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JFC they say this person didn't care about trans women as if them saying women didn't INCLUDE trans women
goddamn. i normally don't reblog posts of that nature but i actually went ahead and did so because it's a live example of transmasc erasure & transandrophobia. i am just so sick of people jumping to silence a transmasc or trans man the second they talk about their issues. i am so tired of the instant derailing of posts when it comes to transmasc issues. and it happens so often i feel like i need to just start showing people. like a lot of stuff on this site sucks but i feel like people need to SEE how bad this is getting, and not just listen to my words without proof.
it's really telling when people see the word "women" and still somehow go "BUT WHAT ABOUT TRANS WOMEN???" like yeah. we are included in women. we don't have to specify "trans women" Every Single Time we're talking about women. we are included in that. we are women. no shit. i don't know why people think trans women are so self centered that we have to see the phrase "Trans Women" to know you're including US when you mention women, but we're not like that. like we do not need you to bend over backwards to remind us of how much you want to look like you support us. we know we're included in women. we. are. women. you don't have to specify "trans women" if we are talking about all women. we understand we're a part of that group.
i'm sorry if this ask and the post are a little different than what i normally post but i just want people to see this behavior. i don't want anyone to get harassed. do NOT bother anyone involved in this post. i want to make it very clear that i never want anyone to bug someone whom i am providing criticism. people need to learn from their mistakes in order to grow. but people also have to accept that they are MAKING a mistake, and i hope that i can help some people understand that this behavior genuinely hurts people.
we're participating in transmasculine erasure in real time when we shut up trans men and mascs for the sake of going "BUT WHAT ABOUT TRANS WOMEN?????" the funny thing about that, is you can write your own post. it's free and takes the same amount of effort as typing up a comment on a post that isn't about you. we HAVE to learn to understand when things ARE and AREN'T about us. we have to stop inserting our asses into conversations that they simply just do not belong to. people have to learn to actually get along instead of talking over each other. enough of this behavior. enough.
it is transmasculine erasure when you immediately force a transmasc or trans man to talk about trans women instead. i don't care if you don't agree with me. it's just the truth.
#asks#answers#transandrophobia#examples of transandrophobia#transmasc erasure#transmasculine erasure
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oh dear...i am having tumblr problems....i must crawl and beg to the tumblr lords for assistance....woe is me~
#yeah so#my community is hella broken#for starters...though i be an admin...i cannot access any settings for the community#i don't know if that's normal or if that's just just a bug#SECONDLY... despite the community being 'invite only' (something i don't believe i selected myself btw) i am still unable to invite people#when i try...a message pops up saying 'this person cannot be invited yet'.#yet...? YET?? What does that mean dude?? must they complete seven preliminary trials to prove their worthiness???#is it because i just received this community yesterday?? do i need to have posted there a certain number of times???#what is the mysterious criteria that will let my buddies into my unintentionally apparently highly exclusive community???#guh....must discuss with the tumblr lords...#tumblr community#tumblr communities#<-if anyone reads these tags and knows what's up please tell me. i'm clueless.
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God joins the hotel, so it begins
No sleep duo, now Alastor's got a buddy to keep him company throughout the night, how fortunate?
