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In order to steal the royal crown y/n seduced all the seven princes and made them fall in love with her.
After successfully stealing the crown, she ran away. When prices realized that all of that was a lie and she was just an imposter who wanted to steal their Royal crown, they gathered and planned their revenge against y/n. But some of them are still in love with her. Will they be able to take their revenge and get the crown back?
hmm this plot does sound interesting but i fear my wip is quite full and taking on new ideas would just add onto the delay 😩 but if any other writers see this and want to take on the idea … 👀
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see the thing is that the idea of paying a stranger $100 an hour to listen to me relive the worst moments of my life for the chance that they’ll prescribe me something that will fix me a little doesnt sound worth it to me
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tl;dr — unemployment woes, job hunting and existing as a disabled person sucks. i am open for art commissions and a post is coming soon, but feel free to dm me if you are interested! + status of my latest queer pulp novel cover redraw wip at the end as tax
being unemployed in 2024/2025 sucks, the job market is the worst for workers it’s ever been. i’ve applied to hundreds of jobs the last several months and i even do what all the recruiters on linked in say you need to do of “make a custom tailored resume and cover letter for every job you apply for 😇”/threat.
i make sure i use as many keywords from the job descriptions as possible and even run my resumes/cover letters through ATS scanners and always get around a ~90%+ match to the job description (what is considered a “great” score is apparently 80-85%), and still nothing! My applications are better than they’ve ever been but never has even getting an interview been so difficult.
i applied to a job that i have ten years of experience for in that exact role and they didn’t even want to talk to me — I got a form rejection email. That one was devastating.
and yeah, literally the worst part of all of this is that i’ve been forced to actually use linkedin as an actual social media app instead of just slapping my resume up there and ignoring it as god intended. every day i go online and see the worst takes of all time. i have found some genuinely good people and good opportunities (really hoping the one i’m pursuing right now, it would be so amazing and feel like a gift tbh to be offered this job) but the whole unemployment grind is so soul crushing.
i’ve barely had time to talk to any one who isn’t my partner who lives with me bc i’m using all my battery to try to find a job and try to build a website + portfolio for my art bc unemployment runs out next month so if something doesn’t work out i’m going to need to figure out something. i already lost my health insurance and can’t afford marketplace so i’m just rawdogging it rn as a disabled/chronically ill person, so that’s fun 🙃
but yeah, if you read this far, i am open for commissions — i have a post ready to go, I just need to wait a few days to post it publicly bc one of the examples on it is a surprise gift I did for someone and it’s in the mail to them right now. but if you’re interested, dm me or email [email protected] and I’ll send you the graphics/info!
and, as promised: remember this pulp cover that was making the rounds LAST january?? yeah i sketched this back then and then. never finished it 😅 but i started painting it a day or two ago and i’m so thrilled with how it’s coming out!
#sorry for the bummer update#but!#commissions open#my art wips#farina#my art#media: dghda#char: farah#char: tina#ship: farina
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Realizing that the 937 pins I have for my characters actually have to be documented and organized for each of my characters
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Achievement unlocked: full pms!
Objective: survive!
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@firstsoncain || inbox plotted starter || this is so perfect, i cry again!
Cain hasn't seen the brothers in a while. Finding them be well upon returning from his duties in Hell, to behold them has realization dawn on him which he used to ignore before. It never felt as strong. Who would have thought? Once an enemy, the former knight looks at them with genuine fondness curving his mouth into a smile. He approaches them as they stand side by side. Words are difficult when there's nothing that will quite capture the gravity of familial connection guiding his motions. One palm finds onto Dean's shoulder, the other onto Sam's opposite one. And a subtle shake of his head precedes Cain's final, long overdue move; he pulls them into a group hug. Add gentle pats to each brother's upper back. " Did I ever thank you? " Not only Sam for his aid in removing the curse, but both Winchesters' willingness to give a once-monster this second chance. At doing the right thing. At being needed elsewhere than in Hell... to feel like he has found a new family. Well, he thanks them by being there, by listening and dishing verbal kicks in their asses whenever necessary. But to hear those words? Something tells him it's what they appreciate, too.
dean's got sammy by his side and they're only semi-arguing about his restaurant choice for dinner. some murmured bit from his younger brother about cas putting it on him to make sure dean picks some place healthy for a change while dean is busy mumbling back that cas isn't here right now and what he doesn't know won't hurt him. but will certainly taste a hell of a lot better than some vegan, non-gmo, whatever free (mostly TASTE free, be honest!) place sam's trying to convince him is the cat's meow. more like dog's barf.
what sam doesn't tune into is that dean's only goading him on to get him flustered. and it's working and the immense joy out of a harmless food argument is bringing dean nothing but joy. while sam's blood pressure skyrockets and frustration makes him start talking with his hands. becoming more and more animated as the chat goes on. dean might've relented a long time ago if it weren't for sam's increasingly baffled and ruffled up mannerisms. hey. give dean a break. having a moment where this common fight is what's the biggest, most pressing thing going on in their lives? well. that's a moment where dean gets to enjoy the quiet. the comfort and familiarity of harmless banter. means the world's pretty damn good if that's what's pressing the two of 'em.
hearing cain approach, the brothers both turn in unison. sam's eyes light up as dean's mouth curves into a greeting grin. they're both happy to see him. happy he's back. so says the way they both soften in their expression when their shoulders fall underneath cain's grip and.. when they're pulled into a hug that causes all of them to wrap their arms around each other? cherishing the affection--they both--stay put and squeeze tighter. sam even rests his forehead against cain's temple where dean's chin tucks down onto a broad shoulder.
did i ever thank you. sam's smile ends up going ear to ear. dean's brows lift but neither seem like they're going to be the one to initiate stepping back. "you don't gotta," dean breaks their silence. they both get what cain's trying to say. what they're being thanked for. "thank you for staying.." in their lives, in their world.. for not disappearing. "for coming back when you go. and for the ass kickin' when we need it."
