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sibylsleaves · 2 months

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thank youuuu i really wish fandom at large could internalize the concept that sometimes other people will hate your favorite character and it's not because they're stupid or evil nor is it a problem that needs to be solved. different people enjoy different things out of fiction and yelling at other real human beings over their opinions on fictional characters is just. deeply unnecessary.

like, yes. homophobia and misogyny are real problems that are very real in this very fandom. and also everywhere, largely.

however. sometimes it is also fun to hate a character!!! sometimes even a woman! or a gay man!

#sibyl answers #anon #911abc discourse #i dont even hate any of them 😭😭😭#i dont even hate the buckley parents you guys.....im so not a hater. im not cut out for it #but i will defend your right to be a hater to my DEATH

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guinevereslancelot · 15 days

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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy

#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her #she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy #and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general #HOWEVER #i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids #one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids #and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere #like im actually worried about it #i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly #and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on #so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention #anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho #and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job #but im so sadddd #also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group #its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff #and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly #literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving #things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much #but i literally can't see a future here #and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired #she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks #anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids #its just really hard #which is why i've stayed this long #i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss

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slog-the-book · 2 months

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i find it funny when everyone is like “[their country] RAHHHHHH” during olympics like yes!! be proud! brazil rahhhhh philippines rahhhhhh indonesia rahhhhhhh etc etc. but then when an american does it, its so corny

#like americans are nationalistic every day of the year bru 😭 get outttt yall arent one of ussss #i feel like this is a risky post #or when its british people too like sorry but… too much resentment for the colonial capital of the world for me #but i feel like british people get less global flack for it because they’re genuinely less irritating than americans are 😭#the french are also on thin ice but they get a pass this year since theyre hosting #dont even get me started on isr*el like. i genuinely dont want to give them air i hate them sm 😭😭😭#slogging #olympics 2024 #paris olympics #anti usa #<- like i dont want any corny americans coming for me #i am rooting for any other country besides usa tbh (except the one committing literal genocide obvi)

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bigothteddies · 2 months

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not to post about someone who isn’t here anymore but I miss bbycnt so bad that’s my fucking friend right there she was the fucking best 😭

#unimportant thoughts #woke up to the sweetest message of support from her this morning #ripping my CHEST OPEN dude people CARE about me sometimes #😭😭😭#like! im her friend !!!#she wants me to be happy and cut out unhealthy people from my life !!#she introduces me to her girlfriend and sends me cat videos and !#stopping at any sadness in its tracks from now on by asking myself ‘what would bbycnt say about this’#what am i doin dude #this year i told myself one of my goals was to stop getting so in my head about my friendships #and consciously reach out to friends more and trust that they would communicate if i was annoying #and where am i now? frustratingly alone feeling because i let myself convince myself everyone hates me #refusing to reach out to people who have done absolutely nothing but welcome me with kindness #just becsuse i decided that they dont care about me the way i want to according to my arbitrary rules and experiences #UGH #need to splash water on my face and slap my cheeks a few times #Teddy!!! be normal about your friendships and bonds with people !!!!#you cant expect everyone to understand when youre sad or lonely and want reached out to!!! you have to reach out yourself too!!!!#i mean admittedly some of my pain is that it feels like im the only one reaching out and caring and its nof reciporicated #BUT im not even giving people a chance or communicating that im just giving up cause i love self induced misery #GOING TO DO BETTER #going to do better going to do better people care about me and want to be my friend i need to be a better friend for them #🫡🫡🫡#delete later #bbycnt

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thedrotter · 5 months

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i saw this trend and it reminded me of Yuuichi okay i had to do it ... featuring Yuuichi's heart on the back: for once they get along on the topic of mayonnaise

