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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.
So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.
#fe three houses#byleth#hanneman von essar#i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like#step back uh forget that I said that#like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad#if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just#honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean#also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly#then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction#which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them#with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage#and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that#and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations#that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something#and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately#and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??
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i do love the 2000s comedy shoujo manga bit where like every other character is drawn super glittery and handsome most of the time meanwhile the main character is practically only ever drawn in chibi slapstick mode. watching some pointy bishounen stare longingly and lovingly at a girl who looks like gumby 99% of the time is really good.
#ive been reading shiwase kissa something or other. whats it called. the english name was happy cafe LOL#ive been kinda reading it off and on. pretty good comedy to pick up here and there if ur okay with. intense 00s shoujoness#and both the good and the bad that that comes with LOL#im a bit further in and an age gap relationship they just introduced with some side characters is. unfortunate#tbh the main characters age gap with what i think is her Main Boy also hasnt aged well but the side character situation is um. rough#but such is the nature of one who loves a genre/medium/demographic/etc. you will read anything. anything. just to see what its like#most of the time the romance takes a backseat to the main character being like a gumby with the strength of a popeye though#and the slapstick that comes from that so i forget LOL distracted by that kid destroying property with her Hulking Abilities#not a bad manga. like i said very 00s shoujo in all the sense of the word#but i do really love when this happens like young women and girls DONT want to see themselves in some super hot girl#they WANT to see themselves in gumby. this is the truth. this is the truth.#special A did this a lot too. not as intensely but that girl was in comedy drawing mode a good 60% of the time#i love it. turn girls into gumby. its okay
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Re:Kinder Fun Facts of the day☺️!!! Have you ever wondered who talks the most from the main cast in Re:Kinder?? Well, I did😊. Today I'll be answering this question with some graphs and as a bonus telling you what words each character uses the most! I will warn you, this will be a bit long and I don't know how to be less verbose so, yeah!!!
First, I've made some basic rules as to what I counted regarding how much the characters speak. Not all lines really count as speaking, after all.
Any of the incoherent screaming lines don't count. There's a lot of screaming since the characters die a lot (as expected for a horror RPG game), but I don't really count that as speaking unless they're saying proper words. In that same vein, I didn't really count any of the panting or sniffing and such that are conveyed through words. Again, I don't really see that as a character actively speaking their thoughts!
If I cannot tell who a line belongs to, I will not give it to anyone. This happens for certain lines, so I felt this rule was important.
I won't be counting repetitions of the same line if it's on a variation of the same scene. This may sound a bit strange, but when a character dies, the game goes on to the same next scene it would regardless (unless the scene that follows it is an ending), with variations and new lines here and there to account for the dead character, but a lot will be reused and placed in the exact same beats it normally would have been in originally. So, this rule is here for that. Oh, and also the scenes with bits of Yuuichi's backstory that appear in Shunsuke's head won't be counted twice, because some appear twice line by line.
Of course, the "..." lines won't count. I am so sorry Aya!!!!😞
Now that the ground rules have been set, there's just one thing I want to mention. Though I will count all the total lines for Takumi and Yuuichi like any other character, I just want to mention that first I will have two separate counts for them! Takumi | Takumiel and Yuuichi | Yuuichi's Heart respectively.
Takumiel is separate because I was curious about how much Takumi spoke as an archangel compared to when he was alive. Yuuichi's Heart is because he speaks so much he feels notable enough to be given his own division, even if he and Yuuichi at the end of the day are one person
(I count the silly mind telepathy where Shunsuke is being directly spoken to [and being told things normal Yuu would avoid saying at that point] and the comical theater as Yuuichi's Heart. I clarify in case one assumes he only starts being counted the moment he's directly labelled as Yuuichi's Heart. Any line that can't be distinguished between Yuuichi's Heart and Yuuichi will be given to Yuuichi by default.)
With nothing else to be clarified let's get to the numbers!!!😊😊
First, the line counts with Takumiel and Yuuichi's Heart counted individually!! Here are the rankings:
Shunsuke (With a lead of 535 lines over second place!!)
