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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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hello dear!! i dont know if your are still taking requests or not, but if do you i would really love to see you write something fluff with a drunk daryl and reader, where he totally forgot that they are dating and just start acting shy and awkward around her, i know its cliche but i really love how you write daryl and think it would be so cute to see something like that written by you😭, but i totally understand if you are busy, i hope you are having a great day!🥰

A drunk Daryl grows uncharacteristically shy around you, forgetting for a moment that you're together.
author notes: I just want to say its not v common for people who are drinking to forget who their s/o's are, but anything for you lolol, enjoy!!! x
thank you for the love!!!
The Alexandria dinner party is louder than usual, laughter spilling out into the quiet night. Someone had insisted on opening the last few bottles of wine, and you watch with amusement as Daryl, leaning against the far wall, swirls the red liquid in his glass like it’s some kind of trap.
“Never took you for a wine guy,” you tease, stepping closer. His eyes dart to yours, and the flush on his face deepens. You figure the alcohol’s working its magic, though Daryl had always been shy about these kinds of things—especially in a crowd.
“Don’t even taste right,” he mutters, setting the glass on a nearby table like it might bite him.
You grin. “Then why drink it?”
He shrugs, glancing at you sideways. The usual ease between you feels a little... off. His gaze flicks to your face, then away again, like he’s avoiding something. You tilt your head, trying to figure out what’s wrong, when his voice breaks the quiet.
“You look real nice tonight.”
The words come out low and shy, almost like he hadn’t meant to say them. You blink, surprised, but before you can respond, he fumbles to add, “Not that ya don’t always, but... I mean, yeah.”
“Daryl,” you say, trying to catch his eye. He’s looking anywhere but at you now, cheeks burning. “Are you okay?”
“‘M fine,” he grumbles, crossing his arms. But the way he shifts on his feet, the nervous way he rubs the back of his neck—it’s not like him. You step closer, studying him, until something clicks.
“Oh my god.” You can’t stop the laugh that bubbles up. “You don’t remember, do you?”
His brows furrow, lips parting in confusion. “Remember what?”
You can’t believe it. “You’re acting like we just met or something.”
Daryl stares at you, his eyes swimming with haze, but he blinks hard, trying to piece it all together. His eyes widen slightly. “Wait... we’re—?”
“Yes, Daryl,” you say, trying to suppress another laugh. “We’re together, at least I thought so,”
The realization hits him like a brick wall. His mouth opens, then closes, and for a second he just stares at you, dumbfounded. “Shit,” he mutters, rubbing a hand over his face. “I—uh... forgot.”
“Obviously,” you tease, stepping even closer until you’re standing right in front of him. “Should I be worried you’re forgetting about me already?”
“Nah,” he says quickly, his voice quiet but insistent. “Just... too much wine. ‘S all.”
You bite your lip, trying not to smile too wide at how bashful he looks. The Daryl you know is rarely this unguarded, and it’s endearing. But as you watch him glance down at you—his face still flushed and his nerves practically visible—you catch something softer in his expression. His hand drifts to the back of his neck again, but this time, a crooked grin follows.
“You’re... somethin’ else,” he murmurs under his breath, almost to himself. “Must be the luckiest som' bitch,”
The words catch you off guard, and warmth blooms in your chest. “Damn right you are,” you say softly, but there’s no teasing in your tone anymore.
His lips twitch, and he finally dares to meet your gaze. “Guess I don’t mind that.”
You smirk, leaning up to press a quick kiss to his cheek. The move makes him freeze for half a second before his face turns a deeper shade of red, but his hand brushes yours in a subtle, almost instinctive gesture. Even drunk, even shy, Daryl Dixon couldn’t hide how much he cared.
“C’mon,” you say, tugging lightly at his hand. “Let’s get you some water before you forget anything else."
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𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧 ─ 𝐦𝐯𝟏
summary: where max verstappen is the subject of a love song from a singer who never writes love songs pairing: max verstappen x american singer!reader faceclaim: no one specifically but based off olivia rodrigo
note: me? writing max verstappen? smau fluff? on main? everyone look away.
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dailyynupdates yn was seen around monte carlo the past few days, taking pictures with fans and allegedly cozying up with three time world champion max verstappen
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user12 what is going on in the house of commons because this was the last thing i expected
user39 this is quite literally the most random pairing i've ever stumbled across
user91 how do they even know each other 😭 user63 right like...where did this even come from? how did it start? literally how did they meet? they could not be farthest apart in the sphere of famous people
user19 now who the hell is max verstappen and why is he with my wife?
user49 oh girl you have a lot to catch up on the max lore user71 max is a formula one driver user56 saying max is a formula 1 driver like he currently isn't dominating the sport to the point where people hates him saying he's making it boring since he keeps winning because he's just that fucking good that literally no other driver can keep up is kinda wild user10 oh so our girl's new man is good at his job user52 "good at his job might just be the biggest understatement of the century when it comes to max. man's a fucking beast at his job
user48 i dont have to see her with her ratty ex anymore omfg war is over
user93 dare i say...they're adorable
user82 yn being in an age appropriate, healthy relationship? i never thought the day would come
user74 we won for real 🥹🫶






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dailyynupdates max and yn in a video posted by yn's friend 😭
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user93 oh my god look at them 😭
user81 they look so in love i want to cry
user65 "maximillian, do i look pretty like this?" "you always look pretty" i couldn't quite catch what he said at the end but 😭😭😭
user85 dutch here and i believe he said "laiverd" which means darling user75 this means so much to me user65 you just made my entire week
user45 seeing her in love after all the shit men is healing a part of me i didnt know was broken
user53 max fixing her hood then kissing her cheek what if you just stabbed me
user31 every time i see these, i get the urge to take a shot of bleach 😀
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yourfriend as the other person of those conversations, he's fine i guess 😒
sincerelyyn you know i love youuuuu
taylorswift love seeing you happy ❤️
sincerelyyn ❤️❤️ user73 mother is all of us user63 you know it's real when it's taylor swift approved
conangrey i hate happy couples i hope you both trip 🫶
sincerelyyn die 🫶
user92 their friendship is everything to me
user15 not girlie trying to soft launch like we all don't know who it is 😭
user43 THEYRE SO ‼️🥵🥰⚠️
user65 you're so right
user24 i'm so happy finally seeing our girl happy 😭
user84 "someday i'll be everything to somebody else" YES YOU ARE BABYGIRL 😭
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maxverstappen1 my american girl 🩷
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charles_leclerc i still can't believe this is happening
maxverstappen1 for someone who don't even follow me, you sure are early to my posts 😒 user91 max gagged him with that im afraid
landonorris please please max talk to her about getting me tickets 😭
user85 lando is just like us fr struggling to get guts tour tickets maxverstappen1 no ❤️ landonorris 😔 sincerelyyn @landonorris let me get you in contact with my team 🤍 maxverstappen1 baby noooo sincerelyyn be nice, max landonorris HELL YEAH THANKS YN user42 this is the crossover i never thought i needed
user66 max posting non racing content and being all soft in the comments for yn in what world am i in
user52 fr i feel like im in an alternate universe 😭
sincerelyyn love youuuu
maxverstappen1 love you more
sincelyyn i never knew love could be so golden till i met you <3
maxverstappen1 mijn hele hart is van jou, schat (you own my entire heart, darling) user42 they mean so very much to me 😭
danielricciardo god the two of you make me nauseous
maxverstappen1 hating because you ain't us danielricciardo im not liking that attitude, kid 😒 user71 daniel is so us
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sincerelyyn so american will be out on all platforms at midnight. a letter to the man i love, the only way i know how ❤️
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maxverstappen1 i adore you with everything in my being ❤️
sincerelyyn ik hou van je (i love you)




i hope you guys liked this as much as i loved writing it 🫶
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*GIANT DEEP BREATH*
I LOVE YOU AND YORU DESIGNS FOR EVERY CHARACTER I KNOW SO MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN PUT INTO IT AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR IT LIKE OMG MOSTLY I GOT INTRODUCED TO YINA THE FEMALE HYENA AND THE FACT IS HIW YOU MADE HER MUSUCLAR CAUSE I LOVE ANIMAL STUDIES SO MUCH AND THE FACT IS FEMALE HYENAS HAVE MORE TESTOSTRONE THEN MALE HYENAS!!
