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ringingfromthefuture Ā· 3 months ago
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WOE šŸ—£ļøšŸ—£ļø FATHER FIGURE BE UPON YE šŸ—£ļøšŸ—£ļø !! This time!! He probably rushed over to chip. Though, kept his distance.]]
ā€œ..are you alright.,.?? I know me suddenly appearing may seem strange- just. Are you alright..? Are you hurt.? Do you need anything..??ā€
[he sounds.. so fucking worried.]
ā€œIf it helps! I can offer you something.? I gave one to William once. It helped xem. So, I got another one after I talked with you,- just in case.ā€
@ask-steven-stevenson
SORRY I SWNT IT SO FASTā€¦
ā€œI TOLD YOU T-ā€
He got defensive for a second upon hearing the voice. Sorry Steven. He turned around and softened however.
ā€œAh. My apologies. Thought you were Scott. I should be fine, however. Just told the guy off. Pays off having real security for a change.ā€
ā€œMay I ask what the thing you plan on giving me is? I know itā€™s useless to deny it. Youā€™ll hand it over anyways, correct?ā€
He chuckled at that last bit, his tail wagging. He still remembers the good times with his dad...
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butchfalin Ā· 1 year ago
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "šŸ‘‰šŸ¼šŸ‘ŒšŸ¼ā“" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) ā€œwhy didn't he use šŸ«µšŸ¼?ā€ didn't exist yet. ā€œwhy didn't he use šŸ†—?ā€ dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. šŸ‘ŒšŸ¼ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent šŸ‘‰šŸ¼šŸ‘ŒšŸ¼ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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applestruda Ā· 5 months ago
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Shapes in the deep
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remxedmoon Ā· 2 months ago
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so all you need to do right now is disappear.
HHHHAPPY ISATVERSARY EVERYONE. hereā€™s redraws for every single battle cg in the game. 36 drawings this time around, with 11 of those being custom (though admittedly a good portion of those are edits). combined with the portrait redraws i made back in september, iā€™ve made 114 redraws for this project! jesus christ! just like those redraws, these are completely free to use!! as long as iā€™m credited and itā€™s not for commercial purposes, go wild!! do whatever you want!!!
no i didnā€™t make these for isatā€™s 1 year anniversary this is just wildly good timing.
i genuinely canā€™t fit all of these cgs in one post even with the 30 image limit on browser, but iā€™ll still try to fit Most of them below the cut (without making this post horrifically long), along with some notes that might be important šŸ‘
okay! once again, i labeled all of the custom art as such in the drive(UPDATE. NNOT TRUE ANYMORE. reformatted file names to be easier to mod in auau. apologies!), but if you want a full list, the customs are hatless siffrin jackpot, bonnie jackpot, bonnie special attack, bigfrin attack, and a bunch of alts which are definitely not related to any projects iā€™ve been thinking about donā€™t worry about it. and out of those customs, only like. 3 of them are actually completely from scratch.
while i did my absolute best to keep the aspect ratios completely the same as the originals, thereā€™s 3 exceptions that i just couldnā€™t get to work.
isabeauā€™s hair in his special attack cg wouldnā€™t fit in frame if i kept things completely accurate to the og, so i moved his cg down a bit. it shouldnā€™t cause any issues with modding or anything, itā€™ll just appear slightly lower than it does in game. alasā€¦
isabeauā€™s sleeve and mirabelleā€™s hair made their jackpot sprites a little larger than the originals? iā€™m hoping this doesnā€™t have too much of an effect (since the jackpot sprites have inconsistent sizes) but i canā€™t test this myself unfortunately. aaa feel free to let me know on discord if any problems arise!!
i managed to fix these, so they arenā€™t going to cause problems now, but my original drawings for mirabelle and siffrin in the final attack scene were a pain in the ass to fix. mirabelleā€™s sprite was slightly too talk to fit in frame and siffrinā€™s hat whacked bonnie in the face while i was editing everyone together. iā€™m only mentioning this because it took like an hour and a half to fix them and finish the scene.
