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agonizing over all the time you wasted or lost is useless. it’s gone now. you survived in the only way you knew how. doesn’t your survival deserve some recognition too?
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"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."
"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."
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two decades,,, woag,,
#20 years old baby YEAHHHHHH fuck im old. erm.#n e ways happy birthday to me I will now proceed to return to lurking for the forseeable future teehee#beebo speaks#beebo drawd#another sona design btw. The Freak™️ [Bee]
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"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god
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new friend c:
made a custom manor Cyn from the one with a broken hand and posted the prgress to my main blog teehee
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#posted the finished manor Cyn to my silly Cyn account teehee#manor cyn animiniz#beebo drawd#sorta. again. she was made with shitty acrylic paint and air dry clay-#reblog
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why did the Cyn figure post get flagged for mature content Tumblr babygirl pleade. let me Live
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the clay phase is officially done YIPEE
now to start painting after another break,,,
starting a new Murder Drones-based art project and like the last one I did I shall be sharing it's process here. smile
this time I will be taking:
because the original one I got lost her hand but it's okay I found a replacement-
and turning her into:
have already stabbed myself once lets see how many injuries my hands sustain by the end of this 🫡
#manor cyn animiniz#md cyn#cyn md#manor cyn#absolute solver#I removed the sculpted :3 mouth also! gonna paint whatever mouth gets chosen instead..
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MORNING UPDATE she now has her floppy hand back :]


also considering changing her mouth,, debating if I want her to do :3 or :<
starting a new Murder Drones-based art project and like the last one I did I shall be sharing it's process here. smile
this time I will be taking:
because the original one I got lost her hand but it's okay I found a replacement-
and turning her into:
have already stabbed myself once lets see how many injuries my hands sustain by the end of this 🫡
#manor cyn animiniz#shes getting there!! feel like she'll be way easier to see once I get the base layer of paint on her-#md cyn#cyn md#manor cyn#absolute solver#< just gonna use all the Cyn tags I know then use the MD ones again once shes finished LMAO
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starting a new Murder Drones-based art project and like the last one I did I shall be sharing it's process here. smile
this time I will be taking:
because the original one I got lost her hand but it's okay I found a replacement-
and turning her into:
have already stabbed myself once lets see how many injuries my hands sustain by the end of this 🫡
#gonna resculpt one of her hands and try to add the tinier details in the morning!! eeby time..#hopefully tomorrow I can do a base layer of paint so shes not just a mess of colors and clay-#md cyn#cyn md#manor cyn animiniz
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clay order for this project got canceled they hate me personally and want me gone I have decided
starting a new Murder Drones-based art project and like the last one I did I shall be sharing it's process here. smile
this time I will be taking:
because the original one I got lost her hand but it's okay I found a replacement-
and turning her into:
have already stabbed myself once lets see how many injuries my hands sustain by the end of this 🫡
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starting a new Murder Drones-based art project and like the last one I did I shall be sharing it's process here. smile
this time I will be taking:
because the original one I got lost her hand but it's okay I found a replacement-
and turning her into:
have already stabbed myself once lets see how many injuries my hands sustain by the end of this 🫡
#murder drones#md cyn#cyn md#manor cyn#manor cyn animiniz#got the notification that my clay order was canceled as I was typing these what the hell man. cries#also that animiniz tag will be the tag for this project thumbs up#I forgor if I did a specific tag for the boots..probably should have-#n e ways.#will reblog this with an update once I'm able to get some progress done on her :]
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chronic pain diagnoses are all like yeah we don't know what this is or why it happens. we also don't know how to treat it. good luck out there soldier
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it's probably such a silly small thing but yknow. it felt really good being able to add this to my pinned :]
#replaced 'joint instability/pain' with the actual diagnosis I now have. augh.#im so fucking happy dude I CAN FINALLY SAY WHAT IT IS WITHOUT SAYING IM ASSUMING ITS THAT YIPEE!!#n e ways if youve been around a while youve probably seen me complain about not having an official diagnosis for my pain#well. I got it yesterday. smile#beebo speaks
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pick one. this is your new roommate
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Wishing all undiagnosed/partially diagnosed people a very doctors listening to you and providing you with more testing than a blood draw and even possibly providing treatment 2025
#have an appointment on Friday with a clinic that specializes in the thing I think is wrecking my joints PLEADE let this go somewhere..ough..#theyve seen promising so far im just paranoid because its been 3 years of radio silence anywhere else </3#more than 3 years technically. but its only been about 3 since I started looking for answers-#reblog
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