#i did not sleep for shit last night

[sequencefairy]

Ya know, I was gonna be done. I spent hours yesterday talking friends off ledges when people were harassing them for being excited about the watcher announcement, or when their anxiety ballooned while watching the never-ending fucking tide of absolutely entitled morons kept piling on and on and on and spreading baseless bullshit every where.

But like, I cannot be done.

Because I am just so fucking disappointed. I'm so fucking sad to be sitting here watching people writhe with glee over the reactions to the announcement, and fill their little vengeful mugs in anticipation of watching the fall of a fledgling independent media company they are literally standing around lighting matches to throw onto the pyre.

Y'all make me sick.

You profess to love these guys, to want to see them succeed, to enjoy the stuff they make for you. You beg and demand and scream for more time with Ryan and Shane and bitch constantly during periods of the year when it's not Ghost Files or Puppet History time. You complain to anyone who will listen about how this is a betrayal, as if they're your fuckin' friends who you know personally.

News flash, they're not. They never were. You're parasocially attached to the plush puppet and the guy who sticks his hand up it in a way that is detrimental to your critical thinking skills and you know what? Fucking don't subscribe to the streamer. Who fucking wants you around anyway?

I would bet American cash money that none of you have EVER had to sit with your staff in a meeting and figure out how you were going to keep your company afloat. That none of you have ever had to decide to take a risk like this, in this kind of economic climate and be cautiously excited about what it might mean for you and then to have this absolute viciousness being the response.

I'm really sorry that for some people the price is just out of their reach. I completely understand wanting to join in on something and being unable to because of the money. The amount of times I've had to say no to doing something fun because I just didn't have the cash is not a small amount. It sucks. It really sucks.

But you know, the emotionally mature response to not being able to afford something is to be like, well is there a way that I can save up for this? Something else I can cut out? And if the answer is no, then, unfortunately, sometimes, you just have to be left out. This is a fact of life.

Do you people also get bitchy with artists who charge commission prices that mean they can afford to live?

The comparisons of Watcher to non-network television streamers are laughable. Like, Watcher is absolutely not on the same level of operating profitability as other streaming services. They are an independent production studio that gives a shit about making content that they like to make and taking care of their employees and the other people who are associated with them. And in order for them to continue to make the stuff we like (Ghost Files, Puppet History, et al), we're gonna have to buy-in.

Seeing people say with their full chests that they should just fire people? Are you fucking hearing yourselves? Who should they fire? Their queer employees? The people who write and do sound and edit? The people who make Ghost Files or Puppet History look the way it looks? The people who are the reason the shows work?

And, I'm sorry, but if you think that the solution here is that they should just ... make worse shows, I don't even know what to say to you at all. Sorry that Steven and Ryan and Shane wanna do more than lifeless unsolved copies for the rest of their lives. Go watch fucking unsolved if you want that, watcher has always wanted to do more, do better, make bigger things. And you know what? They are for sure allowed to do that.

I am also utterly enraged by the racism. I cannot even imagine what it's like to be any Watcher employee of colour today, watching the hate and the cruelty roll in. Y'all are just fucking mean, and gross, and I hope you all walk on legos in the dark in bare feet.

Everyone who is acting like this is some fucking personal betrayal needs to go smoke a bowl or do a bong rip and chill the fuck out.

[monstersfuckingeachother]

Thinking about like, forcemasc monster transformation corruption kink via cock? The idea specifically was like, you get a curse or something which causes you to gain a monster cock. Doesn't matter if you grow it or if it poofs into existence, what's important is that what's ostensibly a normal girl now has a huge hungry monster cock. Something big and red and throbbing with a knot or ridges or spines with a big ol sheath or what not. The curse is pretty simple, the more you use the cock the more it influences and transforms you. If you're careful and are able to resist your new member you might be able to keep what's left of your humanity. But the thing is, even if you try your hardest it still tempts you. A monster cock has a pair of monster balls to go with it, balls that are producing monster testosterone which is affecting your brain. Your sooo horny and your cock is sooo big and hard surely touching it just once won't hurt? It's insidious like that. But the more you touch it the more the curse spreads and it's only after the fifth time you've blasted rope do you come back to yourself and notice how the fur/scales have spread, how sharp your teeth have gotten. The curse isn't just physical either, as you transform physically so do you transform mentally. The more you touch it the less reluctant to touch it in the future you grow, in fact you've begun to love it. You feel more confident but also more bestial, savage almost. You might notice your loosing yourself if stroking your dick with your new pawpads didn't feel so good. Basically just a transformation that spreads out from the cock + corruption kink stuff.