all that aside, these were a fucking BLAST to work on. apparently this ended up taking 57 hours over exactly 10 days. which is a little worrying if you do the math on that but somehow i have not burnt myself out. i will be doing enemies at some point!!! but probably not for a little bit. i think my friends will actually kill me if i donā€™t take a break.
once again, happy birthday isat. youā€™ve ruined my life and i wouldnā€™t have it any other way (silly).
also, on an actual serious note, this little timeloop game has genuinely changed my life for the better? you guys are probably sick of hearing it at this point (or maybe not, i donā€™t talk about myself That Much. i hope), but i was practically a ghost for about 2 years before joining this fandom. itā€™s a little surreal to suddenly have friends (plural!!!) and people who Care about me, or even know i exist, honestly. itā€™s weird!! in a good way!!!
i donā€™t think i wouldā€™ve ever come back to social media if this community wasnā€™t so welcoming. iā€™ve met a lot of really great people through this game!!! so, uh, thank you isat, i guess. hereā€™s to another year.
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sylvansleuth Ā· 9 months ago
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We met a vulture. There was a Vulture King, unclear if he was a god or not.
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psychotic-nonsense Ā· 5 months ago
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"I'm sorry."
It's the first thing Steve says after everything.
After getting Vecna Cursed. After nearly dying. After a hallucination of Eddie saved him. After running through a looped forest. After finding sanctuary in Steve's memory of that Starcourt bathroom. After Eddie reveals himself as Eddie.
It's the only thing he can think of. It's not big enough to fit everything, but it's the only thing that fits in his mouth.
"Don't be."
Maybe that's the only thing Eddie can think of too. The only thing Eddie can bear to say.
Because don't be can't stop Steve's eyes from watering when he sees the vest in his closet. Don't be can't stop Steve's feet from dragging him to the cemetery every evening to clean Eddie's graffiti-covered tombstone. Don't be can't stop Steve from sitting beside Wayne and listening to him talk about the Eddie he remembers. Don't be can't stop Eddie's body from showing up in Steve's dreams, nor Eddie's corpse from his nightmares. Don't be couldn't keep the pain away enough, didn't stop Vecna from latching onto it while Steve was walking alone in the woods.
Don't be isn't enough for what Steve wants to hear. But even stuck here waiting, hoping, for someone to get Steve out, there just isn't enough time.
"I miss you."
"...Why?"
Eddie says it back so quickly, so quietly, like it's just unfathomable to him. Maybe it is, considering their last memories. But their eyes meet and he looks just as sad, just as longing, as Steve.
"You were my friend."
Steve can't help but say it like that. Like they were friends for years instead of days. Like Eddie was that important to him in their final moments. Like his heart really aches for Eddie every second of the apocalypse.
Can't help but say it like he means it.
"I wish we could've had more time..."
Steve's voice cracks a little there as he turns away, hiding. It's all he wants. It's all Vecna used to entice him with. It's all that's keeping him going, to finally fulfill the last request Eddie made. It's all he has left to feel close to Eddie.
The Eddie that's sitting right next to him, silent, his sight weighing on Steve's skin. Conscious and aware and the real Eddie. Trapped in Vecna's head as a backup power source, yet who still risked everything to come save Steve. Who Steve will never see again because killing Vecna means killing Eddie for good, and his heart doesn't want it, is begging for another solution...
But for once, his broken head overpowers his shattered heart.
"Maybe we did."
Eddie takes Steve's hand. Meets Steve's surprised look with his own small smile of hope. They're both suddenly tearing up, eyes glistening with life in this gray stall.
"Maybe in another world, we got a second first chance. A first second chance. Maybe even a third, or fourth. Maybe in a different life, we had everything we wanted. Because you, Steve Harrington, are too good for me to be doomed to meet just once."
