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Listening to myself on recording: "Oh. hello Kelsey, my sister Kelsey. That sure is...just exactly your voice, huh? That's just the exact same voice as my sister, huh?" Hhhhh...dysphoria....
#I sound a lot like my sister#except not as good#it was a whole thing back in my home town#kelsey 2: the sequel that couldn't live up to the original#i don't want to be my sister#I can't really escape that shadow though#even all these years later#especially when I can't even use my own voice without it just being her voice#also my sister is the most cishet woman I know#and not in like a bad or bigoted way#just someone who is very very sure of their gender and sexuality#a bastion of womanhold#so having the same voice when I'm someone who does not really jive with womanhood makes me dysphoric
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these are the silt verses, and I name our disciples thus
#the silt verses#sister carpenter#brother faulkner#paige duplass#james hayward#not 100% happy with this but I've been working on it for uhh two months and wanted to get it up before the next ep#cannot stress enough this isn't necessarily how i picture these characters but moreso what I can draw LOL#every time I try to conceptualize them it's like trying to look at someone without my glasses#in that i get vague forms etc but nothing concrete#it's weird bc it's like. the more i relisten the less concrete image i have of them /thinks#though I will say i will die on curly haired + freckles faulkner#and I usually picture carpenter with a simple wavy ponytail#also in terms of scars i like the idea of faulkner having a scar on his hand from the glass in the s2 finale#and hayward having a scar on his forehead from hembrey!#also i don't think hayward smokes but i liked how it looked when paired with paige and her alcohol!#also something something he might have tried once to blend in with the other police officers but never took to it#been wanting to draw something for silt verses for forever so!!#edit: added an alt id in the image description!#uploaded this last night and completely forgot to i'm sorry!#pls lmk if it's too long or not really a good description!
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I've seen the headcanon that Lucanis' mother, Caterina's perfect heir, was actually similar to Illario in some ways. That she was calculating, ruthless, ambitious, obedient... all the things Caterina overlooks in Illario because Caterina sees her favourite daughter's deep brown eyes and quiet, controlled demeanor and careful planning in Lucanis.
But I am also attached to the idea that the opposite is true too. That Illario's mother shared similarities with Lucanis; that she was empathetic and stubborn, with a slight rebellious streak. But she was always outgoing and charming, was more impulsive with her emotions, and was always sharper with her tongue than with a sword, so Caterina only sees her in Illario.
I just love the idea that Caterina can't look beyond the surface and see who her grandsons really are because on some level she can't see past the ghosts reflected in their eyes. She can't see that the quiet brown eyed boy is is more of the gentle hearted rebel, and the one with blue eyes and a shining, fake smile is the ruthless leader who would do anything she asked.
#Illario Dellamorte#Lucanis Dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#I wish we knew anything about their families#Illario's name means happy. You could (and I choose to) read that as meaning his parents' main wish for him was happiness.#What does that say about them as people?#What does it mean that a Dellamorte once looked at their newborn and their only thought was 'I hope he's happy'#I have been thinking about the Dellamortes all morning at work#Lucanis' mother the favourite child the quiet one who learned to turn off her emotions and would do anything to keep her status as favourit#Vs loud emotional Illario's mother the less favourite because she was rebellious and stubborn and tried to be her own person#(as much as she could)#(Also imagining Lucanis' mother sneaking into her younger sister's room at night after she's punished and tending to her#the way Lucanis and Illario will do years later)#I like the idea of Illario's mother being a bit of a rebel because I think a lot of people look at Illario and think disobedient rebel#despite the fact that I think objectively Illario is the more obedient one#he has disobedient rebel energy but in canon he's a follower who doesn't even consider breaking the rules unless it's Lucanis' idea#(until he has Lucanis killed but you could argue even that is him following Crow rules it's just him being who Caterina raised him to be)#I really want to know what's up with their families though. Lucanis is the horse Caterina is betting on. Lucanis' mother was the first of#her children to die. What makes her so sure Lucanis is the best option? Is it just that Lucanis is less like her and she knows she failed?#Is there something about Illario that makes her see him an ineligible? I want to interview her.#anyways I have to go back to work now hopefully this all makes sense I don't have time to proofread anything oops this is how much I ramble#when I don't have the time to go back and edit it down and take out all my irrelevant thoughts
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Girls got their outfits for the (non-existent) winter! Praksa's outfit and shoes will be shared but Ernesti's sweater with bag has like the worst bones assigment ever and I don't know if I even should share it with all of you :..(
@cozygirlsimmer I love how they're walking on a hidden catwalk, hihi. Perfect poses as always, thank you a billion times ♥
#ts3#sims 3#the sims 3#simspiration#ts3 edit#my sims: prakseda mazur#my sims: ernestina mazur#my sims: mazur sisters#no i don't know how to properly cast shadows#my spatial imagination is non existent#but i wanted some nice shadows anyway
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I saw like two people compliment my fem Casey design and I immediately drew this. The power of tags lol
