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I have a gripe about the Star Trek mugs...
Picard's teacup is a delicate, fragile little thing held by a strip of plastic and a dream. That thin glass will break if you look at it sideways. And where do they put that ridiculous tiny cup? On the Enterprise, which is always being dragged into conflict
The DS9 raktajino mugs are hefty, wide-based things that are meant to not tip over. They're called no-spill mugs. They have a foam piece on the bottom so they don't slip. They're incredibly sturdy – meant for ships and traveling! Where do they put them? At the station, which is arguably the most stable place they could be cause DS9 rarely gets knocked about.
Far as I'm concerned, Janeway's the only one doing practical space mugs correctly. Come on, a metal travel mug that's as strong as her coffee is black? Takes a beating through 70,000 light years of bridge shakes fighting off the Borg and the Hirogen and still holds a hot drink? Now that's a space mug
#is this the spoon post all over again? am I just insane about dishware?#it's 3am and I'm ranting about space mugs#believe me Picard's teacup is fragile or I just had a bad one#I broke one by putting a butter knife in it doing dishes smdh#I know they all have more mugs but we're talking about icons#I exclusively drank coffee out of the Picard mug until it broke then I retired it#the defiant mug gets a pass cause it's basically the proto Janeway mug they're both thermos Nissan#and the iconic ds9 mug is the raktajino mug I don't make the zeitgeist#inevitably someone is going to come at me for the defiant mug cause this is tumblr where ds9 lives#it's not called Star Trek Defiant though is it?#you say ds9 mug people will think raktajino ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I have a collection of screen accurate mugs I have a draft somewhere ranking them all#I drink out of the raktajino mug more than Janeway's mostly because hers is impossible to find and honestly the no spill is a good mug#don't get me started on how hard these mugs are to clean#I will fight you about this
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I often wonder what sets Arthur apart and makes him particularly appealing to me compared to other characters (in general). One significant factor lies in how he perceives and interacts with women. Arthur views women as equals, rejecting any notion that he is superior because they often do tasks traditionally associated with women, such as laundry and other chores.
He also never doubts capabilities of women like Sadie, who perform tasks usually associated with men. It's essential to note that one of Arthur's initial scenes with Sadie may be misinterpreted, as Sadie herself belittles the work of other women, not Arthur.
Arthur maintains healthy relationships with the female gang members, with none of them serving as a love interest. He sees men and women as equal, believing everyone should be able to walk their own path in life. He treats women with respect and he doesn’t expect any reward for his behaviour (sadly this is how many men seem to think even in the current time). He doesn’t see women in the gang as a cover (Dutch) nor like a liability (Micah). He sees them as people and valuable members of the gang.
Even in situations where he has to help women, he never considers them any less capable nor downplays their abilities.
Arthur's respect for women is also shown in his interactions with individuals outside the gang, such as the circus lady and the rich widow. After the circus lady thanks him for his help, he’s quick to say she would’ve been able to do it without him. He encourages her to pursue her dream in a so far male-dominated industry. He doesn’t look down on the widow, who doesn’t know anything about survival. He doesn’t tell her to go back to the city where she came from. He tries to teach her in a natural and encouraging way, never acting as if he was better than her because he has more experience. He patiently teaches her without any condescension.
He initially doesn’t understand why Beau even tries to stop Penelope from participating in the women's rights march. I like to think this is because he thinks everyone should be able to fight for their cause/what they believe is right. Not to mention he very much enjoyed riding with these ladies and wrote about his experience with fondness.
Arthur's journal entries reveal his disapproval of mistreating women, recognizing the injustice in an era when women had limited autonomy. “He treats his daughter like a possession to be mistreated and abused as he sees fit. Strange creatures men.” It was definitely not common for men in this time to be thinking about women's autonomy.
I don’t want to praise Arthur for things that should be considered the bare minimum but these qualities definitely add more to his likability. And it’s great to see where your favorite character stands on important things like this.
⚘ While acknowledging that Arthur's antagonistic lines may be interpreted as sexist, it's important to consider them as optional elements mostly implemented to make 13 years old boys feel edgy.
