards he kind of leans more towards an infp personality type ) but it just put a few things into perspective of how i've developed him.

a large part of what's changed also is tht i've definitely leaned into him coming at things from a more creative approach, which doesn't always work out for him. i've also sort of made a huge shift between where he started as a very closed off character to being more of a bleeding heart type. which like i knew was like a big change but also i think makes a lot of sense to me? because i love the thought of him being like very easy to read in the moment without being clear about why he's at where he's at.

but this has also lead to me taking away some points in his logic zone if that makes sense??? bcs he did used to kind of have a cool approach to problems when i originally made him, which lead him to make brutal & effective decisions. but i've made a shift so that instead of that brutality coming from a cold place, it comes from a fire within that eats up his logic if that makes sense??

which like lead me to a string of thought about him being unknown as a theme i have always loved playing with. like this goes for anyone, any character but it is difficult to know everything about someone / someone's truth. i have been thinking really hard about how i've also shifted to ellis craving approval from the people he cares about instead of totally dismissing it as something he doesn't need / deserve. like if he doesn't care about someone he's not going to care about what they think about him at all but it's wayyy different when it comes to the people he wants to have around him. which will probably get a post in itself someday tbh.

but this has lead to a really fun duality in him of needing that approval but jumping to the conclusion that he is not going to get it / preemptively shutting himself off. it's like a mirror of where i started with him but like there are more layers to it now & like i want to dissect it someday but i also want to rework old headcanons & just rework soooo much that it is so tough to figure out where to start.

there are so many contradictions in him that it absolutely is a disservice to him to try & boil him down to a personality type & say ' wow this is what he is limited to being ' especially w him going through so many changes in his timeline i am just thinking today abt how much he's changed as a character over the years. this is more just me rambling on the dash than like an actual dissection of anything tho

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

OK HEY soooo sort of an update under the cut regarding sharing / other tangentially related selfship stuff !!

feel free to not read , i put it under the cut cuz its long/not super important but yea ;3

so idrk how to word this but basically since iv started hangin out on tumblr my views on selfshipping have changed a lot!!! i honestly was not expecting everyone on here to be so lovely and accepting and im so happy to be in a community i feel so comfortable in :'3

but!!! basically: with the nature of me not being open abt f/o on here things have gotten lowk really complicated LMFSJDFJHSF long story short i ended up having to sb a moot today bc i didn't realize we shared a main </3 i feel really bad abt letting that slip thru the cracks, but i just honestly did not know until i saw smth they reblogged today; and i wanted 2 respect their "dni if we share" !

however at the same time as this my views have also changed on sharing !! one week on selfship tumblr and im much more relaxed about it,,, crazy. tbh youre ALL canon and real to me even if we share cuz different versions n multiverse theory n all that. ;p SO

i realized that im comfortable interacting w/ people that i share w if it's not one of their mains, and if they state that theyre comfortable sharing on their profile bc ofc i wanna respect their boundaries!! so from now on i think thats prolly gonna be how i go about things bc it honestly just doesnt trigger me anymore yippee yahoo.

i know tht might be worrisome tho for some who dont wanna view content potentially centered around a character they *also* are dating so if that concerns you, feel free to reach out to me and ask me if we share, ill tell u!!!

or u can just block my #. 🔮 tag entirely bc that covers anything posted w The Blorbo in mind. i will never explicitly post a character tho so dont worry about being triggered either way! (yeah im prob never publicly revealing sorry)

sorry this is so long and probably WAY deeper than it actually is but im so new here and idrk the ettiquette so i just wanna make sure i dont unintentionally hurt anyone! tbh i never expected anyone to see or interact w this blog in the first place (my policy at first was . "i dont feel comfortable naming my f/o but if we share i wont interact w u!!" not accounting for the fact that ppl could interact w ME first... LMAO i just didnt expect everyone to be so nice and welcoming 😭) and im so grateful to have virtually met all u guys and ur lovely f/os ;3

anyway x o x o SORRY THAT IS SO FUCKING LONG oh my god anyways. back to ur regularly scheduled programming

[kamiversee]

MY HEART WHY DO U DO THIS TO US 😭😭 BUT ALSO I HATE THAT I LOVED THAT THE READER TELLS CHOSO ABOUT SUKUNA… love that drama icl.

was NOT expecting that about sukuna because of how he treated the reader & the punching the guy who was sort of harassing her.. but wow🥲

ATP I SUPPORT SATORU TOO STRONGLY I NEED HIM TO BE ENDGAME IDC.

ANYWAY UR AN AMAZING WRITER THANK U FOR THAT AHH I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER !!!!!! ❤️❤️

It is filled with lots of drama but would she have really found a better chance to lay that kinda info on him?

Said it before but outside of the abusive aspect, maybe Choso’s knowledge of Sukuna is distorted🌚

Who knows when the last time the two even saw each other? Sure, that wouldn’t make up for anything Sukuna might have done but HE COULDVE CHANGED YK?🥹 im being delusional rn bear with me

HELP U STILL WANT GOJO ENDGAME?😭 He may not abuse anyone but chat lets never forget abt the blackmail tht brought us to this point☝️

NDXT CHAPT LATER TODAY MAYBE !!

[dearweirdme]

reporters can be wrong you know? and they WERE wrong before. they were wrong about all of the members attending yoongi's final show and only the hyung line showed up. they were wrong again today about jk attending, they speculated maybe because tkk attended a premiere together before but they were wrong and jk didn't go. simple as that.

"just because we haven't seen him doesn't mean he wasn't there" i mean yeah but there's more proof of him not having been there than there is proof tht he was. we'd be just believing naysayers and speculations atp which are unreliable. also the diionyssustkk or whatever account on twitter ALWAYS spreads misinfo about tkk and they were the ones who lied about tae and jk's parents attending yoongi's first encore show when only tae's (and yoongi's) parents were spotted. they always use "my korean friend" told me as their reliable source but somehow there's never proof of what they say, and somehow only their korean friend sees everything but no one else does. don't believe them and just use facts as your source. was jk expected to attend? yes he was. but did he attend? no he didn't. were ot7 expected to attend yoongi's last concert? yes they were. but did they all attend? nope only 3 of them + yoongi did.

Hi anon!

Yep, agree! Also, things like this don’t actually matter right? So what if Jk wasn’t there, it changes nothing.

[tarotmundomonde]

Hey again❤ This is my second request for the new game(U have allowed two requests for this game) Please make this ask private too. Thank you.