#tmnt#casey jones#lavinia#raphael#Vin and Casey my beloved#It's like Raph and Casey with extra spice#they're talking about vin's 'annoying' sisters#fem casey#kunoichi turtles#my art#I don't think I ever said this but Casey in my genderbend AU is super flirty but in a non serious sense#like she flirts with August all the time but unlike guy Casey she actually thinks august is a cringe fail nerd#and she'd never want to date the guy#needless to say it still bothers Sophie a lot lmao#raph#vin#teenage mutant ninja turtles#ninja turtles#genderbend au#genderbend tmnt
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"I'm sorry, Nya… I have to do this"
role swap au bc im evil
Isn't it funny how this would be the third time jay faces evil nya btw
#My inspiration was Jay “I can't dodge Evil Nya so I'm gonna yeeted her” Walker in s6#I didn't make this with the dad jay au in mind. But if you're curious if kaida is here too#Let's just say yes. But she and nya don't really have a mother-daughter dynamic#And they're not really that close as a family#and their relationship is a bit more complicated since nya instinctively takes on the older sister role like with lloyd#And kaida wants to be seen as an equal and is more emotionally closed off and more distrustful#And even more rebellious#ninjago au#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago nya#nya ninjago#jay walker#ninjago jay#jay ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago spoilers
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She came up with a new activity
#snake#snakes#Hognose#hognoses#pets#In her defense I also didn't realize the reason she couldn't move it at the end was because her tail was no longer under the basket#So instead of sliding over her it just bumped into her and was stuck#to her credit she did listen to me and follow my directions! But neither of us realized the problem.#ah it was cute while she did it#she was going a bit before I started recording#she comes up with silly fun activities#i should let her play with the hammock again#it's funny when she found it she'd gesture to me with her head when she wanted me to lift it and put it down#and it was like a weird elevator parachute game#i think she might have been extra delighted she was able to communicate her wants to me and I did them#We both got practice with that the other day when we played climbing ball#I misunderstood a few times#she is much more patient and less easily frustrated than her sister#she was asking for climbing ball and I thought she was asking for kisses#i did eventually figure out what she actually wanted#i suppose it helps she likes kisses too#when i say kisses I'm not putting my lips on her#I let her flick her tongue at the tip of my nose and make little kiss sounds at her#she either understands this is affection or otherwise likes it#Because she will often go to my nose and I'll give her kisses like this#I don't kiss her because the bacteria and stuff in my human mouth could be dangerous for her#I know reptiles and such can also have salmonella#But I'm really not worried about that part tbh as I keep my girls pretty clean#They are princesses#And know it
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Luigi in the Luigi's Mansion 3 cutscenes: *Gentle and polite. Walks around as carefully as he can. Apologizes to inanimate objects. Avoids fights whenever possible.*
Luigi whenever I control his character:
#piano plays LM3#I don't care how many times furniture regenerates I am going to lay WASTE to this hotel!!!#also my sister's favorite ghost is the gemstone ghost#because... quote:#''All they want to do is get away from you before you chase them down and beat them into submission''#which when you put it THAT way yeah
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MOUTHWASHING CAST RAGGHHH
Mouhwahshg in my head all dayyyyyyy
Tried to do close to canon as I could, all colors are color picked from the spritez. But who csrez
Alt jimbo under cut cuz that version is coolio too
#ALSO BEFORE ANYONE SAYS “omg so sorry you had to draw j-j-j-jimmyy!!!!” NO. I ACTUALLY CHOSE 2 DRAW HIM FIRST .I WANTED TO DRAW HIM .#my art#I LOVE HOW THEY LOOK IM IN LOVE#jimmy look like a stinky grease bag#my sister called anya ugly bro. LIKR SHUT UP NO#i gave them damn EYEBROWS. if you know me then yyou know i struggle with that#please don't let this post die i worked hard on this and im proud of it#mouthwashing#jimmy#swansea#daisuke#anya#curly#pre crash curly#post crash curly#mouthwashing Jimmy#mouthwashing swansea#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing curly before crash#mouthwashing curly after crash#please don't whitewash ur daisukes please#mouthwashing fanart#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing game#please don't flop plz don't flop#cw blood#tw jimmy
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Random update sorry everything is taking so long. I've paused Patreon and I'm working on various things, but some people have started to express concern for my safety/living status so just letting you know I am alive!
#between my divorce and moving and the fires closing the webtoon office#its just been a lot!#also im saying divorce even though we werent married#cause after 11 years 'breakup' doesnt quite cover it#he grew up with my family we saw him as a son and a brother so my whole family is very upset#meanwhile his mom pretended to forget my sisters name when she went over there to get me some of my stuff...#extremely upsetting#but it is what it is i am absolutely better off it just suuuuuucks!#got a therapist and shes nice and im like. lmfao. im like halfway through four episodes?#i keep doing lines and then getting overwhelmed an going to work on a different episode#so i am working im just not. finishing stuff...#justifying it in my brain like well this is work that has to get done at some point so as long as im doing SOMETHING#who cares what order it gets done in#so. working on it. im never gonna take on this much work again lmfao i fucked myself over majorly#i want all of these things done still#just gotta let myself do things uh.. one at a time.#not 5 at a time#cause then 5 things are getting done slowly and stressfully#which is just way worse#anyways. yeah im alive don't worry about me#just emotional and busy so im not drawing#delete later
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Offer accepted.
