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i'm not trying to start anything, but i'm confused. if ludinus cared and trusted in people and respected them to make decisions... then why was a a raging racist towards groups of people? i can't fully see how that could possibly match up.
because his hypocrisy is his most center trait, that made him a villain and also parraleled the gods, a neverending cycle of those who think they know best for others when they have descended into selfish ways - but, as with c3's themes, can we bear to accept that someone was terrible but that they were radicalized into it as scared and powerless moments? he did care for exandria. immensely. maybe more than the pantheon did. he would rend himself apart and break everything if it meant everyone was safe from what he saw as the greatest tyranny. but his festering anger and focus on only one goal, his growing power & privelege as he raged with no one to ever guide him away from radicalization from his trauma, meant he both lashed out at others, and thought destruction was a necessary if disgusting trade off for a final peace for those he lashed out at - that was what happened in the calamity, after all, wasnt it, to secure "peace"?
to our knowledge he didnt hate the kryn for being the kryn - he hated them because he couldnt bear to imagine a calamity survivor would worship an object of science, exacerbated by being in charge of an empire so long that he could only see xhorhas through imperialist value. he didnt want everyone in molaesmyr to die, it clearly haunted him - but his hatred of their forgetfulness of what the archheart did isolated him entirely til he grew desperate enough that he destroyed them for his plans (and even then, he remembered them - justifying that their deaths wouldnt be in vain). he despised trent and the imperium and it went against his morals enough he faltered talking to caleb about one of them, but they furthered his end goal and then their abuse wouldnt matter anymore, because the real abusers, they would be gone in his eyes. he hurt everyone around him because he was hurt, and his position and his experience gave him the cruel chance to.
he cared but he learned to steel himself against truly caring. after hundreds of years feeling powerless and alone in a changing world he began to know nothing but the most extreme and final option. war changes and radicalizes people, and eventually even when we think we are kind or intelligent we can break and fall to bigotry and extremity through insanely punitive justice if it means we think it will end suffering. he is us. the bells are us. liliana is us. frankly the pantheon is us too. i see them in this world every day. i think that is the truth of where that hypocrisy is important. we are all suffering people and we have to find some way in the web of the world to meet folk who do not enable our worst but also reach a hand out at our worst. ludinus never found that. and frankly many of us havent either.
#i get if folk fully entirely see him as a villain. he is#i dont begrudge that#but this story is about radicalization and the cycle of war. and he is the crux of jt#he fell through the cracks with no support system until his support became an option of slaughter. he couldnt not grab it#without a campfire to warm himself by he would burn the world down to feel warmth. like that old proverb#his hypocrisy is his worst trait and it also at times ours.#long post#ludinus da'leth#asks#van speaks
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it doesnt matter if theyre in love because they love each other. do you understand. do you get it.
#um#look i obviously dont begrudge any shipping but they love each other!!#theyre fucking devoted to each other always forever and ever#and every thing else is just sort of background noise. yknow??#well this was originally about#dead boy detectives#but#malevolent#jarthur#dbd#qpr#i feel like this could come off harsh and its not!!#but not everythings about romance yknow#um. and if i said#trobed#also. like obviously the romantic part is important to edwin at least. but its not the be all and end all and i fucking love that!!!!
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ANYA JENKINS & RUPERT GILES | BTVS
—"and i feel compelled to take some vengeance on you!" "ow! god, no wonder i'm leaving you!"
#listen LISTEN they have overtaken my brain and. i dont exactly ship them but i don't exactly not ship them#they have it all ex-vengeance demon and the man who turned her human...begrudging magic shop co-owners...memory loss fiancées!#anya jenkins#rupert giles#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#slayerdaily#dailybtvs#buffyedit#anya x giles#btvs amv#fancam#shae.amv
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The duel in the volcano takes on a very different light once you unironically start shipping ViGreenDow, I realized…
#lunavagans#four swords#shadow link#vio link#green link#listen that was the best siunding combo i could come up with#but like. you have vigreen with vios confidence that green can hold his own#and in their silent commuincation#and green picking up on it willing to belueve in vio even after seeing him#basically cuddle with the enemy#you could have begrudging greendow#(in fanfic territory only im afraid but hey)#(its about what could be not what is)#with shadow taunting green while silently admiring his leadership#relating to the woes of it as quasi-general under ganny#and green maybe trying to see what vio sees in him and falling just a bit that way#having his expectations subcerted because not a hair on vios head is harmed#he looks healthy#on a volcano? shadow must be going some lengths to keep him well he sure is unexpectedly responsible#and i dont need to elaborate on vidow like cmon
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I think Hunk and Keith love to just stand there as Lance and Pidge fucking roast the everloving shit out of each other and wonder whether people can just be nice and get along instead
(They are both hypocrites)
#keith and lance fighting = ive seen it i get it i understand it#lance and pidge fighting = hilarious shit#cause i like to think part of how lance would be able to roast pidge back is that he has lots of siblings#and with keith its like hes desperate on some level for his acknowledgement or begrudging approval#however with pidge#this barrier is not there he should not give a shit in the nosy knowitall who talks big game#but probably had to ask how to do most practical tasks/chores and almost certainly knows nothing outside her very specific skillset#piece of cake he will eviscerate her#voltron#vld#voltron: legendary defender#keith kogane#lance mcclain#hunk garrett#pidge gunderson#and i imagine hunk and keith are just kind of relatively chill with each other most of the time#mind you they cant talk we all know how klance argue and theres no way hunk and pidge dont#but still
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would you still love me if I was a broke, ugly vampire?