My Option: Love reading aka. romance for the next 5 months for singles (This is option 2 and I chose option 5 in the previous ask)

Why you should do this reading/why I chose this: Honestly, I am currently single and have been single for years (by choice and also by my other reasons and current situation) so I m curious to see if things will change as I have never expected within the next 5 months in terms of love because you never knw. Things can always change but we never know how or when it will play out. I wouldn't be surprised either if the next 5 months will still be the same but I m ready for any new opportunities that would change my love life. Tbh, I m a bit cynical and careful rn when it comes to love since I m so used to being single and also bc of my past experiences but as I have mentioned, I am ready to see some changes.

Initial & sun sign: A & ♊

Venus sign: ♉ Moon sign: ♑

Romantic gif tht resonates with me(spicy gif for mine this time lol)

Romantic gif I think would resonate with u:

Color for you: This time, I choose black since u gives off introverted, deep and philosophical vibes.

Anything I'd like to add or say: Just like how I mentioned before, honesty is key for me so u can tell me anything bad or good tht comes up. Or even any warnings I should look out for within the next 5 months. Interpretation along with the meaning of cards is important and do not worry abt word limit. And my public asks keep disappearing so I hope u won't mind abt me asking u to make this ask private. Oh and if u end up doing this reading, pls mention which month u did this so tht I can knw wht the next 5 months are. That's all I guess. Have a nice day/night ahead❤

NOTE: This reading counts from today to the next 5 months.

Hello A, let's dive into your reading, shall we?

At first glance, it looks like you are being a master at sweeping things under the rug, but the cards are showing that the problems won't go away. The loneliness, the isolation, the lack will grow louder, there is some work you need to do. Healing work. It's like you are pushed to do some healing work, before love is even an option for you. You said you are single by choice, but the cards say you don't have a choice. No one else will do your work and whatever you need to work on won't go away. You'll just have to face it head on. The good news is the control and power is all in your hands. The cards are showing you could easily do the work and properly heal. Basically you have some cleansing to do but it would come easy to you, if you just did it. What looks like too much and too difficult is actually much easier than you'd think. It's just many little details, small problems that piled up, but therefore it is easy to also work on them. All you need to do is open your eyes and see you have all you need to take back control and get the work done. You simply need to bring the scales back into balance and your dreams of love will come true. Let's go deeper into the details of your reading.

There is clarity present, meaning things are very clear. It's simply a matter of understanding. You have clarity but you seem to refuse to understand, a bit of a stubborn energy can be felt from your reading. However, you are in front of a bridge and crossing that bridge will lead you to love. But no one will carry you over that bridge, no. You have to take every step yourself, to work those muscles in order to cross the bridge. So you have clarity and now understanding. Now, if for some reason you claim not to have such clear clarity over your situation, fret not, the cards have spoken. It all begins from what you need to release. Looking at the cards, you are given time for healing. It's simply that this task will not go away, before you do your job. So you can keep your eyes closed and keep on sleeping on it for as long as you want, but the only thing you'll do is prolong everything and make it tougher on yourself. Whereas the sooner you open your eyes and start doing your work, the sooner you'll make and see progress. So use the next five months well to heal.

Some of the themes are regarding fears you have about love. It seems it has to do with failure. Having difficulty to face things as they are. Fear of change, fear of not having full control over the person and the connection. The pressure coming from the outside, be it peer pressure, society, family. Something about family. A sense of fear of whether you'd be accepted. Possibly lacking self-confidence. You seem to need to work on your self-confidence, on being your authentic self. You are called to find your inner strengths and powers. Your inner power is calling on you, it wants you to reclaim it. Then the matter of reaching out. If you like someone, you might struggle with greeting the other person or talking to them, because fearing failure and rejection. It could be also the other way around, you don't trust someone would truly like you so much that they wouldn't miss an opportunity to reach out to you, to communicate with you. You don't trust someone making the first move on you or more actively showing you their interest in you in love. But instead of fearing, it seems you should rather start tapping more into that creative desire, inspiration and enthusiasm. If someone likes you, they would definitely be enthusiastic about you and would definitely desire you and let it show. You see, love inspires. So if you wish for love, why not be inspired by it to do your part in healing, so you can get closer to your wish come true? Because the cards are saying that dreams come true in love. And as you heal, you will be shown signs of it, possibly in the form of some smaller wishes coming true.

You are currently on a soul mission and this phase you are going through is just a ripple of it. This is a part of something bigger, something that leads you towards love. And one more thing that came through for you is that love is not about conditioning, it's not really something that can be defined by numbers and such. Love is simply love. It seems you need to learn to understand that love is simple. It's simply about two people having a connection and naturally sharing that love with each other.

ps. feedback is always appreciated~

[only-1-me]

Stuck somewhere in a deep maze… — when we think we’ve figured things out, or have “grown up”, we somehow stumble back && fall into same holes we’ve worked hard to get out of already… how does this happen?! Bcuz we should know better by now right…?! So, how is this “stumble” even possible?! I forever remind myself that “we cannot expect others to do as we would do” bcuz in the end “people will always disappoint” … && in todays world, having any bit of faith in PEOPLE , is something that nobody should have, bcuz people have lost any sense of morals, yet stand here preaching about it, when they have none themselves!! The only genuine, moral-driven. loyal people that exist are but few, most have gone from going extinct…

So i live disappointed && hurt yet AGAIN, for things or circumstances tht i should have known better, but stand in shock that it even happened… but im not going to allow myself to be distracted or wooed by anymore lies && manipulation tht sound like beautiful promises!! && i will not be like them either, i wont allow them to change ME!! Bcuz i love who i am && how i am, whether todays society view it as weak , i am a person that i wish i knew another one like.

I will overcome && rebuild my own foundation without anything or anyone holding me bck… && with a new && determined mindset to BUILD MYSELF UP

[sacredbb]

always some damn work drama all the time

[poulpichou]

Government failures and fucked-upperies in France

Ok, so I recently wrote a bit about the situation with police brutality in France, but now I would like to tell you more about WHY the government needs the police so much. A lot of my sources will be in french (and marked (F) like this) because there are a lot of cases that didn’t make it to the international press. Many sources also come from the newspaper Mediapart and require a subscription.

I’ve had a lot of people telling me “BuT It’S nOt ChInA” and let me tell you, yes I know it’s way worse in other countries (Peru, Thailand, Nigeria and so on, a lot is happening right now in the world), but where the fuck do you draw the line? The kind of things I’m gonna tell you about is unacceptable, and so hypocritical when a country calls itself a democracy and the land of human rights, and we should be angry about that and try to make it change. Here I’m talking a lot about Macron but let’s not forget that many current problems began under Holland’s presidency, who was supposed to be from the left, and even before. Alright, here we go.