#analysis? sort of#thank you for reading#please try to not take this post as me saying john doesn't respect women or that arthur is somehow better than him#i am an arthur fan first and foremost and i'm only interested in writing about him#i don't feel the need to bring one character down to highlight the traits of another ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#don't even mention the ''i didn't know i was talking to a lady'' scene#to somehow prove ''arthur doesn't respect women''#she disrespected him first totally unprovoked for no reason#my gifs#it was totally deserved#rdr2 gifs#text post
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would Yugo officiate the otomirga wedding
that'd be hilarious
#musing aloud#if none of these words make sense to you don't mind me#I think it's possible Tamirga and Yugo would meet in person during s4#I should write down some interactions between them I think it could be interesting#Tami spent his life avoiding him but hey#world's about to end#might as well give a hand#help against Toross with Goultard and Joris#he's never calling Yugo “father” or anything of the like ever though#it'd be so fucking awkward to be married by him#but who else in the world would accept to do it#Yugo would have a less muddled view of him maybe even like him okay since he's started to calm tf down by the time they even meet#wakfu spoilers#i guess#am I starting otomirga posting? who knows#the wakfu hype is bound to die down with the end of s4 maybe it'll get quiet enough that I'll get comfortable with the idea#or maybe not#¯\_ (ツ)_/¯#no one fucking cares Anormal
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think i found a fake georgia o'keeffe painting lol
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#like. not a real painting someone is trying to pass off as a georgia o'keeffe#just. an image online that is being credited as by her#but not only do i suspect it's not. i don't even know where it _is_ from#like i think it might've been created just to be attributed to her? or something?#like this might be one of those things where it made the leap from physical sources to digital and lost its citations along the way or w/e#but uhhhh. i don't think so#the earliest reference to it i could find was in 2007 on a random art history site (not affiliated w any actual organization/museum/etc)#after that it's all. freaking. pinterest/instagram/tumblr#anyway i emailed the georgia o'keeffe museum abt it. hopefully they get back to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#this matters to me okay! i love her work!#i hate that when everyone sees one of her pieces all they think is “hur dur that looks like a vag”#a) that was not her intention and b) jesus christ can you think with something other than your reproductive organs for five fucking minutes#yes some things in nature are going to look phallic and/or yonic#you can have a good chuckle over it but then _move on_#not everything is about sex/sexuality/the human body#sometimes ppl just want to paint pretty flowers#-sigh-#anyway#that's been my crusade today
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#A good episode. Nice animation. It's suuuuuuch a shame things had to go downhilla right for episode 3 like... That's such an awful timing#And I'm like very evry positive I'm not making stuff up. I will let drawings quality slide since that's a matter of personal taste#But the animation is infinitely more static in ep3.#There's endless shots (that literally span for minutes. I know I've counted) where nothing happens. It's so hhhhhhhhhhhh#(Btw for anyone who forgot / wasn't there at the time: the first 3 season 5 episodes had to be ready earlier for an early screening.#That's why they had to rush to make them and the quality suffered for it in the last episode in particular.)#Sorry for being redoundant but you know how it is. I'm ss/kk-manifesto. I'll be complaining about s5ep3 till the end of Tumblr#Back to the real ep1 in question... It was so nice!!!#I take issues with the amv opening because seriously. Don't release a season if you're not ready to release a season. No one will get mad#But other than that the animation and drawings were very nice. This arc makes me a little emotional.#It's funny how you can see the anime editing staff gradually get really into chromatic aberration lol.#Like it's always been present as far as I can remember–#but it went from season 1 being used very sporadically to s5ep1 being used in every single shot lol.#It's okay tho it's not bothersome the slightest. It gives some kinf of depth to the shot I suppose.#Even funnier that Harukawa has been using it a lot in their last colour illustrations as well ahah.#Last chapter it was very noticeable both in the chapter cover and color page#Mmmmhhhh...#When Atsushi says “I know where Kamui-san is! He's in the middle of an assassination!”; isn't that a kind of plot hole?#I don't think in reality Fukuchi was killing anyone at all at that point.#And even if Ranpo says otherwise‚ looking back we can be fairly certain that Fukuchi never plotted to seriously assassinate the ada#Idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#There's some little lines from the manga I was missing this episode. The “I hate dealing with this decay member the most”.#The “Great! Anything you want! Just say ‘I want this case solved’ and I'll step right up and—”.#I know it's really nothing at all / perfectly understandable cuts...#But at the same time they really add to the overall pacing and make the story flow much more enjoyable for me (≧▽≦)#random rambles
