#i don’t like being watched anymore!!
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i’ve gotten to the point in teaching that i’m just a little sick of doing prac
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this could just be the scaredy cat in me talking but i truly sincerely believe no jjk character gets more satisfaction out of shielding your eyes during scary movies than suguru does
#it’s like crack to him#you’re hiding away in his neck and whining abt how you don’t wanna watch this anymore and he . has literally never been happier#he thrives off being your caretaker i say this with sm conviction…..#runner up for this trope would be megumi 🫡#ari noises ✩
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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the venn diagram of people who actually understand pelor’s complexity and the people who understand vex’s character is a circle and a very small one at that
#it’s about them both being secretly kind hearted with harsh and dickish exteriors to protect the things that matter to them#like. please rewatch c1 and the info we get about pelor in it#where it is reiterates time and time again that pelor faced a significant brunt of the calamity. who watched ioun get struck down.#who shares a plane with sarenrae after her believers were essentially extinguished#and tell me again how his actions (of which we have. still very little info) are unreasonable#they are Absolutely asshole actions#but yknow. vex was also inclined towards asshole actions when her loved ones/the stability of her life was threatened#anyway this isn’t discourse this is just how i feel about two of the fandom things that irritate me the most and their correlation#honestly i don’t super want anymore vm cameos for a While but also i would love a vex one if it was regarding pelors champion stuff#especially now that we won’t have deanna around#vex’ahlia#pelor#the dawnfather#vex’ahlia de rolo#critical role#my posts
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It’s honestly really disappointing to see Alicent stans completely abandon her as a character just because their own personal headcanon about her sexuality doesn’t match up with the story being told. It feels like none of these people ever even tried to dig below the surface level of Alicent (and Rhaenyra, but that’s a whole other can of worms), they just watered her down to her sadness and being in love with Rhaenyra, and I feel like that’s such an injustice to the character, because she has so many levels to her that most people don’t seem to want to explore at all.
#i’m not gonna act like i’m above shipping that would be ridiculous#but seeing people drop her like a hot potato is sad to watch#i totally get being upset about your ship or your headcanon not making it into the show#trust me it’s happened to me A LOT#but idk. alicent is more complex than her relationship or lack thereof with rhaenyra and it’s sad ppl don’t see it#alicent hightower#alicole#like atp I honestly don’t even ship rhaenicent anymore bc of how absolutely unbearable the shippers have become#i think i’ve seen this film before#and i didn’t like the ending#miri’s thoughts
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i’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel
#tw: directed fp vent#it feels like you don’t love me anymore#even when i’m in the same room as you.. it’s so heartbreaking to watch you bond with other people when you should be giving me the attention#all i want is you to show me you love me when we’re alone#it’s the only time we have together.. just us.. but you go and play games with your friends on discord while i chill in the background#taking stab after stab every time you laugh or say you love them#i know we’re not partners so i shouldn’t feel this way but i fucking do#and i want you.. more than i’ve ever wanted anyone in my life#you just never seem to understand why i get so upset#it’s because I WANT YOU#all to myself#i should be the center of your mind.. like you are in mine#it just.. fuck it sucks being in love with someone so oblivious and against it#idk how to tag this#bpd vent#bpd fp#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#actually borderline#bpd favorite person#bpd shitposting#bpd#bpd problems#bpd mood#i would but the tag beloved.txt with this but i don’t really want to put it there if he ever finds out the tag about him
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after these leaks i just genuinely think megumi has depression like not even in a “wow haha he always pulls out mahoraga!” way but in an Oh my god his WHOLE LIFE has been in shambles since he was like 8 and i think he is like forever messed up
#this might be a severe misunderstanding of his character but also#we do not have nearly enough detail about his backstory and that worries me#we don’t have enough detail about him PERIOD#or at least from how i understand jjk#like maybe he pulls out mahoraga all the time because he’s willing to sacrifice himself all the time in like the craziest way possible#what do you mean i have to see a panel of him kneeling and crying and saying ‘that’s enough i don’t care anymore’#LET ME OUT AAAA TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE#i just think that having a really messed up family dynamic and being raised by a teenager for most of your life would really fuck you up#but also like yeah i think that having to watch u kill ur own sister in your body is pretty bad#i just think he’s sad he makes me sad every time i see him#jjk 251#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#jjk megumi