President of the wealthy

Soooo let’s begin with how Macron was elected by wealthy people: half of the 16 million euro collected for his campaign was financed(F) by 1200 people, mostly living in Paris, by banks, and also by rich french people living abroad. So of course the first thing he did when he could was to reward them for his victory and he cut their taxes in december 2018. He deleted the “taxe on fortune” that was in place for 40 years (minus 3 years under Chirac first presidency) and replaced it with another that taxes way less, in the name of trickle down economy (you know, the same way Thatcher and Reagan did) saying that rich people would invest more and thus creating more jobs. Of course that didn’t happen and rich people just got way richer without any effects on poor people.

At the same time, he cut down housing benefits for students and poor people (1/4 of people between 18 and 24 are under the poverty line) and cancelled housing helps for 50,000 people. In december 2018, he wanted to pass a law that would increase fuel prices in the name of ecology, but that would once again mainly affect working and middle classes. That’s how started the yellow vest movement, because people were becomming poorer and poorer and they felt like the government only gave to the rich and took from the poor.

In 2018, 14% of the french population was under the poverty line, and 21% suffer from food insecurity and it has only worsened since.

At the end of 2019, a student even set himself on fire at his university because he was in such financial distress he couldn’t go on anymore.

Yellow Vest movement

If you have to read one article about it, it’s this one.

In 2017, Macron said in one of his speeches about a train station that it was “a place where one encounters people who are succeeding and people who are nothing”. The yellow vest movement came from these “people who are nothing”. For the first time in decades, people who were not heard, people who didn’t have a place in the political landscape in France were on the front scene. A lot of protestors never demonstrated before, or even engaged in politics. Many of them now protested because “they had nothing else to lose” (F). People were angry from not being listened to and being used only to allow rich people to get richer, and oh boy they showed it in the street.

The first protests took the government by surprise. They were not expecting the numbers of protestors, nor their determination. The protest were also completely different from the demonstration the state was used to deal with: there were no official leaders, making it really difficult for the government to negotiate, demonstrations were often not declared beforhand in prefectures (F), and people were systematically targetting (F) banks, major brands like Apple or McDonalds and luxury shops, causing millions euro worth of damages.

On the 1st of december 2018, protestors in Paris took over the Arc de Triomphe and completely overfloaded the police.

One policeman said afterward that on this day, “the Elysée could have fallen” (F). Police forces were not prepared, the right orders were not given at the right times and some police company were surounded by furious protestors. The same policeman said that in that moment, “they forgot about their code of ethics”, that they were just shooting rubber bullet wherever they could and “trying protect their life”. The following weeks, police put on steel fences around the Elysée and members of the government and their collaborators were asked to lock down and put away all of their documents(F) before the weekly demonstrations, in case the protestors were able to take over the buildings.

It was a turning point in the protests, and from then the orders given to the police changed completely. From then they’ve been allowed to litterally do whatever it took to keep the country in order. The government understood that the last thing between them and the furious people they betrayed was the police, and that’s precisely why they are trying to give them even more power today with the law on global security (see my last post, and probably a next one I’m gonna write soon because it would be too much for this post).

Since December 2018, a journalist, David Dusfresne, documents and keeps count on the police brutality, first on twitter and then on the online newspaper Mediapart(F) (TW for really graphic pictures of wounds and blood). For now he counted 4 deaths, 30 people who lost an eye due mainly to rubber bullets, 6 who lost a hand due to detonative grenades (France is being the only european country to use them against its own population), 346 wounded to the head (fractured skull mainly, due to the rubber bullets and baton blow) and a total of 969 documented reports on police brutality (and that’s only for 3 years).

Since then, a total of 9 police officers have been judged guilty, 7 of them being only suspended temporarily and avoiding prison, with only 2 of them ending up in prison(F) and being expelled from police forces.

People began to record the police more and more to prevent any brutality or to have proofs in case it happened, and then the police began to target journalists and anyone who had a camera.

They began to lie to people, telling them it’s forbiden to record the police (for now it isn’t), they forced photographs to delete their photos in the middle of demonstrations. They covered their ID number on their uniform (F), they covered their licence plates.

The government also began to talk about legitimate protest, aka the peacefull one, and put the name of “casseur” (thug) on anyone who would be too angry. to their taste, saying that the latter were taking the former in hostage. Basically they were saying tht yes, protestors took aver the arc de Triomphe, but it was only hooligans who just wanted to burn things, nothing political behind that.

Here began the preventive arrests (F) before demonstrations (arresting people who had done nothing on the only presumption they will), the arrest of journalists, the arrest of people having masks and protection glasses on them. From now on the administration can ban someone from public demonstration without going through the justice system.

Between November 2018 and November 2019, around 3,000 person(F) from the yellow vest movement were senteced to community services, fees, suspended prison sentence, and for 1/3 of them prison sentences. Those numbers are underestimated because many cases have not been judged yet. Some protestors were sentenced for shouting slogans(F), for wearing protective masks(F) (F), other were sent to prison for damaging radars(F) on highways, or for filming riots while wearing a yellow vest(F). There has been a massive tendency(F) for the state to sue people for “participation to a gathering with the intent to commit violences against persons or goods”, allowing them to give fees, community services or even prison sentences to people based only on the intent they gave them. Many people found guilty of attacking police forces were judged with the only proof being the declaration of police officers, and even though a lot of them claimed to be innocent they were still sentenced because they couldn’t bring proof of their innocence.(F) Amnesty International talks about the criminalization of demonstrators(F) that’s happening in France and warns about the instrumentalisation of laws that goes against international law. (F)

The ban on masks (they can be considered as weapons) during demonstration allows police to take protestors(F) who have some on them or in their car to the police station for a maximum of 48h for the sole purpose of making them miss the demonstration. This law is not applied nowadays because of Covid, but it still exists.

With the yellow vest movement, the part of the population who wasn’t used to the police actually began to endure what POC have been living for decades.

Racisme

France is a fucked up racist country. It was born in colonisation and slavery, and still rely on its former colonies to prosper economically. Young men perceived as Black or Arab are 24 more times likely to be stopped in the streets. The overwhelming majority of people killed by the police are black or arabic(F). When the police kills POC, the judiciary system often refuses to do a full investigation, refuses to hear some of the witnesses, refuses to watch some of the video tapes from surveillance cameras (F). A lot of autopsies are proved to be ballant lies, founding heart diseases(F) or blood infections(F) when the victim was actually killed by suffocation due to ventral tackle, a police technique that got France sentenced by the European court of human rights (F).