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things that make me wanna do beautiful conceptual illustrations of melliwyk's party's bard's dad
#KADE HEARTWOOD THE MAN THAT YOU ARE.... OOOOUUGGHH#also: thing that makes me realize that kade being Like That was possibly not a coincidence and reaffirms how cool our DM is#my biggest regret in mel's campaign is not dancing with kade during the fancy ball infiltration session and getting to talk to him#because 1) only quinton knew that was his dad and was not on good terms with him-- in-character mel didn't know who he was#and 2) both melliwyk and I in real life got too caught up in 'oh I know EXACTLY which of these people is our mysterious contact'#'haHAA I have Solved Your Puzzle I don't NEED to talk to quinton's dad cause I already know it's not him :D'#[me rattling the bars to my own past] noooo jaaay that's why you talk to EVERYONE ELSE IN THE ROOM FIRST! JAAAY!! LIKE VIDEO GAMES!!! JAAAA#and then later quinton accidentally got him banished back to the afterlife (where he was supposed to have been the whole time)#before we got a chance to MEET HIM AND TALK TO HIM once we KNEW MORE OF HIS SECRETS RAAAAGGGHHH#.... tl;dr kade had been a champion of the raven queen thousands of years ago and we found his dead body sealed in a hidden vault#the kade who fathered quinton was breaking the rules to send his soul out into the world as a living thing (for Reasons)#the risk of which was that his body was Pure Soul-- if he'd died like that it would have destroyed his soul permanently#ANYWAY THIS IS VERY FUNNY TO ME BECAUSE I'M MAKING MYSELF CRY IMAGINING THE ART I WANNA MAKE ABOUT KADE#BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT ACTUAL PC QUINTON AT ALL AND FRANKLY HE OFTEN PISSES ME OFF LMAO#melliwyk's DM is one of my favorite DMs and also fellow players because he's Really Fucking Good At This ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#about me
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jpv!bats is so funny to me. my man is having an identity crisis and is making it Everyone’s problem. he sees nothing wrong with unintentionally dissociating and coming up to tech he didn’t know he could make. his solution to everything is beat it until it stops moving. he runs into a couple getting robbed on christmas eve and decides to leave them to it because they should’ve known better than to be out late in gotham. the batmobile isn’t fast enough for him so he steals an experimental vehicle and coopts gotham’s subway system and almost crashes into trains filled with civilians on multiple occasions. a minor antagonist during his run was a pair of twins separated at birth who both found themselves near gotham trynna make it big through armed robbery and then decided to unironically go around dressed as old-timey gunslingers. his background narration is more dramatic than bruce’s. he literally bricks tim out of the cave to stop him being robin. his version of the batsuit is the wildest shit i’ve ever seen after discowing—he’s got a garter and 80s powersuit shoulders. he was talons and i love them.
#i know people don't like his portion of knightfall but this has been my favorite part so far#it's just been a constant tf is he doing?? and i love that for him#jean-paul valley#i have no interest in him not as a batman lol#dc#i think i'm gonna redraw some of his panels one day we'll see#red talks#trying to make my way through knightfall and so many thoughts piled up about this ridiculous man i had to put them somewhere#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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i think i understand dating now. you find a person that seems cool and you become their friend but in a romantic way until you. actually love them. yes?
#bluebird.txt#i am schrodinger's understander of romance#90% of the time i'm like why would anyone date a stranger#why would you do that#like you have a friend then you get close to that friend then become romance??#i had a HUGE crush on a girl earlier this year and then one day i made a new friend- NO romantic feelings for her at all-#but suddenly my crush evaporated in an instant? i just stopped thinking abt her or feeling anything when i DID think abt her. completely.#but like. you meet person. become friend. then you love them. then romance. yes?#that's always been my thought process of how it works#so now i’m like oh that's how Dating works! you just pick a person and fuck around and find out if you'll love them????#it's like friendship but with. romance. hey does anyone fucking know what romance is by the way#I Don't Know Anything Ever 👍🏼#also do people really see other people and think wow i want to fuck them#bc like. i've seen hot people i like hot people but i don't think ive ever seen a hot person and thought about sex#i’ve been like wow they are extremely attractive to me but never wow i want to fuck that#is that actually how people feel? they see an attractive person and they get horny? just like that?#like physically in your genitals horny??#i'll shut up now. once again I Don't Know Anything At All 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼#i WANT to date someone to know what it's like but what i really want is to fake date a friend#fuck all this shit i really might be aroace. i fucking might. i am so not sure about anything.#who give a shit i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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many topics covered in therapy today.