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just remembered my s1 drama class made us watch the boy in the striped pyjamas and act out scenes from it what the actual fuck was that about
#out of all the movies to have us watch and perform why the bad holocaust fanfic#also i remember being the only jewish kid in that class#like i left the room crying half way through watching and had to sit in the teachers office writing something while everyone else after was#like “lmaooo they both died L” or smthn#seriously thinking back what. the fuck. were they thinking w/ that#how did that school go from being one of the only schools to teach hebrew in scotland or something a few decades ago to this#they don’t even teach hebrew anymore#+ really antisemitic students + some other stuff aswell#hope i’m not doxxing myself too hard in the tags here but yk🧍#antisemitism#jumblr#ryan shut the fuck up
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I finished Rebirth! The last leg of the game gave big KH vibes imo (the name of the last chapter (End of the World) is even the name of the last level/world in KH1). But that ending was crazy. Does Cloud, like, know Aerith is dead, or is he so deep in denial that he thinks she’s alive?
#i personally interpreted this as his delusional ass has another layer of denial to deal with now#and we’re gonna have an inverse situation of the beginning of this game#instead of being convinced tifa died now he’s convinced aerith did not die#maybe in another world she didn’t or something but in this one she definitely Did#and he does not seem to process that he is not grieving at all like the others#cloud’s whole thing it seems is his inability to process the past and face reality so this is definitely in line for him i have to say#you can’t grieve if you don’t accept the loss#aerith seems to represent that sweet escape from reality I mentioned before even more now#i don’t think she means any harm by it she’s trying to make him feel better#unless it’s not even her it’s jenova fucking with him or something idek anymore. sephiroth did say cloud needed a push#but i want to think it’s really aerith i mean hopefully#then again would her spirit not recognize he absorbed the black materia in his sword wouldn’t she feel that through the lifestream#and be like uh hey watcha got there#so maybe it’s not her? aughhhh idk lmao#whole time sephiroth was yapping about forever and eternity i kept thinking#maybe watching rgu would’ve fixed him shdbdbshhs#there’s no such thing as eternity my guy. the only constant is impermenance. let’s get you some fruit
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Learning so many youtubers are parents who for most of their online popularity weren’t lately is jarring, partially because a lot of them still look so young and I associate them with being like. early 20s. so my brain can’t get past that, but still refreshing that the reason this is also jarring is because they apparently don’t put their kid out there online and didn’t make their entire channels about being a parent
#not art#vena vents#like people can do what they want with their channels but putting your kid out there online is kind of shitty at some point#and pour one out for viewers who had to stop watching someone because everything was pregnancy/baby/parenthood focused instead of like.#whatever the channel was originally about#I remember vaguely that I was watching some vlogger or makeup commentary person years ago as bg noise and suddenly parenthood was mentioned#every 2 sentences#I can’t imagine being bored to death by this for people who you were actually invested in the videos of#I don’t really watch them anymore but what do you mean danny gonzales is a dad??? pbg????? what
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y’all this might sound blasphemous lmao but… i can’t wait till messi retires from international football so i can stop giving a shit about argentina nt and their racist transphobic asses 💀💀💀
#don’t want him to retire bc i love watching him play at the highest levels#but also can’t fucking WAIT till he retires so i don’t have to ‘support’ this team anymore#i’ve been telling my dad this for years lol and every time he laughs at me bc my fandom is so conditional#but like bruh#I ACTUALLY SUPPORT BRAZIL NT#SWORN ENEMIES OF ARGENTINA NT#so yeah messi you’re gonna need to get on out so i can go back to supporting my real nt 🥰🫶🏼#literally i only care about the argentinian players playing well if it means messi’s gonna get a trophy :D otherwise it’s fuck argentina#brasil olé olé olé#sorry brazilians don’t come for me for being a fake fan okay i’m just a girl 😔 who loves her GOAT but hates the nt he plays for#oh and#FUCK racism#and FUCK transphobia#if that wasn’t already clear
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A detective who regularly investigates weird and inventive murders decides to start a blog…
Unfortunately rather than writing about his job, he decides to write about his interests: a collection of the most boring subjects known to man.