#I don't even know if He means to loom#or is just allergic to being normal#*studies you like a bug*#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel god
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Coding woes (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Ukadevlog#Bug testing sure is something lol#These are both problems I've figured out now luckily! And I did them on my own! :D Extra pleased with myself :3#My slightly cocky attitude of ''Well that was frustrating - luckily I'll never run into another problem again'' amuses me lol#'Cause in the moment everything's flying! The code comes together lovely and it's all great! And then I come up to the next thing#Something I haven't done before - something that there's no Direct how-to of how to do a thing#Like setting player-and-character pronouns! I didn't know how to do that! But I figured it out!! :0 What a rush haha#It really did take me an evening of knocking my head against the wall in attempts - I waaaayyy overcomplicated it to start haha#I was like - trying to set up a system that would call on specific pronoun sets individually based on player input#Ridiculous - so much easier to just slap some values into an envelope and have those tied to a specific shell lol#But that took all night! I got sleepy while working on it and even my drowsy brain was like Wait...what am I supposed to check against? Haha#Such a weird experience subconsciously as well :0 'Cause I had normal dreams that night#Maybe some slight code-adjacent dreams of A Screen With Text On It but that could be anything :P#Most of it was just normal dream melodrama - but in the few times I woke up to readjust or roll over or pull my blanket#It was juuuuust enough for my ''conscious'' brain to kick in and think about what to compare against - what structure would work#And so by the time I woke up proper I had to frantically write down a bunch of code in a spare word document so I wouldn't go stir crazy lol#Breakfast must wait! Dailies must wait! I Have to write this down!!#And when I implemented it - it worked exactly as I hoped it would and is much much Muuuuuch simpler to call upon haha#Wow! That was a weird fluke that definitely won't happen again! Haha#I don't actually believe that I just have no way of guessing which aspect will trip me up - This Should Be Easy! And then it isn't lol#Definitely didn't predict the second - Especially because other than a small roadbump of not knowing how to Shell-Switch (ty again Cherry ♥)#Everything up to then was going well and everything after that was going fine! Until The One Thing happened pffbtl#I wanted to assign a value to check if a specific piece of code was being called upon - basically a fork between two outcomes#That went fine! The value Was changing! But only the first fork was being called???#No lol I just didn't put the second = ugh pft - and what's more frustrating is that I'd been using == up to that point!! I'd been warned!!!!#I - for some reason - was convinced that using && would make the value check Only need to check If x = 1... That's not how it works......#It's an If statement! If x = 1 then why do I have to check IF x == 1! Just check!!! Hwagh rules and whatnot lol#Like I said it's all fixed now but sheesh! What a silly mistake! I knew better!! And now I double know better haha
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nah, i'm not letting the reveal distract me from the cruel jokes made once again about sharon and the fact that alice also died for nothing
#agatha all along spoilers#maybe i'm just a ball of cynicism but all the sapphic crumbs disney is baby bird feeding us in the world#will make me forget that once again sharon davis is made the butt of a cruel joke the main character makes#and someone died trying to save a person who kept saying she was hoping to kill them to steal their power#maybe i'm taking this too seriously but it is seriously super effed the way a normal everyday woman is tortured#and then brutually killed and then still can't get away from being mocked and ridiculed?#wandavision was emphatically on the side of wanda torturing people and i hate that#and aaa is not that much better. i like it a lot more as a show and i am enjoying it#but alice being killed kinda put a damper on it. especially since her character growth in the last ep#i'm not upset over a character dying when it was established that that was a possibility#it's just that. after so much being said about agatha stealing their magic and rio wanting bodies#the fact that that's what happened when it seemed like maybe agatha was growing instead of alice dying for something that matters?#ehhh#i don't know. i'm trying to hold off feelings until the show is over but it's bugging me#agatha all along
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I wrote a short fic about Jedidiah Wicker, but it feels too short to put up on ao3 so I'm sharing it here instead (writing under the cut)
Jedidiah’s gently holding a beetle. It’s smaller than most of the bugs he finds, but in his eyes it deserves the chance for a better life just as much as any beetle he finds scurrying through the room he shares with his brothers. Away from stinky loud teenage boys.
It doesn’t understand, however, that he’s trying to help it, and keeps trying to get through his fingers or crawl out of his cupped hands. He whispers little assurances to it, promising that he'll bring it to a better life, that if it stays inside, someone will crush it, but it doesn’t understand him.
He releases it a few feet outside, and it disappears into the grass. It will never know that he saved it. It will always be scared of him. This makes him sad. He wishes that he could talk to bugs, so it could understand why he took it outside.
When he walks back inside, Joshua and Jocelyn are still sitting on the floor talking about whatever teenagers talk about, Joshua looks up at him.
“What were you doing out there, buddy?” He asks, trying to sound nice.
“I was bringing out a little bug I found in our room, so it could be free,” Jed explains.
Joshua makes a face that he can’t quite interpret, “It would have been easier just to kill it.”
“I know,” Jed responds plainly. He wants to tell him that that defeats the point, but Joshua doesn’t understand that even little bugs deserve a chance to have a better life.