#mine#lem experiences cognitive behavioural torture#I was v chatty probably bc I'm rapid cycling#we talked abt the probability of another car accident this year and hallucinations and body image#a lot on body image. it's difficult for me to talk about bc ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I don't know what I think is a problem.#no set structure today just playing catchup#I noticed he was smiling a lot at one part so I think that's good. I've never asked him#it's rude to ask about a person's body language
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ok so today i had my first thai class after a really long christmas break and somehow andreas gabalier (an austrian folk singer) and his music came up. and i don't remember what exactly my teacher said but he made a comment along the lines of "andreas gabalier is considered a standard good looking dude here in austria, right?" (my teacher is from thailand, so he wasn't sure about austrian people's preferences)
and his question was met with complete silence, because the thing is... our class consists of 3 middle aged guys plus one more guy in his mid 30s. and then there's me. the only girl
and since no one answered the question about andreas gabalier's looks, our teacher then addressed me directly and following conversation ensued:
teacher: "[airenyah]?" me: (feeling slightly shy and embarrassed) ".....i don't know what andreas gabalier looks like 🙈" everyone: (breaks out in laughter) middle-aged classmate: (highly amused) "i suspect he's not your type..." (me: "oh 🙈") "you're not missing out on anything :D"
i really like my teacher but god, let me live. don't put me on the spot like that 😩😩😩
#i hate when people ask me my opinion on somebody's looks#esp if that somebody in question is an older dude (as in significantly older than me. doesn't have to be ''old'' in reality)#idk!!! the person looks normal to me!!! person-shaped!!! idk‚ what do you want from me!!! i'm too asexual for this conversation!!!#we're not super close in this class (it's online which doesn't help with that either) so no one actually knows shit about my sexuality#and idk if my teacher put me on the spot for heteronormative reasons bc i'm the only girl in class#or bc he trusts my opinion (technically i could be considered an expert in austrian culture‚ i have a BA for that now lol)#but somehow my classmate's comment felt really reassuring to me somehow#i have no idea what made him think that that singer wouldn't be my type (maybe the age difference??) but like#so true man. so true. you don't even know#what even IS my type#airenyah plappert#stories from my thai class#also yeah everyone was laughing but it wasn't mean-spirited like. they weren't laughing AT me#i think my comment was just funny to them bc they probably weren't expecting it and so maybe they were surprised#or maybe bc i'm also the youngest in the group so maybe in their heads they were going ''aw she's too young to know andreas gabalier''#(i mean i WAS very much aware of him‚ i just never cared about him and his music and so i didn't care to know about his appearance)#the guys were laughing very amusedly while i was just sitting there like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ lmao (i too was amused when they laughed tho)#anyway i have since looked up andreas gabalier's face and he is literally just some dude to me#i do hate his hairstyle tho. it looks greasy with gel ewww#but yeah apart from that my opinion on his looks is that he looks like an ordinary human being idk#nothing good and nothing bad about it#(except yeah. the hair gel maybe. maybe that IS bad actually)
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I was like "YEAH I'm gonna do some stuff that's really GOOD now!!" and then I've been stuck in daydreams and brain fog all day. I've realised I'm probably seriously sleep deprived though so like. I maybe know the cause at least? Yay?
What daydreams? Meteors. What Meteors stuff? The same flavour the 'Scythe, the Broom and the Guard' post is. That wasn't about Meteors specifically, but god damn I can land some massive punches with it.
Oh and also turning blank slate book animatronic concepts into minor characters. That are also tragic. And the Submechanophobia animatronics. That aren't also tragic but are very cool and interesting from the perspective of Meteors.