#re:kinder #yuuichi mizuoka #takumi re:kinder #fanart #i soent so long on this jve been at it for 8 days straight #it was me against my crappy computer #i have no idea how long it took anymore . ITS A MINIMUM OF 12 HOURS I DONT KNOW I DO KNOW IT IS ON THE DOUBLE DIGITS #i dont do animation a lot almost. never . so i probably could have done it in less if i wasnt trying to figure out whay was going #i could say a lot #my favorite part all through to do was anything involving Yuuichi's heart because his expressions are funny #EVEN ON THE TWEENING I WAS LAUGHING BECAUSE OF HOW I MADE HIM STOP ALL FUNCTION ONCE SPOKEN TO😭😭😭😭#raw confusion #silly things like that gets me thinking hes just a little kid😭 (ignoring bloodshed)#anyway if youre curious this was done with pencil2d and clip studio paint #pencil 2d for the sketch and frame by frame lip syncing and blinking #then csp for lineart coloring text and tweening #i had to fight against my computer to do this 2 of the days i spent on this were intense fighting with it #but at least i managed to finish it despite . many headaches because of my computer hating on me and making me redo work a lot #i think it turned out nice #IGNORE ANY GOOFY ERRORS #IM NOT SMART ENOUGH TO FIX THEM

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months

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Speaking of ocs, I have no idea why I deleted this drawing off here. I think I hated it when I finished it, and now I looked back on it and I'm like, this is pretty okay??

#also I hate how you guys have literally sent asks for my oc game(thanks!!!!)#but i still feel this weird 'oh god im being so annoying' ickyness #will i never be freed from the prison which is my own head #im like ah i need to draw ocs more :) its comforting #and then i start drawing them more #and my brain starts clawing itself abt having not drawn any fanart in a bit #tbf i dont really have good ideas for either 😭😭#but thank you guys for supporting my recent endeavors :)#even if i still feel anxious abt it. all your asks have made me feel very soft <3 #but yah idk i try to engrain in myself: my blog i do what i want #and then i still get insecure abt being annoying. but you guys dont care :) so i need to stop caring #idk i think people could literally yell at me that im not being annoying and id still have to go lay in the dark +#and have an entire self monolog to myself abt how im a plague upon this world #catie.art.

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minglana · 7 months

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feel like throwing up just by thinking of the concept that tomorrow i have to choose an erasmus destination honestly

#i dont think im ready to go to germany.... i dont have any type of language certification...#and apparently they dont rly go easy on u at all. like they dont care that youre a foreign student they treat u like any other student #and idk same w vienna i think. plus its more expensive. idk. OH OH and i havent even told my parents.#this time fr i wasnt trying to hide anything from them i just. completely forgot😭so i have to call them today and tell them #and maybe theyll be able to help some. another option is staying here or go to a flat next yr. idk i have some moments where i rly wanna le #leave. and other times i feel like i need a 180º in life yknow #idk. thinking abt the future makes me soooooo nervous im not even kidding. i hate it #z xarre

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microwaving-tesilid-argente · 1 month

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reading the comments of OI stories is so unpleasant sometimes like 😭 i hate seeing people rage and curse at characters who aren't the protags. bro it's not their fault that they're antagonists and they're not even THAT annoying lmao

#ch 194 #'theyre here to make tesilid's life miserable'#me: oh no (expressionlessly). anyway #idk maybe its bc for me tesilid's life being miserable is GOOD for me as a reader #so i dont hold anything against the antagonists #the story literally tells you over and over that the world is designed to torment tesilid #like look me in the eye and tell me which family w unique looks wouldnt clock their long lost member right away LMAOOO #theyre cartoonishly evil for a reason #and they dont even play upon any evil tropes of like. reminding u of evil people u know irl 😭#whr is all that anger in your body coming from #wait. i just realised that the only chars i want to see miserable are the chars i like LMAO #i desperately need to see reed bloodied and beaten up #not bc i hate him (which is the case for some commenters on um. checks notes. the first bloody ch reed appears)#but bc i like him very much i just want to see him in a situation whr he isnt arrogant and confident like he usually is #are you telling me most ppl dont consume fiction in this way. lol #growing up on the 'i hope my blorbo explodes ♥️' website sure has its effectz #...i did not mean to use the z and speak like its 2000 #anw im also j wondering if ppl who curse every minor antagonist know how stories work #like... stories need antagonists. you know that right #right. whyre u getting mad that the protag isnt having a smooth sailing life. lol #this antag literally JUST appeared how are you hating them already