Thinking about how arthur has often relied on his appearance to get by, and how his appearance was on the same level as his connection with magnus and void when it came time to make a sacrifice. He gave up his humanity, and he also gave up the appearance that tied him to his humanity. he no longer looks like he did when he was human, and considering how tightly he clings to his past that has to be a huge blow. poor man.
anyways! I tried a new artstyle with this one and im not quite sure if I like how it turned out, so any tips or constructive criticism is welcome!! this is the first thing I've done with no line art involved and it was terrifying.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi the suckening#jrwi podcast#jwri the suckening#the suckening#arthur bennett#vampire#he has taken over my brain#i cant think of anything else#arthur bennet your tragic past and begrudging caretaker vibes have enraptured me#im so scared for him in the finale#i notice a lot of people dont deaw his 1 in appearance#so i tried my best
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listen were not hating on anyone here but it IS funny
#look choso is weird and someone fucked with his brain i dont begrudge him for it ok#its just like a little sad and also funny#this is also from like. friends reactions#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk choso#choso#choso kamo#todo aoi#jjk todo
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love when homegirls send me holiday pics of them with their boyf and their cat bc I dont get jealous at all bc im really normal about women and im not always sorta in love with my friends and im well adjusted
#i dont begrudge her her happiness but why does looking at that fill me with such.................... ??? feelings#lol i miss every girl ive ever known#except for my frist childhood friend its been 20 yrs but she can still choke
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Yeah yeah jedi Maul au we've all seen him. But what about senator Maul au. Representing Dathomir, a neutral world like Mandalore that is still somewhat hostile to outsiders. Wearing fancy clothes that show a bit too much skin for the cold climate of Coruscant. Falling in hate at first sight with Padmé, the only other senator who brings a gun to the senate floor "just in case". The two of them having a weird rivalry because Maul doesn't trust the Jedi and is neutral in a lot of subjects that Padmé is a vocal defender of.
#hm i should make an original post tag#maul#darth maul#padmé#<- she gets tagged too because she is very in my thoughts as i imagine this#sorry i watched the phantom menace bonus dvd and all the making of stuff made me Think#i want to put maul in fancy clothes and situations#he still votes with padmé in a lot of stuff btw. he just refuses to defend it out loud#because first of all he has his pride#second of all he's not here to speak for himself like all those selfish old men he's here on behalf of the tribes of dathomir#dathomir would probably have a lot more senators than the average world i think. since the tribes are not all unified#so maul would be like. the talzin clan and/or nightbrothers' senator. possibly the only male in the dathomir delegation#and more connected to the dathomir magics and martial arts than to sith philosophy#he'd probably hate both sith and jedi also. they're both freaks who worry too much about light and dark#also. this is half very similar to thoughts i have about an (unrelated) oc i have so i dont want to put this on the main post but also.#he'd probably have a lot of 'fans' who love him for his voice and looks instead of his politics#and i Knoww padmé has fans too. because she is a fashion icon. and very charismatic#so can you imagine. the hot politician fandom drama.#sorry i love creating stupid imaginary internet drama#this and my obimaul begrudging tumblr mutuals who hate each other au. i love creating virtual Situations#senator maul au
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people who have brothers (especially those who are brothers themselves) are you and your brothers like Equals or does one have more authority or responsibility over the other
asking bec im not unconvinced that the former is a thing but siblinghood is so embroiled in the latter for me like i cant imagine a pair or a group of siblings and there not being some sort of hierarchy or power dynamic present. but maybe thats just the filipino upbringing idk. probably twins are equals right? i dunno
#the holidays being the holidays + dumbass jayvik discourse have had the nature of sibling relationships on my mind lately#vi and jinx dont really challenge this cus vi is clearly the panganay#idk#tldr jayvik are equals theyre partners they work as a team etc and brothers - from my perspective at least - are begrudging teammates#until you can finally move out and cut them off lol#jayvik#i guess#theres also the part where your relationship w ur siblings is heavily affected by how you were raised together#and grew up together#if at all#and jayvik met like. as adults already#theres also brothers in the sense of friends being especially close but thats a different topic from trying to read jayvik#as specifically siblings#arcane league of legends#arcane
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i don't like wholesale dismissing the capabilities of The General Public and this is something i am tested on five days a week when a customer walks down one (1) aisle of my shop and doesn't see any potatoes or onions and then assumes that this grocery store has made either some deeply nonsensical layout choice or the batshit decision to not sell two of europe's staple vegetables. rather than that there is, shock horror, a second produce aisle. right next to the first. truly i want to believe the best of people hand on my heart. please just turn the corner.
