#i don't want to be alone

[bendy-the-dancing-demon]

Why am I paranoid I just went to a traumatic situation where I was r worded but I attacked him poke his eyes kick the ribs and kick his groin to escape and call my friend to help me then call the police to arrest him for it and now I'm paranoid scared traumatized confused fearful and I really need my bestfriend so I can calm down and the support I TRIED MY BEST TO DEFEND MYSELF AND GET HELP BUT DO I FEEL UNLOVED UNSUPPORTED ALONE AND FEEL GUILTY SOMETHING NOT MY FAULT I JUST WANT MY FRIENDS IM CRIPPING

[dylansdavis]

I don't know why, but this year the loneliness is really hitting hard.

[shikous-poems]

the seams are splitting and tearing.

my hands stitch and pull,

but I can't keep up.

I'm falling apart.

more tears well in my eyes each time.

every new puncture hurts,

but I do as I must.

i can't stop.

screams die in my throat as I go.

they rang outward once,

but I'm alone now.

who'd hear?

the efforts always feel to be in vain.

no wounds stay closed,

but I'll get rest.

eventually.

darkness has been creeping inwards.

it tinged my vision at points,

but now bulbs burst.

I'm scared.

I'll toil as much as my soul allows me.

it's an uncertain measurement,

but my bones whisper.

"not long."

[shrimpofaman]

The urge to just pack a bag and run off. 

[msg36]

:(

[the-knightswind-case]

Just changed my blog title/bio. A little.

[glittergroovy]

Never Let This Go - Paramore

[girl-missing]

I am alone

[carnage-cathedral]

I'm not alone they're still here I'm not alone they're still here I'm not alone they're still here

[for-a-home-that-once-was]

And I'm starting to blame myself again. Oh well. I'm just sad how alone i am and how often i lose people. I don't understand why. Like why do people just leave? Why? What is so repulsive about me?

[byakuwan]

alright but consider this:

you know how genkishi had slugs as a box weapon in future arc

Not only they can change their shape into anything, but each individual slug possesses strong explosive powers. Their illusionary abilities were shown to have many uses, with the most blatant examples being invisibility and construction of an illusionary landscape. With the Construction characteristic of the Mist Flame, illusions created by the Spettro Nudibranchi become real.

how about current genkishi with butterflies as a box weapon.

They represent a symbol of metamorphosis from one stage to another – whether it be a change in physical form or an emotional state – as well as a reminder that something beautiful can emerge out of difficulty. The butterfly’s delicate nature has also come to signify fragility, but also strength and courage due to its ability to transcend seemingly impossible obstacles such as death or despair; they serve as inspiration for those facing their own struggles. Additionally, butterflies are often used in artworks in Japan because they represent joyous occasions or positive outcomes after difficult times – making them particularly meaningful across many aspects of the culture’s history.

(i am like 90% sure i saw illusions in the meaning pages somewhere too but i can't find it. Wikipedia has a mention of bad omens with large numbers of butterflies and that also checks, but i digress)

[bendy-the-dancing-demon]

I feel sick again I can't breathe I'm overheating I feel like vomiting I'm exhausted I'm in pain I can't sleep I feel weak in the ribs my stomach hurts alot im really unhappy

[adhbabey]

ANYONE!!!! Anyone else absolutely despise when headsets or over the ear headphones have a little fucked up braided cord that you hate touching you, and you can hear it rubbing against you, when so sound is playing.

I hate it so, s o, SO much. Headsets with braided cords are hell to wear. Bring back plastic cover cords!!!!!! I don't care if they're less durable!!! It sucks less to use!!!

[faiyamon]

I miss my dad.

I wish he was still here.

I'm already 19 years old and still I want to scream for him like a 5 year old would for their mom.

I wish he was the one who lived.

because I know he would be there for me if he did. as he always was.

he would know how to guide me through this misery I am in because he himself went through it years and years ago.

but I know that he can't get me out of it as much as we both want to.

[im-rotten-inside]

I don't want to remember it at all. But why is safety there? Why did you make it so my mind and body will always find safety there? I don't want to be hurt anymore. But my form of love and safety is there.

[irritablepoe]

My heart hurts so much