I love them so much LIKE UGHHH BUT YINA GOT ME EXCITED BECAUSE ITS A CHARACTER BASED OFF OF AN ANIMAL SO YOU DONT NEED TO REPLY BUT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT HWO I LOVE HOW YOU MADE YINA MUSCULAR!! So I kinda wanted to ramble to someone as awesome as you about how they court you can ignore this but I got so happy ⊂((・x・))⊃
Ahem!! In spotted hyena society, adult males are ranked at the very bottom of the clan hierarchy. That means that when it comes time to find a date, the males have A LOT of work to do to impress a female. Male hyenas are generally terrified of female hyenas, and the prospect of having to approach – let alone court – a female can elicit actual shivers of fear. Here are some of the tried-and-true tactics in a male hyena’s dating arsenal
They do the same thing humans do which os the Approach avoid behavior A male hyena approaches a female (who is usually ignoring him), and once he gets close to her, he backs off a few meters as if suddenly startled. He often repeats this over and over for minutes at a time, sometimes never even getting close enough to sniff or groom the female. As Leslie described in an earlier blog post, the male seems to be thinking, "I want you...but I'm scared of you...but you're cute....but also dangerous..." which im like oh that kinda suites ruggie yuna as its compared cause yes he cannot take her out to dinner he still is awkward which leads to some common actings for hyenas to either ne flashy to their mate or be awkward and shy away and contemplate if they had the acutal chances of getting a parter
A thing is my favorite hyena courtship behavior, and I recommend it for males of all species. A hyena male lifts one foreleg and crosses it over the other while facing the female. It is ridiculously adorable, especially when she completely ignores him but I think Yina would probs stare at him if he bowed to her I’d love to see her reaction! AHEM AGAIN SORRY FOR THE RAMBLES I JUST GOT EXCITEDDDD
Have an amazing day

Yeah thats exactly why I made her musclar :D Or rather; why I just feel in my guts that Ruggie likes them big and strong (I just make every character thinking what the guys would want lol)
Yina definitly will see anything Ruggie does as totaly for realz omg flirting - that casual leg thingy is totally him telling her he wants to take her out so she'll ask again or visit his school
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My life with level 2 (part 1)
I'm making this post to share some things about my life and give an idea about what my support needs are
1. Every morning I wake up sealed in my cubby bed, an enclosed bed that keep me trapped inside so I dont wander and hurt myself or roll out and have a meltdown (common things that happen with me and regular beds). It's also soft so I don't potentially bang my head against something hard. you're probably wondering well how do I go to the bathroom at night. That brings me to my next point.
2. Every morning after opening up my cubby bed either my mom, dad, caregiver, or occasional close friend takes me to my changing station in my room and begins to change my diaper. Thats right I was NEVER able to potty train and due to EXTREME sensory issues I am unable to change myself. This means I need constant super vision as I always need someone to change me, also calm me down if meltdown, etc. I simply have no way to tell I need to go, 1 or 2, till its much too late. So yeah diapers are an all day thing not just at night.
3. I'm older then 20 and my parents are l now my legal guardians for life, and if they can't do it I have friends that will step up. I'm not sure exactly what this means legally but I take it to mean Im basically still a kid to them on like, every level. They respect my intelligence but they still set the rules. One that always kind of gets people mad but then they understand is the fact that I have child safety internet settings on my tablet and phone, I can't access most social media websites and I'm not alliowed YouTube only YouTube Kids. This is because my parents and close friends agree that these teenage boys from a nearby town were trying to make me an "lol cow", basicallly a target for online harassment and bullying and trolling me because I was special needs and active on social media. Tumblr with my parents having the username and password and log ins and they check it every day is all I get. My friends and parents show me things from TikTok and Youtube that they think i'll like so I don't miss out. Oh yeah and I would binge watch horror and terror content on youtube, something that a lot of autistic people do apparently, however I mentally can't handle it. I wake up and freak out and hit myself all night and lose sleep for a week and end up in a mental hospital cause I'm hurting myself and not sleeping. Not fun... at all. I had unrestricted internet access as a teenager and I'm glad that part of my life is over. My parents do however let me eat cannabis edibles every day so its not like they're over protective, just protective in the way I need.
4. My parents are my emotional coregulators and I rely on them heavily, a lot of the time just to know how I'm feeling. I break down emotionally frequently and if my parents or a select few of my friends aren't there to cuddle me and rub my back the right way, I FREAK out and start hitting myself cause my brain is a bit nutty I guess. I'm needy with those I love to a rediculous degree. I'm a lot better, still not great, at self soothing. Self soothing is an oxymoron for me. I kinda need to be with somebody to be told to calm down, encouraged to come out my shell, praised when I do something good, and just having a hand to hold. My mom is rubbing my back encouraging me to write this out like I said I wanted to do.
5. I need to stim, constantly. I'm always rocking, fidget toy and plushie in hand chewing on my chewing laynyard, you get the idea. I also need audio and visual stims which I get in the form of watching bright colorful little kid shows on my tablet like Blues Clues and Daniel Tiger. I think this is why people don't think I'm smart but its just who I am and what my needs are.
I think this is a good starting point, I'll make a part 2 later.
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ok so ive gone through with the touchstarved demo (i forgot what backstory i chose 💔 not sure if this matters to what i'll be yapping about) and leander's route was the last one i did - went crazy about the other 4 too but i need to talk about HIM
this guy is FASCINATING. objectively fascinating. out of all the 5 characters this guy baffles me the most. token nice guy that is a bit... TOO nice, right? and so as ive done with the rest i take notes about interesting dialogues or scenes cause i like fleshing out the characters in my head completely, and this guy???? i wrote about him 10x more than the others. and i dont even like him as a romance option yet. he truly is just such a compelling character
warning for spoilers (?) of the demo
im just going to preface this with the fact that i have maybe only played a visual novel like once before this and that was YEARS ago. i dont know if im reading too much into it all and that everything's just a 'that's how it works in these games' thing or not so!!! there's that. AND i only just discovered this game a few days ago (on the same day they updated actually) so the fandom discussions r very new to me
so by the end of the demo you're given the option to follow one of the characters after the drink at the bar, and no matter who you choose you're going to end up talking about the other 4 as well. something different I noticed for leander's dialogue was that for every person you'd ask about, he would always ask what you thought about them first. every single one. none of the others did this, they would just speak their mind, but leander ALWAYS ASKED FIRST. and the two options you had were to say something positive or something negative about them
and depending on how you answered those questions, leander's response was STAGGERINGLY different. whenever you would choose a positive answer (eg: saying Ais was 'honest' instead of 'a jerk'), leander would go "yadda yadda sure but that guy's dangerous and not to be trusted" - essentially. im generalising to make my point but this was the vibes he let off. and his character would be all pissed and frowning, worried for the MC's safety, acting all protective and shit.
but then u turn around and redo the dialogue option, choosing the negative one instead, and without fail leander's reply would be 'haha yeah but he's not all that bad.' (again, generalising). even so far as to say he's seen mhin's 'soft spot' before, and saying the senobium was cruel for imprisoning vere (which, by the way is completely contradictory to what he would say if we chose 'I feel bad for him.' (positive option) - he literally says VERBATIM that vere 'should be caged'). and i can't help but feel like this must be on purpose. the devs HAD to have done this on purpose its too good of a character trait to just be some sort of writing flaw
and by character trait i mean his whole nice guy shtick. i think its all an act and he's a lying two faced bitch. yup.
a line i remember distinctly was him lightheartedly saying he was jealous and wanted to keep the MC all to himself, which im going back to now after playing through all the options in this scene and like. oh i GET him now.
this man gets jealous whenever the MC shows affection for literally any other character and bites back with something to incriminate said character in MC's eyes. but if the MC says something bad about anyone, he has to keep up his shtick and be the mediator again. the nice guy that gets along with everyone.
now that ive written this i realise that this might literally just be a Very Common Archetype that i just rarely indulge in, but I wanna finish this off with the fact that I still think his story and personality is easily my favourite, and being able to sort of decipher this part of his story through the mechanics of a visual novel with multiple routes is SO Fun. its like damn i wish i could do this in real life to see if people are lying to me or not
anyways the touchstarved demo is peak i cant wait for when the game releases YAYYYYY
#hes SO interesting i need to study him under a microscope#whats going on in that little mind of his...#touchstarved game#touchstarved leander#krux plays touchstarved
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so is there a reason you dont respond to dms orrrrrr
Okay you probably didn’t mean to open the floodgates but I need to VENT about this and an anon ask is there perfect excuse to do that without calling any particular individual out, which I do not intend to do
I have exactly one person in my DMs that isn’t someone asking me to commission them, and we only had a brief exchange a few months ago. For the most part I don’t respond since it always seems to follow a formula
Pretty much all my DMs start with someone saying “Hi” with no further context or elaboration, and from that alone I know where this is going but also don’t want to just make an assumption and come off as rude, so I respond in kind. The response is usually “How are you” or something like that; a pleasantry that doesn’t really do much to explain what’s up. So again, I just respond in kind. About 95% of the time they just respond with an “I’m good thanks” and, once again, nothing else
I don’t know how common this is outside of people asking you to commission them, but I honestly don’t like when people DM you but still somehow expect you to make the effort to start the conversation. I don’t know why you’re here, you came to me; what do you want me to say at this point? Maybe I’m just too antisocial to realise this isn’t abnormal behaviour and I’m just being rude, but it really winds me up tbh
And more annoying, when done in this context at least, is when they start asking further questions and trying to start a conversation - still without explaining why they’re actually messaging. Not because I don’t want that, but because, when it’s done to get commissions, it feels kinda manipulative to me, but at the same time it always makes me doubt myself; on the off chance this actually is someone wanting to talk and be friends, I don’t want to shut them down and be rude about it. So I’ll usually answer a question or two to see if it actually goes anywhere, but it of course never does
I end up asking “Is there any particular reason you wanted to DM me?” and the response still never gets straight into it; it’s almost always something like “Do you like art?” or “I see you like drawing” or things like that, like they’re looking for a prompt to continue. Again, no clue why this is. At this point I’m just dreading it because I know what’s coming but at the same time I think stuff like “What if they’re just wanting tips? What if they’re just a bit awkward? What if I assume and it’s wrong and I look like a presumptuous asshat?”, so I usually just go “Yeah?” instead
And THEN they finally mention that they do commissions, and I’m pissed off at myself for getting to this point again. I end up saying something like “Thank you, but I really enjoy creating my own artwork and so I’m not looking to commission others for it. Best of luck though”
The best response I can hope for is just a “No worries” or something, or even to just get no response at all. But the vast majority of the time, it’s something like “Oh, okay then…” or “Are you sure? I do X Y Z, you should look at my posts” or even “That’s fine I guess, I just wasn’t making enough money off of commissions this month so I needed to go around and ask”. Things that feel a little bit passive-aggressive or pushy to me. Though I also get ‘lovely’ messages like “I see you’re drawing X, I can help make it better”, which even I can’t excuse as anything but
So at this point, I don’t typically respond to DMs that don’t explain why they’re messaging. I’m more than happy to chat with people and make friends, but too many people do it just to get the commissions and then ghost when I don’t bite. It really upset me the first few times because I thought I was about to make some artist/writer friends, only to find out that they only wanted business from me and they weren’t going to talk again if I didn’t give them that
Please don’t let this deter anyone from reaching out and DMing with the intention of just having a chat; I would be more than happy for it. I just wanna know upfront what you’re looking for rather than getting a sinking feeling when I see that dreaded “Hi” pop up again
#post not directed at anyone in particular including the anon#seriously don’t try and befriend me so that I feel like an asshole for not commissioning you#it just makes me feel shitty#and no more inclined to commission you whatsoever#i don’t think i’ll ever understand why people do that i never did it when i was taking commissions#anon ask#writing#writers#writeblr#bookblr#book#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writers of tumblr#writer#creative writing#art#artists#artist#artists on tumblr#art commisions#commission
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who does it better?
