#i don't want to be my sister
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Listening to myself on recording: "Oh. hello Kelsey, my sister Kelsey. That sure is...just exactly your voice, huh? That's just the exact same voice as my sister, huh?" Hhhhh...dysphoria....
#I sound a lot like my sister#except not as good#it was a whole thing back in my home town#kelsey 2: the sequel that couldn't live up to the original#i don't want to be my sister#I can't really escape that shadow though#even all these years later#especially when I can't even use my own voice without it just being her voice#also my sister is the most cishet woman I know#and not in like a bad or bigoted way#just someone who is very very sure of their gender and sexuality#a bastion of womanhold#so having the same voice when I'm someone who does not really jive with womanhood makes me dysphoric
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these are the silt verses, and I name our disciples thus
#the silt verses#sister carpenter#brother faulkner#paige duplass#james hayward#not 100% happy with this but I've been working on it for uhh two months and wanted to get it up before the next ep#cannot stress enough this isn't necessarily how i picture these characters but moreso what I can draw LOL#every time I try to conceptualize them it's like trying to look at someone without my glasses#in that i get vague forms etc but nothing concrete#it's weird bc it's like. the more i relisten the less concrete image i have of them /thinks#though I will say i will die on curly haired + freckles faulkner#and I usually picture carpenter with a simple wavy ponytail#also in terms of scars i like the idea of faulkner having a scar on his hand from the glass in the s2 finale#and hayward having a scar on his forehead from hembrey!#also i don't think hayward smokes but i liked how it looked when paired with paige and her alcohol!#also something something he might have tried once to blend in with the other police officers but never took to it#been wanting to draw something for silt verses for forever so!!#edit: added an alt id in the image description!#uploaded this last night and completely forgot to i'm sorry!#pls lmk if it's too long or not really a good description!
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[MASTERPOST] - [prev] I just want you to imagine Jaskier, very early post trial, mostly nonverbal, not in control of his strength yet being just such a creepy kid sometimes. (His parents still love him obviously.) I also have a feeling that Jaskier is subconsciously 100% stressed at all times and wants to do his absolute best to please his parents and make zero mistakes so that they won't send him away again. (They didn't and he knows that, but he is just a traumatized child.)
#the witcher#jaskier#bear!jaskier#witcher!jaskier#the witcher fandom#the Jaskier wanting to please people to not be abandoned never quite leaves him completely#just as Geralt shying away from deeper connections so he can't be abandoned for his vulnerability#jaskier as an adult: ahhh I don't wanna fight I don't know howww#jaskier at like 10 years pulling his sleves up: no one's gonna scare my little sister#i have so much fun imagining jaskiers childhood in this verse#an (actually not that big jump if you think about it) thought: I always loved the superman comics about clark growing up in smallville too#because how do you deal with a kid with super strength and super hearing and night vision and-
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I saw like two people compliment my fem Casey design and I immediately drew this. The power of tags lol
#tmnt#casey jones#lavinia#raphael#Vin and Casey my beloved#It's like Raph and Casey with extra spice#they're talking about vin's 'annoying' sisters#fem casey#kunoichi turtles#my art#I don't think I ever said this but Casey in my genderbend AU is super flirty but in a non serious sense#like she flirts with August all the time but unlike guy Casey she actually thinks august is a cringe fail nerd#and she'd never want to date the guy#needless to say it still bothers Sophie a lot lmao#raph#vin#teenage mutant ninja turtles#ninja turtles#genderbend au#genderbend tmnt
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"I'm sorry, Nya�� I have to do this"
role swap au bc im evil
Isn't it funny how this would be the third time jay faces evil nya btw
#My inspiration was Jay “I can't dodge Evil Nya so I'm gonna yeeted her” Walker in s6#I didn't make this with the dad jay au in mind. But if you're curious if kaida is here too#Let's just say yes. But she and nya don't really have a mother-daughter dynamic#And they're not really that close as a family#and their relationship is a bit more complicated since nya instinctively takes on the older sister role like with lloyd#And kaida wants to be seen as an equal and is more emotionally closed off and more distrustful#And even more rebellious#ninjago au#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago nya#nya ninjago#jay walker#ninjago jay#jay ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago spoilers
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ten minutes into the trip and already Leona's elaborate get-out-of-work-free plan has gone wildly off the rails. off to a great start!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tamashina mina#long post#sorry for this#if you look closely you can pinpoint the exact moment i went 'well i'm too committed to stop now'#someday i'm actually gonna listen to that little voice in my head that tells me i can just. not post things.#anyway HEY welcome to midriffs in the afterglow!#i was hoping our New Character might be leona's sister-in-law#i don't remember if it's canon that she's super buff and could break him in half or if i just want it to be canon#(it's canon in my heart)#but you know i'll take kifaji#i'm happy with a smarmy oldster with impeccable eyeshadow and brows i could get lost in#my ultimate hope out of this event is a rhythmic with cheka. fingers crossed. 🤞
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She came up with a new activity
