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Moose Commissions

I hate to make a post like this, but here we are.
This is one of my cats, Moose. He recently has had to go to the vet a couple times because of a limp and the pads of his paws looking somewhat unusual (swollen and cracked) and bleeding. Vets say that the exact cause of the issue is unknown (either pillow foot or an autoimmune issue). He has gotten some vaccines and an injected steroid/antibiotic on top of blood draws. His blood results were ok, thankfully he didn't have feline HIV - which can be common with cases of pillow foot, but he is anemic (and has a few other problems). He is now taking pill steroids and a vitamin food additive (but with him being a picky weirdo it's difficult). We also try to rub coconut oil into his feet when he lets us to help with the dryness.
Good news is that the injections helped and he is doing better, but it cost a lot altogether. So I'm going to open up commissions for a bit to help balance out the cost.
Info:
$15 full body
$8 bust
Full color - background optional
Paypal invoice in USD
Will not do: mech, chibi
Ask: nsfw
Examples:
Message me for any questions you might have regarding either additional info (or suggestions) or about Moose. I'm also very happy to accept any kind of advice to help him, especially with how to give him pills.
Also feel free to donate here
Any little bit helps, even just a reblog.
PLEASE do not feel pressured to commission/donate if you are unable to. You are valid and wonderful :)
Goal: $0/250
#he is my baby boy#i don't want this to be a sob story#so its ok if you ignore this#not a cat scam I promise - I have his blood work and pictures of his paws#I do suggest you commission some of my friends too if you are able#please don't feel pressured to donate#I was originally going to have the goal closer to the total cost of his visits but I'm doing half that because that still helps#art#my art#art by arin#art commissions#vet bills#black cat#both my boyfriend and I have jobs but the cost was still a big hit#my cat#delete later hopefully
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my aunt's being a cunt so now my mum's sobbing in the living room everything is so awesome all of the time
#you ever just have family members who are not only rich as fuck they're also extremely healthy#and entirely unable to fathom that not everyoone else is#because the weather is awful my granddad probably can't get to his friends he celebrates new years with every year#so my aunt messaged my mum telling her to invite him over and my mum did cause like yeah ofc#but then she was like damn i don't think we have enough food#cause my dad (good dad/mum's ex bf/not my actual dad/long story) is also coming#so she very casually just mentioned that and my aunt GOES OFFFF at her like ''he's just as much your dad as mine''#bitch! not our problem that your favourite thing in the world is hosting dinners!#my mum's been on sick leave for a YEAR#and now she has to whip up a wholeass new years celebration?#out of nowhere? because you're going to a massive new years party?#plus my dad has bad anxiety so if my granddad's coming he might not even want to come#like they're both invited and it'll probably be fine but for fucks sake#anyway so now she's sobbing. and everything is really awesome.
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I just want my passion back man idk why that's so much to ask for
#pom ponders#personal#my favorite part of the day used to be any extra time i had to write#i desperately miss the days where i woke up early all on my own excited because it meant extra time to write#now even just thinking about writing can make me so tired and drained#i can't write anymore and I'm so upset about it#I've spent the last four months sobbing because it's basically ruined for me#i was so happy...i want it back#i still have stories to tell and i love them so much#but trying to get them out has turned into a chore and i feel like I've lost a part of myself#some days i feel so sick over it that i can barely eat#I've lost so much sleep over this#it's not fair...i didn't do anything wrong...#I'm still being punished for doing what was ultimately the right thing and i don't understand#i want to want to write again#delete later
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Canis: The Speaker (Manga) - English Scanlation
Summary: 'The Speaker' is a BL manga that follows three boys who were all raised in an American orphanage together. Sam is the book smart and inquisitive one. Hal is brave and confident. Nobu is shy and quiet, but he has a good memory and he's more capable than he thinks he is.
The boys realize that something sinister is going on at their orphanage, and they decide to investigate. As a result, they get forcibly separated.
Themes include: explicit (18+) material, polygamy, mafia madness, human and child trafficking, sex work, sex assault, child sexual abuse, and substance abuse
Read Chapters 1 - 10 here!
Read Chapter 11 here!