#yelling at clouds#theres several things i dont begrudge getting constantly asked about#cuz theres no signs or they ARE in an unintuitive place or other shops have trained people to expect nonsense#but then a couple things.......
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I mean I know strictly speaking no one cares, but I doubt I'm going to get the next choose your own out this month and I personally am bummed and frustrated
#i do not begrudge jill hunting season at all but#she basically is gone 75% of the time for six weeks#mike and teddy help a ton but with working nights and juggling her its just. hard.#i dont have mondays and wednesdays as normal so its just a lot more night wprk and figuring#I'll know rest when midge goes to kindergarten ahahah#i don't mean no one cares like wahhhh woe is me#i just know everyone else is fine with it
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i saw ur tags earlier and i have, a controversial take for all the stays out there, but. i'll be honest i don't like LVs designs and i feel like they have Not #slayed with a lot of the styles they've put lix in
Me reading this
#No but largely i agree? idk the best theyve put him in was the womems wear one piece which i think was for that mag last yr?#like they dont dress him bad but a lot of what he wears FOR MY PERSONAL TASTE at LV is very....#if it werent LV i think most people would be like Hmmmm.....#like at least the head designer is very nice to him so thats nice#but like yeah overwhelmingly they are still a designer brand that burns clothes and bags that dont sell bc they could never discount#and yk... also owned by evil mega conglomerate lmao its easier to shit talk tommy hilfiger bc the clothes are boring but p much all these#big brands have Questionable Things Happening#but also celebs always work with them and imma still reblog a picture from a fashion show bc i am but a man#and sometimes i like to say things about the fashion outside of any moral standing#<< its 7am you cant get me in trouble for any of these takes#what even were the takes? clithes are questionable but the brand is also questionable but the guy is nice but i am questionable#like i dont begrudge felix his little brand deal but i wont pretend they didnt put a boot on his head#i think the same about lee know and gucci as well and everyone knows my feelings about loewe.... lmao#bye
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Bones Dude: is that your boy friend?(derogatory)
Jon: Yes actually
Bones fella: Oh... Fair enough.
Martin: ...!!!!
Boy you're adorable and it was so just straightforward I love you omfg
#jonathan simms#jon simms#tma#the magnus archives#martin blackwood#im sorry i have zero clue what most fear avatars are called and ngl i probably wont learn most of them bc brain dont work well#anabelle cane#anabelle cane hellen not sasha and fairchild being obvious outliers with in reason.....#and i begrudging love Elias
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#im really not insecure about not having a partner rn im very much of the i will find it when i find it mindset and until then we vibe#but going home for the holidays both my sisters had their significant others over while i didnt have anyone which made me sad and now one o#them has cancelled our yearly tradition of spending new years together to be w her bf which i dont begrudge her but now im like damn#we sure live in a world where ppl put romance over friendship and of u dont have a romance u put urself in the position to be everyones#second choice#and that makes me real sad and now i dont have nye plans#so i guess now im yearning#but moreso bc i want a designated person i can bring to things and hang out with more than anything else#oh yeah and like two weeks ago i went to dinner w my coworkers and my boss was like and if u have a partner u can invite them#and i was like ah. no. and im not gonna be like hey can i bring a buddy instead bc we dont live in that world
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okay now that theres multiple official bf/lf plushes can we please get some of Feng Xin and Mu Qing
#yes i know there are the nan feng fu yao ones that no one knows about and are impossible to get a hold of#but i want more#please i am so normal and can be trusted with a fx plush#censored because i dont want my complaining to end up in their ship tag#i don’t begrudge you guys a sqx keychain plush#honestly i want it too#its more. if they can do bflf than they can do fxmq as well#not one over the other
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