TB

mmmmm yes that's good shit. i love that. i'm a sucker for pheromone dubcon shit too so let's make it so that when the newly-dicked person gets horny "she" gives off pheromones that make normal humans really horny, and also way more submissive. like "she" can resist touching "her" new cock all she wants but eventually someone's just gonna end up sucking "her" off under the table and "she's" going to be way too horny and needy to resist. there's no cure for this "curse", self control can only delay it, and it'll feel so good once "she" gives in, so what's the point in suffering longer than "she" has to?

at first he didn't know why he got this curse, couldn't think of anything he did or said that would offend the creature so, but he still got the curse: an inhumanly massive, unhideable dick with balls to match. and he was supposed to be a girl at that point, so of course it got attention he didn't want--but also attention that part of him did want, the kind of attention that led to him being tugged into the nearest storage closet and jerking off into people's mouths as they worshiped his new cock. and the more attention his cock received, the more attention it demanded, the more his body changed, the more he liked how his body changed, until he could no longer deny that he wasn't a "she" but a he. and sexual characteristics weren't the only things that changed, of course--scales started spreading out from his groin, his hands and feet started growing claws, his face started growing a snout once the transformation reached it. it became harder and harder to care about what people thought of him, or about whether these pheromones were ethical--harder and harder to care about anything except taking care of his needy cock.

the creature that had "cursed" him returned to collect him. now he lives with that creature, in an endless blissful cycle of eating and fucking and sleeping. it'd been the creature's plan all along for him to end up here, and maybe sometimes he thinks he should be mad at it about this, about being made into a rutting animal, but it just feels so good. and if it feels good then it must be good, right?

[saturnaous]

ingo’s a rubix cube kid and Emmet was a tetris kid

[mcytegg]

all planet needs to do is say "pleaseee ☺️" and bacon just does whatever, huh.

[dont-open-dead-inside-net]

I'm not tired at all... I may stay up late tonight <- guy who has been exhausted and waiting to go to bed since they woke up fifteen hours ago

[upsidedownsmore]

god i feel fuckin ILL

still figuring out my feelings in regard to jade shadows but oh god my head is spinning, so cool yet so weird yet so many questions godddd idfk know anymore man

more spoiler ramblings below, please don't take any of it as concrete opinions cause i'm still kinda working it out in my groggy ass head

i do feel very weird about playing as jade after what happened to her the quest, i have a lot of respect for the story and it genuinely moved me but i also feel that the implications of building a copy of her and puppeting her around after all that feels...very jarring lol. i guess that's just the unavoidable nature of the game, but it really doesn't feel like it was addressed past hunhow saying "it's what she would have wanted", even though we barely got a hint of characterization from her other than being motherly i guess. idk i guess for a quest that is at least in half about her it felt like she herself didn't get as fleshed out as i would have liked, especially when people are kinda just saying things for her. weird feelings i guess

idk those feel like big accusations but i still overall feel like the story was really really cool and playing through the quest was cool, but it does feel like it pushes the boundaries of what can actually fit within warframe's framework without parts feeling downright disturbing in some of it's mismatched narratives. idk i'm gonna have to think about it more, legit feel dizzy lol

probably gonna just leave it at that though, i really don't wanna jump head first into discourse because i anticipate it being really toxic given the themes. i've already seen some of that discourse and like man some people are fast to get angry about things

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

My vld time travel au is really just- Beautiful morally grey women, who have close but concerning platonic relationship with Lance, and want Lotor dead/trying to violently murder him, not out of malice or vengeance or anything personal but simply because of pragmatic "it's for the greater good" reasons and they are sorta?? Right about it

[krkavizio]

My honest, damned reaction to episode 44

I know how to make this a daily reminder;

Ressha Sentai ToQGer!

(And maybe a rewatch of BoonBoomger)

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

[creaturefeaster]

my morning routine lately has been waking up at 3 AM, starting a fire while staring into it for 1 to 2 hours and then i eat a banana. unsure when (or why for that matter) this particular routine started

[ca-d]

Sleep Token // 5.24.24 ✨

[kitwilsonsass]

not to be tmi but do you ever just LOSE YOUR FUCKING MIND ON YOUR PERIOD

[gotta-bail-my-quails]

man i thought i moved out to escape my family but it turns out i've jumped from the pan into the fire because holy shit my guys what the fuck??

[deityofhearts]

plans got canceled :)

[shutinlear53]

so.

if bf is 7 foot tall and gf is 900 pounds

with skyblue being 2 bfs tall and quite a bit curvier than gf, this would mean she weighs about a ton

now this may seem ridiculous, BUT

if we take the average us female height and weight over the age of 20, those being 170.8 pounds and 63.5 inches (around 5'4)

by dividing skyblue's height with the average height we get a scaling factor of 2.59, and by employing the square-cube law we multiply the average weight with the cube of the scaling factor

which equals to *drumroll*

2967.47 pounds!!!

therefore, skyblue's approximate weight is 1.32 imperial tons/1.35 metric tonnes/1.48 us tons

this means that she is heavier than the average giraffe (1 tonne) while also being almost as tall as one (16'9), and only 452.53 pounds lighter than the curb weight of the heaviest toyota camry xv50 model (3420 pounds; SE V6 trim)

[pkmndaisuki]

god i hope tomorrow isn't as disprienting as today was.