#i don't know what to feel anymore

[liannafae]

Hello everyone I am back after my death and rebirth. Last week until today was like a fever dream to me, I had been pinching myself if all of the Ewan content is real. This man has made me scream, cream, bend, stretch, kneel, legs wide open, bark, meow, cry and laugh all at the same time. This was not what I was expecting and he blew all of the Ewanwives, Ewannation and Aemondwives. For that, I really hope he won't leave his cave for a while because I can't handle another round of this. Also, thank you to all the fans who went above and beyond on sharing all of the content, thank you sister wives 🌼💖🌼💖🌼💖🌼🌼💖🌼💖🌼💖🌼🌻🌻✨✨🌻☺️🌻☺️🌻🌻☺️🌻☺️🌻☺️🌻☺️🌻☺️🌻🌻☺️🌻☺️🫡🌞🫡🌞🫡🌞🫡🌞🫡🌞🫡🌞🫡🫡🌞🫡🌞🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[redinunderworld]

"he fell first, but she fell harder" is the kind of story i like

until it became...

"he fell out of love, and she gives up"

[starsstardust]

Netflix and Chill?

[marchessa]

Why did the entire sesason 2 of Good Omens (except the ending scene) feel like it was written by someone high on drugs?

I fucking loved it. Brilliant. Hilarious. Heartbreakingly(????!!!!) good.

[kozuwhore]

guys the crisis is real

[letting-darkness-win]

I care for a man from Israel.

And he's loving, caring. Abhors violence. I've never met anyone as sweet and caring as he is, his love for his loved ones is unmatched. He'd die for anyone he's ever called a friend.

But I've also never met anyone so desperate to excuse violence carried out in his name. The propaganda filling up his head drives me insane. His fear makes it hard to push him into facing it.

He's visiting EU and had to convince his father he'll be fine, but he was scared too. His country taught him that outside of Israel, he's unsafe. I had to spend an hour assuring him that he won't be attacked just for being from Israel.

When I tried sending him articles, information, he couldn't access it while home. He believes that if anyone in the army hurt a child, unjustly torture a person, rape or even shoot a gun without reason, IDF would punish them. And he believes it fullheartedly.

His fear of Hamas is absolutely insane. And yet he barely knows why the conflict is happening.

When he's upset, when we argue and disagree, he lashes out, saying things don't add up. Says he wants more information.

His fear is so transparent, so desperate, that it hurts my soul. Fear of the world, instilled in him by his leaders. Fear of learning his people are doing horrible things. Fear of that means for him as a person.

Ultimately, I know that other than bring up information and be by his side as he learns more, I can't do much. I can't take away the pain he feels when he is faced with it all. And I can't tell him what to do with his anger either.

I don't know what a solution would be.

I know I won't stop trying to help him deprogram.

I don't know if it'll do anything.

All I can do is hope and belive. But a part of me can't help but wonder how many more every-day, civilian people, go about their life in Israel under constant fear forced on them by their own leaders for the sake of continuing a genocide.

[buttercuparry]

Tumblr is more about reblogging social justice posts than anything. Everyone gets to have their moment of tongue clucking at the newest antics the racists on this website put up, and that's it. Let me tell you something; your continued attention on fundraisering posts would do more good to those these racist Zionists are trying to harass, than you reblogging the hundredth post about them threatening to snitch to the FBI.

Today is Thursday and Siraj Abudayeh still hasn't reached 50k. He escaped death yesterday, and today he had to risk his life again to get a hotspot connection- all so that he may continue to campaign...Him reaching his end goal of 82k, would help him better than you picking a fight with Zionists on tumblr. Please he is stuck at $49636 CAD.

I BEG YOU TO BOOST AND DONATE AND GET SIRAJ AT LEAST TO 50K.

(Vetting at 219)

[futurecatlady321]

My mum's mum is dying and I have never even met her.

[dangerousskeletoncoptree]

thinking about my brother

[spiltcandycoatedpunkblood]

I look at the state of the country and people's discussions on so many serious topics and I swear to god, I don't get what happened to their thinking. So many people just uncritically absorb media and online news and all I can just do is

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

...Turns out gay sex actually was the solution.