#spoilers in the tags (so don't read further if you haven't listened to season 4 yet)#I wrote this while listening to The Chapel by Madilyn Mei on loop#I feel like that's an important detail#(It's a very Jed coded song)#anyways I had a thought about him but didn't know how to explain it normally so I wrote this instead#He deserves better than he has#hell he deserves the world#I feel normal feelings about him.#hello from the hallowoods#hfth#writing#Jedidiah Wicker#(my baby)#I was gonna say it's kind of darkly ironic that the guy suggesting that he kills the bug is the guy who got murdered for harassing a dog#but Joshua didn't actually harass the dog#it was mostly Blythe who did that Josh was just there#but whatever
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I really hate the inconsistencies that exist just to make SB (and CF technically) work, but also how hard Petra basically simps for Edelgard to the point it deconstructs aspects of her character.
In Houses she mentions her siblings being in danger if she died, but in SB she just doesn't even make any mention of them in this situation. She's just willing to possibly die all of a sudden for someone who never actually treated Brigid like its people were independent (which she could've done at literally any time from the moment she became emperor). She was relatively vocally I guess you could say "good" to Petra, but the way the writing handles Petra's response to all of it feels like Petra's just been brainwashed.
Petra says she would always choose survival and makes a point to emphasis that, but in SB she's completely and carelessly willing to risk her life and possibly throw it away... for Edelgard? Who still has not actually officially freed Brigid? And if Petra were to stop being Edelgard's ally?
"Reconsideration". Because Brigid was never freed and now they're not going to be as long as Edelgard is in charge, because their queen is no longer bending to her will and fighting for her. If she was ever truly planning to free Brigid, Petra's decision alone not to fight for her shouldn't have changed that fact (especially since she supposedly gives her the choice in Houses to fight for her or not, and on non CF routes she does this by sending a letter, to which Petra refuses).
It should, of course, be obvious with this that everything is very not hunky dory between Adrestia and Brigid, but then...
...eh wot hooligans???
I mean sure, if you considered forced vassalage to be "peace" and not being a free people "peace" then sure. But like... it's not a peace her people want and she should know that, but the game tends to do this back and forth with this topic. I hate it though because it makes it come across as being forced into submission and not having the means to fight back is "peace".
I know this game has lots of issues with uh, if you're attacked or if you were defeated by another military force you should submit and be happy about being taken over, and when you can't fight back anymore that's "peace" because nobody's fighting... but uhh... why is that only an issue with the Empire? I mean, we know why - the devs wanted to walk with her and they admitted it! But like... they should still know when they're writing something reeeeally icky.
Duscur doesn't have this problem and they're not under Edelgard's foot. Anything under Edelgard's foot though is treated like they should be thankful for her control and/or invasion(s). That just overall sends a really nasty message. I don't know that the devs meant to do that as far as an Empire, but I do think it's because they went a little hard with the Edelgard bias and somehow forgot what it would look like to an audience playing the game.
It's like they know it's not a good thing but they keep pushing the "Brigid isn't actually free but it's still peace because nobody is fighting" narrative.
Like... I don't care how much you love a character you're writing. You can't tell me that oppressed nations would just call oppressions "peace" or that their leaders would be more than happy to fight and die for the leader of the nation oppressing them. It gets even worse when you get into the racial territory of it, but that's a topic I've already covered so I'm not gonna go over it again here.
