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Makes me think of possible Ranmaru Kizzy duo IDK THEY'D BE KINDA CUTE
#dans rambles#I HAVE NOTHING TO POST#i do i just cant be bothered 😭#nakamura aoi#aoi nakamura#inaba yu#yu inaba
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#polls#personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention#in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying#fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations?#i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum#like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying#'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful....#but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show??#like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless#im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival#i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭#fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something!#this goes for anything. music film tv books....
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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)
#len speaks#star wars#revenge of the sith#empire strikes back#the force awakens#not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish#times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it#for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my#current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches#as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the#spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless#i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all#i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats#it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might#also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something#bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the#scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind#me to the dialogue lmfaooo
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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3
dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)
horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)
ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333
dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)
OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)
#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them#this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333#i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits#i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3#you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing#anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices#but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333#idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off#horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer#and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh#idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror#because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said#what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon#killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh#if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror#fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept#i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh#i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc#you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab#anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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has it been more than a month since whatever happened at e11even happened? yeah. does that mean im over whatever the fuck lundy and sasha were up to that night? absolutely the fuck not what the fuck was that
WHAT THE FUCK WAS ANY OF THAT???
#this has been haunting me for a month#like wh#thhhh#they do things to my head man#okay lundy#okay#what if i smash my head into concrete hub#i just think sasha in not a sober state tends to be a lot more heavy handed with his affection because he cant control his strength#and just ends up either wacking people lovingly on the chest or manhandling them into his hold#i think a lot about lundy playing up his manhandling tendencies by acting like sasha is choking him#to which sasha chuckles at in the midst of telling him something#but because lundy is really hamming it up and not paying attention to his words at all sasha eventually lets him go#to go bother someone else like lundy you play too much 😭😭😭😭#is it ever a wonder why this man bullies you huh 😭😭😭😭
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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name
#bruh lmao#so awkward. say something you dingus lol#ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already#gyatt#spacie spoinks#literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like#heres the thing#if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate#im like a vampire like that#and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now#like dude sdkfjshlkdfj#im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol#probably#''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol#which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful#for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks#im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin#i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs#i dont wanna put her on the spot#the only time i see her is when im in class#and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd
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Several months late, the landlord finally picked up the dehumidifier from my kitchen
Would've been nice had I been told they were coming though 💀 so I could've cleaned up the grocery bags on the floor that I hadn't put away yet 💀💀💀💀💀
#speculation nation#at least i did do the dishes yesterday so the kitchen is in much better shape than it was before. still not great though.#i wonder if i could put in a complaint lol. like Please dont enter my unit unannounced 😭 that's a violation im pretty sure 😭😭😭#actually i might call them. like Hey. can you guys um..not lol#well. the office is closed now so i cant call them. but i wonder if i should email.#i also wonder if it's even worth the fuss. like if they dont bother me about the state of my apartment then like oh well ykno?#except i very much did have a hospital bank statement out in full view which is kinda personal information lol. lmao even.#... actually yknow what i think i will email. bc like. even if they dont complain. it's kind of embarrassing lol.#had i known they were coming i wouldve done that little bit more before leaving. and i shouldve had the option.#this certainly wasnt an emergency. i should have gotten notice. they conducted a violation of tenants rights.#and YEAH ok people might say i should just keep my apartment clean always regardless of if someone is coming.#and while thatd be nice. get this. im a full time student with adhd and ive been having a HELL of a time lately.#so no i hadnt fully put away my groceries. and i left some empty bags on the floor. bc i didnt think itd matter.#so Yeah im going to email them with a friendly 'hey next time could you guys pls give me 24 hour notice? like it says in the law? thanks :)
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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#me reviewing this:#man this shit is still too long 😭#i had something else i wanted to add but i cant remember#eventually ill get to a point where i just list shit down and wont explain myself#actual Proper bulletpoints#anyway im doing this bc im going to be posting shit here and i wanna warn the like#[REDACTED] new followers ive gotten since my last pinned post#and no one reads that shit willingly so im putting it on ya dash#OH I REMEMBER. ITS THE SHIP STUFF#im going to add that hold on#actually. no…#i feel like the fandom has been alive long enough that people expect that shi#*shit…#so funny. i went to correct it and i wrote *this…#like my hands are working too fast for my brain#i guess i could add that i dont bother w ship hate; something i did not think i would experience in the funney pizza game#so like u will just see any and all ships here. ill tag it for my own convenience#but if ur like ‘dni if u ship[perfectly fine and funny ship]’ then maybe u dont want to follow me LMAO#okay thats it bye mwah
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warmup pic like im gonna be doing more art after this >M<"
ill probably do... something.
