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WOE š£ļøš£ļø FATHER FIGURE BE UPON YE š£ļøš£ļø !! This time!! He probably rushed over to chip. Though, kept his distance.]]
ā..are you alright.,.?? I know me suddenly appearing may seem strange- just. Are you alright..? Are you hurt.? Do you need anything..??ā
[he sounds.. so fucking worried.]
āIf it helps! I can offer you something.? I gave one to William once. It helped xem. So, I got another one after I talked with you,- just in case.ā
@ask-steven-stevenson
SORRY I SWNT IT SO FASTā¦
āI TOLD YOU T-ā
He got defensive for a second upon hearing the voice. Sorry Steven. He turned around and softened however.
āAh. My apologies. Thought you were Scott. I should be fine, however. Just told the guy off. Pays off having real security for a change.ā
āMay I ask what the thing you plan on giving me is? I know itās useless to deny it. Youāll hand it over anyways, correct?ā
He chuckled at that last bit, his tail wagging. He still remembers the good times with his dad...
#ALSO YOURE FINE FOG DUO FIXATION GOES HARD#what is their tag UHHHH#we have future fog duo would these two maybe be.#h. haze duo ???..?.#considering theyre both okder and?..?#i dunno im TRYING#chip answers
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "šš¼šš¼ā" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) āwhy didn't he use š«µš¼?ā didn't exist yet. āwhy didn't he use š?ā dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. šš¼ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent šš¼šš¼ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Shapes in the deep
#love gem love her base its so cool#im#trying at backgrounds again but i dunno#geminitay#geminitay fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#my art#also yeah the caption is a dredge ref love that game
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so all you need to do right now is disappear.
HHHHAPPY ISATVERSARY EVERYONE. hereās redraws for every single battle cg in the game. 36 drawings this time around, with 11 of those being custom (though admittedly a good portion of those are edits). combined with the portrait redraws i made back in september, iāve made 114 redraws for this project! jesus christ! just like those redraws, these are completely free to use!! as long as iām credited and itās not for commercial purposes, go wild!! do whatever you want!!!
no i didnāt make these for isatās 1 year anniversary this is just wildly good timing.
i genuinely canāt fit all of these cgs in one post even with the 30 image limit on browser, but iāll still try to fit Most of them below the cut (without making this post horrifically long), along with some notes that might be important š
okay! once again, i labeled all of the custom art as such in the drive(UPDATE. NNOT TRUE ANYMORE. reformatted file names to be easier to mod in auau. apologies!), but if you want a full list, the customs are hatless siffrin jackpot, bonnie jackpot, bonnie special attack, bigfrin attack, and a bunch of alts which are definitely not related to any projects iāve been thinking about donāt worry about it. and out of those customs, only like. 3 of them are actually completely from scratch.
while i did my absolute best to keep the aspect ratios completely the same as the originals, thereās 3 exceptions that i just couldnāt get to work.
isabeauās hair in his special attack cg wouldnāt fit in frame if i kept things completely accurate to the og, so i moved his cg down a bit. it shouldnāt cause any issues with modding or anything, itāll just appear slightly lower than it does in game. alasā¦
isabeauās sleeve and mirabelleās hair made their jackpot sprites a little larger than the originals? iām hoping this doesnāt have too much of an effect (since the jackpot sprites have inconsistent sizes) but i canāt test this myself unfortunately. aaa feel free to let me know on discord if any problems arise!!
i managed to fix these, so they arenāt going to cause problems now, but my original drawings for mirabelle and siffrin in the final attack scene were a pain in the ass to fix. mirabelleās sprite was slightly too talk to fit in frame and siffrinās hat whacked bonnie in the face while i was editing everyone together. iām only mentioning this because it took like an hour and a half to fix them and finish the scene.
all that aside, these were a fucking BLAST to work on. apparently this ended up taking 57 hours over exactly 10 days. which is a little worrying if you do the math on that but somehow i have not burnt myself out. i will be doing enemies at some point!!! but probably not for a little bit. i think my friends will actually kill me if i donāt take a break.
once again, happy birthday isat. youāve ruined my life and i wouldnāt have it any other way (silly).
also, on an actual serious note, this little timeloop game has genuinely changed my life for the better? you guys are probably sick of hearing it at this point (or maybe not, i donāt talk about myself That Much. i hope), but i was practically a ghost for about 2 years before joining this fandom. itās a little surreal to suddenly have friends (plural!!!) and people who Care about me, or even know i exist, honestly. itās weird!! in a good way!!!
i donāt think i wouldāve ever come back to social media if this community wasnāt so welcoming. iāve met a lot of really great people through this game!!! so, uh, thank you isat, i guess. hereās to another year.