Yuuichi
Rei
Yuuichi's Heart
Hiroto
Ryou
Sayaka
Aya
Takumi
Takumiel
You may be thinking— woah, does Shunsuke really speak that much?! You could say that, for a good chunk of those lines are from how he describes interactable points around the map and his inner thoughts, so they aren't all exactly said out loud. The benefit of being the protagonist, I suppose ww
Funny enough, Yuuichi's Heart has almost as many lines as Yuuichi does for not having that much time in the game, being on the higher end between the characters that don't get the benefit of being a protagonist (lol)!
Admittedly I had expected for Rei and Hiroto to have a more similar amount of lines given their nearly equal amount of presence, but for what it is Rei surpassed Hiroto by 51 lines! I also had expected for Takumiel to speak a little bit more than Takumi but turns out the opposite is true.
While the lack of lines of Takumi and Takumiel are to be expected due to their short time on the game, what stands out is Aya not even reaching triple digits between her other peers who are in there for most of the game. This is because a good chunk of Aya's lines in game are silence!^^" And thus weren't counted. If ellipses were a word, she surely would have reached triple digits, but unfortunately they're not.
Now the line count with combined sums of Takumi | Takumiel and Yuuichi | Yuuichi's Heart!!!
In here, the ranking isn't affected, with Yuuichi remaining second place and Takumi being last place. But the disparity of everyone's numbers compared to Takumi's feels a bit more clear to see when Takumiel isn't individually counted.
With Yuuichi's line counts combined, Shunsuke remains 318 lines ahead of him, but it also means Yuuichi has a 59% the amount of Shunsuke's lines; and impressive feat for someone who doesn't get the benefit of being the point of view for everything you press... Although he does also have an upper hand over everyone by essentially being the plot of this game ww
But maybe line counts do not suffice to tell how much a character speaks. Yes, Shunsuke has a bunch of lines from everything he interacts with, but is it really reliable to say he speaks all that much in all those lines? A good chunk of those could easily have 3 words each! So with this in mind, let's do a word count.
Even in a word count, Shunsuke has the lead, having a lead of 2,247 words over second place. But we'll see about that when we combine Yuuichi's numbers. Anyway, here's the ranking!
Shunsuke
Yuuichi's Heart
Yuuichi
Rei
Hiroto
Ryou
Sayaka
Aya
Takumi
Takumiel
This time, Yuuichi's Heart is the one at second place!!! It's pretty funny that he speaks more than his physical counterpart ww. I genuinely didnt think he'd out yap himself that way when I chose to count for him individually 😭!!! He has a lead of 63 words over himself, but a lead nonetheless.
In here, Rei and Hiroto are more even than in the line counts, with the difference seeming more minimal when put into words. But it also showcases that despite Rei having more lines than Yuuichi's Heart in the line count, those only get to have a bit over half of the amount of words he talks (To be fair he does get to infodump a lot in his section of the game).
And here's the combined word count!!! Suddenly Shunsuke's lead is only by a mere 55 words! So Yuuichi speaks about as much as he does with 318 less lines.
I must admit that I genuinely did not expect it to be that close. When I chose to count the lines for when you interact with things for Shunsuke, I thought he was granted to speak an absurd amount more than anyone else. But turns out that Yuuichi speaks about the same amount out loud when most of Shunsuke's are his own thoughts ww. But it does make sense! He is still the plot of this game.
So, after all those charts, here's the average/middle point of lines and words for characters to have, because why not, it's fun.
Average Line Count (YH and Takumiel counted individually): 197 lines
Average Line Count (When combined): 247 lines
Average Word Count (YH and Takumiel counted individually): 1,333 words
Average Word Count (When combined): 1,666 words
So there it is. That's how much the characters in Re:Kinder speak!
But wait!!! I am not done. I will share with you an additional fun fact... Did you ever want to know what word each of these characters said the most?! This one will be quicker, I do promise.
When it came to counting these words I did not count stop words, that being common words that are used all the time by everyone in English. "I, you, me, the, to, a, my, your, yes, no"... Words like that! Otherwise everyone would have one of those as their most said word and it'd be rather boring to look at. With that said, here are the words these characters say the most!