alex turcotte x f!hockey player smau
for all my alex turcotte lovers 🫶🏼: @hischierhaze @babydollmarauders
*PICTURES FOUND ON PINTEREST AND INSTAGRAM*
authors notes: reader is born in 2003 (2 years younger than alex, same year as luke hughes), takes place in 2025
*the girls in the pictures are not a depiction of you; they are merely placeholders bc my goal is to have you imagine yourself 🫶🏼*
WARNINGS: hate on an unspecified national team (you can imagine whatever country that team is from except team canada LOL), team canada (both men and women) wins bronze, soft and hard launches, language, relationships
part 2 (can be read as a standalone)
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lhughes_06: @/yourusername nuh uh!
yourusername: @/lhughes_06 you’re a fucking child
dylanduke25: goalie, noun; In ice hockey, the goaltender is the player responsible for preventing the hockey puck from entering their team's net, thus preventing the opposing team from scoring. The goaltender mostly plays in or near the area in front of the net called the goal crease.
yourusername: @/dylanduke25 pest, noun; an annoying person or thing; a nuisance. (affectionate)
dylanduke25: @/yourusername ☹️
yourusername: @/dylanduke25 AFFECTIONATE ITS AFFECTIONATE PLEASE DONT CRY
dylanduke25: @/yourusername 🤭
yourusername: @/dylanduke25 bitch. (AFFECTIONATE)
trevorzegras: red is definitely your color, just the wrong school
yourusername: @/trevorzegras oh im sorry i thought a college dropout said something to me
trevorzegras: @/_alexturcotte @/yourusername are all of you wisco students mean or just you two?
_alexturcotte: @/trevorzegras @/yourusername we’re nice! just not to you!
yourusername: @/trevorzegras @/_alexturcotte hope this helps college dropout 🫶🏼
trevorzegras: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte ALEX IS A COLLEGE DROPOUT! WE SPENT THE SAME AMOUNT OF TIME IN COLLEGE
yourusername: @/trevorzegras @/_alexturcotte and i like him better than you
trevorzegras: @/yourusername 🤨
_alexturcotte: hey we have a lot in common i think we’d get along great!
colecaufield: @/_alexturcotte stop the madness
yourusername: @/colecaufield @/_alexturcotte nono let the man speak!
_alexturcotte: @/colecaufield @/yourusername yeah let the man speak!
colecaufield: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte 🤠
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername well, we both attended wisco, you’re a kings fan, which hey what a coincidence, im a kings player, and i know kevin fiala and can introduce you two!
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte interesting points, i’ll get back to you in a few business days
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yourusername: national champs and b1g 10 champs baby ! im so unbelievably proud of these girls and everything we’ve accomplished. not only are we back to back b1g 10 champs but we played our hearts out and got the national title too!
thank you wisco for being my home for four years, and thank you to this team who’ve made me the player and person i’ve always strived to be.
to the gophers, you played an outstanding game and im proud of the hard fought game you guys gave me.
next time i see you girls, we’ll be competing for worlds and some of us will be separated but that doesn’t mean it’s the end. LA and worlds, here i come 🫶🏼
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yourbsf: i cant believe you’re graduating 😭
yourusername: @/yourbsf i cant either 🥺
yourbsf: @/yourusername i also can’t believe *they* convinced you to move back to california 🤨
yourusername: @/yourbsf what can i say? the offer was enticing 🫡
fan32: i’m violently ill. i can’t believe it’s been 4 years already, and she’s leaving 😭
fan15: AHHHH CONGRATULATIONS!!!
_alexturcotte: im so unbelievably proud of you and everything you’ve accomplished. glad to see that my negotiation skills payed off :)
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte it was an easy decision, i get my favorite canadians as roommates! best deal ever! @/jordanjs224 @/francesco.pinelli71 @/quintonbyfield @/brandtclarke55
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte but also, thank yous 🥹🫶🏼
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername i should’ve seen that one coming. but also, you’re welcome <3
jordanjs224: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte ROOMIES
francesco.pinelli71: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte ROOMIES
quintonbyfield: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte ROOMIES
brandtclarke55: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte ROOMIES
colecaufield: CONGRATULATIONS! BADGER NATION UNITE! THAT’S MY FAVORITE GOALIE RIGHT THERE! 🫶🏼
slknight35: @/colecaufield excuse me? 🤨
colecaufield: @/sknight35 uhh…gotta run!
yourusername: @/colecaufield THANK YOU! THAT’S MY FAVORITE FUNSIZED FORWARD <33
slknight35: @/yourusername @/colecaufield HAH! you’re my new favorite person
colecaufield: @/yourusername @/slknight35 i don’t like this 🤠
yourusername: @/colecaufield tough shit cockfield
badgerwhockey: unbelievably proud of you! thank you for four amazing years and helping us get back to back b1g 10 champs and back to back national titles. we’ll miss you endlessly ❤️
yourusername: @/badgerwhockey admin 🥹🫶🏼
lhughes_06: THAT’S MY BEST FRIEND!!
markestapa: @/lhughes_06 *OUR
edwards.73: @/lhughes_06 @/markestapa ^^
dylanduke25: @/lhughes_06 @/markestapa ^^
luca.fantilli: @/lhughes_06 @/markestapa ^^
adamfantilli: @/lhughes_06 @/markestapa ^^
yourusername: @/lhughes_06 @/markestapa i think im crying harder then i have ever cried in my life 🥹
erikportillo: 🤩
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yourusername: @/trevorzegras a man of many words, the enemy of silence people
jackhughes: you’re way out of his league
fan38: @/jackhughes jack??? what do you mean???
_quinnhughes: @/jackhughes the only thing we can agree on
_alexturcotte: @/jackhughes @/_quinnhughes to be fair i don’t think anyone is on her level.
fan39: @/_alexturcotte ALEX???
yourusername: @/jackhughes no im just out of your league
_quinnhughes: @/yourusername welcome to the family you’re my new favorite hughes!
lhughes_06: @/_quinnhughes @/yourusername i would be offended but honestly? real. she’s already mom’s favorite. she said that her and dad were booking flights to watch her at worlds
kevinfiala22: congrats 🎉❤️
yourusername: @/kevinfiala22 oh.
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_alexturcotte: two teams, two world titles, two gold medals, one nation, and my girl
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fan32: the way alex included the women’s team too 😭
fan15: did not see alex soft launching his relationship on my bingo card for this year
trevorzegras: mr. game winner
_alexturcotte: @/trevorzegras mr. tournament point leader
jackhughes: @/trevorzegras @/_alexturcotte i’m mr. goal leader
_alexturcotte: @/jackhughes this ain’t about you
jackhughes: @/_alexturcotte BETRAYAL. BETRAYAL EVERYWHERE.
_alexturcotte: @/jackhughes i still love you babe 🫶🏼
usahockey: history. made.
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fan38: highlight of the men’s tournament is when the announcers practically had an aneurysm with jack, quinn, and luke on the ice 😭
fan39: @/fan38 my highlight was watching the guys get excited watching the gold medal game for the women. luke and alex (and a good chunk of the canadian men) looked like children in a candy shop watching yn make saves
colecaufield: WOAH WOAH WOAH (first proud of us) WHO THE FUCK?
yourusername: @/colecaufield language cockfield!
colecaufield: @/yourusername sorry i mean WHOMST THE FUCK?
yourusername: @/colecaufield yeah, okay.
