#i do think half of it is jokingly
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are we excited to approach qniki with nuance
#eleanor.txt#i have the same issue with courtney whitmore that the fandom excuses a lot of her actions that should not be excused#this may shock some of you. female characters can be flawed#they will make mistakes. and do bad things#i do think half of it is jokingly#but holding women and female characters to this impossibly high standard of moral perfection and excusing their every single action#is not a great move imo#she’s going to fuck up and we need to let her and be normal about it#this goes for qrivers too#qsmp#when i start posting qniki meta and i WANT to post qniki meta. i will be tapping this sign#going to ask that everybody gets real thoughtful real quick#going to request we stop reductive ethics in female character critique. please. for me#it’s very much the same vein as (but not identical to) the reduction of her to her relationships w male characters#she’s going to be friends with some of them and you Have to be normal about it#she may even flirt with some of them! she may be in a canonical relationship at some point on the server! be regular about that#nihachu
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Modern au Sanji would join TikTok to innocently post cooking videos and absolutely would not notice everyone flirting with him or the horniness in the comments. He wouldn't get the Internet slang because I don't think he'd realistically be as braindead as his fan base lmao. But Sanji could post a short video of him with his sleeves pulled up kneading some dough, talking about how he's prepping for a friend's and family dinner, meanwhile the comments are talking about how they want him to knead them ect ect. He comments back a few hours later like "aw all these nice comments thank you 🥰" LIKE. WAKE UP BABE??? YOU COMPLAIN THAT YOUR SINGLE AND REALLY WANT A PARTNER AND YOU HAVE LITERALLY HALF A MILLION FOLLOWERS SIMPING OVER YOU AND DONT NOTICE LMAOOOO
#poor guy never developed self awareness#do you think hed (half jokingly) diss gordon Ramsay a lot in his videos? because i do lmao#one piece#one piece au#one piece modern au#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji
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#btw so far home alone christmas has been one of the most successful ideas i've ever had#my roommates are staying at his parents' overnight so i have the house to myself#i went to christmas eve service earlier (barely participated since i spent the whole time finding more candles and folding chairs#but still sweet and good)#breakfast with the twins' family#dinner tomorrow with my favorite professor and his family#hosting brunch sunday#and in between being social event and love and welcomeful i can be ALONE and think and be happy#instead of trying to have Christmas Experiences on the floor of my little sister's room to be alone#thinking lots of thoughts about purpose and service and idk if i'll do this again soon. but it's a very sweet and good thing right now#also makes me laugh that honestly the seed of this plan was what i've been half-jokingly calling a prophetic dream#(aka nightmare about having to choose which one of my family's churches old and new to go to for a service)#and their new church does not believe in prophetic dreams. so. that seems even more clear
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Finally testing what tumblr will let me post--
I might write a fic for context some day bc this is a thought that has been absolutely Rotting my brain for ages asdhdhz I just think,, as long as you pick it out for him (and it wouldn't cause Actual public embarrassment) he'd wear anything..