#meteors au#lmao 'animatronic concepts'#as if it's not just one guy#and that post I mentioned? asked some people about it...#yeah no one got what it was talking about lmao#it was only two people#but like. broooo you're all missing a trick here lmao#amazing thank you for being chronically wrong#I mean I WANTED people to be able to figure it out of course#but it's also really entertaining now that I think about it#cause you're RIGHT it COULD mean that... but it DOESN'T#I would LOVE to know how people got to those conclusions ngl#hesitant to ask now though. don't wanna pester ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I'm having my fun with it do as you all will#it's integrated into my brain's fanon now and you MAY hear about it again lmao#a magazine... a hardhat... a torn piece of a checkered flag...#ANYWAY YEAH#I'm turning that one guy into a REAL guy#and it's FUN#and he's COOL#he's MY guy of all time now#MY tragic little guy that's fucking huge#............... if you think you know who I'm talking about you're probably wrong but on the right lines lmao
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not to be a jimmy mr.beast pos blog but if he could make the squid.game video in less than 2 months then surely ranb.oo could make genl.oss in less than a year right
#considering he had the 'idea' in mid 2021#and sure jimmy has more money and resources and people to help him out with his projects#but the set up looks waaaaaaaaay smaller than the squid.game one#unless you know#you have no idea what youre actually doing and where yoy want your project to go so you just wait over a year#to get ideas for it from your own audience ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#cc neg#tw discourse#i don't think I'll be talking much about it unless something actually interesting happens
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i truly love making people mad by applying basic reading comprehension to the words that are in front of me instead of using telepathy to intuit that a stranger means the exact opposite of what they said, using my block button, and moving on with my life
#moogletalks# ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i have a cat to pet; and believe words mean things; and some of those things are in fact Critically Important to communicate clearly#if you don't want to quack like a duck and get called one; or validate actual ducks en masse. we are not the same#and like to be clear i know that not everyone who reblogs that kind of post is picking up on what it's actually saying#as in Actually Saying; with words and not telepathic vibes#but i also think it's very telling that posts about defending people's right to be Crazy and Unhealthy(tm) about relationships#in response to criticism get defenses leaning on calling the person 'insane' and a 'lunatic' 🤔#anyway this is the last i'm gonna post or look at about that bullshit#including more than just the one anon embarrassing themself in my inbox#i am spraying my febreeze and moving on#abuse cw#ableism cw#anti-survivor cw#edit: okay one last thing actually#'but how was i SUPPOSED to know that when i said i wanted to express myself by beating loved ones' faces bloody because i was mad'#'people would take it at face value??? ummm i was being POETIC???'#'i've never hit someone in my life how dare you??? what would have possibly given you that impression???'#'the only reason you're calling my abuse rhetoric abuse rhetoric based on the evidence of your eyes is bc you're Crazy Irrational & Insane'#'quit stifling people's humanity and emotional expression you [slur] [slur] [slur] [slur] [slur]'#which like none of this approach helps one's case for THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT I'M NOT ABUSIVE IT'S NOT ABUSE RHETORIC I SWEAR lmfao#(for clarity's sake it was about 'screaming blood and guts and crying' at people; not physical abuse. but it is not a whole lot better lol)#(if you are in a relationship where someone is regularly driving you to the point of screaming at them because you are at wit's end)#(and nothing else works to get them to back off and stop hurting and goading you)#(and once you finally lash out; they use it as a get-out-of-jail-free card for addressing any of your concerns#bc you're Crazy and Emotional. that is not a safe relationship and you need to get out instead of investing in it /more/#and if you realize that you /can't/ get out... it is REALLY NOT SAFE and you most definitely have abuse on your hands here#this rhetoric is dangerous for victims on both sides of the coin. don't encourage people to stay in relationships like this#don't encourage them to stay in relationships where they are metaphorically having to physically defend themselves from an abuser#instead ppl need to learn what goading looks like vs existing in ways an abuser takes offense to. i cannot overstate how important this is
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I can't say whether this is a good thing or not, but TPWP is now officially the top fic in the Ishimondo tag when you look at the number of hits. 🙏🏻
#I always have mixed feelings about getting a ton of hits on a fic but not as many kudos proportionally#On one hand it could be that a bunch of people are rereading my fics and thus can't gives any more kudos than the one#But on the other it could mean that a lot of people are clicking on the fic#But then backing out for whatever reason (too long; they didn't like it; some other reason) and don't read long enough to give kudos#So who knows if this is a good thing#BUT!#It is a thing#So here's a post#🥳#Apparently about 2.6% of people who clicked on the fic gave it a kudos#Which... isn't great honestly#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Life almost disappears, those summer afternoons spent reading in the park, your head half-leaning on his shoulder. Those mornings in the spring, a little late for work.