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#also for full transparency. the sadness death redraw is effectively just a trace job. iām not super happy with it because of thag#but i think i would be Killed if i tried to redo it. i dunno. maybe ill try to change it when i do sadnesses. maybe not.#besides that GOD im really happy with how these turned out#bigfrin was a last minute addition but i think he turned out fantastic#bonnieās special attack isnāt my Favorite but i think it turned out pretty well considering the Struggle#gggod. trying to make a heavily foreshortened pose that still feels dynamic is really hard. how did id5 do this.#also donāt. worry about the Extra custom sprites thatāre in there. iām not planning anything.#happy isatversary everyone.#i blow away in the wind#isat redraw project
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We met a vulture. There was a Vulture King, unclear if he was a god or not.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#d20 spoilers#d20#fhjy#dropout#dnd#brennan lee mulligan#ally beardsley#brian murphy#emily axford#zac oyama#siobhan thompson#gavin pundle#kristen applebees#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#fig faeth#adaine abernant#vulture dimension#sylvansleuthings#i still dunno how i feel abt coloring captions#everytime i try it don't feel right but im no redoin all these lmao
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"I'm sorry."
It's the first thing Steve says after everything.
After getting Vecna Cursed. After nearly dying. After a hallucination of Eddie saved him. After running through a looped forest. After finding sanctuary in Steve's memory of that Starcourt bathroom. After Eddie reveals himself as Eddie.
It's the only thing he can think of. It's not big enough to fit everything, but it's the only thing that fits in his mouth.
"Don't be."
Maybe that's the only thing Eddie can think of too. The only thing Eddie can bear to say.
Because don't be can't stop Steve's eyes from watering when he sees the vest in his closet. Don't be can't stop Steve's feet from dragging him to the cemetery every evening to clean Eddie's graffiti-covered tombstone. Don't be can't stop Steve from sitting beside Wayne and listening to him talk about the Eddie he remembers. Don't be can't stop Eddie's body from showing up in Steve's dreams, nor Eddie's corpse from his nightmares. Don't be couldn't keep the pain away enough, didn't stop Vecna from latching onto it while Steve was walking alone in the woods.
Don't be isn't enough for what Steve wants to hear. But even stuck here waiting, hoping, for someone to get Steve out, there just isn't enough time.
"I miss you."
"...Why?"
Eddie says it back so quickly, so quietly, like it's just unfathomable to him. Maybe it is, considering their last memories. But their eyes meet and he looks just as sad, just as longing, as Steve.
"You were my friend."
Steve can't help but say it like that. Like they were friends for years instead of days. Like Eddie was that important to him in their final moments. Like his heart really aches for Eddie every second of the apocalypse.
Can't help but say it like he means it.
"I wish we could've had more time..."
Steve's voice cracks a little there as he turns away, hiding. It's all he wants. It's all Vecna used to entice him with. It's all that's keeping him going, to finally fulfill the last request Eddie made. It's all he has left to feel close to Eddie.
The Eddie that's sitting right next to him, silent, his sight weighing on Steve's skin. Conscious and aware and the real Eddie. Trapped in Vecna's head as a backup power source, yet who still risked everything to come save Steve. Who Steve will never see again because killing Vecna means killing Eddie for good, and his heart doesn't want it, is begging for another solution...
But for once, his broken head overpowers his shattered heart.
"Maybe we did."
Eddie takes Steve's hand. Meets Steve's surprised look with his own small smile of hope. They're both suddenly tearing up, eyes glistening with life in this gray stall.
"Maybe in another world, we got a second first chance. A first second chance. Maybe even a third, or fourth. Maybe in a different life, we had everything we wanted. Because you, Steve Harrington, are too good for me to be doomed to meet just once."
And for a moment, Steve sees it. Feels it. Versions of them connected through the universe.
Little kids playing in the lake. One with bruised skin and shaved hair, loud but unfathomably lonely. One with a bruised heart and soft eyes, timid but stubbornly hopeful.
