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anastacialyart · 2 years ago

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the first time the daylight met the night sky, a sunset bloomed between them

#femslashfeb2023 #minifemslashfeb2023 #i used both the ''first time meeting'' and the ''stars'' prompts so im tagging both #im only seven days late lmaoo im gonna try to keep any other prompts i try really simple #anyway. the night sky is full of stars and the sun is a star itself so its on theme in two different ways #art #anastacialyart #things i draw #i don't remember any other tags i use

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transmascutena · 7 months ago

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the poor little meow meow-ifictation of saionji in this fandom has got to stop i can't take it any more

#he is an interesting character yes and i like him but some of you act like he is eternally and exclusively a victim which is not true #yes he is a victim of akio and of the narrative (like every other character. he is not perticularly special in this regard)#no he is not a victim of the patriarchy (he in fact benefits from it directly at the cost of the girls around him)#no he is not a victim of wakaba (??not sure where this even came from) no he is not a victim of anthy (watch the first episode again maybe)#some of you are at all times 2 steps away from becoming the next misandry in the utena fandom person #“erm the way he is punished by the narrative for failing to live up to the masculine ideal of the prince-#-is basically just as bad as the systemic abuse he participates in putting girls through“#good lord i do not want to hear your takes on any real world feminist issues #m #bad takes #(should probably remember to use that tag. even though this isn't really about anything super specific)#and it's not about any of my mutuals to be clear. you all know how to actually be critical of how much he sucks #AND write good nuanced analysis. shockingly you can do both. actually i don't think one is possible without the other

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thejadearia · 11 months ago

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Speaking of Shimazaki, I learned a lot about myself this week making these terrible memes so I could drop them in the discord chat as I made my friends watch MP100. What I learned was, I have a terrible sense of humor (actually I already knew that, I just didn't realize it was this bad) and that the only thing I enjoy more than watching Shimazaki kick ass, is Shimazaki getting his ass kicked. (I'll have more of these for next week when we get to Serizawa's stuff! Sorry!)

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 3 months ago

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I am exhausted, good heavens.

#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me #BUT #BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal #actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day #I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies #and boysies and peepsies #my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail #MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles #sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is #anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way #I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL #WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING #I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED #I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes #I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going #I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick #and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN #because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333 #I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD #SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME #and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now #vent post #personal vent #tw vent #tw sui talk

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euclydya · 1 year ago

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hi I'm redoing our coining post for a term we coined primarily for our use but y'know if it fits anyone else out there you can use it too!

Rebornative

A sysmate who forms as an introject of a past sysmate in the system who has gone dormant, while sometimes also simultaneously being the dormant sysmate integrated with the newly formed sysmate.

A Rebornative forms with the past memories of the dormant sysmate they're an introject of, and may feel like they're partially the same as the dormant sysmate but slightly different.

Example:

Sysmate A forms, and eventually goes dormant

Sysmate B appears in their place, with the same memories and same or similar appearance

Sysmate B considers themselves the same person as Sysmate A but different in some way, and because of this they can call themselves a Rebornative if they want!

[this term is free to use by any system but keep in mind OP is endogenic!]

#plural term #i do hope the wording makes sense ajajajdkdkskskdjd #pluralgang #pro endo #ummmm. idk any other tags 2 use <3 so #this happens so often in our system and those it happened to wanted a word for it #in fact i think one of our rebornatives coined it but I don't. remember nrjdjwkskdkdkdksk #long post

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quirkle2 · 1 month ago

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how would u guys feels about me selling stuff on inprnt? it likely wouldn't be fanart, it'd be original works—prolly mostly october eighteenth stuff. there might be fanart but i'm still deciding. any interest