#snake#snakes#Hognose#hognoses#pets#In her defense I also didn't realize the reason she couldn't move it at the end was because her tail was no longer under the basket#So instead of sliding over her it just bumped into her and was stuck#to her credit she did listen to me and follow my directions! But neither of us realized the problem.#ah it was cute while she did it#she was going a bit before I started recording#she comes up with silly fun activities#i should let her play with the hammock again#it's funny when she found it she'd gesture to me with her head when she wanted me to lift it and put it down#and it was like a weird elevator parachute game#i think she might have been extra delighted she was able to communicate her wants to me and I did them#We both got practice with that the other day when we played climbing ball#I misunderstood a few times#she is much more patient and less easily frustrated than her sister#she was asking for climbing ball and I thought she was asking for kisses#i did eventually figure out what she actually wanted#i suppose it helps she likes kisses too#when i say kisses I'm not putting my lips on her#I let her flick her tongue at the tip of my nose and make little kiss sounds at her#she either understands this is affection or otherwise likes it#Because she will often go to my nose and I'll give her kisses like this#I don't kiss her because the bacteria and stuff in my human mouth could be dangerous for her#I know reptiles and such can also have salmonella#But I'm really not worried about that part tbh as I keep my girls pretty clean#They are princesses#And know it
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Luigi in the Luigi's Mansion 3 cutscenes: *Gentle and polite. Walks around as carefully as he can. Apologizes to inanimate objects. Avoids fights whenever possible.*
Luigi whenever I control his character:
#piano plays LM3#I don't care how many times furniture regenerates I am going to lay WASTE to this hotel!!!#also my sister's favorite ghost is the gemstone ghost#because... quote:#''All they want to do is get away from you before you chase them down and beat them into submission''#which when you put it THAT way yeah
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Offer accepted.
Not as fast as other artists, but I tried. Stars, Lars' voice… My personal "ASMR" ////v////
#star wars#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#tales of the empire#thrawn 2017#thrawn books#thrawn comic#star wars rebels#ahsoka series#my art#netmors#chiss#redraw screenshot#digital#art#illustartion#mitthrawnuruodo#i still like the “clones” style more than the “rebels”#although... it’s damn hard to choose - he’s good in his own way in any version#heeeeeeeey where are eli and karyn?#on the one hand i want to find out how morgan was able to get a “phone number” from thrawn and on the other hand...#...he definitely hid it from eli and karyn#they would definitely mention her at least once in books but no#it means these two don't know about the sister of the night
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as a huge unreliable narrator enjoyer i love the fact that the raven tower is narrated by someone who cannot lie. so the narration is not unreliable, and any kind of uncertainty is always couched in "here is a story i have heard" or "i imagine", but it scratches the same itch as unreliable narration because the evidentiality of the narration is still so central, just in the opposite way. stories that don't care about where the narrator is getting their information or what biases are present in the way that information is shared with us are on one end of a spectrum, and stories that do care about those things are on the other end, and the raven tower is firmly situated alongside the unreliably narrated stories even though the whole point is that the narrator is as motivated as it is possible to be to never say something that is untrue. and it's fascinating to see how ann leckie manages to build suspense and subvert expectations without really at any point deliberately misleading the reader. every time i reread one of her books, the bouncing of the dvd screensaver in my brain gets a little more frenetic. how does she do what she does. ann leckie what is your secret.
#this post is spoiler-free btw. the narrator is very upfront about the fact that it can't lie and says this very early in the story#i'm only like 40% through my reread and i don't remember any details of what happens but i'm already losing it#and the fact that it's first-person second-person narration...completely undivorceable from the conceit of the book#might write a different post about that but probably only after i finish rereading#i finally got my sister to agree to read it and she's like 'i read the first fifteen pages! i like the style'#and i'm barely restraining myself from being like girl please read another fifty pages and get back to me#if you are not frothing at the mouth by page 100 then your money back. guaranteed.#my sister loves semantics like the linguistic subfield of semantics so i've been begging her to read this for so many years...#like i KNOW she will love it when that stuff starts becoming apparent. which is remarkably early in the book#hrrrrhughghrhrrgh i want to talk about it so bad#the raven tower#ann leckie#my posts#unreliable narrators#or not!!! actually!!!#storytelling#semantics#f
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colin 🤝 anthony: making an heir in s3
#the rest of my serious input is that i think this will be a flirty thread in a sex scene#esp bc in the book they have sex before they're married#but not so far before that they had to change the wedding date (although colin does but simply bc he just wants to be married)#i think it'll be the same in the show#except mirror stuff and also colin being like hey let's get in on this heir-making competition#and pen will be like colin! we're not even married yet#and he's like well do you want children? and she'll be like yes...#and he'll be like well our wedding is not so far out that starting now versus on our wedding night matters...#and pen will be like but my sisters are already pregnant#and colin will be like they could have girls! and i will love my prospective nieces very much but... we could still win this#and pen will laugh and roll her eyes and be like oh you bridgertons and your competitive spirit#and colin will be like we do like to win#(insert porn)#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton s3 spec#polin#also. I DON'T SEEM SO DELUSIONAL NOW DO I!!!!!!! I FUCKING CALLED IT!!!!! I SAID THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!!! AND IT'S HAPPENING!!!!