#welcom to this#my stealth death in paradise post that anyone can enjoy#I know next to none of you watch death in paradise but this is genuinely a through line they have going right now and it fucking rules#my guy (a man with four friends) started this week’s episode complaining that only four people had read his blog#and by the end of the episode even his massively supportive friend group don’t seems to be able hack it anymore#because by the end of the episode being read by one lone fringe weirdo#Nevil I of all people love and support your autistic ass but more people will read your blog if you mention your work some times#that said I would quite like to know if he told the blog that the environmentally friendly mosquito repellent didn’t work#or if he’s pretending it did for the sake of his public image and the hope of getting brand sponsorship#death in paradise
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it’s actually so sad and sickening that the only parent i have left is an avid trump supporter, so brainwashed and so far gone that i can’t reason with him or even mention my beliefs because i get laughed at. this election is causing me so much stress because no matter who wins it’s going to be hell for me. i’ll never hear the end of it either way. i just don’t understand how someone who is supposed to protect me and support me can believe in and vote for someone who is so dangerous for women and our rights and bodily autonomy. i feel like i’m on the verge of a pretty serious mental breakdown
#yeah i’m making this about me#i fucking get to after the last few years i’ve had#not only did my mom die this year but now i have to watch my dad continue to lose himself in being a fucking maga supporter#i hate it here#i don’t feel like i have any parents at all anymore#vote for Kamala btw
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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AN ANIMATED FILM ABT JASON TODD & DICK GRAYSON IS COMING OUT??? an origin story of the robins??? oh………. interesting…………. (said nervously)
#you all may not know this abt me but i was Heavily a dc/batman/jason todd stan 🙂↕️#so while i AM intrigued by this… i don’t know how i feel abt them BOTH being orphan thieves 😭#them as a dynamic duo is far more interesting when they’re ADULTS like AS nightwing & redhood#bc i think the interesting part abt their relationship is that dick is robin first and then later on jason becomes robin#i forgot if dick was a teen titan or if he was on his way to bludhaven to make a name for himself as nightwing when jason become robin idk#listen shit gets retconned and my brain can’t remember if things were pre or post crisis anymore 😭#BUT IT’S LIKE… dick is like 5-7 years older than jason canonically i’m pretty sure so 😭 hmm#i prefer dick’s origin story of him as a flying grayson in the circus 🙂↕️#and then jason as the one who steals from batman 😭#but we’ll see how this goes ig like personally my expectations are underneath the water atp i usually don’t trust DC w good adaptations#so hopefully it’s decent… i’ll be watching it anyways bc i love these characters to death#personal
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something about that whole incident must have changed something in my brain chemistry cause my insomnia’s gotten bad again
the past few days i’ve getting to sleep at two or three. kinda sucks i guess, but i don’t really want to resort to taking melatonin again
#i took melatonin every night for a year straight and now i get frequent headaches and nightmares every time i sleep#is that the melatonin or is that the year that most of my trauma comes from/when it got worse#hard to say. maybe both. i don’t remember!#and y’know it sucks not being able to go to sleep#because i can’t even read after a certain point#it gets too watery and everywhere and it’s difficult to figure out the words and letters#mmm i did say you wouldn’t be hearing from me until tomorrow#but it’s past midnight here so that’s fine it’s fine#i don’t like tumblr anymore. i don’t like being here anymore#i get scared whenever i get activity now. i get uncomfortable just having the tab open#how pathetic is that?#really pathetic. really fucking pathetic#probably because i know they’re still looking at me and i hate being watched#y’know i have thoughts like ford but the only demon here is my faulty synapses#it feels pathetic. i feel pathetic. i don’t have a reason like he does#and even then people say he doesn’t have enough of a reason#i’m so fucking pathetic
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