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maddy-ferguson · 7 months

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i think the reframing of girls disliking pink and other stereotypically feminine things as internalized misogyny that you should overcome by the time you're an adult woman is an immense feminist loss

#retrospectively...#and like i say: brf slt #like when you think about it. the needing to overcome it. that's crazy?😭 because in the end what are you ACTUALLY encouraging #do i think a lot of girls reject pink at some point growing up in part because it's associated with girls and girls and by extension things #associated with girls are seen as inferior yes...but i think that's kind of a superficial analysis? like maybe it's not just bc we hate #being girls it might also be because liking pink and whatever else is FORCED upon us. and pink itself isnt a big issue its a harmless color #but when you apply that logic to other big things women are encouraged to do...i dont KNOW but SOMEHOW we've come right back to women being #encouraged to like pink and makeup because if they don't they're antifeminists and 'not a girl's girl'? 😭#i want you to know that as i'm writing this i'm wearing a skirt and tights with hearts on them i dont even have a vested interest in people #thinking stereotypically feminine things like stereotypically feminine clothes are like bad #but yeah when you think like that about pink it's kind of whatever because yes pink/blue is the simplest most basic gender dichotomy #but its not like theres anything actually wrong with the color pink. but when you extend that to things like say shaving and makeup things #that cost women time and money......if you think any critique of that is misogynistic because a lot of women do it/because its things #only women do (almost)...you just have a problem with not just critical thinking but with thinking in general. it's just...very frustrating #and i've thought like this in the past i think it's kind of a step when you're getting into feminism and going hm...this is kind of fucked #up...but i think it's still very superficial and i guess it makes sense that it has a lot of appeal Because it's superficial?#but it's like if you don't think anything needs to change and if you think women who aren't following gender norms as much and who aren't #interested in ''''''reclaiming''''' femininity (bc it's literally just doing what's asked of us 24/7 from birth) are misogynistic for #it...like it's actually crazy you do realize that at the end of the day you're saying you should promote/praise gender roles #and if you disagree you hate women #like at least acknowledge that liking makeup and shaving your legs isn't just about personal taste and liking how smooth legs feel when #in your bed it drives me crazy when people refuse to acknowledge that i remember in high school i told my sister like if you were on a #deserted island would you like heels and she was like yes i would :) and i was like NO we had this conversation for years then she had #sociology classes in high school and she was like okay i see what you mean...like yeah of course you do because i'm right #of course people who think like that are like its about respecting everyone's choices!!!! but they're also very much saying stereotypically #feminine things is the best choice and i think it's so insidious to be expected to get over your distaste (like that's literally just.#what's expected of girls/women in general. not liking things when you're a kid is frowned upon but you're expected to grow out of it and if #you dont then it becomes a real issue) and not being allowed to CRITIQUE IT from a feminist lens is literally crazy like it makes me unwell #they're like um only women wear dresses/skirts why are you implying that pants are more practical and advocating for women to be able to #wear pants do you perhaps hate women especially women who are brave enough to embrace their inner traditional femininity?