Shunsuke: Yuuichi - said 40 times! (this genuinely confused me so much im sorry he uses interjections so much I had expected it to be something like "huh" or "um" but no i dont know how this passed by me as i was rounding up all the lines he says or proofreading or writing all of those lines WHAT?!?! its been two days and it still takes me out)
Ryou: Shunsuke - Said 14 times
Sayaka: Murderer - Said 7 times (All in one sentence!)
Takumi | Takumiel (counted in one for how little he speaks.): Takumiel - Said 3 times (That name is so important, he said it thrice.)
Aya: Sorry - Said 5 times
Rei: Hell, gonna, look, Yuuchi - said 8 times (Most of the repeated words she says are stop words for she doesn't tend to speak about the same things repeatedly.)
Hiroto: Shunsuke - Said 17 times
Yuuichi (separate from YH): Problem - Said 17 times
Yuuichi's Heart: Mama - Said 24 times
Yuuichi (Overall): Mama - Said 31 times
So that is finally it. That is the fun fact of today.😊😊 Use this to woe your friends at parties!!!
I am aware Mami speaks about enough to be counted in, but this is pretty time consuming to do and I'm not sure anyone is invested on her enough to count her in. But if there's enough curiosity regarding that, I'll try counting her in. But for now this suffices.☺️ Thanks for reading!
#re:kinder#rekinder#not art#fun fact!!!#i talk!!!#ive been at this for... two days how yall doing😊#ive thought of doing this since when i started by transcript of rekinder but i wasnt ready to do that after finishing that beast of a scrip#so here it is later than i anticipated! it is more time-consuming than i thought considering i have the benefit of the transcript#so when i was getting to doing mami i was already tired ww 😭 love her but this is just a silly bonus thing i throw out#so im not as ready to spend more than the several hours i already spent than with other funny silly proyects#i have more things i want to work on more😊!!! and also the semester is ending soon ww#ANYWAYYY#THIS WAS FUN THOUGH!!!#originally i wasnt going to count the things you can interact with for shunsuke but they are so obviously said by him i just had to#I WAS GOING TO IGNORE IT BUT THEN MY CONSCIOUSNESS TOLD ME... NO.... YOURE ROBBING HIM OF PERFECTLY FINE LINES!!!! 💔💔#so now his numbers are absurdly high#i still cant believe he said yuuichi more than huh i cannot believe that . like. he says huh 5 times less BUT STILL#i really wrote a whole transcript proofread it for 30+ hours then went back to do a line count for several more hours#and didnt notice the protagonist of this game said the name of my favorite character a million times#I NOTICED A “HUH” MORE THAN A NAME COME ONBRUEJWJFNNW#i dont really make any comments regarding ryou or sayaka in here as much because their numbers are exactly as i had expected#about the same amount not too much... its nothing groundbreaking to make a comment out just saying#if anyone is curious yuu says vamos cantar only 6 times#no one's most said word is particularly surprising to me after shunsuke but i did have a stroke seeing problem pop up for yuu#the document i was writing all of this info in before doing this post was very tidy and organized very well articulated until thay happened#i was perfectly expecting him to mention one of his parents the most overall but when separated from Yuuichi’s heart i did not knwo what#so when problem popped up my gut reaction was thinking that i wasnt making it to the end of the document no one speak to me i felt#IT . IT MAKES SENSE but it isnt fun💔#i wasnt even going to count yuuichis heart most said word until he out yapped himself admittedly#I SEPARATED HIM FROM USUAL YUU FOR THE LOLS I DIDNT THINK HE'D SPEAK THAT MUCH
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I can’t believe some people on Reddit insist that gojo isn’t a tragic character and that he’s happy with his life as the strongest since he’s always smiley and being goofy with everyone and had one of the greatest fates??? Like what??? Are we even reading the same manga 😭
The thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/JuJutsuKaisen/s/SKn3QIcg7e
Like do people have a reading comprehension that bad?? What about the flower panel and him not considering himself as a living creature 🥲
hmmmmm i’m a little on the fence here anon because i actually agree with what op said …… not the part about him having ’the greatest fate’ or anything because things could have ended much better for him, but it’s true that gojo himself lived a life he could be happy with !!!!! i’m assuming that what op is complaining about are the people who insist that gojo himself was sad, saw his own life as tragic, etcetc — which i . also find to be wrong ……..