#obey me smut#obey me fanart#obey me lucifer#nsft#my art#Lucifer#i just think#you kind of half jokingly get him something#and suggest he wear it under his uniform#and obviously he gives off the energy that there's no way in hell he'd be doing that#but then the next morning you make eye contact at breakfast#and he very very minutely reacts#and you just Know--#and ofc then accost the poor man in a hallway or something to check sfjzfjdjg#this was just one of many instances in which i sketched this but I actually colored it this time so it's allowed to breech containment#thinking out loud
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Had a dream of like that small thin Jay from 2014 lipsyncing to Savage Garden's "To the Moon & Back" while writhing on the floor in a turquoise bikini so needless to say now I'm blasting this image into my brain
#i remember thinking wow that is legitimately impressive he's doing a good job !#it was a bit for half in the bag lol and a hitb i hadn't seen yet#so i thought wistfully 'man they don't put this type of effort into hitb bits anymore sigh'#blortchmod#jay#and yes. in the dream as always i was about to go tell the groupchat about this#anyway i apolocheese jay#my brain conjured this up bc of that mike bit where he jokingly said jay has like a new favorite tswift song
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#writing#poetry#2022#October 2022#october 13 2022#You’re Kind of an Idiot#yeah i still like this one#I think i specifically trying to imitate Richard Sikken with the funky formating and view changes or however you call it#the context was I convinced my friends to add me to this group chat that had all this people they were friends that I didn’t know#(I did know half of them tho)#and like this wasnt a decision made by the group chat but just the three in it i had lunch with#originally it was a joke i wasnt in it but then i got them to add me#I thought i might get kicked out by one of the people who didn’t know me once they realized this random guy was in the gc#but i ended up fitting it really well and especially got along with the guy i was most intimidated by#there was a discord server that was the REAL gc and wasnt in it#but there was a vote (using discord emote reacts) for if i was gonna be added or not#I didn’t know how to see who did what react on discord at the time so it was anonymous to me at first#the ones who voted no where ones i knew and they totally did it jokingly but i was afraid i was being too annoying and karen esc about it#anyways i got voted and everything went well#the server and group chat eventually got deleted due to drama to do this this girl who was only there cause she was this one guy’s gf#(She fucking sucked btw. like she was a white girl who made racism jokes. thats the kind of person she was)#(fun fact her and the guy she dated straight up met in a psych ward after he tried to kill himself)#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rsd
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mad & mad & mad & mad & mad & mad & mad &
#I hate how whenever I look forward to something fun I always think half-jokingly haha I wonder what one thing will go wrong because#there's always something#and then. every time. something goes wrong. and my brain is like yep we still have no precedent for things going the way we wish them to#and it makes a little note in some mental excel spreadsheet of a long line of things that went wrong when we wanted them to go right#and this is why I go to therapy lol#yeah it doesn't happen all the time yeah it's usually small things that don't really matter yeah I know things never work out ~perfectly~#but. but still.#I'm sure this is all fine and it won't be as big of a deal as I think...but I had been so looking forward to having a good day#and I did! I have two days off for fall break and my mum and I went to a bakery and had gâteau au yaourt and croissants#and we went to some bookstores and I got the iliad (belovedest) so it was a good day!! but why does it have to end in tears#why do I have to suddenly be reminded that I have one foot in the chronically ill pool#why do other people get to have their dreams come true seemingly so easily while I have to fight for everything#oh well. at least I'm home and don't have to worry about getting dinner. and we have ice cream. and I still have the iliad.#and I am still blessed.#it's *sighs* fine.#earl crow ramblings
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okay so i am once again in a bit of a pickle due to the fact that i never learn from my mistakes :)
#there's this guy at work that i kind of fancy right?#not the guy from a couple of years ago this is another one and tbh i like him way more like we really vibe#and a couple of months ago we kind of started flirting as a joke? like at first it wasn't even flirting we just paid each other compliments#but it. kind of got out of hand? like now we're DEFINITELY flirting and we hug every time we see each other and so on#and like today he kind of asked me out?? like he asked when we're gonna go out and i generically said whenever he wants so uhhh#i bought some time but also i basically said yes OOPS#like ive been thinking i need to chill and slow this down until i figure it out but then i apparently can't stop running my fucking mouthhhh#the thing is. before the summer i did this whole thing to kind of reconnect w my ex#and things seemed to kind of work even though we didn't get together and also she's gonna be out of town for at least another year#but it's not like i have any certainty that when she comes back we're gonna get back together or anything#it's just. she's the love of my life and half the time i think there's no point in dating other people#and then the other half i think i really need to get over it#but the thing is i really care about this guy. i don't want to end up hurting him at all which is probably gonna happen if i keep doing this#I ALWAYS DO THISSSSSS#I ALWAYS JOKINGLY FLIRT W PEOPLE AND THEN IT GETS REAL AND IM OH SHIT NVM DIDN'T MEAN TO DO THAT
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I can't believe Kalpas is literally the most normal and bearable person among the Flame Chasers
#I have a lot of opinions on this I didn't expect to have#but a simple one is 'I understand why he's constantly done with everyone and can't stand them' lol#I was half jokingly thinking about that prior to the fact‚ but the scene in which he gets angry at Mei#when he thought she was suggesting Sakura was a traitor made me think of a lot of things and everything has just been adding to that#I find him ironically very similar to Eden as I find Mosbius very similar to Su idk#Anyway... I have a lot of thoughts about this hahaha I didn't expect that at all#And I definitely didn't expect Edgy Teen Kalpas would be the one I'd find most bearable#Oh I just met Kosmo and he's literally an Edgy Teen and it's so funny how he's written and I say this in a good way for now lol#But Edgy Teen Kosma made me further think Kalpas is very similar to Eden idk haha#ngl... the writing of that arc is not too good imo I can't belive the hype but I do see some similarities in writing to the Penacony arc#And I'm not super into the Penacony writing#It's interesting to see these things#Avdksjd I just realised I have to reply to Vyn#I talk too much
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everything just looks so insurmountable when you’re sad you know??
