#i don't even fucking know okay

[yourlocalviking]

I needed something to draw yesterday after a long, long day of being social. Didn’t have enough energy for proper stuff so @impishnature suggested a dreg.

It got weird...

[delightinpetrichor]

READING HAYLEY ATWELL’S STUPID “BOTH” COMMENT AND FINDING OUT AUDRA MCDONALD IS GOING TO BE IN BEAUTY IN THE BEAST MEANS THAT I’M BASICALLY HAVING A FULL BLOWN FANGIRL MELTDOWN RIGHT NOW. EXCEPT MY ROOMMATE IS TRYING TO SLEEP BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T FEEL WELL SO IT’S ALL INTERNAL AND CAPSLOCKING THE CRAP OUT OF MY INTERNET POSTS.

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD SANITY DOWN SANITY DOWN SEND HELP

[xastralxcatx]

seattle138 replied to your photo “I won this hat in a raffle at work. Now I’m one step closer to...”

I'll send you a DC hat, axe, Adidas sandals, and nike tube socks

Sweet, dude. Nice. Bruh. *fist bump*

[hlwim]

envy/tadpole

[maraudersmischiefrp]

Task 4 || Emma - Sirius

Himself.

The shock of it had him stumbling backwards and tripping over a tree root and he would have even screamed if he hadn't lost the ability to breath. He didn't understand. How could he be standing right there in front of himself? It just didn't make sense. And it was terrifying him.

"What...what are you?" Was the first thing that came out of his mouth but he didn't get an answer. Instead the figure in front of him tilted his head to the side and narrowed it's eyes.

Sirius was too afraid to get up from where he landed and he couldn't even move to reach for his wand. He did manage to finally move his eyes away from his face, however, and looked him over. And that is when he saw the dark mark on his arm.

His heart all but stopped at the sight of it. And that is when in the back of his mind he realised what this was. It was the only explanation. Right in front of him was his greatest fear. And of course what else would it be? His greatest fear had always been himself.

"You're a boggart." He breathed out and that cause a grin to spread over it's face. "But I...I..."

"You fear yourself. That isn't something I've ever came across before." The boggart said in a perfect immitation of Sirius' own voice. "But why? Afraid of what you could become or of what you already are? Now that is a very interesting question."

"Shut up."

"Is it because you are afraid of the fact you are like your Father? Because no matter how much you try otherwise you will always be like him. He's in your head. That's why I know. I can see it in your eyes you're like him. Such power that you are afraid of posessing. Such a shame."

"I said shup up!"

"Or is it because you know what you are capable of?" The boggart asked and at that Sirius' eyes finally caught what was at it's feet and this time a scream left him. Because lying there covered in blood was James and Aly and no matter how much he tried he couldn't look away. "That is it, isn't it? That's what you are scared of. You can run and hide all you want but you will never be able to escape who you are. What you are. You're a monster just like the rest of them."

"SHUT UP!" He screamed. His eyes squeezing shut as he tried to block out it's words but he could still hear it laughing. Even when he opened his eyes and saw that it was gone did he continued to hear it's laughter. It rang in his ears just like everything else.

He wasn't like them. He wasn't capable of hurting anyone or taking that mark onto his arm. He wasn't.

But you are, a voice said in his head. And it terrified him that it was his own voice.

"I-I need to leave." He gasped and with trembling arms and legs he managed to get to his feet and took off running towards the castle. Every single noise cause him to jump and by the time he got out of the trees he was panting and covered in cuts and bruises and as white as a sheet.

He would never tell anyone of what he saw in that forest. And he would never tell anyone that that is when he decided he needed to leave his family. He refused to become like them.

Even if he was already deep down inside of him.

[elliothier]

Okay, the puppy got a little hope.

[mymindpalaceisatardis]

did you know that sometimes people do things

[describingcolours]

Sometimes I think my friends are normal

then something like this happens

[what-youthandbeauty]

Lecture theatre I1-12

Taylor and I went into the bathroom in that lecture theatre and while we washing our hands the lights started flickering and then they went out.

And the first words out of my mouth were, "Oh fuck it's slenderman."

And she's gone "Oh shit."

And I've gone, "Where the fuck is the emergency machete?!"

And then we ran out of the bathroom because we didn't want to be eviscerated on that particular day because we were receiving important edumacations.

While in the lecture I contemplated the amount of hours I've spent watching EverymanHYBRID, due to the fact that was my very first thought was to get out my camera and start filming, and my second thought was to do an Evan and find the nearest sharp object and/or baseball bat and yell "come at me bro!"

#aylaproblems #needsalife #desperately #thisisgettingbeyondridiculous

EDIT: #IREGRETNOTHING

[protomolecute]

Ok so here's one proper gif, whatever. There's a better quality version of this that I made but this one doesn't have those ET logos all over it. I don't know which I prefer to be honest.

Still, I miss these guys. (Is it weird that I keep thinking about how fucking tall they all are? I didn't quite realize that until I met Curt, Riker and Titus. People have told me I have a habit of mentioning people's height to them... I may have a problem.)