#qktalks #assuming i . get accepted <33hahah #i complain for a while down below ˅ so . ignore the tags if u don't wanna hear my thoughts on selling stuff #if anybody remembers i used to sell stuff on redbubble and i closed the shop bc:#a) the artist margins r . fucking Pennies it feels like #and b) i felt . weird.selling my art to people #it felt unfair ? idk how to describe it #i know logically it doesn't make sense but it feels selfish to make people pay for my art #bc 1) i rly don't think it's worth money. but that's another can of worms #and 2) i think my art should be enjoyed for free ? that's just.how i think it should be #and to be clear i don't think this rule should apply to Other artists. it's just me. and yes logically that's ridiculous but #it's just how i feel. they're allowed to get money for their art. me tho ? fuggetaboutit #and im not much of a .. physical art kind of person? i don't rly.Get it. i guess. i've purchased One physical piece of art in my entire lif #other than that i just.don't see why people would buy physical art. not judging them for it ofc but im just not the type #so in my perspective idk why on EARTH anybody would buy physical stuff with My art on it. what. why would that be in demand #that ^ WAS how i thought. back when i closed the redbubble shop #but i recently searched all my favorite artist's profiles to see if they had shops that sold bookmarks #and i found myself ? sad when i discovered a fav artist of mine didn't have a shop or didn't offer bookmarks #and then it Clicked and i was like Ohhhhhh.#so yeah uhm . maybe ill put up a shop ? eventually.#i have to . make the art first. since i don't have any original works yet #but i was planning on doing more this year anyway so <3

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clfixationstation · 5 months ago

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I just remembered the time I was a summer camp counselor and I tried to read the first Harry Potter book aloud to my campers, and I had to skip over so many fatphobic lines

Because why would I just expose these perfectly nice kids to a bunch of mean comments, played off as comedy, that they would use as ammunition against other kids and themselves? It's just plain cruel. Joanne was incredibly fucking weird for that

#cl thoughts #and Many other things #should I even tag the series?#i hate giving it any air especially online #harry potter #I can't believe I read those things as a kid I think it genuinely made me a more cruel person #harry potter critical #anti jkr #anti jk rowling #i kinda hate using the crit tags bc I know the ppl that need to hear it most will have them blocked but oh well #i have a lot of nostalgia for the series but it's really gross in retrospect #the racism antisemitism misogyny fatphobia transphobia queerphobia in general - the list just goes on #like why'd she have to be so weird with it she could've been normal #hell i reread the series multiple times a year from 5th grade to 9th grade #ugh #like i don't want to say these awful lines then hear the kids repeat them at camp for the rest of the week #obv those books weren't the only source of fatphobia - it was rampant back then and still bad now #but I distinctly remember this book being what introduced me to a lot of specific awful ideas around weight :(

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californiaquail · 22 days ago

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anyone else feeling fundamentally incapable of adjusting to society. also just discovered there's a 30 tag limit which i can't believe i've never hit before

#like it was one thing when i was in high school and college like wasn't socialized as a child due to not receiving schooling and growing up #sda blah blah whatever but like i'm almost 27 and i am barely functioning lol like i feel like i'm struggling to have a normal conversation #even more than i used to and i think my speech cadence is noticably off which i don't think it always has been #some of it is definitely from chronic exhaustion from having to get up too early and the stress of having a frequently panic inducing boss #but like. come on now. i can't even drive despite finally having a license because i'm too scared/distractible/poor reaction time #over a dozen antidepressants have not worked. adderall is not working great either #i'm SO much dumber than i used to be and it's driving me quite literally insane #i don't even think it's from getting covid in july because i was noticing it before although it definitely became way more noticeable after #i got this job. i've never been this bad at a job in my life and it's something anyone who knows me would assume i'd be good at #it's embarrassing. i cannot fucking remember anything i struggle to do the most basic of arithmetic to fill prescriptions i make the same #silly mistakes multiple times i am constantly asking stupid questions and still somehow fucking up all the time #it's not as bad as it was a couple months ago and frankly i'm shocked i haven't gotten fired i keep thinking that's going to happen #of course i wanted to quit this job four months ago but now i'm at like a sunk cost fallacy point unfortunately #this is obviously not like any kind of career position for many reasons but i don't know what else to do unless i move across the country #again. i'm not even qualified for anything besides animal related things and summer camp which are fine obviously but not great if you want #things like benefits or paid leave or not to get burned out as hell lmao #i don't even feel like i could do any customer service jobs because i literally struggle to put a coherent sentence together on the spot #everything is so slow. soooo slow i'm literally losing my mind which is catastrophic because my mind is all i've ever had going for me #and i'm having kind of a horrible existence lately which is exacerbating all my problems except the problems make it mostly impossible to d #anything to fix it. ok going out and doing some fun stuff for a day makes me feel better that's great. except then i need a day after that #to recover from doing things the previous day. so the only feasible day for doing things would be saturday. except on saturdays i'm #recovering from working. i literally only work 4 days and barely over 30 hours it's Not that crazy. i mean the boss is crazy and the job ca #also be crazy obviously but 30 hours a week is minimal compared to other work schedules i've maintained before #anyway but the most i can do after work is go to the store if i need to but i almost never have energy for anything fun #and the fucking bus doesn't run on sundays and walking miles to get literally anywhere takes a lot of energy i don't have #i'm about to move next weekend and i'm dreading it because it's going to be so much work and i'm so fucking tired #and i don't have any friends to help me with cleaning i might be able to get help moving my stuff but i'm not even confident about that #i might have to rent a uhaul but i would honestly rather pay somebody to help because i'm that scared of driving even for one 30 min trip #whatever....sorry i had to feel bad for myself in the tumblr dot edu tags again i'm not in therapy rn #(<- guy who should be in therapy)