_alexturcotte: @/colecaufield proud of us too!
colecaufield: @/_alexturcotte NO NO NO WHO IS THAT IN THE LAST PICTURE ???
_alexturcotte: @/colecaufield yes.
yourusername: we did that <3
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername we did, and im proud of us beyond comprehension <3
francesco.pinelli71: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte whats going on here ? 🤨
quintonbyfield: @/francesco.pinelli71 @/_alexturcotte @/yourusername young love 🥺
francesco.pinelli71: @/quintonbyfield that’s crazy 💀
brandtclarke55: thank god you you both kicked *their* asses
jordanjs224: @/brandtclarke55 me and my homies hate *them*
yourusername: @/brandtclarke55 @/jordanjs224 i aim to please 🫡
lakings: 🥇 👑 🏒 🥅
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fan5: history was made for both team canada and team usa. both men and women for canada won bronze while both men and women for the united states won gold. im going to sob oh my god 😭
fan32: @/fan5 i’ve been crying since the conclusion of the men’s tournaments 🥹
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usahockey: In honor of our men and women making history by both winning gold at the World Championships this past weekend, we highlight two players of the tournament, goaltender Y/N Y/LN, and center Alex Turcotte. The two of them both attended the University of Wisconsin and played for their respective hockey teams.
Y/N Y/LN spent four years with the Wisconsin Badgers and helped lead the women’s team to 3 consecutive B1G 10 Championship Titles (2023, 2024, and 2025), and 3 consecutive NCAA Championship Titles (2023, 2024, and 2025).
In the tournament, Y/LN had a .937 save percentage, and a 1.42 GAA, which propelled the U.S to a gold medal and a world title.
Alex Turcotte only spent one year with the Wisconsin Badgers and had 9 goals and 17 assists for 26 points in 29 games played.
Turcotte turned pro in 2020, and unfortunately dealt with a few setbacks with illness and injury before having a breakout year in the 2023-2024 NHL season. He is now a core member of the LA Kings alongside roommates, Francesco Pinelli, Quinton Byfield, Jordan Spence, and Brandt Clarke, all of whom also participated in the World Championships and won the Bronze medal for Team Canada.
Now comes the debate we all have been waiting for:
Who did it better? Y/N Y/LN or Alex Turcotte? Let us know down below.
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fan32: Y/N is the only correct answer. if you think anything else, that’s your opinion, but your opinion is wrong
fan15: im a huge turcs lover but Y/N absolutely did it better. she could literally wear a trash bag and she’d still look like a bombshell.
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fan15: TURCS???
yourbsf: Y/N 100%. she’s my wife and this is my biased opinion coming from a 100% certified turcs hater.
yourusername: @/yourbsf i love you 😭🫶🏼
trevorzegras: Y/N. it’s not even a competition. HAVE YOU SEEN HER???
_quinnhughes: @/trevorzegras the only time i’ll ever agree with you
jamie.drysdale: @/_quinnhughes real.
trevorzegras: @/_quinnhughes i expected this from you. but @/jamie.drysdale FUCKING OFFENDED???
colecaufield: as much as i love alex it’s Y/N 100% 😭
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lhughes_06: Y/N. no fucking competition.
edwards.73: @/lhughes_06 on behalf of everyone i think we can all agree that it’s Y/N no debate.
markestapa: @/lhughes_06 @/edwards.73 FR
yourusername: @/markestapa @/edwards.73 @/lhughes_06 my favorite and forever hype men 🥹
jackhughes: alex, buddy, you’re a stud, but i’d be fucking lying if i said that you do it better
yourusername:@/jackhughes ew you’re making me feel emotions 🥹
_alexturcotte: @/jackhughes @/yourusername please ignore her she does in fact feel emotions like a normal person
jackhughes: @/yourusername good. ❤️
francesco.pinelli71: on behalf of the roommates (oh my god and we were roommates) at our household meeting, we all came to the unanimous conclusion that my best friend, Y/N, does in fact, do it better.
quintonbyfield: @/francesco.pinelli71 as a witness to this household meeting, i can in fact, attest to this statement
jordanjs224: @/francesco.pinelli71 even if alex is my boyfriend, i, in good conscience, cannot state that alex did it better. Y/N does and continues to do it better.
brandtclarke55: @/francesco.pinelli71 no one can do it better than Y/N
_alexturcotte: can confirm, Y/N does it better
fan15: @/_alexturcotte WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
fan38: @/_alexturcotte ARE YOU SAYING WHAT I THINK YOU’RE SAYING
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte thank you <33
fan32: @/yourusername @/_alexturcotte WHAT IS HAPPENING
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yourusername:
“i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)” - E.E Cummings
in conclusion, i do it better.
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_alexturcotte: my love <33
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yourbsf: yeah. okay. im fine 🥹
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yourbsf: please take care of my girl 🥹
_alexturcotte: @/yourbsf always and forever
yourbsf: @/alexturcotte oh.
francesco.pinelli71: my roommates (my best friend and her boyfriend) 🫶🏼
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quintonbyfield: my boyfriend and his girlfriend 🥹❤️
yourusername: @/quintonbyfield my boyfriend’s second boyfriend 🫶🏼
quintonbyfield: @/yourusername IM HIS SECOND BOYFRIEND??? @/_alexturcotte explain yourself right now.
_alexturcotte: @/quintonbyfield listen, i got seduced by @/jordanjs224 im sorry you found out this way
jordanjs224: @/_alexturcotte @/quintonbyfield is it me? am i the drama?
jordanjs224: homewreckers stick together 🫶🏼
yourusername: @/jordanjs224 we’re about to be the biggest headache for our boyfriend and roommates 🫶🏼
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername @/jordanjs224 i don’t like this.
jordanjs224: @/yourusername perfect.
_alexturcotte: @/jordanjs224 @/yourusername I REALLY DON’T LIKE THIS
brandtclarke55: MY PARENTS !
yourusername: @/brandtclarke55 MY SON !
_alexturcotte: @/brandtclarke55 @/yourusername that’s not our son
brandtclarke55: @/_alexturcotte @/yourusername ☹️
yourusername: @/brandtclarke55 don’t listen to your father he’s delusional
brandtclarke55: @/yourusername okay mom !
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername 🥲
colecaufield: NO WAY. AM I DREAMING??? IS THIS REAL LIFE?! OH MY GOD. IT’S HAPPENING! IT’S HAPPENED!
yourusername: @/colecaufield IT’S REAL LIFE, BUT COCKFIELD BABY, YOU NEED TO BREATHE BEFORE YOU HYPERVENTILATE
colecaufield: @/yourusername AHHHHHH (my best friend found someone who makes him happy and it happens to be my new best friend 😭🫶🏼)
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elblue6: ❤️
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lhughes_06: i would kill for yn so tread carefully. i have a full college hockey team willing to do anything for her so consider that before doing anything. i don’t care if you are my billet brother and lived with me for a couple of years.
_alexturcotte: @lhughes_06 ��🫡
_alexturcotte: i love you my sweet girl. now and forever.
yourusername: @/_alexturcotte i love you too, my love. forever and evers <33
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_alexturcotte:
“You’re where I stand, hearing the sea, crazy for the shore,
seeing the moon ache and fret for the earth.
When morning comes,
the sun, ardent, covers the trees in gold,
you walk towards me,
out of the season, out of the light love reasons.”
- Carol Ann Duffy
she definitely does it better :)
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yourusername: my beautiful boy, thank you for taking a chance on me, and loving me for a little over a year. i know starting a relationship long-distance isn’t ever ideal, but we made it work and because of it we grew stronger. you are my present, and my future, and i can’t wait to see where life takes us, hopefully, together, side by side. i love you to the moon and to saturn <33
_alexturcotte: @/yourusername my beautiful girl, thank you for being there for me when i felt like i was alone. i wasn’t expecting to find someone as ethereal as you, but the universe always finds a way to shine a light when everything is pitch black. you helped me heal mentally through the frustrating setbacks at the start of my NHL career, and for that i have no words to express the gratitude i have for your abundant amounts of patience. you are my future, and i will be content anywhere as long as you are by my side. i love you to the moon and to saturn ❤️
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a/n: thank you so much for reading !! feedback and reblogs are always appreciated! all my love !!!
-soph <33
#alex turcotte x reader#alex turcotte#alex turcotte social media x reader#nhl x reader#alex turcotte fluff#alex turcotte imagine#la kings#ontario reign#nhl#nhl fic#alex turcotte blurb#nhl blurb#nhl imagine#soph’s writing 🫶🏼#social media imagine
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so heres my pitch for what happens before dimple shows up in the icmhwau:
teruki and mob are hanging out in the middle of one of black vinegars soccer fields. its after school and the sky is heavy and grey, but it hasnt started to rain just yet. mob snuck a milk carton on his way out so he could come see one of the stray cats that sometimes wander onto the school grounds. this one he knows from sitting by for terukis soccer practice over the last few months.
while hes bent down, making soft sounds and petting it, teruki is standing behind him, hands jammed in his pockets and sneering bc he doesnt do. exactly great. not being the center of attention. hes tapping his toe and waiting for mob to get it over with so they can go when theres this big crack of thunder overhead and the cat goes skittering off toward the trees- just as the sky opens up and theres one of those heavy late spring downpours.
teruki is taken offguard, bracing for the rain, when he realizes hes still stood there dry. mobs got a hand up, having thrown a barrier over them reflexively, and humming his disappointment. he stands, dusting his knees off, and when he turns around teruki tries to look like he hasnt just been standing there watching the whole time.