BAC

Since the mid 90′s, France has special police forces for working-class neighborhoods, the Brigade Anti-Criminalité (BAC), that operate in suburbs (in France rich people live in the city center and poor people in the suburbs) where a majority of imigrants and people from black and arabic descent live. BAC agents are all volunteers, they act in unmarked cars and civilians clothes and can carry weapons(F).

Their purpose is to roam the streets and to catch misdemeanor in the act, and they’ve been known (as well as regular police) to harass population by proceeding to systematic identity cheks(F) (often outside of what’s allowed by law), by insulting people(F), provoking people with racist and homophobic insults(F), by beating them(F) and charging them for “outrage” or “rebellion”(F) when they protest (charges that always give reasons to police officers when there’s no recordings of the arrest and allow them to get money for the prejudice). There have been reports of torture on adults(F), tennagers(F) and children(F), and cases where the BAC agents took victims to quiet places so they could beat them up(F). There have also been reports of agents inventing charges when their provocations didn’t push the victim to confront them(F).

They are basically above the law. There have been cases of massive corruption(F) where the agents returned to their unit(F) after the end of their suspension, and the person who leaked the info got fired.

As they are field agents, their role is also intelligence: they gather intells in the suburbs and they also infiltrate demonstration(F) and wear the attire of “casseurs”, to gather intells on violent individuals. Since the beginning of the Yellow Vest movement, they’ve participating in containing demonstrations as well even though they don’t have any training in that field.

Refugees

Police is being extremely violent against refugees, particularly in Northern France and what used to be the “Jungle” of Calais. Amnesty International reported that police had been beating refugees with baton, confiscating their clothes and tent daily during winter (it also happened in Paris(F)), urinating on their tents, spraying teargas directly in the face of sleeping men. A group of 4 associations also issued a report(F) on police harassment against volunteers who helped refugees, with as much as 646 instances of police harassment and abuse against volunteers between November 2017 and June 2018 in Calais. Human rights observers reported harrasment techniques such as body search of female volunteers by male officers, insults, pushing, threats of legal suits and threats of arrest. Volunteers who reported these behaviours were told by the police internal investigation body that the reports where defamatory and could constitute a crime.

At the beginning of the year, associations that were not approuved by the state were forbidden to distribute free meals to refugees(F).

Islamophobia

France has always been an islamophobic country but it has been more public and accepted since the 2015 terrorist attacks. Many laws promoting laicity are actually used to target Islam:

The ban of public display of religious items in public institutions (schools, libraries, government buildings) target mainly women wearing hijabs when many mayors keep on installing nativity scenes during Christmas(F). In 2016 some cities made wearing a burkini (full body covering bathing suit) on the beach illegal and we had some astonishing scenes of police officers asking a women (who wasn’t even wearing a burkini) to undress on the beach in the name of the law.

The law that says people have to uncover their face when being in a public space only target muslim women and is now completely useless as we have the obligation to wear a mask everywhere

The law that says street prayers have to be autorized in prefecture beforehand only target muslim community: when a muslim association organized a street prayer(F) in 2017 to protest their eviction from their place of cult in the city center they were charged 10,000€ (5,000€ from the association and 5,000€ from its president), whereas catholics students organized a street prayer(F) last month and didn’t face any charges. Legally, any autorization must be asked more than 3 days in advance and in both cases it was only asked on the day before.

Following the killing of Samuel Paty, a teacher who was attacked mid october for showing caricatures of the prophet Mohamed in class, four 10 years old children were arrested for “terrorism apology”(F), interrogated for 10 hours and their houses checked by police forces in full gears. The minister of interior also disolved the Collective against Islamophobia in France, saying that, since it was prottesting against anti-terrorist laws (that are super islamophobic) it was promoting radical islamism and terrorism. A minute of silence was imposed in schools and the names of people who didn’t follow the procedure were given to the minister of education, who said “none of them will be left unpunished”.(F)

To sum up: the government is being super islamophobic but muslims who voice their concerns are seen as radical islamists and are associated with terrorists.  Furthermore, it’s now easier for islamophobic people in government to ban associations or to pass shady laws thanks to the state of emergency.

State emergency

Following the 2 years of state emergency (2015-2017), France passed a law against terrorism(F) that normalized a lot of the state emergency’s characteristics: it took power away from the justice system to give it to administrations, directly under the control of the government.

The government, who previously had to be accountable in front of a judiciary judge, can now do many things under the only control of an administrative judge(F). The actions of administrative judges are controled by the council of state, and the president of the said council is the prime minister or the minister of justice, named by the president.

Here is what they can now do(F):

place people under house arrest with obligation to check in police stations every day for a maximum of a year

deny or restrict access to public events to some people, or proceed to body search

make someone wear an electronic bracelet when they didn’t commit any infractions

close places of worship for a maximum of 6 months when the ideas discuted there promote hate, discrimination, violence or terrorism

require people to give their login of any account on internet to the police

investigate on civil servants using secret services files

create a national centralized file with the names of people travelling in and out of the country by plane or boat

With the autorisation of a judge of freedom and detentions, they can also search houses and seize computers or phones to inspect the contents.

If people refuse to do any of the above when they are asked to, they risk 3 years of prison and a fee that can go up to 45,000€.

The offense “terrorism apology” was used against hundreds of people, with a large proportion of them being underaged (1/3 of them in 2015), sometimes for something as unsignificant as a non-violent facebook comment, a situation pointed out by Amnesty International(F). The NGO also highlights the fact that the fear of being considered as an extremist or the fear of facing judiciary consequences sets limit to freedom of speech.

Since 2015, the government has used the power given to them by the state of emergency to place 24 environmental activists under house arrest for the duration of the COP21(F) and to search the house of people who were protesting against the construction of an airport(F), construction potentialy linked to corruption(F), and also to close temporarly more than 30 mosques and install security cameras inside(F).

The consulting national commission on human rights pointed out a “highjack” of the state emergency, that was used to silence protestors, unions and refugees with abusive means, like unnecessary handcuffing, adults and children being aimed at with assault riffle during house searches and house being damaged during searches.

2015 was also the year of the Intelligence Act, a law that allows inteligence agencies to install scanning devices on the infrastructure of telecom operators so they can collect data on communications that are likely to reveal a terrorist threat.

Covid 19

When the epidemy started to be problematic in France in February 2020, hospital workers had been on strike for 11 months(F) and were asking for doctors and nurses jobs opening, and more beds in hospital. At the beginning of february, 600 administrative hospital workers had quit(F) so they were not “accomplices of the management of misery”. Healthcare workers had been saying for years that the deterioration of the working conditions in hospitals were gonna lead to patients death.

