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me for 3 years straight: “sorry i haven’t been myself lately”

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I feel really anxious but I'm too exausted to even try to cope

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I can't bear the weekends

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Tw descriptions of sh (quite graphic)

I wanna sh but not because I hate myself (for once in my life) but because I want to see the blood dripping down and to leave a scar- part of me thinks I don't really sh because you can only see the scats if you look really close. And I want to have symmetrical scars like all lined up and the same length and colour. Maybe I'm psychopathic Maybe I will turn out to be a murderer guess we will find out if I get that far. Remember me if I do

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Tw mentions of suicide

It's like my brain is trying to prepare me for if my sister commits and it's weird because it's like everything has sentimental value now and I keep thinking like she is already gone and I keep thinking about how i will react and how I will cope and I know that if she does I will kms too but idk

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I had a dream my mum was abusing me.

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— Nicole Lyons

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“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

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I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

My sister is wearing a safety pin necklace

What do I do what do I do

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im seeing a lot of "queer people dont kill yourselves" posts and yes, i agree but also poc folks dont kill yourselves. you're needed in this space just as much as the white folks are. we will get through this hand in hand together

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Didn't know where to share this but

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Super weird

so this guy in my year (popular annoying roadman type) kept "snitching" on me to the teacher that i was reading in class in biology on wednesday but like he's popular and isn't snitching bc he cares ab rules it's js because i'm quiet so he automatically hates me but like that's not the worst part, on fridays lesson he propped up a pocket mirror against his coat on his desk watching me the entire lesson and him and his friends kept turning around to see if i was reading so they could tell the teacher

i'm so fucking creeped outtttttt

might skip next biology lesson idc if i get detention bc i'm not doing that shit

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You know I just thought that if I was stranded somewhere with my friends without food if I told them I was gonna kill myself, instead of crying they would eat me so that's a win ig

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life when u have a fictional universe to exist inside in ur brain

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I love this picture so much! Post it whenever I come across it.