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have another wip bit. not bad friends not toxic yaoi either but something far worse

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I fully believe Mr. Faust is the most disturbing part of malevolent. By a long shot.

It’s not just the idea of cannibalism or murder or Arthur’s barbarity caused by tkiy that makes it so disturbing. It’s John that makes it so disturbing. It’s Arthur’s ability to see the death of corpses he touches. The fact that every single time Arthur touched Faust to take a bite of him, John had to watch his death over and over just so Arthur could eat. A constant reminder that the worst, most powerful parts of John caused this, and that in a way, Arthur’s violence was his fault. It’s like the king is telling John that he can’t escape what he comes from, his true nature.

And whenever Arthur does his corpse touching ability, it sounds like it hurts John by the way he talks. So what was he doing while Arthur ate Faust? Was he silent? Was he begging Arthur to stop? Stopping means starvation. This is why Faust is the ultimate punishment to me because it effectively dehumanizes Arthur and destroys John’s self image and faith in his friend, which are key parts of their individual characters.

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COLLINS: You know, I’ve been meaning to ask you, lad. What’s wrong with your eyes?

ARTHUR: What do you mean?

COLLINS: You’re never quite looking at me. Always in the vague direction, but never at. And you pause a lot at strange times, changing the subject, like you’re deciding in your mind what to say next. It’s like there’s… something off with you.

ARTHUR: I'm autistic.

COLLINS: Aye, that'd do it.

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fell for the oldest trick in the book

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good morning, beloved

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there are people with genders you will never comprehend and people fucking in ways you will never understand and people making art you just don't get and that shit RULES

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asexual sex workers are braver than any US marine

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The idea that John and Arthur are an exploration of how platonic love is just as powerful as romantic love and the thought that John and Arthur should fuck sloppy style are ideas that can and should coexist. Methinks

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Larthur cowboy AU by @yellows-secret-blog (repost!)

I... No explanation for this but I still like it....

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personally i think it's metal as fuck that the scene that cemented john as a trans allegory involved him shooting a transphobe in the head and saying "only i decide who i am"

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I LOVE MALEVOLENT

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Kayne looking a bit more scary :]

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Faroe-verse anyone?

Me and my partner started writing up a whole au about Faroe being in Arthur’s place, but instead of The King In Yellow, she finds herself harboring a fragment of Shub-Niggurath. Its been eating away at my brain forever, I love these girlies.

Faroe design inspired(?) by @beentobeetle, it slapped so hard its just now how I see Faroe in general

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I also did a lil animatic! While it is not perfect, I am still proud of it :)

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after a suicide attempt in 2016

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what do we think chat is he cooked???

audio is from dan vs.

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Some more soundrods