Since the beginning of the 2000′s, 100 000 beds have been removed(F) from hospital services and there has been a budget cut close to 12 bilions euros(F) for the health services.

Then comes Covid 19, and the government asks health workers to always do more with less, in the name of common good. We applaud them at our windows every night, and then they don’t get the bonus(F) the government promised, the healthcare system doesn’t get any budget increase and even worse, it still has to face a 800 milions cut in the middle of the pandemic(F).

The newspaper Mediapart issued a report(F) exposing the lies of the government:

They decided to get only small quantities of masks at the beginning of january against experts opinion, they said the virus wouldn’t reach France.

Government lied about the usefullness of masks to prevent people asking for them when they didn’t have some to distribute to the whole population. They said it was useless, and even dangerous because we didn’t know how to use them, they actively encouraged people not to wear them, and they lied about mask shortage. I really want to insist on that point, the instensity of communication on the subject was incredible. Every day we had many different high-ranked person in the government telling us on TV, on the radio or in newspaper that we shouldn’t wear masks. They only made wearing masks compulsory in public spaces mid July, 6 months after the first case in France(F).

Healthcare workers didn’t have enough masks and thus faced higher risks of contamination but the government still allowed non essential big companies like Airbus to use milions of the precious FFP2 masks. The government still refuses to give the number of healthcare workers who died from Covid19(F), the only count we have is made by journalists, and it’s believed to be underestimated.

To this day, healthcare workers are still on strike for better working conditions and better pay. I took this pic earlier this month from one of the firestations in my city, you can read written in white paint on the doors “understaffed, population in danger”, “18 months of strike and still NOTHING”, “Covid bonus ???” and “SOS”. Firefighters also write this on their trucks and their helmets, and hospitals have had banners deployed for more than a year now. All of these people are still working to ensure everyone’s access to health services but they refuse to transfer data to the state sickness insurance for example (and they are now facing administrative sanctions(F) and are threatened to not be given cancer drugs if they don’t end the strike(F)).

Regarding Covid, we are one of the only countries in europe to use self-filled certificates to be able to go outside. These certificates are controlled by the police, and like I said earlier, increased police controls harm a certain part of the population (young people and POC). Amnesty International issued a report(F) on the violences comited during french lockdown, pointing out repetitive and significant illegitimate actions from the police, such as beatings, use of tasers, illegal arrests, racists and homophobics insults and verbal threats. In April 2020, Mohamed Gabsi, a homeless person, was killed by the police after being arrested for being outside during the lockdown(F). The officers who killed him are still in service.

The covid crisis brought us in the worst recession we had since WW2, and the Secour Populaire (french association that helps poor people) had to help 45% more people than it helped in 2019(F). In my city, there are so many people coming for food distribution on certain days they had to install permanent fences in the street so people can queue in order.

Corruption and Other Stuff

In France (as in many other countries) it’s rare to have politicians who’ve never been prosecuted in any judiciary or administrative case.

Here I’m only gonna tell you who have been accused and who have been prosecuted for what in Macron’s government, and quite frankly it’s not exhaustive because one wikipedia page just brings me to 5 more.

The following tab is quite heavy so feel free to just check the left column with the legend.

(Now let me cry thinking about this Swedish minister who had to quit over a chocolate bar)

(All my sources are from french newspapers, I can give them if you ask me but I’m not gonna put them here because there are way too many)

People who had to quit the first government were still appointed deputy governor of the Bank of France (Sylvie Goulard), president of the national assembly (Richard Ferrand) and chief of foreign affaires commission at the national assembly (Marielle de Sarnez). They are being investigated for corruption and embezzlement and they still have a successfull political career, and more important they still heavily influence the laws of our country and of Europe. Sylvie Goulard was even chosen by Macron to seat at the European Commission but european deputies decided it was fucked up and rejected her appointment (F).

In this list I only talked about members of the government but there has been other scandals linked to people around Macron.

Benalla cases: It all began when we discovered Alexandre Benalla, chief of security and travels for the president, was participating in demonstration as a policeman (which he wasn’t) and used his position to beat up protestors and passerby. The rest of the case is filled with destruction and hiding of evidences(F), illegal sharing of public surveillance videotapes by the police, undeclared guns(F), illegal but unpunished use of data by the police(F) and the Elysée(F), breaking of the judiciary control by Benalla, illegal diplomatic passports and meeting with african’s leaders, russian contracts with an alleged mafia boss(F), office searchs for a newspaper ordered by the State, who tried to seize the proofs and the sources the newspaper had on the case(F) and so on. The case involves several members of the government and members of special forces, and some journalists who were writing on it were then auditionned for disclosure of state secret(F). The case in general highlighted the impunity members of the government and police officers have, as well as anyone who is close to the president, but also the dysfunction in the justice system and the impossibility for high ranked people to face justice. The fucker is still free, taunt people on twitter and still gives interviews to national television.

Kohler case: Alexis Kohler, general secretary of the Elysee and Macron right hand man during his campain, hid his personnal links to the sea transporters MSC and then attributed them huge state funds. He also lied in his involvement in the decision. We discovered Macron sent a letter to the national financial prosecutor's office to clear him, which they did, until an anti-corruption association relaunched legal proceedings. The guy is now being prosecuted for corruption and bribery. (F) (F)

Conclusion

Fuck the police, eat the rich, let’s forbid them from being elected, a next long post on the Law on Global Security the governement is trying to pass is gonna come soon if you’re interested.

Please tell me if you see any inconsistency in this post, I tried to source it as much as I could and to verify everything I wrote but like anyone else I have bias and sometimes I wrote things at 5am so I’m aware I might be incorrect  and I’m open to constructive criticism. Also sorry for my approximate english sometimes.

[oh-my-may]

Atsumu being jealous of his s/o being close with Osamu

requested: hii! can i request headcanons for atsumu being jealous of how close his s/o is with osamu? i love your writing 🥺💕 

Thank you so much anon!! Your kind words are appreciated :3 Also I love writing for Atsumu someone please stop me- (this got so much longer than I intended it to be please excuse me but the Miya twins kinda own my heart oops)

It developed naturally, your friendship with Osamu. Contrary to Atsumu, whom you only got to know in High School, you’ve known Osamu a while longer.

When you both were in Middle School you first saw each other at a little grocery store after school. You both stood in front of the same shelf, just inches away from each other. Your favourite pudding was on there, unfortunately a little too high up for you to reach. You stood on your tippy toes, your arm stretching as far as possible, but you barely touched it.