"can we go now?" rude. but no more rude than he usually is, so mob doesnt really mind. he hums his affirmation but pauses, and then shakes his head. teruki frowns and turns fully toward him in response.
mob kinda stands there, hands flexing and unflexing cause hes really not good at putting things into words in this au. it drags on long enough that teruki is just starting to pull away with a scoff when he is stopped cold like he took a stone to the head.
"teru."
that gets his attention in a big way that makes his stomach roil. mobs never addressed him like this before- maybe a soft hanazawa-kun when he needed to, but the nickname cuts straight to the core and he is on guard immediately.
"i.. was thinking."
and now he is feeling outright defensive. a thousand scenarios playing out right like is mob sick of this? is this going to be bad news? is he trying to sugar coat it? and then, worst case scenario; mob steps forward, and starts to reach for him. his hands are small and bruised, little scars and bandages wrapped around his fingers. teruki put those there, and it feels like an intimacy too sacred and mortifying to be broached.
so teruki panics.
"DONT TOUCH ME!" slapping his hands aside. "you just laid hands on that disgusting vermin, its probably diseased."
and mob stands there looking so shocked teruki feels a thrill of success. derailed. whatever was about to happen has been successfully derailed. he preens, starting to turn to pull the lead before mob can recover, but mob speaks before he can get very far.
"cats are actually very good at grooming." tone flat, dry. it gets under terukis skin. mob never objects.
"yeah right. like im going to hear about hygiene from a brute like you." baseless, and mean, the kind of cutting comment he throws around easy but it seems to catch mob off guard this time.
hes frowning, brows turned down and his hair ruffled by a wind that cant reach them through his barrier. teruki sneers and mob shoves him, hands splayed into his ribs in frustrated defiance. teruki scoffs and pushes him tumbling back onto his ass, standing over him.
& its just instinct tbh, at this point, learned experience from watching teruki get backed into corners with his mouth, when mob mutters, "youre mean." and when teruki looks surprised, he continues. "youre a very mean person."
which teruki is taken aback by. "oh, as if! you dont have a high horse, not when youre just some commoner who happens to listen to instruction better than the rest of them. like you havent picked plenty of your own fights, too." that sort of thing. "its embarrassing that youd even try to come after me when youre just some- some nobody."
& its clearly reaching its mark bc as teruki talks, mobs curling his fingers into the grass and bits of dirt and torn blades are starting to curl up into the stagnant, humid air around them. his hairs started to lift and he looks unhappy.
"oh dont look so surprised. you knew what this was. and beyond that- you dont scare me, kageyama. i could kick your ass and still-"
hes cut off by this dizzying woosh, this spike of energy that makes his head spin, and the vertigo only intensifies as he looks around and realizes the barrier is gone; its not that the rain isnt landing on them, its that the rain isnt landing at all.
mob was definitely not radiating unadulterated power like this last time. he may have.. miscalculated his approach.
& you can imagine it from there. teruki panics and lashes out first, which pushes mob over the edge and suddenly theyre fighting and its UGLY. it makes their initial fight look like a joke. it makes the soccer field look like a battleground. it knocks teru half conscious, held by the throat in mobs sweaty, burning grip with blood dripping into his eyes when hes got an abrupt sense of nausea and something eye piercingly green shoots out his nose with an unceremonious, "oh jesus, kid."
im not like, a writer, but you get the idea. fill it in to be better than i could do it LOLOL mob tried to finally put into words, somewhat, what he feels about teruki, which made teruki FREAK because he doesnt know how to be vulnerable like that, he lashes out at mob, mob lashes out back, the autistic immovable object vs the unstoppable adhd force leading into an rsd death spiral. messy. awful. mob knocks the snot (dimple) out of him lololol
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Zo: Alva, I have questions about your empire's agriculture.
DIVINER: Well, I'm not an agriculturalist or a biologist, but I'll answer what questions I can!
Zo: Do you have land-gods? Machines that tend your fields?
DIVINER: No, we had to learn to do everything ourselves! Much of it was discovered in the labs belonging to Eileen Sasaki, which is why she's one of our most revered Ancestors. The Empire wouldn't exist if we couldn't expand our fields!
Zo: I suppose our reliance on our land-gods has limited our expansion.
DIVINER: Um, this might be an awkward question...
Zo: That's fine.
DIVINER: And by awkward, I mean insulting.
BoyNextDoor: Apologizing before the insult. Erend, you can learn a thing or two here.
HIMBO: IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU'RE ALL TOO SENSITIVE!
Zo: Yes it is.
HIMBO: OH REALLY? GRANOLA GIRL?
Zo: …
Zo: So what was your question, Alva?
DIVINER: Do you um, know how to farm?? Without your land-gods, I mean!
DIVINER: Sorry!!
Zo: Oh, that. Yes, we do. Not all our villages are directly in the paths of the land-gods. We haven't expanded much, but we have some.
HIMBO: SHARING A BORDER WITH THE TENAKTH PROBABLY HELPED KEEP YOU GUYS FROM PUSHING OUT.
MARSHAL Kotallo: The Tenakth have always had fine relations with the Utaru.
HIMBO: YEAH, AND I'M GUESSING THAT ANY TIME ANYONE SUGGESTED EXPANDING, SOMEONE BROUGHT THAT UP.
Zo: One of the biggest problems my people have is that we are passive. The land-gods provide more than enough for what we need. Even in our outer villages, we rarely actually need to farm. It is always easier to just sit by and let nature take its course.
FlameHairSavior: In my experience, the people in power generally want things to stay the same.
Zo: True, the Chorus is the worst, but this is a problem common among the Utaru. As much as I wish otherwise, the Chorus are not forcing their own passivity on anyone. This is simply the way we are.
BoyNextDoor: Except for a few brave members of the tribe who will charge into a Cauldron with a couple of strangers.
Zo: You say the sweetest things.
HIMBO: EW, THEY'RE KISSING.
BoyNextDoor: How old are you, twelve?
β: flirt on your own time its science now
DIVINER: Right! Zo, did you have a reason you were asking about the Empire??
Zo: I found a story of the Old Ones about an empire making a colony. It just got me wondering if your people had the expertise to do something like that.
β: what story was it
Zo: Terra Nova.
β: i dont know that one
DIVINER: I don't either! But I'm guessing it's sci-fi?
Zo: What's sci-fi?
DIVINER: ...oh, wow, I just realized how much cultural context you're all missing.
FlameHairSavior: We are not having a movie night. At least not until I can go two consecutive days without having to put out literal fires.
DIVINER: I'm sorry to say, I don't think this is something that can be solved with a movie night!!
β: sure it can there are documentaries on film making or whatever
DIVINER: Oh, documentaries!! Those would be so useful!
DIVINER: I don't have any on my Focus, though!
β: nether do i
β: neither
HIMBO: WHAT'S A DOCUMENTARY?
DIVINER: It's a movie for teaching you about something!
HIMBO: SOUNDS HORRIFYING.
FlameHairSavior: I've changed my mind; we can watch one.
HIMBO: HEY!
FlameHairSavior: Though I do seriously need to find a day without an emergency.
FlameHairSavior: I found a Tenakth town in the desert that is flooded, and still doesn't have any drinking water.
BoyNextDoor: What were you doing back in the dessert?
FlameHairSavior: Okay, this was a while ago. Back when I was traveling to Vegas.
MARSHAL Kotallo: Many of our villages are suffering from such problems.
HIMBO: I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT SORT OF SLAG. DON'T YOU GET MOST OF YOUR FOOD FROM THE UTARU?
MARSHAL Kotallo: We still live off the land where possible, one way or the other. We don't just steal everything from our neighbors. We are not savages.
β: also raiding is not a sustainable long term economic practice
β: pirate nations never last long and aloy said all the bandits are always starving
FlameHairSavior: Yeah. That was back in the Sundom and the Sacred Lands, though. The rebels seem to have things a little more thought-out.
MARSHAL Kotallo: They are attempting to wrest control of Tenakth society. There is more to them than mindless raiding for supplies.
DIVINER: So! I've looked over the archive, and there aren't really any documentaries??
DIVINER: Well, there's one on the history of sourdough bread, but that's probably not going to be interesting to anyone??
MARSHAL Kotallo: What in the name of the Ten is sourdough bread? That sounds like something that has been fouled and is unsuitable for consumption.
DIVINER: I don't know! I haven't watched it!
β: aloy we have a new mission for you
FlameHairSavior: I don't know what sourdough bread is either, and I'm not finding any.
β: no not that you need to find the documentary on film making
FlameHairSavior: And where would I find that?
β: youre supposed to be the anointed chosen baby or whatever thats your job
FlameHairSavior: If there's an undamaged library or something out there, no one has told me about it.