it’s important to remember that while gojo is undoubtedly an extremely tragic character (and if op doesn’t think so then i obv disagree), gojo himself doesn’t see it that way. i really don’t think he does. he’s very aware of his own isolation and the things he’s been through, but not once in the series does he actually pity himself. gojo isn’t the type to falter like that. he accepts his life for what it is, accepts his loneliness for what it is, and continues to work towards his dream. and i do think gojo would be happy about the ending he got — happy to be with suguru again, to know that his dream was realized. it wasn’t the happiest he could have gotten by a long shot, but he wouldn’t be upset about his fate. and that’s where i disagree a lot with the fandom.
i hope you get what i’m saying 😭 like yeah, gojo’s character is achingly tragic, but i definitely think people mischaracterize him when they act like he himself would hate to be forgotten, hate to be used, etcetc, as if he isn’t…. eerily used to that?? <- which only makes him more tragic . that’s part of it. gojo is so, so strong mentally and that’s something people disregard a lot imo. i think that overall, he was happy with his life. he was happy just to have one blue spring of youth, and to get to nurture his students.
also !!!! about the flower scene ….. gojo is actually comparing his students to flowers, not himself!! :’) he views them as flowers in the sense that he’s helping them grow + feels that he can’t possibly ask them to understand him because their worlds are so far apart. gojo doesn’t view himself as non-human, he’s just very aware of how different his role is!!!!!
#i hope . that makes sense#i do respect your opinion!!!!! but like .#i think gojo would feel Very differently about his fate and life than people assume he would#like we’re talking about someone who is entirely resigned to being a ’monster’ …….#someone who doesn’t complain even though he’s overworked to a disgusting degree#’one must imagine sisyphus happy’ applies very well to gojo . imo#but yeaaaahhh#i don’t agree with everything op said and i do think . glamorizing ? gojo’s fate is extremely odd#because it’s very . horrific#even if gojo himself was okay with having his body used#in general i dont like r/jujutsukaisen 😭😭#they r often . loudly wrong#this post i do kind of agree with though .#ask tag ✩#meta ✩
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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sometimes my parents make me want to commit violent crimes
#mine#sorry for putting this on your dash im just angry & have no one i can really bother with this#my brother said he wasnt sure if he wanted to come with us to a castle tomorrow#but hes too young to be home alone all day#so i went to tell my parents bc i sidnt think they wanted to learn that tomorrow morning#instead of even asking why they immediately started with the passive agressive comments#and in an annoyed tone going 'i just dont get what could be so bad about a day of fun with family'#first of all he didnt even say he wasnt goint#second shut the fuck up#he cant speak anymore & is crying#i offer him a bunch of alternatives while my father insults each one and makes it sound ridiculous#while my brother types on his phone#my father starts ranting at my parent about it#as if my brother isnt right fucking there and also 11 years old#im so happy he isnt coming with us#like yeah i never see him but the times i do are always so horrible that im kinda glad about it#he avoids us like the plague & we avoid him back#my parent is fine most of the time#but never in situations like this#if other people are upset in a way that inconviences them theyre shit about it too#anything related to not doing good in school also#and like im fine#im upset sometimes sure but i know i dont deserve this & i can deal with it fine#i dont think my brother deals with it very well though#so im very worried about him#especially bc i think high school is going to be a big struggle for him#possibly more than me#and tbh i think im more of a parental figure to him than our actual parents
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Fic idea: Before or during his Red Hood plan. A returned from the pit Jason Todd is determined to make it to his high school senior prom
WAIT EVEN BETTER, It'd be longer and harder to write but I really like the idea of Jason just casually going to highschool too, and maybe it leads up to the prom. He just shows back up one day. Does something that manages to keep media attention off of him. Would it be before Red Hood? would it encourage him to not don the helmet? Would he do it while Red Hooding? Would he finally get to join an after school theater club?