#cyanoupdates#morosely half-jokingly entertaining the thought of suing my school#morosely considering doing homework that I actually enjoy even#morosely thinking about working on a hobby
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the car seat is headresting that’s for certain
#watching bake off and in my head it’s just vague twin fantasy#‘woah that’s a nice cake’ ‘cute thing don’t be a rude thing!!!!!!!!’ rauasasaaaaaaa#man i still have so much work to do but this is more fun#i want to like. gain the power of flight i think#i want to detach all my limbs and move them about and put them back together#and i don’t mean that in an unhappy way i should clarify im doing alright this evening#but like. i want to dance as if i did not have a human body and just explode everywhere and and and#hjhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i don’t think this is only csh i think it’s also cause concerts are slightly different to what i thought they were#turns out it’s actually more convenient but it’s different so it’s the end of the world etc#man i remember one time i was at choir and someone jokingly called me a tory for not liking change :(#i do like change in some respects!!!! but the plans are not the original plans what am i meant to do now#uh i’m just saying words here now huh#i dunno there’s a lot of thoughts in my head i can’t make sense of it all#i need to do my duolingo and homework and homework and homework#they’re stressed on bake off which isn’t helping i don’t think but still quite enjoyable#i need to find music teachers as soon as possible to ask questions i must not forget to do that !!! that is very important#(need to see if i can keep the baritone in school thursday -> friday next week i really hope i can#hm hm ok that’s enough of a tumblr post i need to have a shower and i’ll try and get to bed like what before one??#no ok. half 12 half 12 that’s reasonable ok i’ll call it that#ezra’s real life rambles#ezra likes music#<- got a bit off topic but that’s the original post
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After W.BG...
Stellan was sent to Operose and started working there. It's rare anyone hears from him anymore, no one knows where he is but he's still alive
Rex eventually loses control of the game and gets taken in by Ty. He's presumed dead, though in reality some of him got put into the experiments and another version of him got turned into a Boot. Boot!Rex doesn't remember that he ever had control of W.BG
Alice refused to do anything after the fourth challenge. She either joined or started her own Base and swore revenge. She was originally going to be sent to OVER but said fuck that.
Ezra is at OVER.