DIVINER: There's one in the Quen lands! Well, not UNDAMAGED, but much less damaged! It's where we obtained much of the Legacy we still have today!
β: see there you go
FlameHairSavior: I'm not going to the Quen lands.
HIMBO: AND HERE I EXPECTED YOU TO SWIM ACROSS THE OCEAN.
FlameHairSavior: No, but I can come back to the base to smack you.
HIMBO: OW!
DIVINER: ...did Aloy somehow get all the way back to the base in seconds to smack Erend??
DIVINER: Oh, never mind, I see.
FlameHairSavior: What?
HIMBO: VARL SMACKED ME!
Zo: How WOULD you go about finding specific data, Aloy? Surely this has happened to you before.
FlameHairSavior: Usually, if it's important, I at least have a lead. I knew Faro was at the center of everything, so I went to Faro HQ. Then I found out about other bunkers and labs. That sort of thing.
DIVINER: All right! Then that just means you have to go to Hollywood!
FlameHairSavior: [Sigh.gif]
FlameHairSavior: Fine. Where is it?
ADMIN [GAIA]: The location of the former Hollywood Boulevard is approximately three hundred and thirty-six miles south-west of this facility. Assuming constant use of striders, and not accounting for detours or sleeping, it would be wise to budget at least forty hours for the outgoing trip.
FlameHairSavior: …
FlameHairSavior: I'm not riding forty hours straight to get you a movie.
DIVINER: Aw.
β: erend what are your plans for the weekend
HIMBO: HAHAHA NO.
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#horizon#horizon zero dawn#horizon forbidden west#HZDBaseChat#aloy#varl#zo#kotallo#alva#erend vanguardsman#beta horizon
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I think I get what you mean though! I was homeschooled so I didn't have any of the Common school experiences my friends had, and that makes the art I want to make... well. Bland. there is nothing Cool or Fun to base it off because I didn't experience Cool or Fun things. I also didn't have access to good TV channels so if I did watch things they'd be old shit my family had, and the few comic books I had were books my family would lend to me. also old. then when I did have access to media I realized I didn't have something I could be so vibrant and passionate about like most artists do. we always know some artists we can locate like "oh this is the artist that draws xyz, this artist fixates on xyz, you can tell this artist uses this other artist as inspiration" BUT I NEVER FEEL LIKE THAT!!! I'll never be that artist because nothing inspired me enough, or I didn't have the chance to meet that inspiration, and now it's too late for that!!! So I'll sit here with the art style I've cooked using many several different ingredients. Which are. The styles of artists I follow here. and then I'll sit here again and feel bad because there's no real motivation behind those pieces. it's all a bad soup of things I've gathered in a bowl because I can't find my own inspirations. Oh well
I dont even have anything to add bc this is just near identical to my experience. Yeah

#long ask#long post#anonymous#skunk mail#though idk! i dont think its a matter of specific channels or books...some ppl get into very obscure things#or what little they had to work with...not me though
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5 9 13 26. gear and os? i assume they have some sort of interesting interactions since they swapped for the april fools. if you dont think theyre too interesting ill take any other duo though ^_^
Uhm. The awkward thing: those two have literally never met. At all! And they never will in canon by nature of neither of their plans having progressed to a point of meeting. I swapped them for funny Canto Villain reasons honestly. However most of these questions could kinda be answered so uhhhhh.
I'll answer any ones i can for them but I'll also answer O. ams/ R.H. Mint since they're related and. Actually interact.
...yknow what fuck it regular Susan and Lilli are going in here for fun as well.
5. Do they get along? Why or why not?
- Gear and Os: no. They absolutely would not by nature of Gear being Gear. They can play pretend for a bit but... no. (Extended: Gear does respect a few of the things Os has done! Unfortunately for Os that would likely lead to him getting classified as an interesting person and instead of getting tormented out of spite he would get tormented to turn him into something Useful. Oops!)
- Mint and Ams: yyyyessss? An onlooker would absolutely not describe whatever's going on with them as Healthy but. I'd say they get along! R.H Mint looks at least 2% less dead inside and O. Ams seems actually happy to be around him (and hasn't tortured him! Wow!) There is the occasional vivisection and other similar shit but. Uh. Mint seems fine with it.
- Susan and Lilli: they... do seem to get along. They're civil, at least. Bit awkward though. Well... Susan seems pretty awkward around Lilli, and whilst they don't necessarily avoid her they don't seek her out. Lilli... still isn't over Susan and often ends up tailing them around. She'll back off for a bit when asked, though.
5. What is one quality they have in common?
- Gear and Os: oh boy a difficult one. Their hatred for authority, I guess. Ability to permanently fuck up people's lives? Idk.
- Mint and Ams: hmm. Another hard one actually. Maybe their desire to distance themselves from who they were before? R.H. Mint has a lot less of the repressed vengeance thing than regular Mint.
- Susan and Lilli: they're both stubborn. Painfully so. Good luck getting either of them to change their mind on something!
13. Do they have any disdain/contempt for each other? How do they show it?
- Gear and Os: obviously don't have any in canon due to. Not meeting. Hypothetically though... well, Gear is Gear. You can guess what they'd do (Also bonus disdain for humanity or whatever.) Os obviously Would Not like Gear but... what is there he can do about it? He'd talk back at first, i suppose.
- Mint and Amaryn: hmmm. To begin with? Definitely. I mean Mint broke in and therefore got Torment Nexused. Kinda had a GladOS and Chell thing going to begin with - Ams putting Mint through Fun Shit and mocking him, and Mint just not bothering to respond (though R.H Mint barely responds to anyone.) There's less animosity now- they're still weird about it, but hey Mint talks now.
- Susan and Lilli: kinda? Susan doesn't really have contempt or disdain, just finds it kinda awkward and hopes Lilli moves on already. Lilli has some stuff towards Susan, mostly for breaking things off. She mostly just expresses it by. Being herself. And also annoying. Which is... what she does anyway.
26. How would these characters react to being stuck in a small room with each other?
- Gear and Os: oh boy torture time. I give it 10 minutes before Os is getting torn apart and put back together. 20 if he's lucky. (Os isn't weak by any means! Gear is just... well, Gear. Second to last canto for a reason!)
- Mint and Ams: [REDACTED] ....jk. but it wouldn't be that different from how they are normally honestly. So... yeah they probably wouldn't be that bothered. What happens depends on how long they're stuck for.
- Susan and Lilli: probably not too badly? It'd be awkward as hell for sure (especially on Susan's end) but they'd probably end up sitting on opposite sides of the room until someone let them out.
#Bad End mint and ams amuse me. in both their bad ends actually but this specific world is just funny to me#the dynamic is so wildly different from the canon one-#like their actual canon stuff takes ages cuz they're getting to know and trust each other (and are also. repressed idiots.)#meanwhile O. Ams is just like “hmm this pathetic man has enraptured me.”#the Gear and Os hyptheticals were fun :)#and i wasnt gonna talk abt them originally but i just. wanted to include whatever's up with susan and lilli#its so awkward it makes everyone else uncomfortable#oc stuff#still don't have an ask tag#limbus creatures tag
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Hello there darling
Can I request for a welcome home ppl react to a 9 tales kitsune reader
Like she/he has lived in the woods for a long time and was curious what the neighborhood was like and the people that were in it
And the fact that there tales were soft and he/she was beautiful and helped wally finally get a good rest sleep with his/her tales
if u don't mind
(I dont mind at all, Darling! I apologize for getting to this late TT but I really love this! Hope I live up to your expectations! Before we continue…as much as I personally dislike this I really want to post something for you guys ;))

The Kitsune Fox; a fox spirit that can turn into a human to trick and fool those who are easily fooled. Although even the most cautious can’t resist the temptation the spirits posses. In some folklore these spirits are wise and humble spirits that help the living, others say they are evil and only wish to hurt those that are weak.
They are rumored to see and hear all that goes on in the world and if deemed worthy—they can interact and help.
“Sally, I know you like this kind of thing but is it really necessary to say all the scary and nasty stuff on our sleepovers?” A slightly shaken and worried Julie interrupts Sally’s dramatic explanation of the fantasy tale making the star puppet stop and turn to her.
“Oh, sorry! I just really love those stories,” she gives a brief pause and glances around at the rest that were asleep. The only ones still awake was her Julie and Wally. “Besides everyone else is asleep.” She whispers back.
“Yeah, but now Julie won’t be able to sleep, you know how she gets.” Wally tiredly replies, patting Juliet’s shoulder softly. The scared blonde hugging her stuffed doll close to her chest.
“Oh, I’m sorry, Julie.” Sally frowns then opens her sleeping bag to her friend. “We can cuddle until you fall asleep, how’s that sound?”
“Okay!” Julie nods and smiles as she crawls over and hugs her best friend. “We can go see the small shrine tomorrow? The one you were talking about earlier.”
Sally hums and nods, already half asleep due to the warms Julie was providing. She was telling them that she found a small shrine not that far and wanted them to go with her to check it out.
Speaking of which here you are, draped over the roof of the shrine, your fox ears tall and alert and tails swinging about as she let out a boring sigh. “How boring…I guess a couple 100 years will do that, huh?” This is a common thing for you. Talking to yourself I mean. You have been alone for over a few centuries.