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thelivingsin · 4 months ago

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it's normal to be disappointed when you learn that your dreams are already dead. but just like a phoenix, our death will lead us to our own rebirth; and like a supernova, some deaths are beautiful.

#context is in the tags where i hide #which will be a lot #so uh #you all probably know about... my au.#all the team is busy. of course including me.#one's in uni; the other... idk. probably living his life.#as i mentioned in a previous post i've been missing the times when the group was still as active as how young people would be #and the youthful days i had in general #one thing i used to be scared of is change.#now i don't think i'm scared of change anymore. just dreadful but no longer scared #because change is inevitable and there's nothing we can do #so uhhh #go with the flow i guess #i always let the people i cherish live their own lives and i give them all the privacy they need #even if it means not being able to keep in touch with them #that is if they'd still remember me #whether they would or wouldn't that's okay with me #(no hard feelings everything is genuine and honest)#so... let's go straight to the point #the au would probably end up being solely written... that is if the art stuff doesn't push through #it's not like i've grown sick of those 'promises' i totally understand them i SWEAR.#i just don't wish to be misunderstood but like i just. couldn't spit all of it out in front of them #i'm sorry for being a coward #and if you see this... i don't know. probably tell me how you're doing? and either give me hopes that this could all still be sorted out-#or tell me if it's impossible at this point?#please just don't give me any false hope.#and... if we all ever don't push through #i'm genuinely sorry if i tired you or wasted your time and energy.#i'm sorry for dragging you to all my demands and perfectionisms and insecurities #missing entry

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kingslionheart · 5 days ago

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whats the weirdest thing you’ve ever normalised

i wanted to try to find something a bit lighter to say but there's genuinely nothing light in anything weird that i have normalised, SO.

i guess the weirdest thing i have normalised is exclusion, like actively excluding people and being very open about it. i wasn't the one doing that, it was done to me in middle school and that was part of the bullying i was subjected to, tho the adults (especially the teachers) were the ones who made me normalise it and bullying in general, because they constantly repeated to me like on a daily basis that bullying didn't exist and neither did exclusion, and therefore of course A 12 YEARS OLD IS GOING TO NORMALISE THAT

#to this day i still have trouble accepting that those were the things happening to me #the weird thing is that when i saw it happening to others i knew it was wrong and it wasn't normal #but i was incapable of saying that to myself #like i blamed myself a lot and the adults around me at school made sure i did that #(it was done to many other kids getting bullied in that school not just me)#and that was because they didn't want a bad reputation and because at the time there wasn't a law against bullying #and also because the parents of the group of bullies were friends with the headmaster who was also the head of my class and my teacher #i don't wanna go deeper into details about the other things that used to happen to me and what it has done to my mental health #but today as an adult i wholeheartedly blame the adults more than the bullies #and i'm very much angrier towards them than towards those who did those things to me #because those were adults they were teachers and they had to protect me #as they had to protect many others in that school #but they didn't even try #and i hope that one day i will get to meet the headmaster again just to tell him everything i think of him and how much of a shitty teacher #and person he is #also because i know that many people had to go to therapy because of the way he handled bullies and bullying #he ruined so many young people when he was supposed to help them #just to make you understand the person he was (and is) i remember one time when i was 12 when he checked on me asking me how things were #and i said that i did not care if they did something to me but i did not want them to target my brother with fatphobic jokes #and he looked at me (a 12 years old he was in his 40s/50s) dead in the eye and said “your brother is old enough to defend himself”#my brother was 13 #this teacher was the headmaster #not gonna reread the tags and the post because this triggers me a bit BUT THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION!!!#just a reminder that it is never alright to normalise these things #if i made any typo you know why mwah #asks #bullying tw #tw bullying