A rockstar with glittering chains, center stage in the spotlight. A set of eyes in the crowd or behind the curtain, watching only him.
A werewolf and a vampire, two cryptids of horror, meeting in the dead of a full moon night to feel safe with the only other one who understands.
A future where they won, where the only death was the one that mattered. A process of healing and learning, coming home to a family every single day.
A world without pain, without their hell, where two high schoolers found freedom from their shackles and company in each other. Hiding away together in the dark corners of the town.
Steve even sees other versions of them. Versions that he knows were originally never supposed to meet, yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together.
A metalhead drug dealer, constantly getting into trouble with one nail-bat-weilding cop.
A criminal's fugitive nature leading him to a rugged trailer park, and the dangerous owner within one such home.
An eccentric king in an old coliseum, always choosing one particular warrior as his champion.
A young programmer being pulled away from his work by sobs above his apartment, running upstairs to check on the law student that recently moved in.
Two actors, finding an easy friendship in the months of filming one season of a show that would change their lives.
In that moment, Steve's overwhelmed by the closeness he suddenly feels with the soul beside him. Falling into tears, he pulls Eddie into a tight hug, holding him so so close to convey everything he can't say. Feeling Eddie hold him back, hearing everything Eddie can't say in return.
Familiar music comes on outside the stall. Robin's voice calls out to him, telling him to come home.
And when he does leave, Steve hopes that someone out there will understand that he never can. Because here in Eddie's arms is the only place that will ever truly feel like home.
"Thank you... for everything, Eddie."
Thank you, Steve. For everything and more..."
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- List of AUs, in order, after, "Versions of them connected through the universe": Childhood Friends / Rockstar!Eddie / Werewolf!Steve & Vampire!Eddie / Eddie Survives / No Upside Down & High School
- List of Multiverse Steddie AUs, in order, after, "...yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together": Eddie x Gator / Baron x Michael / Geta x Sean / Keys x Eric / Quinn and Keery
#dude i dunno what possessed me#i was thinking about multiverse steddie again and came up with that āmaybe in another worldā paragraph#then suddenly Empty Bed by Cavetown was playing on loop and this was in front of me#so have fun with this weird mesh of steddie angst#could be platonic or romantic but either way it's requited and doomed#also shoutout the lovely 2jihiir0 here on tumblr for introducing me to the steddie multiverse i thank you immensely my friend#also also yes im still working on writing veronica harrington i promise i just keep hitting roadblocks and getting distracted i'll get ther#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things au#steddie#steve x eddie#gonna try and get all the other characters and their place of origin bear with me here#fargo#gator tillman#marmalade#baron marmalade#hoard movie#michael hoard#gladiator 2#emporer geta#finalmente l'alba#sean lockwood#free guy#keys mckey#a quiet place day one#eric a quiet place day one
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of all deancas episodes which one is your personal roman empire? the one that you keep thinking about for some reason?
(the despair goes without saying)
#mine is 13Ć01 and the whole widower arc actually#dunno why but i always keep this arc in head when im trying to think of new plot#im even writing one post 13Ć01 angsty thing rn... and then i have plot for a little comic... so many thoughts...#i dont even remember it well so i dont know who ill become when i finally rewatch it#spn#supernatural#destiel#deancas#dean x castiel
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["....And there is a certain Hunger within him, that is difficult to satiate.."]
#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#true form sukuna#og sukuna#heian era#jjk sukuna#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fan art#my art#painting#jjk art#I honestly dunno what exactly i've done here but i've done it#kinda got a lil inspired by amazing jjk artists that render detailed paintings and decided i should try and slowly improve my coloring too#throw him a piece of meat and he'll be satiated for the moment don't take the caption too seriously lol#He's such a big foodie he's just like me fr frr#anywhos i hope you like my rendering! :D Because im idk bout it heh
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I want to like tea so bad. How can I possibly hate all the tea I've tried???