Of course Osamu noticed and being the gentleman he is (lol) he reached up and gave you the pudding, which was actually his favourite as well (we love a good pudding-bonding moment)

You thanked him so whole heartedly that he decided to buy the pudding for you (even though tht meant he couldn’t get one for his brother which he was very mad about in the end).

So you both sat outside under a tree and enjoyed your puddings while you made some light conversation. He told you about volleyball and about his annoying brother until the sun was setting and you both had to go home.

You didn’t exchange contacts or anything (you were like 12 or 13) but either way you met again a few days after, at the same story, in front of the same shelf, aiming for the same pudding. So it became a regular thing. Two times a week you would meet there after school and eat some pudding and talk until the sun was setting.

Sometimes you’d help him with homework, sometimes you’d let him rant about his brother or volleyball or both and at the same time he’d listen to your complaints about school or listen to other stories you’d have to tell.

Until High School approached and you both ended up not only at the same school but also on the same class. Of course you knew you were going to the same school from now on (you talked about that, too), but when you walked into your new class and you saw each other it was still like that spiderman meme. “Y/N!” “Osamu?!” A great moment.

Atsumu was confused af because his twin brother knew such a pretty person and he didn’t even know your name? Was he doing something wrong? Why had Osamu hid this from him?

So anyways you end up in the seat next to Osamu so your seating order would be You - Osamu - Atsumu and then Suna. And honestly Atsumu was kinda crushing on you hard since the beginning. And of course Osamu would know because he’s his twin and just... Probably a twin thing.

So Osamu would be annoyed af about this because that is exactly why he never told Atsumu about you in the first place. He didn’t want any weird relationship forming and possibly ruining your nice friendship. He has grown quite fond of you and he knew his brother so he was just trying to prevent a catastrophe okay-

But you couldn’t care less that Atsumu and Osamu are brothers - or twins, in fact. To you they were two completely different people. You could even tell them apart from the beginning (even when they still had the same hair color) and you got to know the two in completely different contexts.

Of course you knew Atsumu from Osamu’s stories but he very quickly proved himself to be a lot more than that and much to Osamus displeasure you developed a crush on Atsumu and met him in private and outside of school - without Osamu or Suna or someone else around.

Atsumu was far more than just Osamus annoying twin brother that you only knew from his subjective stories. In fact, he was a lot different than from what you expected him to be and very quickly you fell very deep for him, so it didn’t take long until you started dating.

And of course you both were happy - every day you got to know more about the other, learned new things and fell in love deeper.

But there was always something that bothered Atsumu. No matter what it was, Osamu seemed to know you better. “Did you know they like this pudding?” “Bro, that’s literally how we met.”, “Today I saw a tiny scar on their knee.” “Oh yeah, they once fell from their bike as a child and it’s still visible.”

It pisses him off. Because Osamu doesn’t even try to be subtle about it. They had a big talk when you two started dating - Osamu made it very clear that he didn’t have any feelings for you and just appreciated you as a friend. Still, Atsumu had an unpleasant feeling creeping up inside him whenever he saw you laughing with his twin or sitting together with him at lunch.

Je hust couldn’t enjoy every single moment with you, knwoing in his head that his twin brother maybe already knew the story you were telling him. When you even just mentioned Osamu’s name he flinched a little, even when it was just for a small comment. He knew it would be different when you wouldn’t have known Osamu before him, but of course he couldn’t change that.

He knew that it was very stupid of him to feel this way but he couldn’t help it. He tried to play it off around you but he couldn’t keep quiet forever. Both you and Osamu noticed. So eventually, you brought it up when you were chilling at your place.

It was definitely the right thing to do, yet you found yourself regretting it after you two got into an argument. Your first one. Atsumu talked himself into a rage once you started talking and he couldn’t stop his mouth from saying all these words. Not bad words, just ones you couldn’t quite understand. He let out all his feelings (mostly frustration and anger directed at himself) and then at the end he looked at you. You were frozen on the spot after he repeatedly waved you off when you tried to interrupt him and calm him down. Your eyes were a little widened, your cheeks reddened with stress, you had folded your hands in an hesitating manner in front of your chest and your chest was heavily lifting and falling under your fastened heartbeat.

He felt miserable. “I ... I’m sorry Y/N, I know I’m stupid. I love you and I’m sorry for making you feel this way but I think I need to sort some things out with myself. See you tomorrow.” Then he left and you were still frozen before you grabbed for your phone and did the first thing that came to your mind. You called Osamu.

You told him everything Atsumu had just talked about and Osamu just listened silently. When you finished he let out a small “hm” and then he was silent again before starting to talk about the matter himself. That’s when you first notice how similiar they were when it came to their feelings.

Osamu told you how he was suspecting something like that (because his brother is just impulsive like that and he would probably feel the same) and how Atsumu hasn’t returned home yet. You couldn’t think of a solution for the situation but Osamu hung up, saying he would handel the situation. After all it would be him dealing with Atsumu when he’d return.

Atsumu was probably in the gym, throwing some tosses to get his mind clear and trying to overcome his issues.

He got home late and Osamu already waited for him in his room, sitting in a bean bag chair. The two of them didn’t talk or even blink for like a whole minute, they just looked at each other (another weird twin thing?). Eventually Atsumu broke the silence, though his eyes didn’t leave his brothers face. “They called you, didn’t they?” “What else would they have done in this situation?”

Atsumu just huffed, letting himself fall into the other bean bag chair, directly next to Osamu. “You know you are being stupid, right?” “Of course!”

So they’d talk about it for quite a while. Of course they can’t just change Atsumu’s feelings, but they reailzed that eventually it would get to a point where he’d knew you better than Osamu. “I can’t know everything about them. I don’t even want to, that’s your job. But don’t you think it’s nice for them to have someone who already knows you? Who can help them in situations like this? Whoy they can rant and come to when they feel like it? Same goes for you, maybe she knows stuff about me that you don’t.”

Again they’d exchange a long look and eventually Atsumu would sigh and be like: “At least you can tell me stuff about them now. What’s their favourite type of candy? And what about flowers? Or plushies?”

“I’ll tell you everything as long as you don’t steal our pudding thing.”

So the next day you’re a little hesitant before you go into class because Osamu didn’t text you to tell you how it went. Maybe Atsumu is still a little upset? Maybe they had a big fight? You can’t help but feel anxious about probably being the reason for a fight between siblings - twins. It breaks your heart.

But before you can even step into class someone class your name from the other way of the hallway and when you turn to see it’s Atsumu walking up to you, quite the impressive bouquet of flowers and a tiny bag in hand.