Bradley is probably dead (for now)
#wbg au#as i half jokingly told toby the competent ones go to operose so it would make sense that stellan ends up there#ezra is also smart but i dont think he'd want to do more than patrol anyway#he's not interested in climbing up the corporate ladder#alice is fucking things up as she should!#one day ill throw her into the office#headcanons
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#I’m going to complain about something that is probably a non issue and I’m making a bigger deal out of it than it is probably but I’m having#anxiety about it and this is my journal basically so#I have been telling everyone and their mother that im counting down the days until I get the keys to my home on April 7th and a few days ago#these girls from work who like we’ve known each other like a year and a half by now probably and at first they kind of hated me because for#my work task I have to come to them to get something signed right and they make a huge deal of it sometimes but I think im growing on them#they ask me things now and joke around with me so it’s an improvement and a few days ago when I was talking with them about it they were#like do you want help cleaning your home since I said I was gonna take that first weekend to deep clean it and I jokingly accepted thinking#they didn’t mean it because people just say things like that you know? but then one of them texted me tonight to ask if#I would still like them to come over next weekend and I said sure but you don’t have to clean you can just hang out and they are bringing#games and like on the one hand I would like more friends but on the other hand 1 this is my home I’m inviting people I don’t know outside of#work into my home and 2 what if they turn out to be mean to me and then is it like I’ve soured my home a bit??#3 what if it’s super awkward or something and then I have to see them at work#like it’s probably fine and I do want more friends but if they said something bad about my home which I love so much already I would have to#ask them to leave#i’m just talking to myself#processing out loud I guess
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Smol just now tossed me the idea of Ethan being Heisenberg's visitor if he were in the Institute and I'm still losing my mind about it a little bit
#I've been not-very-jokingly talking about making a Heisenberg card for a bit and a half but like#Hough#Rather than the two of them being put on the same side to try and ally But For Real This Time#And slowly realized how their little quirks complement each other and they're not such a bad team after all#How if the circumstances had been different maybe they could've even been friends or maybe something more#No - Ethan's already committed but to this other person who's Not Heisenberg#Enough to come check up on him and make sure he's doing okay and waiting for him - encouraging him - to try to come back out#Ughhh this is why I love this structure so so so badly#'Cause my first thought - with the way I like to play Heisenberg hehe - was for him to be incredibly dismissive and flippant#''No I'm totally the bad guy that's my role and it's fun we're fighting and that's the point it's all a good time''#The idea of an Ethan who already wants him and loves him and fights for them to not only team up but stay together#Ouch owie agh#So anyway I'm gonna be thinking about this for a while#Also expect something else Damned tomorrow :3c Nothing New Exactly But Something all the same :3#Damned#RE8#Heisenberg#Might as well get those housekeeping tags in early lol
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older!rafe and sensitive!reader spending the holidays together
c/w: fluff, her ovulating and being horny, smut: p-in-v, slight breeding kink, use of dad, 18+ mdni!
wc: 1.5k
ugh i’ve missed this man
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“Why is he doin’ that shit?”
“Rafe, it’s a rom-com,” she reasons, practically glued to him on their couch with the way she keeps shifting closer and closer, almost unconsciously at this point.
“Yeah, a shitty one. Why was it necessary to do a whole fuckin’ speech at the mall? He couldn’t jus’ I dunno, tell her how he felt?” he scoffs, clearly fed up with the entire film already.
She can’t stop the bubbly laughter from escaping her when she looks over to his scowling face. “I mean, this is actually getting kinda weird…why’s everyone watching them?”
“Yeah, ‘n why are they still on that fuckin’ stage?” he grumbles while the couple is now fully making out on the TV screen.
“Please don’t ever do anything like that to me.”
“Yeah, was actually gonna ask, you, uh, you wanna go shoppin’ tomorrow?”
“No!” she giggles before taking a sip of the hot chocolate she’d made for herself (because Rafe deliberately told her he didn’t want any) but the minute she’d sat down with the mug in hand, he’d wanted to try it, which ended up with him drinking nearly half of it.
“Oh shit, forgot to give you this earlier, look what I got you today,” he suddenly murmurs.
“Hm?” her eyes flit over to his face; momentarily distracted by his pretty features as he searches for something from the back pocket of his pants. Then, he’s pulling a golden necklace from a velvety box.
“That looks really expensive,” she nervously mumbles, pausing the TV in order to concentrate on the heart-shaped locket he’s holding out to her.
“You deserve the fuckin’ world, it was nothin’ alright? Can think of it as an early Christmas present if it makes you feel better,” he rolls his eyes, almost exasperated that she still can’t seem to comprehend the fact that he enjoys spending his money on her.
“It’s so beautiful,” she croons as she inspects the piece of jewelry with careful fingertips, heart swelling in her chest at the sentiment— recalling how she’d mentioned something about thinking pendants like these were adorable maybe once.
“Yeah? You like it?”
“I love it. Wait, you had your initials carved into it too? That’s so cute, Ray, what the hell?” she feels her eyes grow watery because her boyfriend really is her favorite person in the whole wide world for a reason.