Not as fast as other artists, but I tried. Stars, Lars' voice… My personal "ASMR" ////v////
#star wars#thrawn#grand admiral thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#tales of the empire#thrawn 2017#thrawn books#thrawn comic#star wars rebels#ahsoka series#my art#netmors#chiss#redraw screenshot#digital#art#illustartion#mitthrawnuruodo#i still like the “clones” style more than the “rebels”#although... it’s damn hard to choose - he’s good in his own way in any version#heeeeeeeey where are eli and karyn?#on the one hand i want to find out how morgan was able to get a “phone number” from thrawn and on the other hand...#...he definitely hid it from eli and karyn#they would definitely mention her at least once in books but no#it means these two don't know about the sister of the night
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if I ever needed proof that I was right not to give in to my mom's uninformed encouragement and have a baby of my own. which I did not. I would have it now. in the way that my mom anguishedly agonizes to me about why my sister, who has an energetic four year old son and a demanding full time job and an unhelpful husband and approximately the same array of mental illnesses and neurodivergences as me, doesn't keep up with her laundry better. all her clean laundry is just in a pile. not properly folded and put away. what is WRONG with her.
like given that I opted out of playing this game early on it's kind of nice to know that there's genuinely no winning it
#not that my sister only had a baby to make my mom happy. she wanted one and she's a great mom#i am going to go over to their house tomorrow while they're still out of town and do some tidying#also this is my new year's resolution don't let me forget. do something extra helpful to my sister every week#given that she has borne the baby into all our lives it's the least i can do in return#psir
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colin 🤝 anthony: making an heir in s3
#the rest of my serious input is that i think this will be a flirty thread in a sex scene#esp bc in the book they have sex before they're married#but not so far before that they had to change the wedding date (although colin does but simply bc he just wants to be married)#i think it'll be the same in the show#except mirror stuff and also colin being like hey let's get in on this heir-making competition#and pen will be like colin! we're not even married yet#and he's like well do you want children? and she'll be like yes...#and he'll be like well our wedding is not so far out that starting now versus on our wedding night matters...#and pen will be like but my sisters are already pregnant#and colin will be like they could have girls! and i will love my prospective nieces very much but... we could still win this#and pen will laugh and roll her eyes and be like oh you bridgertons and your competitive spirit#and colin will be like we do like to win#(insert porn)#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton s3 spec#polin#also. I DON'T SEEM SO DELUSIONAL NOW DO I!!!!!!! I FUCKING CALLED IT!!!!! I SAID THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!!! AND IT'S HAPPENING!!!!
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#polls#yes these are all true#in order:#I hold my pen between my middle and ring finger#and yes it has caused both fingers to curve in weirdly#I had scarlet fever when I was 23#benedict arnold's wife? peggy shippen#so yeah#(I'm descended directly from her sister sarah#hence related to benedict by marriage but his children by blood)#two cross country road trips#two coastal road trips#several 12-14 hour drives#I have a typewriter now! and send my friends letters!#when I was 16-20ish#I used my older sister's old learner's permit to get into 18+ or 21+ concert venues in the city#I only used it to drink at one of those shows ONCE#mostly I just wanted to see music#the last CD I burned for someone was in 2019 don't look at me#I ran into a family from my very small hometown several thousand miles away#small world and all that#lauren says things
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kung lao single mother era (that's kung jin)
#from an au where kung jin is an orphan left at the academy and kung lao decides to take care of him because he was still feeling extremely#bad about the whole shujinko situation so he raises him from feeling bitter at himself but ends up loving him as a son#this was all before i found out kung jin is kung lao's cousin in the game (i don't own the game)#the raiden not wanting kids its just a hc i have of him having enough of raising kids after being an older brother to his sister#mk1#kung lao#raiden#kung jin#my art#animatic
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to me, tim and duke occupy a similar position in the batfamily where they're clearly not (or previously weren't, in tim's case) bruce's sons but also clearly have a connection to bruce's children that separates them from barb, steph, helena, jean paul, etc. none of the latter three are dick's siblings, but tim nearly always has been, and then he's cass' too. even if he hadn't been adopted, this would be true. duke is jason's brother, and is implied to have a sibling relationship with cass and damian, and has even shown up in tim's picture of his brothers. this is not changed by the fact that duke should never be adopted.
#you could say jpv and cass have that sibling bond but i saw them as friends who understand each other very closely unlike babs and jpv#who explicity made their relationship brother/sister adjacent#and also tim is helena's little brother but i think we all agree that it doesnt change dick and helena's relationship#it's not exactly...necessary for there to be this group of people who occupy this overlapping network of being siblings but it does happen#to exist this time. even if that doesn't overlap with the people who consider bruce a father#it's just one of the many subgroups that exist within the batfamily itself and i wanted to define it for the purposes of my posts#extra disclaimer in case it isn't clear: i'm not using familial relationships vs non familial relationships to create a hierarchy#i don't think all of the sibling(esque) relationships are inherently stronger than the non familial ones. i'm just defining them based on#the more dictionary definition of sibling (< also why im not talking abt found family. it's just not my point rn)
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