#orbit splash#orbit ocs#xeno tag#horrorboros#double trouble strikes again#ig i was messing around with how i draw them#im like doing their th page and its a nightmare#reminds me i need to tweak some of my ocs pages again#its just the refs i need to get done#save me#😭#i cant be bothered to tag this splatoon even though it is splatoon related#whatever send post
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((cw blood, reference to eating a person))
(OC) More Shiba drawings, but these are actually recent! This time I will share a bit about Shiba. A non-goat creature from the Nether (She is a Minecraft OC ww) who now walks with society. She can be briefly described as strange in any angle ww
#oc art#my art#Shiba uses any pronouns btw (they cant be bothered😭😭) You can use them interchangeably#He has emotions but they dont come out as outwardly or as what he intends it to be so it often comes off as him not caring ww HE DOES#hes just built differently so while he mimics human emotion to his best ability it comes off as stiff#though displayed here are some exceptions. this is because the emotions I portrayed were randomly chosen ww#She is a really simply OC story and personality wise really yet a lot can be said about the nuances of it#Thus why Ive been having fun drawing her as of lately. I cherish her simplicity yet the nuances of how her character comes off#I'd say she is a good personification of struggling to fit in with what is considered “normal” behavior ww#Their behavior can come off as ill-intended but at core they just work differently to other people and have different needs so i love shuba#albeit a bit extremely because they are a whole different species but it is also sort of the comedy of the character#aka HOW DO I EXPLAIN BEING BUILT DIFFERENTLY TO PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT BUILT DIFFERENTLY: the oc#(lighthearted)#OH YEAH IM AWARE “i will stay hiding the mouth” is not gramatically correct. shiba does not speak english fluently ww
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Processing and coping with the fact that I finished Veilguard by rewatching clips of Davrin and Oscar's relationship on a continuous loop. That ending was too abrupt man, I feel like a drug addict that's been forced to go cold turkey.
Before anyone asks, yes I have already outlined a multi-part DavrinxRook fic.
Yes it's already at 20k words.
#i know theres rook x davrin content out there but i havent bothered because ITS NOT MY ROOK 😭😭😭#ive never been so attached to the protagonist of a DA game before#like normally i can jump back in and just make a whole new character#but fuck me i cant abandon Oscar hes become a comfort character#like any time i see Davrin with someone else's rook my first reaction is just “Davrin thats not Oscar the fuck are you doing.”#then i remeber that Rook is a customizable character and no two Rooks are the same#WHICH MEANS IF I WANT CONTENT OF OSCAR IM STUCK MAKING MY OWN BY ABUSING THE FUCK OUT OF PHOTO MODE#oh and writing it of course#if anyone cares part 1 is going to be his backstory and how im tying Oscar into the lives of several Inquisition favs I have#part two is going to be my take on what i feel like needs to be expanded upon from the actual game#like especially since Oscar is a grey Warden too like i just think the dynamic is neat#which is to say im not being normal about it#and part 3 is them just having a happy life together until doomed by the narrative catches up to them#ngl i had to get up several times and stop wriring cus i started crying#THIS IS WHY I DON'T WRITE THIS TROPE LIKE AT ALL IT MAKES ME TOO FUCKING SAD#BUT IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN SINCE ITS A DOUBLE GREY WARDEN ROMANCE#da4#dragon age
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Once the veneer of fantasy is stripped off, the setting terrestrialized, and the orcs recognized as human, then, all the classic themes of Western racist thought become immediately visible. Tolkien’s aesthetic judgment on Mongols and orcs simply repeats Meiners’ aesthetic classification of races, and the even earlier medieval hierarchy: “The figure prized in medieval romances corresponded to Greek statuary, physiognomy was important, and a ‘skin of dazzling whiteness’ exemplified true beauty. Such beauty symbolized goodness, while blackness, small stature, and an ill-proportioned body meant ugliness and evil.” Similarly, twentieth-century German racists would contrast Aryans and dark “ape-men.” Blacks themselves, of course, had traditionally been seen in racist thought as close to apes, and possibly even prone to couplings with orangutans. In keeping with the foregoing, Tolkien describes an orc as “a short crook-legged creature, very broad and with long arms that hung almost to the ground” (TT, 62), while at the siege of Helm’s Deep, we are told, the orcs “sprang up [the ladders] like apes in the dark forests of the South” (TT, 178). The pure-blooded orcs’ fear of the sun also has its precedent in one German anthropologist’s contrast of a diurnal Aryan and a nocturnal non-Aryan race.