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gorillaxyz · 17 days

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people on death note tiktok are so stupid. i dont like that ship either because its extremely out of character NOT BECAUSE ITS TOXIC????, DIE

#txt #ask to tag #the vast majority of relationships in death note are toxic regardless of if its romantic platonic or familial #IS DEATH NOTE TOO PROBLEMATIC FOR YOU NOW??#fucking stupid 😭#IF YOU HAVE TO HATE AT LEAST FO IT FOR THE RIGHT REASONS #i saw someone say ->#m.ikami/light is toxic THE AGE GAP!!! if they met at 18 yo and 22+ they should NOT BE SHIPPED #<-#WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING ONNNNNNNNNNN.#ARE YOU STUPID #ITS NOT FUCKING REAL AND ALSO?????? ???????????? oh my god #youre stupid #mika.mi can be interpreted as having romantic/sexual infatuation for livhf THAT IS IN CHARACTER AND ENTERTAINING #IF SOMEONE DECIDES TO BELIEVE LIGHT WOULD ENTERTAIN THAT IN A MANIPULATIVE WAY OR WHAT HAVE YOU. THAT IS OKAY.#REGARDLESS OF AGE LIGHT HAS THE MIST POWER IN ANY RELATIONSHIP HE COULD FEASIBLY BE IN BECAUSE 1. HES KIRA AND 2. HES A FUCKING GENIUS????#HES ONLY SURPASSED BY L AND NEAR. FUCK YOU STUPID PEOPLE 😭 STOP TRYING TO MAKE HATING A SHIP A MORAL THING?????? HUH #THEYRE LITERALLY NOT EVEN REMOTELY PEDOPHILIC #OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. YKNOW THEY ARENT INCESTUOUS #and i dislike l.awlight for a billion reasons my number 1. being that i dont think its in character for them to behave in the kind of fanoni #sed way a lot of ll shippers do. NOT BECAUSE ITS TOXIC... NOT BECAUSE 'LIGHT LITERALLY KILLED HIM.' SHUT THE FUCK UP 😭 SHUT THE FUCK UP #i hate tiktok i hate STUPID IDIOT D.EATH NOTE FANS WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF GHEM.#id love to make a post on tt abt this but i dont want to ostracise myself even though these people are fucking stupid #ohh but its abusive ohhh ohhh ohhhhh the power dynamic ohhh #I DONT CARE. IF ITS ENTERTAINING GIVE ME MORE??#out of every dn ship m.ikami/light is the one that appeals to me the most #'he manipulated him!!' GOOD I WANT MORE.#the m.ikami/light hate is actually the most bizarre thing to me HELLO. WTFFFFF WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

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ladykyriaa · 9 months

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I am trying very very hard here but genuinely it's just difficult for me to like Yao and en'en

#like i guess i can list a few things about why i dislike them sm #this is probably the first time i feel any animosity toward a KnH character #heck i dont even find myself hating on shihui after the whole debacle #but these two. man. they get on my nerves 😭😭#kusuriya no hitorigoto #the apothecary diaries #the apothecary diaries light novel

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bunnihearted · 10 months

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#journal dump bc i have too much on my mind #1) i HATE my neighbors. theres never one quiet moment. they stomp around and slam cabinets all the time it feels like #2) i've been reading more recently even if concentration's hard bc of noise. but i also feel like there r too many books i wanna read #but yeah. too little time. so instead i cant settle on a book and kinda dont even read as much as i want to. a stupid problem really #3) it's crazy to say but i wish i had a part time job. sitting at home 24/7 for 5/6 years has been SO terrible for me.#everything feels meaningless. every day is the exact same. im not LIVING. im rotting away and all my issues get worse. im also so fkn bored #and i dont wanna sit at home and do assignments (even if thats what i technically should be doing)#i want a job to go to which takes me away from home + gives me money #then i can come home and sit and rot and ENJOY it. bc now my lazy time is only smth negative and bad for me :/#ofc i hate the mere thought of having some soul sucking utterly pointless job and our capitalist society is a slave hellhole. but.. as it is #im not even able to enjoy ANY of my time bc all my time feels bad. plus im only getting poorer and poorer so i cant afford to buy anything #4) im so fkn bored and going crazy from eating the exact same food every single day for the third month now. im sick of it #everything tastes so bland and disgusting. it's genuinely making me depressed 😭 i wanna eat REAL food. im so tired bc no nutrition :((#i cant do anything except wait for my appt w the doctor next week and hope they put me on a waiting list for surgery.. but ong im sick of it #5) i miss my sisters :/ we live in the same apartment but its like i've completely ceased to exist to them #except when they need to be passive aggressive to me. lol. i miss them. but they just dont wanna talk to me :/#but tbh. most of all... i just want my health issue to be over so my body can function normally again.#i can face anything in life if i can come home to a cup of coffee nd some chocolate ^-^ <333