#DCB Three Hopes Run#I know ppl have talked abt this before but it's still smth that bugs me and#frankly this game is only a year old so the issues that were present in Houses#now being present again in Hopes means they were not fixed at all in the writers room#as recently as a year ago. I'm glad they went back to normal FE formula with Engage bc of shit like this#And yeah reminder I discuss some of the negative/harder topics here and not just what I like#I don't tag anything like this outside my own tag(s) though bc I'm not interested in discourse#but I still want to be able to talk about this stuff and I do have some mutuals who are interested in these discussions#which I say this bc I have a section of mutuals who don't like these discussions#and a section of mutuals who do want to discuss this stuff and typically the ones who do go into these topics#tend to be on/posting/etc around the time I'm posting this one so I try to balance when I post these things#around the time those mutuals will be on and when the others are sleepingggg zzzz bc I got at least a bit lucky with that!#Generally one side of y'all are awake at once so it works out pretty well#I talk abt things in equal measure with things I love abt these games so if it's just smth that#I want to talk abt then I do with all my little details and stuff bc that's what I do for all FE games#If I don't like smth I'm gonna talk abt it just like if I like smth I will talk abt it
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breeder himself pointed out how there's no difference between the world of man and the world of beasts so fundamentally what is his ideal world changing that doesn't already exist...EXCEPT the bugs
#if all he wants is a wild bug world where everyone is fighting and killing and eating each other to survive#why dress it up as something moral and just? why not be honest abt it?#and what equality is he talking abt? would the unfair advantages stop being present at birth? would the strong still not exploit the weak?#his ideal world solves none of the problems he mentioned (the problems HE went through!) and makes him laughable as the final villain#makes no sense. and i don't really mind that he wants to Watch Them Fight as much as i do him not being an unrepentant freak abt it#like! jungle juice in all its horror is so cool! it turns people into bugs! and thx to genetic variety the end result is never the same!#and he is testing it out on everyone and ANYONE!! stop being normal abt it!!#idk ghouls i can't put it succinctly but man reading ep 78 has sucked the love for breeder outta me#and who knows. i'm on S2e22 so maybe i'll be pleasantly surprised!#jungle juice
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nothing like having an inconsistent regional accent to make you feel like a faker. yeah i have a southern accent kinda technically but it sneaks in through the screen door in the back. it couch surfs. and basically only appears when im talking with people with strong accents. or about accents. or about the south. in a way that makes me seem more suggestible than anything. like i swear im not making fun of you this just happens for like three words and then goes away 💀💀💀
#it's such a goofy thing to get hung up on but im Convinced no one's gonna believe me when it's been an issue exactly zero times#like nobody cares. but i THINK they care#i don't even know if it's an appropriate accent for my part of the south either which doesn't help the faker thing#anyway i realized during my southern lit class yesterday and now doing a reading for said class that it summons my accent#which is very funny. what a funny little bug i am#there is a part of me that kinda hopes it'll stick someday bc there's definitely charm to it#but im worried it could make things like the voice acting pipe dream harder yk#my mom's from the deep south but she doesn't really have a strong accent until she's talking with someone w one so it's. probably normal?#ik accents are funny like that it's just the misinterpretation fear machine making me silly again#but again if it sticks the potential for a southern butch loverboy image would be great. the fans would love that#realizing my aesthetics are too confused. southern butch loverboy in an academic femme goth way. somehow. pls reconcile that yourself thx#anyway it IS a suggestible phenomenon but it's still real
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i self rb twice my last art post on main that i posted yesterday and it doesn't have any notes so either people rly don't like or care about it (which is fine idc it's not my best art or anything but i never had a flop like this) or it's a bug and that would be a problem i don't rly want tumblr not to show my art to people who follow me ykk..
#not complaining at all i just wanna know if it's normal or not pfft#so like. if you can tell me if you see the post or not i would appreciate#but i think people have better things to do so i'll probably never know#which is whatever as long as it's not a bug that happen every time i post#maybe it's just not a bug and the 5 people who usually like my oc art gave up on me.............. it's fine have a good life mates#i should ask on main probably if i actually want an answer but i don't care enough for that
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the only thing that keeps me going in the school year is academic validation
#i am nothing without praise from teachers/my talent search woman officer thing#and my parents#last year i was crumbling because i kept getting sick and my grades dropped so much#not this year#i cannot do that again#god i always feel like my mental health is better during summer#i just get so bad during the school year#tw for relapse in this last bit don't continue if that's something you can't handle rn 🫶#also i always end up relapsing in the school year#with everything#my ed flares up so bad during school and my coping mechanism for that is not any better#im just trying to stay positive but its kinda hard when all of my thoughts are fighting in my head#bugs junk#vent#sorry guys#like#really sorry#i know i try to keep in positive and funny here#ill be fine soon my posts Will be normal again and sharks/mlm stuff again