Charles W. Mills from “The Wretched of Middle‐Earth: An Orkish Manifesto” (2022)
#charles w. mills#the wretched of middle earth#lord of the rings#reading#i wish someone would do a dissection of the white supremacy in asoiaf like mills does for lotr#i mean maybe someone has i havent looked 😭#but im revisiting a dance with dragons and the like white supremacy and orientalism is so insane#i read that in middle school so i didnt pick up on it but my god#even just looking at the wiki page for meereen like its alarming#the martells??? like im sure this has been discussed before but i havent read these books in like 10 years so its the first time im#seeing it with my own eyes#idk the way i find lotr repulsive after reading the wretched of middle earth#im like.....how are the people who make hours long youtube videos theorizing about asoiaf#not like intrigued or bothered by this at all#the only allegiance i have to hotd is alicent#otherwise that really is the white supremacy show#edit: all the ppl saying dany abolished slavery and has good intentions so she cant be imperalist or colonizing etc#and saying asoiaf is a fantasy so it doesnt have our current racial system in it....youareallsostupid.jpeg#if u can discuss the misogyny and gender politics in asoiaf u can discuss the racial politics goodbye#i feel like white ppl think discussing white supremacy or colonialism or etc in a work immediately means that work is bad and so they#do gymnastics to avoid having those conversations
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i NEED to get back into writing but it's so hard and im being so brave about it😭
#i have so many tabs open i keep changing my mind about what i should write#ive just been fucking around on my laptop for like an hour idk what im doing#at first i was like well i could just warm up with some random prompts. but then i was like thats not motivating enough rn#so i was like okay i'll work on memory wip. but i don't have an outline and i've only written a little bit of the first draft#so i don't know what's going to happen which means i'd have to Think. and also read through my notes bc i don't remember what i've decided#abt the characters and worldbuilding#but like. i just cant be bothered to do that😭#so you see the issue is laziness#i guess i should just use a simple prompt at first even tho i dont feel like it just to get over the hurdle#at least i'll have written something....#speaking it into existence I CAN WRITE REGULARLY IF I CHOOSE TO!!!#I'll need the outlet when I start my new job in august im so fucking nervous#i'll need something to keep me sane😭#and i want to actually be able to finish the projects i start! at least finish a single draft! i've done it before i can do it again!#vee.txt
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is having previously posted zionist propaganda to your instagram story a requirement to be casted or something lmfao. what the fuck
#neil knows exactly what hes doing#i was already planning on pirating s2 but honestly thisnis making me question even watching it 😭😭😭#im just frankly over ppl acting like it aint that deep too#like it is such a privilege to be bothered by this when people are dying but thats literally the point#People Are Dying IN A FUCKING LEGALIZED GENOCIDE#and youre talking about see both sides#like no its FUCK the israeli government and anyone supporting it. palestinians deserve to live peacefully and safely in their homeland#and thats not even possible anymore given the devastating about of bombing and warfare thats completed desecrating palestine#and you cant say shit??????#but when u DO say shit its see both sides??????#no
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Google still thinks I am permanently a bot so I can't use google which is fine because fuck google.
#it makes me do eternal captchas when i open it everytime i usually have to solve 5+ before it will let me go and then if i close the#window it does it all over again. they did me favor honestly.#sometimes i cant solve the captchas. as in. they will go on forever without and end. disappearing and replacing tiles asking for traffic#lights until i gave up#i dont even bother anymore lmao#i use duckduckgo too but bings videos tab is actually the best option tbh#i hate the internet i am inventing time machine to go live in 2004 but at my current age see ya suckers#😭😭😭#wow i am just forgetting every other word today jeez. no more making my own posts from my bike this morning#i lack the focus and coherency
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