#canis the speaker#manga#samuel murphy#iwaki tadanobu#harold hughes#scanlation#long story short i am extremely amateur in this scanlation business and genuinely just want folks to be able to access this amazing series#sobs - please enjoy the imgur adjacent uploads til i figure out how to upload to an actual manga site#i did not translate ch 1 - 10 but all those excellent ancestor scanlators seem to have disappeared sooo here we go!#i will be translating from ch 11 onward :)#i will be reblogging this post with updated chapter links as i finish them for easy peasy reference for anybody who wants to follow along#am planning on working through the whole series so stay tuned! the series is completely finished and published in japanese and spanish fyi#also yes the font and text editting are nowhere near professional#pls be kind#feedback is appreciated but rly this is a passion project#i am but a humble fan that desperately wants more english speakers in this fandom LOL#no profit being made off this fr fr and will be removed the second there is an official translation being done#ps buy the official english editions of dear mr hatter and dear mr rain to support the fantastically talented mangaka!#ps ps yes the site labels the volumes really weird... the speaker is set same universe but you don't have to read the others first
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As for why Wolf has purple eyes (in case anyone was wondering lol), his eyes actually used to be brown when he was younger, but he was experimented on and and augmented to adjust to living in space- including his eyes, so that's why they're purple bc they're cybernetics
#Orca#Killer Whale#Ocean#Space#Orca OC#Orcafolk#[ I realized I never explained why he has purple eyes outside of discord lolol#or really talked much about him XDD#ngl there are reasons I'm apprehensive to talk more about his backstory outside of just vague tidbits laksdfg#but he originally came from a small coastal orcafolk community where he lived with his family#then was captured by aliens (idk who yet) and experimented on so now he lives in space#that's the long and short of it lol!#purple is definitely not a natural eye color for Orcafolk but I realized no one would have known that XD#well now you know!!#I would like to talk about him more I just don't want people to be pulling things from his story that aren't meant to be there sobs ]#Neon Ocean Art
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Printed some fliers and stickers to put up around town tomorrow. Remember that posting isn't the only way to spread awareness and build public consciousness in your area
#palestine#gaza#israel#free palestine#its a shame theyre in back and white but there isnt a colour printer#but if anyone wants ive built this document of hundreds of our martyrs along with their names and stories in this sort of format?#i might make it a series on here as well. their stories should be told#to be honest making the document was very hard. every time i look at it i want to sob#how can the world hold this much grief?#and i don't even have 1% i think of the martyrs#30000 dead is unthinkable#collecting hundreds of photographs and writing out what i can find about them. looking at their social media their families social media#i don't know#i was going to share it on here anyway once my grandfather ass works out how to turn it into a sharable pdf#but ok just get a sharpie and write free palestine on the bus stop u dont even need printed stuff#politics#free gaza#genocide#stop the war#ethnic cleansing#south africa
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reading Wind rn (i got it for christmas) and i stg every other sentence so far is a character saying something and then the pov character saying "ah yes, you act this way because of a scene that happened in arc 3 book 2, a tale which all clan cats know intimately, even if they're never spoken to you before, like me"
#warrior cats#low pitched finite woofing#the most egregious example in this arc was when nightheart knew about windclan having tunnelers like Bro why do you know that. thats secret#some i can buy like the nightpelt stuff. i can imagine kits being told that#but why does sunbeam know or remember anything about breezepelt looking for his mom. was she even born then#i think the way it's written is what bothers me about it. it's written less like the characters recollecting stories/how they connect to#those stories. but more like they don't expect you to have read any other wc book before this one so they want to get you up to speed#in 2-3 sentences#sobs. i hate the editors writing style
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@lechroniques sent: you wanted happiness. i can’t blame you for that.
Ah, there it is. The breath that had been held, stifled, for two centuries at long last released from the depths of Lestat's lungs. It isn't the suddenness of the words that strike Louis as they shatter the comfortable silence shrouding their little parlour. No, not the words, but something in his lover's voice; a strain around the consonants and a twinge of the old pain bleeding out betwitxt each syllable.
It stuns Louis enough to lift his gaze from the pages before him and seek that twin flame of melancholy in his maker's eyes. It pains Louis to recognize the heartache in his expression, the deep wells of sorrow pooling in those beautiful eyes with which Louis had fallen in love so very long ago.
This is the closest Lestat will ever come to an apology, and part of that realization absolutely enrages him. I never wanted happiness! he wants to scream. Even as she plunged the knife into your flesh, I didn't want any of it!
"I wanted..."
I wanted to know you, even as I loathed you. I wanted to know your secrets, and your cruelties, and your terrible vexations with this world. I wanted you to love her as I loved her and I wanted you to pay the price for ever having given her to me.
Oh, he cannot bring himself to say it, cannot bear to dredge up those old bones and make the distant nightmare real by speaking it into existence. That has always been the most difficult part for them, hadn't it? If they say it out loud, that means that it happened.
