#i don't remember my last hug

[neimiismycoolgirlname]

Lmao i just realised my brain could not factor in the warmth in physical touch so it imagined sex being cold and other people feeling like marble statue until now. And last night my entite skin was slithering and emitting happy hormones imagining itself being against someone elses and feeling warmer for it.

[iridescentoracle]

i am so obsessed with how like. taken as read the ot3 are at this point. like on the one hand it feels like they've been building up to this for ages but on the other hand it kind of feels like i blinked and we skipped right past some Major Turning Point where everything got spelled out and we're just already in firmly Established Relationship-land. obviously tarvek is too well-protected for anyone to assassinate openly, look how angry his boyfriend and girlfriend are at the idea of anyone threatening him. at this point i'm half-convinced agatha's just going to refer to her boyfriends in passing to someone else and no one's even going to comment on it until van finds out twenty pages later and immediately starts making everyone pay up

[crabsnpersimmons]

CRAB IS YOUR MOON OKAY WITH HUGS?

PLEASE THIS GUYS NEED SOME AFFECTION

LET ME JUST-

GHHHHHH-/pos

[buttercupshands]

my friendship with canon ended now fanon is my new best friend

but first a cute bird

basically my mind decided that it's now free to draw whatever AUs and stuff that I want including random stuff like this

and this!

I think my way of coping with 423 is just... ignoring it ever existed so now it's just this and an occasional canon stuff

but good for him he deserves to have all the fun fanon can offer

fun fact: this was the first sketch out of all of them in this post!

[akq96618]

recently rewatched den-o for ryuutaros and ended up falling (and cry) for yuuto and deneb. this scene from ep 49 breaks my heart :")

[skyward-floored]

I finally completed the Anju and Kafei quest 😭

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you

[theyarebothgunshot]

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[lilalilan]

Ahhh got harassed by a random guy at the concert after-party could y'all just fucking not

[doerot]

So.

[real-life-cloud]

:(

[ourceliumnetwork]

i really am just going to have to lean into the fact that i just really like cheese board foods and deal with that, aren't I?

[rossithepixie]

-walks out of therapy covered in blood-

talked about my mother

how's everyone else doing?

[colourful-dots]

you know what the worst feeling about all of this is? I'm nobody's priority number one, and probably not even two and I'm happy that all my friends are in happy relationships but it feels so alienating to literally have one other friend who is single, because even if people in relationships don't realize it but you're different when you're in one and that goes back to my first point so often when i wanna hang out with friends they're busy because they're doing something with the person they're in a relationship with. like honestly being single with single friends is so much easier, but now that I'm back to being the only one i feel so fucking lonely.

i hang out with maybe one or two friends a week and for them that's enough because the rest of the time they hang with the person they're dating and they just don't realize how that brings me down, always being the third choice, always being alone at home

[mila-carat]

Even INI noticed that Takumi and Yudai's hug scene was a little bit "🤨🏳️‍🌈?" and to be honest i'm glad I'm not the only one...

[watch-out-it-bites]

I love dolls. I always have. There's something to be adored about little figurines, plushies, motionless objects that you give your own warmth to. I love dolls and how they can be changed so easily, how, yes they can be ugly. But who cares because in the ugliness you can. I dunno. There's still love in there. Someone will love it, and it can't be hurt.

I wish I was a doll. It would be nice to have joints, fabric, strings, whatever, and not need to make decisions, I could rip and tear and have no say. I could be as dirty as I am now and boom. Someone could throw me in a washing machine or take care and fix up all those bad parts. Or they could just be there, be emphasized, I don't know. Nobody can truly hate dolls, There's always a box I could stay in, and nobody would care. I could be forgotten to time and not have to worry. Why would dolls need to worry about anything.

That makes me think of doll customizers. The ones that rip off faces to replace them with the little clay ones or other faces, I feel like it's a lot less aggressive than it seems. It's a bit comforting, taking your old identity and throwing it out for the new, nicer one. Like. How do I say it? It feels kind. Cutting out your old parts, creating you a new face, a new you. And there'd be no reason to fuss because, again, you're just a doll. Why would you be sad about that? Or mad? It's your intended purpose, to be played with, altered, for them to maybe see a character, friend, even see them in you. There's no reason for misery when you're a doll. Siigh :-)

plushies are nice too. I like hugging them.

This Ramble probably makes Zero Sense but. It does to mmeee:-)