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#polls#yes these are all true#in order:#I hold my pen between my middle and ring finger#and yes it has caused both fingers to curve in weirdly#I had scarlet fever when I was 23#benedict arnold's wife? peggy shippen#so yeah#(I'm descended directly from her sister sarah#hence related to benedict by marriage but his children by blood)#two cross country road trips#two coastal road trips#several 12-14 hour drives#I have a typewriter now! and send my friends letters!#when I was 16-20ish#I used my older sister's old learner's permit to get into 18+ or 21+ concert venues in the city#I only used it to drink at one of those shows ONCE#mostly I just wanted to see music#the last CD I burned for someone was in 2019 don't look at me#I ran into a family from my very small hometown several thousand miles away#small world and all that#lauren says things
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kung lao single mother era (that's kung jin)
#from an au where kung jin is an orphan left at the academy and kung lao decides to take care of him because he was still feeling extremely#bad about the whole shujinko situation so he raises him from feeling bitter at himself but ends up loving him as a son#this was all before i found out kung jin is kung lao's cousin in the game (i don't own the game)#the raiden not wanting kids its just a hc i have of him having enough of raising kids after being an older brother to his sister#mk1#kung lao#raiden#kung jin#my art#animatic
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to me, tim and duke occupy a similar position in the batfamily where they're clearly not (or previously weren't, in tim's case) bruce's sons but also clearly have a connection to bruce's children that separates them from barb, steph, helena, jean paul, etc. none of the latter three are dick's siblings, but tim nearly always has been, and then he's cass' too. even if he hadn't been adopted, this would be true. duke is jason's brother, and is implied to have a sibling relationship with cass and damian, and has even shown up in tim's picture of his brothers. this is not changed by the fact that duke should never be adopted.
#you could say jpv and cass have that sibling bond but i saw them as friends who understand each other very closely unlike babs and jpv#who explicity made their relationship brother/sister adjacent#and also tim is helena's little brother but i think we all agree that it doesnt change dick and helena's relationship#it's not exactly...necessary for there to be this group of people who occupy this overlapping network of being siblings but it does happen#to exist this time. even if that doesn't overlap with the people who consider bruce a father#it's just one of the many subgroups that exist within the batfamily itself and i wanted to define it for the purposes of my posts#extra disclaimer in case it isn't clear: i'm not using familial relationships vs non familial relationships to create a hierarchy#i don't think all of the sibling(esque) relationships are inherently stronger than the non familial ones. i'm just defining them based on#the more dictionary definition of sibling (< also why im not talking abt found family. it's just not my point rn)
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We're not so different, you and I
Judged by the inexplicable magics at our cores
Or by how we strayed from the paths laid out for us
To live our own lives, and tell our own tales
I can only hope now that yours
Leads to a happier end than mine
((Wolf belongs to @bunnieswithknives))
#My blood sugar is currently 70 and that's an improvement on how it's been#I have drank apple juice it just refuses to go up anymore#So apologies if I'm more incoherent than usual#Fop#Fop oc#fop a new wish#fopanw#fairly oddparents#Fairly oddparents a new wish#Art#My art#Sketch#I wanted to spend more time on this but the blood sugar thing is causing issues so#I'll draw wolf for real in the future I promise I love them <3#Bramble is drawn to Wolf because of their twin god kids and her anxiety wanting to make sure they're both human#Even though she knows they don't do the changeling thing anymore#She just wants to make sure#She misses her own sister :(#I'm rambling#It's the blood sugar lmao#I should get more apple juice#Anywaysssss#Was this an excuse to draw puppy wolf? Maybe#Fop oc wolf#Fop oc bramble
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Liking Gray Wing not in the "he's wise and did nothing wrong" kinda way but in a "characters who sabotage their interpersonal relationships and defend heinous actions for the sake of someone who doesn't care if they live or die are really interesting" kinda way
#gray wing#skystar#clear sky#warrior cats#dawn of the clans#on my first read of the dotc i didn't notice how terrible pretty much everyone is#but upon seeing some posts w/ excerpts from the books that i just overlooked... yikes?#gray wing did some pretty bad stuff and he really isn't the uber-wise nice guy that the fandom makes him out to be#but the fact that he hangs onto clear sky's ideals and defends him constantly is waaaaay more interesting to me#bro didn't care that clear sky killed someone for no reason. he just wants to defend his brother.#maybe for an ounce of validation? maybe because they grew close after their sister died? i don't know#fun to think about
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