#i mean its impossible that i hate all tea right???#im gonna get back into trying teas. i bought some lemon ginger tea today. i dont like the taste and it makes my teeth hurt#maybe peach tea next???#blueberry tea maybe???#i dunno. im not sure id like the flowery teas#i tried huckleberry a few weeks ago and also didnt like that#sigh. maybe im not built for tea#unrelated
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based on a textpost
#im trying to remember how to draw 2d scarab right now because i drew him 3d for a few days and my hand forgot#or maybe its just because my hands are shaky today#who knows#i need practice with his expressions anyway#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#adventure time#fionna and cake#id in alt text#tried out a new id format i dunno if it works very well yet#definitely art
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warriors au refs so far consolidated into one post :3
#pjo#riordanverse#percy jackson#annabeth chase#bianca di angelo#hazel levesque#nico di angelo#jason grace#thalia grace#alabaster torrington#alabaster c torrington#will solace#warriors au#my art#''AALV where have you been the past few days-?'' DRAWING CATS#theyve all got little details and such hidden in their designs for those who want to try to figure them out :3c#also i feel its important to note for some of these i was just mumbing to myself ''omg [canon wc character]'' while designing them#ex: Percy = ''omg bluestar'' / Annabeth = ''omg sandstorm'' / Bianca = ''omg ivypool'' / Thalia = ''omg hollyleaf''#also i still dunno if im giving them warrior names in this au but feel free to suggest some if yall want#also feel free to suggest who i should draw next
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Listen there's a half chance the hands and stuff do not work this way, but simply?? pretend they do ig ??? Had to get some Vlad out of my system, so behold my fav ghostie on the planet! Wine drinker, petty plotter, my love, haha!
#art style be evolving without my consent ig. what can you do#the brainrotsreal's art tag ā§ĖĀ°:*ā”#procreate art#fanart#digital art#vlad plasmius#dp fanart#dp vlad#dp vlad plasmius#i havent done dp fanart in a HOT min yeah#slowly waking up the DP brainrot beast up cause i need to be obsessed with something rn#chipped away at this ages ago i need a full composition piece or ill explodee#danny phantom fanart#i hope thats the show tag? not the character tag?#need to draw vlad & danny dynamics because they're hilarious. what if your uncle actively plotting your dad's death. what if you bit him?#do NOT look at the anatomy or anything too closely. i do NOT want critique please bruh im trying to draw again#look me in my eyes he always had a fluffy pony tail. he always had one. trust me i was there. also his beard whatever connects cause yeah..#i dunno why i just think hes SO neat#pathetic man. petty man. would kill a guy. actively trying to. became a billionaire but cant kill one guy that ADORES him. incredible.#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital fanart#yapping in tags hours yeah
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; finding out you're neurodivergent is just an " oh " drawn out and progressively getting louder the more you learn about your neurotype.
#neurodiverse#neurodivergent#nd#autistic#adhd#ocd#anxiety#depression#bpd#npd#bipolar#scizophrenia#uuuh im js trying to tag as many neurodivergent things I can think of ..#dyscalculia#dyslexia#dyspraxia#neurodivergency#actually neurodivergent#specifically I am the Fucking Neurodivergent Messā¢ discounted combo meal that you're guaranteed to choke on && get food poisoning from#text post#discovering#neurotype#is that the right word bc i think it is but i also dunno
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Ourple.......
#senart#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#Im trying to decide if i like the design or not.... hmm#Im gonna draw purp w the stylized elytra design i did yesterday. Dunno when tho but its coming in the future thats for sure
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3RD LIFE SPOILERS
my beloveds ever theyre so silly WHAT..
they make me want to cry too! but thats fine right.. yes
1st one is more angsty while the other one is just. them being evil >:)
#grian#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#gtws 3rd life#grian 3rd life#desertduo#3rd life#third life#3rd life smp#gtws fanart#grian fanart#3rd life spoilers#yes i dunno how to tag this but im trying#i feel super sane about them#bird grian#my beloved
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(Asking as someone who can't stop cringing at my attempts of smut and will probably never write it)
Also kissing doesn't count as smut. You can argue about it BUT IT'S NOT
Also ALSO I know the answer might depend on the fandom u are reading so let's just answer in general alrighty
Reblog for larger sample size blah blah blah (but like really plz)
#ao3#fanfiction#writing#tumblr polls#feel free to add your opinions in the comments i wanna know#cuz i saw recently someone saying that they feel disapointed if the fic doesn't have smut in the end of a slowburn#and it got me thinkin#because I usually cling onto different things in fics and i do read smut but i never search for it#but now that im trying to write myself im curious how important it is to other people#like I've read some AMAZING fics with no smut in them#and also some amazing ones WITH smut in them#so i dunno
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