#jason todd#red hood#dc comics#batman#theres Multiple stories about his school though i cant remember off the top of my head#immediately what comes to me is an annual where he's shown being friends with 3 boys who try to change their grades#its a very fun story#now i dont separate pre and post crisis in my mind well so the rest is probably most likely pre#-the bullies who tried to get others to do drugs#-rena(?) his girlfriend (definitely precrisis)#-the two girls who saw him reading a newspaper and said he was like a silver fox or something#i wpuld like to edit this to show comic numbers eventually#ANYWAY#back to the post#does anyone know he's alive? well. no. but he and talia can certainly have some strings pulled to make it look it#i cant stop thinking about this actually#i want him to go to prom and hang out with kids his age who knew him#and mostly thought he was a loser nerd stick in the mud. i feel jason would prefer that over the anger narrative the heros have#jason getting to dress in a fancy little suit! having a quick dance with rena!#i never got to go to prom so i am projection my desire onto jason also#its not like a big desire but im sad i never got to experience it#fic prompt#?#do i have a tag for this#EDIT: Comic references in the reblog now !
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did you hear that they just made a new law where before saying anything about thinking a sonic game is bad you are now required to play through the game in its entirety . if you break it you will explode on the spot btw
#ok well i dont think you should be required to play an entire game to have an opinion on it#but im really tired of seeing sonic takes from people who clearly know nothing about the game theyre talking about#''shadow the hedgehog/sonic 06/sonic and the black knight/sonic unleashed/whatever is SUCH a bad game''#ok . have you ever touched the game in your life though . be honest#and no game grumps playthroughs and parody videos dont count#i mean actually playing the game or watching original cutscenes/gameplay without people talking over it#hell even with the games that i DONT like all that much and i agree arent that great or are very flawed#i get annoyed whe people just mindlessly hate on them without really knowing anything about them#like please hate them for a reason other than ''well my favorite youtuber said its bad so that must mean its bad''
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redraw from 4 years ago..sneef...and other witchs house things because i recently reread the 9 chapter manga and had the most agonizing experience (would def recommend) contentwarnings in tags....ehehe
#kirbyliker12art#the witch's house#ok so theres parental neglect and psychological abuse uhh a handful of killing and some body horror#theres so much psychological torment i know i said this but i cant stress this enough this will Absolutely Ruin You#the witchs house is about the corruption of an innocent wish after being used by another and punishment never being delt#theres a shit ton of unreliable narration and reading between the lines and reoccurring symbols and other insane stuff#ive genuinely never seen a character get written in such an unlikeable way but in a very slightly pitiful way(and 100% being intentional)#theres also the light novel this was based on (The Diary Of Ellen) n theres some small details and symbolism exclusive to that#like. ok i cant really say it here i dont wanna spoil but thats why its better to read it after the manga#u can notice all the details not present in the manga and think abt all da implications#however said body horror is elaborated on in a more detailed way and since its text u cant really skip past that as easily#u can prob pirate the manga if im bein honest and theres a fan translation link for the light novel on the wiki page at the bottom#why is this so weirdly well written its the prequel to an rpgmaker game .u guys know what witchs house rpg is right..u better#u dont have to know what happens in the game before reading i think its more intense that way (the game is more surprising though)
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My beloved dog ate a couple fallen puzzle pieces. Replacements and repairs <3
[image id: a series of photos of a winter scene puzzle. The first photo shows two blank puzzle pieces painted white. The last four photos show both of these pieces put into the puzzle, first unpainted, then painted to make it look like there's no piece missing. End id]
#art#my art#traditional art#lemon yemon#i know in the photo of the first puzzle piece its super obvious but irl the color matching is SO close#while i was painting i kept losing track of which one i was working on#verrry proud of it :)#the second one. well. its decent#took fucking hours to carve these though#very happy with how well they fit in the puzzle :)#anyways. my wrists hurt now im going to watch some videos and do stretches#oh btw i dont think ive mentioned it here yet. once again falling into the stereotypical artist and am having wrist problems :')#asked the physical therapist ''am i failing the test?'' he said ''yes but i dont know which way youre failing''