You visually relax as your face lights up seeing Atsumus face a lot brighter than ever. He grins from ear to ear and his hair falls into his face because of his running but he looks better than ever and you just want him to drop all these things so you can jump at him and kiss him until you’re both dizzy.

“Y/N! I’m so sorry about yesterday, I didn’t mean to raise my voice and make you feel uncomfortable. I know I am dumb, but I promise you that I got this from now on.” He smiles and hands you the things he’s bought for you.

You peeked into the bag and saw your favorite candy. A knowing smile crept onto your lips as you looked back at Atsumu, who was waiting for your reaction with big eyes. “Tell me, did you have help picking out all my favourite sweets?” Your voice was sweet and your face even sweeter. You already knew the answer but you wanted to see if Atsumu could actually overcome his issues.

He looked you right in the eye. “Of course my beloved brother helped me.”

You broke out into a wide grin and slung your arms around his neck. He happily welcomed you in his arms and snaked his hands on your back and into your hair, pressing you tightly against him.

Everything about him felt a little different. He was less tense and more relaxed, the looks on his face were more genuine and the words he spoke made your heart jump a little. Yes, you could definitely move on like this.

“I love you both.”, you murmured into his neck. You felt him freeze for a second and laughed. “Of course I love you a lot more though.”

Requests are still open!

[gertstarlight]

beth and rick’s first unofficial date (i got bored and it’s 3am so enjoy!!)

- beth wants to bake cookies and she has been bragging all day abt baking said cookies

- rick had a very explosive argument w his uncle and he just wants the world to shut up for a couple hours (except beth never really does huh)

- although beth is preoccupied w her new after school hobby, she still catches on tht rick is having a shitty day and asks him what’s wrong (but never expected an answer cuz rick has his walls built like a fortress)

- “rick i never knew that people u love can hurt u? ur his son well the closest thing he has to a son” “doesn’t matter” “actually i think it does” “ i don’t really but sometimes i just wanna escape” “in that case u can come over to my house! my doors will always be open and my parents are kinda busy tonight” “beth i’m fine. u don’t need to care” “ur right i don’t need to! but i do so after last period today we can go to my place and u can hang out w chuck while i get some baking done!! oh also we might need to make a quick stop at the grocery store”

- beth’s kitchen was a refreshing change from the usual smell of beer and grease at his place, he knew he didn’t belong in a kitchen ripped from the pages of a 90s ikea catalog yet here he was

- he knew a girl like beth would never bother inviting a boy like him into her house but that’s the thing: there’s no other girl like beth chapel

- while beth gets her kitchen all set up, rick tries to sit on the stool beside the kitchen island, trying to cause as minimal damage as possible.

- “as promised, u can hangout w chuck for the evening” “dont u need him to bake?” “no this recipe is from memory and it might be the only thing chuck doesn’t know” rick kinda laughs it off and fumbles to find the fm radio mode on those googles

- beth starts to get into groove of mixing and setting up the details while rick rummages through the island drawer and finds a few cookbooks

- he flips through the pages while beth just dances to the soft tunes that chuck already knew he should be playing (cuz he’s a smart boi like that)

- after her first batch of cookies, she lets rick have one to taste

- rick loses track of how many cookies he ate, beth loses track of how many batches she baked and they both lose track of time

- the evening leads into eating cookies that burn their tongues and lots of pessimistic opinions on beths favourite rom com (and beth trying to convince rick that 10 things i hate about you is the only watchable movie)

- rick tyler never thought a boy like him would wake up on a saturday morning next to a girl like beth chapel on her fancy couch but that’s the thing, there’s no other girl rick would rather be covered in cookie crumbs with or wake up next to if it’s not beth chapel

[sunshinepixels]

all of them for adri because i love her (*^ω^*)

I consider it bullying that you asked me for all of them... but I’ll let it slide this time sksksks thank you for asking me fr fr tho  (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) this is late as heck but im the worst with answering asks even if i begged for them fdkhkd

1. Do they laugh at their own jokes?

Yes and the thing is she’s not that funny but thinks she’s hilarious

2. What does their laugh sound like?

I think her laugh is loud and comes from her core

3. What does their voice sound like?

She has a sweet voice that's relatively high.

4. What side of the bed do they sleep on?

All of it. If someone else is on the bed... no they’re not. It’s her bed.

5. Are they a light sleeper?

She wasn’t originally but ever since Avery she is, any sound on the baby monitor makes her jump up

6. Do they have any frequent / recurring dreams?

No but a lot of her nightmares take place in her middle school

7. Do they sleep with their socks on?

She’s not a freak so no kdksdjsdjk

8. Are they a morning or a night person?

Morning

9. What do they do to relax?

When she needs to relax she likes spend time with her friends, just talk and indulge in their presence while doing anything. It’s relaxing for her to be around the people she loves. She used to curl up on her grandparents laps to relax and they’d tell her stories from their childhood but uh... not anymore

10. Are they very highly strung?

Not too much, their are certain things she’s sensitive about but most things she’s chill about

11. Are they easy going?

Yup, she is pretty easy going and easy to get along with

12. What are they like when they’re angry?

Impulsive af and very childish not gonna lie. She’ll mostly ignore you because that’s what she learned from emulating her grandmother.

13. How often do they shower?

Every day lol

14. How organized are they?

Not at all, she’s a wreck

15. Do they keep track of their calendar?

She tries... it doesn’t always work

16. Do they have a diary or a journal?

No but she could really benefit from

17. Are they on any medication?

She’s on vyvanse but that’s it

18. Do they suffer from any illnesses?

Nope

19. Do they get sick easily?

Nope

20. Would it take much to knock them out?

Nope lol

21. Do they have a high pain tolerance?

No, she’s broken enough bones now that she’s grown tough skin

22. What’s the quickest way to upset them?

Implying that she’s not a good christian girl probably

23. What is the thing that makes them most uncomfortable?

Talking about things like sex out loud bc she thinks it’s very taboo

24. How do they act when they’re upset?

It depends. If she’s sad, she’ll cry and seek out the people she loves. If she’s mad she is a little more impulsive with her actions and often does thing she regrets later.

25. How does your character cry?

If she’s crying you know she’s crying a lot. Never just one tear its always waterworks, runny nose, sobs, the whole meal lol

26. Is your oc happy with their life?

Everything is going wrong right now so she’s having a hard time being happy. She tries though.

27. Will they have a happy ending?

umm.... NO, why would i let her be happy?

28. What would they change about their life?

She would change the way her grandparents see her

29. Do they have a comfort food?

Flan or cake.

30. Do they drink alcohol?

She did like twice, but she doesn’t plan on continuing.