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demainest · 2 months ago

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kpop wrapped 2024 (@sillyabtmusic thank you for the tag!! big hugs!)

psd and blank template. tagging @mizugucci, @donghyuckkies, @bloomblooms, @valenten

#other than from little wave there's moon tour and she a wolf and all of jinki's flow b sides and farewell and butterfly effect and #i know epik high's not technically kpop (but after born hater and the way they used to promote they're in the same realm as idols tbh)#but i listened to pump substantially more than any actual kpop album lol #for the mv i was debating between armageddon and virtual angel and then i remembered that i watched the k will one way too many times #i mean it took him 6 years to come back and also continuing the please don't story!! <- still isn't over it #tag game #(ignore my rambling)#dicō

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melancholic-pigeon · 4 months ago

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@vaspider @mistresskabooms @nerdykeppie I'm the one who's being weird? Me? really? You are absolutely sure you're not the asshole in this situation? You're ABSOLUTELY SURE this was a justified response to my polite confusion?

Wow. I really misread you.

#@mistresskabooms I'm sorry for tagging you but you're being used as a weapon to lash out at me and I figured you would want to know #that your parent is dragging you into their smear campaign #also the reason you don't remember it happening is because it didn't happen #it cannot have possibly happened by the laws of time and space #so.#hang in there I hope you're okay and you don't get any backlash from my response to being attacked by your parent #You're actually right not to remember it. it didn't happen. it cannot have happened because 2018 is after 2009.#that's really what baffles me the most about this #linear time supports my side #math supports my side #I'm guessing it's just embarrassed defensiveness because of other factors but it's still extremely inappropriate/unprofessional/unkind #also again even if I was wrong I did not deserve to be lashed out at for apologizing for being mistaken.#and unfortunately I have to imagine if this is how they treat strangers they probably do this at home too #and it's uncalled for and not okay no matter who it's directed at #in case you or anyone else needs to hear it #this was and is not okay #and if this seems familiar like a pattern of behavior and you need to hear it: you don't deserve to be treated like this either #hopefully it isn't #but you know #when people show you who they are believe them #and they have very clearly shown who they are #and hopefully they're not like this at home but I don't feel right not saying something somewhere just in case #if this is a pattern and you get it too: it's not your fault.#you didn't deserve to be used as a shield in trick or treating wank #don't buy from nerdykeppie

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xisanamii · 10 months ago

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liu wei featuring his homie (gay) and homie (platonic)

#liu wei #moriyama yoshitaka #kagari erika (oc)#moriliu #salmon arts #if i put the fandom tags after five it won't show up in the tag right lmao #idk how tumblr has changed. whatever #i believe that the... unique way i write liu wei was the foundation for this rarepair because like. canon doesn't have much material #i took a lot of creative liberty with this man #apologies for any other liu wei stans out there #anyway erika and liu wei are like bickering siblings they will claim exclusive privileges to annoy each other #as for moriliu. well liu wei is a no-nonsense flirt and moriyama is a nonsensical flirt i think they're a perfect match personally #(this is the long way of saying liu wei is also a nonsensical flirt actually)#i adore everyone. sighs #knb #kuroko no basket #i don't remember which knb tag i used for my blog so i have to use both every time i post a knb thing i guess. cursed with organized chaos #i'm also listening to hakumyu in the background as i draw and despite it being an otome game there's a lot of gay moments here #also the erika shoving the xiaolongbao into liu wei's mouth is a redraw from four years ago #... old art should not be perceived here #but i am getting very brave with the hands lmao #it's been eleven years... my brain has accepted i cannot leave knb just like hakuouki #god i have a lot of drawing ideas with my yosenverse and vocaloid songs too #all my brainrots coming together

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marypsue · 1 year ago

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I freely admit that this post is more propaganda to try to get people to consider using a book journal than me actually believing that People In General keep book journals, but consider: keeping a book journal.