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its been fun watching the hbomb subreddit try very very hard to stick to the "if anyone harasses james on my behalf they wont see the light of heaven" by imo overcorrecting to "any time anyone mentions somerton ever it's because you're obsessed with him and want to pick on him because he's the villain of the week" bc its like. yknow actually i dont think people keeping an eye on his various attempts to weasel back into the spotlight and keep doing his same old shit over the last /two months/ is the same as harassing him because it's hip and fun. i think maybe those are not the same thing
#and like obv yes its possible to do both but idk#im just kinda like. 'dont harass him' and 'ignore him completely even if hes continuing to do shitty things' are um#different. those are different#origibberish#i will say though that subreddit is very good for gauging if im getting weirdly parasocial at him#like i still have yet to do that at a celebrity i like afaik because i just. Dont Like Celebrities usually#so now that i have one (1) that autism brain has finally decided to look up to im like Uh Oh Is It Finally Time#and then i see posts on there sometimes and im like. ohhh ok no i get it now#and i mean i can see why they feel that way‚ its the hbomb subreddit and Thats The Most Recent Hbomb Video#and it had yknow. immediate and impressive results#so of course people are going to a) talk about it a lot and b) talk about the aftermath as it happens#and if youre in the 'only talking about this one guy' group and that one guy has only talked about one other guy in the last Year#like. yeah . youre mostly gonna be hearing about that guy#oh parasocial abt hbomb not abt somerton i just realized how the phrasing there was weird jwhfksbfk#that being said i literally made a post like two weeks ago abt how i didnt actually know his first name so like i think im probably good#my scope of knowledge about him extends Exclusively to whats In His Videos#or well and i guess to like. patreon posts too but i tend to just dismiss patreon notifs without reading them a lot KENFKSNFMDB#like yeah yeah this show i follow posted their podcast i dont follow early for patreon subs i dont care get out of my way
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The part of me that's obsessed with finding meaning and symbolism is like, maybe I'm afraid of asking people to call me William because deep down I know I DO identify with it and I'm more afraid of being my true self than coming out as isogender/trans/genderqueer in general. And the other part of me is like. You're making that all up. And the third part of me is "you're saying that and framing it as 'finding meaning where there is none' to deny that it IS the truth."
#maybe its residual from thinking it was off-limite#maybe im afraid of aksing ppl to change my masc name bc lots of ppl i know at college call me Alex now#or maybe my first idea was right ....#i said this#i dont think its teh changing thing though ive never tried a name as seriously as alexandre before#i have tried other ones#but the residual 'off limits' things could very well be a factor#esp bc im in love with william beckett again and its an awkward coincidence
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I can't believe I walked into my first (ish) day of work at a new part time job today and basically said "why are you all so white" 💀💀💀
#i'm working in a forensic hospital#and the first thing they did was bring me to rounds#which was a meeting with like all of the psychiatrists and nurses and stuff#and literally everyone there was white (or perhaps white passing- i dont know everyone's ethnicity)#and afterwards my boss asked me if i had any questions or thoughts#and the first thing i said was that everyone in that meeting was white#WHY DID I DO THAT???#I mean. I was trying to call attention to the fact that maybe they should be employing more diversely#especially given the fact that they're treating a highly racialized population#(black and indigenous peoples are incarcerated at higher rates in canada)#But. it really wasn't my place to say really.#i'm just there as a research assistant to help them build their database#my opinions on the people they hire really have NO weight#though. it was bugging me in particular that one of the nurses was talking about a patient being agitated#and calling another person names#and the nurse was like 'and he called him everything other than a white man!'#and i'm just there like 'okay why does that matter? 😭'#i didnt bring that up though. not good to complain about your new fucking coworkers#i also dont think i explained my reasoning for mentioning that we had a really white group very well#i started fumbling when i acknowledged that there could have just been white passing people there#and then he asked me to explain what that term meant 💀💀💀