"It hardly matters," he finishes the thought with a gentlemanly nod.
There are nights he feels like digging the canker from his heart with his bare hands, but this is not one of them. Lestat's guilt is not Louis' cross to bear and he'll be damned if he placates a single drop of that incarnadine sea of guilt.
Only...only the harder he tries to concentrate on his book, the more aware he becomes of Lestat's presence in the room. The relentless thud of his heart cries out to him like a child until something in Louis breaks, too.
"I was happy." He relents after a moment. "Despite everything, I was happy. If only for a while."
#hey uhhhhhhh mind if I just start sobbing#*【 ❛ I don't believe I want to give simple answers. I think I want to tell the real story. ❜ 】 ➤ Answered#lechroniques
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Did you ever self-insert into SnK? If yes, what was your backstory? What was your rank? What was your casual outfit like? And who was your bae? 👀
#asks#lovers ₊˚ᰔ#i read snk and i get violent memories of the war babe#i honestly don't know if i'm mentally prepared to answer that question now lskdkd#i love you and appreciate so much that you want to know about it but 1) yall know i have no history (?) 😭 in just there#my fav loves me but i don't have so many details to fill in how we met and stuff. about lore... i have practically nothing but eren. gulps.#eren really was a dangerous stage of my life#he's that ex i don't want to talk about. because i wasn't me when i liked and thought about eren#i love him so much and he goes hand in hand along with levi; my husband; i love levi so much from the bottom of my soul#armin is my legitimate son <3 i gave birth to him! and honorable mentions: erwin my beloved#our story is that one day i fucked him in his office. that man makes me shiver. what a man#i want to know everything about you! 🎤#my guess for you is that your favorite may be erwin but i want to hear all about it please#i'm still hurting from the manga ending but. i'm still grieving and processing it#maybe that's why i still can't talk about it. sobs
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guys i bought clancy today & the entire bag of capri suns this album is so pretty i'm so happy to bring him home tonight
#also paladin strait mv in one hour#i don't think i'm ready#i don't want this story to end#fully sobbing rn in front of my laptop just sipping my capri sun like it's dom perignon and waiting for the mv#how are y'all doing#twenty one pilots#clancy#paladin strait#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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I hate to beg, but my bank account hit the negatives yesterday. If you enjoy my writing and want to help me eat today, then it would mean the world if you could donate to my Ko-fi. Thank you 💕
#i don't want to go into detail because then it feels like a sob story to me?? idk#but basically my ex forced me to move out and break our lease last month and I've been in the hole ever since#my job just barely covers my rent so i have to scramble for all other bills#which means that food comes last#but yeah dhfjejs every tiny bit helps if you have a couple of dollars to spare thank you
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Me everyday and night when I remember if I want a Pantalone fic then I'm gonna have to be the one to fuckin write it
#I don't even think I'm asking for anything *super* specific#like if it's a certain au or a very specific kink that's one thing#but i'm just asking for a little smut i've never read before or a bit of fluff before bed#chex mix wants his bedtime stories#sobbing#pantalone#rambling#rambling in the tags
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going to be singing in our school's talent showcase tomorrow!! i'm so so excited, i chose the best song to sing as my final tribute to the school
#for anyone wondering the song i chose is sway by michael buble#funny story#i was asking the music director what song i should sing earlier today cause i put my name down on the list without actually knowing what-#-song i was doing#and he was like “if i could suggest a song to you#please please don't do a slow song or a ballad-y kind of song“#“because many people have already chosen a slow song to sing. of course that's great we want to show off their talent-#-but it's going to be held at 7:30pm and we don't want to make the audience sleep pahaha“#and i was like oh shit because the songs i had in mind were slow-ish. so i had to change my song#and i was like frantically looking through my playlist on the bus#wondering what song to pick#and as i was scrolling sway shows up and i was like “that song is so upbeat and people know it well enough”#“if i want to go out with a bang during my last week of school i should go for it”#so i changed the key and learnt the key changes the lyrics and the technicalities of the song (when to get louder how to add dynamic etc.)-#-in one night lmfao#now i'm going to sob over my final day as i write teachers' cards#[🌺] my posts!#[🗣️] nessa's rambles!#[🧍] ramble in the tags#probably the biggest ramble in the tags i've ever done
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Me: Intends to finish Enigmatic Confections so the sequels loosely line-up with the times of year they take place in.
Me: Realizes first one would be in late June.
Calendar: It is May 1st.
Me: 0_0
Document: 22 of 31 chapters done.
Brain: Time to amp up production, bitch.