#saw somebody make a derisive comment in the tags of a post about keeping a book journal #something to the effect of 'no? i don't do that?? because i just remember what i've already read????'#(strong implication that if you can't or don't Just Remember then you are stupid and defective)#and it got RIGHT up my nose.#oh really? really? you remember the exact correct title and author of every book you've ever read?#you remember when you read it and what the context of that time was?#you remember your impression of it at that time and every thought that it sparked in you?#you remember WHY this one hit so hard when you read it this time when last time you tried it left you cold? or vice versa?#or why this one struck you so hard but this other similar one you also read didn't?#and how being able to hold together having read both of them helped you understand and articulate WHY the other one didn't hit?#and maybe also helped you understand something fundamental about people's viewpoints? or the way the world works and why?#and you remember that revelation? and always will?#and you can conjure all of these memories to mind on command?#and not just end up with only 'the cover was green and in the end it turned out they were sisters'?#and any of us who don't have your impressive mental faculties are just stupid?#ok. sure. I super definitely believe you.#anyway i love my book journal #everybody who enjoys reading and thinking about books should at least give keeping one a shot

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ginkovskij · 4 months ago

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gin, we need your critical opinion about megalopolis. was it really that bad?

i mean.

is it unwatchable? no. but also it is not good for sure. would love for it to be a case of "so bad it circles back being somehow good", but unfortunately no, becasue in order to achieve such a thing coppola should have gone camp and embraced the style instead of taking himself too seriously.

there are. ideas. that considered by themselves sort of make sense if you are desperate to find sense in this insanity of a movie, but whether within or without context for the large part they remain disjointed. and are anyway very cringe at core. i don't know how to put it kindly but the script just sucks. and choices were made.

#continuing in the tags because i'm embarassed lol i am no expert at all and just like watching movies #before and after watching it myself i read and listened to opinions coming from both sides as one does and #listen the movie ain't that deep #what moves some people to call it a masterpiece is essentially the same that moves other call it a disappointment: - this constant quoting #(both in the dialogues and in the visuals) something else something cool #without paying the due attention as to whether each quote is coherent to the context in which it is being used or adds any value to the #general narration #- but also this. delirious. thing with lights and cgi (it should have been practical effects!!) and. editing. that wants to be something bu #it's genuinely just outdated‚ ridicolous‚ i found it kinda offending even lol #i appreciate a genuine homage to the arts as the next guy but citations aren't enough #this movie created some talk about the duality of cinema as a form of art and entertainment which isn't entirely out pf place but if you #watch megalopolis you will easily see the entertainment aspect isn't there because the movie sucks‚ and that the art aspect is shallow #anyway i forgot all the million things i wanted to add so very quickly:#director: gave himself five stars on letterboxd. bad #writing: bad #editing: bad #photography: okayish #music: don't even remember it #acting: there's only so much an actor can do when their characters are unflattering #set & costume design: i don't understand why the future utopia looks like 10s fast fashion clodius and wow are the only ones who get it. ba #sorry for the nonsense hope my answer is at least more enjoyable than watching megalopolis ha-ha (':#gin answer

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front-facing-pokemon · 2 years ago

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#cascoon #it's like silcoon‚ but purple and pointy! desperately trying to remember how this one comes about. i'm gonna seem like a fake pokémon fan #i know silcoon and cascoon are both evolutions of wurmple. but i don't remember what the criteria are. is it a gender thing? hold on google #oh. it's just. some hidden personality value. so it's effectively random #y'know what. i think that's better than it being a gender thing. shoutout. but it could be considerably more interesting #maybe i'm just conditioned by the hitmonline to think that every evolution criteria has to be stupid and obscure and insane #or finizen At All #or all the stupid-ass trade evos. do not like trade evos. i do Not like trade evos! i have said this before but i will keep saying it #i just realized i called cascoon purple and pointy as though silcoon was not pointy. i'm not with it at all this morning #i just woke up‚ y'all. can you tell. can you tell i'm not sentient yet. i have to go to work in like an hour and a half and i am Not ready #anyway. i'm gonna get this guy up in the queue and dustox and then take my meds. see you guys in the dustox post #this must look so weird to y'all. since dustox is gonna be either multiple hours or a whole Day after cascoon #but i queue up two to three pokémon at once every morning to keep a good backlog in the queue in case one morning i miss it #which has happened before. it's saved my ass before. and i'm gonna need to use it at the beginning of july #sneak peek for you guys. i'll be heading out of town on june 30th to go to the other side of the country for work. so i won't be around #any posts you see from june 30th to july 4th are gonna be like super duper queued in advance. and i probably won't be able to answer asks #or anything like that. i dunno if i'll do a formal announcement bc no one will even notice but for you dear reader #who read this deep into my mile-long cascoon tags. you now know that i will be out of town from june 30th to july 4th #use this power wisely….

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