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piplupod · 2 months

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are you the most annoying person in the world or do you just need to eat something: a memoir by me

#i feel like absolute shit rn fsdjkl #i think i talked too much today even though i barely spoke at all #but every time i talked someone else had smth to say and then the leader guy had to keep coming back to me like ''what were u saying?''#which was rly nice of him but like. if i just kept my mouth shut then he wouldnt have had to do that at all fdjskl #i mean like. he did ask me questions directly a few times. so he was trying to help me have opportunities to speak #but fsjkl i just. i feel bad for talking bc i know everyone else wants to talk constantly #and i can do without speaking fsdjkl i just... i kept stumbling over my words so badly and it was rly embarrassing ;-;#but i'd get nervous and panicked bc i knew i'd be interrupted at any second so i was just trying to find the shortest way to say my thing #but then i'd trip over my words bc i was so nervous and it'd take too long #and i just felt like i wasn't putting enough effort into my tone so i probably sounded rly flat today and i just. urgghhh #holding my head and tugging at my hair. why can't i just be normal dgjkl why am i so fucking annoying and weird and difficult #i dont know 😭 today was rly difficult bc i was just feeling kind of awful and like i was in the way all day #i did find some yarn colours i need at a flea market though and also some dip pens that i've always wanted to try #i figure $3 is a steal of a deal to try out dip pens instead of buying them brand new for like $30 fdsjkl #so there was something good from today! i just feel like i was annoying to be around all day idk fdsjkl #i honestly probably was totally fine sdfjkl i just. argh #and i hate going to stores w the centre bc i end up following the group leader around after a while bc i dont ever buy anything #i look around at the stuff i like to look at and then i am done and don't want to be a nuisance by being hard to find when everyone-#-else is done so i just figure sticking by the group leader is the best idea. stores dont like when i hang around the front for long fdsjkl #but then i just feel like a weird little kid trailing after their parent 😭 i wish i could just be an AdultTM but augh augh augh #what a fucking weird thing for me to do dsfjkl i just. dont know what else to do bc stores get annoyed w me if i wait at the front #and i dont want to wait outside bc then they'll forget im out there and look for me inside when theyre done LMAO #if i had income then maybe i'd be able to spend longer looking at things but fdsjkl theres only so much looking u can do when u dont buy #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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jrueships · 6 months

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I read your latest gunsmith fanfic and I really loved it!! 🥺💖 I recognized so many of your Tumblr posts in it (they were like little Easter eggs). And there were so many banger lines in it…it made me laugh so many times! 😂 Thanks for writing AND sharing it. 😌✨

P.S. I love the title…it describes them sooo well!

P.P.S. I’m shy too but uhhh if you ever wanted to talk about gunsmith/the Rockets then send me a message on Tumblr!!! Would enjoy hearing your thoughts on their pairing!! Okay bye!!! 🙈