Your ears flicker when you hear slow and relax heartbeats, the neighborhood must be asleep now. You’ve noticed the neighborhood not that long ago but was always a bit hesitant to go down there and say hi. What if they think you’re evil and cast you away?!
Anyways, you’ve been keeping an eye on them for the time being. Just watching over them.
“What..?” You sit up when you pick up on a faster heartbeat, was someone having a nightmare?
“I need to investigate..what if someone’s in danger?” With a new found determination you gracefully float down and toward the neighborhood.
As colorful and unique the neighborhood is you can explore just yet. Your ears snap to the sound of the beat of the racing heart to a house. You peek inside a window to see a blue haired puppet rubbing his eyes as he takes a few deep breaths.
You tilt you head as you can still hear his heartbeat beating a bit too fast so you swiftly float in through the cracked open window which gets his attention.
“Who’s there?”
“I’m sorry…you had a nightmare?” Way to start a conversation, I suppose. Then again it’s been so long since you had a conversation with someone else and have gotten a response.
Wally however wasn’t worried at the fact that you, a complete stranger has entered Julie’s home but the fact that you were the exact tale sally was gushing out early that night. You are so beautiful, majestic and grateful even in your tone. Your ears are tall and huge, your tails! Gosh they look soft and the fact you got nine of them! Blow his mind, alright.
“Um…hello?” You asked, waving your hand in front of him making his jump a bit.
“Oh! Sorry, you’re just…you’re so pretty that’s all.” Wally shrugs it off and smiles.
You blink at this, he think you’re pretty? Seriously? What does that mean exactly? “..thank you?”
“..so you’re here because you thought I had a nightmare?”
“Your heartbeat was fast, that’s not normal.” You said as you pointed to his chest. “Then again, it’s been a few days now that I hear that from you, you’re the one that live in the red house, right? The one that’s alive.”
“Home you mean? Yea that’s me, Wally.” He smiles, his heart beat is calming down. That’s good.
“Wally…I’m (Y/n), I live on the shrine that’s up the hill.”
“Sally was telling us about it earlier! That’s where you live, that’s fantastic, you can meet the others.” Wally was now so excited to share his new found friend with the rest.
You tilt you head and hums seeing that Wally was still tired, he’s fighting his sleep but still talking to you. “Shouldn’t you be sleeping?”
“Sleeping? No, no I can’t sleep now.” Was it the nightmare? You mind is racing with solutions but to no avail. Oh wait!
You perk up at your idea and float towards him, shifting a bit bigger as you circle your body around him and using one of your tails to gently push hums against you and wrap the remaining tails on him like a blanket.
“What are you doing, friend?”
“Helping you sleep.” Was all you mumble before gently humming a soft lullaby you wound for centuries and slowly but surely the blue haired puppet closes his eyes and lets calming sleep take over him, the most calming sleep he’s has these past few days.
The morning sun comes up and shines onto the neighborhood, everything was peaceful and—
“AHHH! there’s a fox in the living room!!”
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The end :) I wrote all this in a Ross parking lot 🧍🏻now I know I’ve abandoned you guys—IM SORRY! But it’s been a hard couple of months and I’m trying to get into my happy hobby again which is writing and talking to you guys 💜
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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD okay.
so i watched the 8 hour jack stream(jesus) aka watched genloss top to bottom again and listened to his theories and stuff(i really vibe with the "kidnapped as kids" angle more now) and started thinking about some theories he and chat mentioned and.
now im thinking with like. ok its probably a pretty common theory, this post was what prompted this additional idea of mine actually, but ill explain it a bit: the theory that, since sneeg and charlie can come back over and over again, and they have referenced like, refusing to do the cooking challenge in ep 1, and how charlie was playing the mouse trap but ate the cage, they have obviously done the same kind of scenes we saw ranboo do, right. and then in the Announcement video we see the same kind of "missing poster" type headshots of them, with the caption "Found them!"
i dont remember exactly where it was confirmed that showfall made the missing person posters, but like. yeah. these images are for missing posters like ranboo had. and with sneeg being caught by the security in ep 3, he had tried to escape, just like ranboo and charlie. and i feel like this wasnt the first or last time they have tried this!
also, during that screenshot the announcer says "our hero will meet a cast of crazy characters, who you may recognize", aka the audience has seen these "actors" before in other things! this is their first live show but what have they made before...?
then, with one of the Very first lines Ranboo says in the first episode, "it wasn't supposed to be like this"... showfall/hetch made it seem like this is ranboos first show and he's being tested for how well he does as The Hero.
I dont think what we saw is Ranboos first time starring in a showfall production.
its the first live thing like the announcement video said but i think hetch lied when he talked about how its a test, i think Ranboo's been here at least a few go arounds, if not tens/hundreds/thousands of times. WHICH MEANS in the end when he gets his memories back... theres an infinite amount of possibility of things they could remember for what they have been made to do in the past :) Bc remember, while this is comedy->horror, it was still relatively tame and non-explicit (at least by my personal standards?) so it is quite possible they have been in more R rated horror stuff, slashers, gore, actual saw, some kind of even worse psychological horror things, but also that they might have had incredibly good experiences like love and joy and community and anything positive too, and to remember all that in a rush... oh boy so i believe it is a circular reproduction, maybe they run through scenes repeatedly over and over while perfecting every little detail and getting different takes of genuine emotion but every time Real and a First experience... some kind of purgatory(omg christian hell reference) or endless torture or such...
ok that got really maybe unneccessarily angsty so heres my other thought:
i love me a fucking colour theory and colour symbolism! it bothered me a bit how like. in the promo game we get ranboo, then green friend/the villain(obviously charlie, tho the villain part still confuses me a Bit since its not quite true?), the blue friend/the taken(obvs sneeg) and then the red stranger/the saviour. and like it would logically follow that the red is hetch right?
jack when theorising said the titles are self descriptive, which i buy into, at least for the first episode context, charlie is the villain role, sneeg was taken(put in a cage and later snatched by the sharkciclester), and hetch was trying to help and save ranboo from this situation! but then in the second ep we also have red puzzler, and red niki? i WISH niki had. any kind of bigger role to build a Saviour type off of her but i dont think she does :( the puzzler is an option, since they make it seem like the puzzler tries to save ranboo? and thats actually a whole other thought like. since we know hetch was not actually helping ranboo, was the puzzler Genuinely helping them, and somehow showfall found out and killed him?? idk ANYWAYS that colour coding falling apart a bit made me think about how ranboo is also red!! rgb trio yknow??
if the titles are self descriptive... well i dont think Ranboo really felt like The Hero much, especcially not in the end...
I think Ranboo is actually meant to be the Saviour.
Esp with the jesus coding! I believe this kind of thing has happened many times before, with sneeg/charlie/ranboo/others realizing that shits fucked, and trying to escape, only to be caught and put back in the production. I think Ranboo(main character syndrome) was in a previous iteration the Saviour, who tried to help sneeg and charlie and others get out of there, to save them, save everyone. but they failed. got captured. once again waking up again with a "it wasn't supposed to be like this..."
and so the cycle continues, and the content wheel keeps spinning.
(ive only been in tumblr tags so feel free to link me any other ppl who arrived at the same conclusion)
#if you actually read to the end of this somehow ily take a cookie#this is giving me prologue/au ideas so i wanted to type it out to anyone who wants inspiration or smth#generation loss#genloss#ranboo#ranboolive#generation loss the social experiments#genloss meta#genloss theory#genloss au#bear.txt#i am bearpat#this post took so long bc i keep having more ideas but adding them all would make this even more incomprehensible i gotta stick to a thesis
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11pm - Chapter 1 - Solars_whitchy_corner - Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) [Archive of Our Own]
https://archiveofourown.org/works/63697042/chapters/163291600
Arcane, Viktor x Jayce
Also guys I'm on episode 5 so dont judge
Heres the fic underneath
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The soft rain rattled the thin pane windows of the study. It was dark inside their shared apartment, the only source of light being their dull desk lamp that was somehow still working. No one knew how it was still working but eternally grateful nonetheless. Rent had reached higher this year meaning that bills such as electricity and water had to be saved as much as they could. Which would explain the unfortunate sad lamp working harder than the average intellectual seen in modern history.
Pen was also heard furiously rustling over the paper as its wielder with an evident lack of patience wrote down formulas upon formulas. Now, to the common student in Piltover Academy it was a great shock to see something so above their skill level even professors avoided confrontation with said formula or "scientific discovery" but these two students were not in fact, common. They had a passion for their said "discovery", they sought most things that other students would find appalling or dangerous, instead, interesting. That is who they were.
These two individuals although were widely known. One of course more approachable than the other. Maybe it was due to the first person being more charismatic and warm than the other, but that was another reason why the duo was so well known. Even if they were "opposite" they fit. That's what made people sceptic and interested in them.
The door clicked open then proceeded with a soft close. The wielder of said pen had still not ceased furiously writing, in fact, as time had went on the sounding sighs of frustration has grown, and the unfortunate life of the pen was at total mercy. Although objects in the real world do not have souls or life, if this pen could talk it wouldn't. It would be dead.
"Viktor how long have you been working? I swear you're the exact same as I have left you for work this morning" sounded a sonorous voice from the front of the study.