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Me: How often do you see bugs inside your house? People in the notes: It's normal to see bugs in the house, you know! Me: Yes, that's why I'm asking how often you see bugs. People in the notes: It's normal you know! The spiders eat the other bugs! Me: Just. Just tell me how often you see them. People in the notes: Your house is an ecosystem, it's normal for the bugs to be there! Me: I'm going to go scream for an hour
#pedanticblah#so many people reading intent into my poll#like. i don't like the bugs personally.#but i know they're 'supposed' to be there#i just want to know if the frequency at which i see them is normal
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[Start ID. A drawing of two scavengers from Rain World, one labelled Sanic and the other one Shrek. Sanic's fur is light brown, with darker extremities, a messy row of pale green spines down its back, and bright blue eyes. They sit contentedly, staring at the screen, with a couple grenades by its feet. Shrek has pale fur, a green head, hands, and feet, and brown eyes. It's facing to the right, with their arms splayed out and an explosive spear on their back. Beside each scavenger are a few woefully-compressed screencaps of their in-game appearance. End ID]
An ode to these silly beasts, who accompanied me on my second visits to Industrial and Chimney
#peridots-art#rain world#scavenger rain world#...usually only draw set characters of games and not. creatures. so that's new for me#absolutely love specbioing these guys though!! buggifying them scratches the right itch in my brain especially when they could reasonably#be buggy in canon!!#bugs#clarification on the ''shrek is maybe two guys'' thing ahead. first we'll argue for One Guy#1. both found in the same region at the same time 2. remarkably similar coloring and mannerisms (seemed to be the pack leader)#and now evidence supporting the two different guys theory:#1. travelled with a different pack of scavengers the second time vs when i found it 2. second time had slightly duller colors and noticably#longer horns (without the little gradient at the end)#so now you see why i didn't notice anything wrong until after reviewing the screenshots. BUT!!! secret third option!!!#the first one with the short horns was found first when i was using the entrance-to-industrial shelter#and the one i mostly relied on for reference was near the higher shelter. shrek numero dos. the canon shrek.#but i have a screenshot of shrek 1 in the place shrek 2 was found. hanging out with one of shrek 2's pack members no less.#ok now that that's ''settled''. don't let this all distract you from the fact that the simple act of SWITCHING TO THE SHADING LAYER#got me out of a four-month-long mental rut. i can't say that it was depression nor that i know anything about depression in the first place#but even if it wasn't very serious? it Sucked. even if it was just a nagging thought at the back of my mind my life was duller somehow#i started to feel a little unmotivated. lonely. anxious. like the days blend together. the things i liked weren't bringing as much joy#and all of that got worse recently. the main reason i haven't posted any art for like a month? art stopped being fun.#which is a TERRIBLE thing for someone like me who loves to draw so so much. so when everything that's been building up over the past months#just vanished completely? without warning? you better believe i teared up over a doodle of a scavenger for making me feel right again.#i'm overjoyed to be free of it. i'm hopeful again! i love myself again! i can fall in love with the world all over again!!!#i have no idea how this happened. but i have motivation and determination and i feel like i can change my life for the better now. if i try#maybe this was my normal but it's the striking opposite of what I've been feeling--i'm finally proud of my accomplishments! and of myself!!#which was something i couldn't say in earnest even before december.#and reader? i call you tag-wanderer for i have no way of knowing who you are. maybe a treasured mutual or maybe a stranger. but i love you.#and i hope you make your way out.#peridots-described
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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man. lol
i think tech support is trying to give me the run around.
#negativity for ts#sorry for so much of this recently#i made a request (politely!) bc i'm getting tired of the poor quality control (this will be the third device i've sent back with issues)#was left unread for hours. got an automated reply and a return confirmation email that didn't say if my request was accepted or denied.#politely messages back just to make sure i understand before i agree to anything bc i want to know what i need to do#and don't feel comfortable agreeing to something before i understand it. gets another automated message that says the same thing.#i would think this is normal except before i made my request i was getting replies within minutes from real people. :/#i do not want to make some poor worker's life harder by bugging them so much but also my ereader was over $160.#that's a lot of money for me and i would really like a device that works as it should. :(
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TFW...
You think your sim looks really weird and can’t figure out what’s causing it, but when you go back to look at old screenshots you realize they’ve always looked like that, so why did you never notice it before?
I was taking screenshots of Rubinio and going, ‘what is wrong with their neck, why is their head always down??’. Well, I still have no idea why their neck looks like that... (no it’s not the dressage slider), but looking at past posts of Rubinio, they’ve always looked like that, I guess. @_@;
#ts3#sims3#I don't know why I never found this unusual or odd before#like it was just normal I guess#but now that I noticed it#it's bugging me
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