And for a moment, Steve sees it. Feels it. Versions of them connected through the universe.
Little kids playing in the lake. One with bruised skin and shaved hair, loud but unfathomably lonely. One with a bruised heart and soft eyes, timid but stubbornly hopeful.
A rockstar with glittering chains, center stage in the spotlight. A set of eyes in the crowd or behind the curtain, watching only him.
A werewolf and a vampire, two cryptids of horror, meeting in the dead of a full moon night to feel safe with the only other one who understands.
A future where they won, where the only death was the one that mattered. A process of healing and learning, coming home to a family every single day.
A world without pain, without their hell, where two high schoolers found freedom from their shackles and company in each other. Hiding away together in the dark corners of the town.
Steve even sees other versions of them. Versions that he knows were originally never supposed to meet, yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together.
A metalhead drug dealer, constantly getting into trouble with one nail-bat-weilding cop.
A criminal's fugitive nature leading him to a rugged trailer park, and the dangerous owner within one such home.
An eccentric king in an old coliseum, always choosing one particular warrior as his champion.
A young programmer being pulled away from his work by sobs above his apartment, running upstairs to check on the law student that recently moved in.
Two actors, finding an easy friendship in the months of filming one season of a show that would change their lives.
In that moment, Steve's overwhelmed by the closeness he suddenly feels with the soul beside him. Falling into tears, he pulls Eddie into a tight hug, holding him so so close to convey everything he can't say. Feeling Eddie hold him back, hearing everything Eddie can't say in return.
Familiar music comes on outside the stall. Robin's voice calls out to him, telling him to come home.
And when he does leave, Steve hopes that someone out there will understand that he never can. Because here in Eddie's arms is the only place that will ever truly feel like home.
"Thank you... for everything, Eddie."
Thank you, Steve. For everything and more..."
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- List of AUs, in order, after, "Versions of them connected through the universe": Childhood Friends / Rockstar!Eddie / Werewolf!Steve & Vampire!Eddie / Eddie Survives / No Upside Down & High School
- List of Multiverse Steddie AUs, in order, after, "...yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together": Eddie x Gator / Baron x Michael / Geta x Sean / Keys x Eric / Quinn and Keery
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microwavebeeep Ā· 30 days ago
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of all deancas episodes which one is your personal roman empire? the one that you keep thinking about for some reason?
(the despair goes without saying)
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zuzu-draws Ā· 1 year ago
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["....And there is a certain Hunger within him, that is difficult to satiate.."]
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 11 months ago
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I want to like tea so bad. How can I possibly hate all the tea I've tried???
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itsdefinitely Ā· 1 year ago
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based on a textpost
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aroaceleovaldez Ā· 2 months ago
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warriors au refs so far consolidated into one post :3
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thebrainrotsreal Ā· 2 months ago
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Listen there's a half chance the hands and stuff do not work this way, but simply?? pretend they do ig ??? Had to get some Vlad out of my system, so behold my fav ghostie on the planet! Wine drinker, petty plotter, my love, haha!
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thatonegaybrit Ā· 5 months ago
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; finding out you're neurodivergent is just an " oh " drawn out and progressively getting louder the more you learn about your neurotype.
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teh-inggris Ā· 7 months ago
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Ourple.......
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dxdfish Ā· 2 years ago
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3RD LIFE SPOILERS
my beloveds ever theyre so silly WHAT..
they make me want to cry too! but thats fine right.. yes
1st one is more angsty while the other one is just. them being evil >:)
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spideypoolsupremacy Ā· 1 year ago
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(Asking as someone who can't stop cringing at my attempts of smut and will probably never write it)
Also kissing doesn't count as smut. You can argue about it BUT IT'S NOT
Also ALSO I know the answer might depend on the fandom u are reading so let's just answer in general alrighty
Reblog for larger sample size blah blah blah (but like really plz)
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