The writing had stopped for a brief merciful period of time. The hunchback uncurled himself from his desk and peered to look over at his partner standing in front of him.
"oh! Jayce? How come you are so early?" asked the fellow at the desk, his accent hinting the tinge of Czech.
Jayce's eyebrows furrowed, he sighed in disappointment. "Viktor" he paused, adding another sigh to seemingly imitating the aggravated parent when their child had not gone to sleep or eaten their vegetables. "It's 11pm - I left at 8 am."
Viktor chuckled to himself, getting up from his chair, holding onto the end of the table as he got up in one motion. "I've done it again haven't I?" He grinned a shy grin, "lost track of time, but hey! don't you do it to?!?"
Now it was Jayce's turn to look away in guilt. Ever the hypocrite when it came to others, but it couldn't be helped he had been like that for a long time. As the saying went; Old habits die hard?
"Yeah, but at least I work with someone to at least keep me sane?!" replied Jayce in a sarcastic tone. To the common student they would be shocked at Jayce's words, except for a few of course, but in whole of the student body, only a few would find it amusing and grin. Example A: Viktor.
He cracked a small smile. "I'm sorry, I know this is our work together but I couldn't help it you must understand me Jayce. Yes?" Viktor started to play with the hairs on the back of his neck. The situation wasn't awkward. It had never been.
So, why was it there an air of unneeded care in the air? There had been many times Viktor would wake up on his desk, either with a blanket draped around him or tea by his side, and Jayce had never ceased to subdue his excitement when Viktor would fill him in what he solved or how Viktor's day at work had been. To include it was vice versa, they were partners, a team, but Viktor couldn't help but feel awkward in this moment in time.
Jayce smiled but gave a weary, stretched smile, "Yeah, you're right. I do a shit ton when you're off on work too."
He walked over with flawless grace over to where Viktor was standing, and peered over his work and then at him. Viktor's was a bit taken aback, sure they had their domestic almost marriage like moments but they were never this close in proximity.
Jayce said with a teasing tone, "Judging how tired you are, i guess someone will have to proofread these in the morning."
Viktor rolled his eye of course he is cheeky to him. Why would he not be? Although before Viktor could even utter a word in, Jayce had turned to walk away. He stopped before he walked out.
"You know I'm a night owl so don't hesitate to come over to the living room when you've tidied up" and with that he left.
Viktor was confused. It felt different. Way more intimate now.
#arcane#jayvik#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#a03 fanfic#jayce talis#viktor#jayce x viktor#viktor x jayce
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woohoo !! didnt except to respond to this whole essay (for more context, im talking about the document jay made about the drama in the kaeloo fandom lol) considering the fact that its basically just 222 pages of insults towards random (and especially her mental state -who tf do you think you are btw) and then pretending to be a saint by randomly saying "b-but ! i dont h-hate you guys 🥺". i knew that this whole "call-out post" would be bullshit, but thats just low. really, really low. i figured that you and your little friends (or should i refer to yall as a cult too ? since we're going in the extremes :)) were mostly just here to insult people and play the victims, but i didnt think it would be that bad. i wont say much about whats in the document because i think its randoms place to do so, since its basically just a long ass diss to her, but i still wanted to write a short response. am i allowed to though ? i mean, as a teen (even if im 18 in a few months, ive been called underage in your document so ill go with that) i can draw and read explicit content to explore my sexuality 🥺🥺 but i cant think for myself right ? :/ thats too bad. i cant agree with my friends because that would also mean that im a yes-man and that im being manipulated or wtv helps you sleep at night lol
this is just to respond to the little part that has been directly adressed to me: if my answers are short when the drama is brought up its because...i actually dont give that much of a fuck about the drama itself. do i think that you guys are gross for writing and drawing porn of children and animals ? yes, i do. would i care if you just stayed in your own server to share that shit to your "safe place" ? absolutely not. you do you. that is none of my problems if you dont bring it up in a space you share with KIDS. thats the whole problem with you. you posted your disgusting content in websites where kids will obviously find. as an adult, you must be really naive to think that they will just read your warning and think: oh yeah !! ill just move on to a new fic :3 !!
they are kids. this is a kid show. obviously, you are sharing your fandom with kids, and you have to be careful about that. that is your responsibility, whether you like it or not. you cannot except to be appreciated and respected when you write porn about kids, in a fandom full of kids. if you genuinely, truly believe that everyone should accept you for that...then man, theres nothing i can do for you. but you know, you could share your things since you cherish them so much in patreon or in your discord server if its too explicit, but ao3 ? wattpad ? the stm ? those are FILLED with young teens. i can't believe you're whining about having to respect rules to coexist in a fandom of a show about kids with kids...wild
again, this is my OPINION. i cannot force you to not like...well, the things that you like... but i can definitely call you out if you're sharing that to kids, even if its indirectly and that you put warnings or whatever. you need to be cautious about the members of the fandom. if you're unhappy about this, then leave the space that isnt for you.
as i said, this happens in many fandoms filled with minors: bunch of adults are weird. they're being called out for being weird. they cry about it and create a group. they call people who call them weird, weird. its really common. thats why the center of the drama isnt new or interesting to me. thats why i dont write essays whenever it is brought up in the main server, or when nsfw fics were posted there. creeps exist in EVERY FANDOMS. do i still think its good to call them out ? totally. but that explain why i:
1. didn't really say anything when jay were posting their fics. since they agreed with us on the topic of kaeloo fics with nsfw but still were posting them, i figured out that there was not point in arguing. i just ignored the weird parts of the stories or simply didnt read anything. i dont like conflicts, and had a lot going on (still do), so i didnt speak about it before. thats my bad though: even if jay wouldnt have cared because they have a different opinion than me about aging up characters apparently, i shouldve said something whenever i had the chance and not only when the subject of fics with porn was brought up, and i take full responsibility. but you must know that i do not support those type of works and never have said that i do. whenever we spoke about it, i made it very clear that it was gross and that i dont agree with it at all. to tlak about jay's fics again, i mostly was enthusiastic about all the parts where sex wasnt involved (about the ss of me talking about jays fic about pregnancy, i loved seeing how mr cat and kae would act as soon-to-be parents ! i think its cute !! do not mean that i agree with writing full scenes about how that child is made).
jay has great ideas, thats why i liked their work so much. i will never pretend that i hate EVERYTHING that they do. theyve wrote and drew great stuff, and just because i dont agree with them as a person doesnt mean that ill ignore that or the compliments that ive given to them. i admire a lot of their work and didnt lie about any nice things ive said to them. this is not all white or all black.
2. didnt write really big responses in the STM. this is a server about kaeloo. the drama isnt really brought up there, except when its important or at the start of it. with college, job, family issues and the start of adulthood soon, i do not have time to be on discord in the first place. either im here for a brief moment, or i can be active when everyone is asleep so they already said everything i had in mind and all i can say is "yes" to messages i agree with and "no" to messages i dont. you do not know me, and if you genuinely believe that this is all i think about what is happening, then you're just extremely stupid...obv i wont talk about everything i think in details in the STM, or rub it in your face.
the only reason why im involved is because you're harassing my friend and i do not want her to suffer alone. its as simple as that. i will always support my friends in public, and correct them in private if i think they did something wrong. is random perfect ? do i think that she does no wrong ? ofc not. i'll always tell her if i think that she's not doing something right, the only difference is that i'll tell her in private, not in a discord server. how do you except anyone to listen to you if you already don't respect them enough to confront them privately and privately only ?
i think ive spoken for my part and i will not speak for any other people involved in this ridiculous drama. i think this is all really a personal issue with random (and also khamil apparently) and i do not believe that it's my place to speak for any of them. as i think your friend said, which i think is true, im not relevant in this drama, and again im just really here to support random but also to express myself when i think that its a general matter.
so ill conclude this by saying that this is a really disappointing document. posting the insults that have been told to my friend, for no reasons other than hurting her, giving her a few really serious and uncalled for diagnosis, posting her vents from when she was a teen to make her feel vulnerable, posting hateful and ableist comments about her publicly, posting comments of people insulting vulnerable members who need to vent and more...that is so, so petty.
jay, i didnt know you for long and we weren't super close, but i still liked you a lot (/p ofc). i know you'd love to think that you're the victim and that we are all just shit talkers who hated you or whatever, but that is not the case. reading the messages of the drama after the drama has been shocking. reading your tumblr posts, reading what your friends said to my friend, reading your document, all of that have been so disappointing. not here to play violins and act dramatic btw, this is just a fact i wanted to share.
theres a lot of things unsaid, but i think that it's really random's place to speak about it, not me or anyone else. id like to respect her opinion in all of this, so ive only really spoken about what i generally think :] !! that being said, i wont post this seriously about whats going on anymore except if i need to, thats why im blocking a few people too. i want to enjoy my post without child porn being rubbed in my face. i really feel like all this other part of the fandom wants is attention, so i wont focus my whole tumblr on them lol, but calling them out is still important to me. i dont except them to change their ways since they look so sure of themselves, but anyone can dream, right ? sorry about how disorganised it is, or if my english is bad and also for my spelling mistakes lmao 🤸🤸 ty for reading this far though !! please check out random's response when it comes out !!
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