#i don’t wanna be alive
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cetoddle-archive · 10 months ago
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idk if i want to cry for an hour straight or just kill myself
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0rangebaby · 2 months ago
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Period stay making me feel like the most depressing evil malicious person
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cormancatacombs · 1 month ago
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girlfailurefelix · 3 months ago
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thinking about how while we all make the “doomed by the narrative” jokes about tony, it’s so much worse than that. the narrative tries so so hard to save him multiple times throughout the novella and yet his tunnel vision with the ggy mystery always leads him to doom himself
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jemmo · 25 days ago
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i don’t want to jump the gun, but i think hwang daseul might have just done it again. two episodes in to let free the curse of taekwondo and i am obsessed. more than obsessed. transfixed. this show feels special in a way hwang daseul’s touch only can give, and just using these two episodes to compare to her previous works, i love that i can already spot the continuity in the kinds of stories she tells, the messages she portrays and how she portrays them. she just knows how to let her characters exist in harmful and difficult places and show how their experiences affect them while also just showing them as normal human beings. it is so so easy to overdramatise these kinds of stories that have these difficult topics and have it be so surface level, but she has never done that. instead, she shows how those experiences shape a person and how they go about living in spite of them. all the way from where your eyes linger to now, she gives us characters that are wholly themselves and not just the traumas they have gone through and i just adore that. i can’t remember what i was talking about specifically, but i remember talking about this sentiment and how it actually helps to build empathy in an audience as opposed to just showing a difficult topic at the most surface level bc you think that makes it accessible and easier to understand and hence empathise with. i don’t think that ever works. it’s only when you do what hwang daseul does, when you give us characters we can get to know and fall in love with and care for that you help us to empathise with their experiences. it’s hard to understand the weight and the hardship of experiencing something traumatic, but when something bad happens to someone close to you, a family member or a friend, you understand and feel that pain astronomically more. that’s what hwang daseul manages to do. and more so, she makes you feel that while also seeing these people as people. you get to see them away from the hurt, you see them smile in moments of happiness and you see that too with people you’re close to, and you feel even more how special and important those moments of happiness are.
and that’s why, whenever hwang daseul is at the helm of something, i will be seated from start to end with endless boxes of tissues ready. i can’t wait to see what else this show has in store.
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marisr3stavrant · 2 months ago
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*bangs my head on the wall* fuck it so i lied, there is more to it. Also the Mario there is IHY Mario. I made these a few months ago because I was bored and wanted to make something silly… Also yeah this is just the tragic Mario circle
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vic-does-battlecats · 5 months ago
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If Frostwhistle isn’t real why does the website keep referencing it
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icarusticrat · 1 year ago
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HI GUYS IM ALIVE AND BACK WITH A NEW ARGOS DESIGN💥💥💥💥
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bitethedevil · 21 days ago
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aaaaaa I don’t want to fly home to cold Denmark
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amtrax · 4 months ago
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Where’s that immortality pill so I can not deal with my mortality anxiety creeping up on me on an almost nightly basis??
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angelnumber27 · 5 months ago
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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downinsomanyfandoms · 1 month ago
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Looking at my list of headcanon for Yuu and I’m restraining myself so hard from calling him Ferdinand von Aegir
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creatureshrieks · 5 days ago
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how do you just go on knowing that everything is fueled by anger and hate like this.
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mintbees · 3 months ago
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Everyone please help manifest some good energy for my tomato plants that I transplanted way too late today (transplant shock might kill them all)
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ovaryacted · 11 hours ago
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Do you guys think it’s dumb to want to start a series during this rise of fascism and possible censorship and there’s a chance I won’t even finish it but this story is personal to me and I wanted to share it but I took too fucking long to share it and now I think it’s too late. Honest responses only pleak.
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awek-s · 3 months ago
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hi my asshole coworker got off w discrimination against me bc it’s too much work to go thru a load of footage for evidence so i had to come out at work forcibly for no reason including to the person who hates people like me and who i feel unsafe around so like sorry if i haven’t been responding to anybody about anything but I don’t see my response time getting any better tbh
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