Me: :)
Me: ;-;
#i don't want it to end#*sobs*#but i want to be in the clear for the two sequels#i am so attached to this story#sarcastic thinks about writing#even if i managed a chapter a week i won't make it damn it
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As of yet unnamed game card art!
#pixelart#pixel art#card game design#card games#scottish mythology#Happy new year gang#I've been on my course for a good while now. I have a new very close friend from it and have made a few others as well#Our little group is in a discord and we're all a good bit nerdy haha#I'm far from the oldest one in the class/group which is always good to see#We got two weeks off for winter break which is great. We come back tomorrow. I'm not ready lmao.#But with the time I got I treated it like a game jam. Me and friend were like “we got two weeks let's make what we can”#And I wasted the first few days. Not by not working but by using AI to try and help with code. Turns out it's terrible at it.#I've been openly anti-AI but our course encourages us to use it for coding so I thought it would be good at games.#Nope. It's dogshit. It worked for a while but I ended up working so much more efficiently just making the code myself#So this new game. It's a card game. you might be thinking “This has nothing to do with the 16 characters you were making what happened??”#It's all connected. ALL of it. Greenhollow. HoaM. Elphame. This new project. The 16 characters. They're all connected.#It's gonna sound like the story will be oversaturated and it is. But I'm not worried about that rn. Just making sure the game is fun.#And I can confirm: The game is fun. It's playable. Graeme and I have been playing it a ton and I feel so happy. I love designing the cards#I don't want to explicitly state what's up but here's a clue: These 20 cards are all playable by the ISTP character#That will either make you understand completely or not help you at all.#Anyway. I'm tying in previous projects so they all get to tell their story. My sister made designs for characters ages ago#and I'm finally getting to show them. One is on one of these cards. But I intend to show all of them and tell all their stories#Of course since there are so many characters a lot of the little side stories will be optional.#I'm getting ahead of myself. But I'm loving doing art and programming for this rn. Tomorrow I return to DA lifestyle...#But at the end of the month I'll be a lot less busy and might get to work on this again. No idea of a release ETA#but in 2 weeks I've done 20 cards. I'm hoping for between 128-256 (I love symmetry). That said it's faster once I'm in the habit of it.#I have a little bit of programming left before this version is final (4 cards left) but yeah. It's looking damn good.#I'm not as manic as the last post but I am very proud of myself#Also 2024 was my favourite year for movies lmao. Inside out 2 wicked and sonic 3 were all amazing All 3 make me sob like a baby#2024 was crazy. I lived so much hahaha. I met a lot of people and travelled so much and got so fit (then lost it all in winter)
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lyney's character story about his vision revealing arlecchino didn't allow him to use a delusion and was genuinely angry that he would do something lynette wouldn't want for him, encouraging him to find other solutions... the way she was also sad lyney didn't feel comfortable relying on her during the quest... she really cares about the kids. her smile while speaking to furina also looked sincere. even though one can debate if this is all an act to make them trust and be loyal to her (as said by her, "good actors hone their craft to mesmerise the whole crowd") or acknowledge the fact she's using the kids by making them part of the fatui, she genuinely seems to cherish them. at least she goes through lengths that aren't really necessary for her not to care. the way she reformed the orphanage, the way she helped freminet get closure on his mother's fate... i just think it goes to show and confirm once more how biased everything/everyone in the game is. sometimes bordering unreliable, really. scara and childe's lines about her paint her in a certain light, which i'm not saying isn't true quite the opposite, but that persona seems to coexists with the version the kids from the house of the hearth know.
#her friendly proposal to the traveler also seemed genuine even if she has other interests in mind#maybe we will be surprised in the future i don't know but her vibe is really different from someone like dottore#she is cordial and diplomatic which automatically means she's cunning and probably good at manipulating people but she also seems genuine#and empathetic and her debate with furina only comes to show how smart she is... she seemed righteous?!#i'm really curious to find out more about her motivations why she became an harbinger and so on#she seems extremely loyal to the tsaritsa#the tsaritsa also seems so cool i loved that she was described in such a regal way for some reason#shnezenaya is gonna be such a cool area#anyways daily arlecchino rant because obsessed with her#on another note lyney's story was very emotional him and lynette really went through a lot#knowing they probably wouldn't be 'here' if only the gods hadn't blessed lyney is so :')#they really would go to the end of the world for each other#also for freminet despite not being blood related they really are each others family#sobbing i love them#lyneys voice lines always make me sad he just wants to be seen and accepted#i want to hug him 😭
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