“Yeah, know you’re into sappy shit like that, ‘n you can put m’picture inside too ‘n you’ll always have me with you or whatever the fuck.”
“Shut up, you’re so sweet! I love you,” she exclaims before she’s wrapping her arms around his neck— climbing into his lap in the process while he murmurs into her hair how he apparently ‘loves her more’, which she thinks is not possible.
“Let me put it on you?” he says before he’s swiping away some strands in order to clasp the locket around her neck. “Look so pretty with m’name on you.”
“Wait, you should have my name on you too,” she jokingly utters out next.
“Been thinkin’ about gettin’ it tattooed actually,” he admits, completely serious, which makes her face scrunch up.
“You’re not getting my name tattooed on you— you’re crazy,” she softly hits his chest. However, he can barely even feel it because she really doesn’t have a single violent bone in her body.
“Yeah, crazy ‘bout you,” he grins, eliciting an airy giggle from her.
Knowing she’s about to complain about him being weird again, he shuts her up with a press of his mouth against hers— a surprised noise leaving her when she’s momentarily taken aback by the sudden cushion of his lips.
And it’s sloppy, the way they slot together like puzzle pieces when she opens up for him, but both of them prefer it that way.
His kiss was meant to be something sweet but soon enough she’s rutting against him— whimpering into his mouth as if it’s been years since the last time they did this. And all too soon for her liking, he’s pulling away.
“Somethin’ you want?”
“…no,” she lies through her teeth.
“No? Jus’ uh, humpin’ me like a bitch in heat for no reason then, hm?” he raises his brows; eyes fixed on her frustrated features.
“Ray...” she huffs out; a frown already forming on her spit-slicked lips.
“Yeah?” he asks, giving her a soft peck as encouragement.
“Want you…” she pants against his mouth.
“But m’right here?” the furrow of his brows displays faux confusion.
“You know what I mean,” she whines; shifting around in his lap some more.
“M’afraid I don’t. If there’s somethin’ you want, you gonna have to tell me,” the edge of his mouth curls annoyingly when he decides to toy with her, always finding so much entertainment from her struggle.
However, she merely grants him another whine.
“Wha’s up with you today, hm? So fuckin’ needy, actin’ like you haven’t been fucked in a month when you were literally cryin’ on m’cock last night?” he murmurs while thumbing at her pouty bottom lip.
“I don’t know…jus’ need you so bad,” her eyes begin to gloss over when he’s still not giving her what she so desperately craves.
“Baby, there’s no need to cry, yeah?” he sticks his thumb past her lips; an attempt to placate her, even if he thinks she never looks prettier than with her eyes all wet and forlorn.
“You’re ovulatin’ right now, aren’t ya?” his brain finally fits together the very telltale signs as he plucks his phone from the coffee table— opening the app that tracks her period cycle.
“Think so, yeah,” she mumbles, mindlessly sucking on the digit resting on her tongue as she sniffles.
It’s no surprise to either of them when his assumption proves to be right.
“Think you need me to fuck a baby in you, s’that it? Wanna make me a real daddy?” he croons.
“Mhm…want you,” her words are muffled around his thumb.
“I know, sweetheart. Don’t want anyone but you carryin’ m’kids— think about knockin’ you up so fuckin’ often, you know?”
“You do?”
“Yeah, know you’d be such a good mom.”
“You think? I think you’d be the best dad, sometimes wish you were my dad,” she rambles mindlessly, the conversation suddenly teetering on the edge of something else entirely.
“Shit, such an angel face ‘n then there’s this rotten mind inside, huh?” he tuts in disapproval, appearing disgusted as if he doesn’t get even harder in response to her words— something raw, primitive stirring in the pit of his stomach whenever she says things like that.
“M’sorry dad,” she offers him an impish smile.
“Someone’s in a mood today?” he chuckles, narrowing his eyes in a playful manner.
“Can you take off your pants?” she complains while attempting to loosen his belt but with her mind buzzing like a honeybee it’s proving to be a rather demanding.