(This is basically a redraw, come read the real deal over at Tiger Tiger)

[lazylittledragon]

do any other artists feel like. yeah you're a 'good artist' because you draw things that look nice, but like. TECHNICALLY? you're really not great

i really hate that i can recognise that yes, my art is good, but is it VARIED? is it dynamic?? is my anatomy good? is it full of texture and colour theory? do i know how to do This? can i do That? no, not really. and that's quite painful actually

[starcurtain]

Hear me out. I know it's unlikely that Ratio would ever have been foolish enough to directly get taken in by a scam, but considering that we know:

One of the groups specifically tricked by Kakavasha before he joined the IPC was the Intelligentsia Guild

What he tricked them about was Tayzzyronth's Swarm remnants, the exact same thing we see Ratio investigating in his very first appearance in the game, and

The researchers were described as "extremely cautious"

I am surprised that "Ratio was at least somehow connected to the Intelligentsia Guild team fooled by Kakavasha before he was ever even a Stoneheart" isn't more popular with the Ratio and Aventurine fandom.

Like imagine being Dr. Ratio. You tell your colleagues, "This seems like a scam. Are you sure you should trust this 'local guide' you've made contact with? Tell me about him. A picture? Does this even look like an Egyhazan native to you? I won't save you fools from making idiotic decisions." (You end up having to clean up the aftermath of their idiotic decisions anyway. There is sand in places on your body you didn't even know existed before this. How mortifying for the Guild. For you, by association.)

Then, next thing you know, you get a mission briefing slid across your desk from your IPC connections. They want you to work with their new Stoneheart. You open the packet to see... that little bastard with the enthralling eyes who had your moronic colleagues scrambling in the dirt on a backwater planet for months. Apparently he's made a career out of fooling you your supposedly competent guildmates.

You run off to confront him. You never met him personally back then, but you deserve compensation for the idiocy you were subjected to nonetheless. He deserves to know how much of a pain in the ass he's been in your life already without ever having met your eyes--

He proceeds to shove a gun into your hands and tries to make you an accomplice to a suicide. Apparently, this is normal behavior for the man now called Aventurine. Somehow, it's supposed to prove to you that he is a sane and reliable individual.

Absolutely nothing in your life has been normal since Egyhazo.

You would like to have mundane problems, sometimes.

How do you keep ending up in this beautiful manic clever conman's orbit, and why, like binary stars, can you not escape the gravitational pull?

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 115

“Seriously old man?” the rumbling voice nearly caused Tim to jump, his eyes darting away from where Ras was sitting, the Al Ghul almost seeming to perk. It was kind of hard to miss the man… teen… being? It was kind of hard to miss the owner of the voice what with how their hair looked like it was on fire.��

They motioned around at well, everything, crimson eyes looking exasperated. “Really?” They were definitely motioning towards him, interrupting Ras when he opened his mouth to talk. “No, I don’t want to hear it, I swear- Did he kidnap you?” That was definitely aimed at him. 

“N-no?” Tim was feeling slightly unbalanced and may be on hour sixty without sleep at this point, if the hour long nap was counted. “I need help finding my not-dad who's lost in time.” 

The being let out a strangled noise that Tim could nearly swear was almost another one, but couldn’t vocalize his slurred thoughts as the dude muttered something, motioning around as though he was tempted to strangle something or someone. 

Ras cleared his throat, looking almost awkward which was how Tim knew he had to be dreaming or drugged. Probably drugged. “Jordan, how good to see you, it’s been so long-”

“Can it Pops,” the being-named-Jordan scoffed, finger pointing towards the Demon’s Head. “Moms still pissed and isn’t coming back any time soon with you still pulling this shit.” 

Tim felt his brain stall, process for a moment, then process some more over what he just heard before his mouth ran before it could catch up. “Ras is married???” 

[confidentconfusion]

I just read long live evil by sarah rees brennan all in one go and i feel like a have emerged an entirely different human being

jesus christ

like, i read a lot and there is always something wrong with a story, those tiny little derails you wished were different, but like. I didn't even have time to find any of those in this book.

I had absolutely no clue where this story was going, and I was laughing so loud i startled my cats, and I was sobbing, and i was absolutely delighted with every single plot twist

I need someone to hit me with the amnesia so i can experiance it for the first time again right now. No, let me read it a second time first so I can have the experiance of knowing, then hit me over the head with a steel bar

I feel hollow.

I fear I will never find a book this good ever again. Damn you sarah rees brennan. Bless your beautiful soul.

[maybevillage]

based on one of the aether current quests in labyrinthos, where a gleaner asks you to say a prayer for him before he goes on a long journey