GONNA CRY RN 😭😭😭😭😭

#SRRY THIS IS SO PATE #LATE #WAS GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET A WEE TOO MUCH METHINKS #srsly this made me so happy to see EEEEK thank you omgg 😭😭😭😭#i feel so bad when ppl compliment me bcs i either take forever to dial up the fact that a compliment even happened #or dial up a response that isnt just THANK YOU #😭😭😭 overthinking I HATE U!!! RAGGGHH #ughh this is genuinely SO nice detailed compliments make me I SANE #IT'S SO INTRICATE AND NICE. i feel like im holding a piece of fine china #cradling u !!!!! i am !!#MY LITTLE TED TUMBLR EGGS 😭😭#banger lines... i am approaching you...#DONT EVER BE SHY WITH ME !!!! WE ARE HOUSTONLINGS! WE ARE SMALL BUT LARGE !!!!#feel free to talk to me AMY time abt ANY thing!!!!!!!#gunsmith.... 😼#that shipname is so silly sounding to me it's so them #WRAGGGHH im glad u liked the fic sm!!!!! i have an audience of like five ppl and i LOVE them ALL #my oompaloompas #i would take 4 quarters over 50 pennies any day #enough talk of My fic tho...#we must talk abt... Yours 😾 . . .#im Waiting 😾 . ...#ted tumbunity things #when i got this ask i stopped everythinf and actually awed it was so happiness!! full of joy! me !!!!! THANK U

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kideternity · 5 months

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A side effect of getting into digimon is that it’s like. Really made me appreciate Mechas more and robot designs? Combined as well with reading comics like Atomic Robo and then last week watching bang brave bang Bravern. For years my interactions with mecha media was like, Trying to force myself to enjoy transformers, and unfortunately I just don’t think it’s a media franchise for me and it really stifled my ability to enjoy mecha as a genre because of trying to pigeonhole into that. I suppose this is a very roundabout way to say that if anyone has any mecha recommendations hit an ant up about this. And that I've also started getting into gunpla/mecha model kit building- I've made two so far (: and I have another kit I'd like to make soon. If you wanna see pics send me an ask and ill dm them

#dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #tbh honestly at this point this isnt even a comic book blog no more. this is just like. ants general im doing whatever the fuck i want blog #i should really redo my card to reflect that lol 😭😭#but im lazy as hell #anyways. i think ive always genuinely liked robots #like i really love 853rd hourman whose like an android #i liked watching ghost in the shell #but i dont think i was ever properly hyperfixated on them or wanted to try and draw them like This Year #thanks to digimon #again no hate at all to transformers but trying to force myself to be a transformers guy really fucked with my relationship with mechas #or general robot media #i just cant make myself get invested in the lore for tf ) : im sorry #tf is like my lovely long distance friend that ppl i know are rly into but who i only know in passing and thats fine with me #im trying to rebuild my relationship w mech stuff hence the mecha model kit building. i literally just bought that shit on a whim tbh after #remembering gundam kits exist when going to comic con #but it was honestly really fun to do since ive also been trying to repair my relationship with sculpture crafts #via trying to make my own puppets and more abstract forms of sculpture #idk any of the lore for like gundams or mecha kits #so far my like buying philosophy has been getting the kits under 20 euros that just look really cute to me #maybe one day ill get into gundam for real. im open to any media suggestions!#anyways byeee i gotta get ready for the day

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vcrnons · 10 months

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the vernon mistreatment intervention letter i saw on twt this morning certainly is…………….. something

#shut up j #i cba to get into the nitty gritty of it but every day i grow closer to deactivating my twitter accounts i stg #do i think the companies give vernon his flowers even nearly enough? sure dont #do i think writing to whine about his ‘styling’ and how letting him grow his hair out long will help with his fan retention is —#on Any Planet — useful? equally no. personally. i do not? 😭💀#don’t get me started on the pfw vlog. remember the member ur dealing with and ask urself if vernon front lines of the idgaf war is gonna #walk around vlogging his trip to a country he’s never been to before instead of actually just chilling and exploring a bit. come on now dpmo #anyway maybe i woke up anxious and grumpy today What About It #🤷🏻‍♀️ maybe it’s just me but I don’t feel like he’s a solo promotions / solo vlogging kinda guy. if we wanna riot about anything beg them t #stop making him wax his fucking legs maybe 😭😭😭😭😭 the thing he’s already said out loud he hates doing😭😭😭😭😭😭

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