“Can’t do anythin’ without dad’s help, can you? Go on, let’s see if you can take me out by yourself, yeah?” he rasps out, tone challenging.
“No, need your help, daddy, I can’t—”
“Shit, you’re fuckin’ pathetic,” he murmurs, somehow managing to turn something so patronizing into something affectionate as he swats away her helpless hands and yanks the belt open himself.
“See? Not that fuckin’ hard, was it?” he mutters out as his thumb slips out of her mouth before he’s pulling himself out. And even if he’s not even fully hard yet, and she’s seen it more times than she can count, she’s still mesmerized by the sight— eyes rounding out while she simply stares as if she’s under some spell.
“You’re so pretty,” she blinks at him, eyes moony.
“Still not tired of seein’ it, huh?”
She shakes her head.
And since she’s not wearing any pants (as usual), he only has to tug the fabric of her underwear to the side in order to reveal her messy cunt.
“Ray…” she whines when he merely smears the drippy head over her folds; thudding it against her clit to get her to whimper some more.
“Hm? Want it inside? Wha’s the magic word?” he looks at her with something amused twinkling in his eyes.
“Please. Dad, it hurts,” she sniffles, desperately trying to rub against him in an attempt to alleviate the ache.
“Hurts? Think you bein’ a little dramatic, no?” he lets out a breathy chuckle, making her huff out in frustration.
“M’not, Ray, please, need you so bad,” wet droplets stain her cheeks while she tries to uselessly blink them away.
“Shh, s’okay. Dad’s bein’ mean again, isn’t he? M’sorry, baby, I’ll give you what you want, yeah?” his voice is a deep rumble before he’s finally tucking the tip into her weepy cunt, causing both of them to moan in tandem when she practically sucks him in— his fingerprints denting the skin of her thighs when he aids her movements to his liking.
“Yeah? That what you wanted? Always such a tight fuckin’ fit, huh?” he grunts against her mouth; hips meeting hers halfway as he stuffs himself deeper.
“Mm, I love you,” she whimpers— practically feeling him in her guts as his cock pokes at the spongy spot inside her while his big hands help situate her on top of him, and she thinks this might just be heaven on earth.
#did i write this a few weeks ago while *i*was ovulating?#no (yes)#older!rafe#rafe fanfiction#rafe cameron#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe x reader#older!rafe cameron#outerbanks rafe#obx rafe cameron#rafe smut#rafe fluff#rafe imagine#rafe fic#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron outer banks#rafe cameron x female reader#rafe cameron x y/n#rafe cameron obx#rafe cameron au#rafe cameron scenarios#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron fic#rafe cameron blurb#rafe blurb#rafe au
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Bruce once said, half-jokingly, that anyone who wanted to marry any of his kids had to beat hik in single combat first. Unfortunately, joking on the Bat looks dead serious to everyone not in his circle, so now Wally is busy learning Muay Thai, Roy is brushing up on Krav Maga, and Conner has resigned himself to living in sin. Steph just figures she'd ask Cass to fight her battles for her.
Conner: I’m sorry. I love you, but we can never marry.
Tim, thinking about who he might need to politely go ask Jason to take care of:
Conner, entirely serious: I’m never going to be able to beat your dad.
Tim, hearing “beat UP” because he was thinking about Jason punching Luthor:
Tim: I feel like further explanation might be necessary here.
Wally: Okay. I think I’m ready to fight Batman.
Dick, only half paying attention: *nods* I understand completely. I have the same urge all the time.
Jason: What do you MEAN you can’t marry me because Batman will beat you?
Roy: But Bruce said-
Jason: I don’t care what Bruce said. Actually, no. I do care. How DARE he-
*cut to Jason fighting Batman*
Roy: So does this count, or…
Bruce, at six am in a bathrobe and slippers: Steph, what are you doing here?
Steph: Outsourcing.
Cass: *comes flying at Batman from two stories above*
#batman#bruce wayne#batkids#batfam#dick grayson#wally west#jason todd#roy harper#tim drake#conner kent#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#birdflash#jayroy#timkon#stephcass
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