'you're family. that's what family does for each other," sam backs up dean's words with a solid statement meant to drive home how important cain is to them. 'ass kicking included,' words split into a quiet laugh, 'we're listening. even if dean doesn't seem like it. you keep him in line. glad to have someone else other than cas helping with that. full time job and then some..'
"like you aren't a pain in the ass.."
'jerk..' and all this? inside one another's arms. this is what home feels like.
#featuring: cain (firstsoncain)#firstsoncain#okay this got long#we can trim#but!#technically it's just a cpl paragraphs per character. RIGHT?!#eeep!#feauting: sam winchester (safetypinned)#safetypinned#lay your weary head to rest. (chapter i)
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There's this bracelet I've been wearing for the last 5 and a half years. It was one of those festival kind of bands that you can't take off and then put on again. I got attached to it...
In 5 days I have a long awaited MR scan appointment.
And my bracelet is held together by a metal clip.
So off it went.
I feel so incredibly naked right now. My wrist is empty. It's so weird I don't like it.
I didn't even have any good memories connected to the bracelet, it just reminded me of bad people and bad times, but I'd gotten used to the feeling of it on my arm and I get attached easily:(
Bye bye bracelet you will be missed (for the next half hour and then I won't ever think of you again)
#I don't even know what to tag here#Random#?#I'm sad#But!#object permanence#Is a thing I don't have#So I will mourn for a short bit today#And then forget all about it#MR scan#No metal in an mr#It's a big ass magnet if you didn't know#You should have seen my face when I realized my bracelet is metal#I went through all 5 stages of groed in a split second#And then immediately went#“oh well”#And kept on living
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children of time REALLY missed out on exploring what it means for odo to be the only person left from the original crew and waiting for 200 years for everyone to arrive.
i KNOW the story is supposed to be about odo and kira's relationship but i'm just thinking. everyone around him has died over and over again. what do you do with your life at that point?
what is odo's role within this society? everyone else from the crew has this revered status, even worf has his own little fangroup, how would they feel about odo? did he isolate himself from them entirely?
would it not bring him closer to dax, who would be the only one remembering the original crew? do they still talk? do they reminisce sometimes?
how does he feel about the children of the people who he's been repeatedly shown to love so much? not very good i imagine considering he was ready to sacrifice 8000 of them just like that!
i know i know his feelings for kira were just that enormous yadda yadda but for a being whose entire arc revolves around reconnecting with humanity, it feels so wasted that old odo is never shown to interact with any of these people who he's seen live out their entire lives.
#i have mixed feelings bc i do love when there is love so grand and tragic that a person would destroy anything for kt#BUT!#i dont think it was really set up enough. sighs#ds9 liveblog
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Rules: without naming them, post a gif from ten of your favorite films, then tag ten people to do the same.
Thank you @bisexualdawnsummers for the tag! Gosh ten films, very hard...
Tagging: @variousqueerthings @menocchio-final-final @twobrokenwyngs @sammaggs @mauvecardigans @hunkydorkling
#this took me a million years#BUT!#it was fun revisiting these!#sometimes one is handicapped by what films are giffed and not#and i stand by the buffalo jump gif - ive watched that film at least 15 times#ask meme#these films should have an accompanying guessing game!!
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i FORGOT how brbabcs-coded Going to Marrakesh is… like. so i think that because i was obsessed with brbabcs when i first listened to the song? Yes. But also, i was right.
#IIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!! KEEP WAITING FOR OUR LOOOOOOOOVE TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE MACHIIIINES BY ITS BED! DIM AND FLICKER BUT IT WON’T STAY DEAD!#AND IT PERKS UP WHEN THE NURSES BRING ITS MEDICATION BY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but!#instead of being in love with another person all the characters in brbabcs are in love with The Narrative#you know what i mean#and if you don’t. don’t worry about it :))#the mountain goats#i know it’s not shhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Stop looking at my half-assed ~10 minute Mari sketch and instead start looking at the paintings I'd spent the entirety of each respective day I'd worked on them on which I am incredibly proud of
#rambling#I do love the fact that Mari is so very loved don't get me wrong; it is an honour to me#And I love her dearly too#But!#I do make other things!#Shocking I know#But I do#And I put a lot of hard work into those things so I would appreciate it if people could#actually look at and share the other things I make too lol
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And just like that, we have the north 😝
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gacha catch! they are a set. do not separate.
#i was hoping for chibitaru yuri#but!#setsuna and chibiusa are also very very dear to me as a duo#next time. hotaru is coming come >:3
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'progress in non-linear. progress is non-linear' i say to myself
#having a hard time lately with how far my hands have regressed and my art being way worse than it was 4 years ago#but!#that's okay#I'll get more accepting of it
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HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR!!🪩🥂✨🎉
#2024 was definitely a year!!#yup!!#not in a bad way though#i actually think this was a pretty solid year for me even with all the awful stuff that happened in the world#but!#I welcome 2025 with open arms and hope that it will be even better than the last!!#happy new year#new year#2025#illustration#digital art#my ocs#bsu
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kinda sorta origin story
#if you think im sandman maintagging this youre crazy#but!#balan wonderworld au#balan wonderworld#balan#lance#screamer’s art :]#hehehehe im so tickled tho#the drawerrrr fr today
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