It didn't matter then, the way he took two sugars in his coffee. The way you let your hair grow out too long.
But these, the memories we keep, crammed in a shoebox full of polaroids, saved somewhere on a half-forgotten hard drive, they're what remains behind. They're what your sister finds, the weekend that she helps you pack your life.
And then it's sitting on the couch, your kitchen stuff already wrapped in paper. It's styrofoam containers, soda cans. It's wine that she's already drinking from the bottle.
And you can't figure out whose silhouette that was, who showed up to your party with a boa. And she is pretty sure her ex has kids.
But maybe that's why you and I keep postcards. Somebody's bow tie, paperclips, that bit of string.
They don't remind us of some other time, exactly. They're pieces of the people that we were, they're feelings that we'd wanted to hold on to.
#June 12 2023#I've had 'Spin' by Lifehouse stuck in my head all day.#Is it about some girl? Is it about god? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Who the heck even knows.#I mean that's like a very large percentage of Lifehouse's musical output.#Well this one could also be about parenthood I guess.#And I'm pretty sure 'You and Me' is definitely about Jason Wade's wife and 'Hanging by a Moment' is about god per comments he's made.#But it's a fun party game isn't it?#Speaking of 'Hanging by a Moment'. Even though it came out when I was like 12 and I hadn't yet realized the whole religious thing.#I associate it most with the summer I was 25 and living with my parents for the summer for a grad school internship.#I remember driving my mom's car to work after dropping her off along the way and cranking up the radio.#Unfortunately my options were limited to the pop station (too many commercials) or the Spanish station (I don't speak Spanish)#or the Christian rock station (the one I usually listened to despite my uncomfortable relationship with religion especially at the time).#And the first time I heard them play Lifehouse I was like wtf? Why is the Christian rock station playing something I actually like?#And then I really listened to the words of 'Hanging by a Moment' and I was 'Oooooh.'#And that was how it took me like 13 years to realize a band I liked and owned cds of may or may not have written a bunch of songs about god#Which honestly would have turned 12 year old me off a lot because like it's not fun being an atheist when almost everyone's a dick about it#And I'm not sure it was the healthiest coping mechanism for the whole having my heart shattered by a religious dude when I was 25...#Actually that's not true. That year I mostly played the fuck out of Emmylou Harris's and Bob Dylan's most depressing hits. ('Gold' anyone?)#Followed by Royal Wood's divorce album when that came out.#But blasting the Christian rock station in the car? Definitely kind of intentionally masochistic. But also I really hate radio commercials.#I did listen to a lot of Lifehouse that summer.#So regardless of what the songs are actually about they all remind me of the highway and my mom's old car and carpooling to work.#Except 'Blind'. 'Blind' still makes me cry.#That was a really pointless aside because I don't feel like writing or going to sleep and will probably stay up listening to Lifehouse now.#I guess the moral of that story if it needs to have a moral is:#If you're a godless heathen and someone makes you feel like shit because they act like there's something wrong with you for it#you're much better off not wasting your time trying to understand why they think like that and living your best heathen life instead.#Or something like that. Idk.
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having OCs and projecting different things into them on different levels is really weird and stupid because on one hand I'll have complicated feelings about 'it feels really important and validating for me for [OC who looks nothing like me and is also average looking if not conventionally attractive] to be able to be seen as attractive and worthy of being loved but it also feels really vulnerable to try to present her that way... 🥺' and then on the other hand be like 'well it just goes without saying that [OC who is a fat cis woman with a beard and conspicuous body hair whom I'm actively projecting a lot of idealized aspects of my personality into] is sexy and lovable, just look at her'
#I can be mask off about nyssa because nyssa being cute and pretty and sexy literally doesn't feel debatable OR personal to me#she looks nothing like me and the ways she's weird or offputting aren't connected to me and the ways she's nice are the ways I want to be#the thing that's nice about the first bit of this post is that 1) that description applies to like... most of my OCs#and 2) I have had at least one person be like 👀 about each of my OCs at least once SO-- AFFIRMATION#I really don't have any OCs that resemble me very much tbh#but you always end up chipping off lil bits of your own soul to put in your silly lil guys you know how it is#who has ended up with stronger chunks of soul and why is often a mystery to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyway. [continues to make self indulgent art of all my OCs but be secretly weirdly consumed by anxiety about just a couple of them]#about me#my OCs
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