31. What are they like when they’re drunk?

She’s even more affectionate and impulsive than when she’s sober

32. What are their eating habits like?

I think she eats either super healthy or eats only trash there’s no in between. She has a complicated relationship with food and body image so usually she tries to eat as healthy as she can as well as keeping “bad” food to a minimum. But when she’s having a rough time she tends to fall back into her old eating habits where all she wants is junk food.

33. If left to their own devices would they forget to eat / shower etc. ?

No she’s pretty good at taking care of herself uwu she might forget to take her medicine though

34. How would they spend their day if left alone with no responsibilities?

I think if she was alone with no responsibilities she’d take a long nap first and foremost. Then she would do play video games or shop or catch up on her fave TV shows

35. How do they generally have their hair?

She usually wears her hair straightened because she’s very used to it since her grandmother couldn’t deal with her curly hair growing up.

36. How do they usually dress?

Very girly, soft, and modest. She likes dresses and skirts and blouses. She’s not that big on jeans anymore.

37. Do they have a signature look?

Her signature is a dress. She loves dresses. Not only that but she typically wears small heels too.

38. Do they have any odd personality traits?

I don't think so lol

39. What’s the weirdest habit they have?

I don't think she has any

40. Have they ever been involved in a scandal?

Nope :>

41. Have they ever committed a crime?

underage drinking she regrets it but that's about it

42. Would they hurt the few to save the many?

I think that she would just die herself lol she would not want to make tht kind of decision

43. What could be generally associated with them?

Princesses, butterflies, pink, anything that seems cutesy

44. Have they got any close friends?

She has a few, she’s very friendly so it’s not hard for her to make friends. Her closest friends are Kit and Damien.

45. Do they like public displays of affection?

Yesss !!! She will hug her s/o in public and kiss them (but only chastely and with plenty of room for Jesus skskssk !!!!)

46. Would they ever like to get married?

If you asked her a year ago she would be hesitant, but today she would say yes at a drop of a hot... only if it was to Atlas though.

47. What is their ‘type’?

Assholes When it comes to looks she falls for the tall, dark, and handsome type. She is pretty open to looks as long as she thinks they’re attractive and if they have a nice smile. Personality wise she likes men who are kind (ironic considering the man she was in love with the longest), confident, and funny.

48. Have they ever been in a serious relationship?

Only one !! With Atlas. He was her first boyfriend ever and the father of her children. Currently, they’re engaged.

49. How easily do they get attached to things?

Very easily !!! Everything she has is sentimental basically

50. What is the thing that would hurt the most if they lost it?

She already lost the love and respect of her grandmother and it was the one thing she knew would hurt the most. It hurts even worse than she expected it to. But now, she’s very scared of completely losing her babies or her relationship with her fiancee.

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Bella you reblog my ask game thank you, I work so hard on it, it make so happy, I love you 🥺💖 I hope you’re feeling a bit better 💕 but for now here : Natsu, Lyon, Ichiya, Minerva, Kagura & Ultear ? 🥰

yes of course!!! ur ask game is so cute <3 i’ve never watched fairy tail but i’ve heard of it before hfjsdkf

natsu: what is one thing you’re the most passionate about?

these questions make me sound so boring bc i literally don’t know what i’m passionate abt.. :| maybe it’s just bc i’m in a Bad Brain mood today though hfhjskdf ig maybe i’m passionate abt gifmaking?? but then again i find it kinda taxing sometimes uhhhh moving on!!! 

lyon: what’s your dream goal in life?

my goal in life is 2 find a new idea of home :( like of course i love my home now but i always find myself pining to go back there nd never being happy when i’m away so i wanna find a new definition of home that’ll help me grow up a lil maybe <3

ichiya: what’s your favorite scent?

fruity scents, especially watermelon!!!

minerva: do you base your actions on what people expect from you? or do you take your own decisions?

uhh it rly depends on the situation i’m in?? like.. the more ppl that are around the more likely i am to tone myself down nd not rly make my own decisions if tht makes sense. but only for little things. if it’s big things i make it my own decision <3

kagura: is there something you hate?

ppl who are hypocritical.. ppl who make everything abt themselves in any given situation.. wasps..

ultear: if you had to go back in time, what would you change?

i would go back and work harder in high school so that way i wouldn’t end up where i am now fhksjdf

send me a fairy tail ask!

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I just thought of something fun to do!

I’m going to tell you all about some of crushes throw out January because one I think it be fun to try and two you guys might learn a little more about me and how nerdy I am. But yeah this is just for fun and I hope you guys like this. (I’m still doing RP I just thought I do something fun on this blog that isn’t RP related!) 

(Some of this are Transformers related and other are not but yeah.)

Today is Friday January 1 and I thought we start this off with the one that I had a hard time being honest about for a long time but thinking about it long and hard I do have a crush on him. 

 Megatron

(And no it not all Megatrons it only MTMTE and Lost light. I’ll explain in a bit about that and why.)

 My god, when I read Mtmte and lost light, I was not excited about Megatron coming onto the Lost light ship. I know sound odd but my reason for why I didn’t want him too was because I didn’t think he changed, that he somehow backstab or do something awful to Rodimus and the others.  

There were many time I just like god I hate him but the more I got to see him in the comic, learn more about him, I learn that the reason I was so mad with him was, deep down I just really hate how awful he bullied himself and that he really wasn’t that bad of a person. Yes, he done bad things, but so has Optimus and both of them are in a way similar. They wanted justice but in different aways, and learning about why the war stared god it really made me feel sorry for Megatron. Being told all your life you have to be one thing, can’t do anything else, can’t think anything else, I can understand why that wrong and why Megatron at the beginning wanted to change all of tht.  

 The more I saw that the more I just wish he see in himself and that he not the monster he clam to be. Yes, he has problem but throw mtmte and lost light he was working to get better, to be a better person. 

Do I think the thing he did to Starscream were right, fuck no, they were awful and wrong but again, he in at least mtmte and lost light tried to make thing right and to try to be a better person. Yes, he failed many time but I think what made me have a crush on him is the fact he tried and saw the mistakes and felt guilty for them. He not perfect no but no one really is perfect and that why I had a bit of a crush on him and still a bit do.  

Know that don’t mean I like the other Megatron because the other once don’t really grow like MTMTE and Lost light Megatron does, yes some of them are hot looking but I don’t like how they treat others again that just my a opinion if you like the other Megatrons that fine but for me I just can’t get into the others one that much. (Expect maybe Transformers Prime Megatron near the end but again I feel this one much better then most of the other Megatrons.)