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LISTENING TO SHADE ON LOOP, LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO 💥💥💥
#leaf yapping#actually please do not perceive me i just wanna ramble somewhere#I WAS SURPRISED AT HOW GOOD IT SOUNDED#FJSJDAJS ALBAAAAAAN 😭😭 HE IMPROVED SO MUCH AT SINGING#he sounds sooooo good 🥹🥹 his range was so fun and i loved hearing it go up and down#when he said “yeah cuz i dont really think thats what you wanna say”??? I WAS SURPRISED BY HIS TONE#its so very endearing to me though 🥹🥹#genuinely he and claude mix so well together#also the ART???#TENCHOU PUNK OUTFIT???? TSKR 🙏😭#I AM. SCREAMING OVER THIS.#WANT THAT OUTFIT FR. AND HIS CURLY HAIR WITH A BANDANA???? LITERALLY CHEFS KISS#i find it so funny that he was just in his konbini outfit 😭😭#YOU DONT LOOK TOUGH YOU LOOK LIKE YOURE ABOUT TO CLOCK IN TO YOUR 9 TO 5 CONVENIENCE STORE JOB#anyways im gonna loop this song forever
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being into a work that is ongoing is a really interesting experience especially when its something like a manga/comic which takes a Long time (what an insane art form im always thinking about this) im waiting for the water to boil for my pasta im so hungry for dinner. Ok well by the time im posting this i ate like 40 minutes ago maybe an hour im so tired of eating dinners that do not have a side dish
#its so funny 2~ years ago seeing some things start to build up for/during the current wha arc and be like well id say i feel as though there#are a few too many plot threads and characters trying to be balanced all at once right now but im still very excited to#see where this is going#and now seeing it in its current state like oh my ! and so the story goes ........#after such a high point that volume 8 was. ahh !#very general ramblings oh my i just remembered the other night i fell alseep after going on a wha writing dissection ramble/ ''rant''#i Love to talk . dont be my roommate i love to talk. i think fondly of falling asleep after digimon rambles#and one time that i woke up and the first thing i said that morning was something about the last unicorn#and my sibling was like ''you wake up and just think of these things ?!'' its My fun#how unique. a guy who thinks about the fiction he consumes. how groundbreaking#i am genuinely curious how anyhting will happen after this arc. so many strange and poor and fascinating choices ....#probably delete later i get self conscious about of the moment loose rambles online
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∞ !!!!
"hanging 'round, downtown by myself / and i've had too much caffeine, and i was thinkin' about myself / and then there she was in platform double suede / yeah, there she was like disco lemonade"
from sex and candy by marcy playground
so i discovered this song back in like middle school when my mom was forcing me to watch MTV with her and this song came on. and i liked it! i thought it was fun so i added it to my music library. i looked up the lyrics and i saw disco lemonade and yknow in hindsight that's a drink but back then i was what, 11? 12? and i had no idea what the fuck disco lemonade meant so i thought it was absurdist humor and i was yknow, 11, 12, so i was fully in my weird nonsense = height of comedy phase. so i was fully obsessed with disco lemonade. i thought it was a fun phrase that had a nice rhythm to it, it felt nice to say, and the fact it was a nonsense phrase to me just made it all the better. i believe i made my roblox username "DiscoLemonade" or something similar because of it, because back then i changed my roblox username like how some of you people change your tumblr urls. DiscoLemonade was not a very long era of mine but it unfortunately was very much an era
( put a "∞" in my ask box and I'll shuffle my music player and give you my favorite lyric from the song that comes up )
#ask#french-toast-enjoyer#music#also apparently john wozniak of marcy playground lives/lived on long island#and he has a son#who very fucking briefly was my coworker at michaels once upon a time#or at least so he claimed (though his name in the michaels system very much was the name of said son)#dont wanna namedrop said son just in case. although said son has a music career of his own at this point but still#LIKE FUCKINGGGG INSAENEEE#my framing manager pulled me aside and was like HIS DAD IS JOHN WOZNIAK#and i was like. who?#and she said OF MARCY PLAYGROUND#and i was like OMGEEEEE#sex and candy is literally the only marcy playground song i know.#anyway then the guy disappeared after like 2 weeks of working there LMFAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#absolute fucking cryptid. i think i exchanged like three words with the guy and its cuz he lost his fucking scanner#and i was like. well just look around for it idk what to tell you#<- before i knew he was the son of marcy playground (artist behind Sex And Candy of disco lemonade fame)#(the son of marcy playground sex and candy whom i named my roblox account after when i was 12 years old)
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